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6 tattoos in 6 weeks i think someone needs to take my bank account away from me now. and also my poor planning skills
#ooh that’s gonna be one insane tattoo flu that’s for sure#also i have paid deposits#and that’s#the only money i have#so like my entire next paycheck is going on tatts ig#ig i just Won’t have basic necessities bc i am in fact having a mental breakdown and getting as many tatts as poss#bp
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A few months back, I asked if it was okay to write using Clora and Seb. Finished the work - thought I'd lost it on my hard drive and a virus scan located it.
Not sure if it's sad or happy, but the basic premise of it is Clora getting frustrated/upset at Sebastian and Sebastian comforting her, Sebastian getting upset at a predicament Clora's in and Clora comforting him, and them both getting frustrated/upset and having to comfort each other.
If you'd rather I didn't post it, that's fine too, but just wanted to test the waters and double check that you'd be okay with it if I gifted it to you via AO3, or see if you wanted a sneak peak of it before posting it.
OMG im so happy you were able to find it and recover the work you did!!😭🙏 AND YES OF COURSE YOU CAN POST IT AAA I CANT WAIT TO READ IT!! you can DM it to me first if you want, but i also dont mind if you post it straight away on ao3!! IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT SM AAARGHHHA💖💖💖IT SOUNDS ANGSTY WE LOVE THE HURT/COMFORT I HOPE MY HEART CAN HANDLE IT🥺💖💖TY AGAIN FOR USING CLORA AND SEB AND TAKING THE TIME TO WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT THEM😭
@sunshine-goblin AAA THANK YOU!!! im honoured its your fav fanfic AND ALSO THE LONGEST YOUVE READ BAHAHAA fr, when you say its as long as four books in lotr it rly makes me realize how insane i am😃👍 aw IM GLAD I COULD INSPIRE YOU TO DRAW MORE AND WRITE AS WELL😭 I was curious so i creeped you and everyone go look at their HL blog @sunshines-legacy your MC is so cute and so is your art🥹💖 as for tips on writing a longfic and brainstorming and motivation and stuff, my motivation was my brainrot and unhappiness with the canon story/ending LMAOO, and looking at the story of the game and playing around with what i was unhappy with/what i WISHED could have happened instead, was a lot easier than just coming up with plotlines from scratch. but something i highly recommend is just OUTLINING and making a timeline, one of my fav parts of writing was just putting on some cafe ambience in the background and doing stream of conscious type word documents where id just barf ideas and then worry about making it pretty later....like look at how many versions of the same chapter i have BAHAHA or like different renditions bc i couldnt decide if id wanna keep a scene/what order, so id make a timeline and keep smoothing things out until i was happy with it and whatnot
brainstorming is defs my fav part of the process and the most helpful part to me. just getting a blank document and writing stuff you want to happen without worrying about how it connects to the story, and then a lot of the times as i was doing that id just keep going and it would kinda tie itself together/id come up with a solution as i was writing / once the ideas kept flowing. so basically : TIMELINES AND OUTLINES I VERY MUCH RECOMMEND, but very low pressure and barebones ones. for example, this is what my outlines/brainstorming look like
its honestly just me talking to myself LMAO, and a lot of the time ill interject and be like "OH YEAH AND THEN THIS CAN HAPPEN" as the ideas come while im writing BAHAHA. its a super fun process and honestly nothing feels better than just getting hit with that flash of inspo, and since its all very low effort theres no pressure to actually write well and its just a chill fun time AND GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR OWN PROCESS / WRITING💖💖💖it can be difficult but HOPE U HAVE FUN TOO💖💖
@a-little-lysdexic WAIT REALLY?? LMFAOO OMG THATS CRAZY....SAME BRAIN...🤝🤝...that would trip me up so much if i were you omg BAHHAHA but aside from having similar tastes in names, IM GLAD YOU LIKE MY ART AS WELL, TYY💖💖💖
THANK YOUUU im glad you're liking it!!! and that its taking over your life BAHAHA💖💖 the video you're thinking of was by @silverxstardust for chapter 13 of my fic, and you can watch the video here! (AND TY AGAIN TO SILVERXSTARDUST FOR DOING THIS!)
