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makeitmingi · 11 months ago

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Dream Come True

Genre: Romance, Comedy, Cute Fluff

Pairing: San x Reader (y/n)

Characters: Mom!Reader, Dad!San, Daughter (Choi Haeun)

Summary: Your daughter has 8 best friends, also known as ANITEEZ. But her bestest friend, the one she doesn't go anywhere without is Sandeoki. So, after finding out the segment plans for ATEEZ's upcoming fanmeet, you and San decided to bring her for a little surprise.

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[A/N: I know Sandeoki is a male but I followed the idea of San saying Sandeoki is a female and a princess.]

"Omma!"

"Yeah, baby? Why are you shouting?" You came to her bedroom to see her sitting in front of her stuffed toys with a pout on her face. The pout very much mirrored that of her father's. It was absolutely adorable, your daughter Choi Haeun was absolutely a princess.

"I can't find Sandeoki's cape. She has to wear it when we go or she'll get cold if she doesn't wear it." She whined. You giggled and came over, sitting next to her.

"I'm sure it's here, baby. We have time to find it. Let me help you, hmm?" You stroked her head.

"Sandeoki's coming with us to see appa and samchons?" You asked, even though you already knew the answer to that.

"Mhmm, I want to bring all of them but I can't." Haeun pouted. The 8 Aniteez plushes were her best friends. But Sandeoki was her 'bestest friend'. Sandeoki went everywhere with her.

You called it manipulation, San only putting Sandeoki in front of Haeun so she would take to her first.

Of course, he wouldn't allow Haeun to like another Aniteez character more than his own.

"It's okay, baby. I'm sure they understand. You and Sandeok can tell them all about it when you come back." You cooed. She grinned at your words and nodded her head excitedly. You finally found Sandeoki's cape nestled within the pile and even helped her put it on the purple cat.

"Here you go. Sandeoki is ready for the Ateez fanmeet concert." You presented Sandeoki to her and she let out a loud squeal, hugging the plush happily.

"Sandeoki! Thank you, omma!" She cheered.

"You're welcome, baby. Now, let's get ready to go see appa." You kissed her cheek and led her out to the bathroom.

"I'm excited to see appa!" She said as you helped her change into her outfit. Haeun, from the day she was born, was a daddy's girl. Rightfully so since she was San's precious princess.

"You like to watch appa sing and dance?" You pinched her cheek.

"And samchons!" She added. You nodded and looked at her finished outfit, feeling rather proud of yourself.

You had picked this outfit and put the pieces together. It was a surprise for San. You usually did well with styling your child up or putting together outfits that mimicked the stage outfits that Ateez would wear for their performances.

"Do you like it, baby?" You asked as she went to the mirror to look at herself.

"I love it! It's so pretty." She jumped up and down. Haeun also has the energy of her father. You checked the time and went to gather the last bits of Haeun's things before the car would come.

"Let's go, baby!" You called out. Haeun hurriedly ran over with Sandeoki in her arms.

The car that San sent was already waiting downstairs in the carpark. The driver came out and bowed, opening the door for you.

"Thank you." You smiled and Haeun copied you. You smiled proudly and stroked her head, helping her onto the seat. Of course San planned for everything, there was a booster seat for Haeun ready.

"Will appa be happy to see us?" Haeun asked a the driver drove.

"Of course he will, baby. You're his princess and I'm sure he will be very happy to see how pretty you look too." You tapped her cheek. She grinned and kicked her feet happily, hugging Sandeoki and swaying from left to right. Haeun was so full of life and always happy, truly San's daughter.

"Alright, baby. Remember the rules?" You turned to her as the van was pulling up to the security checks, which meant you were already near the venue.

"Always stay with omma, appa or samchons. Don't run or talk to strangers." She recited, having memorised it.

"Good. Now let's go find appa." You helped her down from the van. She immediately held your hand.

"Hello~ Nice to see you Haeun~" All the staff that recognised you and Haeun greeted you happily as you walked in. You bowed your head while Haeun gave shy waves to everyone.

"Manager nim." You called out to one of the Ateez managers that was waiting for you. Seeing a familiar face, Haeun ran forward.

"Samchon!" She giggled and the manager smiled, scooping Haeun up into his arms.

"Thanks for waiting for us and picking us." You thanked.

"No need to thank, (y/n). Here are your passes for the day. Did you dress Sandeoki up for the concert? You take such good care of her." Just like that, the two were wrapped up in their own conversation while you walked alongside them.

"We're here. You can knock." The manager encouraged. Haeun boldly knocked on the door and there were voices coming from inside before the manager opened it for her.

"Appa!" Haeun got down and ran over to her father.

"My princess." San stood up with a big smile and picked Haeun up, lifting her up into the air and hugging her tightly.

"And there's my queen." San chuckled, coming over to wrap his free arm around you and place a kiss on your crown. You hugged his waist and kissed his cheek.

"Appa, put me down so you can see my clothes." Haeun squirmed. San obediently put Haeun down.

"Did you... dress her up in my Crazy Form outfit?" San turned to you in surprise.

"Impressive, huh?" You nodded with raised eyebrows, knowing San was fangirling internally. He held his chest and you were actually afraid he may be having a heart attack.

"Breathe, Sannie. Breathe." You rubbed his back.

"You look so pretty, princess. Even better than appa. S-Someone get my phone, I need to take pictures. Where is my phone?!" San frantically searched his dressing table and bag. He retrieved his phone and took multiple pictures, you even snapped pictures of the father and daughter together.

"Finally, it's our turn for some princess time!" Yunho opened his arms to give Haeun a big hug. Haeun loved it, she was soaking up all the attention her uncles were giving her.

"Oh, my baby! Come here, I've missed you." Wooyoung showered Haeun in kisses, making her squeal out in laughter.

"Uncle Wooyo! Tickles!" Her giggles filled the entire dressing room, bringing a positive energy.

"Wanna go see the stage?" Seonghwa offered. Haeun's eyes lit up as she turned to you and San for approval. The both of you nodded her head and Haeun left with her uncles.

"The moment she comes, the other 7 follow her like she's the pied piper." San shook his head in disbelief.

"Don't act like you aren't the biggest fool for her." You slapped his chest.

"That's true. She's a mini you, how can I not spoil her and worship her? I'll proudly admit that I'm the biggest fools for my two girls." San slung his arm around your shoulder to pull you against him, pressing his forehead against your temple.

"What are you going to do when she gets a boyfriend, hmm?" You raised an eyebrow. San gave you a disgusted, offended look with a deep frown.

"How dare you. Take that back right now." He said seriously.

"I'm serious, Sannie. One day, she's going to meet a boy and bring him home to meet us." You shrugged.

"No, no boys. Never. Both her and Sandeoki, no. No boys. The only man Haeun needs is me. She's lucky I let the other Ateez members be close to her." San shook his head in disapproval.

"She'll hate you if you scare off a boy she likes." You giggled.

"I don't care. She can hate me. And it's not just me. What makes you think the other 7 will be okay with a boyfriend?" San asked.

"Imagining that in my head is funny but scary at the same time. I feel sorry for the boy she'll bring home." You chuckled, leaning against San while he rolled his eyes. He just wanted to be done with this topic of boys and future boyfriends for his dear princess.

