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okay i havent finished it yet but you know what IS done…….a little birdy told me theres a new clervalstein fanfiction on ao3…..titled “you get me closer to god”…..……which was definitely not written by yours truly…….because they got sidetracked from the clervalstein essay……………no i would never write something like that………and i definitely dont think you should go read it……………………………………………………………
I’m getting the sudden urge to write an academic paper on why henry clerval and victor frankenstein were gay and in love this is NOT a good idea to have during finals week
#(/sarcasm if you couldnt tell)#👁️👁️#stares at you with my autistic eyes#it was speed written in like 4 days so it might be low quality LOL#also dont worry im still writing the paper :3#clervalstein#frankenstein#fanfiction#victor frankenstein#henry clerval#being gay for victor frankenstein
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hai… its me again BUT I HAVE ANOTHER SCENARIO IDEA ALSO IMMSORRY AHOUT MY OTHER ASK AUGHH IT WAS RIGHT IN UR RULES DUDE BUT BUT MY IDEA IS SCENARIO OF WHICHEVER HQ CHARACTER OF UR CHOOSING WITH AN S/O WHO HAS REALLY BAD MUSCLE STRAIN FROM PRACTISING VOLLEYBALL BUT REFUSE TO REST AND GAGAGAGA :3
DONT WORRY ABOUT IT BRO ITS ALL GOOD!!! IM GONNA COOK WITH THIS ONE TO MAKE UP FOR IT 🙏🙏 actually writing now hope this doesn't turn out bad..
hit it til it breaks...?
iwaizumi hajime x male reader
word count: 1k
iwaizumi's noticed that his boyfriend, seijoh's libero, hasn't been doing his best.
FEM ALIGNED DNI
iwaizumi has seen what pushing yourself past your limits can do to you. he's seen how oikawa always strived to be the best he could, sometimes pushing himself beyond exhaustion. it takes a huge toll on your body, so iwa promised himself he'd take care of himself, and it's not exactly a secret. he pushed everyone to do the same.
so it surprised iwaizumi when he noticed (name) acting different in the past few weeks. they were all very subtle changes; he would buy coffee in the morning more often, was a bit slower with receives, and a little more tired than he usually used to be.
he was pushing himself.
that's what iwaizumi thought initially. he's seen the signs in oikawa enough times to know the aftermath of straining yourself and making your body work overtime. he decides to wait a bit, see if (name) would mention anything by himself. he didn't.
"iwaaaa," (name) called, leaning over iwaizumi's desk. "can i borrow your homework answers?"
iwaizumi raised an eyebrow at that. "you didn't get time finish it last night?" he asked, pulling out the papers. he noticed his boyfriend's hesitation before he took the papers.
"nah, only got through half of it before i went to bed. my mom had me run errands after school. y'know, groceries 'n stuff." (name) said causally. he hunched over iwaizumi's desk to quickly write down the rest of his answers before passing the worksheets back to him. "thanks!"
"yeah, no problem. . . by the way—" but (name) had left before he could ask his question.
later that day, during practice, the team was doing a spiking drill. (name)'s receives were all flawless, but iwaizumi noticed the slight stiffness of his movements. how he grit his teeth for a spike that wasn't particularly hard to get. how his feet left the ground half a second too late. how his breathing grew ragged faster than usual.
'maybe im overthinking things,' and so he shook the thoughts away. he's used to having to deal with oikawa's bullshit. maybe its made him paranoid.
he went to spike, moving fluidly. the ball went a bit of a distance away from (name)'s direction— almost halfway across the court— but he still went for it. that's when it happened.
(name) reached, pushing himself to make contact with the ball, willing himself to. and he did. he sent it up nicely— a beautiful arc straight to the net. but his body had already exhausted itself. it was too much. his face contorted in pain as he felt his leg spasm. his body slammed against the floor, his shoulder connecting with the wood panels in an odd way. his body tumbled over itself like a ragdoll. (name) just laid there.
iwaizumi darted over to (name), eyes blown wide with panic. as gently as he could, he grabbed his shoulders, lifting him up. his grip was still tight.
"(name)? (name), are you okay?" he asked, sweat dripping from his forehead onto (name).
(name)'s eyes opened, face morphing into a frown. "yeah, shit. . . sorry," he mumbled. he tried to push himself to stand, but let out a sharp groan, falling back down to the floor.
the sound of shoes squeaking against the gym floors was faded as (name) and iwaizumi sat together in the club room. (name)'s leg was propped up on one of the chairs.
'how did this happen?'
sure, (name) was pushing himself more than usual, but that was because the inter-high preliminaries were right around the corner! he had to do his best so the team could go to nationals!
"hey." iwaizumi's voice drew (name) out of his thoughts. ". . . why didn't you stop?" he asked.
". . .what?"
"you were pushing yourself too hard, your body couldn't keep up, and now you can barely move your legs. why didn't you take a break?"
(name) tensed up at iwa's words. he frowned. "because i needed to do better. i needed more practice. i need to be better—"
"is this really better to you?" iwaizumi cut him off. (name) flinched at the volume. iwaizumi was pissed. "seriously, tell me. do you think pushing yourself this far helping anyone? we all need practice, but without breaks, you're doing more harm than good!"
"i know that!" (name) snaps. he glared down at the floor. his head was spinning and his legs were throbbing and he could feel his face grow hot, tears brimming in his eyes.
"i know it was stupid, i know i should have paid attention, i'm sorry. i just wanted us to do better! i wanted us to win." (name) managed. god, he knew he sounded pathetic, the way his throat closed up on him, making him sound all whiney. he rubbed the tears away with the back of his hands, his face scrunched up.
iwaizumi wasn't expecting that. he walks over, sitting next to his boyfriend. he wraps an arm around his shoulder, bringing (name) in to rest his head on his chest.
"hey, hey, it's okay," iwaizumi mumbled. he wasn't great at comforting people. he ran his hand along (name)'s back, rubbing circles. "c'mon. can you stand properly? i'm taking you home."
"what? come on, iwa, just give me a minute, i-i can make it for the rest of practice—"
"(name)." iwaizumi said sternly. "what you need is rest. you don't need to overexert your body anymore. and, you're banned from any type of practice until you get better." he adds.
"what?" (name) sputtered. "that's not fair!"
"of course it is, dumbass!" iwaizumi huffed, crossing his arms. "if you try to play volleyball injured, it'll get worse and take longer to heal. seriously. i don't like seeing you hurt," he adds, quieter that time.
a small smile grew on (name)'s face at that. "fine, but only cause i don't want you worrying," he chuckled. he leaned over to plant a small kiss on iwaizumi's cheek.
". . . okay, now help me up? please?"
AAAAJFHHH i hope that was okay (>▂<)!!! it was kind of angsty idk if you wanted that. . . lmk if i need to fix anything!!! requests are still open btw!!
divider by @/plutism !!
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The Other Woman pt5
heres part 5.. i know it took a while but honestly ive been slacking due to the rafe story im writing. i need to get more chapters of this done so that i dont have to stress about it as much as i have been.
Anyways enjoy part 5<3
Slow burn
Summary: Chris, a popular hockey player at school where Y/n went, found himself falling for the beautiful, shy girl. As time went on he found out who Y/n truly was as a person and ultimately, he had to make the choice, his girlfriend, or the other woman.
Part 5
I’m sitting in the parking lot of the cafe. Honestly, I didn’t want to be here. When I got home from the store, I found mom sprawled out on the floor, bottle in hand and puke next to her. I ended up having to drag her to bed and cleaning her mess. I wish I had the money to send her to a rehab place. She needs to get clean. I thought about texting dad and asking him, but I decided against it. I don’t want help from him. I didn’t need his help anyways.
