#also LMAO why have I never realised how goofy they look running out of the library HAHAHAH

[lewkwoodnco]

LOCKWOOD & CO. Ep 6 - You Never Asked

[taeyongbestboi]

Okay, so i just took a nap and had the most fanfic / wattpad dream EVER like idek anymore.

It goes like this

I was on a music show concert and one of the artist in the line up was nct dream (we young era OMG THEY’RE SO TINY) and i decided to buy a more expensive seating section, while my friends bought the cheaper one (it was 50 thousand rupiah and mine costed 75 thousand rupiah). It was kinda like “Spotify on Stage” or something, so they’re cheap.

Anyway, idk why but i decided to bring my dog with me and he’s just running all over the place and i noticed that the venue itself wasn’t really crowded (idk why either) and my dog accidentally went to the venue (that time the gate wasn’t even opened) and i took a peek inside and it wasn’t that big. It has 2 levels and apparently, my ticket was idk what happened but i should be on the main section (1st floor) but ended up being on the 2nd level on the LEFT WING jeez. So all of my friends went in first, they all got to the 2nd floor, leaving me and my dog behind and i patiently waited for my section’s gate to be opened.

And so, it finally open. There wasn’t anyone going to my section and i was going in alone (?) pretty weird huh. And so i sat down, kinda near the railing or a wall (the railing or wall is on my right) and who knows where my dog went but he just wasn’t with me anymore (its a dream, relax)

AND SUDDENLY

CHRISTOPHER FREAKING BANG WAS SITTING BESIDES ME.

I’m laughing rn

So he sat down. Lemme describe his physical appearance and look in DETAILS.

He’s wearing a black tshirt (duh, his usual), his hair’s blonde (MY UTMOST FAV), and he’s wearing silver jewelries like a bracelet and also skz’s necklace. He’s so pale jeeeeeeez omg and doesn’t wear that much makeup lol. You know guys, i can LITERALLY feel that he’s besides me. Creepy right omg what kind of dream

And, he’s gorgeous. Guys, he’s so gorgeous :”) i feel like crying right now

AND THEN WE TALK. WE TALKED LMAO

Okay, so i can only remember some, so it goes like this

“Whoa, aren’t you Bang Chan from Skz?”

“Yeah that’s me” and he laughed

AND THIS DREAM WAS SO MADE SENse like HE’S AUSTRALIAN AND HE SPEAKS ENGLISH AND PLEASE IMAGINE

“Wow, what are you doing here?”

“Idk, just seeing a concert, being like a normal people”

Up to this point, only two things went weird. 1st is that i have no idea where my dog went, 2nd idek which country i’m in rn. How is bangchan here watching the same show with me?

After that i just went “ahhh” while nodding and i actually told him that i want to this section alone cos apparently my friends r on another section so i’m thankful that he sits besides me.

And he got closer, talk into my ear (cos the concert’s starting) and said “you’re most welcome”

AND HE ALSO THANKED ME FOR TREATING HIM LIKE A NORMAL GUY AND NOT AS A CELEBRITY

And i did the same :/ i lean in and said “anytime”

AND

AMDISNJZSIUAKKZISB I CANT

THIS PART MAKES ME GO BOOOOOM BOOOOOOM

i’m writing this with the biggest and dumbest smile on my face dang

He said that he got kinda shy after i spoke right into his ear like that (cos we’re too close)

AND I LITERALLY WENT “NOOOO DON’T SAY THAT” and blushed hard damn boy

AND HE’S ALL CUTE AND GIDDY WHILE SAYING THAT???? U KNOW WHEN HE’S GIDDY? A giant fluff ball indeed.

Okay, so then we ended up enjoying the concert together like we’re homies. We laughed, we cheered (i cheered for the dreamies tho lol) and our shoulders would often met and we’ll laugh about it omg it was heavenly

At one point i realised that it was just a dream and i have the audacity to think “well, even if it’s just a dream, make it last” WOW I’M SO COOL LMAO

And the show ends and i forgot whether it’s before the show or after the show but Chan actually asked me out. LIKE HAHAHAHHAHA HE ASKED ME OUT YAS GURL U HEARD ME RIGHT

He said, “why don’t we hang out a little?”

