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hot take probably but i'm still skeptical about the whole "jonmartin are trapped in the computer" theory.
people are acting like it's basically canon now when it's not. just because there are some thematic connections between chester and jon/norris and martin doesn't mean they're canonically trapped in the computer. it's possible but i would personally like the story to preserve the ambiguous ending in tma.
i think it's more likely that the voices are linked to jon and martin (and jonah, or whoever else) but it's not them directly. i think it would be pretty random too for them to die in the tma world and get stuck inside a computer.
#also#look i like jmart#i mean im not really opposed to it or anything#but people are labelling literally EVERYTHING in tmagp as jmart it's kinda pissing me off#idk i just want to focus on the new story instead of clinging onto the old one#and i'm scared that jonny and alex might cater to these fans bc they want to see jmart so bad#hot take#tmagp#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#magnus protocol#tmagp discourse#tma discourse
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find me at london mcm in the artist alley at table j-01 this weekend for queer victoriana, trans ocs, these new items, and also talking extensively about gale dekarios! see you there!
#it's this week iT'S THIS WEEK I AM SO NERVOUS and ofc excited!!!!#i'm gonna get my gale print signed by tim!!!!!!!!!! AAAAA#i'm gonnA GET MY WYLL PRINT SIGNED BY THEO!!! AAAA#also pls find me at my table!! i'm yet again at the v back next to catering and i'm v scared about my placement ;-;
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lets also talk about seeing Lich cheeks and how crazy that was lmao just bare coochie on the concrete
#me: im so grateful to have gotten to grow up with this show and have it catered to an adult audience#also me: its so wonderful to have this show full of whimsy that isnt a show exclusively for kids#the creators: Lich cheeks 333#im scared for life#fionna and cake#adventure time#the lich
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Fanwork Appreciation Blog
A project I've wanted to try doing for a while is a blog dedicated to shouting out Genshin fanart, fan music, and other creations that don't get as much attention, or just cater to people who's taste is similar to mine. It'd probably be a side blog of mine with asks for suggestions open of course, and I'd add my own thoughts and highlights to each.
Maybe I could do this once a week? It's just my own curated list of stuff I like really, but shown to a bigger audience and with a way for me to share it with more people honestly hahaha
With how much hate the fandom gets, and how much drama and discourse happens inside the fandom, I just think it'd be nice to show the fun and beautiful parts of it more.
There would be posts dedicated to certain artists, music producers, writers even, and more, essentially whatever I have the time for. Idk maybe it'd be fun, and people would like it :<
#evelynpr genshin#what do u guys think#im scared of exposing to ppl what my taste in genshin fanmedia is lmao#i am both particular but also very lose with what the range of that even is#im not gonna include things that seem Too Popular to me?#and this is of My Own Taste. not meant to cater to everyone. I just like showing ppl stuff I like#would anyone like to see that?#genshin#genshin impact
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I have decided to take offense for both Jade and @officialdaydreamer00 who are not here right now and one of which would fill your office with elephant's toothpaste for your mild dissing of Jade.
You buy them together!!! :( Do not separate!!
Also I'm actually miffed at the fact that you simply did not think of "tweel plush blind bag"!!! You could make so much money by making one more common than the other!!! And also get to witness the wonderful RAGE as someone gets the EEL they do not want and have to buy another blindbag.
MMMMM DELICIOUS FRUSTRATION SUFFERING-
You should make marketable plushies and characters.
That's a great business marketing Idea, but would these childish plush toys be worth it? I'm not risking getting lower sales in Mostro Lounge you know.
#idk why im helping you#im efficient right now though and im not complaining#father just got outthunk#i bet you'd sound like a squeaky toy if i bit you#haha squeak squeak Azul!#Im saying random things now i suppose#do you read these?#ive always wanted to throw Vil into a lake#lmao soggy radish man ruins his mascera in a lake#also cater scares me#he does not feel genuine and i do not trust his magicam hacks#WHAT ARE YOU HIDING BEHIND YOUR ASTHETIC STARBUCKS PICTURES#I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS BUT IT MAKES ME FEEL UNSAFE#I WOULD ACTUALLY RATHER LET JADE FEED ME SOME MUSHROOM CONCOCTION#do you ever feel like you're head is like 30 feet under water and all your sensory shit is fucked? yeah me too.#What do you call the best type of fish for snuggling? A cuddle fish.#My sibling once locked me out of the house for incessant fish puns#i regret nothing#HEY ZUL#is it morning where you are or do you also have a horrid sleep schedule?