Other than that mess, everything was fine. I ended up having spare time so I went to my plugs house and got a gram from him. Not for now, but whenever I felt like smoking. I had to restock in case, you know?
I sat in my car for about 15 minutes before receiving a text from Chris.
You still coming? I checked the time. It was 5:34. I sent him a text back.
I’m waiting on you, silly. I’ve been here for 15 minutes already. I put my phone down on the seat next to me. I reached into the backseat of my car and grabbed my old calculus textbook from last year. My phone rang.
I got here at 5 lol. I’ve been waiting for you since then. I’m already inside by the window.
I quickly got out of my car. I didn’t know he was here. I rushed inside the small and homey feeling cafe. When I stepped into the building, the smell of apple pie and coffee filled my nose. I liked the smell of this place. I looked around, seeing Chris on his phone next to the window like he said he was. I walked over to him.
“I’m sorry you were waiting so long. I wish you told me you were already here,” I mumbled and sat down in the open seat across from him. He looked at me, placing his phone in his pocket. There were papers and two books scattered on the table, as well as a pastry, what looked to be a croissant. A chocolate croissant with a few bites taken out of it. I loved chocolate croissants..
“Hey, don’t worry about it. I didn’t know you were here either. We probably should have texted each other, huh?” He rubbed the back of his neck, looking a little embarrassed.
“Yeah, that would have been a good idea,” I giggled. “So, let's see what you’re working on.” I placed my book down, next to all the papers and books along the table.
“Before we start, are you hungry? I’ll pay for it, just order what you want.” Chris smiled at me from across the table. I smiled back.
“No, no, I’ll pay for my food. Thank you though.” He rolled his eyes.
“Oh, come on. It’s the least I can do for making you come all the way here just to help me study.” I shook my head.
“Fine, but only this once.” I gave him a stern face. I meant it. I didn’t want him paying for me. I’d probably feel bad later for making him pay for me today.
Chris asked me what I wanted.
“Hm, I think I’ll get a chocolate croissant as well. Yours looks really good. Also a hot coffee, add sugar and creamer.” He looked at me, taking in the things I asked for. He nodded his head standing up.
“Anything else?” He asked.
“No, thank you.”
“I’ll be back in a sec.” He turned around, walking to the counter to order my food and coffee. I looked at the papers on the table, trying to read the handwriting on each one. Chris didn’t have very readable handwriting…
After a few minutes of trying to figure out what the papers said, Chris came back. He placed my food and coffee down in front of me as well as a water bottle.
“One croissant, hot coffee, and water for the pretty lady,” He said before sitting back down in his chair. My face started to get warm.
“Thanks,” I mumbled and looked away towards the window.
“So, did you find out what all this shit means,” Chris grabbed a paper from the small stack in front of me.
“To be honest, I couldn’t read your notes. But I could read the typed questions.” He laughed a little.
“Yeah, my handwriting was never the best.”
“As long as you can read it, right?”
“Right,” he chuckled. He placed the paper in front of me and started pointing out the things he was struggling with. Time to get to work, I internally sighed.
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Helping Chris wasn’t hard at all. He was a fast learner and quick to keep the information in his head.
Chris groaned and stretched his arms over his head. He leaned back slightly before speaking. “Man, I’m tired. I think we need a break. We’ve been doing this for an hour and a half and I think I got the concept down.”
“How about you do these last three problems,” I scribbled two easy equations and one hard one before sliding the paper in his direction. “Then, we can take a break.”
Chris did the first two problems easily. The last one took him longer than the others but he got the right answer in the end.
“You’re catching on really fast, Sturniolo.” He smiled at me, a big grin on his face.
“Thank you, Miss L/n.” I felt my cheeks turn pink from that. “You know, it seems like everytime I say something, your face turns pink.”
I felt my face get even pinker, probably red at this point.
“No it doesn’t,” I denied. I knew it did. But would I agree with him on that? No.
“Yes, I think it does. I see it all the time when I talk to you.”
I rolled my eyes.
Chris’s pov
My stomach hurts. It felt like someone was twisting my guts around. She made me so nervous and honestly, I don’t think she notices how she makes me feel. Everything she says makes my heart melt. When she calls me by my name, or even the nicknames she's given me. It makes me want to go feral. If I didn’t have any self control, and wasn’t raised right, then I probably would have. She makes me crazy and I hate it. But God, I love it so much. The feelings she makes me experience are unreal. So unreal to the point that I have to pinch myself sometimes to make sure it isn’t all a dream.
“When do you think we should wrap this up? Don’t get me wrong, I really enjoyed being here with you today, but don’t you have better things to do?” She looked at me with a dazed face. She looked so pretty.
I wish I could tell her. Just tell her everything.
“Yeah, you’re probably right about cleaning up. I’m not busy for the rest of the day, but it is getting late. You probably have some things to do, too.”
She looked out the window. “Actually, there is something I need to do.”
My face dropped. I didn’t want her to go yet. Not that I’d admit that to her.
“Well, thank you for the help, Y/n. I really appreciate it.” She noticed the look on my face.
“Hey, since you’re not busy, why don’t you come with me? I can drop you off at home after if you’d like,” she offered. My face lit up again.
“Really? Ah, that would be awesome,” I started to pack up my things, standing from my chair after her.
As we walked towards the door, I asked her, “Where is it you need to go?”
“First we’ll go to my car so u can put your things in it, then I need to go get a few books I’ve been dying to read. Luckily, the library is just across the street.” She almost skipped along the sidewalk to her car.
“That sounds perfect.”
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We made it to her car. She unlocked the door for me and I placed my bag in the passenger seat. She ended up giving me her old calculus book so my bag was pretty much bursting at this point.
After we had finished up there, we started walking to the library. There was something soothing about being around her. Even if we didn’t talk, just her presence made me feel tingly inside.
We made it to the very large building, walking through the automatic doors in the front. I pretty much followed her like a lost puppy.
We had come to a stop in front of the romance section. She dragged her fingers along the spines of some of the books along the shelves. She grabbed one, a thick book with torn edges and yellowed pages.
“You really like the thickest books out there, don’t you,” I snickered behind her.
She turned around and looked at me, a smug smile on her face.
“Yes, maybe you should try reading one? You might learn something from these.” She giggled. I placed my hand on my heart, letting out a fake, pained sigh. She giggled again. “I’m only joking, Chris.”
She faced the shelves again, browsing a little before grabbing two more books. After that, we walked around some more. We went to the educational section, fiction, non-fiction, mystery, you name it. She seemed to have grabbed at least one book from every section.
We found ourselves in front of the poetry section.
“Do you need some help with those,” I questioned. She had a stack of at least 8 books in her hands, most of them thick and probably heavy.
“Please,” she sighed, handing me 4 of the 8. After, she looked around the poetry area when she noticed a book on the top shelf. She tried to reach up, failing to grab the thing that caught her eye.
I noticed her struggle and went behind her, reaching up and grabbing the book she had been reaching for. She turned around, looking up at me with a pink face.
“Your face is pink again,” I whispered. We were very close. So close that I almost felt her breath on my face. God, I want to kiss her so bad right now. This was the perfect chance, but I couldn’t. I have a girlfriend.
“Is it?” She whispered back. I felt my stomach start to flip, once again. It seems to do that a lot these days.
“Very,” I replied. Time seemed to move slowly, not that I minded.
She stayed looking at me.
If you keep looking at me like that I might go insane, I thought. Her phone began to ring. I pulled myself from her eyes, stepping back from her and handing her the big, brown poetry book. She took it, also grabbing her phone from her back pocket. She turned it off, picking her phone back up in the safety of her jeans.
“Who was that?”
