#also thank you!!!! love u too nonnie <3 mwah

[mirrortouchedsea]

Madaleo 20? Love your work!

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…on a scar.

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The wound on his hand was healing well, scar tissue knitting his palm together. Despite all of the jobs he had taken recently, Madara had only sustained minor injuries. At least, minor injuries that drew blood. His body was sore all over but he had to push through it. Couldn't have all of ES gossiping about him like that if he could help it.

Madara runs his hand under some water in the communal kitchen sink. If anyone asked, he could say a knife slipped while cooking or something. Not entirely believable for him but better than the alternative.

He hears a familiar voice humming down the hall, lighter than air as a melody is born in the moment to his favorite musical genius. Madara smiles and turns off the water, running to catch Leo in a hug before the other boy could surprise him.

"Mikejimama! I'm back in Japan!" Leo hugs him back enthusiastically. It had been a few months since the two had seen each other, what with Madara's odd jobs and Leo living in Italy with Izumi most of the year.

"Leo-san!" Madara doesn't have the words to tell Leo how happy he is to see his boyfriend.

They pull away, Leo's eyes shining as he starts telling Madara about his life in Italy, the types of people he works with and all of the food (he insists that Madara should come with them next time so they can try out these cafes near their apartment together). Madara nods along, soaking in all of Leo's voice for safe keeping.

At some point, Madara finds himself bringing up a hand to brush aside Leo's hair from his face and Leo's eyes seem to trace the movement. His face falls and Madara realizes its the hand with the fresh scar.

"You're taking care of yourself right, Mama?" Leo brings his own hand up to Madara's, thumb tracing over the scar.

"Of course, Leo-san. I just cut myself while cooking last week. Don't worry about it." The lie slips from him easily, but neither of them buy it. Leo doesn't push, he never does (but maybe he should, someday, when they're safe and thousands of miles from here. Madara wants him to push for truth), but he brings Madara's palm to his lips, leaving a gentle kiss, and another and another, until Madara is laughing and Leo follows suit.

Madara pulls Leo in for a gentle kiss on the lips, still laughing, still smiling.

[rabbitenn]

hello, i was wondering if i could request trigger and what soulmate au you think matches them? like red string of fate, injuries appearing on your soulmates body, countdown timer, etc. please remember to take care of yourself and no rush when it comes to this. i just really appreciate finding another fan of trigger :)

thank you and i hope you remember to eat, rest, and hydrate <33

U COMPLETE ME.

“Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.”

ft. Yaotome Gaku, Kujo Tenn, Tsunashi Ryunosuke x gn! reader.

cw/genre: soulmate au, romance, fluff.

hi, lovely nonnie ! thank you so much for this request ! it is my first time ever writing soulmate au, so I hope it’s not too bad… you’re so sweet ! you take care as well, yeah? stay safe, well rested and hydrated 🩷 I’m glad to meet another TRIGGER fan too <3 I apologize this took so long :(( – it’s also the longest fic I’ve ever written hehe – I still hope you like it, mwah !

♡ YAOTOME GAKU

… and getting flowered tattoos wherever your soulmate receives a scar. The tattoos disappear once you and your soulmate meet.

It started around the time TRIGGER was formed.

Gaku doesn’t really know the meaning of the dark ink appearing on his skin sometimes.

It began with the swirling rose on his shoulder, an intricate pattern of decaying petals that seemed to drift away over the pallor of his back. The art was beautiful, but he can’t quite recall ever having it done. It seemed to be appealing enough for photoshoots, so his manager didn’t mind much.

However, that mysterious flower wasn’t the last of petals that would caress the idol’s skin.

Another flower appeared some time after, right below one of his knees. A dahlia this time, its petals with a subtle shade of warm pink filling them in.

And again, he is certain he has never stepped into a tattoo parlor…

This matter is beginning to take a turn for the bizarre, seeing how the rose on his shoulder is mostly faded, akin to a sepia colored photograph displayed in a sunny room, memories exchanged for light and time.

However, he was not the only one with a garden of ink flowering on their skin.

—

Lying down on your bed, you spread your fingers, hand raised before you. Your eyes follow the lines of the two blooms circling your pointer and ring finger: a dahlia and a rose, respectively.

Where did they even come from? You don’t have the habit of drawing on your own skin since you were a kindergartner, nor have you dared to get anything permanently inked on your body just yet… The flowers simply appeared one night, as if they were extensions of the starry heavens, forming a ring tailored to you.

You roll around in your bed, picking up one of the latest magazines you’ve acquired, your favorite idol group featuring on its cover.

The next thing you know, you’re bolting upright, the glossy book centimeters away from your face.

It’s not like the fact that TRIGGER appears on the cover is anything out of the ordinary, but rather, you’re solely focused on their leader.

Yaotome Gaku. Your bias since they debuted.

He’s wearing nothing but an open white shirt with black pants.

And there, on his right shoulder, you see it.

It’s partially covered by his clothes, but they’re see-through enough.

Dark lines converging into what’s unmistakably a rose, a few petals extending down his back and collarbone.

Your eyes flit from your hand to the picture and to your hand again.

There is no doubt. It’s the exact same design.

You have to make it to their next concert. You have to see him, and try to talk to him. Even if it just may be wishful thinking, you have to at least try.

Luckily for you, TRIGGER’s next live performance is around the corner.

—

And so, the fated day arrives, with you on the first row holding white light sticks tightly.

All your nerves seem to manifest in the throbbing sensation of the dark blooms you sport.

As usual, TRIGGER’s concert is an utter success, and you’d be elated to be witnessing such a spectacle were it not for the wild thumping of your heart at what you’ve decided to do afterwards.

As the music ends and your favorite idols say good night, you take one last deep breath.

You make a beeline for the back entrance and wait.

Muffled voices of fans come from the other side of the rundown door, but they’re all white noise to you.

Under the mixed light of stars and streetlamps, you examine your tattoos once more. They almost seem to flicker, as if glitter in shades of night had been melted over the inked lines.

Minutes pass, the crowd dissipating, their voices fading into the faraway stars, concealed behind the abundance of illumination.

And then, the door to your side opens.

A tall figure you’ve watched dance countless times strides out, and, for a second, your voice dies out in your throat.

Is this really a good idea? Will he just take you for another crazy fan?

No, you have to focus.

“E-excuse me���” You begin, voice slightly trembling.

Steely eyes meet yours, yet somehow, you don’t feel any of the coldness their color would suggest.

“I…” The idol’s head tilts to the side for an instant at your hesitation. “Okay so this might sound insane, and you’ll probably think I’m some crazy fan, which I am- A fan I mean, not crazy, hopefully…” You trail off, nervously fiddling with the hem of your shirt, as you look down. “But the thing is…” You shake your head. “I’ll show you.” You finally manage, exposing your ring finger to the night lights. “Maybe it’s just a coincidence, but… how did you get your tattoo? The one on your shoulder… I kind of… isn’t this one the exact same?” You ask, showing him your hand.

