#skdsksk im such a mess but god life really is like this!!!
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Being alive really is. a Lot isn’t it...no thank you
#im FINE IM JUST SO STRESSED#my car needs a new brakeline and winter tires and i gotta pay rent and i need food and i also need to be saving up for college but i may not#even get into the college i want to go to so i can get away from my shitty situation i dont wanna be stuck here also im having a mental brea#kdown like every DAY i dont...like this...at ALL im not feeling it#also im like ignoring things like sleep and food bc i need to work bc i need the money and the less i eat the more i save up and-#skdsksk im such a mess but god life really is like this!!!#im also stressing abt my credit score which i dont even have yet bc i dont have a credit card but i dont have any money to spend really so h#ow would i get a credit card and build up credit how am i supposed to do that also i have so much shit going on all at once its too much!!!#i could go on and on bc honestly there sm more shit but REALLY what even is like the point :(#this month marks a year of me being sober and ive been clean for years now so i dont have any way to feel better but those were unhealthy#things anyway but anyway i am. not okay i dont know what to do well i do i just dont like it because#really whats the point what is the point of all of this#im so sad and tired for no reason at all and i feel like such a mess im such a mess my lifes a mess i want to start over but i have until ne#xt year to see where im at where my lifes going next fall everything will be different and better and that hopes all i have!!!!!!!#im like. drifting along if i died i wouldnt mind but i guess ill see where my life goes#anyway im having uh a moment ignore this def dont reblog lmao#t
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