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hyunin · 5 months ago

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hiiii everyone, this blog hit 1k followers the other day 🥹 tysm to anyone that has followed me here over the years! i'm sure at least a third of my followers are dead blogs from my suju (🤮) era in 2013 before i returned to gifmaking tumblr in 2020, but so many of you joined me once i returned and i'm so thankful for everyone that has reblogged my content and chatted with me and followed me up until this point! 🫶 i wanted to write some fun lil messages for my mutuals and pals below the cut, as well as shout out some people i don't necessarily speak to but like having on my dash also 💗 if u aren't mentioned on here and we're mutuals that doesn't mean i dislike u it just means i'm stupid and missed you 😭 before i get into the messages i also want to ask anyone who can to consider commissioning me for a gifset or writing by donating at least €10 to this fundraiser and sending me a screenshot of your donation! more info on that via this post. thank u so much again everyone!!! 🥳 (edit: i don't think half the mentions in this post are working so please check to see if you were mentioned even if you weren't notified!)

@redvelvetcult hi ele 🫶 i know we don't speak as often anymore but i'm always so happy to see u around and i love you <3 thank u for running yangjeongin with me even if it has been in spirit for 99% of its run LKJSDLFKJSJLKFD still wouldn't be the same without u @bataranqs hi kid! this is going to sound so lame but it's been rly fun watching u grow up over the years through awoo9, every time u use our weird ass humor it's so much funnier coming from u. thank u for hyping up everything we all do, especially my writing!! i really appreciate it and u @anyujins iwin...whew....LLKSJDKLFJLSKF i'm rly happy that we're a lot closer now than when we were last time i made one of these posts. i think we are anyway?? i forgor...but either way ilysm, thank u for your support when i've been going insane over the years and it would appear both of the stories of our love lives that we've been following for so long will have a tragic ending. LJKSDFJLKSLK but i hope we can be friends for many more moments of insanity to come and that we have more good news than bad news to share w each other soon. in the meantime it's always rly fun to talk to u and i am glad i have u in my life @miyawaki ver. i appreciate u v much if only bc u are a major provider of quality shitposts on my dash, u also being into kpop and giffing is a bonus. u are also so funny even if u are also MEAN!!!! it's funny most of the time. and u have also supported me a lot in ur own ver way over the years, and i can always count on u to give me feedback on giffing and such. i'm so happy for u that u are going to uni again and i hope u have so much fun but also don't forget about us 🔫 🫶 @seulggi gfx queen minya! u deserve a shoutout if ONLY bc u are carrying the gfx side of kpop tumblr on ur back fr. and i love seeing what u make on my dash. but u are also an awoo9er so i will give u a long AWOOOOOOOOO of appreciation ❣️ @meongppangz RI omg idk what account is best to tag u on so i tag u here. i rmr the last one of these i made i was like 'hope to talk more under better circumstances' and now we talk nearly every day LJSDFLKSDF i love that for us. thank u crazy person gc for bringing us together fr....love that we can bond over loving ggs and also hating collecting pcs and any other random shit of the day skz is doing. and giffing ofc. talking to u always makes me happy so i hope we continue talking and being friends for a long time to come 🫶 ily. also i'm going through my follow list for this in order of oldest blogs first and i just discovered y'all were one of the first skz blogs i followed. how cute @curiosityjams hi drea, we haven't spoken ages but i wanted to shout u out individually as well because i still enjoy seeing u on my dash and i still consider us friends 🫶 fellow eunbi stan...i will never forget waiting for the 2020 election results w you LMAO abt to do it all again soon...but i hope you're well and hope good things continue coming to u 🙇‍♀️ @hyunjinz agnes, backbone of stayblr that u are, i love u!! i know we don't Personally speak much at all i still feel like u are a dear friend of mine. you were one of the first ppl to support my skz content and i think you're that for a lot of people on stayblr and i think that is so sweet of u and also important for the community. u are so brave for going through the tags all the time and reblogging everything i do not have that kind of energy but i'm so glad u do!! i miss ur gifs but i'm happy that you're still around even when you don't gif. we're some of the last remaining pre-kingdom era skz ccs left 😱 so i will always appreciate ur company here <3 @innielove hi vi, i just want to say i love that u are giffing skz again. i've probably missed a lot of ur sets bc i'm bad at checking tags and dash but when i DO see them i'm like omg vi's gifs r really looking better than ever. thank u for returning to us 🫶 u have also actually been on stayblr for a long time so i'm always happy to see some of the oldies (can u believe we are oldies now...) back on the dash 😌

@kazuhas MS KALE it always makes me happy to see u on my dash here. ur gifs are so lovely and so are u!! i know we mainly know each other from off cc tumblr 🫣 but i wanted to give u a shoutout among all of my other tumblr beloveds bc ily. it's what u deserve @seo-changbinnies marie...another fellow stayblr hag at this point...u are still one of the funniest people on this site i swear. and i'm so glad u are still here and making gifs and blessing us w your funny tags. i hope u always stay just as insane, i love u for that <3 @seungs HI MIAAA we don't talk that much anymore but i wanted u to know that i still always love seeing u and your gifs on my dash 🫶 @felixies luna, legend of stayblr that u are 🙇‍♀️ i think ur work largely goes unappreciated by the fandom but u are an icon for keeping createskz running for all these years despite everything going on in ur life. tysm for your service 🫡 @huiracha marie huiracha...this is how i refer to u in my head btw. like 'huiracha' is ur last name. LKJSDFKLSKLD we have barely spoken but i want to give u your own shoutout just for surviving and continuing to gif on stayblr as long as u have. veterans' discount fr @hyunsung hi mona 🫶 we haven't spoken in a while either omg but i am still always excited to see u on my dash when u gif something or reblog something from me i'm like omg that's my friend mona :D SDKJFSJKLDF so thank u and i hope you're doing well 🙏 @hyunpic VILMA HYUNPIC...u know i am so glad we are better pals now. u are so funny and fun to talk to but also the sweetest ever!! thank u for always listening to me and being kind to me and also making me laugh. every time i feel like an rper named their hyunjin character something dumb i am glad i get to report it to u. some things only u will understand and appreciate. LKJSDKLJFSKLJFKLFD @sungtaro eri <3 we don't talk much anymore and maybe we NEVER HAVE??? but i have always felt like u are a dear friend and beloved mutual. i love seeing u on dash even if we don't have too many groups in common anymore. ur content is always lovely and so are u so we will always be pals as far as i am concerned 🫶 @exocean hi mo!! i must admit i don't have much to say but i wanted to mention you individually because you are so sweet and i love seeing u around and u deserve to know it <3 @hyumjim i don't even know what to say (positive) u know i am so glad ur squirmy wormy tag on one of my hyunjin sets brought us together. idr if we have ever properly spoken like via dm but bc u follow me on all my accounts i feel Seen by u....nd u haven't unfollowed me yet so god bless u. i always enjoy seeing ur thoughts and the posts u put on my dash whether they be a funny text post or someone's hot take getting dismantled or something Thought Provoking. my dash is definitely a better place because of u so thank uu 🫶

@wolfchans lau the Actual backbone of stayblr tysm for ur service fr. without u providing files for us i genuinely believe most of stayblr would be lost. not only do u do that but u are also genuinely very kind and make great content so i appreciate u so much!! thank u for making stayblr (and my dash) a better place @hyunebear hi adri i gotta admit i didn't even realize u were back on tumblr until i was going through my following and saw that u posted recently akljsdflkjdsf goes to show how much i'm on my dash...but i wanted to mention you individually even though it's been so long because you have genuinely touched my heart a lot and i will never forget ur compliments 🙏 ok maybe i did forget some of them word for word. but i will never forget how sweet u were to me. how about that. so thank you and i hope to see u around more!! i probably have to be on my dash more for that tho huh... @romanceuntold hi jen 🫶 i miss u on stayblr i'm ngl but i'm also still glad to see u on my dash through all your phases. you are such a warm and kind person and another person who i will never forget being so sweet to me. thank you and i hope you're doing well ❣️ @wearehappiness sidrah <3 the fact that we were both on stayblr but met properly on pc ig first is still so silly to me. me intending to wait on ur mail to get to me then being like 'stayblr perk i'll send ur mail rn' after i found out u were here LKJSDLKFLJKSF but you are suuuuch a sweet person who makes lovely gifs too. i miss ur gifs also!! and just you in general. wishing u the best in life always 💗 @mybodyfails hi oli 🫶 another person who has been soooo sweet to me, i'm so glad i got to help w leeknoween and i still have all the freebies u sent me from it preserved safely in my freebie photocard binder 😌 you are always lovely to talk to whenever we do, and thank u for reading my fic too despite zombies not being ur thing i appreciate u!! @strayklds / @facethesuns em i just think it's so funny that we like didn't speak before i invited u to the gif streaming server and i just did that on a whim bc u passed the vibe check and now i feel like we are good friends. despite still rarely speaking KSLDFLSDLKF but i love that for us and love ur gifs and seeing u around always 💞 @neohyune hi fae <3 i know us speaking is like a very recent development but i also wanted to mention u individually to thank u for your help 🙏 i need to write more of my fic tbh...but i Will be checking our conversation again for Notes. you also seem like a very sweet person so i would love to talk to u more in the future also 💕 @linoyes another very recent friendship (yes i am calling it that already) in my life, but thank u for your generosity, let's meet that fundraising goal together 💪 i hope we're also able to talk more outside of this context too. i just have a feeling i will have a lot more to say about u once i make another one of these!!