“My mom,” she replied. “We should probably get going now.” She walked past me, speedily walking to the front of the library to check out the books. I hope I didn’t freak her out or anything. I really hope I didn’t.
Y/n’s pov
Mom texted me a few times after I declined her call. She had asked where I was and when I was going to be home. I shut off my phone, placing it in my lap. The stack of books in the backseat of my car were almost to the top of the seat. Chris had helped me carry them to my car.
Now, I was driving him home. He sat awkwardly in the passenger seat. I noticed he had fiddled his thumbs a few times. Something people do when they’re nervous.
“You okay?” I questioned him. I kept my gaze on the road ahead of me.
“Yeah, I’m fine.'' I glanced at him briefly.
“Okay.. If I did something to upset you, you’d tell me right?”
“You didn’t do anything, Y/n. I guess I’m just upset our little adventure is coming to an end.”
I giggled at his statement.
“Come on, silly. Don’t be upset over spilled milk. We can hang out another day if you want. I just need to get home to my mother. I need to make sure she’s doing alright. I hope you understand.”
He nodded his head knowingly towards me. We ended up not talking the rest of the ride to his house. The music playing from my speakers was barely noticeable, but it left a good atmosphere between us.
Chris had told me every turn to take until it was the final one into his driveway. Chris had a nice, big house. One that his parents must have worked very hard for.
“Thank you for today, Y/n. I had fun.” He looked at me before grabbing his bag off the passenger floor.
“Me too, Chris. Me too.”
He opened the door and before shutting it, he said, “Text me when you get home so I know you made it safe. And be careful, it’s late.”
It was now 9. We spent the whole evening together. A few hours at the cafe and library and about an hour drive to his house.
“I will, have a good night, Chris.”
He smiled at me and shut the door. I waited for him to get to his front door before beginning to pull out of his driveway. Before I could though, I noticed him wave goodbye to me. I waved back, then headed home for the night.
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When I got home, mom wasn’t there. She was probably at the bar again. I sighed and went to my room. I grabbed some clothes and went to my bathroom, getting ready for my shower. I picked up my phone off my bedside table and opened Chris’s messages. I sent him a quick text.
I’m home and I made it safely. Not even 10 seconds later, I heard my phone ding.
Thank God. I was starting to think you got kidnapped or something. I smiled at his message. I walked into the bathroom once again, running the shower on warm water. That would have sucked, wouldn't it?
100%. Then who would I talk to in 3rd hour? Me, myself, and I? I don’t think so.
I put my phone down on the counter by my sink. I stripped out of my clothes before picking it back up.
If I were you I’d love to talk to myself lol. I waited for a text back for a few minutes, but not one came. I’m going to take a shower. I’ll text you when I’m out.
I shut off my phone and stepped into the warm water. I needed this shower so bad. Today was very, very long.
When I finished showering, I put on my clothes and grabbed my phone. I went to my bed, getting under the covers and shutting off my light. I checked my messages. He still hadn’t responded.
It’s nothing, Y/n. Don’t get attached. Don’t wait for his messages. And definitely don’t be upset when he doesn’t text back.
I wanted to send him another text message, but I didn’t want to seem desperate. I ended up sending him another one anyway. A simple, Goodnight, Chris. Don’t let the bed bugs bite. I internally cringed. Why did I send that?
I shut off my phone and flipped over onto my side. It was time to get some rest. I had work tomorrow and it was already 10. I shut my eyes but when I did, the memory of Chris leaning over me at the library replayed in my head. I thought about what could have happened if my mom hadn’t called me at that moment. What that would have led to. I ended up falling asleep thinking about that.
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HELLO, HUMANS!!
HELLO, I AM PRESTON, PRESTON. NOT "cLoNe RiGgY", "RaGgY" OR "PaStA mAn" THATS STUPID. GROW UP... ANYWAYS
I USE HE/HIM PRONOUNS
I WORK FOR THE BOSS!! IM AGAINST THOSE STUPID SHORTS CREATORS AND ESPECIALLY THE STUPID PAPER BOY AND HIS DUMB RABBIT MONKEY FRIEND.. TEAM CLONES!!
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#ANTI RIGGY POST - I HATE THAT FREAK!
#ASK PRESTON - ANCWERING CRAP
#PRESTONS ADORATION TO THE ALMIGHT BOSS - LISTEN TO ME TALK ABOUT OUR ALMIGHTY GOD THE BOSS!!
#ANTI PAPER BOY POST - BASHING ON THE STUPID PAPER BOY
#MY COWORKER IS SO DUMB - DD, MY COWORKER, IS EMO AND CANT WRITE SCRIPTS (BUT I ALSO BE NICE TO HIM SOME PEOPLE ON HERE *COUGH COUGH* THE SIMPS SCARE HIM)
#PRESTONS OWN POST - ALL OF MY POSTS THAT I MAKE WILL HAVE THIS TAG
#WORRIED ABOUT MY FANS - WHY DO YOU GUYS DO THIS?? ARE YOU OKAY?? SHOULD I HIRE A THERAPIST???
#PRESTONS LIFE UPDATE - IRL ME TALKS ABOUT IMPORTANT STUFF, MIGHT HAVE TW SO LOOK OUT (SRS OUT OF CHARACTER TAG)
#I HATE M!A!S: M!A!S OTHERWIZE KNOWN AS MAGIC ANONS ARE ANONS WHO ARE LITTLE SHVT HEADS WHO DONT KNOW HOW TO BE KIND AND RESPECT ME!! THEY LIKE PULLING PRNSKS ONE ME AND I HATE ETHEMMM!!!! I HATE THEEMMMm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
#NOT PRESTON HERE - IRL ME SAYS STUFF, MIGHT BE OC UPDATES, MIGHT BE SHOUTOUTS STUFF LIKE THAT (NOT SRS OUT OF CHARACTER TAG)
AVPBITCH SHOULD GO FVCKING DIE: I HATE ANTI VPN!! THEY EXPLODE MY CM THEN THE FACILITY THEN THEY JUST HAVE SO MUCH SASS AND THEY THINK THEY ARE A GOD!! THEY SHOULD DIE!! THEY FILL ME WITH SO MUCH RAGE AND THEY REFUSE TO LET ME KILL THEM!!
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WUSS ANON: THE ONE THAT MAKES ME SOUND EMO AND DPRESSED LIKE DD
DD FAN ANON: PRETTY COOL PERSON, IM PRETTY SURE THEY LIKE DD MORE THEN ME BUT THATS OKAY BECAUSE THEY STILL ARE ON THE CLONES SIDE
DD SIMP ANON: HELP THEY TRIED HAVING S3X WITH MY COWORKER SOS SOS SOS
ME SIMP ANON 1/2/3: WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS ONE?!??! WHY DO PEOPLE FIND ME HOT?!?!? I AM A EVIL CLONE OF A RABBIT MONKEY NOT SOME ULTRA SEXY MAN!!
UNPLEASANT ANON: THEY SEEM OKAY... BAD COLOR SCHEME.
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THATS ALL MY ADORING FANS AND OR POOR, SAD, HATERS
AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA
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OMGGG CONGRATS ON 1K EUMY MY LOVE!!! im beyond words that describe happy for u ur such a sweetheart u deserve it sm<3 I SAW THE SCRAPBOOKS POST AND ID LOVE A SHOTO TODOROKI ONE!!!! 💗
im an enfp so im a loud extrovert, and i try to make sure ppl dont feel awkward or embarrassed around me bc im 10x worse HAHA 😭 i have insane attachment issues like i was crying so hard when my friend ignored me for a day. big lover with big emotions, hopefully that counts as an emotional intelligent person hehe<3
i am also a complete art kid and i never stop drawing, im also in choir and stage band so im basically all of the above (except sports. does watching haikyuu count?🤔) HAHAHAHA
id love a little description about our dynamic or something!!🥹 and be free w ur colour palette and do what u think deems best 🗣️!!! a song would be velvet ring by big thief, one of my favs rn<3
THANK USM EUMY UR THE SWEETEST AND ONCE AGAIN CONGRATUALTIONS ON THAT DESERVED 1K!!!
