#also i accidentally reblogged this to my main blog and had to die for a second

[dragonageheritageposts]

Jan 27, 2014.

[ID: A cropped screenshot from Dragon Age Inqusition of Hard in Hightown: Chapter Nine, by Varric Tethras. The text follows: "The Dragon's Jewels was a big boat. She liked big boats. The pointy bits that towered majestically over the water. The roundish wooden part seemed like it could crush armadas beneath its... Shit, I don't know, wood. It was the greatest boat in the history of boats." End ID]

I have a headcanon that all the environments in Dragon Age II are recycled because Varric didn’t bother to describe them in much detail. So all of  the caves, mansions and ruins looking alike is just Cassandra just imagining them all generic like.

[whispering-clan]

About Whisperingclan!

"the cave... it calls to us, we hear it's whispers on the wind. The voices they haunt us, they drive us insane..."

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Hello all! I am Cryptid/Sam, I use they/he/she pronouns (pretty much any pronouns)!

My main Warriors blog is @cryptidclaw which is also where Whisperingclan started!

Whisperingclan started out with me posting a line up of designs for the whole clan at the end of year 1 + descriptions for the clan and the cat's backstories! This was inspired by the youtube trend of doing something similar but in video format.

After this however I fell in love with the clan and wanted to join in with everyone else doing moon-ly updates for their clans! originally I was just posting the updates on my main wc blog @cryptidclaw but I have decided to move Whisperingclan over to their own blog!

I will be rebloging all of the previous updates from my wc main over to here and will post all new updates here!

Master Post of all main updates!

Allegiances!

Family Tree!

Character Asks are OPEN! However I will only choose a few to answer sorry!

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Tags:

#whisperingclan updates [any update posts (after moon 26)]

#whisperingclan [any posts about Whisperingclan]

#cryptid plays clangen [any posts about me-playing clangen]

#whisperasks [asks abt Whisperingclan]

#cryptid answers [all ask posts]

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Clan Origins + Gameplay Summaries below!

~~Origins~~

Most of Whisperingclan's founders were a part of a coup in their origin clan, Roaringclan, to make Tempeststar, at the time Tempestwhorl, deputy or leader... they were instead defeated and banished.

The founders had wandered together through the territories outside of the clans picking up a few members along the way... as they drew nearer to the mountains they began to hear strange whispers on the wind. feeling compelled to follow these whispers they found themselves in a cave deep in the mountains filled with crystals that seemed to whisper with a chorus of their Starclan ancestors.

That night they slept in the cave, and in her dreams Tempeststar was named a leader of a new clan, Whisperingclan, by Starclan themselves. The new clan now calls themself the clan closest to Starclan, and they have made their camp within the Whispering Cave claiming that they are its protectors and the only cats who can be trusted with it's power.

However... Is the Whispering Cave truly safe? can Starclan and their guide be trusted? Is the clan truly so holy? or are they simply greedy for power.

The Territories + all Clans intro!

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Gameplay:

Playing on: Expanded Mode

Unmated cats can have kits

Same-sex breeding is on!

Leaders do not automatically chose their deputies

Experience-based graduation allowed

Cats can retire due to permanent condition (for now)

Warriors and elders can choose to become mediators

Occasionally I will do death rolls! (i do this whenever I feel like it- mostly for the plot)

How death rolls work:

Kits, Elders and the sick are close to the death and the Stars as they are weak. Due to this their spirits have the chance to accidentally travel to Starclan too early due to the thin veil between the living and the dead in the Whispering cave.

If i decide that the clan is getting too big I may roll for a chosen selection of cats, to see which of whom will die.

I will mostly use it to weed out some kits if there are too many babies.

[agentrouka-blog]

Accidentally stumbled into a Sansa anti (well they call themselves an Arya stan but they apparently think those things go hand in hand)blog and am now baffled and a little disgusted at the amount of vitriol these people have for..a little girl, honestly they had reblogged a post about how Arya being believed to be a hostage to Ramsay galvanised so many people in the North, etc and the difference between that and Sansa being the Lannisters hostage/Tyrions bride, and like..so this little girls life being worthless to these men (whether that's true or not) is somehow validation for you? Honestly it's a little disturbing (there's also a pattern of most of them hating Alicent as well which seems..meaningful)

Ah, yes, the fantasy that they have that the North uniquely loves Arya and somehow instinctively rejects Sansa, and that this would be a good thing rather than screaming misogyny. 😊

There's exactly one group in the North agitating for Ned Stark's daughter herself (the one within reach of them, mind) and that's the mountain clans, for two reason:

Distant family loyalty, alongside Stark loyalty. (A Liddle also aids Bran in the mountains.)

A culture that encourages them to seek death, not survival, at this particular time where Stannis comes knocking.

His father's mother's mother had been a Flint of the mountains. Old Nan once said that it was her blood in him that made Bran such a fool for climbing before his fall.  (ASOS, Bran ll)

It was a tale that any northmen knew well. "My father's grandmother was a Flint of the mountains, on his mother's side," Jon told her. "The First Flints, they call themselves. They say the other Flints are the blood of younger sons, who had to leave the mountains to find food and land and wives. It has always been a harsh life up there. When the snows fall and food grows scarce, their young must travel to the winter town or take service at one castle or the other. The old men gather up what strength remains in them and announce that they are going hunting. Some are found come spring. More are never seen again." (ADWD, Jon X)

"Winter is almost upon us, boy. And winter is death. I would sooner my men die fighting for the Ned's little girl than alone and hungry in the snow, weeping tears that freeze upon their cheeks. No one sings songs of men who die like that. As for me, I am old. This will be my last winter. Let me bathe in Bolton blood before I die. I want to feel it spatter across my face when my axe bites deep into a Bolton skull. I want to lick it off my lips and die with the taste of it on my tongue." (ADWD, The King's Prize)

Let's not overtly romanticize the North. Manderly's money is on Rickon the son. There's a sizable faction actually supporting the Boltons (Dustin/Ryswell and Karstark). No one lifts a single finger for "Arya" until Jon gives Stannis the advice to gather support in the mountains with his army, and those are the ones with comparatively little to do but die and "bathe in Bolton blood".

The main aspect here is opportunity v. cost.

But more to the point, just as you point out, if it was Sansa that Jeyne was pretending to be, it would be the same. It's not the girls (within their actual reach) they specifically care for, it's Ned and House Stark.

The specific (small) subset of Sansa Anti/Arya stan that pushes these takes is, indeed, less interested in Arya, the actual books and the political dynamics therein, than they are in a distorted Cinderella fantasy where Arya is uniquely chosen and loved over Sansa. The rejection of Sansa is as central to that fantasy as the elevation of Arya, because the Mean Girl needs to be vanquished and punished in order to destroy the very notion in the world that Their Projection Surface was ever not The Prettiest And Bestest, deprived of the admiration she rightfully deserved by the cruel machinations of a middleschool bully.

You know, that's the complex philosophical, political and literary themes and interpersonal dynamics that GRRM is known for. 🤷🏻‍♀️

[b4ckr00ms-k4ndl3z]

pinned post 3.0 go

ahah, anyways ; yes, i am finally finishing my pinned remake! i just didn't like my old one anymore so, here we go.

reblogs would be appreciated <3

and again, contents (rules, about me, fandoms, etc) are below the cut!

[ about me! ]

hey! i'm rex/kel/teruko, either name is fine, and even any other name you know me by as well as i have... a lot, haha. i have a lot of DA's, but i don't feel the need to list those here. i am also a minor (15), so do keep that in mind!

i use he/they/it, but also use neos! you can call me any neos, i don't mind, i like most of them all!

i myself really enjoy things like horror, especially body horror and analog horror, cryptids, true crime, art, and i've had an ongoing fixation with warrior cats for at the very least four years now.

[ blog rules! ]

★ — i write, draw, and make edits! the things you can request are writings, art prompts, and various edits like roleplay icons, profile images, aesthetics, and moodboards!

★ — i will NEVER, under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES create content that goes against the boundaries of any creator. this means if a creator is uncomfortable with it, i will NOT write, for example any nsfw, and this also applies to other boundaries. (if i happen to accidentally break a boundary that i am unaware of, PLEASE let me know as soon as possible! i do not want to break boundaries at all. if this does happen, i will also edit or more likely delete the post that was boundary breaking in the first place.)

★ — please, DO NOT BE WEIRD WITH SFW POSTS. it makes me uncomfortable personally, and then it is even worse if it was about something for a media in which the creator is uncomfortable with nsfw/suggestive content. the only way this is allowed is if the post had implications to begin with.

★ — I DO NOT AND WILL NOT WRITE DEAD DOVE. i do not support it. i may write or produce things with darker themes, but in no way is it glorified or romanticized. certain darker things may be mentioned or referred to in past tense, but i do not write those out in my content or romanticize it. it is no way portrayed in the main ship. writing things like "abusive!(character) x reader" and especially trying to portray it in a cutesy or romantic light is disgusting, coming from a victim of abuse. this also goes for pedophilia or non-con (this includes dubcon and similar). if you support the romanticized writing of those things, get out. i do not want you here. this is not a dead dove blog and i do not support it.

★ — there will be nothing at ALL relating to romance with child characters (below 14). and unless it is within warrior cats, i will not write romance with animals, including pokemon. warrior cats is the sole exception because unlike pokemon, warrior cats portrays the characters as very humanized, and the reader would be the same as these cats. pokemon are not portrayed in a humanized way in canon media. on this topic, i will not write anything romantic for any digimon at or below rookie level, and certain digimon no matter its level will have romantic content depending on how humanized or animal like they are.

★ — i take requests for cc x reader and cc x cc, although i rarely write for ocs. the only time i will do so is if i know someone's oc well, and they're owned by a friend.

★ — i write fluff, angst, platonic, romantic, and many other things! i also write for any genders and also polyamory. i will not do nsfw.

★ — trigger warnings will ALWAYS be placed properly, so don't worry!