i'm ngl i don't know how many of you actually follow me here and i don't have time to check everyone's username individually so i'm just going to list a bunch of blogs i follow who may or may not follow me JKLSDFLKSDF but y'all make my dash a better place, thank u for all u do! 🫶 feel free to talk to me anytime too

@dazzlingkai @theseulgis @joytual @anyujin @cchuu @cherry-heartss @boynextdoors @hyunchans @ambivartence @minzbins @everglowz @chogiwow @ttathinker @minhosblr @minho-knows @yang-innie @leegahyun @bu99erfly

#*ccarly #please post i'm begging tumblr .#OK I'M EDITING IT BECAUSE IT PSOTED THANK FAWK.#thank u everyone.#i don't think half of the @s in this are working i am at my limit . but whatever.#if we're mutuals pls check this even if u didn't get a notif for it 😭

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deepwaterwritingprompts · 2 years ago

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hi hello im back!

NOT my longest hiatus ever but close. sorry y'all! you guys are always super chill and kind about my breaks, but just to let you know why ive been gone so long:

finished my masters degree (except for my thesis)

international law final

finished the beta edit on my novel (borderline) (ready to query which is wild, shoutout to my beta readers)

i got a job at the United Nations

anyway its been wild. thanks to everyone who sent me a message ill post the remaining ones now! also, my birthday took place over my hiatus (May 21st:), so here is the traditional yearly photo/hello to everyone who followed me since April:)))

hi! i go by L here, i'm from the USA but did my uni in the UK, lived in Japan for three years, and currently live in Switzerland:) i'm bisexual, i love matcha and whales, stationary, anime, languages, and baking pies. i write weird novels and love running this blog. send me a message any time:)

love always, stay weird, etc

- L

#L speaks #big old hi not dead/intro/late birthday/life update post

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asimplearchivist · 7 months ago

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list 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox of the last 10 people who reblogged from you!! get to know your mutuals and followers :D

Watching animals. Kitties and birds and deer and froggies. They bring so much joy and it gives me a moment to get out of my head. There is a family of crows on my uni campus and I see them from time to time, mostly in the mornings, and they bring me so much delight; I want to find some unsalted peanuts to keep in my bag.

Listening to music. I've been trying to listen through some of my favorite artists' discographies lately, but my concentration falters sometimes so I've only listened to about half of Lana del Rey's and TBoJRRJ so far. I also have a huge long list of playlists on Spotify that I need to go through, but I have to be in a specific mood to do so. But there's nothing quite like cranking up the volume in my car and rolling the windows down to sing as loud as I can.

(Trying to) write. It may not seem like it based on my blog activity, but I am constantly thinking about writing. Most of it is mentally outlining, and I'm trying to get better about actually jotting everything down so I don't fall into slumps like I tend to do, but please don't think I've forgotten about my WIPs. I apologize for falling behind on my update schedule, but I've been scatterbrained, admittedly. If you're ever looking for something to enjoy in the meantime, I provide links to my Spotify playlists and Pinterest boards for your enjoyment as well as my inspiration. :)

My blorbos. Probably self-explanatory given the contents of my blog, but I really do have such a fondness for all of my favorite characters. They give me such comfort when I tend to be a contradictory self-isolating yet lonely person. It's been over a year since my last breakup, and being able to immerse myself into my fics and daydreams to find solace there has helped immensely. (Shoutout to Steven Grant and all the unpublished words I wrote about the MK System in general to vent about it all. Some of it may end up posted eventually, but I worry that it might be too specific for the purposes of my reader-insert fics. Idk, we'll see.)

Dragon Age. This is somewhat circumstantial since Veilguard has been popping up for release this fall, but honestly it's one of my favorite medias of all time. I've had fondness for it since Inquisition came out, and it's truly so very special to me. All the characters are so great, the worldbuilding is so expansive and intriguing, and I am soooooo excited to see what's going to happen next! I feel sorry for the people that have shat on it so far, bc while some concern about the final product is completely understandable for a series for which one cares so deeply, some people take their hate way too far for what ultimately is, at the end of the day, a fictional world. I apologize in advance, as I may have mentioned recently, for the person I will become once the game is dropped. Either you won't hear from me for weeks or I will be yapping in spoiler-free lore lol

#my asks #fisara's answers

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whitenoisewrites · 8 months ago

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True Pacifist part 5. Huge apologies for the massive gap. Stuff just kept happening. First it was uni assessments, then family stuff, then a bunch of general life things, and it all just piled up. Combined with how big a project this has turned into, I just couldn't find the time or energy for quite a while. I've been chipping away at it where and when I can though, and I've finally got another chunk ready.

As always, big shoutouts to @karmaspidr. Don't forget to check out the Official Guidebook on Ao3, and the Official Desert Sanctuary Blog, full of dialogues, interactions, hypotheticals, and other supplementary materials. And perhaps the occasional meme, for flavour.

Now then. Last time, we managed to convince Clover to let us out of Sanctuary. We made our way back to Hotland, where Dr. Alphys' Lab awaits...

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Even in the dark, it's obvious the Lab is a mess. You still can't interact/examine things in the dark, but the bowls and notes are strewn about the desk rather than being stacked on it. The surveillance monitor is off. The dog food bag is still present. Alphys will emerge from the "bathroom" and turn the lights on as normal, but her overworld sprites no longer smile, and some stains are visible on her lab coat. Her talk sprites also rarely smile, even nervously. Most of Alphys' dialogue will have a neutral or downcast/depressed expression.

On Alphys seeing us in the lab:

"Oh. It's... it's you."

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"You're trying to get through to see the king, right? Don't worry, I couldn't stop you if I tried. And I know better than to try."

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"Hotland's pretty dangerous though. I would've thought you'd rather stay in Sanctuary with the rebels. But then I got the call from her. I have to keep you safe. Make sure you get to New Home in one piece."

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"It's stupid, honestly. What do they expect me to do for you that they couldn't do better?"

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"You probably guessed by now, but I'm Dr. Alphys, King ASGORE's Royal Scientist. And no, I won't tell you why I'm helping the rebels."

Alphys: "Just know that if anything happens to you, I'm done for. So, no need to worry about me screwing you over. No more than I already have, anyway."

Alphys: "What's with that look? Surely you know what I mean. I created Mettaton. I made him famous. Famous enough to get filthy rich. Rich enough to hire his own mercenaries. Mercenaries that will stop at nothing to get a human SOUL for him. Mercenaries that were starting to get sick of trying to break into Sanctuary. Mercenaries that now have a much easier target. You. Every awful thing that's about to happen to you is all my fault."

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Alphys: "I'll still try to help you, of course. But when I fail... you'll get hurt. You might even die. Especially if Mettaton decides to come after you himself. And he'll have plenty of chances. The elevators are almost always under heavy guard nowadays. Which means you'll have to take the long way. And since I can't be seen with you, we need some other way for me to try and guide you. You have a phone, right?"

*You show Alphys your phone.

Alphys: "What the... where did you even get that? I haven't seen that model in ages. Here, let me see if I can..."

(Alphys upgrades your phone)

Alphys: "There. You should be able to send and receive texts, and access your Storage Box remotely. I gave you access to mine too, just in case you need more space. I never use it anyway. I did have to make you an UnderNet account though. And... I had to add myself to your friends list too. Sorry. It's the only way to lend you my Storage Box like that. Don't worry, you can just remove me when you're done with it."

(Ping!)

Alphys: "...that's the UnderNet alert tone. But, I didn't send you anything yet..."

*You check your phone.

*METTATON has sent you a Mortal Enemy Request.

Alphys: "No... how did he...? Unless... oh. Oh, no!"