"Think she'll like her surprise?" San murmured.

"Definitely. I think she'll be so shocked she wouldn't know what to do." You giggled.

One of the reasons you brought Haeun today was because one of the segments of the Ateez Fanmeet was the members dressing up as their Aniteez characters.

"Sandeoki is her bestest friend. Imagine her meeting a lifesize one, even though it's still my face." San said. You nodded with a hum.

"Can't wait." You could only imagine Haeun's reaction to seeing San dress up as Sandeoki.

"Well, say goodbye to your regular clothes because you know once she sees you in your Sandeoki costume, she'll never let you remove it, right?" You chuckled.

"She loves me more than Sandeoki." San said confidently.

"Someone sure is delusional." You raised your eyebrows and looked away, making San frown at you with a small pout. He pressed his face close to yours, invading your space to try to make you take back what you said. He refuses to be anything less than Haeun's number 1. Yes, that includes you.

"Take it back." San pouted, leaning over you until you were sandwiched between him and the couch. You laughed, hands coming up to squish his cheeks.

"She really has your pout." You said. He rolled his eyes and grasped your waist, moving you to sit on his lap.

"San! There are people around and the other guys could come back with Haeun soon." You scolded him as your cheeks heated up.

"It's fine." He waved you off, keeping his grip on you.

As you said, Haeun ran in, holding a bag of candy with her while Wooyoung held Sandeoki for her since her other hand was holding Yeosang's hand.

"All she wanted to do was see the stage. I didn't think all 7 of you would go." You giggled as they came in.

"Omma! Appa! An unnie gave me candy! Lookie! Lookie!" Haeun showed you while you bent down to her eye level to see.

"Wow, baby. Did you say thank you?" You stroked her head. She nodded obediently and you smiled, complimenting her. Haeun ran to show San the candies and Wooyoung handed you Sandeoki. She only trusted Wooyoung and San with Sandeoki.

"Okay, continue your hair and make up before we need to do the fan soundcheck." Hongjoong clapped. Luckily, San did his hair and makeup so he could stay with Haeun and you.

"I want to give samchons candy." Haeun said.

"But that means you'll only have one left, princess." San told her, holding her tiny hands in his bigger ones.

"Hmm... That's okay! Samchons don't have candy." She pouted after thinking about her poor uncles without candy. San proudly hugged her, kissing her cheek.

"Go on." He patted her bum to encourage her but he still kept his eyes on her while she went around.

"Uncle Jongho. Candy for you!" She went to him and placed a piece of candy on his thigh while he was getting his hair done.

"Thank you, princess. That's very kind of you." Jongho couldn't look down at her but he could reach out to pat her head. Giggling, she went around to give out the rest of the candy before finding her way back to you.

"Where's Sandeoki?" Haeun looked around, realising she didn't have her best friend with her.

"With appa." You pointed to San, who was speaking with the stylist, still protectively holding Haeun's Sandeoki with his arm. She ran over to retrieve the purple cat but San just picked her up.

"Appa, I came for Sandeoki." Haeun explained, holding her father's cheeks.

"It's okay, you and Sandeok can stay with me." San laughed. Haeun nodded, knowing she had to stay quiet while San discussed 'work' stuff.

"The fans are here for the soundcheck. Let's get ready." Hongjoong rounded everyone up for the final briefing. Haeun sat in Mingi's lap, participating and listening to Hongjoong.

"Bye, princess. We'll be back." The boys bid Haeun goodbye as they went out for the VIP soundcheck. The fans all greeted the Ateez members happily. The manager invited you and Haeun to watch from the side wings. You held Haeun in your arms, not wanting her to accidentally trip or be in the way.

"Can you see appa?" You asked. She nodded and pointed to her father, who was smiling and waving at the fans.

"Are we going to stay here?" Haeun looked at you.

"For a while, baby. After that, we can sit out there and watch appa and samchons." You explained. She grinned and hugged your neck, eyes trained on her father and uncles.

"Thank you, ATINY! We'll see you later!" The 8 boys waved to the fans and came backstage.

"My baby." Wooyoung declared and stole Haeun from you, kissing her cheeks as you all headed back. San held your hand.

"Wooyoung's always stealing her." San shook his head. You laughed, you were glad that all the boys doted on Haeun as if she was their own daughter.

"Okay, grab a quick bite if you're still hungry and get changed." Seonghwa said, helping round up the kids since Hongjoong was speaking to the stage director. Since everyone was rushing around, you sat with Haeun on one of the sofas and gave her some snacks.

"Are you sleepy, baby?" You asked, tucking her hair behind her ears as she munched on her snacks.

"Nope!" She shook her head, holding one of her biscuits out to you. You smiled and leaned in to eat it appreciatively. San came over, having changed into his stage outfit.

"Appa!" Haeun beamed.

"Mmm, my princess." San cooed. He wanted to hug her and carry her but he knew he couldn't wrinkle his stage clothes.

"We're going on stage soon. I can't walk you to your seats but I'll get one of the staff to bring you." San told you, leaning in to give you a quick peck.

"Sure, Sannie, don't worry about us. We'll be fine. Good luck." You smiled. He squeezed your hand.

"Good luck appa!" Haeun wished. San leaned in closer to her and tapped his cheek. Haeun willingly gave him a kiss on the cheek but that caused a chain reaction because 7 others queued up behind San to receive good luck cheek kisses from the princess. San shot everyone a flat look.

"Yah, she's mine!" He yelled in outrage when Yunho demanded a kiss on each cheek from Haeun. Of course, they all ignored San, as if he could stop all 7 of them.

"Bye, princess." Mingi patted her head.

"Let's go, baby. Get Sandeoki." You told her. She held the plush with her and held your hand.

"Bye~" She waved to everyone as the staff member brought you out. It was a shame that for safety reasons, you could only watch from far away, you couldn't risk being in the VIP mosh pits.

"How's that?" You asked as you sat her onto the booster seat that was placed on the chair for her so she could see the stage.

"I can see." She told you.

When the show started, you and Haeun had the time of your lives, it was an Ateez concert after all. But you were excited, anticipating the surprise part of the concert and her reaction. So when the lights darkened and the intro the Bouncy started, you held your breath.

"OMMA! IT'S ANITEEZ! It's Sandeoki!" Haeun's jaw dropped as she screamed loudly. You were glad the fans were screaming too or else they would have heard her.

"Yeah, baby!" You nodded, helping her stand in her seat as she jumped excitedly, seeing her friends.

"Sandeok ah!" She yelled. You took a video, feeling your heart melt as she was just starstruck, seeing her 8 best friends on stage.

"Sandeoki!" Haeun waved, trying to get Sandeoki's attention. You didn't have the heart to tell her that you were both so far away, San or Sandeoki couldn't see her.

"Omma, did you see?" She turned to you with the biggest grin you have ever seen.

"Yeah, baby." You giggled.

"I love them." She declared to you once the song ended and the fans were just screaming for the boys dressed as Aniteez. You nodded and helped her sit back down.

