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#sighs dreamily#good lord. guh. UGH#khadgar#warcraft#excuse the swooning. cant help myself#i need. To Gush or I will Go Nuts#need someone to gush abt my faves with. Miss those days of doing that#havent done that in years oof#anyway i should have been in bed like an hour and a half ago but oh well. gnight#ALSO IS IT ME or is his cloak/robe FINALLY 3d#the 'feathers' on the cloak part look 3d to me omfg#Blizz really turned the cinematics up to 11 in dragonflight. art-wise#the exrepssions were amazing anyway GOOD NIGHT FOR REALZ. FOR GOOD THIS TIME LOL i dont wanna sleep
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now i’m thinking about vocal jace servicing zara like. she Will Not Allow Him Near Her at school because his favorite thing to do is get her worked up at the worst times possible. so she decides the days he gets to come over and he will straight up eat her out for hours and it gets to the point that he doesn’t even realize that the noises he’s making are what’s sending her over the edge half the time. like with porter he Gets Fucked and he’s beautiful at it because he doesn’t have to do much of the work. but with zara he’s working for the chance to fuck her the whole time and he gets to turn his brain off that way. he will risk fucking up the hair he worked so meticulously on and he keeps having to get new scarfs because he can’t quite get the smell of zara out of them i just. jace’s fuck partners will make sure he’s loud as hell All Of The Time
i also think zara will let jace get himself off as many times as he wants while he’s eating her out but he always forgets that no matter how many times, he still has to fuck her at the end, so he’ll get to the point where he thinks he’s done and he sits back and her response is “alright baby boy, why don’t you sit down for me and let me take the reigns for a while” so she can watch him completely fall apart under him as he hits four or five or six orgasms and has to call out of work the next day
#look i don’t normally hornypost like this but. zara WOULD and i am passionate about this#i have time before work. i might be able to write it#OOF DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON NIGHTS WHEN ZARA DOES THIS TO JACE /THEN/ INVITES PORTER OVER FOR MORE#anyway#benji shut up#zara sool#jace stardiamond#blooddiamond#zarajace#jacezara#what is their ship name#also all of this is sponsored by zara’s paramour
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Brings me immense joy to see the Classicvania renaissance happening lately. So much fresh love for the old games, their stories and characters pouring in and despite having moved on to the Souls fandoms myself, I just want to say how glad I am that more people are seeing the beauty of the classic CV games at last ✨️
#sin speaking#(hi i am alive. just about. its autumn at last...)#(i will always have a soft spot for cv and the games. i left the fandom largely bc it was so intolerable as a space due to SOMETHING!!!!)#(but seeing the collective wake-up and newfound love for one of my favourite franchises has made me and my friends so immensely happy.)#(fun fact! i actually only got into Souls games bc a friend of mine kept lamenting [lol] over their desire for a bloodborne style cv game)#(then i played bb myself and a) i agree. i would sacrifice multiple of my organs on the altar for a quirky soulslike cv game lmao)#(and b) that was the beginning of my downward spiral into yharnam and i have yet to ever leave. funny how the dominos fall like that)#(ive been artblocked as all HELL just lately regrettably. very low mood. very low in esteem. very moderately down in the dumps as it were.)#(but seeing all the traction on my old cv art makes me smile. and also cringe bc oof it looks so bad to me now 😂😂😂)#(But that being said i would love to redraw some of it. its vampire season why not. maybe some cv x bb crossovers would be fun too.......)#(anyway hi ive been languishing playing lotf and praying for lop news soon hows your september doing)#(i dont go there but that dbd collab has done wonders for classicvania. imagine how shaken i was to see hd 3d trevor models in 2024. unreal)#(me from 4 years ago would have been OBNOXIOUS about it.)
