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I saw too many borderline ridiculous insanely insensitive takes about real wars from western people. You know, it's about real humans. Maybe stop comparing one conflict to another. It's not a contest
#downplaying people's suffering is simply wrong#It's not just ignorant it's cruel#also historical context exists#if you want to talk about something maybe you should get at least some knowledge about given topic you know#just not to spread blatant lies#especially if it's about such a heavy subjest#just a random ukrainian who's been living near the frontline for almost two years blabbering about things I guess lmao
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Wild how we know that Elizabeth Woodville was officially appointed to royal councils in her own right during her husband’s reign and fortified the Tower of London in preparation of a siege while 8-months pregnant and had forces gathering at Westminster “in the queen’s name” in 1483 – only for NONE of these things to be even included, let alone explored, in the vast majority of scholarship and historical novels involving her.
#lol I don't remember writing this - I found it when I was searching for something else in my drafts. But it's 100% true so I had to post it.#elizabeth woodville#my post#Imo this is mainly because Elizabeth's negative historiography has always involved both vilification and diminishment in equal measure.#and because her brand of vilification (femme fatale; intriguer) suggests more indirect/“feminine” than legitimate/forceful types of power#It's still bizarre though-you'd think these would be some of the most famous & defining aspects of Elizabeth's life. But apparently not#I guess she only matters when it comes to marrying Edward and Promoting Her Family and scheming against Richard#There is very lacking interest in her beyond those things even in her traditionally negative depictions#And most of her “reassessments” tend to do diminish her so badly she's rendered utterly irrelevant and almost pathetic by the end of it#Even when some of these things *are* mentioned they're never truly emphasized as they should be.#See: her formal appointment in royal councils. It was highly unconventional + entirely unprecedented for queens in the 14th & 15th century#You'd think this would be incredibly important and highlighted when analyzing late medieval queenship in England but apparently not#Historians are more willing to straight-up INVENT positions & roles for so many other late medieval queens/king's mothers that didn't exist#(not getting into this right now it's too long...)#But somehow acknowledging and discussing Elizabeth's ACTUAL formally appointed role is too much for them I guess#She's either subsumed into the general vilification of her family (never mind that they were known as 'the queen's kin' to actual#contemporaries; they were defined by HER not the other way around) or she's rendered utterly insignificant by historians. Often both.#But at the end of the day her individual role and identity often overlooked or downplayed in both scenarios#and ofc I've said this before but - there has literally never been a proper reassessment of Elizabeth's role in 1483-85 TILL DATE#despite the fact that it's such a sensational and well-known time period in medieval England#This isn't even a Wars of the Roses thing. Both Margaret of Anjou and Margaret Beaufort have had multiple different reassessments#of their roles and positions during their respective crises/upheavals by now;#There is simply a distinct lack of interest in reassessing Elizabeth in a similar way and I think this needs to be acknowledged.#Speaking of which - there's also a persistent habit of analyzing her through the context of Margaret of Anjou or Elizabeth of York#(either as a parallel or a foil) rather than as a historical figure in HER OWN RIGHT#that's also too long to get into I just wanted to point it out because I hate it and I think it's utterly senseless#I've so much to say about how all of this affects her portrayal in historical fiction as well but that's going into a whole other tangent#ofc there are other things but these in particular *really* frustrate me#just felt like ranting a bit in the tags because these are all things that I want to individually discuss someday with proper posts...
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This is supposed to be the queer weirdos website and yet the standard of proof on here for whether a historical figure was queer is higher than in most academic contexts.