His winter sky eyes widen, and, when you follow his gaze, you find an eerie glow blazing in shades of white where your tattoos are.

And not only that. A gasp leaves your lips when matching brightness emanates from the man’s shoulder and knee, the shapes, the exact same on your fingers, glowing in your favorite color.

“What even-“ he begins. His sentence goes unfinished, the sudden burst of light fading, leaving nothing but untarnished skin behind, all traces of ink vanished.

Then you notice them.

Paler than the rest of his skin, two thin lines mar his ring and index finger, the exact same place where your tattooed flowers used to be.

And it dawns on you, that the garden of ink you’ve been sharing isn’t just a coincidence.

“How did you get these?” You question, fingers delicately threading through the idol’s. The rosy hue of summer dahlias rises to his cheeks at the contact. “I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to…” You fumble, realizing you were holding his hand.

“No need to apologize.” He smiles. “I help out someone in the kitchen sometimes.” He doesn’t elaborate further.

Afterwards, one of his hands reaches for your shoulder, where the point of a jagged thin scar, mostly faded, peeks out. “May I?” He asks, as you nod, giving him the green light to pull your shirt slightly aside.

Momentarily, his gaze widens, a flash of puzzle pieces falling into place. Then, a soft smile tilts his lips upwards.

“So, may I know the name of my soulmate?” Are the words of Yaotome Gaku, as he extends a hand to you.

You take it, introducing yourself.

“Is it okay for us to be together here in the open, Yaotome-san?” You ask, glancing around for prying eyes.

“It’s alright.” He assures, tone soft. “And you can call me just Gaku.” A smile reaches his eyes, its shine not unlike the slivers of moon reflected in the puddles of late summer rain. “It’s nice to finally meet you, [Y/n]”.

“Likewise, just Gaku.” You grin, a little mischievous, as you take his hand.

♡ KUJO TENN

… and sharing the same talents. What one learns, the other can also do.

Unconsciously, you start humming the same melody again.

Like every morning as you walk through deserted streets, the sun yet to rise from behind an horizon that you felt was at the tip of your fingertips when you sang.

It’s a well known piece, of that you are certain. You’ve done your research as lyrics began flowing from your lips like a forgotten native language.

Somehow, one day you knew them by heart, when the previous one, a nostalgic melody was all you had to go by.

And the voice you hear, or imagine in your mind when you think about the song… you swear you’ve heard it somewhere before.

As a gust of wind causes you to tuck your coat tighter around you, a flapping sound momentarily interrupts your line of thought.

Clinging onto a street light, a dark piece of glossy paper catches your eye. Bright colors can be made out on the edges of it, white lettering covering the back of the flier.

No harm in taking a look, right? You think to yourself, as your gloved hand reaches for it.

Turning it around in your grasp, you notice it’s an advertisement.

Apparently TRIGGER is performing again soon at the FSC Hall.

A smile illuminated in the cold light of morning curls your lips upwards.

Finally, they’re getting a chance to perform at a large venue.

TRIGGER is the group that’s been with you through thick and thin since their formation, and oddly enough, somehow, you could always memorize their songs without even trying.

Well, not exactly memorize.

It’s more like, you already knew every one of their songs when you listened to them for the first time.

It certainly was uncommon, but then again, since you were a kid you somehow had always picked up dancing and singing uncanningly quickly, with no training at all. And while you did not choose to make it a profession, it certainly was a hobby you held very dear.

The tunes you sang, the swaying of your body on nights when all you knew were tears, had brought a little of light and color to otherwise tinted in drowning memories.

And it was TRIGGER’s songs you always danced to, akin to the first cherry blossoms carpeting an otherwise muddy ground.

Pocketing the pamphlet, you heave a sigh, adjusting your back and heading towards the train station.

You have to get tickets this time. Is the thought that accompanies you for the rest of the day, in moments when you’re not humming that song.

The center of your beloved idol group in question, by the way, happened to have a hidden talent of his own too.

—

Everyone who is a fan of Kujo Tenn knows of his enjoyment of sweeter tastes, and especially, his love for donuts.

However, what remains a secret to most is the fact that he can bake quite well.

The idol doesn’t know how or when exactly did he learn; his only memory is still being in middle school when his usual bakery had run out of his beloved treat, thus, he decided to try his hand at it himself.

To his surprise, both the flavor and texture came out perfectly, almost impossibly alike to the chocolatey desserts he usually got on his way home.

He hasn’t visited that bakery for a while, now that he thinks about it… Will it even still be there?

He doesn’t have much longer to dwell on the thought when his two groupmates (who also happen o be his roommates) get home.

“Something smells really good in here…” Tenn can make out Ryu's voice coming from somewhere in the corridor.

“Tenn, we’re home!” Gaku this time, and two sets of approaching footsteps.

“Hey, Tenn, what is it that smells so nice?”

Tenn in question has a few seconds to ‘tsk’ and turn around, frilly pink apron still on while he mixes the dough.

“You guys could have warned me that you’d be here so early.” He grumbles, blushing. Oh, he so knows the other two won’t drop the subject of him cooking in a cute apron.

“You baking?” Gaku, his head peeking over Ryunosuke’s shoulder.

Tenn pinches the bridge of his nose. For someone who was the center of a world famous idol group, he certainly didn’t enjoy being on the spotlight like this.

“So what if I am…” He glares at the leader of his group.

“Must you always be so charming?” Gaku shoots back, words coated in pure sarcasm.

“There, there… guys, please, there’s no need to fight…” Ryu intervenes. “I didn’t know you could bake, Tenn… when did you learn?”

Maroon eyes avert to the side.

“It’s complicated… I didn’t exactly learn… I just tried one day and somehow I knew how to.”

“Just like that?” His friend’s amber eyes narrow in thought. He gives Gaku a look, to which the latter shakes his head in confusion. “I’m not entirely sure that could be your case,” Ryu continues. “But, back in Okinawa, I heard people talk once, stories circulated too… I’m not certain how much truth is there in them but maybe… could it be you have a soulmate, Tenn?”

The modern angel’s brows furrow skeptically.

“A soulmate? Isn’t that a folktale?”

“We don’t know…” his older friend goes on. “Isn’t it just a little strange, however, you could bake perfectly on the first try? Unless you used some recipe…”

“I didn’t.” Tenn states, confidently. “It’s as if… I somehow had already memorized it, even though I cannot remember when, how or where.”

“Then it’s not impossible you got this talent from them… And whoever they are, they know a thing or two about making sweets. Seems fitting for you, huh?” Comes Ryunosuke’s friendly teasing.

As his friends go get changed, Tenn begins preparing the dough for shaping, the word ‘soulmate’ lingering on the back of his mind like an old childhood song.

