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I was tagged by @shrikeofficial TYYY FOR TAGGING ME SHRIKEY ILUUUU <3333
rules: pick a song for every letter of your URL and tag that many people
M - Maldivas by LUDMILLA
A - After Hours by Kehlani
N - Never Lose Me by Flo Milli
G - Good Luck, Babe by Chappell Roan
O - Overprotected by Britney Spear
M - Made for Me by Muni Long
Y - You Wish by Flyana Boss
B - Be Easy by Odeal and brazy
E - End of Beginning by djo
L - Love Me Anyway by Chappell Roan
O - Obsessed by Olivia Rodrigo
V - Vampire by Olivia Rodrigo
E - Easy Lovers by Piero Piccioni
D - Deira by Saint Levant and MC Abdul
i'm going to tag mutuals i don't often tag but wanna get to know so i'm tagging @heartmug, @asteriis, @oceanfossil, @delarverie, @calculustics , @shimamitsu , @zumurruds , @psychic-jellyfish , @blessthishouse , @nemmet , @themoonsmywife , @ofbooksandstardust , @hauntedhikingsociety , @vanniez , and @fawkesofalbion !
#tag games#tyyy shrikey for tagging me ilu!!#also feel free to ignore if u dont wanna do the tag!!#ok idk why its only letting me tag up to 5 people :( so if the tagging doesnt work im sorry!#ok did it from mobile and now its letting me @ everyone yayyy
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im new here- is dean abusive?
imo yeah. smarter people than me have written dissections of the way he treats sam & others (he’s also Awful to his psuedo-son jack, but i haven’t gotten to that season yet), i’ve probably reblogged a bunch of them.
he certainly doesn’t mean to be & i don’t say it to condemn him as a person or as a character & i’m still very attached to him & he loves sam very much (not that that makes a difference in whether u abuse someone or not) - but the way he treats sam a lot/some of the time is emotionally abusive and sam is clearly badly impacted. s4 and s8 come to mind as his worst moments also ofc moc era - after that there’s less interpersonal conflict (up to where i am at least) but that’s because sam mostly stops disagreeing with dean not because dean actually gets much better <3 spn is cycles of abuse show after all. family is hell. dean’s learnt pretty much everything about how to behave from his abusive father and as a result. well. cycle continues
#anon i wonder which way ur approaching this from - having not considered that dean treats sam badly or having never thought of it as Abusiv#mutuals pls feel free to chime in with ur opinions#wrote a bunch of more detailed responses to this but none of them felt right so i was just like. eh#narrative portrays dean as right like All Of The Time bc the shows morality is deans morality its fucked up so that makes it harder for#fandom to see how awful he is sometimes#but i think a lot of people see his awful behaviour but just wouldn’t call it abusive and rather toxic etc because abusive#is such a ‘strong word’ and people have a lot of personal connotations with it#i don’t often even actually use the word abusive to describe him. but he is! and i’ve been watching s4 and he’s just So awful and it’s been#reminding me hugely#dean crit#<- i guess#spn#oliver talks#asks#it’s more than just like. being awful sometimes. bc it’s this systemic pattern of eradicating sam’s sense of identity outside of him#and punishing sam for ‘disobeying’ him (like s4/8)#dean winchester#supernatural#Also when you start recognising dean as abusive the show becomes a legitimate horror story because fucking hell!!!!#narrative just. sides with him most of the time!!!!#if u wanna think abt it for urself id say make sure u know what abuse actually Is and how it can present & then look at a lot of sam and#dean conflicts. do they seem equal? r both parties being as awful to each other? whats the context?#look away from the view the show is trying to get you to take via like. ending shots and closeups. and look at what theyre actually saying#to each other and what has actually happened#<- i feel like this sounds patronising i dont mean to be😭#if u already think sam&dean r fucked up and had just never defined it as abusive before then feel free to ignore me#there r probably posts in my dean winchester tag much better than this#<- okay apparently i had a lot to say actually. sorry for doing it in the tags
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Shuffle your repeat playlist and post the first ten tracks ₊ ˚ ⊹
i was tagged by @meinink ! ! thank you so much ^^ <3
tiny dancer by elton john (classic)
spider thread monopoly by sasakure.UK feat. Hatsune Miku (my all time favorite vocaloid song)
too little too late by jojo (CRYING. MY 2008 ANTHEM)
the edge of dawn from fire emblem: three houses (if i could kin a song...)
