#also i’m still super sick
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I’m writing my Hazbin Hotel s/i as a reader insert story with different chapters for different characters and I think I’m going to make it a readers request things on AO3 kind of deal, like you choose who hires the ‘reader’ next as a domme and then you get to read about it
I’m 11,000 words in and I started with Angel Dust because it made the most sense for my character’s starting point, and I’m having a ton of fun honestly (and also kind of traumatized myself but it’s ok that’s part of fanfiction writing)
I’m going to post the first chapter tomorrow: should I link it here as well or just post it on ao3 and see what happens?
#also i’m still super sick#it’s been like a whole week and my head still feels stuffed with cotton balls#and also I can’t talk#so that’s why I’m not blogging very much#I’m tired and sick and writing 3k words a day of my silly hazbin fic#that’s my life#I dunno if it’s any good because as I said I am very tired and sick and perhaps delirious#but maybe it’s my best work#hark I say nothing
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S. So I saw this figure of Gear 5 Luffy online that also had a built in lamp so I. I bought him and I finally got him in the mail and
HE’S BOOTIFUL….
#Really it’s the lamp that makes it look SUPER sick#The figure itself isn’t the beeeest quality in the world?? IT’S STILL GOOD THO#Also I’ve been wanting to buy a Gear 5 Luffy figure for a while now so when I saw this I flipped my SHIT#One Piece#Luffy#Monkey D Luffy#Gear 5#Gear 5th#Gear 5 Luffy#Shima speaks#Video#Idk where I’m gonna put him tbh!! But I’ll figure it out!!!!!
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it should be illegal for work to happen when i’m sick 😭
#i only came in bc it’s a super easy shift but now i’m sitting here having chills and coughing all over the place 😭😭😭#i do have a mask on and there are only a couple appointments and i can do most of my job from a safe distance#but still i worry that i’ll get other people sick and also i feel miserable 😭#fern whispers
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we’re throwing a huuuge pool party tomorrow and i am already having anxiety over the mess that will be left to clean up >.<
#on the plus side i get to wear my super cute bikini :3#no because we have SO MUCH FOOD for tomorrow just listen to this#we’ve got: hamburgers; sausages; smoked ribs; mixed stirfried veggies; LASAGNA; arancini (rice balls); chickpea salad; black bean salad; ita#italian garden salad; THREE fruit platters; plus antipasti (meats cheeses olives and nuts + bread)#and i still feel like im missing food#i also feel like nonna is bringing cookies#not 100% sure on those tho#anyway it’s A Lot#which means the cleanup will be A Lot#ugh sigh#to make matters worse i’m sick LMAO#clari chatters
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everytime hoyo humanizes the hexenzirkel a little more I cry
#local girl remembers that the way they’re portrayed is intentional and meant to distance them from us#just like how the archons are treated#THEY ARE. LIVING BEINGS WHO LIVED LIVES!!!!#they’ve all grieved their friends… and have their own values and morals and oughhhhh I’m sick#the way they’re treated is so beautiful I want to cry#the way you can contrast all of their characterizations from their first appearance to now is so important#because they started off as these distant figures who were super powerful#now they’re still that. but they’re also old ladies who all miss the past and each other and they’re all so far from humanity and only hav#each other and#WUGGHHHHH#hexenzirkel you’ll always be famous to me#hexenzirkel
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big thank you to @bongwaterfrank for making this initial post for chubby frank appreciation <3
i’ve seen some folks making their own versions of this post and including frimages where he is not bigger and is in fact still a skinny little twink, so maybe we don’t do that :) when we’re talking about appreciating him when he gained weight :)
anyway! here’s my chubby frank appreciation post and some photos that i love where frank looks soft and squeezable and oh so bitable :)
enjoy! <3
#ive seen too many inclusions of photos from the knitting factory and i’m SICK OF IT#yes i agree knitting factory is so so good but also if you’re considering that as chubby or fat frank! it says something!#cause he’s still skinny in that!#like!!! hey!!! if you think anything other than super skinny twink is fat!!! just say that!!!!#say you don’t actually like when he was fatter!!!!#if you’re gonna make chub appreciation frank posts maybe pick pictures where hes actually bigger and just as bitable#like there is so much more to use as a chew toy#anyway maddy ily thanks for making the initial#mWAH <3#frank iero#mcr#my chemical romance