It was time for the boys to do their introductions as Aniteez, with their specially tuned mics that made their voices higher and more kid-like. Hongjoong or Jjoongrami was the first one to go, waiting for the fans screams to die down a little before he could start. He sat on the ground, bouncing before he fell over.

"Oh no." You shook your head as you laughed at them. Seonghwa and San went to help him up, you knew that tail on Jjoongrami's costume must have been heavy.

"Ah!" But down went Seonghwa and San. Then the other boys stacked themselves on top.

"No!" Haeun reacted with a gasp. You assumed it was just a normal reaction until you turned your head to see her absolutely shattered.

"Sandeoki...?" Her bottom lip quivered as she watched in horror as San was squished at the bottom of the Aniteez pile by the others. Her Sandeoki even fell from her arms but you quickly caught it.

"Sandeoki!" Haeun burst out into tears, wailing as loud as ever.

"Hey, hey. It's okay, baby." You immediately picked her up, still shocked by her reaction.

"Shh, shh. Baby, they're just playing. Sandeoki is okay. Nothing happened to her." You told her but Haeun was inconsolable, firming believeing that her Sandeoki was hurt. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she cried for Sandeoki.

"Okay, let's get some air." Struggling slightly to gather your stuff with your free hand, you carried Haeun out of there. You didn't want her wailing to disturb the other fans.

"Alright, alright." You patted her back, swaying to calm her down. You brought her back to the backstage area.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?" The Ateez managers ran over worriedly.

"Everything's fine. She just saw Sandeoki fall and end up at the bottom of the pile but I told her Sandeoki's not hurt." You explained over Haeun's crying.

"Aww. Omma is right, princess. Sandeoki is okay. You'll see her soon." The managers all cooed and comforted her.

"Princess." You sighed in relief when you saw San, Hongjoong, Yunho and Jongho appear at the door.

"Baby, look who it is. See? They're okay." You pointed to the door and wiped her tears. The 4, especially San, were just as shocked to see Haeun so upset and crying. Of course, they expected her to be happy and excited to meet them in their Aniteez costumes. However, seeing Sandeoki, Haeun burst into another round of tears.

"What's wrong, princess?" San came over with a frown. You forced a smile as the manager helped you explain to the members what happened since you were trying to calm Haeun down.

"You guys get changed first. I'll settle her." San said and the 3 other Ateez members nodded.

"Princess Haeun?" San came over. Even though San's face wsa shown, Haeun didn't even register her dad as Sandeoki.

"You are such a good friend. But I'm okay, I'm not hurt." Although it was a struggle, San managed to carry Haeun into his arms. You reached over to wipe her tears and nose.

"Sandeoki?" She sniffled.

"Hello, Haeun. It's nice to meet you." San leaned his head down to let Haeun pat his head.

"You okay?" She asked. San nodded and used Sandeoki's cheek to nuzzle against Haeun, making her laugh. He put her down since he didn't want the giant costume head to hit her and Haeun hugged Sandeoki's leg tightly.

"I love you, Sandeoki." Haeun buried her face against Sandeoki's purple fur. Everyone in the room melted at her words. You knew San was trying his best to just explode.

"I love you too, Haeunnie. Thank you for being my bestest friend." San stroked her head.

"I'm your bestest friend?" Haeun looked up.

"Yes, of course." San chuckled. Haeun looked at you with excitement before she squealed and hugged San again. With Haeun calm, she bid goodbye to Sandeoki, who went behind the curtain to change.

"Go, we're okay." You said to San, who winked at you and ran back to stage while the other 4 Aniteez members came back in.

"Hi." Haeun shyly waved to them.

Hopefully it seemed like Haeun wasn't too scarred by what happened as Bbyongming and Wooyonyang chased after her playfully for a bit and ran around with her.

"Baby, shall we go finish the concert?" You held out her own Sandeoki to her. Haeun gave Sandeoki a big hug, stroking her ears. Reaching up to hold your hand, you led her back to your seats to finish the rest of the Ateez concert. And thankfully, there were no more Haeun meltdowns.

"Thank you, ATINY!" The boys all waved and Haeun waved excitedly before leaving with you.

"Are we going to see appa and samchons now?" She asked. You nodded and went to the waiting room with her. Haeun sat in your lap, yawning and rubbing her eyes.

"Are you sleepy, baby?" You asked. She nodded, burying her face against your chest. You rubbed her back.

"But I wanna wait for appa~" She whined but was interrupted by another yawn.

"Okay." You stroked her head, you knew the boys wouldn't come in so fast. There were usually VIPs that came backstage for photos and a debriefing session after performances.

"Is she asleep?" You asked a staff since you couldn't see Haeun's face with the way she was leaning against your front.

"Yeah, she is." The staff member replied with a small smile. Grabbing one of the throw blankets, she unfolded it and draped it over Haeun. You smiled gratefully and mouthed a 'thank you' before she left so she wouldn't disturb Haeun.

"Would you like to go to one of the other smaller rooms? It'll be quieter." One of the hairstylists came over to you, an adoring smile on his face as he looked at Haeun.

"No need, thank you. She doesn't seem bothered by the noise." You giggled. He chuckled and went to pack up.

"You must have been tired, hmm?" You whispered, kissing Haeun's head as she rested against you.

"Good job everybody!" The 8 loud boys yelled as they entered.

"SHHH!" All the staff shushed the boys with angry looks, making the 8 jump in shock and huddle together like scared puppies. You couldn't help but laugh, their relationship was truly special.

"Haeun is sleeping!" One of the managers whispered harshly. You were touched that they really all cared about Haeun sleeping.

"Awwww, poor princess. This is way past her bedtime." San came over with a small frown as he took in Haeun sleeping soundly in your arms. You smiled and lifted a hand to wave at him. That made San smile as he leaned over to give you a kiss, being careful not to disturb Haeun. He gently stroked her head.

"Let me quickly change then we'll go home. Get the princess to bed." He told you.

"Take your time. Good job, everyone. We had a great time." You said to the other boys. They all smiled and thanked you before going to change out of their stage outfits.

"Let me carry her." San offered.

"It's okay, San. You were working the whole day, you must be tired." You shook your head.

"Don't worry about it. I'm never too tired for my princess." San insisted, reaching over to carry Haeun. She stirred for a bit, making the two of you freeze.

"Shh..." You patted her back and she relaxed in San's arms again. You let out a sigh of relief and went to hug the boys.

"Get home safe." Hongjoong patted your head. You and San waved before leaving.

Luckily San had called a cab earlier to take all 3 of you home. Since the managers had to send the others home, you were worried about having San and a sleeping Haeun with you. You didn't know if you would be harassed by fans trying to get a picture of your family.

"I didn't think Haeun would cry." San chuckled, leaning against the headrest as he looked at you.

"She was crying for Sandeoki. I'm not sure if she knows the concept of death or what it is but she sure knows what is it like to be hurt. And to her, Sandeoki was hurt." You giggled.

"I thought bringing her would make her dreams come true, not make her cry. If only I didn't trip over Seonghwa hyung..." He sighed.

"You did make her happy, Sannie. She was so happy when you guys came out on stage." You cupped his cheek.

"Now I hope I didn't traumatise her for life." He shook his head.