[ fandoms! ]

i am a multifandom blog; that's right, multifandom! so that means i should list the available fandoms. below are all the requestable fandoms!

Wii Deleted You

Until Dawn

Sally Face

Digimon (+ Cyber Sleuth & Hacker's Memory!)

9

The Mandela Catalogue (NOTHING ROMANTIC AT ALL.)

FNF (Mods Only!)

Creepypasta

John Doe

Your Turn To Die

Helluva Boss

Hazbin Hotel

Eddsworld

Warrior Cats

Lobotomy Corporation

Library of Ruina

Pokepasta

OMORI

Roblox Doors

Lego Monkie Kid

Danganronpa Fangames (NO MAIN GAMES; Danganronpa as a whole otherwise is mostly a discomfort to me for personal reason, however, fangames have many, many positive memories for me so i will write for it!) (including super danganronpa another 2, danganronpa another, and danganronpa despair time.)

Rain World

[ tags! ]

there are several tags used to help navigate around the blog, so here's some of them.

★ — #☆: serene liminal spaces - General Writing

★ — #☆: familiar paintings - General Art

★ — #☆: foggy trails - General Edits

★ — #☆: cotton candy walls - Fluff

★ — #☆: another drowning world - Angst

★ — #☆: overwhelming nostalgia - Smut

★ — #☆: endless hallways - Ramblings/Mod Posts/Announcements

★ — #☆: blurred realities - Posts with one or more Trigger Warnings.

[ emoji anons! ]

last but not least; emoji anons! yes, if you'd like you may claim an emoji. helps me know who you are if you request again! do note by the way that you don't need to be an emoji, you can also be a word, like star anon, i just don't know what else to call this ^^"

💖 Anon [ Tag; ☆: 💖 anon ]

[ queue! ]

(these are in no particular order, but do note that requested writings will be put into more priority than anything from otherwise! these are also in color order; white is what is not started, green is what has been started, and purple is what's waiting to be posted — i try to have only one post per day if i even have that many ready! if not, it'd more usually be once a week. also, non-requests are not counted in my max total of requests, since those are just things i came up with on my own!)

(5/15)

wii deleted you x scene / scenecore reader (not requested)

until dawn x scene / scenecore reader (not requested)

sally face x scene / scenecore reader (not requested)

digimon (hacker's memory) x scene / scenecore reader (not requested)

john doe x scene / scenecore reader (not requested)

your turn to die x scene / scenecore reader (not requested)

omori x scene / scenecore reader (not requested)

sdra2 x scene / scenecore reader (not requested)

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olly, autumn, silver & gold poly headcanons (requested)

shin x reader (requested)

frosty red x reader (requested)

big brother glitchy red (requested)

lmk poly (requested)

and that's all! i'll see you again in another world, friend! <3

[whys-rotomblr-hub]

Hello, you can call me Why or Why- or something, idk. I'm aroace, an adult and no idea what my gender is but use literally any pronouns you want when talking about me. My main is @why-does-this-happen-to-me. This is my rotomblr hub thing because I'd like to not fill my blogs with ooc posts that aren't related to that specific blog. Anyway, blogs, current circumstances and pronouns under the read more thing.

@the-paper-anon: Comes from Paldea, was cursed to be a piece of paper but the curse is weakening. Currently transported to minecraft by an anon (I will continue that, but currently totk occupies the entirety of my free time). It/its.

@rotomblr-multiverse-cataloguer: Two rotoms fused, but a completely separate entity from the two that form it (at some point I'll do an event where both of them take over the account). He's mapping the multiverse because the scientists working with the machine she lives in don't do anything. Currently traveling from world to world accidentally because it doesn't know they are the one creating the portals. Any pronouns.

@pokemon-completionist: Yes, that was me. Fran's main account was deleted because I only had cool things for the future and no ways to get there. Gimmick blog that reblogs posts counting the number of pokemon in several categories, percentage of all of those and if it's a new record for the blog. He/it.

@freeing-the-souls: Marta! She's great! She's an oc from something I'll write some day (after I write the thing that goes before that, that also goes after another story. She technically appears in the second one but that's teenage Marta who's learning to control her powers). There is an explanation on her pinned that's way too long, but basically she's a grim reaper mixed with that scp that offers you to smoke if you die alone. She can summon a scythe (she could have chosen anything, but scythes are cool) and temporarily take someone's soul out of their body (unless the person is dying, then it doesn't go back). She can sense if someone is close to their death and is trying to go back to her world (she's a faller. She can go back temporarily with her powers but once she's helped the souls she's teleported back to her previous location) and misses her girlfriend. She/her.

@hammeragainstbirds: Some guy slowly transforming into a tinkaton, almost finished. I swear one day I'll draw the final version of her hammer and finish the transformation. It's been too long so I'll just say it, the tinkaton that hit him isn't a tinkaton, it's a trickster god that exists outside of the boundaries of pokemon and likes to cause chaos, will probably be relevant at some point. Any pronouns.

@wins-for-everyone: A cursed chosen, for now. I want to reboot it without some elements of the story (those familiar with the type of blog probably know what I mean) because I like the kid and don't want the idea to die. Hopefully this will also bring back their emotions because they disappeared after the event and I don't know why. They/them (hasn't figured it out yet, so he/him for now).

@why-did-i-fall: Self insert faller, so just me from the real world and with my real world knowledge about rotomblr (won't talk about that often, rarely actually). Currently a ditto hybrid trying to figure out how to ditto. Any pronouns.

@kanto-safari-zone-official: A normal guy working at the safari zone makes the closest thing to an official blog for it there is. New blog so there isn't a lot going on, mostly for me to talk about headcanons. Partially inspired by two youtube videos about pokemon ecology(they're linked in the account's pinned, and also 4 hours long each). He/they.

[notarobooot]

Not a vent but like

Basically I fuvkinv have something wrong with me idk what it is but like whenever I get like rejection or people telling me I've done something wrong its like. Not a normal reaction. Not even a bit of a dramatic reaction. Like I genuinely want to fucking die it causes severe mental breakdowns and panic attacks. That has happened today. First I was stupid and accidentally reblogged something from one of my roleplay blogs to my main and it git to the point where someone else had to tell me, which only would've caused a small panic attack on its own but also this morning I got an ask from an 18+ minors dni account on that same role play account. I didn't know what to do so I thought it would be fine if I just ignored their entire account but interacted only in a non-18+ way on that one singular thread. I know that was dumb of me I just didn't know what the fuck else to do. I don't know social rules. I can't pick up on secret magic etiquette. How was I ment to know what to say. I had to be told. That I was a ffuvkinh idiot and a pathetic little bitch by the person I care most about in the world. I know he had to tell me and I know he didn't mean it like that but that's how the thing wrong with me makes it.

I'm having like the worst mental breakdown ever and have just had a major relapse in the self-pain-blood-bad causing action (can't say bc trigger) and there's blood and tears everywhere and I want to die I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me.

[inthememetime]

The Company (+Gandalf, Dís, & Tauriel)- Do they have a Tumblr in a modern AU which I'll probably never write?

Dwalin- Like this? *holds out a tumbler style cup*

Balin- Yes, and he uses it to shitpost constantly. 'Your teeth are always wet.' 'On average, the number of human skeletons in a human body is more than 1.'- style posts. No one in his friend group knows, but some suspect since he's suspiciously up to date on memes.

Thorin- Yes, but he's only on like twice a week. A friend of his suggested he posts some of the tattoos he does, and he likes the validation. He also does watercolors for commissions. He was confused about why some of his regulars told him they were 'looking respectfully' until he was tagged in one of Bilbo’s livestreams where he came downstairs in nothing but a pair of boxers with mistletoe on the front. Somehow he always forgets what night Bilbo streams on despite the fact it's posted on their fridge.

Glóin- No, but I think Dwalin has one you can use. Oh. Is it that thing my lad Gimli is always on? You know, my son landed 1st place last week in his- wait. Where are you going??

Oín- The what now? How do you get on a mug? Like a painting thing? I think Thorin does those if you want one.

Dori- Yes, he's on a few times a week. He's very active in the embroidery and needlepoint circles. He doesn't have a lot of followers, but he's ok with that.

Nori- He's more of a Reddit guy. But sometimes he gets on and spams the porn bots with requests for free toasters or tacos for funsies. He also teaches people how to legally get away with breaking and entering, theft, and similar crimes as long as they promise to only use it on rich assholes.

Ori- Yes, he has 2 Tumblrs. One that's active in needlepoint, crochet, and calligraphy that Dori knows about, and the other is a fanart blog. His Zukka, Johnlock, and Destiel work gets a lot of reblogs. Hates Post+ with a passion.

Bifur- He likes plants, so he started looking them up and posting them online. Eventually, somebody on Reddit told him he should get a Tumblr and now he's known as the plant guy. He's very active, and talks about his disability sometimes which lost him a few followers but gained him a lot more. He's actually made a side gig out of it through Ko-Fi.

Bofur- Yes, and now it's a legitimate business model for him? He still can't figure out how that happened. All he did was post pictures and videos of his handmade toys, link his Etsy and tell people he did commissions, and he's actually had to hire people now to keep up with the workload. 90% of it is the toys. The other 10% is the internet swooning over the super nice goofball who has to stop streaming to shout 'kitty!' every time his cat walks in and forgets to edit it out.

Bombur- Not really. He has a Tumblr, sure, but he hasn't used it since 2015.

Fíli- Yes because he can talk to people about swords and knives and axes and not be considered weird. He's known as the Weapons Discourse Guy, don't tag him in anything else. Unless it has explosions. Yes he's seen the video of his uncle in nothing but the world's tiniest mistletoe boxers, please stop tagging him in it.

Kíli- He has the blog his brother, mother, and uncle all know about- the one where he talks about hunting, archery, prehistoric animals, and dream vacations. He has his main blog, which is full of writing prompts, fanfic he's writing, and an insane amount of reblogged fanart for Reasons.

