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Why did I get fucking comfortable. Why did i convince myself i deserved love

...Maybe I'm just too broken for anyone to love.

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All I wanted for my birthday was to spenf it with him

...Maybe I'm just too broken for anyone to love.

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Did it have to happen on my birthday week

...Maybe I'm just too broken for anyone to love.

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...Maybe I'm just too broken for anyone to love.

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WOAH THAT LOOOKS EXACTLY LIKE YOU!!!!

i have never created a picrew chain and i wanted to so uh... yeag

@mintyflavoredtea @catroidvania @donutsalami @chromaticpotato @zealiketea @pansexualcake9

(please feel free to join even if u werent tagged i am bad at memory :þ)

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Vee? Are you ok?

We'll meet again

Don't know where,

Don't know when,

But I know we'll meet again

Some sunny day!

Until we meet again, my friends.

:)

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I feel fucking sick. I just fucking vomited from guilt because of something bad someone did. At this point I feel if I don't die myself ill just die of guilt and anxiety and depression teehee

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Pathetic vent

I know I'm being really dumb and really pathetic and really selfish but I'm siittng outside his house and I've been waiting for him half an hour and it's really loud and I hate loud and he knows that and I can't help but feel that he's punishing me because earlier I distrusted him and that made them angry and now he hates me but he can't just tell me that because they want me to hurt and I do hurt I want to die because its so loud and he know that why would he do this to me why is he punishing me I know I deserve it but I apologised and shit maybe this was the last straw for him maybe I do just deserve to die maybe I'm not worth anything.

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REBLOG if you have amazing talented artist friends!

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Hihihihihihhihi

Have a Thing I found on Pinterest

AAAAAAA WGAR?!?!? IS HORRIFYING /j

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i'm gonna stick with you, though. promise. whatever i can help with, i'm going to help with. and i'm never going to give up on you. and you do deserve support. you're really not as bad as you think. i swear. there are so many truly awful people out there and i swear by everything i have that you are not one of them.

Even if im not the worst person alive (debatable). I don't deserve to live anyway. And even if I somehow were to- I don't want to. I just want the pain to stop

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sure, you've made mistakes, but everybody makes mistakes. i make mistakes. everyone does. it's not something that you deserve to die about. i'm not going to give up on you, so please, don't do this

Maybe you should give up on me. I'm gonna die anyway. I don't deserve your support. It's not just that I make mistakes. It's that I hurt people. No one ever sticks by me and I don't deserve them to. I'm sorry

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but there's so much to miss out on. so much that won't happen. please believe me when i say that ending it is not worth it. there's so much still to see.

The only thing there is to miss out on is more pain. Every time I have hope things will look up I do something stupid. Since I was 3. Failure after faliure. What is there to change. That's just how the world works. You need to weed out people like me. I deserve this.

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it's not worth it. it's not worth dying. believe me, i've tried, and it isn't worth it. promise.

You haven't tried dying. Maybe you've tried to die and failed, but that's not what's gonna happen for me. Therefore you have not tried. I promise it is

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please. you can't just let it end like this. it can't end like this. please. this can't be the end. you can't die like this. i'm begging you not to die. please.

Why can't it. There's no point in anything. I just want to be happy. And I can't be happy alive. I can't.

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OH ok qll I have to do is wait till tonight. I can steal my mums pills and. I'll finally be happy. Death is the only release. Sorry

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Fucking shit they took me out of the carpadk and now I'm a "flight risk" how the fuck am I meant to die fuck shit fuvk shit panic attack