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"you can use ai to improve spelling and grammar"

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I thought we were clear about this: do not watch the new harry potter reboot if you care for human rights. Do not watch the new harry potter reboot if you're an ally. Do not watch the new harry potter reboot or support JK Rowling financially if you CARE for real people that are loosing their legal rights and trying to be erased from society.

Do not support a bigot racist and transphobe who built an empire portraying prejudices towards marginalised communities.

I'm a big fan of Harry Potter too, I love the Marauders fandom too. But I can love something and engage in this fandom ethically without supporting a person that thinks people like me aren't real and it's actively working to take away my rights and the rights of discriminated people.

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“They’re making Superman woke by saying it’s an immigrant story”

Superman? You mean the ALIEN from a DIFFERENT PLANET who WAS NOT BORN IN AMERICA BUT GREW UP THERE??? The one created by Jerry Siegel and Joe Shuster, who were both children of IMMIGRANTS???

Not only is Superman an immigrant BUT HES AN ILLEGAL ONE!! HE CRASH LANDED IN KANSAS WITH NO DOCUMENTATION!!

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Personally I hate AI because it uses slave labor, is killing the planet and is making people stupid, but that's just me. The soulless art aspect is just one little piece of my grander disdain.

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Try being employed AND on the completely opposite timezone 😭😭 brothers I need sleep (mongey is a whole dif nocturnal little beast)

Being into MCSR and being employed is not for the weak. I miss every stream LMFAO

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My husband (gay vampire manga) is back from war (hiatus) 😩😩

Vanitas no carte in July

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the episode of adventure time where finn and jake are hiding in marcelines closet, except it’s james and sirius hiding in regulus’ closet.

and the spider is Barty in animagus form.

rewatch the episode with this in mind and tell me it isn’t the funniest thing you’ve ever seen.

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In Pride month, I think it's important to remind you of this iconic dialogue. You don't have to talk about who you are if you don't want to❤️

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Got absolutely jumpscared by p4perback in a minecraft gamer’s react video 😭😭 like how the fuck are you here,, when fandoms collide… who submitted that clip I didn’t even know he streamed 😭

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sending love to those fighting the job market

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MY SON IS WHAT??

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- Army brat, absolutely 100%

- Dead mother, absent/harsh father, vaguely distant siblings, sorry smth gotta be womp womp

- As baby, he was raised by his maternal grandmother (inspo from verte_orchidée on ao3!!) in north western xianle but she was too old to be caring full time for an energetic toddler, so he shuffled between his sisters’ stations throughout his childhood via messaging/trade routes between the north and west bases, pretty much living as grunt/errand boy, part time physician’s assistant (being nimble and all that and able to forage and get into small spaces), and trainee soldier

- He had two significantly older sisters, who were more like his personal drill sergeants (caring, but strict and mostly absent due to being busy outpost or married)

-> His foul vocab so comes from them, also by the imperial guards who later professionally trained him and his older peers (to be imperial guards)

-> One sister was stationed north, the other west, and his father stationed east. His family joked that they left the south all for him, but he was a lonely child and asked why couldn’t he just share and go with one of them? Jokes time skip ~20yrs you now share martial defence of the south (took after his father in the east bc I like irony)

- He seldom ever made his way to the eastern front with his father, who was very emotionally distant from him but very insistent that a Feng son’s role in life was to defend their family first and foremost and that he would not tolerate having a son follow in his footsteps by failing the women of their family (he blames himself for his wife’s premature passing and his inability to return to care for his mother-in-law, but understands and is proud that his daughters are capable in and of themselves independently, but still feels guilty for not letting them be ‘proper’ ladies and feels like he led them to a taxing occupation)

-> When FX was in the eastern front, he wasn’t treated any better than the grunts of his father’s camp, not badly just more harsh than how his sisters treated him (which was distant at best, they were very busy being both generals of their own squadrons, and women) and really putting that rift between a father and his son, who inevitably followed in his footsteps