Bilbo- He finally got on Tumblr to see what the lads were on about, and posts a lot of baking videos. He runs a sweet shop and he's found lots of people enjoy watching him make candies, cupcakes, and pies. He also accidentally made Thorin a little more popular because he lives above the shop and sometimes Thorin comes downstairs shirtless while he's filming. His views always spike when there's the Baking Trifecta- complicated candies, shirtless Thorin, and Thorin talking to him from the side. His viewers like Thorin's voice; Bilbo doesn't blame them.

Bonus:

Tauriel's blog is NSFW, but not for the reason you might think. She's a Forensic Pathology major, and some of the research papers and pics she reblogs are disturbing to say the least. Despite using (some would say over-using) trigger tags, she still gets a lot of anon hate. Despite that, there are a lot of people who actually like her blog, because they get to find a lot about what happens when they die and find it comforting. She's also exposed a lot of racism and classism in the death industry, and now she writes books on it.

Dís: Everyone thinks she doesn't, but she does. She's not very active, but takes the time to send Thorin pictures of stickbugs (he hates them) because any opportunity to troll him is one she'll take.

Gandalf: He doesn't know how he got onto this hellsite, but he's blaming Pippin. Pippin was maybe 3 at the time, but he'll still blame the kid. But now that he's here, he might as well devote some time to raising absolute HELL on TERFs, Karens and pedos.

[softlittleheartsandsparkles]

im relly tired of folks claiming bby talk is ableism or this or that that comforts people is infantilzation. u don't get to tell ppl what stuff is or isn't. ur going to make ppl kill there inner littles and be traumatized, quit being hateful.

Here is the thing anon; I get to tell people how to interact me, and in turn people get to choice to interact or not in that way. That's how stuff works. That how boundaries work. There's many people on tumblr with dnis and if it's something I do or like or is a ball park I fall into (Examples being almost over 30) you know what I do? I don't bitch about it. I don't follow the person. I just leave. Maybe I block them so I don't accidentally interact but I don't follow them. It's not that hard. And If I feel like maybe I can ask, you know what I don't do? I don't go on anon demanding I get to interact. I go to dms, and I privately message the person in a kind manner explaining I wish to reblog pictures to this account, it's a side blog so I have to message on my main, the person is under no obligation to reply, and I inform the person my side blog used to be age regression so I completely understand if the person is uncomfortable. I just wanted to ask because I've seen no age regression on there page somewheres. & You know the reply I get back the most? "Oh yeah that's fine" Because I try to ask nicely and I don't push myself onto people. & I will call out infantilization, and ableism. Infantilization can cause trauma, (or brush against passed trauma) ableism can (like baby talk) can lead to feels like low self esteem, low self worth, anxiety and depression. Also do not attempt to guilt trip me. I'll nip this in the ass right now, No one can 'kill' your inner anything. Someone expressing discomfort isn't the same as someone going 'wow that's gross'. I have yet to say anything judgemental about age regression. I have stated my boundaries and comforts, I have stated some stuff feels very red flaggy to me and comes off as infantilization and I've explained my points. I've explained my discomfort with the online communities and how I don't think they are healthy. But because of you and others who have sent me asks, I will say this. I still THINK the MIGHTY and even Health line were correct that it can be a coping strategy. But I will also offer this, coping strategies can be both healthy and unhealthy mattering on the person, and the way it's done. It differs from person to person. And I can't tell folks if they are healthy with it or not that it up to a professional. But if I notice red flags, then I remove myself from situations. And so people don't mix my words: People who do it privately and treat it like a mini vacation to relax, unwind etc. I don't see red flags or discomfort. What you call your personal space and how you relax is up to you. I have no issues with folks who regress and can't control it because of trauma. I'm in this boat myself, and I know how difficult it is. People who are attempting to live a normal life and have hiccups. If these people decided to call it age regression thats up to them. No red flags on my end. Thus no judgement or discomfort. HOWEVER my issues is with folks who view it as a "life style" and wanna just 'baby' forever. The ones that demand to be infanilize by others so they can keep that head space to me are extremely toxic and are the toxic ones I've ran into. They are the ones I've had the biggest issues with, because they don't seem to understand what comforts and boundaries are. They are the holders to the toxic red flags. No one is obligated to infantilize you, no one is obligated to speak 'little' to you, no one is obligated to make you feel small. & this is where my great deal of discomfort comes from. Because much like you anon, I have gotten the guilt trips, the 'if you don't do x my inner little will die'. No. At this point you are role playing a character. And a rather poor one. I'm not comfortable with age regression aside from a VERY few people I interact with on here. & thats really all I have to say on the topic.

[untaintedtea]

I should have written this earlier when Witcher Netflix was more fresh in my mind (I haven't done a proper rewatch yet) but I still wanted to write a post about some thoughts I had (that I actually remember lol) and stuff I want in the next season. It's like 99% about Geralt/Yen/Ciri bc I have three brain cells and they're dedicated to them.

The spoiler-free stuff: I definitely loved it! There's some scenes in the book that I would have loved to have seen on screen that I'll mention later, but I really liked it for the most part. My main issue is the pacing, but I understand them trying to fit so much into only 8 episodes -- I hope next season will have at least 10 or even 12 eps to fully flesh out the storylines. There were times where I wondered how easy it was to follow if you didn't know the books, and it seems that it's kinda been mixed? But all-in-all people are loving it, there's lots of memes and new content, and I'm happy about that.

Yennefer's backstory and Anya Chalotra were the highlights for me, and I loved Tissaia as well. By "I haven't done a proper rewatch" I mean that I've only rewatched the first ep (Renfri ❤️) and the parts with Geralt/Yennefer lmao. I'll prob watch it all again later on. Now to the spoilery stuff (includes some refs to the books):

Some specific stuff I liked:

Geralt finally being able to sleep in the Last Wish episode and then him saying in the next ep that before he met Yen, "nights were restless" so she/the thought of her helps him sleep now? lol

Yen touching Geralt's face after he tells her she's important to him as if she can't believe she's important to someone right then and needs to make sure he's real or that she's not dreaming 😭

Téa and Véa and how they actually talked instead of not really communicating well themselves in the books

Yen's elven blood being emphasized and it being a thing that allows her to be naturally inclined towards magic…idek I'm just into that lmao

Geralt "hm"-ing all the time was excellent and is, unfortunately, v relatable

I wasn't gonna say this but since I posted about his casting on my blog previously…I'm still not a fan of Henry but I cannot deny his knowledge and dedication to Geralt and the Witcher lore, and I think he portrayed Geralt very well to the point where I don’t think I imagine anyone else playing the role now? I really mean this bc before I refused to reblog/tweet anything with him in it bc I’m petty LMAO

This is obvious but Toss a Coin to Your Witcher is the song of the year and Her Sweet Kiss is also good. @ netflix soundtrack WHEN

Some stuff I have issues with:

Istredd getting an expanded storyline is fine with me (and will probably set up better angst) but I wish he didn't do the thing Geralt does in Thanedd where he thinks about things Yen likes…I guess that's minor by itself, but Geralt thinking about the house in Thanedd is so important and I hope at least they keep that for the future. Also making the imaginary sorcerers Yennefer conjured up clap like in Thanedd is like…ok I'll allow it but Thanedd better be Extra Good bc I remember reading the part where they're in bed again when I wanted to make myself upset lmao

I wish we got the line when Geralt first called Yennefer "Yen" because "nobody's ever called me that. Say it again" is SO POWERFUL and I think that would have helped set up Geralt/Yen better in the series. Anya did describe the relationship as "animalistic and full of lust" and honestly that's fair but I also want people to understand why tf I'm smiling when we watch them fuck after the last wish instead of being like "ok but where did this come from" lmao. Yeah they’re horny af but pls!!!

Tbh I just want more Angst...like in the Bounds of Reason ep, the "you left" thing and Geralt asking for forgiveness was so short and would have been better if they just…expanded on it a little more…idek this is where I really wished they had an extra episode or two just to elaborate :/

The lack of baby dragon is so sad tbh. I liked that they did without Yen getting her titties exposed and threatened with rape obviously but the baby dragon running over to Yen tho!!

Ciri is my sweet child whom I love dearly and I understand her storyline but I wasn't super into her parts in a way? It makes sense since she's running and hiding and I felt her panic and loneliness and all that, but I think this could have only been fixed if they did Brokilon like in the books. I guess they'd have to cut down on Calanthe maybe?

As for the "Who is Yennefer?" ending:

I know many book readers weren't super satisfied with this, since ofc this is the famous "you're something more" scene, but I think it's fine within the context of the show because of the way Brokilon was handled (obviously I would have liked to see Geralt + Ciri interactions so we could have gotten “something more” though). It also sets up a connection between Yen + Ciri early on -- not really a strong one, but a connection nonetheless. And ofc it makes sense to people who don't know the books, and this is an adaptation after all.

I wish it wasn't as abrupt though? The fact that Ciri's first words to Geralt were about Yennefer is kind of a weird, but I guess that Ciri's vision was so vivid she couldn't help it maybe? And her mentioning Yennefer after Geralt talked about being linked by destiny enforces that it's all three of them linked.

I think this ending line allows for flashbacks via communication? Like if Geralt were to tell Ciri about Yen (and Yen telling Ciri about Geralt), they could elaborate on the relationship between Geralt/Yennefer that way and maybe have a flashback episode or at least a few scenes. I don’t really imagine Geralt saying too much about Yen but still?

So that takes us to things I want in the next season (not exhaustive; I need to do a BoE re-read):

The Dear Friend letter!!

And obviously before that, Triss staying at Kaer Morhen for a while…I wouldn't mind if they completely wrote out any attraction she had to Geralt ofc, but Ciri being sure that Triss is "not Geralt's woman" is also good

Imagine Ciri reading Yennefer's mind and accidentally seeing her thoughts about Geralt…not that she'd even need to though, as long as Yen tells Ciri that Geralt's hands are very gentle is enough lmao. But I'd love the "what is there between you and Geralt" line! In general, I really want Yen/Geralt to be like, the most obvious thing to the audience lol.

