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HAPPYYYYYYYY!!!!
since you sent me such a CRUELLY EXPOSING ask (<3 /j) I figured it only fair to return the favour ^^
If you could only pick ONE fictional character to absolutely wreck you, who would it be and why?
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And what do you think that says about you 👀👀
hehe love ya happy <333333
(and omfg thank u so much for liking the fic you have no idea how happy I am that you enjoyed it take your time to scream I'm just glad I did your post proud !!! ^^)
CROWWW!!!
How fucking dare you (affectionate) the audacity of this. I will answer, because I honor my promises, and also because yours was far more exposing than this and I got a lot of insider deets out of that 😌
Also, again with the goddamn choices man, you gotta cut that shit out, a girl can only choose things so many times
Okay, so this took me a thousand hours to decide because there's a couple that I have in my head
And I know you said one, and I will provide my top one, but I have to list the top three because they're all pretty much tied. I also think it's incredibly ironic that my top three lers are also my favorite lees. I don't know if you know any of these characters so I provided a bit of background information for reference
1. At the top of the list.... Chishiya!
I've only known about him for a couple of weeks but that was enough~ I would also like to preface all of these by saying, do I think any of these characters actually would tickle me? No, because most of them are either assholes or would think it's weird. But I am choosing to ignore that for the sake of this question~
So he's a character in Alice in Borderland, which is a show about people who participate in death games and shit. But Chishiya was the Cheshire Cat-esque character, hence the name, so just imagine that vibe for his character. He makes me go absolutely feral, and the idea of him doing it is,,,,,, yeah. I feel like there would be one of his classic slight smiles and a head cock somewhere in there as he watched your reactions, and that would perish me on the spot.
2. Mostly tying out is.... Damien!
So Damien is from The Bright Sessions, and is essentially this guy who can make people do whatever he wants through projecting his own desires via superpowers. He's also half smug asshole/pathetic wet cat of a man. It is the latter half that makes him so tickly-able, but the first half that has him on this list. If you heard his voice, you'd get it. He does this kind of deep drawl thing with it, and his voice is so fucking smug and teasy for literally no reason, it's absolutely not necessary for anything that he says. But whenever he "wins" against someone, he's consistently rubbing it in their face and it's annoying but also,,,, yeah, just but also.
3. Returning as one of my og faves.... Connor from DBH!
He's an android from the game Detroit Become Human, which is essentially about these AI androids that gain life and learn what it means to be human while overcoming bigotry and a bunch of other shit. But Connor was an android cop that was sent to investigate the case, and eventually starts to become deviant, or human, himself. But he's such an attentive, perceptive character because he has to be. His whole job is about analyzing other people. So he can pick up when others are embarrassed and why, and he'll just fucking point it out because he doesn't know you don't talk about those things. So the idea of him noticing that you're ticklish and that you like it, because he would absolutely pick up on that, and pointing it out is beyond flustering for no reason.
As for what they say about me, I think one safe conclusion is that I like assholes lol. But in reality, I think it's mostly reaction based. Having somebody really, truly see me, notice things about me, and discover what things get to me, is such a flustering but nice concept. Just having someone work to get a certain reaction out of you, or tease you when they notice the effect something is having on you, especially if you're trying to hide it. I just like being teased guys. Tk or otherwise, it's such a giddy, happy feeling and I'm obsessed with it.
#tickling#asks#answered ask#ask game#personal#dont mind my fucking essay of a response im sorry it got so long asgjhi#also ive been saving up all the reblogs i need to do but once i get to them that fic is getting hella screamed over#on all levels except physical i am shaking your fic in excitement like a goddamn maniac
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⏝ִ︶⏝ִ︶⏝ִ︶⏝ִ︶⏝ִ︶⏝
HAVE YOU MET YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE
⏜ ︵⊹︵ ⏜ ︵ ୨୧︵ ⏜ ︵⊹︵ ⏜
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˒🪻៸៸ ꒰ disclaimer ୨୧ ⋆
All of the images was collected and saved through pinterest. Take all everything as grain of salt as no one can really truly predict the future. Any resonated results are purely product of the current energy. Every option for each pile are from left to right.
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Pile 1
cards: king of swords - king of wands - iii of wands
Before I shuffle your cards, I saw something in my vision that you meet them in beach approximately the time is around 9-11 in the morning. Your person is having fun and playing with 2 other people, s/he seems young(16-19 years of age during the time. It happen this person caught your attention as they were someone attractive, olive to tan skin perhaps become more tan because of the sunlight. That's all the vision I see and I'm not quite sure if it is will apply to all. Asking the questions in the cards, the answer is strong yes however you doesn't actually know them really. If I were describing your person, they were sharp as tack and isn't able in a romantic relationship, not interested in any dating someone as of now. A little bit hard to get and keep there worth,
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Pile 2
cards: iii of swords - iv of cups - vii of swords
No, not yet both of you are not ready for the union. This present time aren't the ideal time for you to meet. Numerous problems and challenge needs to address before being able to meet each one of you. Don't force the energy to meet them instantly cause you will just put a mess into the energies, your person seems not interested with romantic partner at the current moment. I think you will meet them when you got hurt more likely a heartbreak from romantic relationship/ a situation. Meeting them rn will not benefit for the both of you. Deal with any challenges and problems first before exploring the love you been seeking for.
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Pile 3
cards: iv of pentacles, the tower, knight of swords - v of cups
This pile is split into two energy which mean, half of the people who pick this pile actually met their person while the other half are still not. For people who feel they didn't met yet their person, something you need to work on too such as learning to budget finances and how to save up, your person likes these said traits so if you think your lacking with it then learn how to. Perhaps your life right as of the present are currently feels sad and something is missing, your unable to find the happiness and thought that love is the only happiness so you must work this as well. For people who think they met there person, you met this person unexpectedly and you are not aware of. Perhaps they were your friends, a colleague, or even someone who you have mutual understanding.
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Pile 4
cards: page of cups - death, the hanged man
Yes, you met them already. You may meet them during your sleep at nights or they are your classmate/schoolmate or once your puppy love or could be your crush or even a friend If you want me to define who they are, they're someone who is calm and quiet but is shy. Either be this is someone who fell instantly to any trends especially the fashion trends or doesn't want to follow trends. Dark might be there favorite color or You already have gut that they are your person but it fade also like on and off. Seems that they have glow up here which makes them more attractive in your view. You experience something with this person which you could never forget. Maybe before both of you were super duper close and now everytime you both see each other, it's like nothing, no hi and hello, in simple word you both become stranger to each other.
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Pile 5
cards: the moon - ii of pentacles - queen of wands
As speaking this is a weak yes for this pile. You not meet them yet physically however in dreams you already know each other. Looks like both of you are channeling or manifesting in a way to create a simple connection. The main reason why you both doesn't met yet, there's much things you both need to work into perhaps you two are struggling financially, experiencing anxiety or even feel insecure about yourselves. Both are pretty similar and likely close how similar what situation you both had. If I describe your person, they are close to in most of feminine than masculine people. This is someone who is attractive, athletic (body), interested in sports, sporty, sexy, and charismatic.
