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I yearn for engiespy cuddling in some corner in the middle of a match like the others aren't being blown up by each other just a few feet away... do you see my vision...
I hope I do see it!
#ok so... i was gonna do a diff req#but then i saw ur request there. sentrysapper.#and then i immediately jumped out of my chair dropped to the floor and ripped my shirt off and yelled on top of my lungs while crying#then threw my laptop out of the window and anyways if you didn't get it i was very happy and excited!#ORIGINALLY i had a really different vision of this#but it kinda failed and yknowhowitgoes had to improvise but i hope ya like it!!!#also sorry about the edited on effects. i dont have enough patience for the ones already in sfm.#tf2#team fortress 2#sfm#tf2 sfm#sfm poster#tf2 spy#tf2 engineer#tf2 pyro#tf2 demoman#tf2 scout#tf2 sniper#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#tf2 soldier#hope nobody minds me tagging all of them even though some are merely barely on the background.... and one is barely a gib.#engiespy#tf2 engiespy#practical espionage#my art#jokz asks
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Shout-out to women who don't shave. Y'all have the right idea cause that shit is annoying
#gopher art#spice ish#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#tf2 demoman#tf2 soldier#tf2 heavy#tf2 sniper#fem fortress#heavymedic#red Oktoberfest#i did in fact perhaps draw women with bodyhair as i proposed yesterday#also i gave heavy my bodytype subconsciously which is kinda fucking hilarious. wish i were that tall though lmao#soldier is saying “private you know not to disturb your commanding officer's rest” to the racoon#based on how my cat jumps on me when im trying to sleep
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(comically late) valentines day falkler doodles
#signalis#signalis falke#signalis adler#what i mean is that most of these were drawn around/on valentines day but im just posting them here now!#anyways#i filled my bulletjournal and ive been using a sketchbook i got for my birthday#the covers cute but the paper is so SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my pencil glides across it kinda awkwardly . and the texture reminds me of slightly thicker humid printer paper#i also find it a bit difficult to really get a wide arrange of shades w a pencil like i did w the bullet journal (though this may just be a-#-skissue .. i am honestly a bit heavy handed when i draw)#anyways ive been thinking about buying another bullet journal cause i really liked these ones ….#they have little ribbon bookmarks and a little pocket to keep papers n things which i greatly enjoued …. hmmmmmmmmmmm#myth.sketches
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Some Charon Head Cannons I Finally have the Balls to Share:
He was a US Green Beret captured in Anchorage by Chinese and Russian Special Forces in 2076, 11 months before the Great War and had many experiments done on him while a POW.
He was deployed at 28, one of the youngest in his squad. Charon was born in Pennsylvania and came from a military background, later joining the US Army at 19, soon after the USA announced war against the Republic of China.
In the end, he would be the only survivor from his squad, all others having been executed or dying from the Dachau-Level experiments.
As tensions around the world heightened, the US government burned all records of him and his squadron, considering them casualties of war.
As a POW (Prisoner of War) his physical stature, mental fortitude, and expert combat training made him a candidate for a “Reprograming Operation” by the Russian KGB where he was the only successful test subject.
After months of brainwashing he was finally assigned to a KGB Spy who was planted in the US government, where he was designed to assassinate and perform other reconnaissance operations.
However, the Great War broke out mere months after he was “assigned” and his contract made many unfortunate passes before reaching the Lone Wanderers.
Charon’s previous employers all had dark, ulterior motives that mainly used him as a deviant errand boy. When he becomes employed by the LW, he almost feels at peace. Though he will forever live with PTSD, he is able to put his guard down in certain circumstances, giving him small glimpses of joy and happiness again.
Until he becomes to care too much, and becomes over protective. The LW unknowingly reminds him of his pre-war life. When there was still hope and a dream of change. He doesn’t know why, but he clings to their selflessness. He watches people abuse the LW’s kindness, and then get stuck in a cycle of people pleasing because they are the Wastelands Last Hope.