—

Lately, Zero Arena had become a place of respite for you.

Early evenings dusked beautifully behind the building, pinks and golds glittering off of the expanse of rippling water surrounding it.

Despite the warm hues the world keeps dyeing in as the sun sets, the air is cold.

You regret not having brought a scarf.

Plus, the just baked donuts you made at work only do so much to warm your hands as you hold the box between them.

Closing your eyes against the dying sunlight, you lean back on the bench, taking a breath before starting to sing the lyrics the great idol Zero used to.

Dis one.

Curiously, that and TRIGGER’s songs were the ones you managed to always intone perfectly, especially the parts Kujo Tenn, their center, performed.

Except this once, yours is not the only singing voice.

You’d have to live under a rock to not recognize that voice, but then again, this couldn’t be, could it?

You wait until you and your duet companion chant the last note.

And then you turn around.

A few feet away from where you sit, a lean male stands. His hair falls perfectly over one side of his face, the color of starlight through clouds. He sports a dark coat, accentuating the overall angelic pallor of his complexion, the red scarf around his neck, almost matching the shade of his eyes, akin to little pools of a blazing horizon.

“How are you able to sing that song perfectly? Kujo Tenn inquires, without further preamble.

His tone… it’s… colder? than what you recall him to be on stage.

You bite your lip, then:

“I don’t know. I just do… I’ve known this song for a long time… I have no idea why I can sing it, how, when, or where I learned it.”

His expression remains guarded; then, he notices the box you’re holding over your lap.

Recognition flashes through his sanguine gaze.

“That box. What’s in it?” Tenn’s eyes don’t leave the logo stamped in pink over the white background.

He knows that design. He used to stop by every day back when he was still in middle school, after all.

“Oh, this?” You open the lid an inch. “Just something I made today at work after I ended my shift. Would you like to try one, Kujo-kun?” You offer, now opening the donut-filled box completely.

A tender smile paints the idol’s lips a more vibrant shade of rose the moment you recognize him, slender fingers reaching out for one of the chocolate covered donuts.

“I remember these, from years ago.” He trails off. “I didn’t know if the shop would still be there…”

“It is.” You smile, a little woeful. “My grandparents grew too old to keep working on the business, though, so I kind of manage it by myself now.”

A twilit breeze picks up, your free hand instinctively reaching up to pull your coat closer around your neck.

“Oh! Would you like to have these?” You manage, fumbling a little for words when it sinks in that, yes, you’re talking to one of the most famous idols of the moment.

“Only if you accept this first.” The man utters, already wrapping his maroon scarf snuggly around your neck.

You fluster, cheeks blazing like the sun that’s already halfway behind Zero Arena’s ground level.

Nodding, you hand him the box.

“I have another offer.” Tenn states, fingers brushing against yours when you pass him the package. “I can help you bake for your shop. Would you like to… meet up and practise my performances with me some time in exchange?”

You raise an eyebrow.

“No offense but, can you bake?”

“I don’t know why I can, how, when, or where I learned, but yes, I can bake.” The idol replies, with a warm, knowing smile.

“And what do you gain from this exchange?” You question further, a part of you fearing this is just some cruel joke despite how right everything, how right you feel around him.

“To get to know my soulmate.” Tenn utters, as notes of powdered sugar and fuchsia clouds surround you.

That’s more like the angel you admire.

Your soulmate.

“I’d like to get to know you, too, Tenn.” You return his smile, soft.

As you share conversation coated in colored sweetener, you begin making your way back home.

Home…

Perhaps you’ve already started becoming each other’s.

♡ TSUNASHI RYUNOSUKE

… and having a compass on your body leading you to where your soulmate is.

Lately, the needle has started twitching.

In golden ink, perfectly circular on the inner side of your wrist, the tattoo of an ornate compass lies.

Its point had always been stagnant, lines in silver glitter inked over your veins, its only movement your beating pulse.

However, as nights began to cover in bright lights and snow, your compass had started pointing towards somewhere.

Or rather, someone.

You knew wherever they were, whoever they were, you’d find them somewhere along the other end of the needle.

As you sip a warming latte, your gaze entranced by the slow flutter of snowflakes as they fall with the gelid breeze of night, you wonder.

What kind of person might your soulmate be? Are they still far away, since all the compass has done is flutter, not particularly pointing anywhere?

Does the movement mean you’re somehow getting closer to your soulmate?

Sighing, you pull your sleeve over the aureate circle permanently etched on you, before standing up, paying for your order and taking off into the cold evening.

—

The sudden activity on his compass can’t be just coincidence.

Tsunashi Ryunosuke knows he’s not hallucinating either, he knows the gilded lines tracing over his veins by heart.

After all, the compass never once moved when he used to accompany his father on fishing trips, tumultuous waters threatening to topple the small boat over.

However, since he’s gotten into this plane, the argent point has budged slightly, akin to a broken watch that went back and forth, forever ticking the exact same second.

Ryunosuke’s honey gaze glances out the window, his hometown in Okinawa little more than a dot of green and brown over the astronomical expanse of blue expanding on all sides.

Closing his eyes, the to-be idol leans against the headrest of his seat.

He wonders, what will this new life of his be like? And who is the person his tattoo is being pulled towards?

Landing is still hours away; he guesses he can rest his mind for a while for now.

—

The compass has moved again.

Fully moved this time, unmistakably pointing towards a concrete direction, no matter how much you turn around or change position.

A pull resonates throughout your whole body, urging you to follow the path it indicates. A lane of gilded cobblestones, at the end of which your other half supposedly awaits.

What if it’s all wrong, though? What if they’re someone scary? What if you just get kidnapped and all of this is just part of some malicious bigger scheme?

‘No. Focus, [Y/n]’. You try telling yourself, shaking your head.

A gust of liquid night pricks your skin in icy shards when you step outside, the moon’s smile glinting off of the aureate pattern on your forearm, a thread of starlight pulling you towards your fated soulmate.

Of course, the universe saw to it that you were not the only one chasing after this not yet tangible dream.

“Excuse me for a second now, guys.” Ryu announces, after him and his two future group mates have finished showing off their dancing moves.

Quickly grabbing his coat on the way out, his steps carry him through the stardust contained in the remnants of snow littering the streets.

And yet, despite the possibility of slipping, the idol’s gaze is solely focused on his wrist.

In the same way those of the person who accidentally bumps into him are.

A colliding force suddenly sends you stumbling backwards, the slippery asphalt already unforgivingly hard in your mind as you shut your eyes and brace for impact.

Except instead of the cold and hard sound of dirty concrete against bones, a gentle voice follows.

“I’m so sorry! Are you alright?”

Then you open your eyes. Strong arms are keeping you upright, strangely comforting, even though this is the first time you’ve seen the owner of this warming voice.

Regaining your stance, you apologize:

“My bad, I guess I wasn’t looking where I was going…” You explain, laughing a bit nervously.