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Pile 6
cards: king of pentacles - viii of cups - ix of swords reversed
This pile also got a neutral yes. Your person isn't not fully visible in your life. This is someone who is older and mature than you, they are a leader, and a stable person. They may give you money when your first meet each other cause you seems sad for them- also they are successful, if not really, they will offer you a long lasting relationship or you may meet them when you decide to walk away to someone or in a situation that are no longer serving you in any way or when you finally releasing your self doubt and anxiety. Be ready and be patient at anytime they will just appear in your life.
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ROTTMNT: You Are Not Alone Epilogue
The End.
*Reblogs appreciated*
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Epilogue
One month later
Casey walks through the lair. He’s dressed in recently bought clothes, cleaner and more relaxed than he’s been in years.
He goes into the med bay where he does his usual, daily routine. He makes sure everything is clean; he checks the IV bag and changes it if he has to; he records the vitals, making sure they’re stable.
Finally, he sits in his chair and takes a deep breath.
“Hi, Sensei.”
Leonardo lies in the bed, completely unconscious. He’s been in a coma since the Krang battle ended a month ago. He had received a much needed blood transfusion immediately after and all of his injuries have long since healed- even the nasty crack down his shell is now just a scar. Most of the healing was done during his power surge from the Hamato ninpo, but everyone figures that’s also why he’s comatose. His body is beyond exhausted.
“So, today we went to Run of the Mill Pizza again,” Casey says, “Señor Hueso finally agreed to put our picture up on his Wall of Champions for saving the world. Leo wouldn’t stop hugging him. And he said he’d give us free pizza when you come to see him, mostly just to prove that you’re real. He still doesn’t believe that you’re from the future.”
“Cass got mad at me again today when I accidentally called her Mom. I’m getting better about it, but I still forget sometimes. I told her it’s just because I’ve gotten so comfortable around her that sometimes I forget. She said that it’s fine if I only do it once in a while. Then Leo and Mikey made fun of her for blushing and she punched them. She really is the same.”
“April and Sunita showed me around the city some more. They took me to Central Park, and Times Square, and we did a bunch of shopping. I’m getting better about being around people. And I’ve found out I like buying clothes. I got a nice pair of boots and Sunita painted my nails black. They look really cool.”
“April said I should go to school to learn more about the modern world. Donnie said there’s nothing he can’t teach me, and Cass said there’s nothing I can’t learn on the street. I told them that Master Donatello taught me all kinds of things so I think I’m okay.”
“The guys showed me another Lou Jitsu movie last night. It’s even better than the stories you used to tell me. And Master Splinter had a bunch of stories about the productions. Then we watched a Jupiter Jim movie, but Splinter didn’t like that one as much. I think they’re all great.”
#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#rottmnt fanfiction#rise leo#rise casey#casey jones#casey jones jr#rottmnt au#myart
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sorry for being radio silent for weeks (suddenly became important at work) then breaking my silence just to reblog beautiful fanart of my beautiful wife (john silver)
quick recap for those who wanna know >:P
hello friends and family :)
sorry for being gone, i finally got to touch grass so i didnt need the delusions to go thru the horrors of everyday :( i am doing well, just been very busy with work and honestly it tuckers me out a lot so i just pass out the moment i get home (not ideal)
re: suddenly becoming important at work
im taking on more responsibilities now (single handedly in charge of merch designs, main designer for a rebranding launch, getting my designs signed up for IP) and probably even more once i get regularized (in two weeks!!)
my personal computer is busted (ant crawled inside the monitor n fucked it up a bunch) been waiting for the past few weeks for the parts to come in, hopefully it will get fixed next weekend. havent been able to draw bc of this and i semi had a breakdown bc i took this as a sign from god that i should get a tablet so i can draw anywhere instead of saving up for big girl pc that could run bg3 in hd (and also run after effects for freelance work ofc haha lol)
bc of that i had less screen time and it made me think abt how i need to consume less and actually take time to create etc etc so ive been trying to get back into more traditional stuff (reading books, writing in a journal, watercolors) and tbh its been v good for me, will prolly continue to do so until i figure out how to balance both (consuming/creating)
last but not the very least, i got a mullet !! v happy about it, my hair has never been fluffier. i've never felt gender-affirmation until i saw myself in this hair :) i feel more like myself now, im v happy i did it :3
anyway that's all for now my lovelies !!! im sorry if this was long and im not even sure if anyone would read thru the whole thing but if u did, thank u !! u a real one n im kissing u on the top of ur head :3
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I largely keep to myself in fandoms, only picking up the odd friend here-and-there or joining a group chat if I'm feeling brave enough. But all of this Twitter talk is making me want to try engage with folks on the platform too! My only gripe isn't even surrounding the community, since you can curate your space like you said, it's the lack of organisation and the dreaded infinite scroll on pages. I adore Tumblr for how easy you can come back to a particular post you reblogged a long time ago, or venture through the tags on somebody's page... but it feels as though that's not possible on Twitter with how it operates. Are there any ways to get around this? 🤔
tl;dr - if you're trying to find a specific topic on someone's page, type 'topic (from:@Username)'
example: minedai (from:@Snapperoni)
if you're trying to save a post to look at later, you can either use twitter's own bookmark feature, or you can use your browser's bookmark feature
long ass unnecessary winded edition below the cut
twitter's less organized than tumblr since tumblr's meant for proper organizational blogging instead of status-update-type posts like twitter (even if its blog tag search system only decides to work depending on the phase of the moon on tumblr), so fundamentally its going to be a little more awkward with organization. there's some things you can do though, and it's not impossible: it's just a little extra work
in my experience it's a lot easier to just 'run into' new accounts and posts once your algorithm knows what you like and i prefer to use twitter that way for finding art or discussions im interested in. trusting the wind and all and the wind's done me well to show me excellent art.