Yen telling Ciri that she's lucky bc Ciri knows that Geralt will come back for her and Yen isn't sure that Geralt would do the same for her 😭

Since they're doing the story with Nivellen, I'm hoping for other short stories to be adapted too. My favourite is A Shard of Ice, and I read that it's Henry's favourite too so I'm optimistic about it being included somehow. And since Istredd has a bigger role, it could work? ALSO WE NEED EVERYONE TO KNOW ABOUT THE UNICORN. PLEASE

Flashbacks to Belleteyn (is having another orgy scene ok. pls say yes) and the Geralt seeing that the 14th name on the hill wasn't Yennefer. He wanted to die again ahhhhhhh

Yarpen asking Geralt "is [Ciri] yours?"

More Jaskier songs about Geralt/Yen…even just one pls

And more angst bc like. There's so much come on lmao hurt the audience

A lot of Yennefer + Ciri. Just a Lot of it.

[i-guess-im-a-fanfic-writer-now]

A better life (Chapter 6, Avengers x reader)

ay, so here’s chapter 6, enjoy, and please comment/like/reblog if you enjoy this, reblogs really help to like, make things reach new people, and comments can really help me to become better as a writer, so go ahead and give me contstructive criticism is you want

i’ve no idea what i’m doing, so like, yeah, also the previous chapters are on my blog, and this one’s a bit longer. i currently have chapter 9 all done, and will start chapter 10 when i have energy, and i’ll be figuring out a new posting schedule because i’m going back to school in like a week and a half Edit: chapter 7 is out

tw: panic attack, mention of nightmares, lowkey social anxiety because i’m very social anxiety 

When you walked in, it wasn’t too loud in the main room. A red haired woman, Black Widow or Natasha Romanoff, was sitting on the floor, legs crossed, in black pants and a white shirt. Clint was sitting on a kitchen counter, one leg under himself. Steve was standing up, leaning on a wall, and the man everyone called Bucky was standing in front of him. They were talking and laughing. A white man with short brown hair was standing next to Clint, leaning on the kitchen counter, talking to Clint about something. A black man entered the room and waved at Tony, who nodded back at him. Bruce Banner was standing beside the window, looking outside quietly. Thor was literally there, just sitting on a couch, throwing Mjolnir up and catching it. A woman with orange hair, wearing mostly red clothes was sitting on the floor, next to Natasha, and she was looking intently at a little cubic object in front of her. The cube began to fly as something red escaped from the woman’s hands. It didn’t surprise you that much, but it was kind of mesmerizing.

“Hey”, Tony gently said to you to bring you back to what was happening. “Would you be okay with me introducing you to everyone at once? Or would you like to go around and just meet everyone one by one?”

“I’m, uh, I’m not sure. Could you..?” You looked at him, a bit afraid: you really weren’t the best at social interaction. He understood what you meant and you both walked closer to the other people. Natasha was already staring at you, as well as Thor, and you were beginning to feel as if you were suffocating. You were used to people staring at you for all the bad reasons: your mother taught you that you were weird and did weird things, and that if you just stopped fidgeting all the time people wouldn’t stare. You suddenly noticed that you that you were fidgeting with your hands and decided to cross your arms to stop them from moving.

“Hey, everyone. So I told you that there’s been someone Peter’s been hanging out with lately, right? Here’s the person. They’re great at archery, by the way. Ask Clint”, Tony said, while signing, as everyone quieted down and looked at you. Natasha stood up and walked up to the two of you. She exchanged bright smiles with Tony and extended her hand to you for a handshake, which was firm.

“Natasha Romanoff. Black Widow. Clint was going to ask me to train you in self defense, right? So, what are you doing here so late?”

“Hi. Yeah, he was. I’m Y/N. I’m, I’m actually staying here, for the night.”

“Cool. I’ll train you. Any specific reasons for that?”

You shrugged and she let the subject go. You felt pretty comfortable around her already, she seemed like the kind of person who wouldn’t ask many questions, and she did drop the topic when you didn’t want to answer.

The orange haired woman was still concentrating on the cube in front of her. “Who’s that?”, you asked Natasha.

“That’s Wanda Maximoff. She’s the result of an experiment, she has telekinesis. It’s pretty cool.”

A few seconds later, Thor came up to you and offered a handshake as well. His hand was bigger than Natasha’s, but he didn’t squeeze your hand too much. He was strong, you knew that, but the handshake you got didn’t really show that. He was smiling softly the entire time.

���Hi, I heard your name’s Y/N, right?” When you didn’t disagree, he continued. “That’s a quite nice name.” 

You shyly smiled. “Thanks..”

After that, Tony led you to Steve and Bucky. You and Bucky were quickly acquainted, and you told him you liked his metal arm. He chuckled, thanked you, and pointed out that there were some magnets on his arm. He said that Peter placed them there to make him like his arm more. It was a silly thing to do, but it seemed that Bucky appreciated it. He also showed you that Peter stuck a small post it note attached to the arm by a magnet. There was a list of foods on the post it note. A shopping list, you realized. *That’s lowkey adorable.*

In a while, you met everyone who was currently there. The man with short brown hair that you hadn’t met before turned out to be Ant-Man, Scott Lang being his name. The black man who waved at Tony was Falcon, or Sam Wilson. You also spoke to Wanda for a few minutes, and you told her that it was pretty fascinating, what she could do. She looked happy about it. It also turned out she could read thoughts. You felt some anxiety rising up in your chest, but Tony then asked her specifically not to read yours. She respected that, and you later thanked him for doing that. You signed a greeting to Clint and he greeted you back.

You awkwardly made your way to the kettle, which you had noticed upon entering the room. You filled it up with water and put it on to boil. Tony showed you where all the tea was and you thanked him. When the water boiled, you carefully took one of the plain white mugs, not wanting to accidentally take someone else’s, and poured the hot water into it. You then quickly opened the paper containing the tea bag, took out the sachet, and lowered it into the water. You had picked jasmine tea, hoping that it would help you with sleeping. It probably wouldn’t work for the “staying asleep” part of it, but one could hope, right?

Natasha came up beside you as you were about to take your mug and go sit down somewhere, maybe on the floor, maybe in front of Thor.

“Trouble sleeping?” She gestured at the mug.

“Maybe”, you replied. You really hoped she wouldn’t say that you’re too young to have sleeping problems, because people seemed to like doing that.

“I get it, it sucks. Sometimes I wake up after a particularly bad nightmare and it takes me hours to calm down. I wouldn’t know how to help with sleeping, I don’t know how to deal with it either. You aren’t alone though. Most of us here can’t sleep properly.” She smiled.

You nodded.

Suddenly, Tony asked: “Anyone want to play chess with me? Anyone? No? Nobody? Alright.”

You raised your hand hesitantly, and when he saw you, you said: “Oh, uh, I actually really like playing chess. It’s fun. Can I play?”

His eyebrows went up ever so slightly, but you caught the movement. He invited you to the table, and you brought your mug over and set it down beside the chess board.

You chose to play with the black pieces, so Tony was the one making the first move. You then immediately made your move. You were playing for a bit less than ten minutes by now, you were calculating each and every move you made, looking at what Tony could possibly do, how it could disadvantage or advantage him, thinking of which move would be best for you in which situation. It was starting to get interesting. He kept trying to move and kill your more powerful and important pieces, but you kept stopping him with a move from a pawn or a knight. People who thought pawns aren’t important in a game of chess baffled you: these pieces could be turned into something else if they reached the other end of the board. Not to mention, their moves were so simple and they were so small that people sometimes forgot their importance, their existence even.

A few of the other Avengers were sitting on the couches, around you or Tony, closely surveying the board. You took your time choosing your moves, sometimes taking long minutes to figure out what was best. Tony seemed to make some decisions more impulsively. That was where he made mistakes. Chess was a game you really loved though, and you were not about to go easy on him.

You already had eight of his pieces on your side, since you killed them. He only had three of yours: a rook, a pawn, and a bishop. Every time you killed another one of his pieces, someone went “ooh” or “damn”. They were probably used to Tony winning all the games. *Not today*, you thought. Tony swore quietly every time one of his pieces was killed.

Your goal was to eliminate anything that could help his king escape. You had five of his pawns, one of his knights, and both of his bishops. You put a sort of protective box over your king, and your queen had an open exit on the side.

More time passed by, it was getting closer to 9pm. You killed his second knight, one of his rooks, and another one of his pawns. He was getting nervous. All he had left was a queen, a king, two pawns, and a rook. However, in that time, he had also managed to take one of your knights, your second rook, and two of your pawns. You still had more pieces than him.

The tension grew as you took away his two remaining pawns. The most powerful piece in his possession was his queen, but luckily, you still had yours. You slowly advanced to his side of the board, trying to create a trap for his queen. Finally, you succeeded. Your queen was positioned in front of his, several squares away. Your pawn stood one diagonal before his queen, and your remaining bishop was standing in diagonal from his queen. Behind every piece, you had a pawn in diagonal: if he decided to kill one of your pieces with his queen, his queen would, inevitably, die from a pawn. If he didn’t move her, she would also inevitably die.

You ended up getting his queen. All that was left to him now was his king and a rook. You easily took out his rook and then placed several pieces in different places so he wouldn’t be able to escape with his king indefinitely.

“Checkmate”, you said triumphantly.

You both stood up, smiling, and shook hands. “Good game”, he said. “You’re really good at this. Maybe even better than me. We’ll have to play again sometime.” You agreed with his last sentence happily and thanked him.