The man smiles, and you realize then how handsome he truly is.

For all you know, he could very well be a model, an actor even.

Soft brown hair sweeps over one side of his face, his tanned skin accentuating inviting golden irises. The curves of his face are sharp and sculpted, but somehow soft all at once; a gentle hearth, beckoning you to take a moment of respite.

“I suppose I wasn’t paying attention either.” Are the next words he speaks, waking you up from your momentary reverie.

Then, a flash of gold catches his eye, and you notice him glancing to your wrist.

“Ah yeah…” You smile, a bit flustered. “I was just looking for someone…” Your words trail off, observing how the needle now points in the direction the attractive stranger came from.

“That makes two of us, then.” He smiles, displaying the inner side of his forearm for you to see the exact same tattoo you have, pointing straight towards you.

Matching smiles meet your lips when it all clicks.

He’s the one you had been searching for amidst nights where falling snow erased the traces of everything; the footprints of fated love buried beneath layers of frigid moondust.

And you. The tethering anchor awaiting in the raging waves. A lighthouse, the promise of a home here too, despite being miles away from his own.

“Call me Ryu.” He tells you, extending a hand to you.

You sofly shake it, both of you a little awkward.

You chuckle in unison.

“I kinda have to get back somewhere now…” He explains, a shadow of guilt passing over those sunshine eyes. “But let’s meet soon? I’ll find you.” He promises, raising his arm, showing you the compass pointed at you.

“Sounds good.” You softly utter, to him, to the stars who wrote this fate.

With a last kind smile, he rushes towards the street he came from.

You stand there for a few minutes after his figure has vanished.

Ryu. You have the impression the glow of fame is coming his way.

You turn on your heel.

The stars glow a little warmer.

[screampied]

hii vegas !! happy one year on tumblr !! we're so proud of how far you've come as a writer and u deserve everything, from achievements and whatnot <3 i've been following ur blog for a while now but this is the first time i've ever sent u a message (?) or ask, since idrk maybe i was scared ?? 😭😭 BUTTT ‼️i just wanna say that you're one of my favorite blogs on this sight and i would kick my feet whenever i would see u post :3 i hope u have a great day !! mwah (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) (also, i LOVEE the tv girl theme LIKE KTS SO PRETTYYYY)

hi, beloved 😓😓🩷

THANKKKYOU SO MUCH. you are so kind <3 omigosh u can always send me asks anytime !!! i love talkin to yall truly xxx. aw don’t be scared heh. but :((((( this is so sweet, thank u nonnie im glad ur still here 💏. ur words mean sm more than u know ahhh sobs. YOU BETTER HAVE A GREAT DAY TOO 🫵🫵🫵. warm hugs n kissessss babie .

[seelestia]

who are a few mutuals that you appreciate alot? mutual appreciation day 🥰❤️😊🤩💐✨

OOOO FUNFUNFUN!!! thank u so much for sending this in and for essentially spreading positivity, nonnie. this is appreciated ♡ also, instead of strictly moots, i decided to extend my appreciation to everyone! moots, anons, friends and readers alike ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა

some odeliaesqué sappy appreciation under the cut:

@yvnaology - one of my fav facts abt yona was that she's one of the first moots i ever had on tumblr!!! and she's a lyney kisser and a fellow aventurine kisser (#taste). also she's so silly (/aff) and easy to talk to! like u'll feel at ease around her. she deserves good great and awesome things in life, so make sure to water ur yona daily with love <3

@solarisfortuneia - mika wished me congrats when i reached 1k and i still remember it till this day <3 she's friendly in a shy/modest way and suchsuchsuch a good writer! e.g. i cry over this every day actually. mika also has her silly moments sometimes too. someone save her /j

@floraldresvi - simply the sweetest & most supportive moot EVER! vivi is full of love and she's good at giving some of that love to others <3 her selfships are like bottles of serotonin to me. 100% would drop anything and everything in my hands to support her!!! and ik she'd do the same for me <3 mwah mwah 💐💐

@monicahar - the moot who comes online once in a while and drops absolute meals when she does. ate, left no crumbs 🔥🔥 also SUPER FUNNY!!! and unhinged, i'm concerned but amused at the same time. i hope she's having a nice break!! thank u for ur past & future services ma'am. we love u ��🤭

@milk-violet - MIREI !!! sunshine personified but also vv precious. i'm the leader of # protecc mirei squad (real). best person to have ever appeared in my notifs and i lovelovelove when her username pops up. take care & good luck with school! IK U CAN DO IT. remember what i said: slay before ur slayed 🗣️

@xianyoon - the butterfly moot 🦋 !!! both socially and aesthetically hehe. sosooso sweet & kind. has creative projects and executes them well at that too. i personally crown her as genshinblr's best hostess™! also, send her a moodboard and she'll cherish u forever - that's one of her love languages <3 ++ her pretty & aesthetic rb's are such a good refresh for my dash. love her for it!!

@hermosacolibri - the name, 'starlight' fits them sm bcs i feel like if we were to take a peek into their mind, stars will burst out!!! /pos (<- unique complimenting skills ik pardon me). their ideas are brilliant and i can tell they put their all into pursuing their vision <3 it's truly an honor to be a witness & reader. if u want to check them out, they write over at @/starlightlacrimosazpsff !!! ★

@wolfhookk - aaaaa ri !!!! booping her x1000 rn bcs i cannot believe boop trend ended when she came online. the discrimination 😔 /j i'll always remember ri as my first ever moot on here like first, 1st, #1!!! i forever thank her for swooping into my inbox back then and she's welcome to do that even now any time she likes <3

@kaiserkisser - skylia is the true angst consumer, the realest of it!! even in different fandoms LOL. she's nice (and gremlin-ish) when u get to know her more and she reciprocates energy really well! i'll never forget the disaster of boops in my notifs /lh

@callilouv - COOL MUTUAL ALERT !!!! cool art & cool interests. truly, picasso w/ the finger and fandoms!! idk if cal still draws with his finger dhjahshsj but still vv mega cool!