#it's like y'all really think the historical record will be irreversibly damaged or something if academics speculate#“proof beyond any reasonable doubt” is NOT the standard for most social history discourse!!#homosexual sex is also not the only way to be queer btw!!!#gahhhh#it's not “tumbrina wishful thinking” or “gayness didn't exist before the 1860s” but a secret third thing#(context knowledge + thorough analysis based on source texts + publication so others can review and contribute to the ongoing discussion)#queer history
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Kinda got a love/hate relationship with the history of K/S because it's like. Can I please have a queer discussion about this 1960s television show without it being reduced to "shipper discourse". I thought Spock and Kirk were homo long before I knew that their characters spawned a fanfiction counterculture. The bisexual dude who wrote the episode that really kick-started the movement didn't know it was going to coalesce into the fan phenomenon that it did, he was just writing what he knew how to write best: the repression of burning male desire, and two dudes doing homoerotic shit. Can I just talk about the repressed burning male desire please, and the implications of a gay angle to Kirk and Spock's story, without it being referred to as shipper discourse. Can I do that. Does this make sense
#yes queer men write fanfiction but the subculture itself wasnt really centered around us or around closeted male desire which is the part#i related to#and I don't always think it gets to be talked about in a way thats ever fully divorced from that context if that makes sense?#one could argue it never WILL be divorced from that context but I believe said subtext existed before k/s was invented so#anyway this is one if my most autistic posts to date#historic moment#i hope this makes sense#k/s#star trek#the premise#like i just feel like glossing it over as ship discourse is demeaning to the actual GAY part of the discussion. this was even seen when#Gay-Gay Abrams was making his reboots and people brought up the subtext as a possibility#and creators were like “grrrrr you shippers just want your two favs to kiss onscreen” which downplays the significance of two men#being INTIMATE ONSCREEN#and is a lazy way to sweep queer male rep under the rug idk idk Im tired#Kirk and Spock will always be dismissed as a possibility and thats the excuse thats always used#its just so tied up in that fandom culture#i mean its interesting its just also frustrating at times
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If there's one thing I've respectively noticed from Zionists and defenders of Israeli war crimes, it's that every source, argument and potential avenue to explore each explanation is riddled with cherry picking, moving the goalposts and mental gymnastics to explain why their conclusions, which typically are barely even related to the sources they use, somehow overshadow literal reality and what we see with our own eyes.
While scrolling, one example I came across was the repetitive misrepresentation of BLM, antifa and quotes from Martin Luther King Jr, as well as statistics, scholarly journal articles and government website information. These are all good sources, yet every single time they're mangled completely until the only possible "interpretation" of any of them is "well Israel is right to defend itself after shorting rockets beforehand because the retaliation was brutal and all Arabs are bad by default therefore". As if any of these sources are even about individual exceptions of Israel versus hatred towards Arabs.
I think what I find most absurd, as someone in the middle of their own studies, is how every bit of critical thinking and logic goes out the window as they do every single thing possible to do what professors worldwide say NOT to do when evaluating sources. It's like watching a race to see who can tangle and misconstrue scientific information to fit their world view the fastest. Then said people say "um actually I studied at university before so it's actually not wrong that I'm doing this exact this everyone is warned not to do because I have a permit". Ignorance I can forgive, but willful and arrogant manipulation? That's another thing entirely.
#zionism#my gods y'all need to get a grip and start remembering that confirmation bias exists#and y'all use sources continually in this way while just generally having so much bs of presenting How To Not Use My Own Sources#or actually to be more correct you clearly do know you just choose not to because you'd rather be justified in resource theft and profit#Like the while tome it's been about either material gain or feeling good about yourself while you shit on strangers#and then I also see y'all make other accounts ro harass random Arabs for fun and random queers who aren't even related like#the fuck is wrong with y'all go sit down and think about why you all do this pointless bs#it's such a waste of your own life spending it looking for fights to help with your bottomless insecurities#Israel#fuck israel#long live palestine#like you can say hamas was bad all you like it doesn't actually change the situation and what y'all have been doing for 76 years#and actually longer but y'all arent ready for that conversation and how Zionists butchered Jews and helped Nazi Germany historically#like sorry that Was a thing that happened and if you want to label yourselves as The Sacred Protectors of Jews then you have to face that#Pretending history didn't happen isn't helpful to anyone including yourselves y'all just making Zionism look even worse and like idiocy#I mean it is but you all aren't helping yourselves by being literal holocaust deniers#and being like “but Zionists saved Jews afterwards” as if that somehow erases the fact they ALSO helped the Nazis#like history is full of contradictory bullshit so when you say “but what about this” you know that doesn't erase the other things right??#“That's worse. You DO see how that's worse right?”