"I'm sure she's fine. She was over to moon, getting to hug Sandeoki and meet her backstage. Plus she played with the others too." You assured him and San leaned into your touch with a small smile.

"She was so cute though. Please tell me you took pictures or a video." San said.

"Of course I did. One day, she'll be so grateful for all that you do for her. You're the best dad ever." You smiled softly.

"Well, I can only do it with the best mom and wife." San complimented back. When the car stopped, you all got out and headed up to your family home. Even though he was busy working and performing, San still helped you with Haeun. You both wiped her body with a wet cloth and changed her clothes.

"She'll have to shower tomorrow morning then. Luckily I showered her once before leaving the house." You said, putting the clothes in the laundry while San helped you unpack Haeun's bag.

"You can shower first, Sannie." You told him.

"Thanks, baby. Let me go return Sandeoki first." San held the purple cat and quietly entered Haeun's room.

"Thank you for always taking care of her." San stroked Sandeoki's head before tucking her under Haeun's arm, who automatically snuggled against Sandeoki.

"Goodnight, princess." San kissed Haeun's head before leaving. He went to shower while you made San a late night snack.

"Baby, I'm done." San came out after his shower, rubbing his wet hair with a towel.

"Alright, I'll go shower. I made you kimchi udon, you're always hungry after a concert because you don't eat dinner." You said. He nodded, you knew him so well. You tip toed to give him a kiss before going to the bathroom to take a shower.

When you came out of the bathroom, San was laying in bed, fast asleep with his phone in his hand. You went out to see the lights off, table cleared and dishes done.

"You must have been tired." You repeated the words you said to Haeun, taking San's phone and putting it to charge on his nightstand.

"Mmm, baby...?" San woke up when he felt your hand brush against his.

"Rest, Sannie." You said, climbing into bed.

"Hug me." San opened his arms. You laughed and scooted close to him, letting his arms wrap around you. He laid against your chest, your heartbeat always able to lull him to sleep.

"Thank you for working so hard for us." You whispered, pressing your cheek against his head.

"Anything for my queen and my princess." He mumbled.

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animeomegas · 1 month ago

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Divus Crewel would have to be the most omega coded character in twst ever actually (aside from lilia but maybe thats just me) 🤦‍♀️that man calls the student pups thats the most omma coded thing ever not to mention those birthing hips- ̶g̶e̶t̶s̶ ̶s̶h̶o̶t̶

when i think of divus i remember that post where a student was describing how their teacher ran out of school during lunch time to greet their significant other who was holdign their baby and their lunch and im imagining ace who probably spent the last hour begging divus to round his score of 50 to a 90 watch his teacher from the window elegantly walking over (two steps quicker) to his alpha whos holding a baby and divus' lunch

maybe deuce is like: he has a baby?

and ace grouches and is like: no wonder hes in a bad mood and didnt raise my grade the headmaster probably had him return to work as soon as possible tsk 🙄 (ace theres no saving ur grade...)

Hahaha, not Ace trying to round his grade up like that XD

"If you're rounding to a factor of 90, then 50 is technically-" Like, why would anyone be rounding test scores to a factor of 90, Ace, please 😭 I'm crying, he's so full of bullshit.

I agree with a lot of what you said about Crewel, but I'd like to put forward the idea that he's NOT oma shaped... he's step-oma shaped.

Crewel is not having a biological child of his own, imo. He has things to do and being pregnant is not his style, uh uh, no thank you. But he has a massive soft spot for children and is a great secondary adult figure.

So he's perfect with an alpha who already has pups, or just spontaneously adopting strays (pun intended ha.)

Although, if his alpha's relationship with the other parent of the pups is bad, he's going to be a bit of a petty bitch about it, because he's also 'second omega' shaped. He just can't be someone's one and only, he has to be 'second and forever', that's how I see him lol.

But also, imagine him with an alpha that also teaches at NRC, and the pair of them just pseudo-adopting any child with bad parents/ no parents and taking them under their wing. That is more his style, I think.

#twisted wonderland #a/b/o #omegaverse #crewel #headcanons #twst

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deathandnonexistentialdread · 1 month ago

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For the language ask game, 4 and 15!

Fun tidbit: when you mentioned "amma", my mind jumped to "omma", which iirc is Korean by origin... Or Indian, I can't put my finger on it right now, but I tend to pick up words from shows/dramas I've watched. Neat cultural lingvistic evolution!

4. favourite dish specific for your country?

i love papadam so much. i will write poetry dedicated to how incredible it is.

Papadam is what its called in Malayalam, in different parts of India it is called differently and made differently as well; the recipes vary according to region. The papadam in the pictures above is very light and crispy and it is eaten with rice (for the pure joy it creates).

Masala papad is also a pretty common snack that people enjoy. People often add onions, tomatoes and other vegetables onto it but personally i like eating masala papad plain.

[i don't know if this counts as a dish specifically but i still stand by it]

15. a saying, joke, or hermetic meme that only people from your country will get?

to be honest, i cannot think of anything like that on the top of my head. i asked my mom and she also couldn't think of anything

so i'll share something my mom would say to me whenever i would not fill in the measurement of quantity (kilometers, rupees, m/s) in maths and physics

If the answer was 4m/s but i only wrote 4, my mother would ask me, "Four what? ചക്ക? മാങ്ങ?"

മാങ്ങ (maanga; but you don't put emphasis on the 'g' sound): mango

ചക്ക (chakka): jackfruit

so if i didn't specify it properly the answer might as well be mangoes and jackfruits.

You're right! 엄마 (eomma) does sound a lot like അമ്മ (amma)!! It turns out that in a lot of languages the word for mother sounds very similar! In English the equivalent would be Mama/mom/ma, which have similar words in other languages like Hindi: माँ (ma).

I found some stuff if you're interested from wikipedia and reddit

"hi, I'm not from the US" ask set

#i hope you like the answers dragonidpyrus (^^) and thank you for asking #also i was wondering if i can call you pyrus? only if you're cool with it #go eat papdam and be happy!!#cide answers asks

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midnight--sadness · 2 months ago

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[devil's babytrap au] can i just say i love the name for this kffjdjfjfjdj

so to talk about this more... what if malsoon finally decides to come for a visit. to see how her son is doing. and she is so surprised that gihun is glowing, he is smiling and doing very well. she is also impressed by the big house he's living in. of course gihun hugs her tightly when he sees her, he is so glad to see omma 🥲🫶

and then malsoon sees him cradling his belly. it's not fully round though it's noticable, maybe four months on the way. she feels like it's so surreal to see her child carrying a life already... but gihun proudly and happily tells her about it, he even tells her that it's gonna be a baby girl and they will name her gayeong!

when malsoon talks to him, everything seems fine on the surface. gihun is clearly enjoying the life he has with inho. but is that all he wants? to stay inside these four walls? be a subservient maid? she doesn't take it up with him, not wanting to spoil the mood.

obviously inho has installed a hidden camera inside the living room, with his crazy psycho stalker self... he saw and listened to everything they talked about. he's glad that it went better than expected, and will always be ready to intervene if anyone tries to take gihun away from him.

when inho comes home to a pretty and cute little spouse with boba eyes and soft hair, finding him cooking up the best stew ever. yeah... he belongs to him forever.

also when gayeong is born, you already know after two months gihun is pregnant again. and that's where malsoon gets extra concerned and worried like there is no way gihun is going to be a babymaking factory his entire life. little does she know, that is what he wants... he is convinced that it's his role in life, after all.