@manager-of-the-pudding-bank - the grandpas & old men kisser where art thou 💔 /j loqua has that awkward & silly rizz!!! idk if she still does wax stamps but i still think it's really cool. bcs qua's just cool in general !!! hehe

@calxlu - aaaaa vi!!! the one who enables my rambles and selfships shhshsh i am so thankful <3 rambler 🤝 rambler is the best. i love talking to her and it's super reassuring to know that it's mutual! even if i take some time but i always look forward to seeing her replies in my inbox. it's like we're penpals across the screen talking abt irl stuff and our f/o's ꒰✿´ ꒳ ` ꒱♡

& honorable mention: @/zhongrin. rin does not interact with minors anymore (which i respect and so should everyone!), so we count as former moots. but !!! i still think she's an amazing person regardless <3 (note: her blog is equally as great but plsplspls be mindful of her rules beforehand.)

brainrot anon - A REAL ONE!!! always there when i come back from the grave each time. i get reminded of them whenever i look at my inbox, it's an instinct atp. their brainrots are so fun & random (but that's a charm in itself /pos) !!! tbh i love elaborating them all so never stop sending the brainworms in <3 feel free to treat my inbox as a drop-off for ur thoughts LMAO /gen. come by again soon!

michiki anon - MY COUSINNNMNMN!!! i still love and miss when they'd come into my inbox to chat. it was so nice getting to know someone in a casual way <3 i hope ur doing well wherever u are, michikinon! i'm doing well these days and i hope u are too 🤍

rix anon - their series still has me FLOOOORED. i still think it deserves a proper platform than just thru my lil ol inbox. it deserves more recognition :( but just the fact that i got to help share their writing alone is an honor of its own!!! i hope ur doing well too, rix anon <3

++ everyone who has left a nice feedback / said anything nice in my notifs or my inbox!! even a simple 'cute' or 'this is good' or even just leaving a note means sososo much to me. i'm just a measly guy in my own little corner on this site, really - so thank u thank u thank u all !!! 🫂

[itsjaywalkers]

Hi laurie ! I hope you have a great day !! I'm wondering if there's anymore songs to add in nothing happens jeg playlist ?? maybe from James's perspective ?? I really love your music taste <3

hi nonnie!! thank u, my day wasn't too bad!! work was exhausting and i didn't get home until almost midnight but . apart from that it's been okay

hmm i don't think i've added any new songs to the nothing happens playlist, apart from ode to a conversation stuck in your throat by del water gap!! (which . coincidentally . is from james' pov)

i can tell u that line without a hook by ricky montgomery + talk too much by coin + wherever you are by one ok rock (all in the playlist) are from james' pov!!

and some songs that aren't necessarily in the playlist but are very nh james coded.. want you back by 5sos + let's dance to joy division by the wombats + snap out of it by arctic monkeys + everybody loves me by onerepublic (lmao)

also !! that's such a sweet compliment omg thank u !! i genuinely don't think my taste is that good, which is why it's hard to share my playlists sometimes but . knowing u like it makes me very happy <3

i hope u a lovely day MWAH

[rinhaler]

Hi luxi! this is such a silly ask and u don't have to answer but i'm in love w the way you write characters i can't have enough of them

what do you think are the top 3 plug! sukuna songs? also toxic! megumi? yuuji?? the reader??

i think you portrait them so well and made them so interesting an unique, i'm so curious about their personalities beyond the fics.

anyways, i luv you❤️

Hey babie!! Not a silly question, a very fun question in fact!

I think I've mentioned this before on my old blog when asked abt my writing process, but I have a habit of listening to one song on repeat that fits the vibe of a fic I'm writing. It can alternate between whether the song inspires the fic or the fic inspires the song choice but I can share those songs with you for the fics you've asked about too!

I'll format it with the song I used and then three songs I can imagine them enjoying :3

Plug!Sukuna:

inspo song | 1 | 2 | 3

(I like to think he heard the reader playing number three and loved the lyrics so he gets high and can sing it word for word hehe)

Yuuji:

^same inspo | 1 | 2 | 3

(I'm assuming u meant yuuji from the AITA universe!)

Toxic!Megumi

inspo song | 1 | 2 | 3

AAAAAAH this was so fun I love thinking abt little details like this!! Thank you so much for this ask 🥺🥺 i love u sweet nonnie mwah 💕

[allthatmay]

tcoh 3 was SO HOT AIGHHHHHH ARE U KIDDING ME

10/10 writing i was so excited when i saw it updated🙏 ace not realizing that shanks would be worried about him disappearing, and then shanks making 110% CERTAIN he knew. AND BENN SAYING HE WAS WORRIED TOO AAAHHH i love the amount of "PORTGAS D ACE YOU ARE SO LOVED" that went into this chapter

ⁿᵒᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵉⁿᵗᶦᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵐᵘᵗ ᴬᴬᴬᴴᴴᴴ

also i adore the automatic support from the whiteboards when they find out he's with shanks, *the cheering when they kissed AAHHHHH* i adore tcoh and your shace universe PLEASE NEVER STOP UPDATING

YOURE SO COOL THANK YOU FOR FEEDING MY SHACE DELUSIONS MWAH

- 🍊 (nonny from the recent benn/shace ask hehe)

Hi Anon! Great to hear from you again, especially in such a lovely ask. I'm actually giddy. Like, 10/10 writing? Not me over here blushing, no sirree.

 (๑´>᎑<)

asdfghjkl THE SMUT, YES!!! I'll be honest, it completely ran away from me. At no time did I make the conscious decision to write the spanking or the butt plug—it just happened—so it's fantastic hear that it paid off. Delighted that you loved the other stuff as well, especially the amount of love Ace received! He just deserves it, doesn't he? I love him so much.

(Not me making things extra fluffy so you don't feel too bad next chapter when everything blows up.)

Anyway, thank you so much! You are so kind; thanks for reaching out. And let me just say I love that you've signed off with an orange because oranges are my fav. I love literally everything about oranges: colour, taste, smell. Orange supremacy!

okay, that's not quite true: i fucking hate the pith, okay? it's their one downfall.

[utterlyazriel]

YESYES CASS & R friendship!!!! But I also really hope reader doesn’t lose her strength especially after what happened. Part of what made this series so appealing to me is that there’s already so many fics about f!reader losing their wings (my personal gripe with sjm for making it this way aside, that’s a whole other discussion lol) so this story feels special to me. I would love to see her still being able to keep up in training/fighting :’) And peace!!!! Please let them be happy lol ❤️ Maybe r in velaris can explore whether she would have hobbies or artistic interests now that she doesn’t have to be on alert for her life all the time? Just some ideas :) (p.s. I still love that dragon idea too. Maybe not a dragon but perhaps she would like animals?)

ding ding!!! more than one person has mentioned cass and r friendship (tho maybe that was you lol) but i literally love that dude so hard so why wouldn't i also want that :D

an understandable fear nonnie but fear not! i have no intention of building up a lovely character that's renowned for their strength and fighting abilities and then just retracting all that !

it's hard as well because you existed in this like, sour spot, where you were ruffling lord mylind's (rest not in peace </3) feathers by climbing the ranks and getting better but you were also being actively hindered? so basically i can't imagine u would do anything but fuckin kick ass when you're unrestrained <3 like cassian is gonna get his ass kicked but he's gonna be like so happy about it lol

happiness, hobbies, and artistic interests.... mmm yes i like that direction... and the dragon idea! it's still lurking, i'll see what i can do hehe

thank you for sending this in!!! i'm so happy you're invested enough to share your thoughts i love them so much i am chewing on them <3 mwah