you can help curate your algorithm by going into your Settings -> Privacy And Safety -> Content You See. you cant manually type in topics to add (you CAN save searches though if that's anything: it just means you dont have to type in the thing you want to search when you go to the search bar), but again once you start liking posts it'll start to recommend topics like 'Yakuza' that you can add. you can also remove topics you dont like once they show up in the list under Content You See -> Interests
another way around is to just search your interest (i.e. 'baseball') and just start liking/retweeting a bunch of posts and the algorithm will do the rest for your For You page. following accounts posting the topic you like also helps (obviouslylol)); searching terms on twitter is a fine way to see people post about a thing you like. its like tumblr in that it'll only show you posts that have the tagged word (i.e. 'minedai) in the actual post (i.e. 'if i think about minedai for more than three seconds im going to eat gravel')
at most for coming back to a post you like, you can use the bookmark feature: ive used it. A Lot. and True it gets harder to find older bookmarks as time goes on but for what it is it's been nifty for me. i dont exactly look at bookmarks any older than maybe a month at this point, so it doees its job fine for my needs. if you're on desktop and you really want to save a post without using twitter's bookmark feature, then you can always use your browser's own bookmark feature (i do that with tumblr posts sometimes. it's definitely easier to organize things that way but i also can see how it might appear cumbersome)
trying to find a specific post or type of post from someone's 50/50 though, like tumblr (because i repeat its tagging system is only so reliable sometimes). unless they use tags or you remember a particular phrase they put in the post (you can search specific terms, that including tags) then you just have to scroll i fear. other than that, if you search the term you want and the account youre trying to look through (i.e. minedai (from:@Snapperoni) then it should show up: if anything, twitter's more reliable in actually showing you the post you're looking for so long as you have the term typed correctly
and ermmmm yeah i think thats all i got LOL. best of luck to using twitter
#long post#snap chats#twitter's very quick to adapt to my new interests its really funny#i dont know how or why it is but the minute im starting to think of something a lot#SUDDENLY i see hella posts relating to it- i wont even search for it one day i'll just see a post related to it#id like to thank my beautiful mutuals and the people i follow for that i guess LOL#but yeah. if you have any more questions ask me. i suppose jVLKAEJ#im a bit rambly here and it makes sense to me but that doesnt mean it makes sense to everyone so ill be happy to clarify if need be
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kind of rambly post under the cut but ive just been going through it lately so if you're interested in taking a peek inside my head then feel free to read it lol
so lately ive been struggling mentally pretty badly, it's been that kind of depression that is so deep and so intense that it takes a long time to fully come out of it. the past few days i've felt happy at times, like.. i've spent time with friends and with family, and during those moments, i do feel genuinely happy! but as soon as i get back by myself in my room, that wall of emptiness just smacks me in the face like a ton of bricks, and i feel that absolute lowest of lows. i've taken a step back from being online, and in doing so, i've removed myself temporarily from the lives of friends that i've made online, and i feel guilty for it? even though what i'm doing is for my own mental wellbeing, as i don't think it would be very fair to my friends for me to try and hold conversations when i don't think i have very much to offer in the state i've been in, i still just feel bad and like i've been a bad friend by taking that time and space for myself. today, however, i've woken up feeling a bit lighter and brighter, so i'm trying to get myself up and around and back to where i WAS when things were going great.
but i realize now that i've not just taken a break from being online, but also from the sims. i was starting to get really frustrated with the way things in my game were going, and i am not feeling inspired to play with my current save right now. eventually, i want to try and play in that save again, but for now, i think i just need to take a step back from it and once im ready, i can maybe do some gameplay there again. i've been thinking about making a current household and just playing on my own for a while, maybe not sharing things as often. as much as i try to pretend it doesn't matter, numbers kind of do matter to me lol, and when a gameplay post doesn't perform well when i've put a lot of work into it, as a perfectionist, it really tends to get me down and it dashes my motivation almost completely lol.
in the meantime though, i have started a new animal crossing island on my second switch! my main island is kohaku (which im transforming into a studio ghibli inspired island lol) but my new island is called wisp! and my goal with this island (which will be a dreamy, green and white forestcore theme) is to 100% the game! in my terms, that's doing things like completing all nook mile stamps, donating all bugs/fossils/sea creatures/art to the museum, having 10 villagers i like (and obtaining their portraits!), etc.! so far, i've been making really good progress with the bugs and fish in the museum, and it really has been the one saving grace for my mental state these days haha. it's amazing the amount of serotonin i've been getting from these little anthropomorphic animals.
if you happen to read this, i appreciate it lol. i do want to resume playing the sims eventually, but only when i feel like i'm ready. i feel like with my current save, i've been teetering on the edge of burnout for a while, and i finally hit that and i just don't have any interest in playing for now. but i promise i will eventually! and this is not me announcing any sort of hiatus, i still will be around reblogging stuff, and i may even get into posting some acnh stuff on this blog as well! who knows! but yeah. that's been life lately. lol. i hope everyone here has been well! i hope september can bring us all the happiness and stability we deserve <3
#rae ramblings#<- for real lmao#thanks to anyone who reads this lol#although u definitely don't have to!#i've just been having A Time lately while existing upon this floating space rock#hope u all are well <3#i'll still be here!
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HI ive gained brajnrot from your oc from only the little bit ive heard of them. if youd be alright with it could you tell me iotas lore? /nf tho!! (also ive been drawing them based on art you reblogged a few days ago and ive been having a lot of fun :D they have such a cool design and aa) ((also also first ask from me hello hello wonderful mutual))
I GOT SO FAR THROUGH WRITING THIS ASK AND THEN TUMBLR DELETED IT. anyways hiiiiii beloved mutual welcome to my inbox! im literally so honored u got brainrot from my silly girly.... please feel free to share ur art if u feel so inclinced... i'd cry /pos
hope its okay im about to. infodump. im putting it under the cut. this is so long this is so much more than u asked for hopefully tgm doesn't kill me for explaining the plot. lol
alright. lets go again. iota is a part of a project called the whittled pantheon, which tells the story of eleven gods-ish and their experiences. its kinda broadly complicated and im only here to tell iota lore rn so if you want more general lore check the "whittled pantheon" tag link in my pinned!
okay so iota. pronouns she/it/moon although i largely default to she. oops. its the goddess of the wild - deepest darkest nights, moon and stars, the forests. uncivilized area. grass taller than ur head. wildflowers. u get the idea. she has a brother, agathodaemon, who's the god of the tamed (he's written by the lovely lovely tgm). iota is very introverted and prefers to spend most of her time in the woods with her conditionally immortal wolfpack. moon doesn't interact with humans and is. so very uncivilized please do not bring moon into the court room oh god
whittled pantheon itself as a story is split into essentially two parts - the old world, where the gods are born and spend the most time, and the new world, where the gods flee after the destruction of the old world. in the old world, iota's very reclusive. this is where you see it vibing with its pack and being a woods girly. she interacts mostly with agathodaemon, as well as statikos (god of beasts, written by tweewig) and palaemon (water god). she does interact with the other gods but like. infrequently. and never with humans.
so time goes on. agathodaemon builds a giant city on the coast and its destroying natural resources and iota goes okay this is no longer cool. she and palaemon get together and confront daemon and they're like hey buddy. stop. agathodaemon temporarily stops and then comes back, resulting in a massive falling out between daemon and iota. then, palaemon dies mysteriously, and his death starts the destruction of the world, starting with a flood that wipes out daemon's city. lol karma i guess.