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I was looking at all the Pietro della Vigna conversation illustrations the other day and felt compelled to draw a whole bunch of lines because this canto has been rattling around in my head for 10 years now and oh man, Gustave Doré knows how to make an illustration that'll set my brain on fire
Dante's Divine Comedy (Inferno, Canto 13), trans. Robert M. Durling + the section notes for context
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#OOF uploading this to tumblr really killed how it looks 😬 i did this at 3000px and cut it down to 1200 px for posting and#oughh that 500/540 for tumblr. hmm.#ah well! it is what it is. i dont draw with social media posting sizes in mind so i'll accept my fate#dante's divine comedy#divina commedia#drawing tag#suicide cw#if you ever want to know why i am the way i am a good part of it is that i took a class that covered the divine comedy in highschool#my teacher saw that i was really into it and gave me a copy of her teaching notes and also#recommended this edition because it had the italian with it#and then ANOTHER teacher saw i was reading it during study block and told me that i should listen#to an italian read along of it and that if i ever get the chance i should hear it performed IN italy#me 16/17: i think i can like this a normal amount#several adults in my life: fuck that you should literally fall in love with this stuff instead#and i took that to heart!
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look at my son🥹
#yes i restarted da2. yes im playing with the same oc. yes im doing nearly everything differently.#ive actually been thinking of aldens personality bc i dont think straight diplomatic is cutting it#for now im thinking. loud and brash and intimidating when with people he doesnt trust#and then immediately shuts up and is just quiet with people he does trust#i am giving all of my ocs eldest daughter syndrome and nobody can stop me !!!!!#all of them literally have the same problems lmaooo its getting so repetitive idk if it shows but IM getting insecure over it like#really girl. anyways look at my boy!!!!! he puts on a show nearly 24/7 espefially after he becomes champion. oof.#thats why he needs varric. they can be silent together <3 lol#male hawke#hawke oc#also can yall properly see him the pictures seem very dark what the hell#nett rambles#nett plays da#oc: alden hawke#alden x varric#AND YES THATS CARVER THERE........ MY SON. MY BABY.
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regarding: colour me in – okay yall, i've been working on this chapter and writing and editing it since like 4pm and it's 10pm now :') i gotta go to bed in an hour and don't think i will finish. would y'all be okay if it dropped tmrw or later this week? 🥺
#also im rereading the beginning n some bits are oof lol they need heavy editing#so if i manage to finish it tmrw i might post tmrw? but if not i might have it beta'd and post sometime this week#is that okay? i know some of you were looking forward to it so im sorry dont be mad lol !! <3#but it IS done at least so we're getting there!! vvv close!! trying my absolute hardest!!!#hope you're around when it drops 🥺 love you#fic: colour me in
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#penelope ford#orange cassidy#kip sabian#aew#all elite wrestling#aewedit#wrestlingedit#wrestling#night gifs#:)#this is for me. i deserve this one#once again. that bitchy little 'HI :D' he drops. im so hopelessly in love with him#my beloved#vampire wife#sweet little clementine#kip in a box#(also yeah remaking these was a good idea these look so much better oof)#(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)#kip v oc
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WE STILL GOT ARCANEEEEE
#ambessa saying mel is safer as their enemy..... OOF we are going to get her side of the story this season#one thing i dont like is that they are really hauling ass in the first episode like damn. cait and vi are too quickly on the way to raid imo#i cannot velieve my fucking eyes..... vi dropping her gauntlets to keep kissing akdhaksjsk and OF COURSE cait is the one to do it OF COURSE!#were is thay gif of the butch watching football and raising her fist bc they scored that is me right now aldjsksnsl#vi saying please dont change bc she is seeing the signs is so AJDHAKSJK the break up will end lives..... i see why vi becomes an alcoholic#salo and cait wlw mlm hostility for reals#ambessa seeing cait as a rival the second she does her job and uses her military power.... yeah bc she has a real goal not just power grab#jayce fucking up vi and cait by messing with the arcane omg they are IN DANGER!!! JAYCE STOP FUCKING UUUP!!!!#OH MY GOD CAITLYN!!!!! HITTING VI ENOUGH FOR HER TO CRY OH MY GOOOOOD!!!