#i also got JUMPSCARED by a solomon/asmodeus obey me fic i started and never touched again bc i got embarrassed or something | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

cerealmonster15 · 2 months

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i finally made a folder of my google docs re: twst fics/plannings and looking at the names are so fun bc a lot of them i didnt use the final fic name [if it got published] so sometimes it's just a placeholder [especially if it's just notes/ideas and not a fic] and some dont have a title at all and just auto used the first few words of the doc so i have like

i think only like 5ish of these have their ao3 titles on them / on two separate occasions i named an apple juice fic prompt doc the same thing except for literally just one has an extra ! and they were like 2 months apart......... i even checked bc i thought for some reason the doc duplicated themselves but no, those are just two completely different fics, they just both happened to be Apple Juice Kiss Prompts jvdjfdsljg i didnt do that w/any of the other kiss prompt docs but. whatever i guess!!

it's a fun guessing game on looking at the titles and trying to remember which ones they are. they date back to like 2021 when i moved from word docs to google so i could more easily share them with my friend since i wasnt really publishing anything at first lol.

#like i said a good handful of these are planning/notes docs and not fics but #a few are fics that i didnt finish and will NEVER!!! see the light of day!!!#like it's just business little caycay was i think a jade/cater but one of my older fics #based on a convo the friend and i had but #it wasnt very good and i didnt get far/ it wouldve had to be a longer story and i decided i didnt like that one so i never revisited it #i.... dont THINK i ever published 'the boys are at prom i guess'#i think ive mentioned parts of it once or twice but i thhhhink i didnt post it #that's also one of the older ones from my era of just writing the stories for just myself and my friend lol #i think that one's funny but im p sure i specifically havent shared it bc like i said since it was from back when i wasnt posting them #it's much more indulgent in terms of inside jokes and stuff my friend and i had lol #so it's one i just feel like wouldnt land as well with other people bc it might be confusing #prince eppa stuff isnt on ao3 but i did end up posting those here in a tumblr only post #so are some of the caterella notes i think #and maybe the cater/leona things LOL some of those are fics but i think one or two are just notes #that i found one day and i was like wadda hell why did i keep writing about them together #bc i cant be in denial man i just like writing caycay with everyone it's fun lol #i do like opposites 😑#i think only 2 of these are wips. or like 2 are wips and then i think they both have notes docs?#KATGRR def is spliit like that but the treycay hurt comfort might have its notes in the same doc idr #either way. it is there. i havent forgotten my boys im just hfhwhfehwf #im in a state. going through it as they say.#i also got JUMPSCARED by a solomon/asmodeus obey me fic i started and never touched again bc i got embarrassed or something #sometimes the shame wins. fsdjkfljsdklghlkj #the thing is i didnt even read it i just went AHHH and backed out. so i dont remember WHY i got embarrassed the first time but #i remember the feeling. i dont even thing the content was like particularly wild i just have issues sometimes :p #i think i was just stressed trying to write for characters id never done before #looks anxiously at my kaveh/alhaitham fic notes that im scared to try to start............................#twst i at least eased into by doing it just with my friend at first. but even then ive felt embarrassed lol #and some ive even published i look back like hhnnnnmm maybe that one wasnt so good LOL BUT I WONT TAKE THEM DOWN #theres nothing specifically bad about them just. yknow they cant all be winners lol

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