clocks by coldplay (literally one of my fave songs ever)
contaminated sea from maplestory (haha. i am autistic)
a sadness runs through him by the hoosiers (another top 10 fave)
call me call me from cowboy bebop (literally love it so much i had to listen to the whole thing before hitting next. also i am autistic)
beneath the mask from persona 5 (haha. i am autistic)
coming down by halsey (. . . i need an attorney present)
ANYWAYS. ^___^ I am tagging my beloved mutuals: @raekuu ♡ @4starlegendroxas ♡ @staypuff ♡ @t-pose ♡ @sillyceleste ♡ @elvselvselvselvselvs ♡ @blackbearbutch ♡ @ectobiologay ♡ @laudogen ♡ @gaycoded-vampire ♡ @cosmic-deity ♡ @ghostlycrow ♡ @interruptingkau ♡ @connorgix ♡ @mercurialhekate
as always don't feel pressured to do it / reply i just like hearing about my mutuals' interests <3 peace and love on planet tumblr
#I FUCKING POSTED IT ON THE WRONG ACCOUNT SORRRRYYYY#anyways ^___^ LOVE YOU ALL SOMUCH MWAHMWAH#feel free to ignore if u dont wanna but eheee im excited#also ty rei for the tag <3 :D#yaaayyy#moonlit echoes#tag games#tag game#tag meme#<- for those who have it filtered :)#also rate my autism. if you want<3#beloved mutuals#i'm super nosy and love seeing what you guys like so even if i forgot to tag you pleeeeaasse do it#i tried to get everyone who ive interacted with recently but !!! if i forgor im so sorry#YAY
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man,,,
#marine myths rambles#in the tags#dating app diary#i feel so bad bc now that i AM getting matches on these freakin apps i have to Talk and Make Conversation and ideally Meet Up and its like..#suddenly i am Not In The Mood actually. to talk OR hang out. n i feel BAD bc these seem like nice ppl!!! who id love to at least befriend!!!#(i have bumble n im not listed as looking for anything particular so friendship is in fact an option)#or maybe even smthn more!!! but like. idk why suddenly as soon as i get a match its like '...oh. hmm. idk if i wanna talk actually' 😭😭#like if i had to guess id say its my gd OCD avoidance response thats making me not wanna do the Hard Thing (Talking) but its also like...#...do i rly wanna meet My Person this way?? CAN i rly meet my person this way???? like so much of my whole desire to date someone is like-#-getting along suuuuper well as friends n being able to click personality n humorwise n shit n THEN im like 'oh id love to date this person-#this person'* im not retyping all tht lol#but being on an app kinda takes tht away for me?? ig im just not made for like. online/internet dating :V#bc i think that Click has to be like. In Person for me to reach that point yk?? like i could click w ppl online n be friends fine!! but like#if we meet in person and that irl interaction isnt like the online interactions (which its usually Not just bc of the nature of Online..)#and we dont Click the same way... its like... man... i dont think we can be romantic partners WHICH I FEEL BAD ABT bc its like.#i dont wanna lead anyone on... so it sucks if we click online but i dont feel that same Click in person 🥲🥲#idk maybe im just not emotionally ready to date?????? ugh ig ~24yrs of being single'll do tht to a person 🥲🥲#feel free to dm me w like. advice or smthn if u read all this n have smthn to say 🤷🏽♀️ i cant guarantee ill respond (bc im shy 🥴)#BUT ill def read n consider ur words i prommie (also sometimes i dont respond bc idk what to say 😖 but im not ignoring i see u n i hear u)#(not in a creepy literal way. in a figurative way.)
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BALLING INTO LOVE : a haechan smau
synopsis : l/n y/n is known to get along with almost everyone on campus, lee haechan is known for his extrovertedness and his lack of personal space. what happens when these two well known students have a bit of an.. incident during their first encounter ?
pairing : lee donghyuck x fem!reader
featuring : 7dream, aespas ningning + giselle, sunghoon, chaewon and beomgyu
genre : mostly crack/humour, fluff, perhaps some angst, college au, one sided beef + one sided pining, soon to be mutual pining
extras : death jokes, swearing, haechan is a little unbearable towards reader, reader is lowkey stubborn, lmk if I need to add anything else, ignore how uncreative the photo is, feel free to give me advice or feedback!! also lmk if u wanna be apart of the tag list
playlist : just one day - bts, out of time - the weekend, love me back - fromis_9, in my dreams - red velvet, best mistake - ariana grande, the weekend - sza, thirsty - aespa, pasilyo - sunkissed lola
status : on hold (i’m so sorry😭), will let y’all know when i continue !! (or if i do💀)
started : 31/12/23
ended : ...
all parts under the cut😽
profiles : (1) + (2)
chp 0 : 127 opps
chp 1 : balled too hard
chp 2 : dont hmu... real ones know
chp 3 : h*****n’s friend
chp 4 : stay safe out there women🫶
chp 5 : I!!
chp 6 : i did it😁 (wc : 1629)
chp 7 : she is the drama
chp 8 : 😍😍😍
chp 9 : lowk think i’m wrong
chp 10 : ...