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It’s the way I’m in between of “I’m okay if getter gets zero no content this year even though it’s the 50th anniversary because dynapro bot wise it’s grendizer year which has been long overdue, plus getter could be having it worse compared to other mechas” and “please god if your gonna give us even a crumb make it a new spin off manga at least even if I’m probably not gonna read immediately or just a fucking figure that ISN’T shin getter”
#meg text#getter robo#if they make a “happy 50th” figure and it’s just a more pricier shin getter I’m going to sob#<this is likely going to happen#shin getter is a cool design but can we get figures for NEW. PLEASE#ITS TURNING 20 THIS YEAR TOO AND DOING SOMETHING ALSO IN FAVOR OF 50TH A GOOD ENOUGH EXCUSE#and I’m perfectly fine if it’s just getter one even if two and three are super neglected#new getter one is low key becoming my favorite getter one so if I could get a new-Hah-figure of it that be awesome#but also real talk the getter spin offs random but why did they suddenly die after devo??#esp because despite mix reception in the fandom it seems Japan wise they liked it enough to get in SRW#or maybe that was only bc it shared creators with Netflix ultraman and that’s why they could get it in#and just “people are gonna be sick of arma and we can’t add arc yet so former most recent thing will do”#but I think if we can’t get another new anime or animes consistently the spin offs should stay#especially now that they touched arc maybe we can get mangas actually getting to use the boys#still probably wouldn’t follow the anime but they deserve to be in aus#speaking of which can we ever get ova mangas? Like epilogues of what happens after each ova? Please?#that’s never gonna happen but I can DREAM since it’s just such untap potential
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I have what’s going to be a really unpopular take but please just hear me out. Lately a lot of fellow Jewish bloggers on this website have (rightfully!!) been getting annoyed by random people going into their inboxes and asking if they’re Zionist, how they feel about Israel, etc. And I totally empathize with that because I’m an anti-Zionist Jew so I spend a lot of time correcting people’s assumptions that I must support Israel because I’m Jewish. Furthermore, I want Zionism to stop being seen as a central, undeniable part of being Jewish because that makes Jews like me feel pretty unwelcome. And I am aware that those asks often accuse us of dual loyalty, an antisemitic stereotype. So I’m not saying bloggers should have to answer those asks, or that they can’t get mad about them.
However, I think bloggers are wrong when they say that they can’t affect or change what happens in Israel because they’re American Jews (or otherwise diasporic, but it is almost always Americans who say this), not Israeli Jews.
Look. It’s one thing if you just don’t want to get involved (although I am totally judging you). But I can name a billion different ways American Jews have changed things in Israel, and stuff we can do right now! For example:
- protesting our tax dollars paying for weapons and bombs Israel uses to kill Palestinians, by pressuring our elected representatives, senators, and president into taking a stand against Israel
- supporting the Not on Our Dime Act, which is aiming to prohibit tax-deductible donations from being used to fund illegal Israeli settlements in the West Bank
- working to change Jewish studies curriculum and summer camp + youth group programming to provide kids and students with more options than just Zionism, and a more complete + less biased education about Israel
- no tech for apartheid: Jewish Google workers protesting against Project Nimbus, which helps the Israeli government with surveillance of Palestinians
- using our position to educate people and make our opinions heard, so we don’t let Jewish Zionist organizations speak for us all and influence what gentiles think about Israel and current-day antisemitism
- I have my own opinions about the recent protests over Netanyahu’s judicial reform, but lots of American Jews supported them and they were definitely effective
- and that’s just a few of the many ways I’ve seen American Jews work towards creating real change in Israel. are we the only ones who can do this? no. but gentiles can’t shape the future of the American Jewish community, which altogether has quite a lot of influence in Israel. only we can do those things.