THAT IS SO FUCKED UP but it's like as j. cole said once... don't save her, she don't wanna be saved 😩

i love that name too!!! 💞

at first, malsoon is happy for her son. he is living comfortably and no longer has to count every penny he has but she wonders if he truly wants this life or if he is settling bc of the money. but then she talks to him and he is happy, she tries to be as happy as him.

but she sees inho and the possessive way he handles gihun, the constant touching and checking up on him, the way he never strays after. more importantly, the way he looks at her - his gaze sees warm and respectful, but something dark lurks underneath. she doesn't trust him but gihun is stubborn and if she tells him to leave inho, he'll ask why and she'll say what? that she has a feeling?

but inho is prepared. i genuinely think that if malsoon poke her nose too much in their busy, he'd arrange for her to have an accident. he's not letting ayone take gihun and not even his mother is safe.

but she stops, especially after gayeong is born. she loves her granddaughter and focus on how well gihun takes to motherhood. she is worried abt the seocnd baby but she knows inho has enough money to give gihun the best obgyns around.

#devil's babytrap au #asks #yapping 4ever #squid game #seong gi-hun #hwang in-ho #inhun #457 #ginho #oh mal-soon #mpreg

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kimbappykidding · 1 year ago

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Part One Here

You agreed to meet at a restaurant you'd both liked years ago. It was a safe space and common ground. You got there early and checked your watch when you saw Joshua stood outside. You smiled remembering how he was always early too. He looked really good, he'd dressed smart casual and you were glad you'd also made the effort. "Joshua" you called and he looked up from his phone and smiled. You melted on the inside but kept going. Joshua hugged you and complimented your outfit. You did the same for him and he opened the door for you. All the tables were taken except the one you'd always liked right by the window and you smiled at the odds. “Wow they must’ve known we were coming” Joshua joked and you smiled “hah you remembered we always sat here?”. Joshua nodded “of course! Every time I see this cafe I remember all the time we spent in here as trainees”. You nodded looking around, the memories were the reason you’d avoided this place but now it didn’t feel as scary.

You and Joshua chatted for what felt like minutes but quickly turned into hours. So much had changed but at the same time it felt like it always had. Joshua was still the same sweet, funny guy he’d always been. You hadn’t even realised how long you’d been there when you saw your phone ring. "Sorry it's my mum, she always calls me at this time but I can get her next week" you said but Joshua shook his head "no take it". "You sure?" you asked and he nodded "of course!". So you picked up the phone. Your mom asked the usual questions, were you eating, how was work and then when she heard background noise where were you. "Ow I'm just in a cafe". "Alone?" she asked. "No with Joshua". Joshua heard your mother's excited response from across the table. You rolled your eyes but couldn’t resist a smile at how thrilled she was. Your mother had always loved Joshua and she asked you to put him on. "Well I'm not sure if he wants to..." you started when Joshua nodded to you and held out his hand. You passed him the phone and he began catching up with your mom. It always amazed you how good he was with your parents. He chatted to her easily and was the perfect blend of charm and respect. He wasn't a suck-up but also knew how to win her over. When Joshua passed you back the phone your mom was very excited. "Isn't he such a sweet boy Y/n?” She said "so polite and kind". You chuckled awkwardly "yes Omma". "He's a good boy Y/n you should go out to dinner with him more often" your mother told you. You blushed "okay now I've really got to go so goodbye!" and you hung up. Joshua was kind enough to ignore your blush and pretend like it never happened

After that you and Joshua met up fairly frequently. Now you weren't trainees you had more freedom and he invited you over to the Seventeen house a fair few times. It quickly felt just like it had before as if no time had passed but once again you noticed how much physically Joshua had changed. His face was more mature now and he'd changed from a teenager into a handsome man. He'd definitely grown up and you found him more attractive than before which you didn't think was possible. You were thinking of this as you watched him perform his latest song on stage. He looked really good. He always looked good of course but this song had a darker theme and it really suited Joshua. He was in the centre but even if he wasn't your eyes would've been on him. He had such a beautiful voice which contrasted well with the song and you got chills when he hit a note on the chorus. When the song finished you swallowed looking down. You knew you still had feelings for him but this was different...this was so much more mature than when you were kids. You wanted Joshua in a completely different way and it was getting more and more difficult to ignore. As you lined up on the stage you smiled and nodded to Seventeen as they passed like usual but noticed Joshua was missing. You scanned the stage and saw him chatting to Sana from twice. Well he wasn't really chatting just he knocked into her and apologised but still it made you pause. Sana smiled widely telling him it was okay and you saw Joshua get uncomfortable with how pretty she looked. Even after he stepped away she kept checking him out and her members were smirking. So you weren't the only one who'd noticed Joshua was hot...but that wasn't a good thing. After you'd gotten home from the show you went to your leader's door. "I like Joshua" you told her and she smirked "is that meant to be a surprise?". "Well probably not but I need advice...last time I waited and talked myself out of it. I don't want to do that this time but I also don't want to get rejected'. Your leader smiled "well I don't think there's any chance of you getting rejected...he's really into you Y/n". You blushed "but in case he's not. How do I suss him out but also do damage control?". Your leader opened her door wider "come on it. We've got some scheming to do".

3 months later Your second comeback was here and you were so excited to be promoting again. You had a wonderful fan base and your second song was doing even better than your first which you couldn’t believe. Things with Joshua were also going great. You saw each other pretty much every week at this point and were quickly becoming a duo again. You were still set on asking him out but were waiting for the right time.

You had a good feeling about this award show. You loved your outfit, the camera people were experienced and the crowd felt amazing. So you knew it was going to be a great night but had no idea it would be the night your group won their first award. Your group's name was called and you couldn't believe it! You'd actually won! Your fans had secured this win for you. Some of your members burst into tears immediately and your leader took the microphone from the host. You put your arm around the maknae and took some flowers that were being passed around. You told yourself as one of the eldest in the group that you weren't going to cry but as your leader began to explain how long you'd been trainees and how you'd been dreaming of this moment for years you couldn't help but tear up. Then your leader finished her speech and she scanned the girls for them to speak. Nobody was ready so you stepped forwards. You clenched the microphone in your hand and saw your fans cheering in the front. "Wow" you breathed tears finally slipping down your cheek "this is amazing thank you so much. To our fans we love you so much and you're the reason we work so hard. It's all worth it to see your beautiful happy faces" you smiled and scanned the crowd. You saw the idols to the other side and spotted Seventeen all on their feet clapping too. Joshua was at the front and his eyes were gleaming too which made you pause. "I also want to thank all our staff, family and friends" you said looking over at Seventeen "I've made some incredible new friends this year and reconnected with some old ones. I'm so grateful for you all and thank you for being in my life. I love you!" you cried and handed the microphone down the line. You cried happily with your members before you went backstage and cried some more. For the rest of the night you felt like you were floating. You felt indestructible and it was a great feeling. You chatted to idols you’d been too scared of approaching, you smiled and held your head up high in every room and you didn’t worry about holding back with Joshua.