#THERE IS JUST SO MUCH AKDJSKSKAL THE CHILD!!!! JINX GOT A NEW SISTER NOW VI GOODBYE#also vi wasnt going to kill her and jinx told the child to stop.... the only person there willing was cait and look at her.....#also sevika vs cait.... oof.... and jinx fighting vi BARE FISTED!!! GIRL!!!!#what can i fucking say like god.... “is her blood through your veins” “i thought you were different”#jinx is right i hope they got to you know before all of this akdjaksjsk.... christ#also amazing how vi told cait to don't change and she did it 10 minutes later.... girl you are in for it...#i think they just dont understand each other yet but they are in such a situation that they keep changing every 2 minutes so they never do#does that make sense loke ofc cait changed when her mother died and vi did too bc she accepted that her sister was gone#so in a way cait changed and vi stayed the same.... cait liked her “change” but vi did not like cait#ambessa bringing caitlyn to.be a general oh my gooooood her stress is going to get thru the roof like she doesn't have enough to deal with#its bc she knows she can control her... of course she offered her army to her.... and she doesn't mind putting her in danger#AND SHE DID ORCHESTRATE THE ATTACK!!!! OOOF#MEL PLEASEEEE TALK TO CAITLYN PLEASEEEE#like of course she disappears RIGHT NOW!!!#my god... also vis drinking buddy has left too.... of course.... you're good man....#talking tag#watching arcane#watching arcane season 2
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Listening to coinstar by the growlers and thinking about mel so hard I get nauseous
Ridiculous stream of conscious in the tags apologies but not really
#it speaks#white woman moment#its really funny bc like. its very much a her to jfk song#(everyones favorite problematic short king)#but she looks at him with uhhh#like heres this kid(hes 28) standing on the precipice o what she had been all those years ago#but he KNOWS it she didnt know she thought she had mold poisoning from her shitty apartment until she died#and she is projecting so much onto him. which is part of why she doesn't respect him at all#'im a sucker just like you'#its also funny bc like. it is Too Late for Phoenix.also its scary that theyre hungry bc as far as she knows death avatars arent supposed 2 b#but also theyre the first one shes met. and Phoenix is kind of just scary in general.#but being around those two is like. almost flashbacky(jfk also reminds her alot of her ex aroun that age tho audreys dad was Worse)#(she never met him but heard enough stories about the guy and i mean. he fed her to the hunt on purpose.#i dont think jorges dad wanted what was going to happen to happen)#part of why she texted her so fast tbh. not that they hadnt talked at all since the divorce.#i thinj they talked. not alot bc mel WAS in europe and international data rates pre smartphone age oof ouch#and also like. they did irrevocably harm eachother physically and mentally but they do both careeeeee#tho. i do not think melissa wouldve ever dropped everything to go help audrey like audrey would and did for her.#(girl who runs away from her problems x girl who is a dog)#auuughhhhhh#she really is my chew toy.#i also think alot about her sky mafia years but those r fun and sexy little secrets for me#as much as i love Basil's motw campaign i do with it was easier to unentangle her from tma lore.#bc like. normal vampire works well but it loses so much of the flavor. various sea beasts keep the flavor but loose the morality.#for pathfinder if i were to redo her id go with storm oracle and then spec into kineticist. which does work Ok I Guess.#but like. even that its still not what i want#one scene that probably would've never happened in game but i thought ahout if we ever went back to the item storage or maybe a wierd thrift#shop or something was to like. have her come across a violin and pick it up and make it scream horribly. like. really concentrate on making#it make the worst noise imaginable. shes trying to reach that wonderful horrible music avatars mention alot in the earlier seasons#and then realizes everyone else Hates That So Much and jokingly play one of the devil's riffs from tdwdg. tbh i should finally draw that
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thank you @funkypoacher, @damejudyhench, @natesofrellis, @direwombat, @socially-awkward-skeleton, and @the-lastcall for tagging me to do this fantastic holiday meiker! it's so cute and has so many fun options, it took me forever
Micah Hale | Far Cry 5 - when you're married to John, ugly sweaters aren't really an option, but she's making the most of the holidays in the bunker with her husband and children