You had finished your tea and were getting really sleepy, so after everyone congratulated you for winning against Tony Stark, an actual genius, you told everyone good night and asked Tony if it would be alright for him to show you where you’ll be sleeping. He led you into a nice room with a really comfortable looking bed, a television, a lamp, and probably more things you didn’t notice because you were tired. He showed you that there was something you could change into for the night, if you wanted to. A pair of black pants was on the bed, as well as a long sleeved shirt. He must’ve noticed that you usually don’t take off your sweaters.

“Thank you, mister Stark.. I’m, I’m gonna try and sleep now.”

“Alright. Good night, kiddo. If anything, I’m in the room in front of this one, and Natasha’s right over on your right when you come out of the door. Clint is beside Natasha.”

“Thank you. Good night, mister Stark.” He left and you closed the door after him. You immediately locked it from the inside, force of habit, and changed into the clothes on the bed, carefully folding yours and putting them onto a table.

You crawled into the bed, covering yourself with the blankets: sleeping in a cold room, covered in blankets was the best. 

After having jasmine tea, your eyes were pretty much closing by themselves, and you ended up falling asleep in less than an hour. Usually, it took you several hours, often at least three, to fall asleep.

For the next four hours, you kept waking up and going back to sleep. Then, you didn’t wake up for an hour.

But when you did wake up, it was from a nightmare. You were curled up in a ball, you felt tears on your face, and you couldn’t breathe. You instinctively sat up with your back against that wall to feel less vulnerable. You clawed at your neck, trying to get air, but there was none. You were starting to get dizzy. You heard a light knock on your door and panicked.

“Hey, Y/N, it’s me, Natasha. I was still awake, I heard you crying. I’m gonna pick the lock and come in in ten seconds, okay?” Her voice was soft.

She came in, closed the door behind her, and quietly walked up to your bed. She sat down in front of you on the bed. “Is touch okay right now for you?” You shook your head, unable to speak because you couldn’t breathe. “Alright. Breathe with me, okay? Take your time. It’s okay, no one will hurt you. I’m here, I’ve got you. It’s going to be alright, I promise.”

You focused on her voice and listened to her breathing as she took deep breaths, and after a while, you could feel your breathing beginning to become more normal, though still shaky. You were shaking, slightly rocking back and forth, and fidgeting a lot, but everything was starting to become okay again.

Natasha started softly singing something, and hearing her voice relaxed you greatly. You were still fidgeting, but you were now breathing properly. Every once in a while, she said that everything will be okay. You wanted so badly to believe her.

You both sat in silence for maybe twenty minutes, giving you time to begin feeling safe again, and then she spoke.

“Do you want to talk about it?”

You shook your head instead of responding with actual words. Speaking seemed like too much for you right now.

“Do you want to talk about it later? I know sign language, so you can sign if you want to say something but can’t.”

“Maybe later. Thank you”, you signed. “For helping me.” Lately, signing was easier than speaking for you. And that was okay with you.

She signed back: “You’re very welcome. I’m here for you. Do you want me to stay?”

“Yes, if that’s okay”, you signed to her. She dragged other blankets over from the couch in the room and lay down after you pulled your blankets closer to yourself. You laid down and moved closer to the wall, hoping you weren’t taking up too much space.

She then started humming quietly as you drifted to sleep, exhausted.

[just-kessho]

Ambrosia: Dazai Happiness Week

[Day 2] Dress Up 

AU: None/Yokai(?)

Warnings: Suicide – this is Dazai, after all. Descriptions of blood and (slight) gore.

[Day 1] [Here] [Day 3] [Day 4] [Day 5] [Day 6] [Day 7]

 [Surname] [Name] has seen many, many, many things because of her Gift, [The Eden Cycle], that may as well have granted her immortality. From joining the battles in the Edo Era that left a (though perhaps imaginary) metallic, coppery taste in her mouth whenever her memories rounded to the deceased, to the putrid smell of rotting bodies mixed with a strong stench of blood that insects would love to craw all over – and don’t get her started on the Dragon’s Head incident…

Oh man, even six years on, her hand would itch for the handle of her blade whenever she thought of that particular massacre.

But really, nothing could have prepared her for this image that she saw with her two eyeballs.

Dazai Osamu was infamous for many things, and failed suicide being one of them, yet he was trying to hang himself using that fur around his neck… which was just simply too short, thus resulting in the brunette really just trying to chock himself with it…

Key word there: trying to choke himself.

Because honestly, that piece of fashion accessory was still too short to be completely wrapped around his neck ending with a knot.

So [Name], being the loving girlfriend that she is, bee-lined straight to him and nearly used her tanto[1] (or well, one of the many that she has on her) that she usually hides all over her clothing to literally cut the thing to shreds.

But when suddenly remembering that the attire Dazai had on was on loan to them, and it was so delicately detailed anyway, she just had enough willpower to hold back.

Although with the male’s face turning a light blue, [Name] did have second thoughts.

Still, ultimately, she decided against using any sharp objects that could not only cut through the fur, but could also accidentally leave a worrisome red line along Dazai’s neck.

(Unlike her, it was rather easy, almost too easy to end his life, despite his many failed attempts. A red cut – deep enough – in his neck would mean a one-way trip to Heaven… a clean stab through his heart would also mean death… and heck, even falling down past a certain height equals an eternal sleep.)

“… You know,” [Name] did not want to think about how the living, breathing person in front of her could die anytime soon anymore, thus she settled on scolding him with an expression that she hoped conveyed her annoyance. “When Kunikida-kun said that a generous shop is going to loan us kimono, I don’t think he meant you could do anything you want with it.”

‘Rather annoyed’ were probably the two words to describe [Name]’s emotion presently, Dazai thought, yet he could decipher the faint twinkle in her eyes and the mouth that trembles for a fraction of a second clearly – after all, perception was one of his forte.

Was she truly worried for him, about him for a moment? How truly precious. He would have hugged her, tightly at that, yet eyeing the traditional kimono (or rather, furisode[2]) that she had on, the brunette held back – just barely. Like the expensive attire he had on, [Name]’s was perhaps even more intricate, and so more expensive. He wagered one of those styles she has on, it was probably worth at least two weeks of pay check for him, perhaps even more.

It was nice, refreshing even, to see her in colours others than the normal black and white, and while her furisode does still have those colours, hey, with the accompaniment of vibrant, pastel coloured flowers and purple, it brought out her beauty even more.

Heh, no wonder many borrow kimono for formal events like these instead of buying them outright.

Still, the same could be said for him – especially that high quality fur he has.

“But [Name]-chan~!” drawing out the female’s name that made her eyebrow twitch, Dazai continued as if that failed suicide did not happen, at all, “that fur looked so comfy, and it really is, so I thought my end could be comfortable as well as clean.”

“Yeah right, I had to waste my time trying to help you. That suicide was by far clean…”

A chuckle met her ears, and her eyes widened at the light laughter that was emitted from her boyfriend’s mouth. That traditional kimono with haori[3] really suited him. If you told her several years ago that Dazai can genuinely laugh with a light pink dusted across his cheeks, then she would have scoffed and walked away muttering “what a joke.” and “wasting my time…” all the while under her breath.

… Still, Dazai looked so happy, so carefree (well, carefree as he was without running calculations and at least twenty back-up plans for the agency) and so… weirdly normal in that expensive kimono of his, so she too, joined his laughter.

Though that did not excuse him for his failed suicide earlier, thus [Name] was going to add an insulting nickname to show her annoyance (not that it always did much, as Dazai would just smile slyly and continue, completely disregarding the nickname), but at the look of utter comfort that was on his face as he rubbed his cheek against the fluffy material, she settled with:

“What are you, a kitsune?”

“But it really is soft and fluffy… of course, no where near that silk known as your hair but come feel it, [Name]!”

And so she did.

Not because she herself wanted to, oh no, even if that fur looked really soft… but because of the way Dazai’s face lit up whenever he felt the item, and she knew if she doesn’t, he really would have annoyed her to no end.

Oh, who was she kidding? It was because of the famous ‘puppy-dog-eyes’ that was aimed straight at her, though strangely enough, today seemed less ‘puppy-dog’ and more… ‘kitsune-foxy’…

Still, it did the job of melting her resolve-

And was he fucking purring?!

No way, the infamous Dazai Osamu, defeated by a mere accessory that people would bat an eye against, purring in delight at its power-

Oh my, that stupid thing really is fluffy…

So, when Nakajima Atsushi, also in a expensive kimono that was way over his finances that the poor boy had to watch where he put every step, wandered in the room, sliding the shoji[4] door, wanting to ask them if they were ready, he was met with a peculiar sight that had him rubbing his eyes to make sure he wasn’t hallucinating. The image of the two most dangerous people that he known of, snuggling into an accessory all the while seeming as if they were in pure bliss, was something that he would not forget in a hurry.

“Uh… [Surname]-san, Dazai-san… are you two ready?”

“Just give us a minute Atsushi-kun.” Dazai had answered, though all of them knew that it was a straight up lie, as they would need at least ten minutes. “[Name] here is looking more and more like one of those cat yokai you often find in old tales.”

“… Bakeneko[5]?”

“No, I’m more of a Nekotama[6] with my age…”

“… [Surname]-san, please stop speaking as if you are an old la-”

He suddenly stopped, for Atsushi realised the irony in the statement… though the actual age of [Name] isn’t known – not even to the female herself, but Vesalius (who was also invited, so Atsushi prayed that he would not strangle Dazai…) had deducted that she would be at least be two-hundred years, as [Name] often had nightmares – or well, past memories in her case – about days of samurai and warfare.

“All right, all right, Atsushi-kun, we’re going…” putting the fur around Dazai’s neck was hard, as [Name] had the sudden urge to just snatch it back and feel the softness eternally, but in the end, with Atsushi exerting a sigh, she, along with Dazai by her side, left the room.

Silently, without witness, the two shadows that were cast by both [Name] and Dazai held hands. Yet what was strange were the nine, fluffy objects (that somehow slightly resembled that weird fur-scarf that came with Dazai’s kimono) that were intruding from the shadow. These nine tails were the classic sign of a kitsune, and even the shadow of the furisode female have a tail, though this one was straight – exactly like a cat’s, yet with the end split equally in two halves.

