#also i!! hate the teacher that runs it!!

[camelspit]

eouaghh forgot i have to wake up early tommorow :(

[yeetushaitus]

classicaloid sketch dump!! did these during class also lizst birthday drawing is coming eventually.... planned to finish it like on her birthday ofc but oopsie im lazy

also bonus sketch by my friend <3333

[corvid-language-library]

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[shinyobservationtree]

Sitcom au where Dirk is that little like, 12 year old genius in college trope. He needs to learn to let loose and make friends his age or whatever. Why was that a trope in so many highschool/college sitcoms? Does anyone remember that one where they gave like, a 15 year old a teaching job? Thats like, child labor thats fucked up. Anyway the rest of the cast is like, the betas kids and trolls or something. Daves a stoner. Johns the class clown. Rose's personality is reduced to scary goth like it always is. Jades got the Wacky Best Friend fits. Someone tells Sollux "In english please!".

Um. What else. Doc scratch is the principle played by the director who gets in like, a lot of trouble years after the show ends. Vriska is the "popular girl" but she gets to keep her cool arm. Karkat and Daves slow burn enemies to lovers romance is censored in the last season and they pair him with like,,,, I wanna say either Jade or someone completely outta the blue, like Aradia. Oh speaking of, shes the third mean girl, (Terezi's the second) who falls for sollux and stops being mean in like, the second season cause people liked her character so much they demanded she get a redemtion arc. thats why its so controversial when they break them up to pair her with Dave to cover up the homosexual tension they accidently wrote in. Shes red like karket so like, who cares. Sollux doesn't end up with anyone else btw they just kinda forget about him.

[sshcomic]

We all know know that Shinjiro is going to face some repercussions of his behaviour soon; my bet is on Tanjiro’s headbutt, but Akaza is definitely going give a good punch

we'll see haha! kyojuro is also there, which means he might be able to get between the two parties involved before it get physical 😂

also ngl ive been reading some kokushin fic recently, so i've been idly considering it 😂😂 but idk. im not even really focusing on other ships besides renkaza in this. still tho, cuz im curious:

[itspileofgoodthings]

you know, sometimes I think about how I have pretty much never heard a student complaint that wasn’t valid on some level. They’re often responding to real problems/flaws/inconsistencies/weaknesses in something and their critiques of it are often more precise and dead-on than we give them credit for. but they’re right (when they’re right) in a void. they have 0 context and so the judgment is off even when they’re hitting the mark.

[horsegirl-curtis]

wdym people are against slime tutorials

[neon-vocalist]

I think there’s something to be said about the fact that the only person who hasn’t asked me unnecessary invasive questions about my cane is our science teacher who’s like. Old as dirt. And walks with a limp cause one of her legs is longer than the other. The only thing she’s said even vaguely addressing it was “You need to sit down” when she saw me trying to handle chemicals with one hand.

[cartoon-skeleton]

group work is Not It. I should have known better than to enroll in an engagement course that involves planning workshops with a group of other students……. guess who is doing all the work! :^) Back in tha day my teachers called me a ‘natural leader’… fun fact!!!! I am actually not! I do not like being in charge! it is actually just that people take advantage of me! Hope this helps

[burning-thistles-bt]

whispers you guys darkstripe canonically has a crush on tigerstar---

[cherrysnax]

need to preface this by saying I looooove Felicia sm but god it’s so frustrating that when she pops up she gets to keep her personality, her depth, her everything, even in like her very few appearances but MJ has to get EVERYTHING WIPED AWAY even in the comics??? but literally the only close to faithful adaptions of her are spectacular, some of the 90s show and PART of the raimi movies and it’s only slivers!!!! And usually if mjs around Gwen doesn’t exist so we never the catalyst to her and peters bond, their shared grief that Peter can’t understand at first <\3

[rubberbandballqueen]

since i just rb'd a poll abt high school grades now's probably a good time to drop one of my many million-dollar ideas for how to run a high school classroom, which is that i think that at the start of a quarter/semester kids should be asked if they want hw to count towards their grades or not bc i was So Fucking Bad at submitting hw in high school, but my test scores were really good, so i'd rather have not had hw count towards my grades. but obviously there are a good number of kids who are either bad at taking tests or anxious abt their grades dropping and are diligent abt turning in hw, so letting hw count towards their grades would give them some padding in that situation.

[sugaroto]

I had a dream last night that I was being chased by αρχικοί χρόνοι/ancient greek verbs and I was running through the forest at 11:22 pm because I was writing a test on Antigone (THATS LAST YEAR'S CLASS) and I was late cause the test started at 11:00 pm and then I woke up because I run out of breath cause I couldn't run that fast and it was like 6 in the morning and I was already full of anxiety

[gottagobuycheese]

genuinely truly wholeheartedly cannot fathom people who go running before work. what do you mean you don’t get out of bed 10-15 minutes before you need to be fully dressed, breakfasted, equipped, and out the door? why would you voluntarily wake up SEVERAL hours early and go get sweaty in the dark and cold and then have a shower in the MORNING only to go to work all day?? incomprehensible.

[itspileofgoodthings]

Years ago, I asked you what the different alternate universe Maria’s were doing with their lives. Are the answers still the same?

OOOOOOF yes.

but now I’m in the period where I have to face that I do not, in fact, have multiple lives so I have to figure out what I’m doing with my one wild and precious life and the sort of (for me, at least) ease of following a particular school-related completion course that wasn’t too hard to commit to or finish has come to an end and I am at a crossroads where it’s just like—you could choose. And on some level, in the next few years, you need to. Low-key terrifying and I hate it.

[yay-depression]

the healing child abuse survivor moment of literally just mourning your child self. like, obviously, being neglected and abused a child will always hurt to remember that it happened but tbh for me the part that’s most hurtful is thinking about to my child self.

TW for descriptions of child emotional abuse and neglect below

what hurts more than anything is thinking back to seven year old me biting their fist and crying silently so their parents wouldn’t catch them and thinking “well if my dad doesn’t love me then i guess i’m just not worth being loved.” and how much that sucked. and how much no kid should ever feel like that.

it hurts thinking about how four year old me said to my mom “i wish i was as happy as my friends. i’m never that happy.” and she didn’t even take me to therapy for another two years, and i wasn’t diagnosed with depression for another eight.

it hurts thinking about how i was sitting in sub-zero cold every monday after school for months bc my dad forgot to pick me up for months. it hurts how my parents missed so many plays and school events and galleries that at some point i stopped wishing they’d even try bc it just made it hurt more when they said they’d come and then didn’t. it hurts thinking back to being 11 years old and having to manage my mother’s emotional response to me being hospitalized and realizing, at 11 years old, that there was no way for my mom to understand what i needed. it hurts thinking of the kid who had to learn to rely on themselves bc they slowly realized that no one else was fucking there for them in the way they needed.

and it really fucking hurts knowing now that those patterns don’t just develop overnight and there were repeated opportunities for adults around me to step in and stop the cycle and they didn’t. not even bc they didn’t care but bc they wouldn’t see. bc the society i lived in as a kid was set up to praise abusive behavior and laud the child who “responded well” to being abused. bc it never occurred to adults around me that the kid who “stepped up” and never set a toe out of line —the kid who parented other kids— could not feel safe at home, or could not feel loved. it never occurred to any adult around me that the kid who “had their shit together” and was basically a “mini adult” wasn’t being loved like they should have been, and wasn’t being taken care of like they should have been.

for me, what hurts more than thinking of the effects that child abuse and neglect have on me now, is thinking of the effects they had on me back then.