He gave you a huge hug as soon as he saw you and you let yourself melt into it, just enjoying the sensation. “Well done! You’re amazing” he cried and instead of brushing it away like you usually did you just smiled. “This night just feels crazy and I feel like I can do anything”. “Well you can!” Joshua replied and you smiled “in that case could we go somewhere?" you asked Joshua "I just want to spend time with you". You didn’t try and tone down your words, you just said what you felt and it worked well as Joshua didn't even have to think about it. He nodded "of course, let's grab your stuff and we can go". He gently took your hand and led you to your table. Your members all paused seeing the two of you arrive together and they tried not to smile too widely when you said you and Joshua were leaving together. "I can see Jeonghan, let me just tell him I'm going" Joshua said lightly touching your shoulder and you nodded. The second he went all your members looked at you and you laughed "it's not like that. I just want to be alone with him but not for that reason...I'm going to tell him how I feel". Your members cheered and congratulated you for being brave. "Honestly I feel so powerful tonight I can't think of a better time to tell him". Your members all nodded "that sounds perfect Y/n, text us when you can". You promised you would when Joshua appeared his cheeks slightly pink "you ready to go?". You nodded "let's go".

Of course Joshua’s members had also teased him mercilessly and all cheered so loudly when he said he was disappearing with you. “Finally!” Jun cried and Joshua rolled his eyes but smiled. He even smiled now just thinking about it, before blushing when he looked at you.

"So where do you want to go?" Joshua asked and you shrugged "I don't have anywhere in particular in mind I just wanted to walk with you. Do you have anywhere you want to go?". Joshua shook his head "no but I don't live far from here, how about we take a slow walk in that direction? There are some beautiful parks without outside fountains and lights". You nodded and set off together. Joshua kept looking at you and eventually he just laughed "you look so happy". You smiled "I feel happy! Not just because we won an award but for so many reasons! We actually have fans who cheer for us and voted for us. My members are all happy and healthy and we're doing well as idols". "You're doing amazing" Joshua corrected you and you laughed. "And I'm also really happy you're in my life again". Joshua blushed "I'm happy you're in my life too. I missed you a lot when we weren't talking". You nodded "I missed you too, I thought about contacting you so many times but decided against it every time". Joshua nodded "me too. Every birthday or holiday like Christmas...I was actually terrified at the thought of sending you a text and now in hindsight I could curse myself. If I'd have spoken to you quicker we wouldn't have lost all that time". You shrugged "maybe but we're both here now aren't we?". Joshua nodded "that's true" and lost his train of thought as he stared at you. You looked so happy and beautiful he found it intoxicating. Then you heard running water and smiled "we're here" and you led him into the park.

It was lit up with fairy lights and you walked down the pathway linking your arm through Joshua’s. There were a few other couples around and Joshua held your arm tighter. You reached the huge fountain and stopped in front of it. "Wow, it's beautiful" you said and Joshua nodded "yes it is" but he wasn't looking at the fountain.

You rested your head against his shoulder for a while and stayed in happy silence before you pulled away. "Joshua I have to tell you something". He nodded turning to face you. "Okay" he said quietly and you took a breath. "I like you" you said suddenly and Joshua felt a shiver go down his spine. "You do?" he asked and you nodded smiling. "You are so nice and polite, you always treat me well and I love being around you. I think you're incredibly handsome and have the nicest eyes I've ever seen. I knew I felt this way before I left the company but never said anything because I was scared to. I thought with my leaving it would just make things too complicated and hard so I left it. I thought with time it would go away but when we debuted and I saw you sat in that audience..." you chuckled "if anything it came back with a vengeance". Joshua laughed and took a step towards you "I know exactly what you mean" and you looked up at him. "You do?" you asked the fairy lights reflected in your eyes and Joshua nodded "exactly. Y/n I'm crazy for you" and he gently kissed you.

Sometimes when you imagine something for so long and then it actually happens it can be a letdown. That didn’t happen with Joshua. It was better than you’d ever expected it to be. The situation, your surroundings and everything tonight combined to make it spectacular and all the emotions saved up between the two of you amplified everything. All that existed in your mind right now was Joshua and you never wanted to let him go. He seemed to feel the same thing as he held you tightly against him and kissed you like it was his last day on earth. Even after you separated you stayed wrapped up together for a while before Joshua suggested you go buy hot chocolates from a cart down the road. You agreed, admitting you were cold and Joshua led you there hand in hand. "Nice night for a date" the man commented as he handed you the drinks. "It's actually kind of our first one" Joshua said and the man smiled "aww well congratulations. You make a lovely couple". You blushed and Joshua put an arm around your waist "thank you". You went back to Joshua's apartment as you were both frozen. You stepped through the door and smiled collapsing onto his sofa "this is the best night of my life!". Joshua chuckled hanging up your coats before coming to wrap his arms around you. You loved the way it felt and relaxed into him. "Mine too" Joshua said gently kissed your cheek and you smiled "I always thought I'd missed my shot with you and then when I saw Sana from Twice checking you out last week I thought I was going to have to fight a million girls for you". Joshua chuckled "I've only ever been yours Y/n and I think I always will be. You don't forget your first love". Those words chilled you but you knew they were true and nodded. "That's probably why I could never get over you then". Joshua's cheeks went pink to hear you say that and he smiled "how about I go get us some warm pajamas and we have a movie night? I don't want this night to end". You nodded "me either" and kissed him once more.

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american-horror-whore · 6 months ago

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weirdly specific facts about me !!

— my first real word was actually a swear. it was fuck.

— my favorite drink is lemon iced tea. there has to be sugar in it or i won’t drink it.

— blue eyes make me anxious. nothing against people with blue eyes, most of you guys are super super sweet !! i just can’t make eye contact with you or i’ll get a knot in my stomach.

— i hate the texture of dried candle wax, textured walls, and pine needles

— my death row meal would be my grandmother’s buttered and salted bow tie pasta. it’s just something about the way she makes it.

— my brother once told me the most effective way to get a loose tooth out was to punch it out. that was his excuse to punch out more of my baby teeth

— i have a heart shaped birth mark somewhere on my scalp

— i watch asmr while i write and predator catches while i draw (skeeter jean and omma are my favorites, shout out to them)

— i have an uncle who grew up with the lead singer of Lustra (chris baird), and still talks to him to this day

— i worked (and still talk to) for a woman who got her wedding vows renewed at jeff bezos’ ranch in texas, and now i have a custom Blue Origin rain jacket

— that same woman is best friends with meg ryan, who i’ve also met once

— i’m extremely good at making anything wood related (i’ve made charcuterie boards, cutting boards, nightstands, dinner tables, etc)

— i once had an opportunity to meet billy eichner but suffered a seizure 2 days before, which landed me in the ICU

— i’ve had 3 almost life-ending fevers/viruses, the first one being when i was 2 on halloween night

— my least favorite part of the body is the ankles

— i have an 81 on the rice purity test

— i also forgot to mention i’m partially colorblind after getting chemicals in my eyes when i was 6

#that’s it !!#credit: @newwavesylviaplath #sincerely faye ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི #femcel #female hysteria #girlblogging #female manipulator #manic pixie dream girl #is this cool or is it just me ?? idk lmfao

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darkstar225 · 2 years ago

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Twice's 10th member is dating New Jeans' Minji

A/N: Heyyy, I'm coming up with a lot of stuff for you guys so I can make up for the time I'm gone lol! Sry for taking so long to post :D I hope that the anons who gave me these very similar ideas on Tumblr like it!