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i finally made a folder of my google docs re: twst fics/plannings and looking at the names are so fun bc a lot of them i didnt use the final fic name [if it got published] so sometimes it's just a placeholder [especially if it's just notes/ideas and not a fic] and some dont have a title at all and just auto used the first few words of the doc so i have like
i think only like 5ish of these have their ao3 titles on them / on two separate occasions i named an apple juice fic prompt doc the same thing except for literally just one has an extra ! and they were like 2 months apart......... i even checked bc i thought for some reason the doc duplicated themselves but no, those are just two completely different fics, they just both happened to be Apple Juice Kiss Prompts jvdjfdsljg i didnt do that w/any of the other kiss prompt docs but. whatever i guess!!
it's a fun guessing game on looking at the titles and trying to remember which ones they are. they date back to like 2021 when i moved from word docs to google so i could more easily share them with my friend since i wasnt really publishing anything at first lol.
#like i said a good handful of these are planning/notes docs and not fics but#a few are fics that i didnt finish and will NEVER!!! see the light of day!!!#like it's just business little caycay was i think a jade/cater but one of my older fics#based on a convo the friend and i had but#it wasnt very good and i didnt get far/ it wouldve had to be a longer story and i decided i didnt like that one so i never revisited it#i.... dont THINK i ever published 'the boys are at prom i guess'#i think ive mentioned parts of it once or twice but i thhhhink i didnt post it#that's also one of the older ones from my era of just writing the stories for just myself and my friend lol#i think that one's funny but im p sure i specifically havent shared it bc like i said since it was from back when i wasnt posting them#it's much more indulgent in terms of inside jokes and stuff my friend and i had lol#so it's one i just feel like wouldnt land as well with other people bc it might be confusing#prince eppa stuff isnt on ao3 but i did end up posting those here in a tumblr only post#so are some of the caterella notes i think#and maybe the cater/leona things LOL some of those are fics but i think one or two are just notes#that i found one day and i was like wadda hell why did i keep writing about them together#bc i cant be in denial man i just like writing caycay with everyone it's fun lol#i do like opposites 😑#i think only 2 of these are wips. or like 2 are wips and then i think they both have notes docs?#KATGRR def is spliit like that but the treycay hurt comfort might have its notes in the same doc idr#either way. it is there. i havent forgotten my boys im just hfhwhfehwf#im in a state. going through it as they say.#i also got JUMPSCARED by a solomon/asmodeus obey me fic i started and never touched again bc i got embarrassed or something#sometimes the shame wins. fsdjkfljsdklghlkj#the thing is i didnt even read it i just went AHHH and backed out. so i dont remember WHY i got embarrassed the first time but#i remember the feeling. i dont even thing the content was like particularly wild i just have issues sometimes :p#i think i was just stressed trying to write for characters id never done before#looks anxiously at my kaveh/alhaitham fic notes that im scared to try to start............................#twst i at least eased into by doing it just with my friend at first. but even then ive felt embarrassed lol#and some ive even published i look back like hhnnnnmm maybe that one wasnt so good LOL BUT I WONT TAKE THEM DOWN#theres nothing specifically bad about them just. yknow they cant all be winners lol
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I shoulda just kept working lmao now I'm all heated over internet things
#so that amy harem post#i was reading the replies bc i was hoping for some extra content#some did deliver#and this one person replies multiple times#saying that 'the straight side of the sonic fandom' scared them#and carried on for like 3 more replies saying how they dont see sonic as str8#or how amy and show werent compatible mightve mentioned another#couple from the pic idk#but they ship sonadow and knuxadow etc etc#and the artist replies theyre not str8 and also they dont have to take sonics response as romantic#which leads me back to my point everytime#if u do not ship it#why are u interacting with it#like the pic was suppper harmless and clearly catered to a positive amy crowd#this person said she was yandere and immature (which i will not be responding to its not that serious shes not real im not getting mad over-#micharacterizations lmaooo)#but why feel the need to just like spill ur guts IN THE REPLIES??#literally make ur own post#boggles my mind#some ppl just think everythin needs to be catered to their views and beliefes#sonic is adhd and gay for me too sometimes its awesome its fun i love it#to look at a post like that and call the pic strr8 was wild tho#surge and metal (nonbinary helloooooo) were literally there#that was a bi ass piece of art how dare you#and just bc sonic was reacting to amy doesnt make it str8 either btw#i wish i had seen this a year ago i would have reminded them bisexuality exists#the audacity
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i forgot that while people hate accessibility they love cheating and i was supposed to just look for a cheating mod for the vwoop gets mad about horror games saga . I was just using the wrong keywords
#vwoop.noises#I also found some guy being like . If games have aracnophobia modes they should just have light modes then because the dark -#might trigger someone :((( /Sarcasm#I would like to have a conversation with this guy I think I would scare them . Yes. Unironically#Many people in this world have Varying Vision Issues. Actually#It's whatever but like. Idk. Stuff sucks bad#And like. Especially w/ something that's like. Barely a disability and everyone is confused and idt really gets it when I'm like Yeah#I Will Be In So Much Pain#And not everything is made for you. But it sucks so bad when everyone is like Look at how much fun everyone else is having Without You.#Sorry :( We know you'll explode on impact#Esp when like teeechnically you could play I guessss but you know you will have the consequences and like. sucks. anyways I love cheating -#And Etc Etc.#And whatever. People can do what tey want. And it extra feels bad bc like. Being whiny and demanding the world cater to your accessibility#< The Narratives. They haunt me
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not to turn this blog into a mental health journal LOL, but had therapy for the first time in maybe... 3-4 years... and was asked about my sexual libido because apparently it can be an indicator of mental health levels (?).