Just before the light disappeared, thus taking the shadows with it, one of the nine tails found its way towards the tail of the nekotama, and the two enclosed around one another, much like how two couple would hole each other, never wanting to let go.

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Notes:

 [1] Tanto: it’s basically a short Japanese sword that was used by the samurai. While I’m not 100% sure, I think Kyouka’s short sword qualifies as one.

 [2] Furisode: traditional kimono worn by unmarried woman/girls

 [3] Haori: a traditional jacket-like kimono

 [4] Shoji: those traditional paper sliding doors you often find in Japan

 [5] Bakeneko: a yokai cat that can shapeshift

 [6] Nekotama: a breed of bakeneko, born the same way as it, though only the oldest, largest (thus with more power and intelligence) cat could become nekotama. Nekotama have two tails

Done! Now, excuse me while I go reblog 2000+ photos of my husbando on my main trash blog. It’s not even 19 June here.

@dazaixhappinessweek2k19

[likemesomesalads]

I know I keep reblogging ask games from you from my GW2 blog and I always feel guilty about not asking you one of them. I just don't know anything about your characters, but I want to. Might I indulge you to tell me about the lovelies?

This will be a Long one since I have many of them and not all of them is fully flushed out, but here I go!

First up my main: Thoernen:

He is a thief, literally, his occupation in his first 8 years was a thief. He ran away from his Wyld Hunt in fear of death and for years he tried to avoid any contact with undead or other dragon minions (not always successfully but always letting others solve the problems). Alas, in the end, he got baited into joining the Vigil and from there as a vigil soldier he worked against Zhaitan, eventually (following the personal story) forming the Pact with Trahearne and becoming the Commander.  After defeating Zhaitan he got a bit more confident in his work so continued to be the Pact Commander, forming a brotherly bond with Trahearne. Which made it really hard for him once he had to kill him in HoT. In the jungle, he also lost sight in his left eye and got several scars which made him look as miserable as he felt. Also in Maguuma, he saved an ex-mordrem, Dau who later ends up being his dear heart.  Personality wise as a sapling he is cheerful and keeps up the sight of that even after he runs away from the Grove and becomes Soundless, though as he fulfills his Wyld Hunt he gets more serious and broken even, especially after All or Nothing. He can’t take Aurene’s Death and steps off as Commander. he also loses his left arm because it was hit by a blast of Kralky’s and started to turn him branded, which he cuts off himself, not having anyone around. After he retired he and Dau moves back to the Grove to try and live peacefully.Aevelyhn:A helpful, tiny sylvari roaming Tyria and helping where she can. She doesn’t have a specific Wyld Hunt, rather she follows what she was in her Dream, which was helping others. She is often found in Divinity’s Reach, with her friend, Jaquline Du Ciel. She enjoys shopping for pretty dresses, dancing and practicing her elemental magic in her free time.Ainlon:A necromancer who awoken from the Dream with the face of Trahearne in his mind. He took it as a sign that he had to help him so after a few months of training himself, while Trahearne was in Orr and he waited for his return, Ain joined the Firstborn. It was a rocky learning curve to get used to living in Orr but he and Trahearne had a really good mentor-student, then a sort of brotherly relationship. He has a boyfriend, Quinlan back int he Grove who he always love to return to.Quinlan:Ainlon’s boyfriend and a gardener in the Grove. Mildly jealous of Trahearne being able to spend so much time with Ainlon, but knows Ain loves him and he trusts him.Sheara Swiftpaw:The leader of a Warband and member of the ash legion. Very skillful ranger has a pet stalker called Jul and loves hunting trips. She is very tomboyish and not very friendly, however, she does indeed have friends. A norn, called Rhaevee and an asura, Eaxxy.Eaxxy:Crewe leader in the college of dynamics. She loves to come up with new ideas which she usually forgets about as soon as she has the next, so her lab is full of half-finished projects and ideas. however, if she indeed finishes something than it’s the best it can be. She is rather sarcastic and loud. Has an unlikely friendship with Sheara and Rhaevee. Rhaevee:A journeywoman, who loves to travel and collect strange animals as pets. Has a big family with seven younger brothers. She is the only girl in the family which made her the protective big sister. She loves her family very much. They own a pub up in Shiverpeeks and make their own beer as well. Besides collecting animals she also loves to collect recipes from all across Tyria (and later Elona) and shares them with her mother who then tries to make them in the pub and home as well. She follows the Spirit of Raven yet her companion is a white wolf, called Morrigan. She saved Morrigen when he was a pup and his pack was slain by Sons of Svanir. She was led to the pup by a white raven. She is loud and strong, a true norn woman.Jaquline Du Ciel:A second born child in a noble family. She aspires to be a Shining blade member, currently a recruit, to be able to spend more time with her all-time crush so that she can live up to her idol, Countess Anise. Her best friend is Aevelyhn whom she loves to invite to tea and chat about the happenings in Tyria. She is a big lesbian and she does not hide this fact.Aeris Moonsong:Priory researcher and hobby gardener. She lives in Queensdale, near Divinity’s Reach and loves researching ancient artifacts. She also loves gardening but deadly scared of spiders.Cayde:Nightmare Courtier, Duke of Peonies or more commonly known as Dog of Faolain. He and his pod twin, Soléine were lured in a trap pretty much right after their awakening, by Inquest asuras. They both were curious and naive and paid the price for it. They were separated and experimented on. From the painful, torturous experiments Cayde turned to Nightmare and Faolain was there to welcome him. He has quite murderous tendencies and anger issues, resulting in him murdering many other courtiers and captives, for which Faolain had to assign a special ‘sapling sitter’ beside Cayde who can keep him in control. He is obsessively trying to turn her sister to Nightmare and kidnaps her from her loving home. Despite all of his flaws he has a boyfriend, @ascalonianpicnic‘s Aselif who he loves dearly and for whom he would do anything.Soléine:Cayde’s pod twin. She suffered the experimentations as well but was strong enough not to turn to nightmare, barely. She was saved by a group of soldiers, including Canach, who was the only one who could convince her to leave with them and the only one she actually sees as her savior. After she is rescued, she clings to him closely and they grow to love one another. She saves a half-dead fern hound in the human city and decides to take it home and heal him. and since then Isonos is by her side and she finds a passion for healing animals, learns more and becomes a vet.  At the time when Canach is in Maguuma Cayde kidnaps her ( or more like commissions @mystery-salad‘s Aezlin to do it for him) and tortures her, trying to turn her. That nightmare ends when the Court falls apart and she can escape, having again zero trusts in people and clinging to Canach just as she did in the beginning. She is shy and soft and loves animals and Canach.Lusus Naturae: They are Cayde’s 'sapling sitter’. Their pod was taken from the tree by the Inquest working with the fresh Nightmare Court in 1307. The name of the project and the one they ended up having was: Lusus Naturae (aka. Freak of Nature).  Their pod was just freshly sprouted so it had a lot of growing to do. Since they were severed from the Tree at such a young state they have no connection at all to the Dream, to the Pale tree or to other sylvari. It also caused them to take much longer to bloom. It took 16 years for them to be ready and when they were born, due to the lack of connection to the Dream, had the mentality of a newborn. The Inquest rectified the problem with connecting their brain to a computer and uploading the needed data which had them very confused for a while. (The implant which they used to do that is still embedded in the back of his neck.) After they were deemed to be a somewhat successful experiment, not counting that it took them way too long to awaken, and another series of tests, in which they tested their capabilities and discovered their fast regenerating abilities (tested for limb loss, high blood loss and many more which caused their Nociceptors to  shut down, thus they are unable to feel pain.), the Court took them over and they worked for them ever since. First, they worked under a Duke who was a Mesmer and learned from them (eventually broadening their abilities and learning Chronomancy by themselves), but a few years later they were assigned to keep another Duke, Cayde in control for his murderous tendencies. They work with him ever since.Tristrham:A revenant who is not at all proud of his abilities. He got his revenant powers by letting his guildmates die in the Mists when they accidentally found a way there. He actually had to kill one of them himself to be able to escape. (He killed more but didn’t want to think about it and we don’t talk about it. They basically were killing each other due to illusions.) Since he is out of there and once he got used to the voices in his head he went on about in the world, working as a mercenary, ending up in the Heart of Maguuma, where he was fighting to not give in to the voice of Mordremoth. He pulled it off for quite a while and giving in practically just before he died, so he has a short mordrem past, of which he doesn’t remember nor he wants to. After the jungle, he took a little break, trying to relax and heal but eventually ended up joining the Pact and is there ever since.Xeneviev:A spy in the Grove for the Nightmare Court. He joined the court because he has a HUGE crush on (again) @mystery-salad‘s Aezlin and he didn’t have much of a love for his supposed to be purpose either. In the Dream, he saw himself in nothing more than endless fields and mud and he really wasn’t about that. He hated it to the core so it wasn’t hard for him to throw that away for something more intriguing. He loves fashion, Aezlin, doing his job right, Aezlin, designing outfits, Aezlin, looking good and, you guessed it, Aezlin.Dau:His full name is Daulion but he doesn’t like that, so just Dau. He was in an abusive relationship with a courtier, named Alvanil and it took him years to be able to run away. But as soon as he did Mordremoth awakened and he was too weak to not give in, so he became a mordrem. He doesn’t have a lot of memories from that time but he still fears that he’ll turn mordrem again even after the dragon’s defeat. Thoernen saved him in the jungle after he successfully killed the jungle dragon and he fell for him at first sight. He joined the Pact and started to follow around the Commander, lending him a lot of emotional support in the desert, during PoF and they slowly formed mutual feelings and got together. Alvanil:Dau’s cruel, abusive Courtier ex-boyfriend. He loves to make others suffer, especially if they are weaker than him. Not many characteristics, only that he is an asshole. Gotta work on him more.Saberlily:Naive little sapling turned to Nightmare by Gavin, who is her mentor now. She kept her cheeriness even in Nightmare as she thinks there is nothing wrong with how the Court thinks. They want to free the sylvari and anyway, other sylvari do bad things too for no apparent reason. She loves sharp and shiny things. Has a very weird obsession with sharp weapons.Asteracéa:A soundless sylvari courtesan, living in Divinity’s Reach. He had to use his body as payment once he was stuck up in the mountains with no money or anything. (Not like he really had to have to but that was the first thought he had and it worked.) He ended up there by hiding from the Nightmare Court in a caravan. Ever since then he hasn’t returned to Caledon Forest and is a greedy, but highly requested courtesan. He loves to be fancy and even figured out a way to change the color of his body without much hassle. Has a roommate I am yet to name but he loves to hang out with him in his free time. He also obviously very much likes his job and the activities coming with it.Philix:A sweet, furry teenager, raised by two lesbian salads in Lion’s Arch. Works on the docks and as a part-time tour guide. Loves to get in trouble out of work and flirts a lot around. A true teenager.This two is not yet up in my character list, because I am lazy but:Endellion:You can call him En, Endy or Lion. Anything goes with him. He is a hairdresser/foliage dresser?  He loves his job a lot and doesn’t just excel at sylvari foliages he is great with hair or fur too. Residential in the Grove or  Mabon Market from time to time. A cheerful sunshine salad.Dhealaichte:He is Trahearne but not really. He is his reincarnation. Looks and sounds alike has his memories as well, but not his abilities. He bloomed a few years after the defeat of Mordremoth with the name Trahearne but he decided to change when he had enough of being compared to his previous life. He has no memory of his Dream this time though so he doesn’t have a Wyld Hunt.  Once Dheal was full of everyone wanting him to be someone he isn’t he left to discover Tyra for himself and then stayed in Lion’s Arch for a while, working and eventually learning to be a doctor. As the elonian refugees’ numbers grew he decided to go to Elona and help there, so as of now he is in Amnoon doing his best to help people.