The requests: Hey. I want to request can you do where y/n is dating minji newjeans and the unnies want to see how she handles y/n (because she playful, childish, mischievous) and minji did a great job handling y/n and put y/n in bed and cuddle her. Thank you ❤️. Love your work

Hi I want to request can you do where y/n is dating Minji from Newjeans and it's minji first time staying a night at twice dorm and they ask minji help to put y/n to sleep as y/n is a bit hyper. Thank you

PS: Tysm for everyone who reads what I write, I hope I can bring a smile to your faces every time I post! I'd like to thank whoever sent me this idea 'cause I loved to write it <3

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Y/N, the 10th and youngest member of TWICE, had always been known for her playful and mischievous personality. She brought laughter and joy to the group, and it was hard to resist her infectious enthusiasm. But it wasn't just the TWICE members who fell under her spell, it was also Minji, a member of the rookie girl group Newjeans and Y/N's girlfriend.

Minji had joined the music industry recently, and her relationship with TWICE's maknae was still relatively new. The other members of TWICE had been eager to meet her, curious to see how she could handle their kid's personality.

One evening, Minji was invited to stay the night at the TWICE dorm for the first time. Y/N had been excited about the prospect of spending the evening with her girlfriend and showing her where she lived. The other TWICE members, particularly the unnie line, were equally eager to see how Minji would handle Y/N's playful antics.

As Minji arrived at the dorm, she was greeted with warm smiles and introductions. The members were genuinely happy for Y/N and her new relationship, and they couldn't wait to get to know Minji better.

Dinner was a lively affair, with Y/N, in her usual fashion, cracking jokes and pulling pranks on the members. Minji watched the chaos with amusement, and the members were pleasantly surprised to see how well she handled their girl's playful side. She laughed along with them, joining in on the fun and even playing some pranks of her own.

As the evening wore on, Y/N's energy showed no signs of weakening. The other members, while entertained, knew that their angel needed her rest. She had a busy schedule, and it was essential to ensure she got enough sleep. The unnies, especially Jihyo and Nayeon, decided it was time to intervene.

Jihyo cleared her throat and addressed Y/N, who was currently engaged in a playful tickling match with Minji.

Jihyo - Y/N, sweetheart, it's getting late. You need to get some rest.

Y/N pouted, her playful demeanour momentarily fading as she looked at Jihyo.

Y/N - But Jihyo Omma, Minji just got here. I don't want to go to bed.

Nayeon chimed in, her tone filled with motherly affection.

Nayeon - Baby, you have a busy day tomorrow, and we want you to be well-rested. Minji will still be here when you wake up.

Minji nodded in agreement, her playful smile never wavering.

Minji - They're right, my love. We'll have plenty of time together. But you need your beauty sleep.

Y/N sighed dramatically, her shoulders slumping as she reluctantly agreed.

Y/N - Okay, fine. But only if Minji helps put me to bed.

The members exchanged amused glances, impressed by how well Minji was handling Y/N's childish antics. Minji rose from her seat with a playful salute.

Minji - I'm on the job. Let's get you ready for bed, babygirl.

Y/N grinned and jumped up, taking Minji's hand. They headed to SMC's room, leaving the other members to their evening.

Once inside the room, Minji helped her change into her pyjamas, a pair of cute and comfortable matching ones. Y/N's playfulness had yet to wane, and she bounced on the bed like an excited child. Minji laughed, finding Y/N's energy endearing.

Minji - You're such a handful, honey.

Minji teased, but her eyes were filled with affection.

TWICE's fireball pouted and tugged on Minji's arm, pulling her closer.

Y/N - Cuddle with me, babe. I can't sleep without cuddles.

Minji happily obliged, lying down next to Y/N. They wrapped their arms around each other, and Y/N nuzzled her head against Minji's chest, sighing in contentment.

As Minji stroked her partner's hair and held her close, she couldn't help but feel a rush of love for the playful idol. The young girl's personality was one of the things that had drawn her to her in the first place. She knew that Y/N's playful side was just one facet of her complex personality, and she adored every part of her.

In the living room, the other members couldn't help but comment on the sweet scene they had witnessed. Jihyo and Nayeon, in particular, were pleased with how Minji had handled their youngest child.

Jihyo - They look so cute together! Minji is amazing with Y/N. She's patient and caring, just what our Y/N/N needs. *proud smile*

Nayeon - Yes, she's like the perfect partner for our sweet girl. I'm really happy for them. *nods*

The other members nodded in agreement, glad to see their little sister in a loving and supportive relationship. It was clear that Minji not only appreciated Y/N's playful side but also knew how to take care of her and help her get the rest she needed.

In Y/N's room, Minji held Y/N close, the two of them wrapped in each other's warmth. Y/N's playful antics had given way to a peaceful expression as she snuggled with Minji.

Y/N - Goodnight, my heart. *whispering as she kissed the other girl*

Minji - Goodnight, lovebug.

Minji replied, pressing another gentle kiss to Y/N's lips.

As they drifted off to sleep in each other's arms, they knew they had found something truly special in each other. And this made both share the same thought:

I'll love my dear chosen family forever.

A/N: I'm sorry for any errors. English is not my first language. Pls, let me know if there is something wrong, ty for reading <3

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jiminjeonging · 4 months ago

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Do you think they’ve ever experimented with a mommy kink (in Korean though ofc). Like probably not but also I can see agereg mj accidentally moaning it out when she’s hitting her peak and it really turned jm on but they’ve just never brought it up ever again 😭

yeah i can see it but like i always found the idea of moaning out mommy (or daddy for that matter) cringy so lets stick with unnie and with their mommy kink it can be more based on their dynamics rather than mj straight up calling her omma or smth😭😭

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hey-i-am-trying · 1 year ago

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(Canon does not exist)

I don't know why you are all sad. The eggs got together to plan Mothers' day, yes even the eggs that don't have moms, they wanted to celebrate their tias.

(I don't know if it like that in another counties but in Brazil Mothers' Day is not ajust about the celebration of your own mom, it is the celebration of mothers in general)

Pomme, Dapper, Em, Sunny, Pepito, 춘식�� and Richas got to give their gifts to their moms.

Chay and Lullah helped Em and Pomme make cakes and collect flowers for all moms. They gave flower crowns to all moms that showed up.

Rámon and Léo helped Dapper and Pomme, Dapper wanted to build a giant duck statue for Baghera, Rámon and Pomme point that they need space for the party, it took sometime to convince Dapper they could not have the party on the top of the duck, they settle for a relativetly smaller duck statue.

