#also oomfies sorry for tagging

[usamiproblem]

my side of art trades for some friends (and boyfriend

( @starless-skiess , @c0rrupted-mov-oc , @77ngiez

[adiosterror]

Maaan being a selfshipper but not a multishipper SUCKS

Or maybe I'm just possessive only with canon characters,, idk dude

I love seeing other people selfship with my f/os but the SECOND someone draws ship art with June I get so petty that I block the tag. Even if it's both of my homestuck f/os together. I'm so sorry dirkjohn fans, I tried to like it, I really did, but LISTENNN its not my fault they don't have chemistry (only in my opinion)

At the same time I am a vicious dirkjake advocate, I love dirkjake with my heart and soul, so maybe it's just a June issue? No clue,,

No disrespect to pepsicola or dirkjohn or spider8reath or whatever else btw, shipping is a huge comfort for people and I respect that! I just,, have all of those tags blocked lmao

I'd just treat her right is all, what can I say,, I shrug nonchalantly

I will say though, I ship homestuck VIOLENTLY, I have a beautiful chart of everyone shipped together and it's lovely and perfect and everyone's happy and put like a jigsaw puzzle,,, and it fits perfectly for June being with me ehehe,, Here, I'll just show you

Ignore the scribbled out karkat ship, that's an old selfship I shipped, I just don't wanna out them to all of tumblr lmao

SEE? It's fantastic, this is what's in the bible, it's what god intended for homestuck,,,,,,, man i need to update this

I need to find someone for jane,, jane doesn't get enough love in my opinion

Jane selfshippers @ me or I'll like,, idk,, hold diamonds droog at gunpoint or something, they'd be friends if I make them

[lambentplume]

ltb 01

basically someone suggested that i keep a log of stuff bc im gonna stop remembering . and ive been brain bad severe style for a week straight so i have to get this shit down. so if u somehow started reading randomly. then these posts all will have wildfire tws because i can't fucking help it it's all i can think about. i don't wanna flood the real tag bc no readmores + the tw is contextual i guess.

no promises but im trying to keep this one to Ws because i'm feeling like. Unwell Unwell so i gotta fucking . preserve small bits of joy.

one thing that's been cool in irl-facing spaces is that many folks with past experience are joining as respectful allies and offering general advice that is rooted in their experience, only when prompted for that genre of advice. i'm thinking through like, securing my family's continued well being (they're okay Today but what if the situations switch up and they gotta go again yknow) and folks who have had similar fears and are 5 or 10 years out are like . giving me really helpful advice. someone from aforementioned group said that the recovery process is going to take years and that includes all the paperwork shit. and it was like. real bc everyone says "we will never forget" which is TRU but like to be LIVING IT is so so different . it also prompted me to seek help which is why im trying to tap into like...... relief from therapists , been messaging all my friends begging them to just randomly message me to make sure i've eaten bc the answer .... is usually no. im gonna finish these emails and then im gonna like force myself to turn my brain off

im trying to preserve myself for the long haul but im ngl everything reminds me of home im so lahainabrained it's like. the only form of reference i can use but i literally am not realizing how it looks in my head is COMPLETELY different. from what it's like irl rn

i'm ngl i'm really exhausted bc all i can do is help from a distance, but now that there are things that require my brain to work

ok explanation for LTB abbreviation: it's just kind of stupid the maui brewing company does a Lahaina Town Brown Ale and i think it's good. also obviously...............

[kidwhomhasahat]

fool. i can never be killed

its been six years AHHH... AAAAHHHHHH!!!

[erabu-san]

i think i've sent in something similar before, but thank you for feeding the remaining

platonic cyno and tighnari enjoyers; i just read your most recent post and i'm so sorry that happened to you. i experience something similar when it comes to certain ships, which is why i'm grateful for tumblr's tag blocking system. i quit instagram for good cause some content kept appearing for me even though i've dismissed them countless of times, and it ruins my mood to the point i don’t want to scroll anymore. like it gave me literal anxiety.

it's probably harder for the person who posted, cause you see every note you get. here's to hoping to people try to be more understanding regarding these kinds of things. cheers, and i hope you have a good day!