the catalyst is what we've been calling the destruction of the world (the balance of the world is fucked up. water dries up, world shatters from inside out). the gods kinda collectively get together for once and go alright. oh shit. and Leave. but in the process they leave iota behind
iota now has to survive the literal destruction of her entire known world. moon is the only god left on the old world, and she's surrounded by humans who fundamentally make no sense to it and also need/want it to save them. but iota cannot save them because she is one god left alone. she tries, though. she meets lots of humans one of whom it becomes like. very good ambiguous 'besties' with. this is fortuna. she changes iota's entire perception of the world. but you know the world is dying and all of the humans die and iotas immortality is like. dripping down the drain and she cannot find a way back. but daemon comes to the rescue because even after everythign he loves her. the whole rescue bit has a whole Other set of worldbuilding lore and explanations that i will not get into here just know that its a thing. they make it back to the new world and start to Heal.
im not going to explain anything else because spoilers. but. i think all this is good to talk about. hopefully. or tgm will fucking kill me /j. but yeah. god. this was somuch more than you asked for.......... well enjoy anyways <3
#wp iota#whittled pantheon#THE IOTA MASTERPOST I FUCKING GUESS. wowowowowowowwo#asks#inthebrightwood#u absoleutlu do not have to read all of this#also freaking HI! i see u all the time in my notes ur like a blorbo in my head#cannot believe we've never properly interacted before#thanks for asking me to talk about my girly i love moon so much u dont even know#whittled pantheon explanations
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I posted 2,414 times in 2022
That's 605 more posts than 2021!
411 posts created (17%)
2,003 posts reblogged (83%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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@totallynotpuri
@flyingfish1234
@pipulp
@foryouthegays
I tagged 2,334 of my posts in 2022
Only 3% of my posts had no tags
#mcyt - 378 posts
#pokemon - 272 posts
#emma talks - 214 posts
#technoblade - 130 posts
#hermitcraft - 127 posts
#dream smp - 105 posts
#asks - 87 posts
#save - 85 posts
#video - 78 posts
#philza - 72 posts
Longest Tag: 139 characters
#ive been slowly compiling a bunch of screenshot snips of articles cause i wanna eventually make a piece of wikipedia poetry about this post
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
While musing on that post about Minecraft and the constant presence of portals and themes of escape, I found that I had come to an entirely different conclusion from the same information.
When I picture those unknown, long-gone ancient inhabitants of the Minecraft world that the game implies to have once populated the overworld, I don't get a sense of fear and the need to escape. Mostly, I get a sense of hunger and hubris.
Think about it. As the player, why do you build portals? Why do you go through them? Why do you burrow to the bottom of the world? Is it to get away from the creatures of the overworld, when the monsters and dangers you encounter once you leave that grassy surface are far worse? No. Every time you dig deeper into the universe, it becomes more dangerous. When you make that step, you make it from a need and longing to know what lies beyond. Assuming that those ancient people were beings like the player, why would they have been any different?
Why else would you plunge into fire or into void, if not to find what lies on the other side at any cost?
And yet, the dangers that the ancients found on the other side of every door they built were likely their undoing: netherrack and lava creep like a fungus out from the ruined remains of nether portals. Those who traveled to the End never came back to tell the tale, judging from the lack of loot and the cobwebs in the stronghold. And the Deep Dark..... Is that unknown portal in those ruined cities really an escape route from the skulk and the Warden, or yet another door greedily opened to a new plane, accidentally freeing new horrors that leech out and consume? Like the dwarves of Moria, did they delve too greedily and too deep?
As the player, if you could open that portal too, would it be to escape the Warden? Or would you brave the dark in spite of the Warden, just for the chance to see what lies beyond?
What calls to you? Is it fear of the world above, or is it the siren song of the abyss, drawing you ever deeper?
I think the game speaks for itself, after all:
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#4
He was one of my heroes tbh, despite the fact that I've always told myself to "have no heroes" because idolizing people is dangerous business. But he was never my hero because I idolized him, or thought he was perfect, unbeatable, or had a perfect moral compass. It was because I saw so much of myself in him in the sort of way that made me believe in myself.
His dry, deadpanned humor, his big dreams, his struggles with adhd and social anxiety, the English major background and jokes...... He was so much like me, and yet so much brighter, and stronger, and even more determined, that he made me want to do even better. When I was struggling and wondering if I should give up and drop out of college, he was the person I thought of. In his silly videos and the personal bits he told us, he reassured me that it would be ok even if I did have to stop, but also gave me faith that I could succeed despite my problems and failures, and that I should never give up on my dreams.
I hope he knew how much he meant to us. I hope he knew that every time we lamented his absences and teased him for his upload schedules, it was because he brought genuine value to our lives. We will keep missing him, and even more than us will the people who knew and loved him irl. All the work he did for good will live on and keep helping people.
Technoblade never dies💜
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HE!!!!!!!!
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I wanted to give him ~fancy hair~
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Fun new activities to do with your Blorbos!
Put them in a snowglobe and shake it
Bake on high until crispy at the edges
Stretch them like saltwater taffy
Hang them from your rearview mirror like fuzzy dice
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top three with. doctor who. talk about the silly little doctors Now
LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tbh id kind of forgotten i reblogged that
3 male characters I love:
JAMIE MCCRIMMON MY BEST FRIEND
12th doctor. the doctor is never male and i like them in general but 12 is probably my favorite
um. uh. um. um. uhhhhhh. christ theres GOTTA be someone i like more than mickey or rory i mean theyre good but theyre not top favorites. WILF. RIGHT. WILF. WILFRED MOTT. GRANDPA WIN
3 female characters I love:
ACE!!!!!!!!
DONNA NOBLE!!!!!!!!!
Ahh god. Fuck. Theres too many I could put here. uhmmm. Ok im going to say rose tyler. She MIGHT. have a slight edge over bill potts. but ouuugghh i love bill. im not sure,. one of them. WAIT WHAT ABOUT MISSY. theres too many incredible women and girls in doctor who. If i had to pick one ummmm i guess I’ll say rose though. she’s classic
3 romantic ships I love:
the doctor and the master whatever the fuck they have going on
2/jamie this clown and scottish dude are gay as hell
uhhh. yeah lets say doctorrose. they too are classic
(Honorary mention to Ace and all of her Girlfriends Of The Week <3)
3 platonic dynamics I love:
TEN & DONNA!!!!!!!!!! OUUUUUUUGGGGHHHHHHHHHH *POWERS UP*
probably seven & ace… uncledadpa moments
christ i had something a second ago and then i lost it. why are amy and rory suddenly all i can think of THEY ARE MARRIED. ok i think im gonna say 11 & amy not a big fan of…. ALL the ways they were written in the show…… but the overarching concept of. to the doctor amy is always the little girl he accidentally left behind and he needs to make it up to her & to amy the doctor is always her childhood imaginary friend and they’re both trying to live in a fairytale and it is NOT actually ideal for them. It’s good
3 favorite moments in canon:
OUT OF SIXTY FUCKING YEARS OF TELEVISION?!?!?!?!?!?! ok lightning round off the top of my head
the scene in the unicorn and the wasp where the doctor gets cyanide poisoned and has to play charades with donna and agatha christie to try and tell them what he needs
in the god complex where the doctor amy and rory all get startled by people showing up and everyone is talking at once and the doctor goes IVE NEVER BEEN THREATENED WITH A TABLE LEG BEFORE! NO WAIT I TELL A LIE…. while rory is going ITS OKAY, WE’RE NICE! and amy looks at him like hes insane. i find it very funny
when ten sacrifices himself to save wilf but first he has to have a little mental breakdown about it because he knows what the right thing to do is but he’s also kind of fucked in the head and feels like he deserves to live. and then as hes very slowly dying of radiation poisoning we get that kinda cheesy montage that goes on WAY too fucking long of him doing little secret things to help out all the companions he’s had since the start of the revival series and it’s so self indulgent and wrung out and it kinda slaps
theres so many others and probably a lot of scenes i like way more than these but these r the first ones that came to mind so i will restrain myself
3 favorite headcanons:
gender and sexuality r different for time lords. bc theyre aliens. so of course it would be. but the doctor is also queer by their standards
erm. uh. fuck. shit. what else is there.