chp 11 : …
#balling into love#haechan smau#haechan x reader#haechan fake texts#nct dream smau#nct dream fake texts#nct dream x reader#nct dream haechan#nct haechan#lee haechan#nct dream social media au#nct dream college au#nct dream imagines#nct dream fluff#nct dream scenarios#haechan x you#haechan fluff#haechan crack#haechan social media au#haechan college au
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INTRO💥💥💥
Name: Ozzie/Sunday/Kafka + anyname from my url
Pronouns: he/they pref but idrc
Agender, bi, aroace spectrum
TVhead robotkin and spiderkin💥💥💥
Special interests are spiders(specifically tarantulas) and psychology
Dyslexic!!! Sorry for spelling mistakes/reading stuff wrong and please don't use super small or hard to read fonts when talking directly to me!!! Typing quirks are fine but if you can control them or add translations thats greatly appreciated
MINOR!!! idc if ur over 18 and interact or if we are mutuals but dont be weird please I will just block you
WE STAND WITH PALESTINE🇵🇸🍉
(@remindertoclick <- DO YOUR DAILY CLICKS OR I'LL THROW ROCKS AT YOU)
@mechcanicalmadness MY BESTESTFRIEND AND COOLEST DAD EVER ALSO GUY WHO MADE THE FIRST 2 ARTS BELOW 💥💥💥
@absolutelymadoka IS MY MAGICAL GIRL DAUGHTER !!!! THEY ARE THE SILLIEST AND NICEST EVER BE NICE TO THEM
I help with the @bungostraycreatures gimick blog acc go look at it its run by my bestest friend :3
@sundazeing is my icons/npt/moodboard blog!!! Requests are always open, read the rules and dni if u you have anything you want me to make B)
@queenofthecafe is my Lucy bsd rp blog >::)
(user box made by @/absolutelymadoka)
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WARNINGS /BFYI / FOR MOOTS*****
-I type in caps a lot
-Im not very good a tw tagging things tho I try my best !!! If you get triggered by anything I post/rb lmk and I'll tag it
-I swear a lot !!! Like way too much !!! I do not give a damn abt slurs AS LONG AS YOU CAN CLAIM THEM !!! IF I FIND OUT YOU USE SLURS YOU CANNOT CLAIM I'LL CALL YOU A BIGOT AND BLOCK YOU
-Anything suggestive is a joke and do NOT make jokes like that to me if we are not friends I will call you a freak
-I like to give people nicknames/ shorten people's names(mainly if ppl have a long ass name/url and it fucks me up tryna type it) but if that bothers you lmk
-Not good with tone so I use tone tags, you aren't forced to use them but if you'd like it'd make communication easier
-I have a bad habit of randomly disappearing for a few days for whatever reason, so if I accidentally ignore you sorry, please don't take it personal
-If you are a shithead to my mutuals I will be a shithead towards you <3 also blocked <3
-DMS ARE OPEN !!! FEEL FREE TO TALKS/RANT/VENT ABT WHATEVER !!! however I'm not very good at socializing and if I seem rude, standoffish or awkward I'm so sorry💀💀💀
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SYSTEM THINGS*****
-i am the host and this is my acc though they post shit on here too
-their posts will be tagged with ***postinghours(sakepostinghours for an example)
-I love answering questions!!! However I am not a medical professional and I cannot diagnose you or speak for other systems!!!
-^ Don't ask abt triggers, alter roles or trauma I will ignore you or call you a dumbass nosey weirdo
-fictive heavy(dont be weird about them or theyll block you and idk probably call you a freak)
-^ don't bring up source trauma unless they make jokes about it first OR if they are friends with you
-^ First to treat any of them like a fictional character gets their limbs ripped off<33
-if ur another fictive theyd like to say hi but dont be weird and understand they might see you differently then how you remember them
-if you say "Can *** stop fronting/can you switch with ***" I will throw rocks at you and you will get blocked
-^ if u wanna talk to someone or have a message for someone we are happy to tell them
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DNI*****
-basic dni(homo+transphobe, racists)
-"radqueers" and "transids"
-Proshippers and zoophiles(YALL R FUCKING NASTY GO AWAY)
-"radfems" and "terfs" (fuck you go away)
-Pro Israel mfs
-Endos/Tulpas/Willows/Mixed Origin, we will not participate in any syscourse but yall make me uncomfy
-^supporters of those
-"*** personality disorders are absuive" go away die go shoo get OUT(ily people with personality disorders)
-people who are against others with "scary" disorders fuck off you aren't helpful
-pro ed/"thinspo" mfs... wth are yall doing
-NSFW ONLY blogs (nothing against yall but im a minor)
-people who are shitty towards therians, otherkins, xenogenders, etc
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FANDOMS + FAVORITE CHARACTERS*****
Bungo Stray Dogs(Dazai, Verlaine, Fyodor and Lucy) is my main fandom and hyperfixation BUT here are some other fandoms of mine I still like
☆ = I still actively look at/take part in
♡ = not as active but I will scream abt if given the opportunity
♤ = I like it but I'm not updated with the fandom
favorite characters r not in order
-Jujusitu Kaisen(Gojo , Megumi , Itadori and Sukuna)☆
-Deadplate(Vincent) ♡
-Genshin Impact(Baizhu, Xiao, Diluc, Childe and Dottore) ☆♡
-Honkai: StarRail(Boothill, Sunday, Clara, Sparkle, Natasha and Aventurine) ☆
-Hollow Knight(Grimm and Quirrel) ♡
-Pokemon(EMMET AND INGO💥💥💥)(Also Galvantula, Reshiram, Gallipede and Eternatus) ♡
-Madness Combat(Deimos and 2BDAMNED) ♤
-Guilty Gear(Robo-Ky, Zato, Chipp, Ky and Happy Chaos) ♤
-Wuthering Waves(Scar and Lingyang) ♤
-Cookie Run(Espresso Cookie, Red Velvet Cookie and Rougefort Cookie) ♡
-RWBY(Qrow, Phyrra, Blake and Emmerald) ♡
-Project Sekai(Rui and Shizuku)♤
-Castle Crashers(Blacksmith)♤
-No Straight Roads(Neon J)♤
-The Property of Hate(RGB)♡♤
-Stardew Valley(Sebastian, Sam and Hailey)♤
-Omori(Captain Space Boyfriend, Hero and Kel)♡♤
-Howl's Moving Castle(Howl, Calcifer and Markl)♡
-Ponyo(Fujimoto)♡♤
-Punishment Gray Raven(Wanshi)♤
-Danganrompa(Kokichi , Keebo , Gonta , Nagito , Miu and Celestia)♤
theres others but those r irrelevant we dont talk abt the dark ages
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🔞🔞🔞 NO KIDS NO TEENAGERS THIS IS AN 18+ BLOG YOU WILL BE BLOCKED IF U INTERACT 🔞🔞🔞 (and please tap me on the shoulder if i rb/interact with minors)
hai!! :3c you call me neo (but mutuals get to know the secret names 👀) im a transfemme-ish druid and game designer!! this is a general blog, with topics including but not limited to: writing, infodumping, hornyposting, politics, etc. i might make dedicated sideblogs in time, which will get tagged here :3c
feel free to send asks - anon or otherwise - and mutuals are always welcome to dm :D dont worry about being awkward i do /not/ judge feel free to take a few tries to get the conversation right :3
(also if we’re mutuals feel free to ask for discord its a lot easier to talk there [and for me to spam pics 👀])
‼️‼️ if youre an ass on my reblogs/their comments sections i am not defending u ‼️‼️
-> if u ever feel like im ignoring u or i drop a conversation that is because tumblr is a hellsite and u should @ me i promise u its not annoying <-
(also just @ me in stuff u see and wanna show me that would be cool :3)
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AITA WIP Tag Game
Stealing the open tag by @winterandwords
Describe your WIP as if it were a post on r/AmITheAsshole
This one contains heavy spoilers for the Fancy Boots arc of Glass Shards. Transcript of the images is below the cut. There's also links to the images at the end, because I think tumblr compresses them.