#I'm shaking you all and yelling this like it is WORSE that they killed Jews and then started playing the saviour and fellow victims#You do see how that is really bad for Jews today to be in a place created for political power plays and material gain through any means#like you see how that could be REALLY dangerous for Jews if they're that expendable to Zionist entities and the government#and you do realise that is literally what we are seeing from the actions of said government#and how they acting sadly very predictablely when you consider the historical contexts for its existence?#People who research this shit aren't surprised because it happens every single year and has been happening for centuries -#- before Israel the holocaust etc. It's been like this for as long as political Zionism and the French Revolution#It's been going on since pre Marxism and pre a lot of differing things but y'all pretend Zionists haven't ever harmed Jews ever when -#- there's a long history of internal conflict and in fighting that formed modern Zionism and plenty of internalised antisemetism within it#Yeah there's a genuine desire for return to the land (Not Own It just return and live peacefully)#but that is very very different to Political Zionism that formed as a socialist nationalist movement
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sometimes!! when you are doing academical stuff it opens your brain in directions and then you get THOUGHTS ‼️
#news from the cupola#I need so very much to do more chicano studies if I can get in a better place where it's not such a excitement-misery metronome#for reasons of both academic and historical interest and also the Whole Thing that is my family#and specifically the emotional gludge of things that were part of our family consciousness in my mom's lifetime but aren't in mine#sighhhhhh. [green day voice] i don't wanna be an american -- fuck america! but nevertheless one's existence in the context of one's family#past is kinda indelible! ain't that a kick in the head.#nothingposting again. someday I'll get my personal place in all this figured out but also maybe I won't. what the heck ever.
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Alright here's my full (possibly hot) take on redesigning Hazbin Hotel characters and making a video showcasing those redesigns while you criticize the official designs.
First and foremost, you are redesigning someone else's OCs. Hazbin Hotel is, in essence, a passion project for Viv. How she talks about it makes that incredibly clear to me. The only difference between Hazbin Hotel and, for example, the story I'm developing surrounding some of my D&D OCs is that Hazbin Hotel got picked up by a streaming service and is significantly more popular than most passsion projects get.
Personally if someone wanted to redesign my D&D OCs, I wouldn't mind it, in fact I'd probably think it was really cool that someone would want to redesign one of my OCs to be closer to their tastes in terms of what they like to draw. I would, however, be made incredibly uncomfortable if someone made a video redesigning them where they also pointed out everything they thought was wrong with the designs. I didn't design these specific D&D characters to be 1-to-1 accurate to their classes in D&D or to look professionally designed. I designed them how I wanted them to look for the story I'm telling because I don't plan to ever play them in a campaign. The main character Avlan is a paladin, and I can acknowledge that his design might not look exactly like a paladin. One of the tabaxi in the story (Ice) is a bard and the other (Spark) is a ranger, and I acknowledge that their classes might not come across well in their designs. The single tiefling I've designed for this story (Tragedy) is a cleric but might not come off as one in their design. But I specifically designed them to be easy for me to draw because I want to be able to tell this story through my art. Having someone say "oh, Avlan's armor isn't paladin enough!" or "Avlan's fur colors and patterns should be closer to a wild rabbit's because harengon shouldn't be based on domestic rabbit colors!" would fucking hurt (especially because I'm so attached to Avlan, but it would hurt just as much if similar comments were made about Ice, Spark, or Tragedy). I am so passionate about these characters and being told their designs are bad or wrong in some way would be like a stab in the heart, and it would still feel like a stab in the heart if this story ever got a massive fandom behind it. Giving Avlan more complex armor because you think it'd look cool or just want to see what it'd look like? Sure, if I could draw more complex armor I'd give him more complex armor too. Giving him more complex armor but also shitting on the armor I decide to draw him with? My motivation to draw him in his armor, potentially draw him period, would be dead for WEEKS.
Why is it suddenly okay just because someone's passion project was picked up by Amazon Prime? Why is it suddenly okay to be "fixing" someone's character designs just because the project has a much bigger budget than most artists get and is on a popular streaming service? It's not. I don't care if you're a professional character designer, or think a specific character would look better with certain traits, or just don't like the character designs.
Hazbin Hotel is still Vivienne Medrano's passion project, and redesigning her characters and making videos talking about everything you think is "wrong" with them is, honestly, disgusting. You can make videos explaining your choices in your redesigns without putting down the designs that already exist, whether you like them or not. Me thinking Lucifer looks better with his tail not restricted to his full demon form doesn't suddenly mean I don't like his official design, because I fucking love it. If you wouldn't do it to an artist whose passion project is just a webcomic here on Tumblr, don't fucking do it to an artist whose passion project got picked up for a cartoon by a big streaming service (or any company for that matter).