and honestly i'm just so relieved to hear that because... ofc it relates to my real life and stuff (not being interested in sexual relationships currently) ... bUT ALSO I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO FIGURE OUT WHY I STOPPED WRITING SMUT lmfaoooooo.
which isn't to rule out other factors and reasons, too😖... but knowing it's not entirely my fault and being able to relate that to my (other) creative processes as well... i'm jumping for joy LOL.
#we talked about how the pandemic really catered to people with anxiety (me)#but really to their detriment because often they became too comfortable#and now have a hard time moving away from that isolation#which... SO TRUE#but it was just so nice to have explained to me#bc even tho we only talked about l*bido for like 2 seconds ... it made so much sense#cuz i was so happy during the pandemic (when i started IHB) and had so much desire to write sm*t#and now i'm like... at one of the lowest mental health points ive ever been in my adult life#and i have no creative juices whatsoever and basically no s*x drive#i really thought i was broken or changing but couldnt comprehend why.. like it can't be X or Y#bc it's never been this way before#and that's a nice feeling .. to know now what's happened (or at least a piece of it)#anyway i was kinda scared going into it bc i was assigned an old white dude#but he was really nice#and told me he used w*ed LMFAOOOO basically#so i'm excited!!! to move forward with him#anyway thank u for reading if u did <3#just a lil update of sorts but also to share the knowledge hahaha#caitie blabs#mental health tw
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okie my mom got me to do a kpop catch up
so i’ve heard these songs: seven - jungkook cream soda - exo overdrive - i.m juice - shinee
#izzy.txt★#i like all of these lololol#no one quite understands just how happy i am that taemin is back#also exo's song is so good holy fuck#and i knew jk's would be good i have been waiting for a good bts solo besides suga and he didn't disappoint#changkyun really did cater to my music taste huh? it was so good#that slow down at the end scared me tho i was like do not play with me sir#and juice is so good i'm almost shocked it's the b side and not the title
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#insta mutual just posted on their story to 'not bring politics into the fandom community'#'it's meant to be a fun community'#'i'll support you all no matter who you vote for'#I'm 90% sure this was in response to a post I put on my story#bc as far as I know I'm the first person in our fandom circle to mention the elephant in the room#first of all it's my fucking account and I can post what I want#I don't have to cater to 'the community'#same applies for everyone else in 'the community'#second#nope sorry I will not accept neutrality in this case#one candidate is ehhh and the other is a criminal who has openly shared his plans for genocide in multiple areas#anyone who votes for the latter is dead to me <3#I don't think that's too harsh#so forgive me for rambling in my story about how I'm scared for my friends' lives. guess I'm just a little on edge.#sorry if that doesn't fit with 'the community's' vibes#(this isn't the t//oa fandom btw)#(also it's no one on here y'all are crispy 🩵)
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convincing myself that unfollowing a mutual i literally never talked to and don’t share any interests with anymore and whose posts are bothering me is okay actually and there’s not some unspoken commitment except when there is and one of my mutuals unfollows me and i’m heartbroken-
#Holy hell putting me on blast#ffs not like i havent been fighting this same feeling for the past few months#but yeah I blame it on the weird effect of what I assume is some form of tumblr Parasocial situation#on this place#reading peoples blogs is kind of like an insight to their thoughts at that moment - what's making them happy sad or upset#and sometimes its just fandom bullshit you may share an interest in#so of course when you're able to empathize with people you sort of become connecting in a way without really noticing#but then yeah when you have mutuals or people *you* follow who start posting things that you disagree with - maybe a political view or#an ideology you don't like#it can feel hard to unfollow - let them go so to speak#and I think we also tend to see people unfollowing us as a sort of failing on our part as well because you'll be haunted by this false idea#of what did I do wrong to upset them or what did I say to make them upset with me#and the same goes for being blocked by someone who you may have liked or maybe you spoke wrong and they assumed the worst of you#but at the end of the day there are just times where you need to have a place to go that's catered to your needs and wants and sometimes#that means letting go of people you follow and understanding they may do the same with you#. . . and I think this post now is a sign that I need to do the same#ive put it off long enough and i shouldn't have#because ive also been scared
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Sometimes I hate that my friend group is so close knit because whenever I'm having issues with one person there is never any real escape from them. At least no meaningful one because no matter what things will always circle back to them and I'll be forced to interact.