Aaaand I'm gonna very lowkey tag: @starlit-hopes-and-dreams @antisocialxconstruct and everyone who wants to :D
I don't know if you wanna do something like this. Obviously doesn't have to be image format, I just took the idea and ran with it because I'm so very normal. It's a rather high effort tag game, so feel absolutely free to ignore it <3
I'm gonna tag some people from the Glass Shards/Fancy Boots taglist as well, just for looking at it, because I put too much fucking effort into this: @teamwhump @dont-touch-my-soup @kixngiggles
Lol guys I found a thread on reddit, it's hilarious, check it out.
Poor guy got torn to shreds in the comments.
Seems there were some updates as well. I'm having my doubts about this story, but five months is a nice commitment to the bit.
All images: The Post | First Question | Second Question | Third Question | Edits | Update
All screenshots look like posts on the subreddit r/AmITheAsshole, with several thousand upvotes and comments.
User u/ThrowRAFancyBoots posted seven months ago and has been voted the asshole:
AITA? I just wanted to make sure he's not a threat, but his wife is giving me the death glare
So I (25M) recently ran across an old acquaintance (35M). Last time we met… ok, there's no way around it, I was in law enforcement, and I arrested him for attempted murder. It wasn't pretty. Some things happened, and he was seriously injured. Wasn't my fault, but I admit I could have been a bigger help. I was informed he broke out of prison before his trial, but I moved away a short time later, and it kinda ended up in the back of my mind.
Now my new employer is in negotiations to move to this town, and while he's stuck in meetings all day, I got some time on my hands. And guess who I saw wandering around at the beach? I couldn't believe my eyes, but it was definitely him, he reacted to that stupid nickname they gave him.
Well, I did what any upstanding citizen would do, I tried to arrest him, but his wife (25F) — he has a wife now! — begged me to let him go. Ok, perhaps she didn't so much beg me as threaten me, but anyway, I just… I couldn't do it.
But I had to make sure he's not a threat anymore, I mean, what if I let him go and he kills someone?? So I told them I'd be over again to talk, and he invited me to dinner. It was an amazing dinner, this guy's a wonderful cook. We kept talking and I lost track of time, and then it was late and I realized I hadn't even asked my questions, so I told them I’d come back the next afternoon.
It's been 4 days now, and I've visited them daily, and I don't believe he's anywhere near the monster people said he is. Really, his wife seems to be more dangerous than he is. I think she's about to stab me. If looks could kill, I would be dead already. It’s making me wonder.
I just want to make absolutely sure, you know? Is that too much to ask? I didn't even come for dinner each day, so he wouldn't have to cook for me, though he still offered me something every time (it was absolutely delicious). I came along as he went shopping, and he was nice to everyone, and everyone seemed to like him. When someone asked, he introduced me as his friend of all things. If he’s an actor, he’s the best fucking actor I’ve ever seen.
So I'm asking, am I the asshole for bothering them for a few days while making absolutely sure he's not a threat anymore?
Several people have replied to this post:
First reply thread:
BurntSalad: INFO: What do you want to ask him?
ThrowRAFancyBoots: I want to ask him why he did it.
BurntSalad: YTA. It's been 4 days. Just check the police records or something, if you're too much of a coward lol
ThrowRAFancyBoots: I would have to ask. There wasn't a motive, it was straight up an assassination attempt. It doesn't make sense. Not when you get to know him. That's why I've been coming back.
UpperDogPants: then ask. put on your big boy pants and stop ruining their lives
ThrowRAFancyBoots: I will. Tomorrow.
Second reply thread:
CheeseAndPasta79: INFO: What was for dinner?
ThrowRAFancyBoots: Bean roast, mashed potatoes, glazed vegetables and freshly baked bread, why?
CheeseAndPasta79: YTA
ThrowRAFancyBoots: :(
Third reply thread:
SecretlyJealous2342: YTA you just want to fuck his wife
ThrowRAFancyBoots: No I do not want to fuck his wife, wtf.
Next comes a screenshot of the lower part of the OP, which now shows several edits and update. The thread has been locked:
Edit: Since people have repeatedly asked about the incident when he was arrested: his gun exploded, and he blew up his hand. We had to cut it off to save his life, and it… it was pretty gruesome, and I'm not proud of anything we did, all right? I didn't want to mention it, because I figured it might lead to prejudices before you've even read the whole story.
Edit 2: I don't think he's a killer. He really, really doesn't behave like one. But people wanted to know what I could possibly want to ask him after 4 days, and it's complicated. I want to know why he did it. For some reason, I can't seem to ask him that. But if I don’t know what made him do it, how can I be sure he won’t do it again?