#hazbin hotel#vent#kinda#i just think it's a weird double standard#'yeah don't fix people's art! unless theyre working on a project that was picked up by a big company then it's fine to fix their art'#like???#why is that a mentality that exists?? they're still viv's characters#and you can still redesign them without shitting on the official designs#pretty much all of my redesign notes for hazbin hotel are 'how can i make this character easier and more fun for me to draw'#because i specialize in furry art. i don't usually draw humanoids lol#so giving vox some shark traits for example or making adam more birdlike would make them more fun for me to draw#why can't we redesign them based on that without saying 'i think it's weird that this decision was made for this character's design'#they're still viv's characters. they're still her designs. stop pointing out everything you think is wrong with them for fucks sake#we don't need to talk about hazbin's character designs. we don't need to 'fix' them#just say they aren't for you and move on. there's literally nothing inherently wrong with them#i also feel like not enough people actually do research into the historical contexts of some characters#and i think it'd be really fuckin cool to see people redesign characters more based on headcanons based on that than anything#look into how the mafia operated in new york in the early/mid 1900s for angel. look into radio hosts in the 1920s for alastor.#look into las vegas culture during husk's lifetime for husk. look into the culture surrounding tv hosts in the 1950s for vox.#LOOK INTO THE CULTURE OF THE ELIZABETHAN ERA FOR ZESTIAL.#(i just presented zestial ideas to anyone who wants them on a silver platter. you're welcome)#(also new headcanon that zestial was friends with shakespeare in life because why the fuck not)#(when the tags get wildly out of hand)
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I ultimately wish Bridgerton had just scrapped the idea of racism and racial prejudice from their world and just had a world where that, really, wasn't an issue. Like that within itself would have been perfect because, not only, would it allow poc viewers to see themselves in a show without having to explain or justify how they got there (because whenever poc are in historical fantasies all of a sudden we have to face oppression or else it's not accurate 🙄) but also because...the introduction that racism did exist in their world was very...messily added, to say the least.
#bridgerton#like charlotte being black and marrying george would not have ended all forms of racism in the world#i get the reason why they added it (to add more context after s1) but it really wasn't necessary l#it would've been better to just have all these poc characters living in high society and not having to worry about racism bc it's escapism!#bridgerton can have classical renditions of pop songs playing at balls and other historical inaccuracies then racism doesn't have to exist#this is just bored rants tho#it also gets muddier when u take into the fact that this is regency era + all the shit england was doing to other countries (india & africa)#and with real figures counterparts being involved in the slave trade...
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finished she who became the sun. fucking banger. love a historical low fantasy political thriller. i even cared about the men contained within in it because they were fucked up enough. ouyang... wished ma was less of an object for zhu, but i understand why the choice was made. the prose was evocative, especially within regards to characters: "his laugh was like a cut of meat on the butchers slab" god damn! anyway, can't wait to read the sequel
#she who became the sun#also like zhu is just a trans dude#right?#like his connection with femininity/womanhood exists mostly in the form of history and context and not any active identification#i've got a lot of thoughts about the masculinities of these transgenderfied historical figures
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i grew up in an entirely secular household raised by atheists. the extent of my familiarity with biblical canon is first twelve-ish pages (generous estimate) of the bible i got through before getting bored when i was nine, the section of paradise lost i read in sophomore english class, and whatever i’ve picked up through osmosis. i have been baffling people with my lack of cultural context for years.
should i have taken the initiative to do some self study? probably, but the way teachers often reacted to me not knowing what they considered common knowledge in a culturally christian society made me not want to. idk i’m a fundamentally spiteful creature. but up until very recently everything i’ve learned about adam and eve et al has been against my will.
anyway. i’ve been listening to the jewish literacy audiobook and it’s been very enlightening. for example, “canaan” as in canaan house from the locked tomb series is actually a biblical reference and not just an instance of tamsyn muir making up scifi words.