And i was like :0 “o-okay...”

Well i mean, i wouldn’t mind tho??? ITS CHRISTOPHER FREAKING BANG

AHHHHHH AND AND AND I ALSO TOLD HIM (at one point on our convo before the show starts) that i actually like him and that he’s one of my bias in skz and he was like “oh, really??” And i was like “bruh, i watched your show on Januari 2019 in Jakarta!!” And we laughed (again) and he seemed happy to know that i’m a stay

Back to the topic where he asked me out and i said yes and we exchanged our contacts i forgot it was our numbers or sns? Idk i don’t remember.

ONE DAY, he really picked me up y’all. I cant anymore

So apparently, we’re in my country, in my city, basically my territory. And in this dream, i wasn’t super rich, my family was actually struggling to live. And i live in this tall but old building, alongside my neighbours who were as poor as us. We live in flats, yes, that’s the word. And the building we’re living in is actually my church building irl so it felt super real.

The one who picked me up was actually his driver. I have to pick Chan somewhere in the city. After that we decided to grab some meal and we start throwing each other silly questions

Me: “well, what’s your fav food?”

Him: “rice.” WHILE SMIRKING LIKE ????

Me: “bruh, we’re asian!! We eat rice!” I laughed

And he laughed

Akxjdndkdisnkzjdbaksj naui simjang

Me: “okay, what is your fav food OTHER than rice?”

And after that i cant remember anything anymore (about the convo :))

I also can’t remember where we had lunch, this 2nd half of my dream is just us inside his car

Then we talked about a lot of things. I remember telling him a lot about my story (i just cant remember the exact things i told him, nothing really absurd though just my interests n stuffs), and he would too, and just like that back and forth. The ambience was nice, and relaxing. That time i really felt time has stopped because irl i need to deal with quite a lot if things (that include my thesis, the struggle to keep on going as my parent’s business wasn’t in the prettiest shape due to covid-19, and other stuffs). And the fact that i really need someone to talk to atm makes the dream 1000000000000% better.

So, it was the time for us to finally call it a day. And i know by heart that after all of this end, i wouldn’t be able to meet him again. How could i? I have experienced a full day hang out with the precious Christopher Bang, i couldn’t ask for more right? It was more than enough for me and i’ll continue to be his ordinary fan. On our way back to where i live, we kinda became quite. As if none of us wanted it to end.

And

Omg i said the word ‘and’ like a thousand times now

Okay so

Listen

It was 15 minutes away from where i live, so our meeting would soon come to an end.

And he suddenly pulled out some kind of a recorder or a music player idk it has a can-like-shape, and start playing a track.

It was an unreleased track. About a girl who make his heart goes warm, someone who supports him for who he is.

I nearly cried writing this guys

And he asked me to listen to it

And i did

And i was like “chan, this is beautiful”

And U KNOW THE FEELING

OF AN INEVITABLE GOODBYE

THAT ANGSTY FEELING

INSIDE YOUR GUT

I FEEL THAT

*cries*

The song is beautiful. The lyrics, the melody, everything’s perfect.

I managed to listen to it twice, but i cant remember how it sounds like. But it was BEAUTIFUL. Trust me on this.

And i just remembered, THE SONG IS IN FREAKIN KOREAN. I cant speak korean :”) but i understands EVERY. SINGLE. WORD. Dreams r cool

And he got all giddy again with his goofy smile, and somehow my brain process it to:

‘Chan wrote that song a long time ago, probably. Well, definitely before we met. He’s now showcasing it to me and the lyrics clicked and maybe i’m the girl in the lyrics’

I don’t wanna make it sound like it’s all about me (even tho it’s my dream :”)) so i asked him

“This song is about stays, right?”

And he answered

“Well, you’re a stay right? So, yes.”

OKAY :”””””””

I feel like he felt that our meeting was destined, even though we’ll never gonna see each other again after this, we know that both of us are grateful for this meeting.

Omg i really hope that i’ll dream like that again tonight

OH SIS I’M NOT DONE YET.