[shibaraki]

monteh!!! i LOOOOOOVED an observer of longing !!!!!! i love hajime so much my cutie pie beef cake 🥹 it had me giggling and kicking my feet! and after finishing i gotta ask .... what was the immediate aftermath like ?? everyone else getting to the shared room knowing ... ya know! the teasing and looks and sex jokes galore heheh! i can only assume haji and reader shared the one room while the guys slept on their futons :3c and the onsen !!! so cute to imagine 🥹 love love love ! i'm placing a big fat juicy kiss to your brain <3 love ya !>v<

NONNIE !!! AAAAAH THANK YOU for reading and for your question! I am very very happy to hear you loved it!! they were a total delight to write as usual lmao. as for the aftermath,, I was going to include it but then realised if I did I would end up writing that, and then another scene, and then another… my plans started to become never ending! so I cut myself off lmao

after, they shower and get in the onsen and spend time talking about how to navigate their relationship. oh and they leave the doors open to air out the smell of sex from the room LOL. but the guys come back partway in and start making a bunch of noise sldjdjh whooping and cheering!! they also get in the onsen. they are all very happy. like tooru cries alsksksn

mostly I wanted to explore their dynamic as a group more, like, how it would change after too. I hoped to address all of the physical affection they give each other and what (if any) boundaries would arise now. the scene in my head was vaguely:

tooru kisses the top of your head and hajime’s cheek in group hug or something (mind u they are literally naked in the onsen together): I’m happy for you

issei makes a thoughtful noise: is that still allowed? all the kissing and hand holding?

tooru looking distraught: what?

hajime is confused: why would he have to stop? it’s just tooru

basically highlighting the trust and security in their friendship etc etc. my queerplatonic heart says they are committed to each other 💔 would love to write a sequel where they wake up one day to realise they’ve been in a relationship the whole time sljdkskdkdk but that would take a while to get to. man. I’ve rambled!! I just love them a lot. and I love you too!!! mwah!

[wooahaes]

hi! (first time sending an ask so pls lmk if anyone has this emoji but-) i completely agree w/ u that writers should put a warning or smth that the fanfic will be catered to a certain body type as ive read fanfic w/o that and have felt insecure. not saying these writers are intentionally trying to make ppl feel bad, but they need to realize that sometimes their works do cater to thin/skinny body types and letting readers know that rly isnt a big deal. ty for always speaking ur truth! - 🐱 anon

hi nonny! im gonna answer all ur asks in one go <3 (no need to apologize for spamming! i had a moment of 'oh fuck did i say something wrong' but thats just anxiety brain speaking haha)

honestly! i genuinely don't mind if writers wanna intentionally write works for a thinner reader, it'd just be nice for them to write in a little warning at the beginning of the fic <3 i write chubby readers and mark 'em with chubby!reader so my audience knows, nothing wrong w doing it the other way around!

i also wanna say, i remember looking up "seventeen x chubby reader", "svt x chubby reader", or smth along those lines on tumblr but just knowing almost nothing will pop up 💔. until i saw a little fanfic called "tiger stripes" and was baffled that someone actually wrote something that had someone like me in mind. i remember feeling and being so happy about it. just thank you for your svt x chubby reader works because u make us chubby carats feel so seen 🫶🏼 - 🐱 anon

aaaa ty lovely!! im a chubby gal myself so i love writing chubby!reader fics from time to time when inspiration strikes <3 usually i try to keep everything body neutral so that anyone can enjoy my fics (even in my chubby reader fics, i try not to specify how big reader is so that anyone bigger can enjoy them), but sometimes i just gotta aim something for the chubby gals out there <3 tiger stripes is one of my most beloved fics and it genuinely makes me happy to think of my own stretch marks as tiger stripes hehe <3

ah anyway !! hope im not a bother w/ my asks !! i just wanted to tell u this despite my shyness bc idk, i rly feel like u needed to hear it 🙏🏼 anyway, i also wanna add ur a rly good writer and keep on doing what ur doing 👍🏼 - 🐱 anon

u are 100000% fine!! i love talking to anons and ur always welcome to pop into my inbox whenever you feel like it <3 + it does always help to hear that other chubby carats enjoy my work!! mwah mwah ur so sweet

tw fatphobia mentions (nothing explicitly fatphobic tho) // omg though.. i remember finding this [redacted] x reader fic and bc it appeared under the [removed] tag (smth like that) and i assumed that it was catered to fat ppl. but unfortunately it turned out to be incredibly fatphobic w/ it's themes, plot, + y/n. im not saying u have to be fat to write "x fat reader" fanfic but perhaps step away from writing for ppl u have no understanding of if ur gna write stuff like that.. - 🐱 anon

redacting the guy + the tag from your ask purely to try and avoid anyone tracking down the writer by any means! i trust my followers to not do something like that, but i'd feel better reducing that risk in any way <3

oh yikes! i think like... its worth it to sometimes address fatphobia in writing, but that kind of stuff 100% needs a warning! one of my current fic ideas involves a reader who is confident in her body but kinda relapses back to a previous mindset of 'maybe i Should be ashamed of it' after being fully insulted for being a bigger gal and the fic would absolutely have a warning.

i do agree that you def do not have to be a bigger person to write chubby/fat reader fics, but its definitely something you need to be mindful of when you wanna handle the heavier topics. im always happy to weigh in with my own thoughts + experiences, and im sure other people would be, too! no shame in trying to address it in themes/plot, but there's def a difference between endorsing those ideas and discussing them (and i'll say i have no idea which was being done in this fic)

(btw: no one go looking for this writer to say anything to them btw, we do not promote harassment on this blog--anon ur 100% fine to express ur opinions since i've seen fatphobia in reader fics, too, and it's okay to express discomfort with the idea. i'm always open to discussing things as long as they don't point too directly to anyone's work--and i'm equally open to taking down anything that pinpoints a certain writer.)

anyway ur 100% fine to send as many asks as u want!! im always happy to talk to people esp abt topics like this (or in general too!) <3 ty for being polite tho mwah mwah ur v cute

[endious]

hi omg i am literally so in love witj ur works they just make me go feral ur literally my fav writer pls keep doing whatever magic ur doing to make ur works so good bc they literally ignite something in me 🙏🙏 also if its not takwn can i pretty pls b 💐nonnie idk i just love that emoji its so prety anyway i hope ur having a good day/night u r so awesome 💗 OMG AND WHEN U LIKED MY POST I LITERALLY DIED

HIII PRETTY <3 OFC YOU CAN !! HIII 💐 NONNIE ! i hope you are having a good day/night too ily mwah 🫶 !!