Edit 3: Ok, after the latest edit, people seem to agree that I'm the asshole. Perhaps you’re right but can’t you see the predicament I’m in? And no, for those who were asking if his motives weren’t clear, they were not. It wasn’t a case of jealousy or revenge or anything, it was an assassination attempt, plain and simple. Perhaps he was blackmailed into it, or… fuck, I don’t know. This one day. I’ll go back one more time, ask my question, and leave them alone afterwards.
Update: I think I fucke
Update 2: Sorry, I dropped my phone and hit send too early. My hands are shaking. I fucked up. I went back today (yeah, yeah, I know) and I saw something I shouldn’t have seen. He’s… it’s not my secret to share, and I won’t do that to him in case he or anyone he knows will ever find this, but safe to say, he was treated so much worse than I had assumed. I didn’t… It wasn’t me, but I let this happen to him.
You were right, I’m gonna leave him alone, but I have to go back one last time to tell them I will keep his secret. Fingers crossed I won’t end up with a knife between my eyes. Just kidding. Hopefully.
Update 3: So, uh, things took a turn, and I don’t know what to make of it, but… I think it’s a good thing? When I went to apologize, I brought something of his, something I had kept since the day I handed him over. I told him how I quit my job afterwards, because of what we did, because I couldn’t look those people in the eye anymore. And how I had kept this object to remind me.
I wouldn’t have asked him anymore, but it was him who brought up the question, and I decided to be honest, so I finally asked him why he had done it. I was right, he had been forced by someone. Not only the attempted murder, but also the rest, which I didn’t… I didn’t mention it because it would have made his identity too obvious and might put him at risk, but it doesn’t matter anymore, because there’s no fucking chance he’ll ever do it again.
I’m sorry, my thoughts are all over the place. When I left, he actually ran after me and invited me to dinner. I went, and before you call me an asshole again, this time… it was different. They were actually at ease around me.
I’m now back in my room, and I can’t stop wondering where to go from here. If he really wants to be friends. We’ll see. I’m gonna leave it fully up to him, that’s the least I can do.
I guess the question of whether I am the asshole has been answered (yes I was, big time). It doesn’t really matter anymore, but since people seem to be strangely invested (you should try reading a book instead), I can let you all know in a few weeks how things are going.
The last screenshot is of a new reddit post by u/ThrowRAFancyBoots, with even more upvotes and awards, two months ago.
Update: I just wanted to make sure he's not a threat, but his wife is giving me the death glare
I promised an update, but things have been kinda crazy. At first, everything was going well, I was visiting more often, and while his wife still didn’t like me (I can’t blame her) she was courteous enough. I would say he and I became friends, which is… fuck, I don’t really have many close friends.
It really took her flipping out at me to realize that I was holding the threat to his life over his head. That if I were to hand him over to the authorities, they were going to kill him. That I’ve been coming into his home, basically telling him “if you can’t convince me you’re nice enough, I’ll have you killed”.
Yeah, you were right. I’m a fucking idiot.
And just when things started to settle, shit hit the fan. Turns out, he hadn’t told his brother about me (for which I also can’t blame him). Said brother wasn’t very amused to see me leaving the house and lost his temper. Not to go into details, but if my friend’s wife had taken a few moments longer to come out and check on the noise, I wouldn’t be writing this now.
I was out of commission for several weeks, which I spent at their house. His wife’s behavior took a 180 degree turn, and she’s been fussing over me ever since. Which is kinda endearing, but I hate to see her worry like that. Those two are some of the kindest people I’ve ever met, and it hurts my heart to think what they’ve been through.
Lost my job in the meantime, because my employer got sick of waiting for my return (I can’t… well perhaps I do blame him. A tiny bit. He could have gotten a temporary replacement, but fuck me, I guess). Not sure where to go next, I’m not quite fit to return to work yet, but there’s a chance the local headquarters will employ me directly, which would be fantastic. If not… I’ll figure something out. I could always return home to my family, but I’d really like to find a way to stay here.
Now I know my friend’s brother was just worried about him (for which I absolutely can’t blame him), so I decided to forgive him for attacking me. There’s nothing more important than family, and to think I almost destroyed theirs… I’m incredibly lucky to still be around, and to have them in my life, and for everything to turn out rather well, all things considered.
Probably not the update you expected, but that’s life. I won’t be posting again, I already put too much of their business onto the internet. Take care, and give your friends and families a hug today, if you haven’t.
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please feel free to ignore this, but if you have a sec—how do you get your gifs so crispy? they’re so clear compared to a lot of the others I see around. would you mind sharing any tips? sorry if you’ve already answered something like this before (i’m a newbie). and no worries if you want to keep them to yourself. i just thought i’d ask. thanks for creating so many amazing gif sets!! this fandom is super lucky to have you ❤️
Hi! First of all thank you very much!!! ❤️
I did answer this before tho i cannot find my own post (thanks tumblr) but i dont mind doing it again!!
First thing is really to use the source video in the best quality available. Preferably youtube videos and i really download them in 4k if i can (this does kill my pc but its worth it).
To minimize the loss in quality when resizing them to fit the perfect tumblr format sizes (540p, 268px or 167 px) i use vaporsynth. it's not that intuitive at first but there are good tutorials on here in the #vaporsynth tag that explain it way better than i can. it can also denoise your gif which helps a bit if the source is not that good in quality!
The rest is done in Photoshop! I know it's kinda expensive but it really works the best for me (there are tutorials on here to get it for free too) I'm doing gifs for a while now but if you just start you can search on here for pre-set sharpening and coloring settings (psd files)! However theres tons of things you can do in photoshop really and i'm not an expert... if theres something specific u saw in my gifs and u wanna know about, feel free to ask! Otherwise I'd say just play around with the settings to get a feeling for it, especially for the coloring part i feel like there's no real right or wrong way to do it!