ᯓ★ SHOTO + SAKU!
★ Todoroki Shouto hated did not like you at first. The first time you two met in U.A., not once did he glance in your direction. Don’t take it too personally, he’s battling inner turmoil stemming from his complicated family life and upbringing.
★ Skipping to when he does warm up to the rest of the class, he still keeps his distance from them as he tries to test the waters. Now, you, dear Saku, are the first to invite him to have lunch together via the crumpled paper you left on his desk during free period (he almost threw it in the trash, but he telephatically felt your distress thought it might contain something important, so he decided to read it). He accepts, of course.
★ Lunch together was awkward, but Todoroki appreciates your effort to fill in his shortcomings in the conversation. So to say, he just listens to you while you ramble about anything and everything.
★ When he gets home that night, he definitely tells Fuyumi that someone invited him to eat together at lunch, and that it was nice. He doesn’t realize that he kept your note neatly folded in his wallet.
★ Do you know the concept of personal space? Todoroki does not. Whenever you’re doing something, whether it’s doodling or writing notes, he will peer over and check whatever it is that you’re doing. Completely unaware that he, too, has attachment issues (trust).
★ “Am I too close? I’m sorry, I didn’t notice.” And you guys were inches from kissing each other!
★ Romantically, it takes him a long time to understand that what he was feeling is clearly not platonic anymore. But when he does realize thus, he skips the steps in his head and wants to spend the rest of his days with you (you’re not even dating yet, and he’s already thinking of the future ten years later). Todoroki’s hesitant to engage in a romantic relationship because he thinks that you deserve someone who wouldn’t hesitate to court you and love you openly (he’s worried that he’ll end up like his father).
★ The initial dynamic is someone who talks a lot and the other listens (with the most lovestruck eyes yet still unnoticeable). When you do get into a relationship, he’ll still treat you just like when you were friends, but with a bit more effort to show you how much he cares. Acts of service & Quality Time are his love languages. This man is your ride-or-die forever and would go through lengths just to spend time with you (cue to Todoroki just appearing by your side whenever you’re not busy).
★ Whenever Todoroki talks to other people, it’ll always be, “Oh, where are Saku and the others?” You will always be the first person that comes out of his mouth, an unconscious habit of his.
★ Matching bag charms, candid photos (of him, mostly), handwritten notes that are passed to each other during class, enjoying each other’s company even if you two are just walking to the cafeteria together or him waiting for you to tie your shoelaces (he does them himself further into the relationship), finding out that Todoroki kept most of the things you gave him (especially your little notes and doodles), and the tips of his ears turn a bit reddish whenever he’s flustered—and you’re the only one to notice because it only happens when he’s with you.
#‹ 📓 ⸝⸝#“little description” proceeds to write a whole drabble-ish fic#I GOT CARRIED AWAY SAKU I’M SORRY (not)#saku and todoroki oml i shall die on this hill happily#the otp that had me rolling in my bed#i yapped too close to the sun i fear (deserved)#𓏲ׂ 📮₊˚ʾʾ#𓏲ׂ from: sweetheartsaku₊˚ʾʾ
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Court me on the court♡;
Chapter 3; Attempted murder
Right after you sent that message, you made your way to the gym, opening the door.
The scene in front of you was messy, a red faced jisung on the floor with a nosebleed and messy hair, with his teammates all surrounding him on the floor, chenle and hyuck laughing, mark jeni and jaemin looking worried and renjun just standing there annoyed.
Coach ran to you
"What the fuck happened here?" You question still processing the scene infront if you,
"Uh, could you take jisung to the nurse?" Coach asks you
"Uhm sure..." you reply before walking towards the others.
They each attempt to open their mouths, before you stop them "just- dont say anything I'll take jisung to the nurse you say before picking jisung up
The way to the nurse was quiet besides a few "you ok?" From you and some small nods from jisung
When you reached the office, there was a small sign on the door reading: "Nurse is not here, but feel free to enter for needed supplies o(^o^)o (but please write down name and supplies used)". You took the key attached to a little cupboard by the door and unlocked the door.
You push the door open and walk through with jisung walking behind you
"Sit on the bed." "Huh?" "Sit on the bed. The nurse isn't here, so i have to get you patched up myself"
Jisung finally listens and sits down on the little bed
You tilt his head a bit forward, touching his skin a bit
"Are you ok? You're a bit warm, oh, and a bit red too, I'llget you an ice pack for the pain too" you say
Jisung just sits there, red, and not saying anything
"Also, keep your head down and pinch your nose bridge. It helps with the bleeding." You say while getting the ice pack and writing down your name, and the item borrowed on the little paper on the table
"O-oh ok" jisung quietly responds
"Your nosebleed stopped!" You say while smiling."Let's get back now"
Jisung just nods and follows behind.
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A/n: IM BACK. UGH I FORGOT HOE TI WRITE
#nct dream#nct dream x reader#nct dream fluff#nct dream imagines#nct x reader#nct dream scenarios#park jisung#park jisung x reader#jisung park x reader#park jisung smau#jisung smau#nct dream smau#nct smau#kpop smau#smau#nct jisung#nct imagines#jisung nct#nct x you#nct dream texts#nct jisung x reader#park jisung imagine#jisung x reader#park jisung imagines
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Meet The Writer Tag
thanks for the tag @mjparkerwriting :)
Three facts about me:
Instead of growing, I started shrinking—I went from 5’4 to 5’2 over the course of 3 years.
I’ve had 4 near death experiences, with one resulting in a trip to the hospital. DONT WORRY IM PERFECTLY FINE 😭😭
I’m very accident prone, but I’ve never broken or fractured any of my bones.
Favorite season: Fall and spring. Fall because it’s cold, but not cold enough to the point where I have to sleep with a hoodie and a heater, and spring because where I’m from, it tends to rain a lot during the spring.
Continent where I live: North America
How I spend my time:
Listening to music
Studying / doing assignments
Reading (mostly manga, manhwas and manhuas though 😬)
Watching TV / Movies
Drawing
Scrolling through TikTok / Tumblr
Going through YouTube
Writing
Watching / practicing volleyball (i used to play varsity, but i don’t have the time to play as much nowadays)
Are you published? I remember in high school, we had to write a short story and a poem for the school paper, but I don’t know if it was ever published or not. I don’t think it was though, so nope.
Introvert or Extrovert? I’m an introvert cursed with a group of extroverted friends who are constantly trying to push me out of my comfort zone. I still love them tho lol
Favorite Food: I grew up in a Haitian household, so most of my meals had some sort of meat, so maybe chicken or beef. But I also really like takeout and Popeye’s lmao
gently tagging: @fleurtygurl @kae-luna @wisteriaxxviolet and anyone else who wants to do this!!
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NICOLE I SAW YOU POSTING AND REMEMBERED I HADNT SENT IN MT OPINION OF THE NEW MLB MEGUMI ADDITION I WAS LIKE SHITTTTT
But erm
OH MY GOD. IT WAS JSUT. IT WAS JUST SO SWEET. I LITERALLY LOVE JUST LIKE THE FUN MOMENT WITH THE FOUR OF THEM — READER, GUMI, OUR BEST FRIEND AND YUUJI 🙏🥹 GENUINELY ONE OF MY FAV PARTS OF THE WHOLE SERIES HONESTLY, I LOVE IT.