#so imma just come back from the dead on this shit cause my love for this ghoul baby man will never die#also I come from a heavy military background so that’s kinda why this is my head cannon. my dad was 82nd airborne and we both played FO3#we even took a weekend trip to travel all the places in DC as the game#anyways lol#I love Charon so much and even though I hate how vague they wrote him#I love we can use our own imagination#tell me what yall think!!! I love to talk about my big. baby man#Charon#charon fallout#ghouls#fallout headcanons#fallout companions#fallout ghoul#lone wanderer#fallout#fallout 3#Charon headcannons#also this is written from my OC: Lone Wander Laila’s perspective#a 19 year old girl with BPD and tries to act like a bad ass but it just a mere worm#charon x lone wanderer
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ive had this bouncing around in my head for a while, so here we are.
i am a sucker for pretty boys with kind brown eyes and jaime fits that description perfectly...so i decided to give him a lot of pining (that is definitely reciprocated), he has to be a big brave boy and confess 🫶🏾 also, this is placed before the events in the movie !
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hanging out with jaime has always been very warm, cozy, comfortable. ever since you were children when you'd spend weekends riding your bikes around the neighborhood, only to crash at one of your houses after having way too much food. it happened so frequently that it got to the point where it just was the new normal for both of your families (impromptu get togethers were very common).
the friendship you guys had only grown stronger with each year that passed and well- there were definitely feelings there that weren't strictly platonic now. you were trying your hardest to push them away though, and jaime was having the same issues...however neither of you dared to even threathen the sanctity of the bond shared by confessing. that is until one summer came along, you guys had gone to different universities, and even though you called and texted daily, summer was when you guys could actually hang out like the old days. and here you were, having gone to pick up jaime from the airport with the rest of the reyes. as he walked through the gate you let his family say their hellos first- it's safe to say he almost drowned in hugs and kisses, and when you finally got to say hello you didn't hold back with the bear hug either.
you missed him dearly, and the weird feeling of anxiety, excitement and happiness settled in your stomach as he squeezed you back and actually just fully picking you up. it made the feeling in your stomach even stronger.
"JAIME DIOS MÍO BÁJAME"
"Que no, don't wanna"
"okay so if that's how this is gonna go, cárgame bien, señor"
suddenly you guys were in your own world, talking and laughing and everyone could clearly see what was happening here. milagro was gonna have a field day with the teasing as soon as she had a chance. he ended up putting you down- but only after he carried you all the way to the car. it was embarrassing yes, but now as embarrassing as the older couple that chuckled as you walked past and talked to themselves in hushed voices about 'how sweet young love is' and how they wished they could go back in time and experience it all over again.
that got you both blushing...and made the drive back home for lunch a bit...strange. nothing really changed, you still sat together and chatted, but jaime couldn't stop thinking about what they had said. did you guys actually look like a couple? should he had said something to them? the fact that he didn't mind if they thought so made him feel warm and fuzzy.
two weeks pass, and while you've somehow managed to push away those fuzzy feelings, things have definitely flipped for jaime- and milagro did not help one bit. she woke up much earlier than he did, you did too, and it usually meant that as soon as he walked out into the kitchen he'd see you just having breakfast.
"buenas morning" you say, trying not to laugh cause his hair looked bonkers, but even if you found it hilarious, it was still endearing, and the fuzzy feelings you had to fight every single day before meeting him were back and they were looking for vengeance. and when he almost put his full body weight on top of you for a hug not caring that you were in the middle of eating? well, you felt like you were going to die. "mornin...." he didn't move off. "jaime." "Hmmm?" "get off of me and go shower, tenemos que encontrarnos con el grupo in like an hour". with one last, extremely dramatic sigh, he moves off and does as told. it's not like he didn't want to spend the day with you and some of your other friends, they were his friends too, but he would much rather stay in and chill.
not even two hours later and you guys are at the little picnic area everyone agreed to meet up at, playing silly games, chatting and just catching up! and jaime just wasn't feeling it, he couldn't really pinpoint the reason why until he sees how talkative and close you are with one of the guys there. okay. that's fine. it's just a hangout, nothing is happening, you definitely aren't flirting with him. thank god someone called the guy over cause he didn't know how much he could take.