(The lights turn off.)

"OHHHH, YES! WELCOME, BEAUTIES AND GENTLEBEAUTIES, TO A VERY SPECIAL EPISODE OF..."

(The lights turn on, revealing Mettaton's Quiz Show setup.)

Mettaton: "METTA-TRIVIA! THE UNDERGROUND'S NUMBER 1 QUIZ SHOW! I'M YOUR HOST, METTATON! COMING TO YOU LIVE FROM THE HOTLAND LAB WITH THE EVER-ELUSIVE DR. ALPHYS, AND TONIGHT'S CONTESTANT... THE NEW HUMAN!"

(Applause)

Mettaton: "BUT BEFORE WE BEGIN, A BIG SHOUT-OUT TO THE GOOD DOCTOR! IF SHE HADN'T FRIENDED THE HUMAN ON THE UNDERNET, I MIGHT NEVER HAVE FOUND THEM! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP, DARLING!"

Alphys: "B-but-"

Mettaton: "NOW, ON WITH THE SHOW! THE RULES ARE SIMPLE, LITTLE HUMAN. ANSWER CORRECTLY..."

(Dramatic pause...)

Mettaton: "OR YOU DIE!"

*Mettaton attacks!

Unlike canon, getting zapped enough times will kill you. Getting zapped removes 1/4 of your max HP, rather than 1/2 your current HP.

Alphys is still present in the battle, but only helps you from Question 4 onwards. Her gesture when you answer right is also changed from a thumbs up to wiping her brow in relief.

-Question 1 (the prize) is unchanged.

-Question 2 (the King's name) has "Asgore Dreamer" as option D. The correct answer is still option C, "Asgore Dreemurr."

-Question 3 (what robots are made of) has "Steel & Steam" as option C. The right answer is still B, "Metal & Magic."

-Questions 4-6 (trains, flies, "memory game") are unchanged.

-Question 7 (smooch a ghost) is replaced:

Mettaton: "LET'S TALK POLITICS!"

"Q: Who is the leader of Sanctuary?"

A- Mayor Ketsukane: (Wrong) "DON'T FEEL BAD, EVERYONE FALLS FOR THAT ONE! I THINK EVEN SHE'S STARTED TO BELIEVE IT!"

B- Sheriff North Star: (Wrong) "PFFT, DOESN'T HE WISH!?"

C- Ambassador Clover: (Correct) "MY, YOU ARE A SAVVY ONE, AREN'T YOU? YOU'D MAKE A FINE AMBASSADOR YOURSELF, IF YOU WEREN'T ABOUT TO DIE!"

D- Captain Undyne: (Wrong) "EXCUSE YOU? I'M THE ONE WHO TELLS THE JOKES AROUND HERE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!"

-Question 8 (letters in the name) is unchanged.

-Question 9:

Mettaton: "GET READY, HUMAN! HERE COMES THE LAST QUESTION! GET THIS ONE RIGHT, AND YOU'LL WIN THE MOST FABULOUS PRIZE OF ALL... A FEW MORE PRECIOUS MOMENTS OF LIFE!"

"Q: In the dating simulation video game, 'Mew Mew Kissy Cutie', what is Mew Mew's favourite food?"

All four answers are incorrect. When you pick one (or run out of time), Mettaton zaps you down to 1HP.

Mettaton: "OH, NO! OUR POOR CONTESTANT TRAGICALLY STUMBLES AT THE LAST HURDLE! YOU WERE SO CLOSE TO SURVIVING! BUT NOW, YOUR SOUL IS AS GOOD AS-"

Alphys: "That's cheating!"

Mettaton: "OH? LOOKS LIKE OUR SPECIAL GUEST HAS A COMPLAINT! WELL, THAT WON'T DO AT ALL! WHAT SEEMS TO BE THE PROBLEM, DOCTOR?"

Alphys: "None of the options were the right answer! Mew Mew's favourite food is snail ice cream! Ever since the fourth chapter of the first VN! You can't just have a quiz show that's impossible to win! It's... it's not fair!"

Mettaton: "...HMM. ACTUALLY, YOU HAVE A POINT THERE."

Alphys: "I-I do?"

Mettaton: "OF COURSE! AFTER ALL, HOW DO YOU INJECT DRAMA AND TENSION WHEN EVERYONE KNOWS HOW THE STORY WILL END? WHAT WE NEED... IS A TWIST! HUMAN, HOW ABOUT A NEW FINAL QUESTION? ONE THAT OUR FRIEND HERE CAN VERIFY IS FAIR?"

-Question 10:

"Q: Who does Alphys have a crush on?"

Alphys: "You... you wouldn't!"

Mettaton: "WHAT'S WRONG, DARLING? THIS ONE'S FAIR AND SQUARE, NO TRICKS! AND AS PROMISED, IF THEY GET IT RIGHT, I'LL LET THEM GO... FOR NOW. ISN'T THAT WHAT YOU WANTED? GO ON, HUMAN. GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT!"

A- Undyne: "IT'S A CLASSIC TALE, ISN'T IT? AS ROMANTIC AS IT IS TRAGIC. THE SMART, SHY SCHOLAR, DREAMING OF THE STRONG, STRAPPING SOLDIER. BUT ALAS, BOTH ARE TOO DEDICATED TO THEIR WORK FOR SUCH FRIVOLITY. UNDYNE IS ALWAYS BUSY PLOTTING THE REBELS' DOWNFALL, AND ALPHYS IS BUSY WITH... WHATEVER IT IS SHE DOES WHEN SHE'S SHUT UP IN HERE ALL DAY. WILL OUR POOR, NERDY HEROINE EVER MUSTER THE CONFIDENCE TO CONFESS? OR WILL SHE FOREVER PINE FOR A LOVE SHE CANNOT HAVE? OH, THE INJUSTICE OF IT ALL!"

B- Asgore: "ALPHYS, ALPHYS, ALPHYS. YOU REALLY SHOULD KNOW BETTER. WORKPLACE ROMANCES NEVER WORK OUT. STILL, I CAN'T REALLY BLAME YOU. HAVE YOU SEEN OUR KING YET, HUMAN? THAT LUSTROUS GOLDEN MANE. THAT BOOMING YET VELVETY-SMOOTH VOICE. THE POWER, THE PRESENCE, THE BOD! WHO WOULDN'T BE INFATUATED? WHO WOULDN'T WANT TO IMPRESS A MAN LIKE THAT? WHO WOULDN'T OUTFIT THEIR ENTERTAINMENT ROBOT WITH ANTI-HUMAN WEAPONRY IN THE HOPES OF CATCHING HIS EYE?"

C- North Star: "WAIT, WHAT? BUT HE'S... OH. OH, ALPHYS, HONEY, NO! OOOOOHHH MY, WHAT A SCANDAL! THE ROYAL SCIENTIST AND THE RENEGADE SHERIFF?! TALK ABOUT STAR-CROSSED LOVERS!"

Rather than blushing and covering her face like for Undyne or Asgore, Alphys will simply look shocked.

Alphys: "N-no! That's not, I-I mean, I would never! Not after-"

Mettaton: "OH, DO RELAX, DEAR, I'M JUST TEASING. IT'S NOT A CRIME TO FIND ONE OF THE REBELS ATTRACTIVE. DESPITE UNDYNE'S BEST EFFORTS. AND HE DOES HAVE A CERTAIN RUGGED CHARM ABOUT HIM, DOESN'T HE? EVEN BEFORE YOU GET TO JUST HOW GOOD WITH HIS HANDS HE MUST BE. ALL THOSE GUN TRICKS AND ALL THAT SHARPSHOOTING MUST MAKE FOR A VERY... DEFT TOUCH, DON'T YOU THINK?"

D- Mew Mew: "HERE'S A FUN METTA-TRIVIA TIDBIT! DR. ALPHYS TAUGHT HERSELF ROBOTICS BY REPAIRING AND REFURBISHING A LIMITED-EDITION LIFE-SIZE MEW-MEW ANIMATRONIC DOLL SHE FOUND AT THE DUMP! THAT'S RIGHT, METTATON FANS! YOUR BELOVED IDOL WOULDN'T EXIST WITHOUT OUR ROYAL SCIENTIST'S UNHEALTHY OBSESSION WITH EVERYONE'S FAVOURITE CATGIRL ANIME. OH, EXCUSE ME, 'MULTIMEDIA DOCU-DRAMA ABOUT THE HYPOTHETICAL PROPERTIES OF HUMAN-MONSTER HYBRIDS AND FUSIONS.' HOW COULD I FORGET."