Sunny was having difficulties coming up with a present for her mermaid mama, but she decided to make a bag with all the things they thought her mama could like: shells(certainly a mermaid likes shells), diamons, amethysts, any shiny cristal she could her hands on and also a little turtle for her mama! Every mermaid needs a pet turtle! It was really fun to do it, she got to go collect everything with Rámon, Em and Pepito!

Em, Richas and Pepito wanted to draw for their moms! Richas and Em got in a brief argument if only one of them should draw Bagi and who should do it.

Em: She was my mom first!

Richas: You have 3 other moms! I only have our mãe!

Pomme and Rámon had to get in the middle and convince them Bagi will be more than happy to receive two drawings from her kids.

(Pepito's was a noodles drawing and Pepito misspelled the entire card Pepito gave with the drawing. Rivers cried when she received it.)

춘식 wanted to make something nice to his omma YD, in Korean there is actually only Parents' Day, so I think 춘식 would also make gifts to all his parents. 춘식 made a chest for each parent and put carnation flowers and he decided to also give them sweets he made with the help of his siblings.

All the kids made small little gifts for their tias with the help of their parents.

The coparents also wanted to make something, all of them a bit more awkward than the other but they did their best. Bad, Étoiles and Aypierre tried to be more practical with their gifts for Baghera, giving her good armor and good food, Antoine probably gave Baghera something like a loaf of bread. Tubbo didn't know what to do, but then he settled for also a practical gift for Lenay. Favela were the most awkward ones with a variety of small gifts that were not particularly useful and some were sentimental, Bagi appreciated all the same. Pretty sure Pepito's dads tried something sweet but end up explonding something, somehow.

(Bagi was going to try make this quick, it was supposed to be a celebration to all the other moms too, she didn't want to bring the mood down, especially not for Em and Richas, but it felt wrong not do it, the little cupacke Em made and the beautiful blue flower she gave to her felt so heavy in her hands. When she reached the Miku statue she noticed somebody was already there. Roier. A bouquet lying on the statues. They didn't say anything to each other, but he watched while she put the cupcake and the flower on the ground. The stood in silence. There wasn't much to say. There was too much to say. The sunset was beautiful that day.)

#qsmp #qsmp eggs

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ophanimkei · 6 months ago

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Goodbye My Love

warning for mental illness

Hey! Ommatophilia is out and released! Imagine telling past me I'd be horrible sick releasing Ommatophilia, then right after I'd get the flu then a killer sinus infection. Pretty awesome. And cool. Right? Right. Yeah. Haha.

I guess I'm pretty happy with how Ommatophilia turned out. Part of me wants to do more to it and the other part of me never wants to look at it again. Spending such a long amount of time on a game is pretty exhausting haha, then getting sick and being unable to advertise the way you want to sucks as well. It is unfortunate but what can you do really? It feels weird now that it's done. I don't know if this will sound normal, but.. Ommatophilia for the past 4 years has honestly been my… everything? When I had my shitty roommates, I was still working on Omma. When I had my shitty job at PF Chang's, I doodled the characters' in my notebook and wrote down notes for the story while I worked. I'd stay up late after my shift getting game dev done because I knew I needed to make some progress or the story would never be done.

I took breaks from it, sure, but it never really left my mind. I was always rotating it around- talking about it with friends, writing about it in my notebook, thinking about things I didn't like in it, problems I'd fix, if I'd ever finish, if I'd abandon it.. The fact that I couldn't allow myself to commit suicide until Ommatophilia was finished. Honestly that's the really big one.

I've finished Ommatophilia, and like, I had all of these projects I told myself I'd tackle afterwards, but I just feel weird. It's like I can't start any of them. Usually I view smaller projects as a break from Ommatophilia or some random thing I may not finish- then I go back to Ommatophilia to fill my time, but now I'm just floating in space.

I know I can still make projects. It's fine. Meat Girl released and it's the most successful thing I've released in probably ever? I'm kinda sitting here wondering if it'll be the most successful thing I ever release? I mean, it doesn't matter, I'm so happy people resonated with Meat Girl! I literally just made that because I was miserable and needed to take a break from Ommatophilia and just had some concepts kicking around in my head.

I actually had a feeling it'd garner popularity because of the aesthetics and game jams it was in though it still exceeded my expectations. I thought I was hyping myself up a bit. It's hard having one thing be popular because you're just kinda tempted to keep doing the same stuff over and over, but logically I know that wouldn't work and also I'd rather die than let the other stories in my head die in hopes of holding on to the smallest bit of popularity Meat Girl had.. It would be shameful, and if I did that, I hope I'd wake up in some kind of hell where my characters torture me forever.

That is to say I never really expected Ommatophilia to have a fraction of the popularity of Meat Girl and the fact that I got any feedback at all is shocking. I'm very happy I could make a few people cry. That's really all I wanted. For some reason though, I think about my time with Ommatophilia and I find myself crying too.

I'm crying now actually. I hadn't realized it. When I was 17 or 18 I think.. I don't know, sometime during Covid, Adventure Time ended, and I cried so much. I didn't even like the finale that much, but I just sobbed and sobbed and sobbed. Like I'm sobbing now. I don't know.

I'm listening to the Ommatophilia playlist and there's a song my abuser put on it for me. And this song is really important to me despite the worst person in my life showing it to me. It's the Reeling by Passion Pit. I don't know. I never really told anyone who showed it to me. I just always told people I really liked the song. Listening to it while writing Ommatophilia's post mortem hurts. It really feels like I'm leaving so much in my life behind you know.

And I mean like, I know these characters can appear in my stories forever and they will. It's just.. Ommatophilia itself.. With its character sheets I always felt frustrated with, my constant anxieties about the writing, waking up at night feeling so anxious and thinking “I guess I'll develop Ommatophilia since I can't sleep..”

What do I do now? I mean I know what I do? But. This was it. All my childhood dogs have died. My childhood best friends aren't in my life anymore. Music doesn't sound the same. Food doesn't taste the same. Adventure Time is over. I always had Omma. I could always go back to it. But now it's over. I didn't realize what Ommatophilia being over would be like. I always knew relief would come but.. I've just been lying in bed. I crave to open my laptop and write the characters interacting. I want to see Black and Mercy banter. I want to watch Blue struggle to speak. I want to think about Angel's inner thoughts. I want to think about the snow and the decaying small town.

It's like my old home that I can't go back to.

I have new stories. I'll be making new things forever. It just feels weird. I miss everyone. I miss the past. I miss when everything was easier. It'll be fine. The future will be fun. It's just hard right now. I didn't really realize how I felt.

But we're good. We keep going. It's fine. We've got milfs, murderers, dykes, and various other women to write now. I mean I made a story about a meat fungus in October and Ommatophilia was basically finished by then, so clearly my brain still has stuff going on. The pity part has to end. We roll.

I love everyone who plays Ommatophilia, even if you dislike it. I love Ommatophilia, and I'm happy I spent my last four years working on it, even with all of its jank. It's dear to me. I'll miss everyone. I'm so happy I could tell the story I wanted to tell, no matter how badly it hurts. I've never finished a story and had it hurt this bad. It must've really been worth it in the end.

I love you! I love you! You were my everything! Goodbye!

#crossposted from site and itchio #ommatophilia #post mortem #game dev

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