-> Jian Lan is amazing and did not deserve her fate, FX and her so deserved to be happy together but alas his heart wasn’t completely into it and she deserved his full support. Saying it right here and now that I believe she was in the right to ‘end’ things with him, she’s honestly such a complex character, I’m gonna have to reread the novels to fully see how canon plays out. She’s fr the Lily evans of tgcf imo (coming from a regulus apologist btw that’s my baby boy). Sure not telling FX about the pregnancy (IF SHE EVEN KNEW IT AT THE TIME bc why are we assuming that she did??), but I headcanon that FX is genuinely more submissive in his relationships, but he doesn’t realise what that entails or how to even recognise his needs, so it just translates into passiveness. That passiveness is a major reason why Jian Lian broke up with him. Not that she thought he could provide for her nor their baby should he come to be born (which he didn’t), but she couldn’t picture herself as the wife of a man who wasn’t as assertive as she was. It was also a trauma response from her own SA pre-fall and the man who thought that she had to be married to him to cover the shame, she was raised to think differently and she’d be damned if she had to depend upon any man, let alone FX, to raise her child

- It’s at these bases that royal scouts met him and decided that, despite his age, he had great potential (esp due to his familial lineage) and requested he be put into training with the imperial guards

-> Honestly the age thing really enticed them since that meant they could build (ahem, manipulate) a soldier from the get go without having to worry about actually raising a baby themselves

-> With his sisters in such high power in the army, they decided why not let their little brother have his own chance, it just meant he was to get even better training than they could provide and be safer in the capitol, especially since they themselves were too busy to be caring for a child amongst their duties

- Obviously martial arts prodigy (esp with bow), to be THE IMPERIAL BODYGUARD to XL at 14 what the fuck (not to mention he ascended from pure martial might??)

-> He was already on the training to be part of the next gen of palace imperial guards, but XL saw him and was like “I want this one!“ when they were kid-kids

-> The only reason he was allowed to be the imperial bodyguard was bc while XL was already a prodigy himself, XL was also spoiled and low-key lonely plus his parents were already looking for a personal imperial bodyguard for him. FX providing long distance defence was handy, and the fact that they were similar age was a bonus

-> FX still had to undergo rigorous martial training for years, and hence cutting off connections from his already busy family when he was about 8-10yrs old. Being so focused on his new duty to XL and being so young, he didn’t really have a choice in the matter and as he grew up, he never really had that realisation of missing them between XL’s ascension and Xianle going to shit

- Given that XL was so proficient in martial arts, his role as bodyguard was more him being a shield/mother hen for XL (fighting on XL’s orders and ensuring XL was always presentable (see: XL running ab barefoot on carpet and FX making sure he wore his shoes) bc princely decorum, ensuring XL wasn’t training too hard, makeshift medic even for the tiniest nicks, emotional and physical outlet, etc)

-> That’s mainly why he was so distrustful and callous to Mu Qing even after their initial meeting: jealousy that MQ was also that for XL. It was also bitterness that MQ was able to achieve that by simply existing (not true at all but this is FX’s skewed teenage pov) whereas he sacrificed everything of his own and dedicated years of training to be. But of course, FX never actually realises this because he doesn’t see his past as a sacrifice so he just thinks he’s irrationally angry with MQ all the time

-> It also meant that a lot of FX’s training was spent on learning life saving manoeuvres, how to make emergency poultices (i.e. for wounds, not general illness like the king’s), field medicine, etc etc, building on the basic treatments for minor wounds gained from training he knew back at his sisters’ camps. I haven’t reread the novels in years but I feel like the Yongan-Xianle war (particularly FX and MQ’s role in it) wasn’t very elaborated on other than the hualian history of it all. I could just be misremembering tho bc again, it’s been years

- I reckon SOMETHING had to have happened to his sisters, he’s canonically fearful of women (even pre his own ascension) and avoids them so that gynophobia had to stem from something more than just the ju yang thing. Definitely to do with his father’s self hatred imprinting on him

-> OR something to do with the queen. He had 2+ months with just her and the king (who was already quite sick at that point so any relationship with the king would probably be very distant) and she canonically really liked FX even before the fall of Xianle. Technically she was as close to a mother he had… and it is implied that he might know the origin of Rouye… and if he really did go back to the little hut after the king and queen died…

- Then everything proceeds as canon goes! There’s still blank space between FX being dismissed by XL, and FX’s ascension I haven’t figured out yet, but these are my brainworms

Feng Xin fans, we'd like to hear from you today! 🏹Tell us, what are your headcanons about Feng Xin's backstory? We're very curious!