All four answers are correct (or at least, Mettaton believes so. Alphys doesn't actually have a crush on Starlo, but her shocked reaction made him think she did). No matter what you pick:

Mettaton: "WELL, LOOKS LIKE THAT'S ALL THE TIME WE HAVE. CONGRATULATIONS, CONTESTANT! YOU WIN! YOU GET TO LIVE ON, AND FROLIC FREELY THROUGH HOTLAND. UNTIL YOU FALL INTO MY NEXT DEVIOUS TRAP, OF COURSE. FAREWELL FOR NOW, BEAUTIES AND GENTLEBEAUTIES! BUT STAY TUNED, WE'VE GOT PLENTY MORE DRAMA, ROMANCE, AND BLOODSHED, COMING RIGHT UP! ONLY ON MTT-TV!"

(Mettaton retreats.)

*You won! You got 0 EXP and 0 gold.

After Mettaton leaves, Alphys approaches you.

Alphys: "Are you alright? Here. I'm not the best healer, but hopefully..."

(She restores your HP)

Alphys: "I-is that better? If you're still hurt, you can grab something from the fridge. You should probably do that either way, actually. You'll probably need it."

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Alphys: "I'm sorry. I... I wasn't thinking. I forgot Mettaton was on my friends list. So when I added you so I could share my Dimensional Box with you, he must've realised you must be near me. And since I hardly ever leave the lab anymore..."

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Alphys: "You should probably go. He usually keeps his word, but if you take too long getting to whatever he's setting up for you, he'll get impatient. And he gets... nasty when he's impatient."

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Alphys: "Listen, I don't-"

*Ring, ring...

Alphys: "...oh. That'll be... sorry, I need to take this. Head out whenever you're ready. I'll be in touch."

Alphys goes to the "bathroom," leaving the player to explore the lab.

With the lights on, you're able to examine and interact with things properly. If you return to the main entrance, the surveillance monitor will now be on. Rather than a live feed of you, the monitor shows Undyne's house.

*Looks like some kind of security monitor. The default setting seems to be a feed of Undyne's house.

The upper floor is mostly the same, albeit somewhat messier. The work table is not dusty, since Alphys has secretly been at work on projects for the rebels. There are also more letters on the nightstand.

*Read one of the letters?

-No:

*It's none of your business anyway.

-Yes:

*You find an open envelope from "C. Goldbell." You take out the letter...

*...it's complete nonsense. Just random jumbled letters. You put everything back where it was.

If you try to interact with the "bathroom" door:

*You can hear Alphys on the other side. You can't make out what she's saying, but she sounds upset.

Leaving the lab to the east, you'll occasionally see CORE enemies interspersed with the normal Hotland encounters. These are Mettaton's mercenaries. In the interest of game balance, they always appear alone, and deal slightly less damage when found in Hotland than in the CORE.

Alphys will text you directly rather than posting Undernet updates. Her messages will also generally be more serious in tone. Alphys will also call you less often, with most of her phonecalls being replaced with texts.

Aside from the new enemies and the tone shift, early Hotland proceeds mostly normally. Though rather than pretend to hack the laser blocking the west ship puzzle, she'll just tell you she has the access required to turn it off.

The cooking show is also mostly the same, although Alphys' phonecall to Mettaton is distinctly more tense, considering he's actually trying to kill you this time. When you go over to grab the SOUL substitute, you're actually able to grab it:

*You found a can of SOUL substitute.

Bringing it back to Mettaton:

Mettaton: "..."

Mettaton: "WHAT? WHY DIDN'T IT... ER, I MEAN, SPLENDID, DARLING! THANK YOU SO MUCH! NOW WE CAN GET STARTED ON THE CAKE! JUST BE AWARE, SOMETIMES IN THE KITCHEN..."

(Mettaton brings out a mixing bowl from under the counter, and brandishes a whisk menacingly.)

Mettaton: "...THINGS CAN GET A BIT MESSY."

*Chef Mettaton blocks the way!

The "fight" is relatively simple. Mettaton is still in his invincible box form, and ACTing has no effect. You just need to survive a barrage of ingredient and cookware themed attacks for a few turns until the cake is complete.

-For the first three turns, Mettaton will dump ingredients from above the bullet board into a giant mixing bowl below it. You need to navigate through the gaps, similar to the jetpack minigame from the normal game.

-On turns 4 and 5, the bullet board becomes extremely narrow, only allowing you to move left and right. Mettaton mixes the ingredients with a whisk, the handle of which pokes up into the bullet board repeatedly as it moves back and forth. You need to time your movements to get past the whisk when it's not poking up. The movement pattern on turn 5 is faster and more erratic.

-On turn 6, Mettaton puts the batter in the oven, which begins belching flames at you. Through turns 6, 7 and 8, the patterns gradually get denser as the heat cranks up.

-On turn 9, the oven dings, and the completed cake drops into the bullet board, potentially hitting and damaging you if you're under it.

Once it's done, Mettaton will Spare you, ending the battle.

Mettaton: "AND VOILA! A DELICIOUS, 100% VEGAN, HUMAN-SOUL FLAVOURED CAKE! EVERYONE GIVE A BIG HAND TO MY LOVELY ASSISTANT! THAT'S ALL THE TIME WE HAVE FOR NOW! UNTIL NEXT TIME, DARLINGS!"

Mettaton speeds off. After he leaves, Alphys calls to check on you.

Alphys: "Are you alright? Thank goodness I managed to disable the booby trap on that can of SOUL-substitute in time. It was a close thing... take a minute to breathe, then keep moving."

Alphys: "Just ahead, there's a cliffside where you should be able to see a huge facility out in the lava flow. That's the CORE, the main power plant for the entire underground. Inside is an express elevator right up to Asgore's castle. That's where you need to get to. Good luck."

*Click*

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God, that chapter beat the crap out of me. Just a heads up, the rest of Hotland will probably be quite a bit less detailed. I wanna try and wrap this up sometime before I keel over from old age lmao. Anyway, hopefully there won't be quite as big a gap between this part and the next. Take care for now.

Desert Sanctuary AU

Post Undertale Yellow True Pacifist. Clover decides to NOT sacrifice himself. Doing so would risk bringing humanity a set closer to extinction and there is also no real guarantee it would help anyone. And Asgore still needs to pay for his crimes.

He and the others return to the Wild East. After some discussion, the Wild East declares independence from the rest of the Underground and announces that any human within their borders is under their protection.

Roles

Clover: Unofficial Leader and Human Ambassador

He's at the head of all diplomatic meetings between the Wild East and the Larger Underground. Wants both peace and justice. Is trying to prove humanity isn't bad but is constantly battling his own anger. Still plans to free the five souls. LV 3, 0 EXP

Ceroba: Official Leader

After the Wild East declared its independence, it was made into a Democracy. Ceroba is the current Mayor of the town. Had the Steamworks repurposed to help the residents of the Wild East. Still wants answers about Kanakoe.

Starlo: Head of Law Enforcement and Defence.

Takes his new role very seriously but still goes by North Star. Human-hating extremists from the Larger Underground have sneaked into the Wild East to either sabotage them or steal Clover's soul. Caught the first unlucky bastard trying to kill Clover in his sleep. Doesn't want to risk that happening again.

Martlet: Scout and Mole.

Not an official resident of the Wild East. Still works for the Royal Guard but only to gather intel and have the best possible chance to find a human before someone else and bring them to the Wild East. Unsure if this is the best course of action.

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muffinsandpages · 3 years ago

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I thought I'd try to blog my last few months of uni so... here it goes

-58 days to graduation (hopefully)

I worked a bit more on my portfolio ahead of tomorrow's revision, and planned my design instagram feed (?). I'm not completely satisfied with it, but there's still time to work on it before the exam, and I'm going to talk about it with my professor tomorrow. Also got an headache, obv :(

Shoutout to my piglet Paglia for keeping me company

🎵 song of the day: Dover Beach by Baby Queen 🍵 tea of the day: English Breakfast

#teablr #studyblr #uni #fashion design #study #design #design uni #costume design #graduationcountdown #tired #summer #chill #idk

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rookflower · 3 years ago

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ok, so. i drew every warrior cat! here's a long rambling sentimental reflective-type post on the blog i guess.

I started this blog when I was 15, in 2018. I was bored at a summer job, scribbled Onestar on the back of a sticker sheet, and thought "huh, there sure is a lot of Warrior Cats characters! I've seen some design blogs around, I think there's a "draw 100 cats challenge" people do, wouldn't it be fun if I gave that a try?" I had nothing going on art-wise at the moment, I was losing steam on my Pokemon webcomic and had given up askblogs a while ago, so I quickly fell into it.