Oooh I totally get you anon ! I have this intense anxiety I just.. don't consume any fanart of my fave. 😭 I feed my own delusion with my art and that's how I survive /lh

And glad I did that. I didn't know a lot portray tighnari as a horny boy until one of my followers told me ! I don't know if it is true or not but haha I don't want to see it by my own eyes 😭

It is indeed hard.. There is a time on insta people sending me ship post on DM (it stops, lucky me ! I am so glad people understand). I numerously consider if I should remove comments, block DM, or do a new whole account. But I know there is some platonic enjoyer like me who like my content and want to interact with it, and I also love see reaction of my oomfs! That's the joy of sharing and interacting, and that's why I love posting content. But huuuh... yes, if I start to feel anxiety about my own passion, what is the deal ? I tried to stop playing genshin, or just being interested on another character and it just doesn't work. 😔

Now I just accept this, thinking abt oomfies who enjoy tighnari and cyno platonically and doesn't have a lot of food. We are in same boat !!

May I share a drawing I was scared to post because of reaction ?? Them huggies 🥹🥹🥹 they always have each other's back and take care each other a lot and I AM LIVING FOR THIS 😭🫶💕

I only shared this on insta story, but I wouldn't dare post it on twitter haha 😭

Anyway !!! I can totally understand your anxiety anon. I definitively have a better afternoon thanks to you all 💕🫶

[6okuto]

people you'd like to get to know better

KYAAAA!!! tagged by @reverie-starlight thank u rev🙂😁🫶 i love tag games...

3 ships

Bokuaka. Please. PLEAASE PELASE PLEAPELA

satosugu. ........ no comment other than Unhand Me. also happy belated birthday suguru my beautiful prince

Akeshu (happy belated 2/2) and Zelink :3c those r my oomfie woomfies' (my irls') and thus half mine so i'm not sorry for putting 4 ships actually.

first ship

...probably kari and tk from digimon if we're being so serious and open and honest. LOL

last song

over the span of doing this post BYOB by system of a down + moongirl by ha vay + dial drunk by noah kahan + townie by mitski

currently reading

....haha...Still crime and punishment. and tgiwiiwagaa ^__^ YURI! also a couple books i thrifted but i forgot their titles and don't want to check LOL

last film

in theatres it was fnaf w my irls.. quite fun! we dressed up like the charas and everything. but alone i think it was httyd 2. high five to u rev. she's everything to me...

currently craving

hot chocolate. i've been in a big hot chocolate mood recently. u'd think i'd find the tim hortons by my house super convenient for this but alas. i don't want to leave my house. what now

my...taggees(??) @sweet-milky-tea705 @dreamtydraw @evanox @akimoons @miya-akiko and anybody else if u like me. i'm a curious girl after all. No pressure though!!

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

hi im anon from (734828727660412928/npd-culture-is-deciding-to-give-up-on-friendships?source=share) (hopefully that link works, I don't use tumblr often so I'm not sure how to go about following up asks on anon). just came back to read this blog during a really bad crash im having right now because it cheers me up to know im not alone in having symptoms of this disorder and saw my ask got posted...

(update on friend situation) just today they said in the group chat theyre all drawing gift art for each other and other friends... i'm still waiting on the paid art from them but they're doing art trades and stuff for free so i feel kind of like trash. im a bit of a bleeding heart though so im gonna give them like one more month before telling them not to bother finishing the art for me... id love my money back because it did cost a LOT of money but i dont want to be a dick so im just going to express my disappointment by telling them not to worry about the commission at all. i want to feel like i have some right to be mad in this situation but im very soft hearted and dont really have any other friends so if i lost these friends id have literally nobody else in my life :( and that kinda feels like hell for me to think about... i feel like im being treated like dirt but im still going to go christmas shopping for them.............. even if i feel like shit, i feel shittier if i dont get people gifts and stuff because i just think to myself, like, "i feel like crap if nobody buys me shit for holidays or my fucking own birthday and i dont want other people to feel that way".....