[sickdaysofficial]

Sickdays 4.0!

Hey everyone! The time for Sickdays is upon us!! This year’s winter prompts are some tropes that we like to see in writing and art. Before I get to the prompts, a quick reminder of the rules/logistics of this event. I’ll try and reblog a few of the other info posts leading up to the event, but please search under the tag “info” for more information. There are posts from the first three events there. But to recap, we accept all artistic media, whether its writing, art, or something else (though we’ve never gotten anything else). We operate through submissions to this blog; you can remain anonymous if you so wish, or you can also promote yourself in your works with a link back to you blog. We unfortunately will not be following tagged posts as I did in Sickdays 2.0, because that was incredibly stressful. However, if you don’t feel comfortable submitting your work, you are absolutely allowed to post it to your own blog! We just won’t share it on ours unless it’s submitted.

As for the rules, they’re pretty simple, and we’re adding one this time around. The old No Sexual Content still stands, and any works with sexually charged nature will not be posted. Additionally, if you have anything triggering in your work, please please please PUT A BIG BOLD DISCLAIMER AT THE TOP. This both makes it easier for people to see the tags, and makes it easier for us to know what to tag it with. (Vomit is considered a trigger.) The new rule is that no works featuring real people will be posted. I don’t believe we’ve ever had a problem with that before, but I figured I’d make it official this time around.

If you have any questions, please feel free to message us, but many things will be under the info tag so I urge you to check there first. And with that, here are this year’s winter prompts!!! Get excited!!!!!

Sickdays 4.0

January 28 - February 3, 2018 28: The Oblivious Partner A character is sick/injured, and their would-be caretaker doesn’t notice until something drastic happens. In this prompt, the character should not be actively concealing their illness/injury; the other person is just completely oblivious until something happens. - Suggestions: Collapsing, vomiting, doubling over, stumbling, sneezing (not drastic, but definitely noticeable), a panic attack, breaking down in tears 29: The Good Samaritan A kind stranger comes to the rescue of a sick character who has found themselves in a bit of a predicament with no one familiar to turn to. The main thing is that it is a chance run-in, and the caretaker is someone the sick person doesn’t know, or at the very least doesn’t usually associate with. - Suggestions:    * Settings: public transit, work, school, the street, a restaurant, a public restroom.    * Maybe it’s occupational: a sick delivery person, fix-it guy, teacher, student, cashier, waiter, etc. 30: Made a Mess A sick/injured character accidentally makes a mess, and they (and possibly a caretaker) have to deal with the aftermath. -Suggestions: Vomit, snot, shaky hands cause them to drop something, blood, pee, diarrhea 31: Hiding It A sick character is doing their best to not show how lousy they feel, until their facade starts to crumble, or is brought crashing to the ground. (This seems similar to the 28th, but in this one the caretaker is allowed to notice. It’s the sick character who is hiding it, perhaps well, perhaps badly. Caretaker should notice/not notice accordingly.) - Suggestions: Trying to stay at school for a test, toughing out a work day, hoping a superior doesn’t notice in an important meeting, “the show must go on”, in denial about being sick, trying to act tough, concealing their illness/injury because someone else is worse off and needs the attention 1: Worse Than Expected Sick/injured character or caretaker brushes it off as being one thing, but it turns out that it is something much worse. (You can go pretty dark with these; there are a huge number of possibilities, I’m just naming some lighter ones below but if you want to use more intense things like cancer/addiction/near-fatal injuries, go ahead.) - Suggestions: motion sickness for food poisoning, food poisoning for appendicitis, allergies for the flu, a cold for really anything worse. 2: Reluctant Caretaker A character is stuck with the one person they would rather not see, and the feeling is mutual, and one (or both) is sick. *Someone* has to make sure the sick character doesn’t die, so rival gets unwillingly roped into the task. -Suggestions: enemies/rivals, a particularly bristly coworker, a boss/teacher/student that is generally unliked, an ex-SO, someone the character has bad history with 3: Chain Reaction Someone is sick and is causing a bunch of other people to get sick as well. - Suggestions: contagion one person infected a bunch of other people with what they have, the sight of someone vomiting makes others vomit as well, one person prepares bad food and poisons a group, one person’s bad driving makes everyone feel sick and one loses it and sets everyone else off (I’m sorry these are all I’ve got here, but the first one covers A LOT)

Please reblog to spread the word (or just because you like the prompts!!) and as always, stay kinky my friends!

[kenobei]

so, i know you’ve probably seen too many losers’ club + social media headcanons, BUT what if each loser had one (1) site they’re most active on. hear me out:

BEN HANSCOM. you know for sure his book loving ass actually uses that book nerd site, goodreads. ben has a popular blog for book reviews, and he also blogs about architecture. but he’s a lot on goodreads, he’s that positive beam of light on your timeline, gushing about release dates and liking everyone’s statuses. his tbr has 2000+ books. he has the full amount of friends you can have on goodreads, and he’s a top reviewer. people really like his reviews because they’re well thought of, and even though he finds some books problematic or doesn’t like them, he’ll never completely bash them. ben also has a bookstagram, but he always forgets to update it so he’ll post a picture of his bookshelf like once a month.

BEVERLY MARSH. now my girl beverly. she’s on twitter pretty much 24/7. she posts a lot of rants, is involved in a lot of dumb drama but she’s never on the dumb side. she follows everyone back, but is quick to unfollow is some fuckery happens. because a lot of stuff happens to her, she’ll post a lot of little storytimes, always beginning with “you’ll never guess what happened to me…” bev is also that person who gets retweeted by celebrities, and they’ll reply to her too, and she really doesn’t know what draws them to her, she’s even followed by some. bev also changes her icon a lot, they vary from flawless selfies to crappy memes. she also changes her handle, it’s either her name, a variation of her name (e.g. meme, festive) or just something vague for the #aesthetic. beverly has a tumblr, but she doesn’t like it there and she’s online like once a year.

BILL DENBROUGH. what does our dear writer boy use? well, tumblr of course. bill won’t touch wattpad even if he’d receive 1k. he’s in too many fandoms to count and his fics are flawless, one of them has a cult. bill claims to be busy but he still manages to write a drabble a day. he’s inbox is full of prompts, and he plans to fill them all, simultaneously working on novel length multichapter wips. people leave kudos to him on ao3 even before reading the fic. he replies to every comment, and is open to ideas and always credits people. every fandom is dying to have him in a group chat, but sadly he hasn’t have time to be that active in any of them. bill tumblr is basically only his writing, but he also reblog other people’s fics and he loves moodboards, no matter how shitty. he’ll die if you make a moodboard for his fic. and whenever bill posts original writing, everyone is shook.

MIKE HANLON. mike is actually the most internet famous of the losers. he’s a youtuber, he began when was 12 and gained followers pretty quickly. he used to post acoustic covers of his favorite songs but nowadays he mainly just documents his life. he’s the nicest guy ever! truly an unproblematic fave! he does daily vlogs on his side channel, but he’s pretty active on his main as well, posting every thursday and Sunday. he’s always on schedule. he replies to his followers often with the nicest things, and his reactions to hate comments are g  o l d e n, they’re those things that people screenshot and get to trend on tumblr and twitter and instagram. one of them even becomes a meme (richie’s fault). mike’s not one for youtube trends, he never wants to write a book or go on tour, but he fully supports those youtubers who do. mike just wants to do what he loves. his channel is super funny, but there are discussions of serious topics like racism.

EDDIE KASPBRARK. eddie is the friendly neighborhood instagram addict. well, he’s not on instragram that much, but he has a large following that he gained almost accidentally. he posts a lot of pretty selfies, he’s the king of taking selfies actually. he has no bad angles. he doesn’t even need filters. he leaves everyone shook. the instagram is 90% of his selfies, actually, and his captions are always long and he’s ranting about this and that. he speaks a lot about gay rights, of course. beverly’s always commenting, adding her insightful thoughts, and she and eddie have full on conversations in the comment section. richie leaves a caps lock comment on every post. eddie blocks him three times a month. stan leaves a purple heart on every post, and eddie replies with a pink one.