#yes i also now know that canaan is/was a real place that existed#but given the context in tlt i assume the reference is more biblical than historical#btw i did learn non silly things from the book but i’m gonna sit on those thoughts for a while#it’s a very good book#the locked tomb#mercutios.txt
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#forgot to mention that among the many things I did today while work was dead#was listen to a podcast from classical educators that was mostly?? about literary analysis in high school English class#I need to start by saying that’s one gap in my education#my mom figured I read enough that I didn’t need the lit classes andddddd on this she was wrong lol#anyway!#they were discussing symbolism and motifs and how to identify where those actually exists in stories and where someone’s just#making stuff up to sound smart#and this led to talking about how especially older stories are often interconnected in some way and are all part of the same conversation#how they pull in the same elements and rely on the same depth of historical and cultural context#C.S. Lewis was mentioned at one point#now normally I agree with these guys or at least find the topic informative#BUT THEN THEY MENTIONED HUNGER GAMES#kind of in an offhand way but as an example of how more modern stories are not this way#how they’re for entertainment and they aren’t that deep and ‘you won’t find more to them when you reread’#(because ‘a good story is one you need to read several times to see everything’)#and THEY COULDNT HAVE PICKED A WORSE EXAMPLE THERE#but setting aside exactly how brilliant THG is there’s also…what’s that bias?#about how the past Got It in ways the modern world doesn’t?#and like…we only have the stories that survived the threshing of time lads#right now we feel inundated with cheap and shallow stories but the deep ones will survive#I dunno it just got under my skin lol#this podcast has never failed me like this before
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"It is difficult to argue that [Edward IV] was wrong in what he did. His advancement of [Richard of Gloucester] can be criticized only by those who believe that the only good nobleman is an impotent nobleman. Medieval kings did not think in these terms. Gloucester’s power was valuable because it ensured royal control of a significant and troublesome part of the country. Nor can Edward be blamed for not foreseeing the ends to which Gloucester might put his power. The duke had been a loyal upholder of the house of York, a central figure in Edward’s polity*; there was no obvious reason why he should not occupy the same role under Edward V. In this respect, precedent was on Edward’s side. Previous minorities had seen squabbles over the distribution of power, but no young king had ever been deposed. Even royal uncles traditionally drew a line at that, something which explains why Gloucester’s actions seemed so shocking to contemporaries and, perhaps, the reason why he got away with it so easily in the short term.
In the immediate sense, Gloucester must take final responsibility for what happened in 1483. However one explains the motives behind his actions, things happened because he chose that they should: there is nothing in the previous reign which compelled him to act as he did."
— Rosemary Horrox, Richard III: A Study of Service
*Richard was also, yk, Edward's own brother who had been entirely loyal to him during his life. The problem wasn’t that Edward trusted Richard (why wouldn't he?), the problem is that Richard broke that trust in a horrible and unprecedented way to usurp a 12-year-old. Please understand the difference.
#wars of the roses#edward iv#richard iii#edward v#my post#The arguments of Ross and Pollard (et al) are so profoundly unserious and ahistorical#casting an unforeseeable turn of events as a predictable ('structural') one as David Horspool rightly puts it#Ross specifically is entirely dependent on his own horrible view of Elizabeth Woodville and her family as the basis of his analysis#but anyway. as Horrox points out later in the book:#''although earlier events [during Edward's reign] cannot be said to have caused the crisis they did have some bearing in how it developed'#namely Edward's legacy of forfeitures in the 1460s; manipulation of property descents; and fluctuating royal favour.#the most prominent and politically important of all of these were the manipulation of the Mowbray and Howard family fortunes#This is often used to enhance the unserious and ahistorical arguments of historians like Ross and Pollard that Edward doomed his son#But as Horrox points out: Edward's reign did not exist in a vacuum and needs to be analyzed by actual historical context.#from a broader perspective his actions were not especially transgressive as far as English kings were concerned#NO MONARCH (Edward III; Henry VII; etc) died with every single one of their nobles 100% content and supportive#they weren't living in Disney movies and there's no point holding Edward IV to fairytale standards that did not exist.#More importantly Horrox points out that Edward's actions (eg: the Mowbray and Howard cases) need to be put into actual perspective#They were not perceived as problems and did not cause problems during his own reign.#They did not cause problems after he died before Edward V arrived in London.#They only became problems after Richard decided to seize power and deliberately exploited them as bribes for political support#Had Richard decided to support his nephew or work with the Woodvilles - Edward's actions (@ the Mowbrays and Howards) would be irrelevant#(It's also worth pointing out that we don't know WHEN Richard decided to usurp. It if it was a more gradual desire then his depowering#of the Woodvilles by exploiting Mowbray & Howard discontent would not have not affected *Edward V's* ascension or prospects)#ie: the problem isn't that discontent existed with a few specific nobles (that was normal) the problem was how Richard took advantage of it#In theory this sort of thing would have been a potential threat for ANY heir to the throne whether they were a minor or an adult#In itself it's not really unique to Edward and it's silly when historians criticize him and him alone for it. It was more or less standard.#(if anything the fact that he was able to do them so successfully is an indication of his authority)#We come back to Horspool's point: 'Without one overriding factor' - Richard's initiative and actions - 'none of this could have happened.'#which is where this analysis of Horrox's comes in :)
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people will hate to heart it but i love 60s matt like so sincerely he's so so so funny. infinitely charming. i like him.