Lilith Mallory | Far Cry 5 - modeling the Peggie holiday jumper, with poisonous flower crown and an ornament that may possibly contain explosives. a girl's got to make her own fun in a bunker full of Chosen
Lore Jameson | The Outer Worlds - she's just bringing out the desserts and has no idea why everyone's staring at her and making such a fuss about where she's standing. she's also not too happy with the smug look on Max's face
Nora Jameson | The Outer Worlds - wearing the winning ugly sweater, Nora always goes all out, but right now she's just delighted snapping photos of her sister getting a mistletoe kiss
tagging forward: @adelaidedrubman, @incognito-insomniac, @lethal-justice, @noetikat, @kyber-infinitygems, @somethingclich8, @chilikecheese, @mars-colony, @sstewyhosseini, @thomrainer, @hoesephseed, @confidentandgood, @roofgeese, @schoute, @afarcry5fromstraight, @sukoshimikan, @aceghosts, @passinoutpieces, @marivenah, and anyone else who would like to give it a go <3
#micah hale#lilith mallory#lore jameson#nora jameson#picrew#tag game#this took me multiple days to finish#how do y'all do these so quickly?#i'm pretending those are the eden's gate symbol on lilith's sweater and earrings#maybe micah's too idk#i swear lilith and lore do not actually look this much alike#nora always makes it possible for me to choose the wildest stuff#also lore is wearing a sweater that's almost the same as my favorite sweater#that i never get to wear because what is winter? i dont know her here *sob*#anyway it is way too late but i'm posting anyway#also accounts for all this rambling#thank you again to those who tag me!#i always try to join in but i always seem too late oof#anyway thank y'all i appreicate it so much#<3 <3
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hmm i like actually wanna kms
#big oof 🥴#if i try to talk im dramatic and emotional and only met with judgement ....#if i try to push it all down and pretend everythings fine i feel like im slowly dying#if i try to ask for help ppl only slap my hand away and dismiss me#if i complain im a negative pos who everyone hates#if i stfu and dont talk i feel miserable and like i have this big lump in my throat and i cant breathe#im never right or ok or valid or anything. im always wrong.....#im sad and lonely bc all i want is for someone to really truly love me and hold me#but truth is nobody cares that much if i would actually kms#but then im pathetic and whiny for crying in pain since i feel so alone and worthless#like honestlyyyy u can never win in life and esp if you're mentally ill and disordered and traumatized#and also just extremely sensitive even if u could choose u would choose to feel nothing#but ppl always complain no matter what i do :// im always doing smth wrong smth bad#like i didnt ask for everything that happened to me to happend and i didnt ask for it to shape me#and i dont want this or be like this bc my life is nothing but a miserable worthless waste of space#but im trying but im all alone in a dark hole like 12ft underground#and people who might see me wont do anything to help or just walk on their merry way#they will take a shovel and shovel even more dirt on top of me and make it even harder for me to crawl out of this hole#and like idek what im talking abt but this world is insane and people are fucking insane#and all everyone has is judgement and cruelness and calousness and like#ppl are just mean and they get personally attacked and angry if you dont live according to their standards and views and idk#ppl are insane and i feel so alone and im lying here knowing that my life is absolutely nothing#and im tired and i just wanna not exist. but really all i want is for someone to look me in the eyes and tell me i matter bc ive never#wanted to be saved. i've only ever wanted to be seen and known and like idfk.... i just dont#feel good but as always... i have to lie here alone and try not to kms bc i dont have anyone to ask to just talk to me for a little moment#like i cant even imagine... asking someone like hey i wanna kms pls talk to me for a moment#and have them reply immediately and idk i wouldnt even need long just like 10 minutes.#sigh idek what im rambling on abt im just so sick and tired and exhausted and i dont wanna die not really#but im so exhausted bc i have to carry this pain every day and people are so fucking awful but i dont wanna be alone and i just dont know
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Goals for DXP
(written as <skill> <current level> - <desired level>)
Attack 75 - 80 DONE
Constitution 75 - 80 DONE
Mining 76 - 80 DONE
Strength 75 - 80 DONE
Agility 79 - 80 DONE
Defence 75 - 80 DONE
Herblore 73 - 75 DONE
Ranged 73 - 75 DONE
Cooking 93 - 99 (probably not going to get that, but I'm allowed to hope, right?) (UPDATE: I just got 95, might actually pull this off!)