Starting out was weird- I'd only read up to about Power of Three at the time, and hadn't read TPB or TNP in quite a while. I vivdly remember someone sending me a request to draw Tawnypelt about 20 cats in or so, and I genuinely couldn't remember who she even was. I think I got a request to draw Jagged Peak before I even knew DOTC existed? I wasn't working off of a specific list, and would miss certain cats out entirely due to forgetting them which frustrated me. Drawing cats was fun, and once I got to 100 eventually I found myself going "well, now what? I haven't even drawn Sorreltail, Nightstar, Appledusk, Spiderleg..." so, i kept going!

Then 2020 rolled around and lockdown hit, and I was suddenly stuck in my house with no plans, seemingly unlimited time, and a desperate need for some kind of outlet that offered escapism from the world.

Drawing Warrior Cats was something mundane and rhythmic but creative and enjoyable, and I found the aspect of looking at it as a challenge alluring, the same way I had when the goal was "100 random warrior cats". How far could I get before having to stop? I couldn't do over 1000 cats, right?

uh.

I could!

sunk cost fallacy or whatever, I guess?

Lot has changed in my life over the course of this. I started the challenge just after leaving high school, and now I'm headed into my third year of uni. Some family's moved around, we have a cat now, I started playing video games again, my bedroom's been revamped, I met some internet friends IRL for the first time, I'm more or less publicly out as gay, all different kinds of stuff. It's fucking wild to consider that one of the biggest constants in my life these past few years has been drawing goddamn warrior cats. I've had the Warriors wiki list of characters open on my computer basically forever, and finally closing it feels like a goodbye.

So what's happening with this blog? Well, I'm not upkeeping a daily queue anymore, that's for sure. There are some cats here I KNOW I'm going to want to go back and redesign at some point though, so this isn't over! Even if I'm less active here, for now, I'm not going anywhere. I'll probably also use this for any general warriors art/posts I want to make, as well as those "send me asks" request meme thingies. those are fun.

I'm hoping to be maybe more active on my youtube now, as well as just generally experimenting with my art more. One of the biggest downsides of spending 3 years drawing fullbody flatcolours of warrior cats and not that much else is that my improvement on every ground except cat anatomy and character design has become pretty fuckin stagnant lmao. I need to make art with backgrounds and shading and non-cat characters again or i think ill explode. time to get out of this comfort zone!!

speaking of, very lucky this thing ended right at the start of Artfight. I'm @/RioBlitzle there and I try to revenge back attacks! Will probably put my energy into that for a wee while.

@daily-mario-characters might come back,, eventually but I'm not promising anything, and if I haven't learned anything from running this blog you might see me on a "drawing every pokemon" streak in a few months. it is how it is.

Anyways, thank you all so much for your support. Massive shoutout to everyone who's ever left nice comments in the tags of my posts, I don't really have a way to respond but I read every one of those and please know that they absolutely make my day.

Thanks for sticking through this challenge with me!

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The Picked Lock of Your Heart

Pairing - Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader

Warnings - language, case violence, breaking and entering

Summary - Breaking and entering was something Spencer never imagined he’d be caught for, what would he have to do to evade being arrested by the police and would his chances with you cease to exist?

Category - fluff

Word Count - 3.2k

A/N - y’all i haven’t written in like 1-2 months so excuse the underdeveloped plot lmao. also the little fic header moodboard gif thing, my god, so many ppl helped me figure it out, and special shoutout to @boldlyvoid for making one for me that i didn’t end up using lmao. Love you bestie, thank you 😭 and @samuel-de-champagne-problems for reading the outline for this fic like years ago lmao. wow ok i’m posting for the first time in ages. The summary sounds so serious compared to how bullshitted this fic is but enjoy lmao <3

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He stuffed his hands into his pocket, rubbing them against the fleece lining for the tiniest bit of warmth while he walked down the street.

It was empty… quiet, something he thoroughly enjoyed.

The cold air woke him up from the state of paralysis he found himself in the moment he stepped off the jet. Catching the unsub was more difficult than usual, forcing him to keep his mind occupied while the stinging feeling of loneliness continued to nag at him. He was relieved to find that it ended fairly quickly after a huge break in the case after the unsub, with his narcissistic tendencies, left a note showing off his ‘genius’.

Hotch figured that a couple of days off would do the team some good, bypassing Strauss and giving everyone a whole week off. It was nice for Spencer to catch a break from his turbulent life that was only made more complicated by his job, but there was always an aspect that remained untouched— collecting dust along with the rest of his heart that was locked away and unused.

To celebrate solving the case, everyone decided to go out for dinner and invite all their loved ones to join them… everyone except Spencer. He opted out politely, waving away the little looks of concern on his friends’ faces and taking up his bag to walk home.

He remembered looking at the smiles on his friends’ faces, happy to be able to go home to their families and special someones. Spencer didn’t have anyone to go home to, no one to call his own or spend all his time with.

He was always an ambitious man, wanting the highest honors or best score in any class. Eventually, the ambition transferred from his academic career to his professional one— aiming to be the best agent he could be in the BAU. His success in the unit wasn’t stated outwardly, but he could tell from the prideful smile on his mentors’ faces that he had achieved what he wanted.

Spencer always thought he had it all; the accolades, the reputation, the job, friends. It was a life he had envisioned for himself since he was able to conceive the notion of his future. Every agonizing day he lived as a child, haunted by his high school bullies and envious peers, was soothed with the comforting thought of how happy he’d be later on in his life.

Little did he know just how unsatisfied he’d be.

Being around his friends was nothing but a burden for him to bear as he put on a fake smile and pretended to be satiated by the dryness of his life. He watched as he stood stuck in place, cemented by the ground beneath him while everyone in his life moved on from their naïve youth to proper adulthood— finding their other halves and starting families. He wanted to be the person someone went home to, to be considered a necessity in life by someone he went home to.

That was why he declined the offer. He hated feeling, looking, like the odd one out. Everyone else enjoyed the company of their significant other while he was destined to spend his life with an empty chair beside him. Spencer knew that there wasn’t any malice behind his friend’s actions, they were simply being happy, but he couldn’t help but feel like the rest of the world was taunting him for his failure in love. He was desperate for something good to negate the cruelties that overshadowed his life, an offering to repair the damage that proved to be too stubborn to heal on its own.

What he had wasn’t enough for him to be happy, he wanted more… needed more. Spencer always longed for more than what he had, but he never realized how far his greed for love had extended. As time passed he became more withdrawn from everyone he used to spend time with, the realization that he may never be happy hardened his heart until the pain was set in stone.

He looked up at the sky, squinting at the darkened clouds as his glasses were dusted with little droplets of water. Spencer’s pace quickened with each stride, the smell of wet asphalt filling his nose. He could feel the size of every raindrop fall with an ever-increasing size and speed. It was almost as if the sky was mocking the tension in his chest and the tears that threatened to fall from his eyes, its tightly knit clouds unable to hold the pent-up water within them while foreshadowing his inevitable breakdown.

He took a couple of steps back after passing his favorite bookshop, it was quaint and cozy— the only atmosphere he could really take comfort in. It was usually closed when he got back from his cases but on the off chance that he had spare time during the day, he’d make frequent trips from the office to pick up coffee while perusing through the stacks of books inside.

Spencer looked around the empty street before digging around in his pocket to fish out the key he’d been given by the owner a while back. He managed to befriend the old man and convince the owner to lend him a key. His polite habit of putting books back in their rightful place impressed him enough to agree to give Spencer a copy.

He huffed frustratedly, trying to stick the key into the lock multiple times all while the rain above him soaked through his layers. His fingers rushed to slip the key in but it wouldn’t fit like it usually would. Desperate, he searched for any pointed object in his bag and found two paper clips. Spencer straightened them out, struggling with the lock a bit before the door inevitably popped open after fiddling with it for a couple of minutes.

Closing the door, Spencer tramped into the store as the delayed waft of old books and coffee filled his nose. He shed his moist layers before walking over to the counter where his favorite person often resided, you.

He’d be lying if he said that the main reason why he tried to be at the shop as often as he could wasn’t because of you. Every time he’d make a trip, he’d fix his hair in the window of the shop right before— straightening his tie and making himself look presentable even when he knew there was no chance you’d even look in his direction. Life had a way of putting him at the very back of the shelf no matter how hard he tried to inch to the front.

Just because he’d never be able to catch your eye doesn’t mean he couldn’t let the fantasy ravage his mind.

He brushed off the little drops of water on his shoulders, entering the quaint bookstore. Spencer took in the smell of freshly brewed coffee and immediately felt a sense of relief flush his system.