also im feeling a little sad because whenever my friends talk about their friends they dont even refer to me by name theyll go "[friend a name], [friend b name] and oomfie are in our server" or something. im not even a name to them... i feel like the last kid picked on a team but not even the last pick. like have you guys ever been on a sports team and you kinda got awkwardly waved over to one of the teams because nobody even wanted to pick you? yeah.

i wonder if im just really dense and need to pick up on hints that people dont even want to be around me. i even tried to post this video game i started working on lately because i thought it was really interesting and cool and i put my soul into it but everyone just ignored it in the group chat.

i think the social outcast route is probably my best bet at this rate, i think. im going to be pretty fucking depressed about limiting my social interactions but i think the depression from isolation isnt as bad as getting constant narc crashes from people not putting even a tiny bit of energy into friendships. like.. i honestly am not asking for very much. i get fucking narc highs if someone uses my fucking name in a conversation. i get highs from literally the bare minimum fucking interaction of anything directed in my direction im so desperate....

i wasnt going to write up a follow up ask but i just wanted to say thanks to this blog for existing and making me feel like im not completely alone and thanks for the nice comments in the reblogs and tags, it cheered me up. you guys are really nice to me and i'm a complete stranger to you all, it makes me feel like theres some hope for nice people existing out there. im just a little too tired to carry on. thank you all, i hope you have a really good day. keep on surviving out there, it's not a kind world to any of us, and it's tough to stay alive at all.

(apologies for another vent but thanks for posting my asks <3 i wish you all the best and nice days to come. also sorry this isnt in the npd culture format, but i just rly wanted to say thank you for the support on the other ask)

sending hugs (with consent) nonny 🫂 i'm so sorry honestly you deserve way better than how your friends are treating you :( i hope at some point you can talk to them about how they're making you feel and improve the situation because it sounds like you deserve better

[azure-arsonist]

This is such a great analysis if my laptop wasn't broken I'd be able to screenshot your tags too everyone definitely check them out!

I'm super sick right now but I want to put this out there maybe somebody with more energy can take a crack at it

I love Fmab and I've been subconsciously comparing mha to it as the story goes on (afo and father, how well they execute their overalls themes,comparing Roy and Endeavor's atonement arcs, etc) and something that struck me is the similar aspects of the final battle (ie everyone coming to help defeat the big bad, the final punch, the protagonist giving up a power that meant so much to them) and something that struck me is how greed's death compares to Tomura's obviously they're different characters and have different roles in the narrative but both have their bodies possessed by the big bad, both actively help weaken the big bad to aid the protagonist and both die. But greed's death is so much more satisfying as an end to his character than Tomura's, it's so much more impactful.

Idk there's definitely something to expand upon there something to sink your teeth into but I'm too sick right now you guys get what I'm saying though right? Pls I really wanna talk about this with somebody 🥺

[kuromi-hoemie]

I saw your post about wanting to torture someone with tickles. Hope I'm not stepping over the line to say hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii about it

you're not but i was talking about irl 🫡

also bc i don't really talk about it ig, the secret to whether I'm receptive/flirty/etc with you (generally, not you specifically, this is a turn and talk at the audience moment) is i will leave you little earnest love notes in the tags of your selfies when i reblog them.

don't post face? ❌ not interested

do but i never interact? ❌ not interested

like... a girl just likes to be open about what she's thinking and i love giving compliments just bc and do it all the time both on and offline, so there's def not any expectations w my tags, but they can also be taken as a tiny bow of courtship u can choose to act on or not 🙇🏾‍♀️

i know other ppl are very into anons or just hitting it off with anybody or whatever but i think that like. For Me, the ideal interaction is we both rb each other with some nice tags - showing and reciprocating in a very non-committal/no expectations kinda way, and after seeing that it's mutual then sure go for it 👍🏾

i love sharing audio sometimes and tbh might start moving nudes/lewds back to more private channels bc i forgot How Many People you have to block after posting them lmaoo.