"so how'd the flirting go?" he thought he sounded casual, calm, normal. he did not sound casual, calm or normal. he sounded upset and looked like a sad dog. "what flirting- what the hell happened to you? why do you look so sad? ¿qué pasó?" "hm? nothing." he shook his head, making you squint. okay, if he didn't want to tell you, then you'd just come up with absurd reasons as to why he would be upset. "¿tas celoso?" funny how you got it right first try. you don't know that, though. "what? no- ¿qué?" he prays to god the blush creeping up his neck isn't noticeable, prays it doesn't betray him. "Ayyyyy si es eso you don't have to be, tu sabes que you're irreplaceable" you laugh and god is definitely on his side cause you're called over a few second later by someone of the order people and he can feel his heart beating so fast he fears its gonna burst through his chest.
the hangout went by smoothly, he genuinely couldn't be happier, even if at first he didn't want to be there. he has to admit, he did miss his friends, so he's glad he could spend some time with them. now you guys are laying on his bed, chismeando and just debriefing when the topic of him being "jelous" came up again. maybe he could just do it. he knew it was risky, but....he was willing to take the chance. "....you know what? maybe i was. maybe i was very jelous, maybe i still kind-of am." he felt you sitting up and all he could do was pull a pillow over his face and keep this shit rolling "you've always made me feel so comfortable and...warm, and ive always loved you, but at some point i think it turned into love...? does that make sense- no- it's fine- okay- look i just- de verdad que me gustas mucho y pues no sé- i don't wanna fuck this up aunque creo que ya lo jodí-" he huffs and sits up to face you, looking embarrassed and flustered "you're so special to me and i really don't want to mess up the friendship we have, okay? but i'd just...i'd really like to be yours."
you aren't sure if you should just kiss him or shake him by the shoulders. so you settle for taking his hand in yours, feeling your face grow warmer- if that's even possible after that confession. "jaime, look at me." that boy is holding onto the pillow for dear life, using it to still obscure his face while he shakes his head. he's trembling. you use your other hand to grab his face and look at you "please, just kiss me" "really?" "si-" and he does, like he's been starving. he almost doesn't let you pull back even though you both need to breathe. "jaime mi amor, you will always be my favorite pretty boy and im so happy i can finally tell you."
#peachy thinks thoughts!#peachy talks into the void!#yeah im upset with this but i said id post it ://#still kinda cute though :') i fuck heavy with the yearning and cute crushes#and jaime is just fun to imagine in cute situations like that#jaime reyes#jaime reyes x reader#blue beetle (2023)#plus size reader#latina reader#again reitero ese tag y el de plus size#anyway#hope whoever reads this enjoys it#sorry its a lil slow and ends abruptly i would have kept it going but i wanted to keep it wholesome#ALSO#Spanglish#!!!!! YEAHHHHHH LETS GOOOO
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woah it’s another pdbc post. could not get the whole running into a china cabinet thing out of my head
rest in peace my girl Bellona u were a real one 😔✊
+ another one since she was on my mind
#not a pikmin post#pdbc#mentioned this on my alt but while I was shadowing at the vet clinic#the tech was showing me how the schedule works and I saw an appointment for a cat named Bella with a note saying:#‘ran head first into a china cabinet’#and like. poor baby but also that is an interesting mental picture#speaking of which I’d sell my kidney to become a vet tech but you need to be good at math!!! aaaaaargh#I am not exaggerating when I say that little fact makes it feel like my hopes and dreams are being shattered right before me#oh well that’s kinda heavy and if I think about it any more I’ll get upset again so uh#here. PDBC stuff. I’ll scream into the void about it until you all care#fun fact though! like I said the cat’s name was Bella which is not what my darling step-oc’s name is nor what it was in the original#BUUUUT she was actually referred to as bella by mistake whilst I was conversing with the og author bc they didn’t remember her name#interesting right? (NO ITS NOT)#art