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#ask#yapped so much#IM SO EXCITED TO READ YOUR FIC ANON U DONT UNDERSTANDDD#also for anyone interested in updates on my living situation i am currently in a dingy and sketchy af motel#but we went to a viewing for a place yesterday and we loved it so we just paid the deposit immediatley and started filling out the forms#we paid the deposit to put us on top but its still not confirmed whether we have it but I HOPE SO GAHH ITS THE PERFECT PLACE#and the perfect location we dont drive and theres literally a grocery store right outside#we wouldnt be able to move in till october 1st tho so all my stuff will just stay with uhaul and im going back to my moms on tuesday#I NEED MY MOMMYYYYYY ive been eating like such trash LMFAO#and between hopping between hotels and airbnbs and taking ubers to our viewings#me and my roommate have spent like the equivalent of 1 months rent just in the span of like a week#feelsbadman#we dont think about that tho tralalalaala#now that we have a place i can relax and stop apartment hunting and start drawing and writing again woo
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all the while society conflates "being an adult" with "having a proper job" and "having money to make arbitrary Adult Purchases" disabled people who can't work - or can only work part time or can only do entry level baby jobs - will never be 'allowed' to be adults
you can say "being an adult is looking after yourself you don't have to have a job!!!" all you want but most people who say that will still assume anybody who doesn't either can't or won't 'look after themselves' actually. and every 'marker' of 'adulthood' that's observable and thus actually counts or whatever loops back around to... having a job and 'contributing' something
#yeah i have netflix on all day#i am quite literally signed off of work for the -rest of my life-#what the fuck else would you like me to do with my time when most people are in fact at work#or did you think i can't have the tv on and put laundry away at the same time or something#must i work on commissions on silence in a dour room to be perceived as an adult#anyway 'looking after yourself/your home/your pet' is not observable#to anybody who doesn't like ACTUALLY live in your house#unless you are extremely obviously NOT doing it#if a tree falls in a forest etc#owning a house? job. like not even 'in this economy? lol'#disabled people LITERALLY can't because we aren't allowed to have enough savings for a deposit#car? would you honestly trust me with a vehicle lol but also: job#you mostly cannot buy a car without one it's a requirement for the lease#otherwise you aren't 'trusted' to pay it on time#incidentally most landlords will also - perfectly legally - refuse to rent to you because you are going to be unreliable with the rent#which is being paid directly by the gov anyway like take your trust issues up with them bro#a family? if i get married or cohabit with a partner my income gets sliced in half#so to support even myself let alone a child would require. drumroll please. employment#savings? adults have savings right? yeah but unlike you i have a gov enforced cap on mine#'good furniture not shit from ikea' (someone has remarked that ikea furniture is 'college dorm-y' it's going here)#i mean do i have to say it
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god the hits really don’t stop fucking coming do they.
#genuinely cannot take much more of this#i hit my limit about 4 weeks ago#and it just won’t fucking stop#coming up on six weeks of having varying levels of Horrors(tm) happening to me on a weekly basis#and sometimes multiple Horrors(tm) in a week#lost my job#my cat died#had an asbestos scare#my partner’s cat almost died#he had to have emergency surgery#and then when he came home had to go straight back to the emergency vet to have emergency surgery a second time bc they fucked up#had a huge fight with my partner bc oh yeah this whole time we’ve also been moving!!!#but there was some stupidly unnecessary drama around the security deposit/getting the old house clean#and this whole time while grieving and losing my income and all of this shit I am also still a disabled/chronically ill person#so I’m forcing my body to keep working through increasingly instense flare ups#on top of all of this we have a houseguest who has vastly overstayed their welcome.#they’ve been here for SIX WEEKS and are showing no signs of going home#so much shit has happened in the past six weeks that I don’t even know if I’m remembering all of it here in these tags#and now. I have been denied for unemployment and received a notice that I have to pay back what they already paid me#bc i ���missed the deadline to verify my identity’#except they NEVER SENT ME THE IDENTITY VERIFICATION LETTER#I’ve been keeping an eye out for it and I’ve kept every letter I’ve received from them#nothing has the verification password.#I filed an appeal but the confirmation page said it could take weeks to get a hearing#so what the fuck am I supposed to do in the meantime#i wish I were fucking dead to be honest#that would be preferable to the last six weeks
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Applying to an apartment with little income and terrible credit score, in hopes that they'll be desperate enough to take me