Most importantly tho: If you make gifs please share them with us!! And don't worry if they're not "perfect"! I did my first ones in an gif converter and then slowly learned over the years (and i'm still not happy with the ones i make sometimes), you'll find your own gif style! c: ❤️
#i hope this helps a little bit#i kinda learned everything i know over.. wow...8 years??#if you have more questions or specific ones u can ask me ofc! i try my best to explain#u can dm me anytime i love talking about gifs :D
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people you'd like to get to know better !
got tagged by @venriliz my dear beloved 👽
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last song: Vampire Empire - Big Thief
favorite color: green !! any green
currently watching: barry but ive only watched the first two episodes for now
sweet/savory/spicy: spicy !!
relationship: single
current obsession: stop-motion animation !
last thing i googled: "frog green cartoon japan name" cause i wanted to remember keroppi's name apologies to him i guess
gonna tag @retrotrait @flovoid @mmonetsims @modernlex @citrlet @youredreamingofroo @periipheral @buttertrait and also YOU 🫵
sorry if u dont wanna do it or did already - so feel free to ignore tho ♥️
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Spell your URL!
Spell out your URL using song titles that can describe your muse/OC, then tag as many people as there are letters in your URL!
ty for the tag @elegyofthemoon !!!! as for tags uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i know some of yall have ocs feel free to ignore if u dont wanna do it jfkdlfd
@mihcor @boyslit @catamaurrr-star @sparklecryptid
also im just doing this for all my ocs in general. i dont have playlists for all of them but 99% of music i listen to is just oc amv in my brain anyway. and im not doing my WHOLE url its too long fjdkls
i also listen to WAY too much of the hsr/genshin OST
N - Nymph's Tea Party / Genshin OST
A - Achilles Come down / Gang of Youths
R - Rule #4 Fish in a Birdcage - Fish in a Birdcage
Z - Zephyr of the Violet Garden - Genshin OST
I - Ichor of Two Dragons - HSR OST
S - Stories of Remote Antiquity - Genshin OST
S - Soldier, Poet, King - The Oh Hellos
E - Euclid - Sleep Token
N - Nihilist Blues - Bring Me The Horizon
K - (The) Killing Kind - Marianas Trench
R - Rhythm from Ancient Times - Genshin OST
E - Eat You Alive - The Oh Hellos
U - Unfinished Frescoes - Genshin OST
Z - i literally cannot find another song that starts with a Z fuck you
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Tag 9 people you want to get to know better!
Hiii mish thanks for the tag :D @superbattrash ill put them under the read more
Three ships: Kinda hard because its really just OCs all year long and occasionally other stuff that shares brainspace w/ them BUT superbat (DC comics), taishasura (Onmyoji) and joongdok (omniscient reader’s viewpoint) probably changed me as a person
First ever ship: THIS ONE’S ACTUALLY KINDA HARD bcs i dunno if it was Ryo/Fubuki | Zane/Atticus Yu-Gi-Oh GX, or Natsumi/Endou from Inazuma 11??? Chronologically they’ve all blended together but only one of those two is canon.
Last song: Fucking. 88rising & BIBI’s Best Lover. let’s move on please.
Last movie: PUSS IN BOOTS 2. WATCH THIS NOW. NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
Currently reading: Not sure what to count for this one so i’ll just use it as a reminder for myself. Hi aqua please continue the song of achilles. love u. hate u. whatever
Currently consuming: Like physically? Nothing, just finished dinner. Mentally??? Um… ehehe. blorbo OCs. Does that count. They’re consuming me constantly.
Currently craving: UGHHHH fried beef kwetiau. JUST SOME DECENT FUCKING CHINESE FOOD.
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i dont think i have 9 people to tag so ill just tag some people ive been seeing every now and then :o feel free to ignore this if u've been tagged elsewhere/don't wanna participate. AND also even if ur not tagged feel free to just do this and tag me anyway id genuinely like to hear it :SOBS:
@kryptoknight @catmanbowser @whatever-man-whatever @fassbenderbender @saint-mateusz
#actually everyone listen to the song i last listened too now#my brain is melting bcs of puss ngl im gonna stop tagging ehre#text#PUSS IN BOOTS BTW NOT PUSSY#IM MELTING FOR REAL I THINK
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Mid-Year Book Freakout
tagged by @colemckenzies :-)
Number of books read so far in 2024: 48
Best book read so far in 2024: i'm torn between hench by natalie zina walschott (i cannot WAIT for the sequel, more on that later) or leeward/devil to pay by katie daysh (also cannot wait for the sequel but that'll be like 2025 or later)
Best sequel: harrow the ninth by tamsyn muir 100% the only reason it's not the best book is bc of this question.
New release you haven't read yet but want to: so i started making this post and then remembered that the examiner (mentioned in the next prompt) was out on netgally so i went to request it and GOT IT???? so i have that and will be reading it this weekend thank u
Most anticipated release for the second half of the year: as with hawk, LET'S GO WITCHLINGS 3!!! but also the examiner by janice hallet and Hopefully right hand by natalie zina walschot
Biggest surprise: the darkness outside us by eliot schrafer! i'm about 80% through but the marketing does not at all match the actual experience i am having
Favourite new (debut or to you) author: probably martha wells! i've read most of the murderbot diaries books in the first half of this year.