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i miss horses
#horseback riding is insanely expensive in big cities though#idk if ive talked about it here but i did do horseback riding for i think six? or seven years? something like that#i was super lucky i got to do that bc i was able to get my equipment 2nd hand and#and my mom had 2 jobs and she thinks every kid should have at least one sports hobby and#she knew how much being able to do riding would mean to me so she made it happen and#it did so good for me so i'm very thankful#*did so much good#man i was in such a good shape when i still did riding. by good shape i mean great ass.#anyways i was even pretty good at it. the coach always wabted me to compete but i was like#''hmm no ♡'' bc i didnt want to have to learn and remember what to do at which point#i do sometimes think about what if i started competing#probably not much bc idk if it works with someone elses horse but hey i could have gotten ribbons#anyways i miss it#i dont think i could even get on a horse anymore. i need to start stretching regularly#also im probably too heavy to ride a lot of horses#but i want to brush a horse so bad rn#pretty recently after i stopped riding someone asked me if i did ride bc they could see it on the way i carry myself#which was interesting but i get what they meant#sigh my posture was so much better too#also im kinda scare i wouldnt bounce back from falling like i did when i was younger#it's a miracle i never broke anything or worse#leevi talks
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I went trick-or-treating for the first time in my life today and finally got to fulfill my childhood dream of dressing up like an extra in a DEFA fairy tale movie :)
(not pictured: little kerchief for my head, crochet shawl because chilly, and a basket full of very normal, inconspicuous apples I was handing out to children. I made most things I wore)
#the stays look so shit because im not wearing them correctly in that pic#and also because they are the first i ever made and tbh *are* kinda shit#but the big poofy skirts are lots of fun#heavy though. takes some getting used to.#its all very shoddily made mostly from bedsheets#but very fun#and the apron is super practical why did we stop wearing those#look what i made
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Main Page BGM from the Zenless Zone Zero Official Site HOYO-MiX
#zzz#zenless zone zero#music#listen. listen. if i make another music blog for another hyv game. don't @ me and mind your own business jkalfsdja#(i'm gonna wait ofc until the game actually releases and i figure out if i like it for sure. both the game and ost)#i haven't gone out of my way to listen to the OST bc i don't want to be spoiled but just bits from like#trailers and a few cbt videos i have looked at. ough i'm hooked#seriously like. half of my interest in the game is the ost ALONE#also i didn't realize zzz was releasing THIS july for some reason i thought it was later#*chuckles* i'm in danger#ngl though this one kinda hurts my head after a while. it seems a bit muffled? but might just be the heavy use of bass too#m:music
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made elly and lisa cosplays :3
#fyi i did do the kaneko lip you just can't see it#the uniforms were so annoying to make i went through too much LMAO#but they look so cute so i suppose the pain is worth it#btw i don't think i'm cosplaying p1 elly again just because of how heavy the wig was. p2 elly is on the table tho#i'll definitely wear the st hermelin uniform again though but with a lighter wig#i'm tired of making skirts but i also kinda wanna do tamaki in her karukozaka uniform. joker jun could also be fun#when i get a job i'll do it. i'll thrift some parts but fabric is still expensive. plus my sewing machine is a little broken lol#eriko kirishima#lisa silverman#megami ibunroku persona#persona 1#persona 2#cosplay
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AC Forsaken: Yeah, Edward was kinda a sexist who didn't want to teach his daughter assassin way and wanted to give her away into a marriage to a guy she hated...
AC4: Well... he had Mary Read as one of close friends and Anne Bonny as his quartermaster... so I guess he kinda respected strong women
AC Forgotten Temple: Yeah, he respects strong women... but with our "modern-days-Edward-descendant" we kinda implying that he wasn't faithful to Tessa...