Saying that as American Jews our voices and actions don’t matter when it comes to Israel is actually such a weak, lame-ass excuse for refusing to take a stance for or against Israel. This isn’t something we get to be neutral about; silence equals support for Zionism.
That being said, I can’t control what individual people do. If you seriously want to refuse to support Palestine, fine. Whatever. Just please stop using “American Jews can’t help anyways!” as your excuse when that’s such a blatantly false claim.
#mercy.txt#anti zionist#jumblr#palestine#imo you can’t be Zionist and genuinely support Palestinians btw#so-called liberal Zionists do not get a free pass <3#also: this post is not about me or my belief that Zionism is morally reprehensible#however I do think that and I’m not going to hide or apologize for it. and yeah I do really judge people who are Zionist!#I am sick and tired of toning down my beliefs and ignoring my values for the sake of a peaceful community irl#and I know what happens when I’m vocally anti-Zionist & I’ve been treated awfully in the past.#so forgive me if I’m not super understanding or accepting of Zionist Jews.#I get it that the indoctrination was rly strong and people get pretty attached to Israel#but after all the stuff I’ve experienced and witnessed I’m honestly out of empathy! we should know better & I’m disappointed that we don’t.#I just don’t see how anyone can still support Israel while knowing what they do to Palestinians#and I have other issues with Zionism too but those are too complicated for tags
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I was feeling super stuffy and sneezy all day at work so enjoy me trying to induce right after I left.
This is the trimmed version with just my sneezes (6). I’ll also be posting the full version.
My sick sneezes seem to be much more powerful than my regular sneezes. For some reason I also didn’t get any doubles, which is rare when I induce.
#induced using tissues#check out my other video if you’re into nose blowing and build up#I’m still super stuffy#also feel free to DM me or send an ask if you have specific requests#snz wav#snz kink#snzblr#snz blog#snz fet#snz fucker#snz#snzfucker#sneeze kink#sneezing#induced sneezes#sick#sick sneezes#cw sickness#Spencer’s wavs
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I’m so mad, I had another fun dream with a semi-coherent plot but I forgot most of the plot aaaaaahhhhh
What I do remember: being “held hostage” in a creepy hotel with two other people (I can’t remember if there was another reason why we felt we couldn’t leave other than the feeling that something bad would happen if we tried)
And I can’t remember the specifics of it but the hotel was creepy because it was odd and unsettling, especially the workers, who seemed like they all had something wrong with them, and the guy who ran the hotel kept checking on us to “make sure we had a pleasant stay” but it seemed more like he was dangerous and making sure we didn’t leave
The main thing I remember is the end of it, where our group was like “fuck it, we’re leaving” so we try to quietly get out of there without even grabbing our stuff and head down in the elevator, but when it opens up in the lobby, there’s that guy standing in front of the doors, staring right at us with that “pleasant” smile
So we start to close the doors, mentally agreeing that we’ll just go one floor up, then take the stairs, and hopefully be able to sneak by him because he won’t be expecting us to do that hopefully, but before the doors finish shutting, his arms (and he was far from the elevators) shoot into the elevator and start holding the doors open
And then he starts to turn into this large yeti-like monster that was so huge he couldn’t even stand in the elevator and his entire body blocked the doorway and he just kept looking at us with that “pleasant” customer service type smile that became scary looking as his teeth sharpened, and we’re all just like “oh this isn’t a serial killer hotel, this is a supernatural hotel and there’s no way we’re getting past these workers”
Anyways, he let us all go back to our rooms, it was obviously just a show so we could understand that he’s always going to supernaturally know when we’re trying to leave, and I just remember being super into the horror aspect of it and I think it’s been awhile since I’ve read a good monster romance, and now I can’t write it myself because I really struggle with having outlines to stories and I can’t remember half of what that plot was 😭 and that beginning part is really important because it’s the buildup to “that’s a supernatural monster” when you’re expecting a normal situation that really makes it
#I really struggle with finding good horror romances because my criteria is:#actually scary + actual romance#(usually I find books -especially vampire books- where they’ll make the creature way less scary for the romance stuff)#(or if it is scary then there isn’t really ‘romance’ the monster may want to kidnap them but there’s no like. actual romantic tension.)#I think a hotel yeti monster could actually have that#mostly because me who I was in the dream was horrified at the reveal but like. also was super into the monster.#because that’s just. who I am apparently.#and I can think of a few reasons for why they would be held ‘hostage’ and still have it lead to a romance plot#willing to go into depth if anyone asks#also I think I’m gonna call out of class today#get a bit more sleep#still sick but I’m at the tail end of being sick now I can feel it#by next week I should be completely healed#no fandom#dreams#my dreams
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One yellow corduroy jacket away from being in my final form.