Prayer 73 - 75 DONE AT LAST THAT TOOK WAAAAY TOO LONG
Magic 67 - 70 DONE
Runecrafting 65 - 70 DONE
Slayer 68 - 70 (UPDATE: I HATE TUROTHS SO MUCH NOW!!!) DONE (thanks to menaphos corrupted scarabs. Also got squishing lvl 120)
Farming 70 - 80 (UPDATE: it's just dawned on me that I haven't done any farming training yet and this is probably not going to happen) (UPDATE: Actually maybe i can do this...)
Construction 74 - 75 DONE
Summoning 73 - 75 DONE THX TO SOME SERIOUS LAMP USING
Dungeoneering 74 - 75 DONE
Invention 23 - as high as I can get it without becoming completely fed up with training invention (UPDATE: lvl 37)
Necromancy 40 - hopefully around 70 or something just found out necromancy not affected by DXP, so nope.
#runescape#rs3#DXP YAYYYY#i dont think anyone really wants to know my dxp goals but here they are anyway#im hoping to get priff before dxp but i don't think thats gonna happen#i also hope i have enough dummies for the slayer one#my current task is turoths wtf even is a turoth#i am not looking forward to training magic or ranged either#PLS DONT MAKE ME TRAIN INVENTION NOOOOO#ive been playing for over a year and this is my skill list oof#only about an hour and a half until it starts (at time of posting)
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just cried in the shower thinking about my bf !! who have i become 😳
#love changes you!!!!!#anyways all i can think about these days is how i am restraining myself from telling him i am in love with him lol#weve been dating only like 2.5 months i feel like its a short time but at the same time i feel like ive been with him forever like it feels#like years… and we talked about it he feels the same…….. like ive had him in my life forever#the other night i brought him home and we always talk in the car for a very long time and at some point he just looked at me and said#something like ‘you know youre my best friend and my confidant.. i dont know what id be doing without you’ and i almost started crying#because i feel the same like we are best friends and then also everything else like physical attraction and all of that but we have so much#fun together 🥹#and it made me think of ‘you are in love’ by taylor swift when she says ‘one night he wakes/strange look on his face/pauses then says/#youre my best friend/and you knew what it was/he is in love’#🥺🥺🥺#sorry for being so corny i just love him so much#oh and since he works at a small cinema in our city he has the keys to the cinema… and we sometimes go there late at night when no one is#there and watch whatever movies we want in the theater lmao#the other day i wanted to start watchingthe office with him because he never watched it and i think hed love it but we ended up not being#able to watch it at my house… so that night he took his theater keys when we went out and took me to the cinema to watch the office there#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 oof#anyways……. im so in love its embarrassing
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so proud of myself for putting a big part of my last paycheck in my savings like an adult but now im gonna spend all my savings like an idiot 😵💫
#i mean i am paying cash for my first vehicle which is like...adulting pro level but....at what cost (the price) 😭#also its a very cheap rusty old car tbh but i need a truck for the farm basically#so even tho i could keep driving my dad's car to work since he works from home it makes sense#especially bc its three people sharing that car with me and my brother#and my little brother is a full time student w no job so im the full time employed one so i should be the one to get a car#but i was determined to not take out a loan so its not a super nice car#but i'm buying it from a friend of my mom at a steal basically#like who sells a decent working car for 1500 anymore#but thats literally my entire savings so.... 