YOURE SO SWEET WHAT THE HELL ??? THANK YOU THANK YOU OH MY LANTA IM GOING TO BAWL MY EYES OUT THE ONLY MAGIC IN MY FICS IS INSANITY AND ME PROJECTING MYSELF INTO EACH WRITING LOWKEY LOWKEY LMFAO also also oh ????? i liked one of your posts ? 🤨

you could be anyone because i go and like anything that gets my interest (or is jeff related) LMFAO SO I WONDER WHO YOU COULD BE SO MYSTERIOUS OH MY LANTA !!! anyways i will shut up now I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY MWAH MWAH <333

[boyfhee]

Okay I js read Candlelit and I am going to rant now.

Can we talk abt the fact that sunghoon is so loser in this like LMFAOOOOOO but he's so bitchy and sassy to fr like man wtf. sunghoon calling jay and player and not even two minutes later we read how he has a new girl in his arm every 3 days was so 💀💀💀 and him saying “good think, i’m not looking forward to be liked by you,” like mhm you're gonna eat your words park trust me.

AND I LOVEEE HOW YOU ADDED HIS THOUGHTS SM INTO THIS. also he is such a fucking snitch bc No way did he tell y/n mom she was smooching someone like fawk yew. and the way he kept on getting jealous over jay like him texting back that classmate as y/n was talking on the phone and she mentioned jay

BUT THNE THE THING THE GIRL SAID??? I WAS LIKE NOOOOOOOOOO JAY WTF NO HOW COULD YOU. also y/n needs to chuck his beer out fr bc why is this man always drinking it. Like it makes your mouth stink so bad fr.

HIM STUTTERING WHEN HE COMPLIMENTED Y/N god he’s such a loser fr. love my loser men so much fr

ong this paragraph was so fucking cute "“she went on a date with jay,” he responds in the most miserable and sullen voice known to mankind. his shoulders practically slouching at the mention of he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned, finger tracing the rim of the glass in front of him with incoherent whines falling off his lips." like Chat why is this so cute omg

THE FACT THAT HE CRIED OVER Y/NGOING ON A BLIND DATE WHEN HE GOT DRUNK? OMG THIS IS TOO FUNNY FR. Then Y/n getting her heart broken like noooooooooo :( I am going to find you jay from this fic. AND IT BEING A BET LIKE UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH but at least he apologized so meh

okay now here are some of the best sentences in this part of the fic.

“you’re cute, and it’s eating his brain cells.” 

“of course, do you think i’d ask you to cook when you look like you went through a divorce and lost the custodies of all your three kids?”  (okay why is he so Sassy.)

“focus on my lips,” (I fainted.)

“we’ll stop when the candle goes out,” (I hope The Candle is Immortal LIKE OUWAHONDOWWQIOFUAGFGBAUFNJKBGVHP9IQEJ298RYUO3ENAL)

now here is the worst paragraph here. “it was a mistake,” he cuts you off immediately, a heavy pause following shortly after. he looks up in your eyes for the first time since the morning. “let’s just forget it,” Trust me when i say that I am going to Find You

AND THE ANGST? OMG THE ANGST? IT WAS SO. LIKE WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS SUNGHOON. YOU'RE SUCH A JERK. but then the fluff >>>>>>>>>>>>>>

oh god when he did this “i’ve got it so bad for you, yn, really,” —he speaks as if he’s out of breath due to the nervousness— “really bad. i tried to keep you out of here,” he said, pointing at his chest, cheeks flushing red as the words fell off his lips. “but you won’t go, you just won’t.” LORDY LORD LORD I AM BLUSHING.

Cece you ATE DOWN with this fic. it was so fucking good and I'm in love fr.

— 🧸

HELLO TEDDIE NONNIE I'M AB TO FRAME THIS ON MY WALLS 🙁🙁🙁🙁 you're so sweet TT thank u sm for reading my silly lil fic i love u mwah ♥︎

loser sunghoon is truly the best sunghoon ^^ i think i could've done better with the characterisation but oh well, that's done is done :"> he's such a snitch .. AND JAY PLEASE ofc i had to give him a redemption arc and make him apologise like in no universe will that man something like that :< he's too sweet to play with someone's feelings

to be very honest, i worte that fic only for the make out part 🙏 the 'we'll stop when the candle goes out' part is my fav and the reason why i wrote this fic lmfao. also i really wanted to add more angst and go in-depth with the no-contact period but that would've added another 5k and i litch was only looking forward to finish writing this asap ><

AND THE CONFESSION YESSSS my fav :D again, so so thank you for leaving this sweet sweet feedback, i love u sm and i'm happy u enjoyed reading it :D

[bywons]

noo problem sruu <33 you worked so hard today by literally listening to 3hr bio class so you deserved a good raise. bubs, you worked hard, so hard today 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼

hmm, i do think the same, maybe it wasnt written as my destiny but now that you mention it, i think we were fated to do the opposite things and maybe we were destined sruu?? do you get what i mean? i am so bad at explaining :(

of course!! ill enjoy my college life but i dont think my college starts until its late August hahaha, i am all useless luke that one unemployed friend lol soo, i am learning to code and brain is not processing :/

we can be 07z if you want but i envy you, you write so good and though we are the same age, your english is way too advance amd far off my league, not to compare pr be rude sru bubs, but how did you improve so well 🥺 pls give me some tips sruu <33

— 🪷

mmhm thanks for understanding nonnie, i also had a bio test tmrw which idk how i aced 🧍‍♀️ and yes, i do think it was destined like so !!!! dw u made urself clear bae TT it's okay tho, maybe we will grow to like and embrace our current fields later in the future, or at least i hope so we do ^^ ( we must !! )

SO SAME but in a different font that my frnds stopped inviting me to hangouts cuz they know i won't be able to show up due to my back to back classes TT they also tease me by 'topper' but what can i do if i.... top? 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️BUT UR NOT USELESS AT ALL PLEEK you're so so precious cutie <333

OMG NO STOP TYSM BAE T0T i'm sure you're spectacular at writing as well !!! i believe in you, and you can improve as well my love ^3^ well to answer your question how i improved and some tips on writing, maybe you could give me some time? TT i'll come up with a proper writing tips post 4 u 💕 but in short, i've been writing poems and stories since childhood, so i've been improving since then! & also i'm an icse student which has it's own perks ig (?) TT BUT I BELIEVE U WRITE EVEN BETTER THAN ME NONNIE i literally love u sm mwah you're teww sweet >3<

[just-some-random-blogger]

hi love! me again. i really was not able to not answer your answer (?) because it did make me cry and kick me legs bc you're so cute i can't. hope you'll get rid of your acne breakouts and cleaning your room won't be as terrifying as it can be. i'm glad to know my ask (?) made you happy! and to know you're working on the part 2 (and 3 maybe)! please don't overwork yourself, though!! yeah you're absolutely right! you're the law here and i love your laws! no one's dumb! especially not you! (but i feel your concerns so much ;) i use so many trops, symbols and shit like this in anything i write that no one understands it and i'm like ;;) so yes never know) but still your writings are GORGEOUS!! still this delicious moment with aegon coming out looking like a kicked puppy?? heartbreaking but tears taste so good) i'll try to read part 2 as soon as possible! i think you made my daemon obsession great again) and kissing your brain was the closest to how grateful i am to you!! thank you sm for answering! swear i couldn't sleep checking tumblr for it! good luck! see you soon! <з

HI MODERN!DAEMON NONNIE!!!