Newest fictional crush: i dont rly read books for this but gideon the ninth
Book that made you cry: the secret life of albert entwhistle by matt cain. could barely pick it up without crying because despite being a very very sweet, hopeful book it hit very close to home.
Most beautiful book you've bought so far this year (or received): cover wise the devil to pay by katie daysh i think it's very nice!
Book that made you happy: hmmm maybe winter's orbit by everina maxwell? it wasn't 'good' but it did have me giggling and kicking my feet so
What books do you need to read by the end of the year: i have an extensive physical TBR i need to really work through. you can find my owned tbr on goodreads (link) ignoring mostly the star trek books lol
If you see this and wanna answer feel free to tag me as your tagger!! i wanna know what people are reading
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hii could you please give tips on how to find fonts for your fic banner + the the font you have in your tags and navigation page. i also want to know how to find aesthetic pictures like you find them. i also want to know what are the best times to post on tumblr, and i also want to know how do you over come writer's block and get ideas fpr your fics/headcanons. sorry if i am being a bother and sorry for asking too much. pls do ignore me if you dont have time. i am sorry
hii my love !! just wanna say you’re not being a bother, i’m always happy to help people (tho i am a small blog TT)
for fonts here is a link: font (you can find more aesthetic symbols and fonts from the account too)
extra: if you want to have coloured/gradient text, i suggest going on this website and copying the html into the tumblr website (the app doesn’t have a html option)
for pictures: i usually go on pinterest or search on tumblr. if you’re looking for a specific colour theme i search “(colour) theme/aesthetic” on pinterest or “(colour) moodboard” i hope it helps! sometimes i use the app PHONTO to create my own pics with fonts as well:) if you need help with this u can send another ask!
i don’t really know when are the best times to post on tumblr but i usually post at night around 11:30pm - 12:30pm ! this is my posting time frame TT there isn’t really a “best time” ! if you want to reach more people i suggest to use correct tags that are reachable <3
ideas for my fics usually stem from songs or things i see on tiktok/insta ! if you’re lost on what to write, i suggest listening to songs and getting inspiration from there! (i have a fic inspired by apocalypse by cas/day 1 by red velvet)
lastly for overcoming writers block: personally i have experienced writers block in the past and the best way to overcome this is to take a break from writing. the reason why you can’t think of any ideas is because your mind is too clouded with stuff and you’re unable to properly think of a fic idea! don’t let writing fics be a job and make you stressed out :> just have fun!
really hope all this helps nonnie <3 feel free to ask for more advice or ask for help 💗
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hey friends! this is just a quick intro post in case you want to know a bit more about me/the blog🤭
** DISCLAIMER**
PLEASE BE KIND in this blog i will not entertain ANY hate/aggressive/mean interactions THEY WILL BE DELETED OR IGNORED, in the past where i did respond, it never left my mind and i never knew how to react, leaving me to be negatively affected by someones fleeting thoughts. so to avoid anyones displeasure please be respectful and conscious of your actions and words!! if not- 👉🚪we dont need that energy here
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*im also on mobile so apologies for any bad formatting😭😭
hello! my nicknames may and i use she/her pronouns. when sending any msgs id appreciate a quick hello but as long as your being polite i will gladly respond. feel free to address me as may or any other (kind) phrase (e.g queen/baddie?? anythings fine as long as youre being nice)
do u see the theme😘
i like to keep my age off of here simply for privacy but i can assure you i am not a minor, but if you are, you are welcome on my page any time just be aware i do swear and the content that i reblog can be nsfw, but ultimately you are responsible for the media you decide to consume.
i do not write fics(i always reblog them tho😉/also beta! so if youre a writer in need just lmk) idk if i ever will(write)but i dont realistically see that happening😭.
in the search bar for my page you can see all these hashtags, i typically tag “give it a read💋” for any fics ive betad and “she speaks🗣️” for any post thats just me yappin💀
and any character names (like finnick odair, peter parker etc.) are the bulk of fics that i reblog and you can find works for that character under those tags!
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im a full time student based in sunny california😍, my favorite things have to be fruits(tops gotta be strawberrys, cherrys anddd green grapes), fics, and folklore (3 fav f’s💋) (and yes i am a swiftie). last time i took the personality test i got ISTJ, but i swearr im still an infp. every single test i took told me i was a hufflepuff (were not lame i swear), and even though i swear up n down that im a laurie.. i might be an amy😔( i want to be great or nothing😫) and a song that i just feel for is probably a three way tie between teenage dream by olivia rodrigo, this is me trying by taylor swift and dreamer by laufey(not someone i typically listen to but whenever spotify puts her song i always love it)
favorite artistss gotta be the big three taylor, lana and ariana (nothing offish theyre just my most listened) and drake.. and bad bunny.. and olivia.. and sza.. and beyonce.. and the weekend.. and rihanna
- if you want a grasp of my music this is a LINK to my most played playlist
- this is a LINK to my more lovey/ sweet songs, its all in the description💋
*if u give em a listen and u wanna put me on.. msg me!! id love to hear your recs
my hobbies include playing music, i play guitar(kinda goodish) and i wanted to pick up piano too (idk if ill ever get to this😭) i also found that i love to do puzzles, and i wanted to start scrapbooking (looks fun af lowk). a few other things i love is definitely just jamming out to my tunes, sleeping😫😫, watching movies, playing w legos😭, PLAYING WITH MY DOGGIESSS (i have two, rocky and lily both are maltese poodles💋💋), baking (hate the clean up tho) i also love selfcare, its always good to prioritize urself but i mean the cassie method of everything showers, lotions, body oils, body mists/ perfumes, face masks, skin care (allllllll the goodies) just to finish the day off with a fic (its deadass my nightly routine to shower, get ready for bed/unwind, tumblr)
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now onto.. CELEBRITY CRUSHES!!