#sorry i think he's SO fun honestly. but it might also be bc i can not just tolerate but actively enjoy 60s comics writing#which is not an easy task. it is certainly not for everyone. but i think there is a lot to find within there for these characters#as they start to really shape themselves up. there is a lot that is just the style of the time writing.#but i think there's more in there than some people might think!#again... i think early vol 1 stuff like this does take a particular taste to enjoy if ur not dead set on trying to read as much as possible#which no one ever has to. who knows if i ever actually will catch up on all of dd.#but if ur up to it i think you can have a good time when you just understand what to expect of 60s style writing + keeping in mind a LOT of#the cultural attitudes/historical context in mind. it makes things some things definitely easier to accept and give grace to#not saying it's good or right and i def find some stuff that even for the time just feels soooo excessive#but sometimes writing even within its time is just bad lol. like everything on earth. bad writing exists everywhere always#anyways. you guys get my point on all this. as a whole im highly charmed by early vol 1#but truly delighted as it starts to shape itself into something a little more#static.soundz
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Hey I am your friendly neighborhood counseling student here to remind you that not only are diagnostic criteria not set in stone (DSM criteria are a shared language for professionals to communicate what they’re noticing), but also -- our understanding of trauma and what is traumatic has been evolving a lot even over the last few years as we talk about things like spiritual trauma, racialized trauma, etc. and it’s going to continue to evolve over time.
PTSD is useful language for a lot of people right now, but it’s a very narrow category of what we are growing to recognize as different types of trauma. For example, PTSD Criterion A is only just now recognizing that it can be vicariously traumatic for people to witness or hear of violent death/serious injury happening to someone else. And this is to say nothing of times our bodies say we’re going to die, even if intellectually and physically we’re fine. That happens a lot more often.
The DSM is fairly good at saying “hey, look at this cluster of symptoms/experiences that happen all together, let’s give them a name and communicate about them.” It’s also good at “legitimizing” those clusters to people, including the broader population. What it’s pretty bad, despite folks’ efforts (definitely not gonna say best efforts lmao) at is recognizing the breadth of human experience. It’s a psychiatric document and parts of it are incredibly arbitrary- for example, why do you need 5 symptoms for Major Depressive disorder? Why not 3 or 4?
Which is to say, maybe your experiences don’t overlap completely onto the frankly very complicated criteria that designate what we’re calling PTSD. Maybe they do. But our understanding of trauma is not limited to what’s held in a book, so if something feels traumatic, by all means let’s explore that.
I talk to many people who say things like "oh I have trauma but I don't have PTSD", but then when I talk to them a little more I realize that they most likely do, they just can't recognize it as such due to how lacking PTSD awareness is, even beyond the whole "it's not just a veteran's disorder" thing.
The main reason they think they don't have PTSD usually has to do with flashbacks and nightmares, either they have one but not the other or have neither. But here's the thing, those are only two symptoms out of the 23-odd recognized symptoms. Flashbacks and nightmares are two of the five symptoms under Criterion B (Intrusion), which you only need one of for a diagnosis. The other three symptoms are unwanted upsetting memories, emotional distress after being reminded of trauma and physical reactivity after being reminded of trauma (i.e. shaking, sweating, heart racing, feeling sick, nauseous or faint, etc). Therefore you can have both flashbacks and nightmares, one but not the other, or neither and still have PTSD.