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(Bull) Riding into the Sunset

Pairing - Spencer Reid x BAU!Fem!Reader

Warnings - language, kissing, alcohol consumption, mention of bloody nose and bruised eye (lmk if i missed any)

Summary - Spencer’s loved you since the moment he met you, always wondering what he had to do to get your attention. What he didn’t know was that he’s always had it all along.

Category - fluff

Word Count - 3.9k

A/N - woah i did not mean for this to be that long but the idea is kinda wacky and i kinda love the idea or spencer in this fic. I def imagine s1 spencer for this lmao. THANK YOU TO MY BELOVED @samuel-de-champagne-problems for helping me out with this one as she always does, she’s the best 😌. i am praying this is gonna show up in the tags cuz tumblr is just being a bitch apparently lmao.

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Spencer was never one to talk, not as much as he wanted to.

It was in his best interest to keep quiet, at least that’s what he grew up relying on. Every position he had been put in was one that shined a bright spotlight on him, attracting all the attention and pointing everyone’s curiosities right to him. He had already been singled out, excluded— he didn’t need any more eyes on him as it was.

The attention only ever brought him years of torment and bullying, something he didn’t enjoy in the slightest. The tears that rolled down his face had solidified into a fear of being on a stage yet again. There was never a time where he could be himself without facing the repercussions of individuality.

So when he joined the BAU, hiding in the shadows and curt responses were his favorite pastime. It may have put people off but it was what he had to do to survive because that’s all he’s ever known…

Survival of the fittest.

But all the manuals and directions in his brain were rewritten when he met you. He found himself craving your looks, your words. All he wanted was for you to talk to him so he could hear your voice just once more. He was an addicted, ever-hungry man that craved nothing but you.

You were kind and beautiful in his eyes and the eyes of many others. Maybe he had taken such a liking to you because of your lending ear. It was always hard for him to find someone willing to listen to him who wasn’t his mother, let alone enjoy what he was rambling on and on about. You were the outlier in a sea of the disinterested, a genuine star that shined through the void that had formed in his heart.

He knew he was too far gone the moment he went to bed that one fateful night, the image of you dancing around him refusing to fade in his restless mind. He soon found himself thinking about you and only you, desperate for your sweet love…

Your gentle touch.

Your tender care.

He was no longer the shy, quiet genius in the back— showing off his rare memory or high IQ. Every giggle he elicited from you was cherished, held close to his heart and even closer to his soul. All he wanted to do was make you smile like no other person had, to make you just as happy as you made him.

You were the one that kept him invigorated, unknowingly encouraging him to crawl out of the shell he retreated into the moment he stepped foot into high school so many years ago.

“Kid.”

Spencer looked over to Derek who sat in the driver’s seat of the car, glancing over at him quickly and turning his attention back to the road with furrowed brows.

“You’re gonna poke a hole through the floor of my very expensive car if you keep tapping the way you are,” he said, a cautiously curious tone laced through his voice.

Spencer slinked into his leather seat timidly. “Sorry,” he muttered, embarrassed to be called out by someone he greatly admired for his charisma and charm.

“No worries, kid,” Derek laughed, “What’s got your mind all up in a jumble?”

“Nothing,” he blurted quickly, hoping that the lie that fell freely would be easily brushed off.

Derek chuckled, “Right… nothing. Is ‘nothing’ the secret code name you have for Y/N?”

“Wh- what?” Spencer stuttered, laughing slightly to play off Derek’s ridiculous question, “O- of course not.”

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Paper Wishes

Pairing - Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader

Warnings - language, case violence (deaths of victims mentioned), paper cuts, fire

Summary - After months of pining for you from afar, Spencer decides that it was about time for a grand gesture to win over your heart.

Category - fluff

Word Count - 3.3k

A/N - brain going brrrrrrrrr hoping that this shows up in the tags lmao 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 enjoy tho 😭

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He walked around the corner hastily as the coffee in his hand threatened to spill over the edge of the cup. He was late, forgetting about the most important part of his day while he was talking to Garcia about the most recent sci-fi movie that had just been released the night prior. Spencer was reminded of the time when a little ding came up on Penelope’s computer, almost carried away by the little inaccuracies deep within the plot.

The people he swiftly dodged in the hallways looked back at the slightly distraught man running past them. His heart pounded right against his chest as he zoomed through the floor just to get to the bullpen, right about to miss one of the only things that kept the little embers inside him lit.

In the midst of his little marathon, Spencer somehow managed to run into the wall separating him from stepping foot into the open room— always bustling as agents rushed through to get their work done. He hissed quietly, the hot coffee that spilled from the impact staining his shirt and seeping through all of his layers right onto his skin.

He was almost distracted from the main reason why he was in such a hurry… almost.

His ears perked up as the sound of your lively voice bounced around the room. He looked in your direction and watched as the sun illuminated your glowing radiance, the wide smile on your face almost enough to blind him straight through the thick lens of his glasses. Everyday you’d come in at the exact same time, bringing a vivacious light into the grim feeling of the office which was brought about with the intense nature of your line of work.

He could recognize the shit in everyone’s day, your infectious giggles were the best part of everyone’s day— not just his.

“Spencer,” your face read of concern and worry as you walked over to him with a tissue in your hand, “Are you okay?”

The heat that rested on his cheek was imminent, the red tinge on his tender skin was a constant when it came to you. “Oh,” he chuckled nervously, “I- I’m alright. Just um, just a spill.”

“Are you sure? That coffee looked hot.” You handed him the tissue, keeping one to help clean up the majority of the mess that was concentrated on his chest. He sucked in a breath, nervous that you’d feel how loudly his heart was beating. It was almost as if every part of his body had a mind of their own around you, his heart demanding to be let out of its cage— liberated only to be conquered once again by you.

“I- I’m fine,” he kept his response short to avoid stumbling up in front of you like he already had, “I have an extra change of clothes in my bag.”

You nodded, tossing the soiled paper into the trash can behind him. “I hope it doesn’t stain,” you said, the smile he was so addicted to gracing your lips.

“It’s not a big deal, I um, I have a lot more of these at home.”

“Yea, but this one in particular is my favorite,” you admitted, the light bouncing off of you in every which way, “I always love your sweater vests and cardigans, you always look so handsome wearing them.”

“Th- thank you. I um, I-” he stopped to collect the thoughts fractured by his inability to think around you, “I um, I- I think they’re um… cool too.”

“Very cool,” you giggled, “I’ve got to get to work on those stacks of papers on my desk or else Hotch is going to kill me.”

He nodded, watching you walk away as he tried to remember how to breathe. You thought he was handsome, a compliment he had only really received from his mother. It was the sound of your voice and your willingness to engage with the only dork in the unit that kept the draining supply of happiness inside him full. Your round of flirts and teasing comments were nothing if sustenance for his craving heart.

“Boy Genius.”

Spencer turned around, almost tripping on his untied shoelace, to see Penelope walking up to him.

“Where did you go? I look away to answer an email and look back to see you flying out of the room,” she laughed, the little feathers in her hair following the motions of her head.

“I forgot I had something,” he mumbled as he continued to look at you from his place in front of the break room.

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My #1 post of 2022

Lit By Love

Pairing - Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader

Warnings - language, SMUT (MINORS DNI, 18+), oral (male and female receiving), fingering, face fucking, unprotected penetration, slight overstimulation, use of pet names (darling/good girl), slight hair pulling, sorta dom!spencer and sorta sub!reader, not proofread (lmk if i missed anything lmao)

Summary - You come over to Spencer’s apartment hoping to help him during a storm and power outage. Your attempt to help him through his fear of the dark developed into something more than you had planned, leading to an unrevealed confession.

Category - fluff, smut (18+) MINORS DNI

Word Count - 6.1k

A/N - lmao i cranked this out today and i’m kinda proud considering i’m sitting in my lab rn waiting for some tests and i’m rlly hoping this shows up in the tags lmao. big big big thank you to @samuel-de-champagne-problems for helping me with this, ily <;3

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Spencer always felt like he was on display, people watching him as he juggled a circus act of walking on a tightrope.

He couldn’t count the vast number of his peers waiting for him to tip over and fall down beneath, surrounded by nothing but failure. It was a fate that haunted him constantly, a never-ending fear that he believed would inevitably come true one day in the future.

What they didn’t know was the envy that bubbled inside him. He coveted the normalcy they so desperately wanted to get rid of. He wanted the ease of being a regular person and the effortless finding of their other half.

He didn’t understand why people wanted to be in his shoes knowing what others thought of him but what stumped him most was why you wanted him.