BUT ALSO JUST READER AND GUMI? THEYRE SO WHOLESOME AND SWEET AND PERFECT AND AHHHH. ME AND WHO IRL??? CUZ LIKE WHY AM I STILL ALONE ALWAYS. BUT AT LEAST I HAVE YOUR FICS 😍😍😍
GIGGLED AT YOU CALLING ME GUMI 😭😭 But you should NOT be staying up that late to study 🫵☹️ GET YOUR BEAUTY REST NICCCC :((
BUT I LOVE YOU TOO KAY 🥹🥹
also you studying and calling me ur gumi made me think of gumi and reader staying up late to study… maybe exam stress? I need him so bad that I’m projecting… it’s okay guys. WE WILL LIVE WONT WE NIC???
Cough cough.
Once again, sincerely 🦋 <3
NOOOOOO BECAUSE YOURE SOOO MFFF RIIGGHHTTTT !!! THEIR LOVE IS JUST SO FUCKING TOOTH ROTTINGLY SWEET AND LOVELY AND SOFT AND IT MAKES ME WANNA LAY ON MY LOCAL TRAIN TRACKS AND WAIT FOR THE INEVITABLE BRO !!!! 😭😭😭 i hope scientists in the future come up with a way to get 2d men off paper man or else in gonna fawkin LOSE IT !!!!! 👎
BAHAHA STOPPP ITTTTTT bye i already know and am PRAYING for you to find your own personal cute little gumi and i need you to take NOTHING LESSSSSS !!!!!! I MEAN ITTTT !!!
AND HAHAHAHAH NOO ITS OKAY DONT WORRY BABY i am a MEGGGAAAA night owl af thats usually when i operate and feel so alive 🫦🫦🫦 so my studying usually runs at night from like 8 pm to 5 am LOOOOLLLL 😻😻😻 but its ok bc im butt chugging delicious celcius’s and writing fics for you guys in between each break HEHEHEHE 😝😝😝
AND NO DUDE I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT CONCEPT COOOONSTANTLY AND SOMEONE ACTUALLY SENT IN A REQUEST FOR IT THAT I WAS SAVING FOR A DRABBLE !!!! so i will in fact be indulging in the near future bc i need gumi’s comfort over the education system pounding me but not in a nice way 😻😻😻
AND OMG I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY AND EXCITED THAT YOU STARTED THIS MY LOOOVEEEE !!! i think you should start with putting out just little drabbles of different scenarios of your oc’s to kind of introduce them in a way and what their dynamic is like heee heee <333 BUT ANYTHING YOU WANNA DO IS GREAT EVEN A FULL FLEDGED FIC IS WONDERFUL AS WELL !!! AND ALSO !!! please remember to be patient with yourself when some days writing is harder than others !!!! there is no time limit for putting out beautiful stories and i want you to really relish in that and not stress or give up 🥹🥹🥹
MWAAAHHHH I LOVE YOU SO MUUCHHHH !!! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN !!!
TAKE CARE !!! <3333
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History paper 2
Gcse rambles
For context i did: Edexel Superpower relations in the Cold War and Elizabeathen England
Man i feel bad for students who had PE, Spanish AND History today that must've been hard, i barely handled the one.
Anyways our history teacher did NOT teach us any elizabeth. He taught us enquiry one and then we had half term to study and learn enquiry 2 and 3 on our own! From scratch! I was busy all half term so i didnt have time and had to learn it all in the past three days!!! I only just finished covering all the material for the first time this morning in science because i asked my teacher if i could do hostory revision instead =_=
But i revised good today, i spent the first 2 periods going over the last of elizabeth then going over cold war again and covered the prague spring (which im so glad cuz out teacher never taught us that and it was 8 marks, and i taught and learned myself what it was today for the first time in that lesson) and then i was revising during break, just going over it all and blurting all my revision cards jnto a different notebook and then maths i took a vreak but the period after i was back at the grind and then the exam time started. (Also forgot to mention that our teacher never told us whhat tge exam paper would look like so we were going un completely blind, lol)
And i COOKED (i think, it was probably mediokre =_=) but those questions were all BLESSINGS oh my i think i did well, i remembered to use key words like "marriage of convenience" and "mutually assured destruction" and dates and i hope those gain me marks.
But that exam is way too long for no reason. Im not kidding i took a 5-10min break between EVERY question and i still had over 30 mins at the end of just sitting there 0.0 i even wrote way slower than usual cuz i couldnt bring myself to write cuz i was so tired. Its the first exam so far where ive had a decent amount of extra time at the end 0.0
Nazi Germany is the last paper, and its my worst unit and im worried cuz i want that 7 i unexpectedly got in the mocks for my priddeeee (if i dont, the examiners are homophobic)
But no exams tomorrow! Im tempted to just not come into school but my mum will probably force me =_=
Here are some memes:
#i do a little ramble#gcse#gcses#gcse 2024#gcses 2024#gcse history#cold war#studyblr#school#exam#exams#exam season#meme#memes#gcse meme#gcse memes
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My Only Love
Tw: none :3
Genre: fluff ?
pairing: geto x reader (gender neutral pronouns)———————————————————————
HELLO THERE BEFORE THIS STORY STARTS I JUST WANTED TO SAY IM A NEW WRITER AND IF YOU HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS ON WHAT I CAN IMPROVE I WOULD REALLY BE GRATEFUL AND NOW ONTO THE THE STORY HOPE U ENJOY :3
“Remember the first time we meet?" (IS THAT A NANA REFERENCE!?) Suguru asked from behind as he wrapped his arms around your waist and placed his chin on your shoulder
“of course love how could I forget"
You replied as you turned around to give him a peck on the cheek
(2 years ago)
The day you meet him the love of your life, you where working at your job in a coffee shop as a barista
"It's raining pretty hard don't you think So Y/N"?
Your coworker asked
“Yeah I guess so”
“Guess sale's will be pretty slow today”
You replied as you stretched a bit
“I'll be back Y/N need to use the restroom"
Your coworker said as she scurried to the employees restroom
"fine just hurry up don't take to long like u did last time”
you replied with a frustrated tone
“OK DONT WORRY BE BACK IN A MINUTE”
your coworker yelled as they closed the door
"yeah in a minute my ass”
You though to yourself
then all of a sudden you where brought back to your sense's as you heard the bell on the door chime
A tall man approached the counter his face had sharp features that could pierce threw you while his eyes were brown with a hue of yellow that made them look like honey
“What would u like today sir?”
You asked the man with a polite tone
“Not sure what would you recommend?”
The man replied his voice deep yet soothing which sent a sort of shiver down you spine
“Well I would recommend a iced coffee”
you told the man
"That sound nice give me an iced coffee then”
the man replied
"right away, any name for the order?”
you asked
“Geto… Geto Suguru yeah"
Geto replied
*Even his name is as beautiful as him* you though to yourself as you prepared his order while taking short glances every chance you got
"your order is done sir”
You told Geto as you handed him his drink
“How much would I owe you beautiful”
he said with a teasingly tone
Your cheeks became flushed as you heard those words come out of his mouth
He noticed your reaction and a slight smirk formed on his face
"It's… Ito going to… to be $5.50"
you stuttered as you replied still flushed by his words earlier
he handed you the money, as he was about to leave he took out a piece of paper and pen he proceeded to write down something on the small piece of paper
“Call me later beautiful I would like to get to know you better”
he said this as he handed the small piece of paper to you
you stayed in shock as you tried to process what had just happened
"What the hell happened to you why are you so flushed and worked up all of a sudden?”
your coworker said as they patted down their hands on their apron
"you won't believe what just happened”
To be continued :3?