LOL idk what you mean about not answering my answer when you answered it 🥴 (woah thats confusing) but its all good its all ok i love you

And i am cute aren't i 🤩🤩🥰🥰🥰 love that for me

i HOPE I GET RID OF MY ACNE TOO IM TOO HOT TO HAVE ZITS PLEASE I CLEANED MY ROOM WASHED MY PILLOW CASES AND SHEETS AND EVERYTHING

every ask i get makes me happy and i have been blessed enough to have a lot of them that are all out of love 😭😭😭😭💗💗💗 there's actually so much for real and though my panicky brain gets anxious when i dont reply quick enough i hope you and everyone else knows how grateful i am to be a celebrity 😎 HAHHAH NAH but in all seriousness i appreciate each one of you so much.

i tooted my horn too hard tho 😔 since i didnt post p2 of fic today yet lahsfhashf but its fine trust me im not overworked cos yall cant make me write smth i dont wanna T_T ok ok the inner people pleaser in me begs to differ, but i swear im genuinely genuinely so invested in this fic i swear i swear i love what i did and you're gonna love it (i hope you love it)

i love my laws too 😃🤠BONK AHHAH im glad you dont think im dumb 😖😌 cos only a genius can write like me 🤪🤪🤪🤪 also im so glad you can relate with the symbolisms and tropes and hoohaa. you like me for real. and the fact u understand it and think my work is gorgeous ?!??!?!

im so glad you liked aegon. i love my modern!aegon so very much i keep him in my pocket. ur gonna like what im gonna do with aemond then i think HAHHAHAHHAHAHH (i hope you do)

also "heartbreaking but tears taste so good" 💀💀💀💀💀💀 you like me fr fr T_T HAHAH

my daemon obsession never died because ever since i watched the show ive been writing fanfics for him like its my job HAHAHHA i have no idea when season 2 will come out but it better come out RIGHT NOW i nEED MORE DAEMON

lemme kiss your brain too <3 mwah mwah mwah i love you

the fact you thanked me for answering you T_T of course id answer T_T thank you for coming to my inbox again! <3 you have a cozy seat next to my 4am nonnie cos i named you too lol. i actually saw your inbox as soon as you sent it i think, cos i was in the middle of writing something and i saw the notification then i read it then hyperfixated on writing the p2 of the modern!au after reading your message, (then i did the things i said i did in your first ask) i don't always reply soon because my brain is overwhelmed by the process of replying because i dont ever want to miss a detail that was said to me T_T i feel bad that you fixated on tumblr so much that you couldn't sleep T_T i'll try to do better T_T

I hope you spare me another ask on your thoughts when i post p2 🥺👉👈

I love you honey

xxx

[itoshi-s]

One curious question, what made Rin/Sae become a yandere for reader?? Was it because of their physical appearance or something else?

OK so . actually ya'll got me thinkin that maybe just maybe sae has some yan! potential in him too ........ not as much as the other guys i've mentioned before but i def see him as very dominating,, the type of guy that doesn't even need to speak to put you in your place . also probably uses his status as a threat to you whenever you argue abt the way he is . you really do love him after all, just feel a little too repressed,, and he keeps giving you clear signs that there is a whole lot of other people that would gladly be on the receiving end of his love instead of u . yeah .... he definitely could be yan too ╮(︶▽︶)╭

BUT comin back to ur question. considering that both of the itoshis seem veryy troubled,, it'd be definitely not just your physical appearance that pulls them in, but mostly your behavior.

for rin i see him as very attention and touch deprived :((, even tho he's the one that keeps pushin people away . it is canon that he's like the worst at communication ,, and so he just forgot that having someone close to him was ever an option. and then bam! ur here! you don't judge him, give him space, but you're also just so warm, he remembers what it feels like to be important to someone . :( you're so attentive and caring, but never cross any boundary. he's so possessive of you cause he knows that people can be harsh, and that the world isn't a fair place - and yet there you are, his little remedy, so sweet and loving,, he doesn't want you to experience any harm ever. SO. ur love and attention definitely gets him hooked on u , not wanting to let u go ever </3

for sae i tbh think it'd be something similar ! rin feels lonely bc of what sae put him through, and sae's the way he is bc of whatever happened in spain . he has a vv hard time trying to put all the pieces together, to keep himself grounded even long months or even years after first leaving japan. it's easy to lose yourself to your ego when you're the prodigy, but you're a breath of fresh air when you two bump into each other and actually ,, u've never even heard of him ! for the first time in forever, sae can be just himself, and u don't judge him. (see the similarities now ?? i actually really like to think that sae n rin are actually pretty similar , even though they try to deny that they're family:( sobs) also probably gets a huge ego boost when he realizes that he can use his status against you ,, just like i've mentioned in the beginning !! likes to play dirty with you by saying that you can be easily replaced </3

i luuuuuv troubled unhinged brothers . the BEST trope ever. ty for the question nonnie i will dream of the itoshis tonite thanks 2 u mwah (´꒳`)♡

[itsjaywalkers]

I hope that you start feeling better soon. Trust me when I say I know how much it sucks being sick.

I hope my asks can bring a little joy to your days though so here’s more kinky food for thought. I saw that you have a pandalily fic. What do you think their dynamic would be like? (Like dom/sub, top/bottom, and any other fun kinks)

Wishing you the best,

Kink Nonnie

thank you so much darling!! i hope so too, especially bc i have work tomorrow SIGH. but at least my fever has gone down and i can do stuff without getting dizzy

your asks have been making me quite happy, yeah!! i appreciate them A Lot <3 AND YES OMG I LOVE PANDALILY i'm hoping to write more of them in the future!!

and when it comes to their dynamic, it really depends on the fic, bc i like to explore different things, but in general, i feel like they're switches (even tho pandora tends to top more often) and to me pandora is a lot more into domming while lily prefers to sub. lily can be a bit of a brat, bc she's used to being in control, but secretly she enjoys letting go and having someone take care of her, so she's quite happy when pandora finally manages to tame her a lil

pandora is into weird, fucked up stuff, and lily discovers she also is thanks to her!! i feel like there would be lots of corruption kink involved, blood and knife play, choking, hair pulling, maybe some light stabbing depending on the au??? but yeah, i feel like they're both quite aggressive and possessive in bed, at least when they're together <333 pandora is usually in charge but lily does her best to give as good as she gets and pandora loves it when she puts up a fight!! also i feel like 69 is their fav position without a doubt, but again, depends a lot on the fic and how i portray them

i hope u have the best day MWAH <333