RICHIE TOZIER. imagine a world where vine didn’t die because our richie tozier is a viner. his vines are quite absurd. no one really understands his humor, and when they do, they recognize the jokes are quite crappy. but richie has influential friends, like mike hanlon. richie actually has a youtube channel as well, but he mostly just vines since he’s so bad at editing. he appears on mike’s videos a lot, and people are either exhilarated or annoyed. they can’t fathom the fact that richie is friends with so many popular people. they catch on with his friendship with bev when richie takes over bev’s twitter. bev punishes him by posting a lot of unflattering pictures of him, but richie doesn’t mind. he’s also friends with that book nerd kid, ben???? richie starts to make vines where he walks up to ben and asks what’s he reading, and ben will answer something like “fifty shades of grey, but with chickens” even though he’s clearly holding the great gatsby. richie also makes cringy musical.lys. we don’t speak of those.

STANLEY URIS. stan is so lowkey on social media. he has tumblr for the sole reason of reblogging each and every one of bill’s fics, and it’s a joke among bill’s readers. like people will post “managed to reblog bill’s latest drabble before birdboystan!!!!”. stan has a private instagram and he has posted four (4) pictures: a blurry artistic selfie, a photo of a bird’s nest, an inspirational quote and an thing richie tagged him in. he gets follower requests every day, because he’s that guy eddie kaspbrak always replies to. stan never accepts any. he’s only let eddie, and for some reason richie, follow him. but you what is stan’s main place? pinterest. don’t tell me this boy doesn’t have the neatest and most aesthetically pleasing pinterest boards.

[outspaced-writes]

OSDD?

Hey guys, Outspaced here. I’ve this secondary blog cause we don’t want to expose ourselves to the host’s IRLs. Whenever I post here, I’m usually fronting. I’m just going to make a master post to talk about OSDD and I’ll edit this whenever I have something to add/occasionally reblog it, since I don’t want to spam the people who are following me for The Half Of It content. I won’t give any full names of alters here for privacy reasons. I am aware of some discourse in the DID/OSDD community but I don’t want to discuss it, I just want to share a little/get things out of my system (no, no pun intended) instead of internalizing it, thus I’m not tagging this with those tags. Anyway, since this will be long, more content under the cut if you’re interested. Block the tag [#outspaced talks about the system] if you don’t want to see this :) Also nobody is more confused than tumblr when trying to recommend me posts :P

ALTERS

K-----

kind of the protector in a sense

takes over when overwhelmed

calm/cold/doesn’t show emotions

suppresses things, doesn’t care what people think

sometimes comes across as rude

“hey it’s ok, it’s ok... lemme take over for a while alright?”

A------

practically never fronts

comforter when upset and K fronts

passive, the nice one, soft. sad

likes the sky, ocean, water, sunrises, sunsets

mega RSD, eager to please

likes animals. kind

J

gamer, writes fanfiction in a dark room. watches movies on shady sites

soft hoodies. black and shades of blue. cornflower

recently likes to go by outspaced. no name, just J

bold but spaces out a lot. thus the name. caffeinated

“y’all don’t want the he/hims? i’ll take the he/hims”

relatively new. the one who LOVES androgynous/masculine clothes

wants to produce music in a dark room early in the morning

the one who actually likes boys. none of us really care but he’s really the one who’s like “damn he’s kinda cute”

[unknown]

soft, likes hugs and being upside down

age regressed/childish. animal noises

lowkey hyper, loves gym and netball/captains ball

clumsy but enthusiastic

all the animations! cartoons!

textile stimming. needs comfort items. very sensitive

probably about eight but sometimes younger

[host]

confused, pretty sure they don’t exist

a lot of a mess, happens to be the body that contains everyone

denial for the longest time, still not sure what’s going on

doesn’t actually know if we had trauma and hesitant to say we have osdd but seems to be so

everyone masquerades as host, anything other than singular pronouns is unusual

doesnt know how many of us there are

pretty sure they’re just made of a combination of us fronting but can never be sure

regularly apologizes to J because female body

just really confused

[the mean one]

intrusive thoughts, snaps easily at people

nameless, not really there. slides their way in 

nobody knows who they are

they don’t hate the host, they can’t control themself very well

cares for host in their own way but struggles too much

will lash out at people, good at manipulation/guiltripping 

PRONOUNS 

Heads up, the host is the one typing this section. I’ve gotten a few questions so I’m going to explain my pronouns. Why she/they?

I’m AFAB, thus female pronouns. However (and as far as I can tell this is quite common among AFAB autistics), I feel a disconnect from gender. That’s the easiest way to phrase it. I frankly don’t feel the need to identify with anything and in a way, I’m just a voice occupying a human body. They/them fits me very well and I’m very comfortable with those pronouns, especially because of the way my mind is wired. Honestly, use he/him on me and I won’t really care either. I might be like “hm?” for a moment but it doesn’t bother me. I present very female but t-shirt and jeans > blouses and skirts and dresses and all of that. It’s more of a practicality thing and I grew up wearing my brother’s old clothes a lot.

Why not just use female pronouns then? I’m okay with wearing skirts sometimes, growing my hair out. And then my body does biologically female things and nope, not good. Anxiety inducing, feels wrong. Maybe part of it is that I have an alter whose main pronouns are he/him. He recently nicknamed himself Outspaced, if you’re wondering, thus the name. He’s the one who games, who sits behind the screen when I write fanfiction sometimes. Sounds weird but that’s when I feel him fronting more. Actually, I only started acknowledging him recently so I’m still figuring things out.

Besides, I’m comfortable with she/they and I think I should use what I’m comfortable with. They just click with me but if you use he/him for some reason, I won’t bite. I just don’t really care.

A GLIMPSE INTO THE SYSTEM

When someone pissed off the host and A is having a RSD-induced breakdown and K is ready to set someone on fire with the help of the lowkey persecutor and you’re just that chill guy who sits back and would normally remind them that now is your time to take over and game but this time its serious

Also: when the system accidentally clicks on a pop up link when the age regressed one or me is fronting... Suddenly I want to die inside. I am highly sex repulsed. The others in the system are generally indifferent or indifferent-leaning-towards-repulsed but oh ewwww gross so gross I hate it why does the internet do this ew ew ew ew ew

Trying to do something serious and the age regressed one surfaces and goes “lets hang upside down” and when K mentions that we’re doing responsible things right now, she has a meltdown over our crippling fear of growing up

[toras-muse-cabinet]

Rules: Tag people you want to know better! Repost, don’t reblog. Original can be found here.

Tagged by: @ amidst-the-storm Tagging: Anyone that wants to do the thing

- Name/Nickname: Tora

- Star Sign: Taurus

- Chinese Zodiac: Pig

- Height: 5′3

- Have you ever thought about changing you name? If so, why?

Yes... because I have a grandma name quite literally. I’m named after my grandma. All love to her, though I never met her but it really sucks growing up with an uncommon name, especially a long one no one cares to learn how to spell

- Put your music player on shuffle. What are the first 10 songs that popped up? 

1. Cogs Intro from Cogs

2.Com64 (Bonus Track) from Sword & Sworcery LP:  The Ballad of the Space Babies

3. Living in a Bubble by Eiffel 65

4.Can’t Stop the Rain by Cascada

5. Super-Super-Man by Toy Box

6. Marsianskiye Glaza by TATU

7. 14.3 Billion Years from Outer Wilds

8. New Enterprise from the TV soundtrack

9. Toy-Box Pictures Presents by Toy Box

10. DNA by Empire of the Sun

Well that was a wild ride. I have all my sister’s music on my ipod as well so I didn’t know half of those were on there!

- Grab the book nearest you and turn to page 42. What’s sentence 13?

Book: Schone alte Stick-Ornamente: Die Sammlung klassischer Motive zum Nachsticken by Gertie Wandel

There is no words on this page just a picture of a cross stitch pattern. This book is also in German so xD

(I’m not at all sorry for being a smart ass and picking up the book on the top of my book pile that’s also the only book in another language. It was my Grandma’s and I can’t actually read enough German to tell you what the title means)

- When was the last time you played air guitar or air drums?

Probably when I was in Youth Group at church if playing Rock Band counts. Never if that doesn’t count.

- Who is your celebrity crush?

¯\_(ツ)_/¯  Don’t have one

- What’s a sound you hate?  A sound you love?

Hate: Live performances of drums.

Love: Harmonicas

- Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

I dunno tbh? If they do exist cool if not also cool.

I do believe there’s a really good chance there’s other life out there yeah

- Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

No.

- What was the last book you read?

Excluding the book I picked up for this meme the last book I read was probably the LOZ: Phantom Hourglass Manga

- What’s a smell you hate?  A smell you love?

Hate: Eggs

Love: Coffee (despite the fact I don’t drink it)

- What was the last movie you saw?

The Steven Universe Movie! Though I’ve been meaning to watch the Detective Pikachu Movie!

- If the main characters of the last TV show you watched were all that stood between you and a horde of ravenous zombies, how screwed would you be?

Uhhh I’m pretty sure the last show I watched was “Didn’t I say make my abilities average in my next life?!” So I’d say my chances are pretty good! Just need to piss off the lead and we are golden~

- What’s the last thing you ate/drank?

Spagetti! Water or Juice I keep both close at hand at all times

- What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

Proooobly the time I accidentally smashed my face into a fire hydrant by playing next to one. Had to get liquid stitches for that one and I have a scar over my eye from it

- Do you have any obsessions right now?

This blog right here is my obsession right now. More accurately my hyperfixation on Sonic has been reawakened

- Do you tend to hold grudges against people who’ve done you wrong?

Ehhh kinda? I try not to but it’s hard to forget when someone seriously wrongs me and trust them after it

- Are you in a relationship? If so, tell us about it.

Nope I’m happily single