(was planning to make this a short story but I guess this is what happens when you really put your everything into something)
probably will do another part depends if I’m lazy or not also this was made for my pookie since it’s her man :3
SEE YOU SOON OR NOT :3
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sometimes i worry that the current collection of fics i have published on ao3 give off the impression that im primarily someone interested in m/m ships and only incidentally interested in writing about female characters, when in reality what you see on ao3 is Basically all the asoryuu fic i had in my system & going forward about 2/3 of my current wips are either genfic centering on female characters or femslash, i just havent had much time to finish Anything in the last 6 months besides my fic for tgaaizine. anyway this isnt to say im not ever gonna write asoryuu again, more that like. my fic writing process and my academic paper writing process are driven by basically the same impulse, which is Having Something to Say about a Topic and wanting to make an argument for my perspective in the most effective manner possible. this is why i generally tend towards character studies (besides the fact that i'm just starting to learn how to write plots well), i like to use fic to put forward a particular character/relationship interpretation while also filling in the gaps that canon left. & so basically the deal with asoryuu is that i'm still obsessed with their whole fucking deal but i have also basically Made All My Points about them, so i dont have much impulse to write anything with them at the center atm, although i have wips with them as an important secondary relationship or things like the kazuma pov fics i have in progress where asoryuu is definitely Happening to one degree or another but the relationship is also just one in a web of other important relationships in kazuma's life rather than the central focus of the plot. anyway i think i mostly wrote this to procrastinate on an actual assignment i have to go finish now. god willing i finish this tonight and can write about girls kissing over break
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Yeye! That’s totally fair! I’m learning more and more about all the papas and starting to slowly get a hang of all their personalities and what they’re like, etc. (I’m fairly new to ghost) The ghouls are all so cuteeee i love dew too! Dew and swiss are the cuties <3
Heheheh yesss he’d have so many lectures for his son that would be so embarrassing but as a result i like to think that his kids turn out to be a real charmer + gentleman as well. I can just imagine Secondo threatening any of his daughter’s future partners, he’s definitely the type to worry after her and be a little *too* nosy.
Im gonna combine the last ask about the penpals <3
Yessss getting to know each other through letters, and you become the one person Secondo feels like he can talk to honestly, who is just as hyped about his passions, who gives advice that he doesn’t know how to ask anyone else.
And aww yeah his brothers would tease the heck outta him, but eventually he manages to get himself to talk to you, and you– who doesn’t know who he is yet, at first is very scared as to why papa is suddenly talking to you. You’re nothing special, you’re just another sibling of sin.
You mention this in your next letter to your secret penpal and Secondo reads it and is like,,, blown away by how you think you’re not special. He then proceeds to write a whole essay about the things he thinks make you special and tells you to give yourself more credit– to be more confident.
He ends the letter by telling you he adores you for the first time; and from this point your letters begin to become romantic and flirty and cute and the two of you hang onto each and every word you write to each other.
(also!! I posted the work! I also tagged you <3 i might still come into your inbox as love letter tho since its not my main blog and i dont think i can send asks through my sideblog? ;v; (i can also just reblog and respond directly on my sideblog, let me know if you have a preference?)
-loveletter <3 (earthry)
Imagine!!! He comes up to you in his paint and robes and you're honestly terrified, whole heartedly believing you're in trouble. I mean why else would a Papa come gliding (I hc that they look like they're gliding when they walk in their robes, especially Secondo, for some reason) up to you in full Papal regalia, if not to give you the scolding of a life time?
But instead he speaks in a low, husky voice. He asks for your name, what you think of... the weather? It's almost a little silly. But what else can he say to someone so lovely, and under such unique circumstances?
He runs your ribbon through his fingers before he bids you farewell, leaving you breathless. Your friends giggle and whisper in delight, preening you as you blush.
Like you said, you unknowingly tell him about it that night, about his odd behavior, about how breathtaking he was, in appearance and intimidation, and he laughs, but then, he doesn't. Because like you said, you're speaking so coldly about yourself.
He strokes the paper softly with his thumb, imagining your cheek, and resolves to write, in sweeping calligraphy, of the beauty of your soul; how this mystery correspondent would know you anywhere... anywhere. And that someday soon... they might.
The next time he sees you, you pass like planets, orbiting, turning around one another, stopping on the opposites sides of the way you came, like a waltz, and you know it's him without knowing how. He catches your ribbon again.
"... Un bel nastro…... devi essere profondamente adorato…"
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YEAH I WAS LIKE i will not speak about this BUT I KINDA STILL IN THIS how you can ignore so much stuff that you can put there. As always, i rewatch the episode because i never trust myself with “only one watch” even with very problematic or “not that fun to watch” media. As always - my writing post like this is messy.
TW suicide mention, i will talk about Ruby again A LOT.
1. - This whole scene with Jaune is extremely strange and Weiss telling the stuff that Rudy need to hear kinda? Its a Rudy who did big mistake and fall pretty deep. But no, Weiss telling that “even the best huntsman in the history...they all lost. But they still incredible brave. And good.” (remember this part, i will mention later) after Jaune told that “i was being selfish because i wanned to rush of rescuing someone...and i got that there”? Im still not sure what this scene was truing to tell us outside of pushing Jaune into accepting that yes, those who live in this world need to ascending to progress and be better (we will skip this whole “ascending is have to much death parallels more that rebirth maybe” and will just say that okay this is how this world work and ascending is just a part for one, who is from Ever After. Also remember this part, i will talk about this later.) and that yes viewers you got this right - Jaune was so worry about losing more people and have this hard desire for rescuing someone that he make paper start trying to self harm and to be suicidal (”..breaking from our physical forms so that the winds will care us back to the tree”). Do what ever you want with this information.
2.- This is kinda “they have to do this for plot” but...for getting closer to the tree you have to accept that ascending is a part of this world. This is the rule for every living creature in this world, who was made for this world, and the only exception is a Jabberwalker, who can destroy you. So...why WBY didnt get to the tree/door after episode 7? They told to Jaune that ascending is what paper pleaser want and Jaune need to give them what they want. They ALREADY accept that this is important for this world. This world want really badly to Jaune also getting with WBY to the door?
3.- If acceptance is what the tree want and we all on this whole “ascending is good thing” why tree just...not kick Yang after she start to tear out leaves from Ruby's statue? I know its kinda nitpicking but~
4.- We having a moment when Yang finally start to be upset that hey...this is something wrong with Rudy and we have to do something with it. First of all - why not put something like this at the start of this episode? You still can have your “omg lets hug Jaune)))))” but at least at the start of the episode we will have SOMETHING that will not have this vibe that they do not care at all and only after they got there they like “oh wait RUBY”. Second - i really dont like that r/wby cant have “a moment”. When they like...have a moment when they like “hey we fuck up pretty badly fuck what we have to do with it???”. After Yang tell that “what if she will not be Ruby anymore when she come back out” and Blake just...drop this “maybe its not for us to decide”. And before that Weiss was like “We done everything what we can. Now its up to Rudy...what ever happens next we have to welcome that”. SOOOO HM I HAVE A NUMBER OF THE PROBLEMS.
Ever After rules somehow apply to creatures from not this world and characters is like think that its will absolutely work with Ruby. They sure for 100% that she will come back and not just stay in tree statue. That she will come back with changes and they have to accept this because its her chose, which is...
Was not her decision. She did this not because she was thinking that “i fulfill my goal, like paper pleaser, now i have to find the way for getting better”. She did this not because “if i will do this i will got superpowers”. She did this because she was so tired to be herself and want to just make, what Roman illusion told her - reset that will make world better, because she will not be in this world anymore. She did this do destroy herself and even Neo, who also didnt know how this whole thing will work, and was thinking that Ruby kill herself and now she dont know what to do.