🫵🏾 but i do appreciate tags being left for me and tbh sometimes i miss that accounts that usually post their body also Do share their face and they're very hot and i feel very silly for missing it ಠ⁠ᴥ⁠ಠ ♡⁠ hi oomfies sorry for being late to the party but it's good to be here.

anyways. i like this more subtle/non-committal kind of acknowledgement first, bc if i get asks or DMs i either have to ignore it or tell people I'm not attracted to them which is always really awkward 😶‍🌫️ especially for people I've never even talked to before, or people who take the tiniest bit of very simple acknowledgement and flood my DMs over everything.

which again, compliments are fine, but like.. a Talk To Me mindset bundled with it is imposing u guys 👉🏾👈🏾 just bc someone is cute doesn't mean they have to talk to u, just bc they say thank u to an unsolicited DM doesn't mean they want u to send a dozen more. without even getting a response to any of them too.... 🥸

I'm just kinda here to have fun and i like sharing myself and my thoughts to different degrees but none of it is rly an open invitation or a request. just keep it in the tags pls. tags r what usually pique my interest anyhow!! i like people who got something to say 🙇🏾‍♀️

i want to reemphasize this is a very general message and not at u specifically, there r other asks in my inbox and other persistent ppl who have been blocked over spamming my DMs, and this feels too nuanced and specific to add to my already long and kind of annoyed sounding (bc it is 💀) pinned. so yeah!!!!! i did get a lot of new followers recently so it's a good time for a periodic reminder

[opanchu]

tagged by @mistu4lesbians thank you oomfie 🫶

rules: tag 10 people you want to know better!

relationship status: well i have a super hot girlfriend actually she just goes to a different website. yeah shes definitely real. sorry i lied

favorite color: orange but also pink and thats why i won by being lesbian

song stuck in my head: ga by utsu-p

last song listened to: night of fire cover by egg

3 favorite foods: aranygaluska, shrimp pad thai, shakshuka

last thing i googled: late 2000s jrpg

dream trip: italy because its warm + by the sea + has good food

anything i want right now: well im gonna see atsv this afternoon so i wish it was this afternoon already (its 10 am)

tagging nobody in particular but if you wanna do this just say i tagged you 🫰

[amiharana]

something i LOVE abt your writing is your creativity, like you fr come up with prompts that I've never thought about or never seen other ppl apply to revalink, and it's just so refreshing to see them in unique scenarios bc it gives me new things to brainrot about 🫶 I always love seeing your new au ideas because they're just so !! much fun to read !!!! not to give spoilers abt your wips but the one you showed me for the upcoming revalink week has been living in my head RENT FREE like how do you come up with such great ideas 😫✋

also I guess this isn't your Writing but I love the way you text AJSBAJDB the way you say everything is just so funny and I aspire to text like you 😞

(ask game from here)

hi oomfie 🤍🤍 thank you for blowing up my ask box like always /gen

but yeah i make connections to media i feel is so obscure on tumblr dot com like barely anyone interacted with the post i made about revalink au based off of the k-drama 'goblin' because probably no one in these spheres really watches k-drama 😭😭 i think one oomf rb'd knowing exactly what i was talking about but it's like COME ON GUYS IMAGINE THIS SCENE WITH REVALI AS THE GUY AND LINK AS THE GIRL AND LINK PULLING OUT THE SWORD AND [redacted because spoilers if you haven't watched the drama ㅠㅠ]

just the other day i was thinking about an orpheus!revali x eurydice!link au because i was listening to 'wait for me' from the musical 'hadestown'. what about a percy jackson au with revali as a son of apollo who resents link because he gets claimed by a powerful god that no one would have ever guessed would have children. i have part of a scene drafted in my informal-concepting style of a fucking writer!link x editor!revali au. i cannot stress to you enough how insane and Not Normal i am about these two, i will stretch so far to make every connection to revalink i can, i might just get a little taller!