Susan is still alive and doing fine <3
Christ i dont know. I got nothin. Doctor who canon is so fucked i could probably take something that’s technically canon and then call it a headcanon anyway. Uh. No i got nothing there either.
K9 is a good dog. There
3 least favorite things about it:
NO NOSTALGIABAIT!!! STOP IT!!! PUT DAVID TENNANT BACK WHERE YOU FOUND HIM. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO PUT HIM RIGHT BETWEEN THE FIRST FEMALE DOCTOR AND THE FIRST BLACK DOCTOR <3 HE WAS ON THE SHOW FOR FOUR YEARS PUT HIM BACK
AND NO MORE DALEKS OR CYBERMEN UNTIL THE WRITERS CAN LEARN TO USE THEM PROPERLY! USE THEM AS REPRESENTATIONS OF FASCISM AND FEARS OF NEW TECHNOLOGY RESPECTIVELY OR DONT USE THEM AT ALL. STOP INCLUDING THEM JUST BECAUSE THEYRE THE BIG RECOGNIZABLE DOCTOR WHO VILLAINS.
(…….exceptions made for when daleks are used for comedy i may say it annoys me when they get watered down but i still think its great when theyre funny. also that one new years special was actually a very good occasion to have a dalek without it meaning anything but that’s besides the point okay anyway)
ALSO THE WEEPING ANGELS. THEY WERE SCARY IN THEIR FIRST APPEARANCE AND THEN THE WRITERS KEPT ADDING NEW THINGS TO THEM TO TRY AND MAKE THEM MORE SCARY AND IT JUST BACKFIRED. IT MADE THEM SUCK
basically i hope for a future where doctor who writers actually take to heart the whole “Moving Forward and Embracing Change” part of the show. if you bring back stuff that hasn’t appeared since classic who be sure you’re DOING something with it that means anything and not just going “Look! This species still… exists!”. write good stories instead of having recognizable villains show up because they’re recognizable. and FORGET ABOUT THE TENTH DOCTOR ERA ALREADY. DAVID TENNANT WAS GOOD. HIS DOCTOR WAS GOOD. MOST OF THE SHOW FROM THEN IS GOOD. AND ITS OVER. ITS BEEN OVER FOR TEN YEARS. STOP MILKING THE TENTH DOCTOR AND PUTTING ALL THE FOCUS ON HIM. PLEASE. PL
doctor who good :)
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re: your ask from greyr4t about win10: as you said in your answer its free, just needs a key for 'activation.' ime activating win10 has been worth it. like you mentioned, it isnt strictly necessary, one can make do fine in a somewhat limited capacity with the watermark in the corner forever (unless your monitor is an OLED then have fun with 100% guaranteed screen burn in lmao. or unless always seeing it enrages you disproportionately. as in my case). but having windows activated is honestly just nice, it makes many things easier and is more sustainable in the long run... worth the extremely minor hassle as like a QoL thing imo. you also brought up that its possible to circumvent microsoft (and its brazenly insane asking prices 🤬) & buy cheap keys online from third parties. i wanted to talk about how i did shit, hopefully it helps the original asker directly or at least comes in handy to know
so i bought my (shady bootleg, yes, but perfectly functional for years now) win10 activation key for even cheaper than what Synthia listed as a price point- iirc, under 5 bucks USD. (might be higher now w inflation, but id be surprised if its much more than around 10.) if things still work how they used to, you can do this on ebay. technically ebays policies dont allow it, so the accounts selling these keys come and go frequently due to getting shut down by ebay after popping up. thus, dont necessarily be put off if the seller hasnt existed for long, as often thats just how it goes (or it did. hopefully this sort of thing is still going strong🤞); do trust happy reviews. now, there are a few TYPES of activation keys– priced slightly different, nothing big– that correspond to different editions of windows 10. so basically its home edition, pro edition, and "pro for workstations". might be worth finding a brief summary of each to determine which edition best meets your needs. (there are more editions beyond the main trio, look into those too if you want, but the tldr on em is theyre for like niche markets w/ highly specific use cases.) fwiw, i got pro & am happy with it. another thing, from personal experience: may or may not be obvious but you're gonna wanna save a screenshot of your key somewhere safe and accessible. additionally though, label the screenshot somehow so you know what it is later, and if youre a disorganized scatterbrain like i am then put that in multiple places you can reliably access so if/when youre having trouble tracking it down you know where else to look; it came in handy for me to have access to it in places both online (cloud storage like google drive or dropbox for example, or even just saving the email copy of the ebay mssg in the designated folder in your email for the ones containing info you wanna save) & off (physical note on paper, stored in the files on one or more personal devices, etc). theres a huge chance youll need it again in the future– like say if you want to upgrade certain hardware– and likely more than once. final advice: highly recommend looking into comprehensive ways of "defanging" and/or "lobotomizing" windows, as they say. i.e., a tip that gets circulated is doing the initial setup for windows w your pc in airplane mode / ethernet unplugged so you dont have to make a microsoft account so they cant create a profile on you to collect your data to sell off & target ads at you (which is obvi totally reversible later if you decide the benefits of having an account outweigh the drawbacks). shit like that, plus the loads of guides out there– many here on tumblr itself– on extensive fucking around in various settings to disable bloatware / preserve privacy / other useful stuff, that can get pretty granular. i think ive even seen Synthia herself reblog posts like that here a couple times, maybe? perhaps try checking relevant-seeming tags from the tagging system in her pinned, or do a blog search for the term 'windows' and see what all there is to find
phew, anyway, jesus christ! sorry this got to be such a long writeup!!! some of this blog's aggregate of resources have been a big help to me, so i wanted to try to pay it forward a little <3 and, Synthia, if you wouldnt mind, tagging the original asker in your response to this anon so that greyr4t is more likely to see all this would be very much appreciated by me!! ty in advance!! thanks also for your careful curation of useful info on this blog, plus the helpful posts and guides youve written here for us yourself 👍🌈
hi anon ! thanks for writing all this up !! lots of great points here - hopefully they help you out @greyr4t ! the airplane mode one is real important too if you care about privacy (and the fact you can't choose to make a local account during installation unless you are disconnected from the internet is awful and yet another dark pattern-type tactic.
i'm glad my blog's been good for you <3 (though i do need to go through and make all the important stuff a bit easier to access at some point)
iirc there's some reblogs on general privacy stuff (probably under one of the REPO tags and like "net privacy" or similar) as well as my own firefox post, and maybe more will happen in the future when i get to them
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I posted 1,161 times in 2022
That's 1,161 more posts than 2021!