ALSO ABOUT NEO. Neo torture her to make this decision. Its not like Alyx, who “after talking to the tree (WITHOUT DRINKING ANY TEA OR EATING THE LEAF FROM THE TREE, MIND YOU) she decide to fix everything what she broken in the Ever After” DID decide to be better. Its not like Paper Pleasers who decide that “they have to ascend because we want to progress”. No, Neo beat her up with her illusions of people, who important to Ruby one way and another until she was covered in bruises and wounds, and Neo kill Little to MAKE Ruby to decide drink tea that will make her “not to be in this world anymore”.
With all this “its Ruby decision and not someone.” that on paper sound like a nice message, with this contect of what was with Ruby...this is...not cool at all. Its sound like...if person decide to do something, that will destroy them or will change them forever, its not...something that have to be just “its just her decision”. I dont think that...its a good message??? That if you do something with yourself that hardcore people will just...okay with this and will be like “oh yeah its was just her decision we have to just be welcoming with what she did and what will happens next with her”??? And when you will do something with yourself - everybody will almost fully chill about this and be like “yeah this her decision”?????? And people who worry about you need to just chill out like immediately because “its her decision, this is what it is”?????????? Just in case for anyone - people who is depress and suicidal do not “choose” to be depress and have suicidal thoughts. This is not “Ruby decide to do something that will change her one way and another and this is HER decision”. This is was about “Ruby was depress, got torture into something, that she was thinking will “make world better without her” and got into something, that will do something with her.”
Also no Weiss. This is was not enough. For a whole volume WBY was trying to ask Ruby if she okay, but never was trying to push this question forward. Its was just “hey are you okay” with no progress forward, even know they can see that Ruby IS not okay. Not when they was having a time to talk, not when they get free time to talk after busy time they did not push anything. Its fine give people some time to think and be alone, but if this is your only way to deal with someone problem especially when the situation is atypical and it's not just “this is normal for her to behave like this, give her some time, its always help”. I saw people saying that “hey they didnt have time to talk about this forward/WBY didnt saw any problems”. But they DID have time to talk with her? There was moments when you can give us more moments, when characters was pushing question “are you okay” forward or give us a moments when they at least let Ruby know they are still with her and support her. We can still have Ruby break and fall, but at least we will believe more that yes, they are was trying to do something or let Ruby know that “hey we your team and we always with you!” but they were always distracted by something serious. Because now its sound like another “We did mistake, it is what it is” because i have a hard time to believe that they will change interaction with Ruby after all this or try to apologies to not be with her, when she was in need of them the most in the final episode.
I can try to imaging that writers was writing that “no matter what will Ruby do, WBY will always support her in her journey.” but...because how episode 8 end and what did Ruby with herself, that was not really “her doing this” but “Neo push her to do this”, this is not exactly work.
(I going to rant but - i just cant understand how from what they saw in the mansion they just quickly decide that if she rn in the tree that mean she will change just like paper pleasers. Like...you SURE about this? You sure she will be back? You sure she will be change at all? How hard she will change? Is she will remember something? What about her wounds after a “fight” with Neo? What if Neo did something before that? What can we do to prevent that? Its just...they so simple accepted the fact that Ruby in the tree, this tea just send her to the tree and its will work exactly the same on her. Also nobody was even thinking about Little. They body was just right with Ruby and nobody even question if they alright or if they didnt saw they body, they didnt ask “OH WAIT, WHAT ABOUT LITTLE?”. Just because they didnt help you to much you don't even have to think about them, Little the last one who was with Ruby.)
5. - Can i just ask small thing - is this whole “this is simplistic understanding or the tree”. Is this another “we self aware and you think too little about our ideas” like what they was having with Curios Cat when they start to speak about some plotpoints in R/WBY story? Or i read too much there? Its probably just me.
6. - I mostly like how Ruby and Blacksmith scenes. Some moment in they dialogs sound nice, i already told about “not enough” part. And in general stuff what Ruby talking about is stuff, that you can find relatable for one part and another. Not be enough, trying to hard to be something, that you dont have to be. You dont have to be all those things that you most likely idealized or wrote impossible plans for yourself which you cannot reach so immediately without stumbling or so impossible for everyone. You dont have to be perfect. This is nice message and the nice story for character to have. People love stories like this and i also love stuff like this. But...it not working fully, when you start think about this and not just “she just like me!”. This cant be just simple story about Ruby be unperfect? We have so many moments when Ruby did mistakes or tried to get what she wants without listening to anyone. Yes she IS the youngest in the team, yes her whole backstory and experience have all right to her to tell us that “i try so hard but im just tired of everything”. But this story dont want tell us a story about going through mistakes. Because she and her team and partly Jaune did mistake in Atlas. But “all huntsman have a moment when they fall, but that doesn't mean they're bad.” Writers, you CAN have both. You can tell us a story about Ruby “stopping believe that she needs to be perfect and if she did mistake to stop and never try again” AND story about “through trauma and dealing with the mistakes she made”. You can have both cakes and eat them both (c). There is a chance that maybe, JUST MAYBE this topic will be brought up, but the next episode will be 20+ minutes long (from what Eddy hinted to us), we need to deal with NekoNeo and Jaune fall at the end of the episode and maybe see Vacuo.
7. - I dont...have specific opinion about Summer scenes and the fact that yes, Alyx was not great person, but got to talk with tree (WITHOUT EVEN DO SOMETHING WITH HERSE-) and then got killed by Curios Cat. Her brother got out without her sister and probably write a story about her in mostly positive way. That all, this part just exists. Its just simple there. Also Neo cant go back to Remrant because “she dont have purpose anymore in that world”. Sooo...Neo dont want to do anything with Cinder anymore? Like, at all? She in this world because Cinder betrayal. Yeah she got opportunity to make Ruby suffer and dance with Roman illusion, but...did she really dont want to do anything with Cinder? After all work she done for her and after all what Cinder shittalk about her and did to her? Really? Like at all? She just chill about that? Also Yang punch corrupted copies of Ruby pretty fast, like almost no fear. And Weiss make Jaune fall sooo he probably dead and also in the tree?
So what we have?
We have confirmation that yes, this whole tea story? Suicide - IS solution for you problems because you will have a chance to be who what ever you want. People who important to you? They will chill about this because this is YOUR DECISION. No matter how this story about Ruby “ascension” will end - we have episodes 8 and 9 that portrait this as a positive suicide with broken some rules about how portrait suicide in media. No matter is this was accidentally and nobody in the team did not saw this as a suicide, but as a “growing up”, or they SAW this as a suicide and STILL decide that its will be great to show this as a one of the epic ways to develop Ruby story. This is not the first time when they choose the “cool” way to show something or tell the story in the ways that not that simple and you cant just write without nuance. Those parts is not simple and cool, no matter if you portrait this as a literally or metaphorically. It was repeated many times that they need specialists in the team who will monitor how this or that difficult topic is shown in the series. Or study these topics before writing about them if you dont want to pay for extras in writing room.
Easy solution for heavy parts. WBY dont have to react too much about Ruby because they already full on think that “hey she will return we will just wait and see what ever will happens to her because its her decision” + they have to help Jaune after he see paper pleaser. RWBY do not need to work with the trauma or mistake that they done. They already decide that “hey everybody do mistakes, there is no perfect huntsman! So we dont have to be perfect!”. “This story is simplify too much” character told us about Ever After story and then we got that “Alyx is evil but not really after talking with the tree and then she got killed by Cat”. I love that idea on paper that Cat repeat what “they creator” done to them - betrays those who try to leave them and repeat mistakes, but im not sure its something that was done on purpose? Anyway i got offtopic.
Its really hard to like this episode at all especially if you have a problem with how they're trying to write Ruby's story. You can be like me who is like “oh i love soundtrack in there and how this scenes with Rudy sound” but them those gigantic moments like a lack of\too much chill reaction from WBY and even if Yang got to react later - WB shut her up pretty fast with “this is not for us to decide” and “we have to welcome her with what ever will happens to her”.