In fact, a lot of the reasons people give me for why they don't think they have PTSD are literally a part of the diagnostic criteria.
"Oh, I can barely remember most parts of my trauma anyway." Criterion D (Negative Alterations in Cognition and Mood) includes inability to recall key features of the trauma.
"Oh but I don't get upset about my trauma that often because I avoid thinking of it or being around things that remind me of it most of the time." Criterion C (Avoidance) includes avoiding trauma-related thoughts or feelings and avoiding trauma-related external reminders, and you literally cannot get diagnosed if you don't have at least one of those two symptoms.
"Oh I just have trouble getting to sleep or staying asleep, but I don't have nightmares." Criterion E (Alterations in Arousal and Reactivity) includes difficulting sleeping outside of nightmares.
"But I didn't have many/any trauma symptoms until a long time after the trauma happened." There's literally an entire specification for that.
Really it just shows how despite being one of the most well-known mental illnesses, people really don't know much about PTSD. If you have trauma, I ask you to at least look at the criteria before you decide you don't have PTSD. Hell, even if you don't have trauma, look at the criteria anyway because there are so many symptoms in there that just are not talked about.
PTSD awareness is not just about flashbacks and nightmares.
#also other-specified trauma/stressor disorders exist?? a thing i found out 2 weeks ago which did make me cry#brain things#trauma#people say the DSM is not the bible but maybe it actually is more like it than we think--#a document made by humans to try and make sense of big questions#incredibly context dependent with a long historical legacy and people love to cherry pick it#and it can do a ton of harm in uncompassionate hands#long post
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you ever read certain people's takes on gender or gender expression, and you can't get past two sentences without rolling your eyes and mentally thinking shut the fuck up. like, repeatedly.
#its always so fascinating to me when people will argue for the expansiveness of butch/femme without seeming to be able to engage with the#like actual material reality of butch/fem relationships in the 40s.#like it was incredibly culturally & class and time specific.#i would argue that these conditions straight up don't exist anymore so who give a shit#(straight people do not get to have anything)#but the way ppl will cite those facts as a way to be mad at lesbians is so. my god.#anyway femme4femme gives me masc4masc vibes if im being honest#and calling yourself femme while in a straight relationship is mildly odd to me but who gives a shit#and the ballroom scene can do whatever they want idgaf#but the collapsing of the ballroom usage of butch & femme into the usage by lesbians just because they're the same words is fucking annoying#they aren't the same thing. and the arguments for expansiveness seem to always miss the historical context.#but also reading some writings on being femme in the 90s is tiring. like girl. can we move past visibility and validity as discursive topics#like its always this odd self-centered navel gazing that seems to just be embedded in lesbian/sapphic writing communities and im like. bruh.#please get some real problems.#honestly at this point the term identity gives me hives.#like is the argument around who can use the terms really the peak of the activism we can be doing here.#its always yelling at lesbians know your history bitch because we're uniquely uptight or something and i am sooooooo over it#about me
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Jeeez I made the mistake of looking at the notes on the poll about "how far down your Wrapped does the first Black artist appear" (this post) and... having a mental re-adjustment.
I was remembering the post I made a while back, when I was reflecting on my Last.fm stats and bemoaning the fact that I didn't have even more women and artists of color in my Top 500. But after reading through the notes on that post... oof. I am apparently doing just fine. More than fine.
#once again i am reminded that my personal standards for myself tend to be unrealistically high/particular#and if i take a step back and look at myself in context... i realize i can chill out a bit#white people really do love to make excuses for themselves don't they?#yes it's true that historically white men have had more advantages when it came to getting their music released and promoted#but guess what... sexism and racism still exist and are still doing their thing#and how do we fight back against them right now? well... by taking some ACTION#not just sitting there and going 'oh i don't check the race of artists i listen to / books i read / etc.'#and then patting yourself on the back for being 'colorblind'#if you take no counter-action... the stuff you're exposed to will probably NOT be balanced in terms of diversity#and if you don't do anything about that... well... that's a choice you're making#anyway yeah. food for thought. i could do better at expanding the diversity of the media i'm exposed to#but i could also do a hell of a lot worse lol. as the notes on that poll are making me realize#tag rant#cosmo gyres#diversity in art#spotify wrapped
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