-CELEBRITY not character, but if i missed any lmk😝
-this is a long one so bearrrrr with me
my top 5 currently is🥁🥁🥁
1. sam claflin (been obsessed, still obsessed, i dont see this changing *unless timothee wanna quit playin🙄)
2. tom blyth (tbosbas was life changing.. hes so💋💋)
3. andrew garfield (im considering moving my man up to 2 bc hes an og for this list likee hes been on my brain since he was fan casted as our remus lupin and will stay there😌)
4. jacob elordi (newest addition, saltburn edits is the sole reason why hes here plus hes so fucking tall like i deserve that height difference *for reference im 5 ft😈)
5. timothee chalamet (i love him so much BUT HES DOWN HERE BC OF KYLIE😭*he would be 1 otherwise🥲)
for other hotties ..
OSCAR ISAAC🥵🥵😫-i need this man in bed rn
charlie brushnell😘-new addition but again he is taking over just like pjo is
tom holland- zenny baby he is all yours but that man shirtless? YUMMYYY
tom hiddleston- only rzn to watch the thor series
theo james - YOU THE ONE FOUR ME hes so fine i watched divergent (still a great series) for him n i was not dissapointed
aaron t— johnson- i do not want to mention his 🤐 but he is so fine his calvin klein ads?? KICKASS??
ben barnes- shadow n bone.. YUMMY YUMMY🤭🤭also sirius? likeee runaway to my house?
cillian murphy- ik he lowk looks like he got a bad case of botox.. BUT CMONNN PEAKY BLINDERS???
callum turner- i knew i was hooked since that harry potter movie he has like 10 minutes in🥰🥰
dylan o’brien-ima be honest im not DIE HARD in love but this man was fine since maze runner and teen wolf n will be till hes in the graveee
henry cavill- enola mf holmes.. INTRODUCE ME TO YOUR BROTOHER LIKE😍😍😍 i need this man to investigate all my internal organs
hugh laughton scott- hes just so pretty i just😘
harrison dickinson- love at first sight of darkest minds😍😍( its a discontinued movie (supposed to be) series) i need him in more shit
joao felix- my bestie pmo fifa AND HE DOES NOT DISSAPOINTT
josh hutcherson- i could not make this list without pookie
matthew gray gubler- i need him to read me to sleep, sing me to sleep, talk about anything so i can sleep, he brings me so much joy with that smile and hes so sweetie pie i could go on forever
robert pattinson- TEAM EDWARD FOR LIFEEEEEEEE
drew starkey?- idk his name but hes the hottie who plays rafe cameron IVE NEVER WATCHED THE SHOW (or anything hes in) but holy shit that man is tall and pulls off ANY hair cut
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well if youve made it this far thank you for taking the time to read this! if you want to know some more about me msg me in any way and ill respond, maybe ill add that info here. thanks again for your attention! love you all😘
#she speaks🗣️#introduction#whole explanation for what happens here#lmk if smt needs more elaboration ig?#but thanks for clicking!!!
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girl i really hate to bug you but like. also feel free to ignore esp if youre like not in a good headspace rn i cant tell if ur feeling ok rn. do you like actually want ppl to talk to u or message u just for whatever? ive really been hesitant to talk to you because i feel like. idk our interests are too different? i dont want to like bore you or anything? or like offend you. cause i cant handle a decent amount of dc, and i know thats your primary interest (i feel a little stupid for being so annoying to u for so long and not realizing that! sorry! i wish i could talk ab ur interests but i just cant :( ) n like idk? i dont wanna talk ab stuff ur not interested in, hsdhshhshd
idk! i just want to talk but idk if its actually an open invitation and dont say that youre not super friendly and nice to everyone bc literally there is not a single ask ive seen u respond mean to! ur genuinely super nice to everyone and idk ! i dont wanna bug u cus i do know u have a ton of cool other ppl that send in asks n stuff! so idk? im rambling and sad idk lol i just crave friendship but i dont wanna be annoying or difficult and i literally cannot read people
im not tagging myself bc u either know and im worried youll be annoyed at me or u can at least not pay attention to this ask cause i am acting needy which, my bad
hey! if it makes you feel any better, dc isn’t my primary interest! i’d say it’s just like general nsfw content, especially msub because i’m super dom-leaning, but i’m such a softie guys it’s just i like to go back and forth so there’s more of a balance so everyone has something from me that they like!! honestly i love dark content but my favorite stuff is soft lovey dovey sappy writing i love it sm !! so if that’s more your vibe then we can chat about it!
the open invitation is exactly that, an open invitation. i’m not just saying that to sound friendly. in the previous ask i said that just in case there was anything i hadn’t cleared up, anything you wanted to say or ask me about my perspective of it. i just didn’t want to answer any more public asks about it for the sake of everyone else’s dashboards.
but you are welcome to message me!! and talk to me about whatever you like! i promise that if it’s leon related, ill probably like it! most of the stuff on my blog is not dark content, its just me being a dommy girl that likes resident evil !!
don’t feel bad for not being able to handle darker stuff, i totally get it girl. some stuff is an absolute no for me, and so i stay away from it completely.
#i do prefer longer asks for lighter stuff#maybe questions about me or about resident evil and leon or prompts/request#that kind of stuff should stay in my inbox#but things like serious topics or things i need to know about#‘hey you forgot the cnc tag on this fic right here’ kinda stuff#you’re absolutely welcome and encouraged to message me
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