#im not even getting my hopes up for this one folks#but this same company rook me when i had no rental history so maybe?#unlikely for the aforementioned piss poor income and credit score#im just praying they remember me feom when i used to rent from them and liked me enough then to take me again#the bathroom is not in the apartment btw#that's the wildest thing. like its a basic studio with a kitchen closet and main area#but you have to go across the hall. to the private bathroom#im hoping they realize that thats wild and give me the apartment#i neeeeed to leave my parents house. and i really miss that city the apartment is in#i wish there was a little essay section where i could tell the landlord how much i like the city#and that ill get a better job once i live there and my parents are going to pay my first month and security deposit#that would be nice#i applied knowing that i won't get it but also knowing that i cant get it if i dont try#mostly i just miss that city#there was a really nice coffee shop within walking distance of my apartment#(the apartment i applied to is next door to the building i used to live in so same area which is great)#but i didnt have wifi so i would go there a lot to do work. it was so cozy in the winter especially#and i went on a lot of walks. so i wiuld swing by there and grab a drink to sip on my walk#and it was literally within sight of a great lake. a literal great lakw of Michigan lol#i loved walking along the lake on a nice day. or a windy day and just watch the waves crash#and my favorite band is feom that city so i got to see so many of their performances. and theyre a small band so the most i ever paid#was $50 and that was for the vip package. i saw them for $10 once. and free once. and $50 for the vip#its a big art and music city and i love it so much. i miss it so fucking much and i regret leaving#but at least it made me realize that no other city is for me. that city is my home#oh and it was literally right next to a bug beautiful library that i loved to wander. i still have my library card from there#mostly used it to print stuff and you have to pay at the box next to the printer. and one time i forgot to pay. i still feel bad about that#but i dont want to reminisce too much cuz i know i wont get it#im trying to pay off my credit cards to bring up my credit score but its slow going#its much nearer my gf and all my friends so i would love to live near them. rn im hours away from about everyone i love#i ran out of tags. maybe pray for me if you pray? or just hope for me. i dont want to let myself want this but its there
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no hot shower for me tonight. but i will be channelling my inner medieval peasant and heating various pans of water on the hob for a bath.
#also no heating for me tonight or tomorrow or the day after or maybe even the day after that#in fact who knows when i'll get heating back :)#which is great because the temps just dropped from 15°c to 7°c#anyways. the water heater is Broken and Leaking and there's a Damp Patch on the ceiling#and i saw this 5 minutes before we had someone come to view the house#and ive called Multiple plumbers and im waiting for one to call me back because he may be able to come out and check tomorrow morning#but i think he forgot about me#so earliest is monday afternoon w/ someone else#we think we'll have to replace the whole thing but god knows how much that'll cost. alternatively we could get a combi boiler#which would be more efficient and space saving#but that's minimum like £5k#in the meantime we had to turn off the heater and drain out all the hot water#but i just :) i think the thing is. id spend anything if we werent hoping to buy a new place/move#but with the economy as it is we really dont want to take thousands of pounds out of our house deposit fund#and speaking of someone put an offer on our house today but they offered like £30k below the valued price and we were like#haha absolutely not. sorry but we cannot afford to do that#and the price is only like £8k more than what we paid in 2020#and i have no idea if my pharmacy managed to order in my meds and im almost Out again#and im not on them today so i have mad fatigue#and keep almost falling asleep#and im just done w it all. especially after all the horrible shit that's happened this week. politically. in the usa and germany etc#and all the other shit that's happening across the globe :)#im so sorry this is such a stupid overshare but i am so sick of things happening#tbd
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im so mad cus im going to have to call the unemployment office and i don't. want to.
#except my unemployment never actually got to me and i need it.#but i went on the gdol website and it SAYS it paid but it ~didnt#i should also check my mail. Just to be sure it didnt go there for Whatever Fucking Reason#but it shouldve been set to direct deposit and not debit card so ??? hello ??????#may i have my $306 please#of course i cant even call until fuckin tuesday but still#shh ac
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I wanna commission some people but I gotta wait for my last paycheeeck
Aaaaughhh why does it take so long to come in?!
#the cake doth speak#THIS FREAKING WEDNESDAY OR ELSE-#if i get paid on Friday the direct deposit should arrive ON FRIDAY#AAAAAUGH#im also waiting for the Stars plush. pls come soon. i have to wait longer cuz my friend bougjt it for me and its being sent to his house#aaugh XP
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starting my new job tonight! 🥲🤞🏻
#⟡ — kayleigh.txt#i am Exhausted™ and running on like. no sleep. but i am going to nap until like 5ish so i can be a coherent person 😂#idk if i have to bring anything for like. paperwork. i don’t remember how to start a new job it’s been a while 😂#this is a family–owned business so idk if that changes things??? i’ve only ever worked for corporations and like. veterinary clinics 🤷🏼♀️#i don’t even know where my legal documents and whatnot are tbh 😅#i also don’t know the. like. specifics of the job#ie: how often i get paid#i know how much i’ll get paid but not how often; hopefully they have direct deposit and it’s weekly because 🥺#i hate hate hate biweekly paychecks 💀
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i’ve never had a tattoo but i just booked one…it’s 6 hours long 😭 go hard or go home, i guess?