50 posts created (4%)
1,111 posts reblogged (96%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@ventique18
@mochinue
@chekhxvsgun
@sardonic-the-writer
@spaceistheplaceart
I tagged 120 of my posts in 2022
#hearteater says - 100 posts
#twisted wonderland - 13 posts
#twst - 13 posts
#tommyinnit - 6 posts
#mcyt - 4 posts
#fanart - 3 posts
#twst wonderland - 3 posts
#idia shroud - 3 posts
#origins smp - 3 posts
#revivedbur - 3 posts
Longest Tag: 44 characters
#card looks nice but i think im skipping haha
My Top Posts in 2022:
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If you enjoy SPY X FAMILY, may I suggest reading Mission: Yozakura family?
It's about this two childhood friends, Taiyo and Mutsumi. Bc of Mutsumi's overprotective older brother, Kyoujiro wanting to kill Taiyo for getting close to Mutsumi, Taiyo and Mutsumi ended up getting married (Kyoujiro cannot murder his family, brother in law included)
It turns out that Mutsumi's entire family is the first ranked spies in the world. Her entire family has special powers except for her because she is the head of the family. But that also means she's the one that the entire family protects because she is the most valuable person in the family. Taiyo trains under their guidance to become a spy that can protect Mutsumi.
It's very wholesome and it's dark when it needs to. It has comedy and found family too. Please give it a shot!
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I know i said ill be off tumblr but this is an emergency
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ATROCIOUS LACK OF ISHIMIKO WORKS ON AO3
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CAN SOMEONE WRITE A ROLLO X READER X MALLEUS FIC IM BEGGING ILL DO ANYTHING IVE ONLY SEEN ONE AND IVE ALRD INHALED IT HELP
58 notes - Posted November 24, 2022
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Kindred Spirit (Rollo Flamme x Reader)
The Rollo propaganda worked on me. This fic is heavily inspired by @linawritestwst 's Rollo x Reader who is scared of magic, which you can find here:
TW: PTSD flashbacks, panic attacks (?), self deprecating, mentions of Chapter 6
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You look at the crowd of smiling faces, joyful chatter fills the air as festive music plays in the background.
But for some reason, you can’t bring yourself to get drunk on the happy occasion too. You feel abnormally tired, as if an imaginary weight has settled its home on your shoulders. Truthfully, you’ve been feeling fatigued for the past months, biting your tongue and forcing yourself to go through life because who else will make Grim attend his class?
Really, someone should award you an oscar. This mask of yours has been ingrained through memory, the false pretence of everything is fine.
Weirdly enough, said mask has been slowly cracking. The proof lies in your inability to enjoy the festival. To be fair, you did help in saving six individuals from their own overblot. Not a surprise, the alternative is death after all.
You didn’t ask for this.
You spend your nights crying in silence, grieving for your old life of familiarity. You were unjustly torn away from your routine, harshly shoving you into the arms of a stranger. Forced to adapt and survive, your mind pushes the events that occurred and focused on survival.
Once upon a time, you were intrigued by the concept of magic, but now you know better than to trust it. It’s volatile and it plays by its own rules, unpredictable and unstable. It is like walking on a tightrope with no safety net. Better to depend on your two hands, knowing what to expect and the worst-case scenarios that accompany it.
Standing at a distance, your friends (is it right to call them friends when they were the very ones that also hurt you?) laugh with the crowd, sparks shooting out of their pens. You really should wear a smile, it would be suspicious to see a frown on such an occasion.
The sea of stalls and people blended together, your stomach churning as the grape juice you drank felt more like overdue milk. Colours swirl in your sight as they blurred together, your brain foolishly wonders if someone is trying to split your skull open.
“Are you alright?”
Someone holds your hand, stabilising your swaying body. Their voice is rather familiar…
“Sorry, I was feeling rather nauseous,” you muttered, your free hand holding your heavy head. “Thank you, I think I am better now.”
A poorly crafted lie, you are definitely in no condition to act as carefree as your friends.
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A Love not Lost (L'Manberg! Wilbur x Reader) (NSFW)
Warnings: NSFW, used female anatomy, no pronouns, starving (not abusive), implied anxiety (not obvious and momentarily)
Genre: Fluff, Fluffy + Slightly dirty smut
Dedicated to @sardonic-the-writer hope youre feeling better and sorry for that message
REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED!!!
“Darling? Where are you, my starshine?” I hear someone’s voice ringing through the house. There’s only one person who calls me starshine.
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“W.. Wilbur?” I croak. Shit, my throat hurts. I looked into the mirror and saw my dishevelled self. Fuck, this place is a fucking pigsty. I should really clean up, but I'm so tired… Just so damn tired.
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The door burst open, revealing him in all of his glory. “Starshine?” he cried, glancing around the room before his eyes fell on me. “Dearest, I apologise for my late arrival.” He softly said.
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I can’t see clearly, it's too blurry, but I hugged him in an instant. “You’re… you’re safe,” I whispered hoarsely. “Welcome home, mon coeur.” My eyes burn, but I don’t care. He’s finally here. He’s here and he is safe.
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“I’m home.” He holds me tight in his arms. It’s warm, like home. It’s been so cold in this house, no matter how many blankets I cover myself with, it’ll never compare to this warmth. “I’m sorry it took so long.” He murmured, kissing my hair.
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“Don’t, don’t do that. You’ve-“ I was promptly cut off by him.
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“Shh, don’t talk. I’ll get you some water, your throat must be dying.” He shushed me, wiping my tears before getting up.
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“Don’t… I don’t want you to leave,” I sniffed. “I don’t want this to be a dream.” I don’t want to be alone again. Not again please, please.
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“It’s no dream, starshine. I’m here now. Everything’s going to be alright.” Wilbur said, carrying me to the kitchen. Since when could he carry me? Was he always this strong?
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Oh. The war. The war between Greater Essempi and L’Manberg. How could I have forgotten?
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The very thing that separated him from me.
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“Here you go, mon amour,” Wilbur hands me a cup. “Drink slowly, okay?” Since when did he sit me down? I don’t recall sitting at the table. My hands reached out to his, slightly trembling. Whether from hunger or fatigue, I don’t know.
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“Maybe that’s not a good idea to give you the cup when you’re this weak,” Wilbur moved the cup out of my reach. “Open your mouth, dear.”