#eden speaks#im going to pride tomorrow with my best friend and im so worried my ex is gonna be pissed i didnt invite her since we've all gone together#for the past few years#like i shouldn't care this much but this stresses me out so much#i just wanna hang out with my friend honestly it has nothing to do with my ex at the end of the day#im just really really worried shes gonna make it about her if she finds out we went#im also REALLY stressed shes gonna be there and we're gonna come across her out of nowhere and ill have to explain why i didnt invite her#i have all of these made up problems in my head that arent even problems yet but i stress over them#i just wanna hang out with my best friend. every time i hang out with my ex i feel like im hanging out with the equivalent of a soggy piece#piece of paper. shes just a downer!! and it makes me feel like shit every time we interact#and i dont like how things left off last time i hung out with her :// i was stressed and she asked to kiss me and i said a firm no#i feel like im stuck in highschool im 22 fucking years old!! i never dealt with this shit in highschool#i dont want to deal with this shit now. i think my issue is is that i dont know how to be mean#or im too scared to be mean#i wish she would ghost me tbh or tell me she cant handle talking anymore#because dealing with the aftermath of everything is exhausting especially when i feel like i have to tiptoe around her feelings#shes always upset at me because apparently i look like i got over shit too quickly and that doesnt make any sense?? i can easily fake that#this shit probably makes no sense anymore im just so ready for it all to be over#im gonna have fun with my best friend at pride tomorrow. im gonna smoke some weed beforehand. we're gonna have a great time#even if my ex IS there. its not my job to cater to her feelings. its not my job.#i could say so much more because theres so much fucked context but im gonna refrain before im here all night l#delete later
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if anybody gets a notif like "selenicives replied to your post" i just read your post. you're on my dash and then i say what comes to mind. of course i think before i do i'm not mean (just insanely weird)
#selenicives.chr ✶#edelweiss.txt#tag wambles incoming#like im literally so like#scared of what the fuck people think#when they suddenly see me in their comments#“who the fuck is”#my name is weiss and i am DING DONG DITCHING.#/j#its either i commented to be funny or i js rlly love ur works godbless#or i just rb#there's also that#ily all godbless#anyhway. im writing a thing and posting it hopefully 2night or 2mrw#i just wanna see how people like it#im like#a caterer idk#ill go back to doing it godbless#seeya <3
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Jamiazu/Caterella mystery prompts…?
Umm. 🧍👋 I have a jamiazu playlist and also a caterella playlist w/many songs for my various cater ships lol…
I think it would be fun if people either sent asks or commented with random numbers on those playlists and then I tried to doodle something based on the song🤔 Jamiazu playlist has 82 songs(⁉️) and caterella has 46…. I have a lot of scenarios in my mind!!!
#unmmm#jamiazu#cater Diamond#I don’t wanna spam tags tho#and I mean if no one does I can just do random number generator lol#I used to do this back when I was making the playlist#I shuffled it <- I guess I can do that instead of rng lol#BUT I think it would be fun to get random numbers from people#and then I would have to scramble to explain myself for having those songs there LOL#anyway. I reserve the right to get scared and change my mind and not do it lol#but I want. to try? to challenge myself#so. if u want to. specify the playlist and give me a number in its range#I’m at work tho and also a hurricane is coming this week so#we’ll see LOL#anyway when did my jamiazu playlist get so many songs ☠️ girl help LOL#sorry I’m being such a weenie btw KDNFBFNGNTNT
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#somebody tell my idiot brain to shut UP#this is NOT something worth CRYING over#let alone fighting to keep it down#tw emetophobia#16% mortality rate they say#it just. i know from experience that these things come in waves and it shall get better presently but this is so hard rn :/#i did eat today! but it took most of the day working myself up to it and according to a bit of research i did it was probably approx#half of what i actually need on a regular basis#and now i am crying over teh fact that i *had a cup of juice*#if i didnt know ill have meals planned and enforced and catered for for the next week at least (church camp) i would be genuinely starting#to make plans for semi-emergency care#hopefully by the end of the camp it'll be more normal again#bc part of this is just that ive not rly eaten for a week already adn haven't yet got back into it before now when i have to fend for#myself for a day#i dont know. im just worn out and tired and upset. and also scared.#i was so close to telling my brother about this tonight#last week since he was seeing how much i ate or rather didn't he told me i had an eating disorder#but i dont think he's in any way aware of most of it#maybe when i see him in a couple days i might tell him or i might not. i dont know
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