After weeks of borderline stalking you, Spencer decided to leave well enough alone— dropping the unachievable dream of being yours. Much to his surprise, you approached him with just as much enthusiasm that thrived inside him when any thought of you weaseled its way into his frontal lobe. He managed to work up the courage to ask you out on a date and the rest felt as easy as it was to fall for you.

It was a rollercoaster of emotions: infatuation, fixation, adoration, passion.

He was addicted to you, a fact he had known since the moment you called him yours— your Spencer. It was almost as if his heart was trapped and fumigated with your intoxicatingly sweet scent and wondrous smiles he would never be able to rid himself of, a nightmare and fantasy he could never quite forget.

But at some point, something felt off. There was always something left… unsaid.

Every single goodbye felt like a sentence that was unfinished.

He tried to figure out what it was but he could never find the missing piece to his puzzle, stuck in a prison made of his own incapability. The lightbulb never magically turned on, nor did the answer finally click— he was left to remain in a state of confusion and emotional disorientation.

His internal debacle stuck with him since he first noticed the odd hanging feeling after each reluctant departure. There was nothing he could do but wait until he could put his bright mind to good use.

Spencer ran his fingers through his hair hoping to brush out the little droplets of rain resting between each strand. He was able to avoid the raging weather in Virginia for the last couple of days, staying in sunshiney California for a case. He never liked thunder or lightning or any kind of weather that had the potential to develop into a raging storm, it always created an unsettling atmosphere he had no intention of enjoying.

With each passing moment marked by the sound of thunder and the flashing lightning, he thought of the only person that could comfort him in that very moment— you.

He had been hesitant to call you after discovering his newfound problem that may be the little seed of doubt that had yet to be unsown, instilling a sense of hopelessness inside him. It was an inkling of pessimism that believed in his undismissable demise, too stubborn for him to rid himself of.

The keys dropped from his hand into the little dish beside the front door with a loud clank. He made his way over to the couch, plopping himself down as the weather outside expressed its rage through howling winds and rampant rain.

His phone slid out of his pocket the further he sunk into the piece of furniture, almost as if the world was urging him to call you. He wanted to oblige, he wanted to call but a little piece of him was afraid of the unknown. He couldn’t figure out what was irking him, something he believed would potentially severe his only lifeline.

His finger brushed up against the cold surface of the device, chuckling as he reminisced on the time you stuck little stickers by each button detailing what each did. He had the mind of a camera but he couldn’t seem to remember how to work a tool of the modern age.

Spencer jumped slightly right as the sound of the roaring thunder outside filled his living room. He was a grown man but he never really got over his fear of storms of any kind. The situation was made worse by the flickering of the lights above him, the indecisiveness of the bulbs eventually gave way when the lighting was abruptly stolen.

He sunk further into the faux leather under him, clutching the tiny black box close to his chest while he tried to work up the courage to call you. His finger migrated to your contact and hovered over it, a war of thoughts in his mind clouded his decision.

All the bad memories he thought he had gotten rid of started to flood him again.

He squeezed his eyes shut as he tried to wish away the dark just as he did as a child. Spencer itched to hear the monotonous ringing followed by the sound of your voice picking up the phone, he was just too afraid to make an objective decision.

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i-like-yoongi-a-latte · 4 years ago

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I'm joining this thing... So, 2020, what a year. These following people have been fun and amazing.

(in no particular order)

@juhollamago you are so funny and nice and you're the reason people see my burnt gingerbread cookies so obviously I adore you. You also like Tuomon runoja which is cool

@prettyboyroope your liveblogs about the vampire diaries made me giggle and every time I saw Kai I thought of you. Also your url is just golden

@ahoontheshelf you're so nice and kind and amazing, I adore you (and Milla!!). When you send me your edits/anything I feel very warm inside so thank you

@fairybravelights you're such a lovely and kind person, I'm so glad we started talking! Also I'm happy you're back and bringing Louis posts on my dash

@thewestishharpooners you're so nice and kind and you flood my dash with Harry and Louis which is amazing (and I'll get to spam your notes) and I'm so glad I found your blog and your amazing art, you're so talented. I feel honored that we're mutuals

@thomssoninlassi you're so kind and seeing your (cute) url reminds me of my gif-making during last year's WJC, which was nice (and the start of me making gifs if I remember correctly) I always smile when I see you in my notes

@caixxa you're funny and talented, your writing is so smooth and good. Your tags make me giggle a lot and you've been so nice to me when I've felt low, even if it was through tags it meant a lot

@finnishhockeyelf you're very kind and your url is so good, I always smile when I see you in my notes. Your tags are very funny too which makes me giggle

@suklaakuppikakku I know we haven't talked that much lately but you have to know that I think of you a lot and I wish all the best for you. It was one of the best things ever to start talking with you and to find out we like the same things. Remember that I adore you and your baking skills are unbelievable

@tonyhawkpr0skater2 you're so kind and funny, and thank you for inviting me to join that baseball discord, it's been so fun! (even though I haven't been that active) I had lots of fun learning about different teams and I had fun while making the short introduction to pesäpallo for you all. Shoutout to all the lovely people on there. Also your url is cool!

@coffeeandgunpowder you have no idea how happy I am when I see your posts about Oppie on my dash, she's adorable (the tags are adorable too). Your research project for school was so cool and I learnt a thing or two while taking part in it

@nikolajehlers one of my newest mutuals! You're so kind and sweet and I immediately liked you because you like hockey finns lol. Maybe I'll give a chance to Jets someday because of you, it's nice to see different teams on my dash

@lily-blue-blue-lily we might not have the same interests as we had when we became mutuals but I enjoy seeing you on my dash and I get ideas for new shows to watch because of your posts. You're so talented and your art is amazing, I say it every time but it's true so I'll keep saying that

@morgangeeksquad you're so kind and I like seeing you on my dash a lot. I plan on reading your fics someday soon because I have this feeling that I know they're good

@c-hartwriteshockey you're very kind and sweet and even though we don't talk that much I appreciate you a lot. You made me fall in love with Nico and Nolan so thank you for that. I really like your writing, you're very talented!

@thehockeytrashkingdom you're very sweet and you have brightened up my days a lot. I really like hearing about your hockey games and it sucks that you can't skate now, but when you can go skate, you'll be great, I know it. You're very talented and I really like your art

THE GC - I'm so happy we have this gc which is kinda chaos but it's our lovely chaos

@fangirlinglikealoon you're very sweet and kind and pretty and I like it a lot that we're friends. You're funny too and I know a bit more about the Hawks because of you. I like to see your cat photos/adventures a lot (the cat avocado is the best thing)

@teravaisteuvo you're very sweet and kind and pretty too and I'm so happy we're friends and that I pressed like on your post about making a gc back in the day. You're very funny and I will never forget how you brightened up my day with funny Mikko snaps after an exam. P.s. I love your dog

And last but not least my two idiots (all the love) best friends... I'm sad we couldn't have the chaotic concert trip this year but hey, maybe next year?

@sepastian-ahoey where to start... You're the one I can spam with messages any time, no matter the topic. I know I spam you with Harry things a lot, maybe I can admit now that I really am a Harry girl. Thank you for making this year better by falling into the 1D hole again with me. It's nice to be on the same uni courses and see our profs say I'm you or vice versa. You're also very funny and I adore you. Thanks for tolerating me

@hollyjollybuckley how to begin... Thank you for introducing us to 9-1-1, it's one of my favorites now already. You always tag me in tag games and I feel so happy about them (even if I forget them) I feel like we've recruited you to like hockey which is amazing. I want go to a hockey game with you too. YOUR GIFS ARE SO GOOD GIRL. I adore you. Welcome to 1D chaos too, there's room for you I've saved a seat

#i'm afraid i forgot someone #i appreciate every single one of you #if i didn't mention you here don't be sad or mad i appreciate you #my head is just so empty #okay i didn't spellcheck #tumblr decided to post this instead of saving to drafts #friends #these people made my 2020 #elena rambles #💓

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captainjanegay · 4 years ago

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Kasia’s Festival of Fondness - Holiday Edition ♥

It's super late on Christmas Eve (which is the most important day of holiday celebrations in Poland, just a fun fact dnsjjs) or early af on Christmas Day, depends how you look at it dhsjsj and I'm kinda in a food coma and having a beer with my brother. I've been thinking about doing this for a while and there's no time to share some love and affection than the Christmas times. So bear with my sappy self for a while, would ya?