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So I rebloged this with stuff in the tags but there are people genuinely confused in the notes so I want to clear stuff up. First this is England not America. Second Tesco is large chain supermarket, they also do much smaller convenience store branches that tend to be located in town and city centres. It appears this is more I'm that vein. Third as someone else has said this is protestant not catholic, specifically Methodist. England's protestant churches basically all look like this, there are outliers of the more American variety but on the whole this is the vibe.
For context, there are a lot of abandoned protestant churches in England. And I'll do a read more to talk aboutbthe reasons I personally know for why this is
Church membership is down and as a result a lot of places are closing doors and merging congregations because these places cost a shit ton to run. My late mother was my churches treasurer and my dad is now their warden (basically he's legally responsible for the churches property and a lot of the day to day maintenance. It's a volunteer position and he doesn't actually own anything or put any money up it's just legally his responsibility) and as a result Ive learnt way more than I thought I should about church finaces and maintance. That being said this is all from my own experience, my mother was Methodist (though attended the same Anglican church as me and my dad), my father is Anglican, and may not speak to every church. I am also not a Christian and am pretty staunchly against the church as an institution. The Anglican church is basically just Catholic lite and had many of the same issues and also some different ones that are just as bad. This isn't a defense or a plea to save them. I just think it's interesting and explains why stuff like Tesco church exists.
So in the UK we have a thing called listed buildings. These are basically buildings of historic or cultural significance that are expected to be preserved. I'm giving a definition because I think a different term is used in other countries but if I am wrong I apologize. A good number of churches are listed as listed because they are old as shit and honestly the aesthetic goes hard. The issue is that a building being listed often means that certain repairs have to be done using materials that are either expensive or outdated or both. I know my church had a big issue around having to use lead to repair the roof which I remember my mother complaining was very expensive and also very prone to getting stolen because of how much it cost. As attendance declines so does the ability for the church to get the money to do these costly repairs and as a result sometimes it is just better to merge the congregation with another parish and sell the building to someone who can afford the upkeep.
Presently my dad's church doesn't seem to be at too great a risk of that because it is run by a bunch of "jesus is a socialist" types who are very active in the community and as a result make a ton of money by renting church property as venue space and also building an internet cafe that was purposely built to give local people, especially local unhoused people, access to the internet so they can get back on their feet because you need internet access to do shit like apply for government assisted accomadation or benefits in this country. I've yet to visit because I've only been back once since it opened and didn't have time but I've heard it does good cheap food and drink too. Genuinely that church is the only one I've ever interacted with that I actually can support and they have to circumvent a lot of the higher ups to do it. They also have a gay bible study, that was the first place I ever met a lesbian couple as a kid, and just in general I'm actually really proud of my dad for the work he does there.
But they are an outlier. My home town is littered with empty old churches that are occasionally rented out for events. The funniest of these was a rave. And fuck me if that must have been the experience of a life time. I can only imagine the trips some of those attendants must have had.
i feel like people need to know about the absolute decadence of that one weird tesco express in bournemouth
what the fuck is actually going on
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ally!!!!! i’ve always loved You Know Where the City Is but wow this is the best chapter by far! like i’ve gone from obsessed to mega ultra double obsessed. everyone talking about wrapping fic!matty in a bunch of blankets and feeding him some soup is so real- you always manage to make the most cozy sweetie pie characters no matter what the fic is about. (it goes without saying that fic! taylor much like the real deal is just perfect and i love her)
counting down the chapters till we meet fic!george. so intrigued to see how there relationship will play out since you said it might not be what we expect…. love a good surprise!!!!
im practically bursting with excitement to read the christmas fic and any of the prompts you have been working on but good things take time! please don’t feel rushed to give us new content you already do so much for the sickfic matty community lmao.
hope you have a happy holiday break🥹 sending love always (also don’t be alarmed if i reblog the majority of your prompts on here soon- i have such a bad habit of liking a fic and then scrolling past it once i’ve read it so i need to go back and hunt for them all and actually save them for next time)
Ahhh thank you SO MUCH for this lovely ask omg, and thank you so much for always being so lovely, and kind and supportive 🥰 I apologize this took me a few days to respond to- I usually try and respond to asks on my laptop because I find them easier to formate and alas I had not been back on desktop Tumblr until now.
I'm so, so, so happy to hear that you enjoyed the newest chapter of You Know Where the City Is! I went back and forth on that chapter a lot (an original draft included a trip to Target lol) but I'm really pleased with how it came out and am glad that other people like it as well! Fictional!Matty (and Fictional!Taylor) could REALLY use a hug oh my gosh. They are both going through it and the worst part is they don't even realize how unwell they all 🥺 Fictional!George will be making his appearance very soon! All I can say is that Fictional!Matty is an unreliable source of information 👀 I hope people end up liking how it plays out!
I'm so excited about the Holidays fics but WOW I hope I can actually finish them in time! I haven't even finished the first one yet and I feel like the holidays are getting closer and closer faster and faster 😩 one second is was the beginning of November and now suddenly it's the end of December?! Who allowed this to happen!? I'm behind on the little schedule I made for myself- but hopefully I'll get them both done! Of course my plot bunnies are like "ummm Ally we have all the inspiration for this completely unrelated project!!!" and I'm over here like "not NOW"
We will hopefully be back to our regularly scheduled prompt fulfillment and sickfic programing after the holidays! I'm sorry about the delay, I know people are looking forward an end of SATVB / IV situation fic and I promise I am working on one!! Alas I have just also been really busy with real life.
Thank you so much for the love and I hope you have the most wonderful holidays as well! If you're ever looking for all of the prompt fills I have filled - they can be found here!
Thank you so much again for your kind words, for reading my fics and for your support! You are just so lovely and I am so grateful for your kindness! I hope you are having a wonderful night / day and will hopefully have some more fic ready soon!