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Ohhh do i have a treat for you (and any other dami stans out there!!) These are probably going to be VERY fanon angst and tbh some of these are a couple years old and I haven’t reread all of them, so potential warning for the Morrison-type Al-Ghuls 😔😔

One-shots (5000-25000 words):

This Too Shall Pass by DarthPeezy

Paint Cans and Sneaking Out by CarrionCarnival

Know Your Place (and how to live in it) by songbirdblues

always an angel, never a god by Sapphic_terror —> MCD in this

one rust-ridden blade juts out by strawberrv

Six Months of Alice by SunnyBlue

i was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere by mizata

Multi-chapter long fics (40000-75000):

Throughout Infinity by flumen

I think I Broke The Wings Of a Little Songbird by alchemistsarego —> this is angst all around so there’s multi-character whump, but still focuses on Damian

the entombment of idolization by make_your_own_world —> again, multi-character whump, less focused on Damian than ^

Love Tim Drake, he’s my favourite, but dammit I just want to find a Damian centric fic that doesn’t involve Tim whump or Jason ones that aren’t about him being sexy or slash reader please I love Tim but come on pleaseeeee

I’m begging for fic recommendations please 🙏

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"I don't like JRK but I still love Harry Potter"

You have blood on your hands

Burn your fucking Harry Potter merch or be burned with it.

I'm fucking livid.

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🌿 My Name is Rola, and This is My Story 🌿

I never thought I would be writing this. I never thought I would be begging for help just to keep my children warm, just to feed them one more meal. But here I am, reaching out to you, because I have no other choice.

My name is Rola. I am a mother of two beautiful children, and before October 7th, we had a life filled with love and laughter. We had a home. My children had their own room, filled with their toys and drawings. We would sit together on our balcony, drinking coffee in the early morning light. We had dreams, just like any other family.

But in an instant, it was all gone.

A missile struck. The earth shook beneath us. The air filled with dust and fire. My husband and son ran, stumbling over each other in terror. I stood frozen, the ringing in my ears drowning out my own screams. Our home was shattered—windows blown out, doors ripped from their hinges. And when I looked outside, our neighbor’s house, a place that once echoed with children's laughter, was nothing but rubble and ash.

That was just the beginning.

The bombs never stopped. Every night, I held my children close as the sky rained fire. The sound of explosions mixed with the cries of mothers searching for their babies in the darkness. I covered my children, whispering words of comfort, but how do you comfort a child who is terrified of dying in their sleep?

We had to leave. We walked away from everything—our home, our memories, the warmth of our life before. My children left behind their favorite toys, their books, their safe space. Now, we have nothing.

No home.

No food.

No clean water.

No way out.

I went to buy sugar the other day. It cost $20 for just a kilo. Food is disappearing, and the little that remains is impossible to afford. Every day, I fight to find just enough to keep my children alive.

I am exhausted. I am scared. I need your help.

I never imagined I would have to beg for my family’s survival. But today, I am.

Please, if you are reading this, help us. Help me save my children. Help us find shelter, food, a way to rebuild even a small piece of the life we lost. If we ever have the chance to leave, we need support. If we are forced to stay, we need a home again.

Every donation matters. Every share helps. Every voice that speaks for us keeps hope alive.

💚 Please donate if you can. Share our story. Help us survive. 💚

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So so real, fx needs to be put in the electric chair asap /lh

The closest I can recommend is devout’s ember by rollingchibi if you haven’t already read it and are interested!!

that writer feeling when you get the most fucked up idea

anyway 150k fx pov vantablack dark traumatic backstory followed by deprogramming journey both re being raised from birth to be xl's bodyguard w oblivious xl and mq but eventual healing/happy ever after + eventual fengqing and platonic fengcheng and fenglian reconciliation, bonus for didn't realize how fucked up it was xianle days romantic fenglian

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Batman: Do your parents know what you're doing?

Stephanie: What my dad doesn't know will hurt him

Batman: That's what my dad doesn't know won't hurt him

Stephanie: That's the opposite of what I intended. The goal is to hurt him.