This year sucked a lot. It's been the weirdest time all of us had to go through, it was filled with anxiety and worry and isolation. So now, more than ever, I'm so thankful to have so many incredible people in my life. People I've never actually met in my life but who make me so incredibly happy and brighten up every single one of my days. People who live miles and miles away but are somehow one of the closest ones to me. People whom I love deeply and meeting them was the best thing that happened to me. People who are going to get an incredibly sappy shoutout from me right now and will have to read through all my late-night, slightly-drunk but oh-so-sincere rambling. In no particular order, here we go:

@steverrogers

My sweetest Becky. I will forever cherish the day we first talked because it was a start of something beautiful. I love talking to you, you're such an amazing and interesting person, so smart and beautiful inside and out, so funny and supportive. Not one day passes without you making me smile by whatever lovely thing you say to me, by popping up on my dash or by popping up in my thoughts all of sudden (which happens a lot). You're so caring and sweet and 12 out of 10 times I don't know how to handle your sweetness. I love being able to help you with learning polish (and the fact that you're doing this is just so??? I'm in awe, this language is hell dhsjsj). I could talk to you for for hours or just sit in silence with you for hours and I'll look forward to the day you come to kidnap me :') I love you endlessly 💜✨💚

@hbalbat

I've said that already and I'm gonna say this again and again - you're such a ray of sunshine in the life of every person that has you in their life, Helena. You're so sweet and loving and you care so deeply about all your friends here. It's so amazing to see and being on the receiving end of your love and affection?? It's unreal 💚 I love hearing about your day or about your likes, dislikes or struggles. Even when the world feels overwhelming, you are always able to get up and face it and you're so much stronger than you let yourself believe. You're such a talented, artistic soul and I love you endlessly. You brought a smile to my face so many times and you were able to do this even when I was feeling so low and I'll forever be thankful for your bright and wonderful presence in my life. I love you so much, my sweet pumpkin.

@its-tortle

Luisa, my heart 💚 You are amazing and I'm in awe of you. You're such a beautiful force of energy, love and kindness and I'm always so incredibly happy when this force is directed towards me. You're such an incredible writer and every time you compliment my work I'm like "??? You say this is good but have you actually read your own writing?? How is this possible??". Your comments on my works make me cry real tears. And the card you've sent me? It's so sweet and I'll keep it forever, having something that you've actually held and wrote just for me is so great 💚 You have such a huge and loving heart and being your friend is an incredible privilege that I'll be grateful forever. Thank you for being so supportive and caring, you deserve all the good things in life and I love you to the moon and back 🥺💚

@buckybees

My loveliest Bee, you're so incredibly talented and both your fanarts and fanfics always makes me smile so much? You have the greatest ideas and I'm in awe of how creative and amazing your mind is. You are also so sweet and talking to you is always an absolute pleasure. And the fact that you're part polish makes me so happy? As you've once said, it's like we have this special connection and it's so amazing 💚 You're so nice and supportive and my heart always goes !!!! when you pop up in my notifs :') Having you as a friend makes me so happy and I can't wait for your card (even if it comes in July I'm gonna cry the happiest tears, just thinking that you've sent me one makes me so happy :')) 💚 you make me so happy and I love you loads 💚

@anna-wa

My lovely Anna 💚 I'm so so happy you're still puttin up with me even despite my fandom change and ironically (or not) I think we're now talking more than ever? And it makes me so happy? You're such an amazing person and I love hearing your thoughts and opinions. And you're also so caring and amazing. I've said this a milion times already but the day you've pointed out I probably have ADHD was life-changing and it really helped my mental well-being so much 🥺 You're amazing, talented and the best friend one could dream off. I love you so much and I hope only good things happen to you because you deserve all the happiness and softness the universe has to offer 💚 I love you a whole lot 💚✨

@farfromthstars

My sweet, amazing Pia 💚 you're one of my oldest friends on here and even though we don't talk as much as we used to you're in my thoughts a lot. You've always been nothing but amazing to me and I'll forever be in awe of all the kindness and affection I've gotten from you. I've became obsessed with so many things because (or thanks to, it depends dnsjjs) of you and I love how many of our interests align. I'm so proud of you and you're all of my all-time fave authors, you're so talented :') You're like an older sister I always wanted to have dhsjsj 💚 I love you so much and as messy as the 1d fandom can be, I'll forever be grateful that it brought us together :')

@ziallerslouve

Annika, my sweetheart! 💚 We don't talk as much as we used to but you're still one of my favourite people on here. I love that we can go for months without talking or interacting in any way but then we just go back to where we were and just catch up without any awkwardness (and for my weird af communication skills - or lack of thereof - it's the most comforting thing? 🥺). We have so much in common and I love that you always get me so well 💚 You're so great and it's so amazing to have you as a friend 💚

@mysterious-marvel

Milly, my sweetest! Every time I see you on my dash it puts the biggest smile on my face! You're so talented and sweet and I love and cherish every single interaction we have 💚 You're so supportive and incredible and beautiful inside and out, I'm so happy I've joined the marvel fandom and was able to meet you 💚

@metalbvcky

Mandy, you precious soul! 💚 We didn't talk as much but I love you so much? You're so sweet and kind and you always brighten up my dash. And the fact that you decided to organise a secret Santa event to brighten up this hell of a year is just so amazing! You have a huge and beautiful heart and I adore you so much. Also I'm soooo excited to read "Mercury in Retrograde"?? It sounds so incredible and since you're an amazing writer I know I'll love it :')

@sexiestvampirevictim

Lidia, you're an ethereal creature and I still don't know what have I done for you to bless my life with your presence. I love you so much and your continuing support means everything to me 💚 You're wonderful and amazing and nobody gets my uni struggles as well as you do fjsjsj you always make sure that I won't bury myself in a hole of uni-related self-hatred and I really wish things could be better for you but knowing that I'm not alone is really reassuring :') 💚 you're an unstoppable force and you can conquer the world (and you should tbh, it would be such an incredible place if you did) and I love you as much an many there are stars in the sky

@christmascap

Lauren, my love! I'm still in awe that you're following me, you're like the cool, popular mutual I've had and always admired from afar but then you started talking to me and I'm not sure what to do now? You're so talented and your edits and ficlets are so heartbreakingly good. I can't understand why they don't get more attention because there just so beautiful and everyone should see them. And you're such a warm and kind person, you're always so sweet to your followers and I bet you're so much fun to be around irl :') I know that no matter what obstacles the world throws your way, you're able to overcome them all. I love you loads and while I'm still kinda nervous while talking you (I don't even know why!! You're such a sweetheart! 💚) I wanted you to know that I adore you so much 💚💚

@hufflepufsh

Huffy, my little angel! You're also one of my favourite friends on here and even if were basically in completely different fandoms rn, I'm so thankful that you're in my life! We can go without talking for ages and they we just pop up into each others Inbox and declare our undying love and I think it's beautiful?? You're so amazing and we've known each other for so long and you're like a constant in my life and every time I see you on my dash it makes me so happy, even if I have no idea what you're blogging about dhsjsj I lava you and I'll give you everything 💚💚

@lepetitcomte

My most wonderful Mum 💚 I love you and I'd die for you. I suck at maintaining conversations but I think about you a lot. And I mean like a lot. I always send good vibes your way and when you feel a random warmness in your heart it's my vibes finally making it across the ocean. You're so incredibly smart and you've always been so supportive and kind and wonderful to me. Even when we don't talk I'm eternally grateful you're a part of my life. You've gotta piece of my heart and being your daughter is an honour I have no idea how I deserved 💚

Also a huge shout-out to @hawkeyeandthewintersoldier @ywecanthavenicethingsanymore @hannah-stagram @ceilingventclintbarton @lifeishell @reedstorm @justice-for-plums @samrhodey for being literal angels and brightening my dash with their presence and brightening my life with every single interaction we've ever had :') 💚💚

I'm probably forgetting so many people and I'm so sorry for that. It's been so long since I've started writing it in my notes and my brain power is getting low fjsjsj I love and cherish every single mutual and every single follower I have no matter if we ever interacted or not. You all make me so happy and you make my days so much more bearable. The unbelievable amount of love and support I've gotten from you warms my heart and it's going to make me burst one day :') thank you for putting up with me through this post and through every single day, I'm in awe you still follow this mess of a blog and continue to give me your affection and love. I love you endlessly 💚💚💚

#i hope i'm making sense #pls excuse me if i don't djakj #the most important point is that #i love you #so so much #you make me so incredibly happy #meeting you was the best that happened to me this year #and for those of you that were stuck with me for ages - how dhajkjda #i'm so happy to have you in my life #sorry not sorry for the sappiest of all the sappy posts #kas chats

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