❤️Ally
#allylikethecat#ask ally#fanfiction#keep it kind#you know where the city is#thank you so much again#im sorry this took me so long to respond too#and that i havent gotten any of the sick fics out#but thank you so much for reading#and being so lovely in general#and im so happy you're enjoying the fake dating fic#i love it and them both so much
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It's so frustrating because I want to move on and I'm jealous I'm so jealous because I know they have well I don't but that's how I feel and all the stuff I read says you shouldny focus on how fast they move on and I definitely can see why because it just feels shitty but it's easier said then done and have I ever let go even once I dunno like Ive told myself Ive been letting go and picking it back up but have I ever let go have I ever let go have I been holding on this whole time when can I forget I don't need to forget that not possible but when can I move on when can I be ok can you let me do something can you push me so it can be faster I'll endure whatever pain comes with a rushed recovery just please let it be quick I don't really want it to be dragged out it's already been so long why should it go on longer I'll take whatever consequences you give me you can punish me for wanting things to go easier than they are or have to be but let it be faster also I can't find this fucking poem that I definitely probably reblogged and I really likes and almost cried to I saved the image so I'll just post iy again probably multiple times but the post had like credits and I do not :^(
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Being alive really is. a Lot isn’t it...no thank you
#im FINE IM JUST SO STRESSED#my car needs a new brakeline and winter tires and i gotta pay rent and i need food and i also need to be saving up for college but i may not#even get into the college i want to go to so i can get away from my shitty situation i dont wanna be stuck here also im having a mental brea#kdown like every DAY i dont...like this...at ALL im not feeling it#also im like ignoring things like sleep and food bc i need to work bc i need the money and the less i eat the more i save up and-#skdsksk im such a mess but god life really is like this!!!#im also stressing abt my credit score which i dont even have yet bc i dont have a credit card but i dont have any money to spend really so h#ow would i get a credit card and build up credit how am i supposed to do that also i have so much shit going on all at once its too much!!!#i could go on and on bc honestly there sm more shit but REALLY what even is like the point :(#this month marks a year of me being sober and ive been clean for years now so i dont have any way to feel better but those were unhealthy#things anyway but anyway i am. not okay i dont know what to do well i do i just dont like it because#really whats the point what is the point of all of this#im so sad and tired for no reason at all and i feel like such a mess im such a mess my lifes a mess i want to start over but i have until ne#xt year to see where im at where my lifes going next fall everything will be different and better and that hopes all i have!!!!!!!#im like. drifting along if i died i wouldnt mind but i guess ill see where my life goes#anyway im having uh a moment ignore this def dont reblog lmao#t
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*cough* here i am 1223423 years later as usual ... but here we go hehe (also im too lazy to deal with the font sizes i apologize in advance)
nine albums or songs I've been listening to lately x nine people I’d like to get to know better x tag game with no name
1. why did you choose your url? once when i had hopes and dreams my purpose in life was to find a miya twins enthusiast willing to twin usernames with me ... chaatsumu and osamosa because miya atsumu & osamu + samosa chaat .... but alas it never happened so now im osamosa on here and my ao3 is chaatsumu and just matching with myself like a loser /J /LH KASJDHNK
2. any sideblogs? if you have them name them and why you have them. my dude. i barely have one blog much less a sideblog JBHDSJKSB
3. how long have you been on tumblr? gmail says 2021!! i haven't actually posted/interacted outside of liking before this month though (it's evo's fault yall are now subjected to my presence JHBDC)
4. do you have a queue tag? i just learned how to reblog .
5. why did you start your blog in the first place? sigh i was gonna make it for fic recs when i started and then promptly abandoned it like everything else that doesnt remain in my attention span for over 5 minutes JKBHDC
6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? nan feng!!! beat up because he deserves to be bullied!!! /affectionate
7. why did you choose your header? pretty fictional people !!! bullying nan feng !!! sqx is my wife !!!!
8. what’s your post with the most notes? my sunflower fx art teehee <333 (she's at 69 votes rn actually ... we all know what that means *waggles eyebrows and then cringes*) but im so emo about him and sunflowers so it makes me v happy :3
9. how many mutuals do you have? idek how i would go about checking this but i probably have like . maybe 8 followers if that idk and i follow all of them back im pretty sure
10. how many followers do you have? refer to above hehe
11. how many people do you follow? mmm around 35?
12. have you ever made a shitpost? i shitpost on twt enough, the world wouldnt be able to handle me there and on tumblr
13. how often do you use tumblr each day? once or twice if that?
14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? ive spoken to maybe 3 in total but theyve all been super super sweet <333 yall are so nice . i have been getting slandered and bullied by my friendo mi for years who also happens to be my mootie here tho someone save me /j
15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts i dont think ive come across this ?
16. do you like tag games? always appreciate the opportunity to yap * nods sagely*
17. do you like ask games? once again idk what this is JKDVBSDB i know what asks are but game...?
18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? basically everyone ever is more famous than me so i think all of them are hehe
19. do you have a crush on a mutual? nope!
20. what is the last song you listened to? saturn - sza is playing rn hehe
21. what are you currently watching? link click live action! also remembered the tgcf donghua exists and watched all fengqing fight scenes yesterday LOL
22. sweet/ savoury/ spicy? i love love sweet and spicy!! preference depends on my mood hehe
23. what is your current relationship status? single pringle, just as it has always been !
24. what is your current obsession? fengxinfengxin and also my oc that evo knows about teehee ACTUALLY . GO READ THEIR FIC WITH HIM IN IT RIGHT NEOWWW ITS BEAUTIFUL ITS EVERYTHING THE UNIVERSE HAS EVER NEEDED
25. what are nine albums/ songs you've been listening to lately?
good days - sza
sunflower - rex orange county
alive - kehlani
best friend - laufey
the things you leave behind - maruwhat & anthony lazaro
the ballad of lucy gray baird - rachel zegler
blue neighborhood - troye sivan
manta rays - chloe moriondo
you were good to me - jeremy zucker, chelsea cutler
@beemilo @rampagingnoble @sugisyakult pokes you with a stick (v lovingly hehe <33) if you wanna do this !!!
nine albums or songs I've been listening to lately x nine people I’d like to get to know better x tag game with no name
(thank you for the tag @lianhuajing !!)
1. why did you choose your url? uh. it was a play on "rose tinted glasses"
2. any sideblogs? if you have them name them and why you have them. nope!
3. how long have you been on tumblr? I think 2022? i knew about it before, just never bothered to make a blog
4. do you have a queue tag? don't kill me, what's a queue tag?
5. why did you start your blog in the first place? I had some Thoughts about Blue Lock and wanted to post meta for it
6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? uhh Flora.
7. why did you choose your header? Reo is one of my Blorbos and I just really liked that panel of him
8. what’s your post with the most notes? probably the "do you download fics" poll
9. how many mutuals do you have? about 20? i don't remember
10. how many followers do you have? 120?
11. how many people do you follow? 91
12. have you ever made a shitpost? yes. i think.
13. how often do you use tumblr each day? an hour?
14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? nope
15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts meh. some of them are funny i guess
16. do you like tag games? yep! it's nice interaction
17. do you like ask games? i do! but uh. it's a silent empty void here. an echo chamber, if you will.
18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? i have no idea but i see @kingsandbastardz a lot in the mlc community
19. do you have a crush on a mutual? nope
20. what is the last song you listened to? 若梦 by 周深
21. what are you currently watching? i just finished The Double! probably starting on Dashing Youth next
22. sweet/ savoury/ spicy? savoury!
23. what is your current relationship status? single
24. what is your current obsession? The Double,,,,
25. what are nine albums/ songs you've been listening to lately?
若梦 by 周深
如故 by 张碧晨
如初 by 张碧晨
借过一下 by 周深
万物不如你 by 张杰
Our dawn is hotter than day by Seventeen
Hitorijana by Seventeen
my music taste is kinda...i tend to stick to a few artists...
26. tagging (no obligation to do this!) @randomingoftherandomness @good-vs-evo @chrysofightme @bbcphile
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