#excuse everything#I’m still super sick and had just enough energy to put these new pants on#also hello fellow kids I just learned to do the new heart sign#Soon me and my avatar will be one ✨😌✨#irl shenanigans
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Man why couldn’t I have gotten sick THIS weekend instead. I could at least use all that time to play the Indigo Disk 😔
#Free excuse to stay home and play video game. MAN#I actually wouldn’t have been able to anyway lmao I’d be too sick to play#That would have been super frustrating actually so;;#Shima speaks#Anyway it’s 7:30 AM. I have not slept a wink#Called my boss and was like uhh yeah I’m still down and out. I’ll try to work today but no guarantees ;)#She was super chill about it lol#ALSO she said one of my coworkers was out too with the same thing#And she had to go to the doctor’s and got an IV???#Bro. I should have done that;;#Well.#I’m. Gonna TRY to go back to sleep
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#apparently I’m not done being mad about this I’m sorry guys I gotta vent#my dad is like an ox and never sick and like not very understanding with health issues/general illness#which you’d think he would have been after having me the super sickly child with a ton of health issues but no#we have a positive Covid case in the house and I have the same fucking symptoms I just started later#I have taken two tests- one yesterday and one today#and he yelled at me saying I’m wasting tests and also that I’m apparently fine which like#even if I somehow don’t catch covid I’m still sick but okay dad 🫠#if it helps put things into a better perspective… did yall know that back in November after I had my 3rd fucking endometriosis surgery#he asked why I was off work for two weeks and why I didn’t go back the day after surgery?#like I had had this surgery twice before and at home recovery was also two weeks both those times#but moreover like sir I have 3 incisions in my abdomen and my job requires me to left 50lbs???#at which point he still insisted I was fine and was just being ‘dramatic’ 🙃#I wanna fucking scream#I’m lissed the fuck off#did yall know he nearly got me killed once because I had neurovirus and he refused to take me to the er?#I eventually lost consciousness from severe dehydration- he thought I was sleeping and continued to argue with my mom that I was fine 🫠#they eventually took me but I was unconscious for several hours and it took five bags of iv fluid for me to regain consciousness#and the doctor estimated I was about two hours away from death so like#yeah#if that gives yall a better idea of the shit I’m putting up with#I have like zero tolerance for dealing with his bullshit when I’m sick#it’s the trauma from not fucking being believed for years of my life about any of my illnesses#and like also the fucking almost dying part#fun times 🫠#I’m sorry I’m ranting so much today I’m just really fucking done and have no other outlet 🙃
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my mom found the thing that started the fight that got me kicked out. so i was right. in my fantasies this happens and it’s great in real life im gonna jump her
#personal#now i gotta call amazon like no sorry my mom looked again and found it#it’s happened to me i get it. you look everywhere and it’s just not there#but oh my god. i was like shit did i send it??? i only remember the other camera? i only remember that one in there#then it’s like well maybe i did take it on accident#and then i was like am i getting so high all the time again that i sent it too???? and don’t remember? that’s pathetic mm#so i called them and god hard to find their number but call and get a note put in the system like hey might have done an oppsie#and that took forever and i did it next day after the fight bc i did feel bad#which was at workkkk 😔#now i gotta call them back nutssssss#also getting my dads ashes separated for my siblings#which either need to do flex time to do that or take day off#which i’ve been doing a lot like hey im sick!#hey! my house got broken into!!#hi again!!! it happened again!!!!