#i don’t know if I’m built for this bro#i have no level of comparison#but I can’t tap out and be like actually nah can you stop now please cause it’ll be shit#also I paid a 400 deposit so…now I have to turn up 😭
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I’m so nervous for my tattoo appointment that I’m kinda having panic attacks lmao. I mean I WANT the tattoo, but it’s also super scary to know my skin on my right forearm is about to change drastically. Idk.
#txt#it’s also gonna be expensive lol. I already paid the deposit#and then I have to worry about boomer employers thinking it’s trashy or unprofessional
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you know it occured to me, as I wrote that last post, that one of the very BEST things about my current job as a bicycle assembler/warehouse ops person is that I have never, not once, had to navigate the various websites of the Food and Agriculture Organization of the United Nations
#mo vs the fao#also i don't get work emails#like. at all#well i get schedules every 2 weeks and notifications that I've been paid#but my schedule doesn't change week to week and direct deposit is a thing so I don't have to actually READ work emails
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Cruelty of rent is I think I have savings but no, it all goes to rent
#just paid my first deposit and month after maybe uh spending more than i should have and ahhhhh i hate it all#like more on food and gas bc ya know travel crew i can only eat microwave food in a hotel so long#like i still have savings thank god but also fucking hell
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Me pot que les meues amigues s'enfaden perquè no els done la raó cegament als seus novios
#im sorry your stupid ugly bf is in the wrong#but wasnt i the one that rented a vacation house? the one who gave a copy of my id. the one who paid the deposit#(that all of you have yet to pay me back)#ARENT WE USING MY 50% GOVERNMENT DISCOUNT#no. i dont want your stupid ugly boyfriend to invite 2 of his friends to the house we rented. that can accomodate only 8 people#because we ARE already 8. and they come we will be 10!!! and not only we wont have enough bed. we will be breaking the contract i signed#*I* SIGNED IT. I WILL BE THE ONE TO ANSWER FOR ALL OF US IF ANYTHING HAPPEN. so no. 2 more people that your bf unilaterally decided#to invite can't come#also. one of those guys hates me. he doesnt even greets me if we see each other on the street. nope#this was supposed to be a girls weekend. and somehow the stupid fucking boyfriends are coming along. okay. and now they are inviting people#over to sleep and party? no way. because i know you. and since there's not enough beds that means you will simply party until 5am#and not let us sleep#fuck you all. and specially my girl friend that got angry at me for answering the “can they come” question with an explanation#of why i didnt think it was such a great idea. specially since i had already accepted the conditions of the contract and payed#the price of the house and the diposit#deposit*#original meu
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i started playing red dead redemption 2 yesterday and it's super fun! really really enjoying it so far. but i haven't exactly gotten far bc i've been so sleepy. i've had the game paused longer than not ^-^;; doing bjj two days in a row and then all the stuff i did today really wore me out damn. i'll be fine for the work week, but playing my game is gonna be tough lol.
#it's nearly 8p and i don't have to be asleep til 10:30p but i hiiighly doubt i'll make it that long#tbh i should just give this game one more run and see how far i can get then call it a night#dunno how up for nighttime playtime maple will be after the day she had too#i trimmed her nails this morning then locked her in my room while i did this season's Raid spray of the windows#and then she had her checkup at the vet#sweet girl's gonna need to sleep off the updated vaccines she got too#also i spent some time on the phone with my insurance resubmitting fucking 9 electrolysis claims#but i'm optimistic bc of the 10 i submitted a few weeks ago the one that went through got paid on!! almost in full!!#and by paid on it was literally a direct deposit into my bank reimbursing me for the out of pocket i paid at the time of service#i really hope the rest of them follow suit. and theyre all dates after i met my deductible. and my 2023 out of pocket was almost met#so here's hoping 🤞#narrating my life
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constantly torn between the version of myself that is incredibly poor so of course i should treat myself to [purchase] and the version of myself that wants to be better at budgeting and saving money so of course i should not make [purchase]. i love you $50 squier electric guitar in a beautiful dusty blue…… i’ll never forget u……
#it’s $50 each for 2 or best offer…#i got paid from a surprise babysitting gig that put an extra $100 in my pocket#but my paycheck funds still aren’t available from mobile deposit#i technically have the cash but i really shouldn’t#feels sooooo bad not to though!#they’re in fantastic used condition#gabriel said - don’t you want to start your savings again? and yeah i do#but also i really want to make music#feels more like a pipe dream than ever
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