BUT TEEHEE i'm hoping i can get That™ Revalink fic out on time for revalink week 🥺 i stopped writing it for a bit because i got some writer's block and i felt like i was putting too much Plot for a oneshot, but we'll see how it goes! i planned some other stuff based on the prompts, but with the way this semester is going, i doubt i'll be able to write full-fledged oneshots on time for each of them so i may end up just uploading them later on after the semester is over (late may, june, etc)

LOL to that last bit, idk....... i've spent so much time on stan twitter and the internet in general i've developed a very particular way of talking. i'm someone who, if you say a certain word or phrase around me enough, i'll start adding it to my vocabulary without really thinking. like the reason why i type 'not' and 'sorry' as 'nawt' and 'sawry' sometimes? my stan twitter bestie lele (i'm not gonna tag her but she's on here as well i know ur seeing this bff i love u sm). how sometimes my emoji usages are random? also partly lele and other stan twitter mutuals who liked to use random emojis that had nothing to do with the topic because it was funny. i feel like the way i type things online expresses exactly the tone and flow i would use irl too 🤞😽

[nailgunstigmata]

i know i should tag my dunmeshi posting but i always forget and im also lazy so sorry to my beloved mutuals and oomfies im kissing u all on the mouth in apology <3 u now have to see me post about some other weirdos before i get back to talking about wanting to lick dennis‘ armpit

[sawsession]

i dont want to create another sideblog but i also very deeply need to become oomfs with the saw enjoyers on here sfjkshfsjkfhs sorry to any horror averse oomfies, i think ive been pretty good with tagging my saw posting but uhhh from now on i'll tag all my saw posts and reblogs w 'saw posting' so you can mute!!

[schrodingersbabe]

fave color: yellow :3 specifically like a golden yellow

currently reading: i can never read a book completely but JAJAJ i'm working through listening to the audiobooks of except for palestine and warriors: into the wild. and i'm also reading final promise bc oomfie recced it 🫡

last song: turing love by nanaoakari and sou :)

last series: soul eater!!!!!!

last movie: lord of the rings: fellowship of the ring. although i barely remember it except for the twink 🧝‍♂️

currently working on: love and friendship and happiness 🥰 also my summer class and work i guess 🙄 also working on helping my brother w his own damn schoolwork LMFAOOOO

tagging: @zooterscooter @meowkotoyuki @ruruss @mukuberry @nero1forte @labyrintherim + whoever else wants to!!! i am too tired to keep tagging sorry </3

tag game!! V●ᴥ●V

tagged by @nobodysugly

tag 9 people sheeeesh

FAVORITE COLOR: pink!

CURRENTLY READING: nothing because I'm illiterate (ᵔᴥᵔ)

LAST SONG: semi-automatic by twenty one pilots!

LAST SERIES: final space!!!!

LAST MOVIE: baby driver~~~

CURRENTLY WORKING ON: studying math and a papercraft King dedede hammer!

Tagging:

@unyanizedcatboys @hxneyboy @bogpaws @hksodapop @neo-cult-ure @liesminelli @beeboysupreme @transdelgado @lukewarmsunshine

[piosplayhouse]

just saw someone's "vintage blorbo feels" playlist and half of it was the smiths. If I have to hear morrisseys "and if a 10 ton truck kills the both of usss" one more time I really might crash into a double decker bus

[salsflore]

f/o reveal because i can’t trust myself to keep it together after the new event. sorry

it’s diluc (sad face crying emoji) i gave in, clearly — oops.. i don’t care about sharing with oomfies bc i think ur all cool as shit, so long as you don’t gush directly to me i guess !! i’m not all that attached to him anyways he just keeps sticking in my brain and i pray this is temporary.

there’s a tag you can block if you don’t want to hear anything related to it BUT tbh i won’t post about him all that often anyways so dw ^_^

also feel free to sb if it makes you uncomfy i would not care /nm /gen