#and then theres me sitting with “the hell is going on here”#no seriously maybe im dumb but HOW in the bloody hell otherwise Noa would be his descendant#for some time i though “well maybe its all happening before he and tessa became a thing”#but then the most recent chapter just shattered this theory for me#*heavy sigh*#you cant imagine how much Edward's characterization irks me in almost everything outside ac4#(also yeah ive played ac4 before ive read forsaken)#(so imagine my face while i was reading the whole “edward was kinda an asshole towards jenny” thing)#edward kenway#assassin's creed#ac#assassins creed#black flag#assassins creed forgotten temple
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the tf2 mercs as dog people? Marasmius spell? Poodle spy?
Dog mercs! Sure thing anonymous!! anonymous asks?
JOHN PANCREAS GIVES!!
I put 100% WAY too much effort into this xD I did so much research for this lol
if you have a question about what bred I choose and why or if I should have chooses a different one I’d love to hear!!
but this was actually kinda fun and turned out better than I hoped
so if you guys want more just let me know!! Or if you want different ALSO let me know!! I love getting asks and requests!! <3
#tf2 fanart#tf2 spy#tf2 sniper#tf2 medic#tf2#tf2 demoman#tf2 engineer#tf2 heavy#tf2 pyro#tf2 scout#tf2 soldier#tf2 art#Actually kinda cute as dogs though#I also adore the name spoodle
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sometimes researching for avatar redesigns has you 6 layers deep into the Japan's Meiji era allies wiki
#im trying to mess with some of the stuff that feels weird about the ways the fire nation is depicted idk#like i do not feel optically it is good for like them to be so heavily based on japan's imperialist actions#while dressed in clothes that come from places japan colonized#but i dont want it to just be solely japanese though i did draw zuko and azula in hakama but its largely cause i wanted to draw hakama#and like the only place with strong japanese influence being kiyoshi island and my own frustration with the modern day samurai depiction#i think fundamentally it isnt a choice that had as much thought as i am putting in put into it but it does raise an eyebrow for me#anyway i think keeping the thai influence is fine despite the brief invasion japan had into thailand due to thailand then allying with japa#and further allying with the axis due to allying with japan#ugh and ive been told not to think this much about it because its fiction but its also fiction so so so heavily based on real places#and when you base fiction on real cultures you fall into some unintentional pitfalls#i also fucking hate the royal fire nation robes they look so meh and the most costumey out of everything in the show#they look like heavy blankets despite being a supposedly hot nation#theres ways to have heavy robes (heian era japan) but they look like i make them out of fleece and velvet blankets#back to kiyoshi island i think the really only aesthetically japanese reference in the show being an island of noble warriors is lame#plus over done#it feels like nowadays theres a lot of people who get all whiney about people saying fire nation is based off japan#but like dude the creators in the comics and korra like go even more into the japanese influence and clearly it was the original intentions#also i do think you could do some pretty interesting world building by having say there be an older cultural influence on kiyoshi island#from the fire nation especially if the place is established as a central port area then you tie in some okinawan or even hawaiian reference#and gives an explanation that makes sense to why kiyoshi stands out from the rest of the earth kingdom you have long term cultural trading#and it establishes interesting relationships even pre kiyoshi time thereby drawing back onto some real historic references#cause for awhile ryukyu china and japan used to be this trading triangle which could explain some of these various influences going on#i think you can get a really interesting harmony when you create the fire nation out of a mix of japan and thailand#i mean both have these floating buildings due to living on some pretty wet lands and theres harmony in that mix#god i did see one person go like “fire nation is more based on china because theres a lot of red and red is important in china”#my brother in christ red is also important in japan#red is important in like many many asian cultures#i mean of course a lot of that importance stems from china and cultural exchange with china but idk kinda silly to say with your whole ches#like if you want to bring china in then the dragons are the biggest thing like sure some mythos has dragons in japan#but a lot of those comes from china in some way
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trying to plan out what pokèmon bruce wayne would have... much to think about