Another messy post. I probably forget something, mess out something or just dont want to even talk about something because i...dont even know what was that or some people already tell better what problem is there (I think especially with the parts about Jaune and Weiss, i just have zero interest in shipping nuance as long as it's not an explicit relationship like Ren and Nora or Yang and Blake.). But this episode...trigger to much stuff in my brain.
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i saw that you animate using krita? i use krita too but im not really familiar with how to. animate. at all. i was just wondering how you do it (like basic steps or smth!!) you dont have to reply to this ask at all if its annoying tho!!
hoho yes ifc i love talking about myself and the things i do hehehe★★★
still i dont guarantee any type of quality bc 1. Im bad at explaining things in general 2. im no english grammar expert haha 3. tbh the only parts of krita i understand are the basic animations, i dont even know how to configure the cube haha and 4. it's 1AM, it's the second time i write all of this bc i did ctrl+z in accident and 90% of the mf post dissapeared and im goddam furious hahahaha.
now, with no more further ado, lets begin with my class!
First of all, i recommend you to save your workspace and put the Animation one that come by default, right here:
Looks a little messy, right? Worry not! Just configure everything in the Dockers until you're satisfied: (yes i dont have windows activated, fightme microsoft)
Now, i always use the default Animation Template (Animation-Japanese-En), but they usually come with lots of layers/groups that we don't really need, so i always delete them until the Layout Paper is the only group. Then i create a group for the Characters and another layer for the backgrounds (we'll get there later!)
And before actually getting in the timeline and shi, letme explain two points, they're important i swear!
Onion Skins menu: (at the right bottom of the screen)
Here you can configure all that has to do with seeing the past/next frame in the timeline for when you're drawing. The bars show how many past/future frames you want to see and their opacity, you can also change their colors. Once you're done with the config, you can just close it, to open it again just use the weird striped drop shaped button or choose it from the Dockers.
And the Animation Settings menu: at the right of the Onion Skins button.
Here you can see the starting frame from your project and the last one, but we're focusing in the Frame Rate. It comes with 24 FPS by default, but for simple animatics like mines 8 FPS are more than enough.
Now, going with the actual animation things.
To start drawing you don't actually need to make a first frame, but i think is more practical make that type of start an habit to yk, dodge bad moments haha
This move also works for imported images, since they come as layers and we need to make them actual frames by creating another frame at their right.
Talking about imported images, all my backgrounds are done in Sai2 since i feel more comfortable drawing there haha.
When we import more than one image, they become separated layers, and to combine them all in one we must make them frames and move all to one timeline (?)
+ if you dont pin the layer in the timeline they dissapear from it, but you can just select it again from the layer menu and they will appear again (you gotta pin it so they dont go).
now some personal preferences,,, i don't actually organize my timeline in any specific way, the only thing i want is having all the important layers at the display, so i re-use layers for different things (like the arashi/izumi layer is also used for tsukasa's hair that i forgot to draw in the first scene haha)
Still, to simplify and organize things a little more you can always color the timeline as you want, selecting a single frame or many as you want!
My last tip is that Copy a Keyframe is nOT the same as Clone one. Copy will make them a complete separate frame, while Cloning one will make them into another frame, but whatever you do will affect the original frame. I learned that by force :)
That's all i honestly know about animating in Krita, in terms of theory i have no idea what im doing 120% of the time, so forgive me if its messy or hard to understand hahaha.
That's all! 2AM! It only took me one hour to re-write all of that letsgoo
Seeya★★
With love, Rui, almost having a breakdown for pressing ctrl z ★★★★
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local man rants about eldritch horror.
read more because im upset. I JUST WANT ONE GOOD MODERN ELDRITCH HORROR. JUST ONE.
is it
like
too much to ask for like
a good eldritch video game?
i just finished still wakes the deep DONT WORRY I GOT IT ON SALE NO FUCKING WAY AM I PLAYING A WALKING SIM WITH 3 HOURS OF CONTENT ON A 35$ FUCKING GAME.
type of game: walking sim
type of horror: running segments, hiding segments basic bitch body disfigurement/body horror.
is the eldritchness explained even subtly: no
does the eldritch horror explain too much:no
did they explain it just right: i don't even think they tried
is it atleast an orginal concept: maybe. it might 4 real be an original concept but I think it was legit copied from an Scottish tv show called "the rig" which also does the entire eldritch horror thing with fog n all and weird lights. yeh they probably fucking copied off tv show.
the dev: the chinese room. which for u not playing the ballgame is an English dev studio.
i mean...the jokes write themselves.
also just for those playing the home game the Chinese room is most characistcally known for writing the most beautiful stories and the most boring god awful gameplay and their currently developing VTM2. {god save us}
WHY IS THIS SO FUCKING HARD. call of cthulu darkest corners of the earth came out like 2006. and its probably still one of the best jankiest eldritch horror game of all time. the jank really adds to the horror factor.
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND. theres some really good like indie studios off a paper thin wire budget that have made some good eldritch horror spooks. theirs some good stories and fanfiction but it feels like when triple A dev studios try to do it they cant. and I think the main big reason is that eldritch horror CANT BE DONE LIKE NORMAL TRIPLE A HORROR GAMES. still wakes the deep is a great example of what a normal horror game looks like BUT IT DOESNT WORK AN ELDRITCH HORROR. ALSO IM TIRED OF ELDRITCH HORROR BEING BODY DISFIGUREMENT/LOSING YOUR MIND AND TENTACLES. IT CAN BE MORE THEN THAT. GOD IT CAN BE SO MUCH MORE. MADNESS BTW IS TYPICALLY MORE ASSOCIATED TOWARDS SPECIFIC ELDRITCH GODS. AND DOES NOT EMCOMPASS THE MAIN FACTOR. BUT SOMEHOW THAT FACT IS LOST AND IT IS ASSOCIATED WITH EVERY SINGLE ELDRITCH HORROR GAME AND IF YOUR ONLY HORROR POINTS IF UR GOING IN IS "TENTACLES" AND "MADNESS" U NEED MORE BECAUSE EVERY FUCKIJNG TRIPE A ELDRITCH HORROR HAS DONE THOSE TWO THINGS INTO THE FUCKING GROUND.
eldritch horror game done poorly is my eldritch horror.
-screms-
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School love fantasy+ exam season
Hi tumblr,
its valentine's day! why am i getting so excited? im single man. the reason behind my excitement is my crush. he literally spoke to me, but just one word- "side" i know it is stupid of me to blush over this because he just said side but like still at least he said something other wise he is always ignoring! When me and my friend were walking before exam around classes, he was also walking with his friend and every time he passed by we made a eye contact! what a great day to start valentine omg. today was the best day and i was literally blushing while writing my paper. though ur crush ignores u but that sometimes he makes eye contact or tries to talk to u just gives butterflies and i feel happy to see him every day. im glad he is in my school and hope that this doesnt change. whenever im feeling down or my mom has scolded me before coming to school and he comes then all my worries go away, i dont how this happens and why but im grateful for my heart to have a crush on him- was this too cringe? lol. anyways change of topic. there was this one teacher in our exam supervision and she was so rude. i asked her one question which was kind of stupid - in one question it was state the sources or something and it was of 3 marks and i thought that if it was three marks then will we have to give one line explanation? thats what i asked her and she replied to me so rudely she said to me that state means name, dont u know that much? do u know how to read English or not? and some other thing also but i forgot that. i got so pissed of when she said that. she could have said this nicely like state means name, u just have to name them. she could have said like that. anyways i wrote a lot today haha.
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