#luckily one was a mental health day so ur boys only called out twice yeahhhhhhh#but anyway honestly just happy i let them know the urn situation is 100% on you#said nicer#but i was like hey if u have one just send it to me or the cremation place has some just see if u like any#and i’ll see if it’s easier to pay online or give it to me and i pay them#but urns easily 100 bucks if not more. granted looked at metal before wood but still. ain’t noooooooooooooo way#if it was like. 20 bucks i could see myself being like okay ill fork it over and deliver the goods (dad)#and i’ll rant this everytime but especially when i asked about this when we were funeral planning and before i got them and got told to#basically shut up. no. that trip was super hard didn’t wanna have to do it a couple times#i remember i came home with dad sobbing he was buckled in and i got him out and was just holding him#and i let everyone know hey dads home he’s safe#and i’m distraught holding my dad but distraught and talking to him#and first thing my brother says is when can we get some of the ashes too?#no asking me hey. u alright? no im happy dads home safe nothing just. sooooo#oh i could have killed i could have KILLED.
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thinking about replaying all the danganronpa games and reading more of the novels and spin offs n stuff…
#I’m always thinking about komahina and komaeda but it’s been a while since I was actively into danganronpa itself… I’m feeling the urge now#honestly I never finished dr3 anime because I didn’t like it 😭😭😭I know everything that happens in it I just never finished the last 4 episo#bc I got ultra depression and couldn’t watch anything for a while when I was 15#I did actually like most of dr3 but there were like just a few things I didn’t like#I don’t remember why so I’m curious if I’ll feel differently about it now. I also didn’t like some of komaedas characterization#I liked most of komaedas characterization but I also felt like they used him for fan service too much. not talking about the shower scene#that was just funny and awesome. I love komaeda sexualization#I remember not liking him blowing the gym up or whatever bc I felt like it was more fan service than anything. but that’s just my opinion#and it’s been so long so maybe when I rewatch it I’ll feel differently who knows#I just felt like thag part was kind of silly and didn’t make much sense. it felt like just fanswrbeice like here’s Komaeda blowing somethin#up like ok thanks. I guess. like it’s not even completely out of character really I just didn’t like it#also honestly I got so into komaeda at some point that seeing him made me feel ill I can’t explain it. like I got sick seeing people talk#about him or make videos about him or mention him… it was crazy#even now I still get stressed out to an unreasonable degree when people from my pov mischaracterize him or stray too far from my specific#headcanons like it’s not super healthy LOL but I think I’m allowed to be super insane about at least one gay anime boy ok#I’m better at recognizing when I’m being unreasonable now though… I respect some different interpretations… sometimes#damn this ramble paragraph might be proof that i should not get actively back into danganronpa itself
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I love the idea that avatars of the spider are super unassuming and innocent in the way that they’re perceived. Like….something about the juxtaposition of spiders creating an immediate feeling of danger in most people compared to the people that represent them being perfectly adept at hiding that aspect of themselves.
#tma#the magnus archives#I do think it would have been super sick if Martin had been a spider avatar#if only for the way that it would have put Jon’s initial treatment of/ feelings toward him in a completely different light#like….everybody else is completely taken under by Martin#but Jon has experience with the spider and is more aware of it than others?? hmmm???#ok I’m just writing an au now so moving on#but specifically with Annabelle and Raymond (?)#until it’s known what they actually are#they just come off as normal if not almost lovely right?#idk that’s just SOOO COOL to me#I love thinking about the little whatevers of tma you feel me?#wish I still had the ability to put these thoughts into words that aren’t just like….uh huh….you know? lol right?#but oh well#also the way that the spider uses those unassuming ppl to hide itself#like the avatars themselves being the disguise rather than the disguised??#does that make sense?#crazy
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