#i am envisioning batman to have: noivern (obviously he must have one bat pokèmon). lucario. and greninja#i chose the last 2 partly because i like those pokèmon but theyre also powerful and stealthy pokèmon#so fitting for batman#and noiverns more of a less-stealthy heavy hitter i guess for when hes gotten civillians out the way#batman would have to have some sort of earplugs or padding in his cowl to deal with the sound noivern creates though.. hmmmmm#im also thinking he should have some sort of electric or tech pokèmon but i cant decide which one..#i gotta balance strategy vs his asthetic#it would be good if he had a fire and/or grass type pokèmon too but none really fit his vibe#also it would make sense he have a fighting type (aside from lucario) but i dislike all the fighting types 😔😔#sorry pretty privellage is REAL and it is stopping me from giving him other fighting types#idk.. much to think about#i think lucario makes a lot of sense tbh like they both have the drive to do good and help people#i can envision bruce finding a riolu during his time training and instantly having that connection#ORRR bruce is so strung up on his anger and bitterness. it takes meeting riolu (who rejects him for not being as virtuous as b would think)#for bruce to kinda enforce his own principles#of becoming batman to HELP amd do GOOD and not just for vengence#meanwhile i chose greninja cos its one of my favs#brucie wayne would also need different pokèmon to batman. otherwise his secret identity is WAYY too obvious#it would depend on what kind of bruce wayne i want tho#the more ditsy playboy brucie would have different pokèmon to... e.g. ben afflecks batman whos more sleazy businessman#so many different options#SORRY FOR THE RAMBLE i am... thinking
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Thinking of her......................
#plush tag#i found Images. if you can't win crane game google images is just fine.#i'm in love w this one in particular though... her power.#although still not Exactly what i have in mind for the bodies of my plushes. since my askr sibs are so small#and made of felt mostly so far. i feel like they're for show. their purpose is to be So Cutes#maybe for taking pics and stuff. i have the idea of having them be button jointed. in a perfect world#i would LOVE. for them to be able to stand and sit without much support if any at all#but their heads might be too heavy. i also just don't know/kinda doubt i have the right material...#like. i feel like you need material that's stiff. sturdy. which i have some of. but also they're PLUSHIES...#which goes back to them just being for show but i would still like a little softeness to them...#idk idk i woke up WAY too early today. for no fucking reason. and i am rotating them in my head.
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lost vocation: fish
#just me hi#i am fresh from the shower helloooo world hfbsh#wanna go swimming again before it gets real cold.. i love you lake lol :)#reed doesn't like lakes and i kiinda get it; the depths and the unseen yeya#but there is also something comforting about being in something very large and very heavy. it's all the right pressure n i like it :>#pools are Not the same and simply cannot match up </3 also they're so hard to breath around so Lol#hot tubs have it out for me i dunno what i did but they are displeased about it#Okay i just remembered the heavy chlorine smell usually comes from a lot of urine in the pool so that's uh. hm#also i have nearly drowned in more pools than lakes so that too hghfshvk#for most of my life i was shorter than i am now. and pools give you that false sense of security like 'oh sure i can touch the bottom i'm#good :D' and then that's when it GETS ya. bfhsv#lakes are not lying to you though they Will get ya. but they're nice about it <3#the only thing i really have a problem with in lakes aside from the obvious drowning risk is. The Creatures#fish have nibbled me more than i am happy with lmao :(#like if i had a nickel for every time it happened i would have more than 1 but i'm not really sure how many hfbvsh#the first time it happened was AWFUL it felt like someone Scratching their fingernails on me and HOUUUU#first time that happened i genuinely thought there was some funkin Thing gonna get me in the waters lmfsvhf <3#i do like the dragonflies though even if they make my skin kinda itchy when they land :D they like to chill and i just float around instead#of doing anything so we're good friends lol :3#//anywho i'm kinda tired; been sorta fixing my sleep schedule but i got like Turbo Anxiety for a couple days a lil while ago and it messed#that up a bit but i'm getting it back on track hgfhs >:3#mysterious turbo anxiety comes in the middle of the night and whacks at unsuspecting victims.. honestly quite rude i think we can all agree#//okay wells i gotta go rn :) maybe i'll do somethin.. who knows!#poking myself with a stick ; we'll get something from this eventually hfshfv#toodles toodles !!
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