😬#no car payment tho which will be nice but aaaaaaaaa#and im worried its kind of a junky car and will need tons of repaira all the time and not be reliable#but my commute is really short and i never drive anywhere besides work which is good for an unreliable car#im not convinced its a great investment to put all my savings into an unreliable vehicle but my parents told me its a good investment so#😬👍#adulting yayyyyy#i am getting paid this friday tho so my savings wont be so alarmingly empty for long#but i have other big expenses so im stressed#however it is a nice christmassy red pickup truck which is good for a christmas tree farm#but last payday i was like why do i have so little money in my savings thats dumb and not very grown up im gonna put as much as i can spare#then a week later withdrew almost all of it for the car 🤡#possibly a stupid decision#but maybe a great one idk#and it saves my parents having to buy a trailer for my mom's car for farm stuff so they're gifting me $300 towards it#and it will be satisfying to buy it outright and have no debt on it#but oof it hurts so much to make big purchases#i've never spent this much money except on tuition#i dont know that its specially unreliable i just know its got rust and duct tape and they're selling it bc they'd rather have a car payment#bc they put more money into it than its worth#but its got new tires and brakes and passed inspection somehow with the rust sooo? maybe its not as bad as it looks 😂
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I desperately need to be a scene kid for Halloween this year
#idk y but i suddenly realized that im an adult and could potentially buy the goth bullshit at hot topic#that 12yo me desperately desired. and then i was like oof but i like the contrast of color#like i think i really wanted to be somewhere between scene and emo really#but thrn i was looking at scene outfits and im like woof. this is the kinda cringe i love. all thr fucking patterns. all thr colors#i even have thr 1nvader z1m graphic tees in my closet... i think#i just dont kno how tf to do that to my hair and also i dont have actual makeup lol#but i must be a scene kid for Halloween. i want the most ostentatious outfit. oh god im gonna have to go to the mall#i havent been to the mall in ages. i need to go to hot topic and claires. is pacsun still around? do they still sell skinny jeans?#i feel like everythings all bland now in stores. where tf do i go to get early 00s and 2010s clothes#good will maybe??? oh god. its like 3.30am and my hormones r all fucked up so i was experiencing like the type of fear you have when youre#like a little kid in a dark room by yourself. its not fair. when my hormones shift it goes: im so depressed to im full of rage ill kill u#to the world is so fucking beautiful im gonna kill myself. like in a not worrying way idk how else to express the feeling. to the type of#unhinged and undirected fear that belongs to a kid who doesnt kno shit. also lil heart palpitations and sometimes feeling like im gonna die#its bullshit. y does my body hate me? ugh. at least ive got a Halloween plan now#unrelated#oh god. dont let me cut myself bangs. im trying to grow my hair back out lol. im an emo with no bangs
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Please don't hate me, I know it may seems controversial, but I think I know the answer to why s1 TK seems to be more hot. Ronen was slimmer back then so his face was more defined, his facial features sharper-which is perceived as an attractive feature in men. Now he's a bit rounder, which makes him looks softer and cuter. Don't take this as body shaming, it's just an objective observation :)
[probably in reference to this post]
So I understand what you're trying to say here but... I also just don't agree with that being what I'm referring to when talking about S1 TK. I think that he has a different energy in that first season, especially pre-relationship with Carlos, that is a different kind of attractive.
Also, I want to clarify that I don't think he is "more hot" in season one. I'm clearly not speaking for everyone here, but whether or not he's slimmer or has sharper features personally is just not what I care about when it comes to attractiveness.
and despite the disclaimer you put about not trying to body shame... the assumption that him being "rounder" is what makes him softer and cuter vs him being "defined" making him hot... is just... not it... and implies things that I don't agree with.
Here, have a post of me talking all about how hot I find him throughout allll of the seasons with visual references.
#anon answered#tw: body image#tw: body talk#anon im not trying to hate on you or shame you here btw#its definitely possible that what you said is subconsciously part of some people's bias for how tk looks in season 1#but I just... dont like that at all#(my askbox is now a russian roulette of what paul gif will you get from me. don't think this is one people really want in response but..)#also oof conversations about how people perceive attractiveness is weird for me to navigate as an ace person
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