So, we arrived at my place. He parked the car and i was still listening to the song and when it came to its end, IDK WHY but (please forgive me for this idek what i’m doing) and i somehow REACHED FOR HIS ABS? TRAILED IT ALL THE WAY UP WITH MY RIGHT PALM (Jesus, forgive me), and then we

Kissed.

Yes. Just like that.

And the next thing that i remember is that he accompany me until i’m outside my flat, and people on my neighbourhood wondered who’s the guy (cos he looked rich and handsome) LMAO

And then i wake up.

This is one of the few dreams that i remember that has a nice ending. The nap ends when the dream ends. It was sooooooo satisfying!

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Okay thank you for listening to my unimportant story :”) i do hope one day you’ll get a sweet sweet dream of your bias just like me. Have a good day, y’all!

[imagine-wannaone]

Lee Daehwi Royalty Au

•Royals aren’t just naturally elegant and full of manners,  • Oh no, you realise that when you see Seongwoo challenge Woojin to see who can fit the most marshmallows in their mouth,  • A real eye opener right there,  • So yanno, there’s one person who has to teach them how to be royal and elegant and everything like that because they’re supposed to be role models,  • So that’s your job,  • And boy do they make it hard,  • You grew up in an average class family, but your parents thought it was important to know your manners even if you weren’t a Nobel or high up,  • So that’s what you did I guess,  • You went to those etiquette classes and read a few books and were a natural at being classy™  • Maybe she’s born with it, maybe it’s hours of hard work,  • You’re not entirely sure how you ended up working in the royal palace with all the princes at such a young age but here you are,  • Your parents both got made redundant at the same time, so money was scarce,  • But when the Job popped up it offered somewhere to stay and a living for you, with some money to send back to your parents,  • The old etiquette teacher quit from stress,  • 11 boys were too many for him rip,  • And I guess the king and queen thought changing it up may help so you were found and bought in even though some of the princes were older than you??  • But yeah, you understand why the last teacher quit from stress, because you know the boys know what you’re talking about,  • I mean in public services 6 times out of 10 they’re as they’re expected to be,  • The other 4 times are hilarious if a little inappropriate for their position,  • But they seem to have fun giving you grief,  • I mean they make you laugh and despaired, there is no in-between,  • But you only teach Prince Daehwi and Guanlin regularly because the others are older and have apparently got the hang of it,  • You beg to differ,  • Has no one else seen Jaehwan trip up on 90% of all carpets, send goofy looks to his brothers to draw their laughter and accidentally rip his blazer in a formal interview,  • But honestly you wouldn’t want him to be any different, he’s funny and genuine, even if it’s not in a traditionally royal way,  • But that’s where your lessons get blurry,  • You teach them the traditions of etiquette and grace and manners,  • But it’s totally not as if you also maybe encourage them to be themselves and goofy as well.  . .  • You don’t know this but that’s why the queen employed you, because honestly you’re just genuine,  • Who needs to know what fork to use when it’s cAKe??,  • But you still have a duty,  • And Prince Daehwi seems oblivious,  • You wish you were oblivious honestly,  • You’re sat trying to show him how to walk with grace or something and He’s great at it,  • But at events?

 • At parades?  • He’s bouncing along adorably and it’s great but GrAce,  • You show him the proper fork to use for a main meal,  • WHy Is hE EaTinG tHaT RoaSt DinNeR WiTh a sPOoN????  • Did he just…use his hands???  • Are those shoes not polished?? Daehwi doesn’t even need to polish his own shoes and yet they’re scuffed?  • And did he just laugh while drinking water and spray Jihoon?  • Poor boy doesn’t deserve the disrespect,  • It’s the middle of a speech from the queen and Daehwi loudly snorts at something that Jaehwan whispers to him, causing 11 boys to have a not so silent mental breakdown,  • Tears streaming down faces honestly a whole mess,  • You almost scream but you’re not supposed to scream,  • You have to flail around in your bed in frustration in secret,  • You, out of anyone, know that it’s tedious and yeah, a little pointless maybe,  • But he’s supposed to do it, being royalty isn’t all that fun, and this is just another downfall of having everyone’s judging eyes constantly on you,  • The only reason you get so frustrated,  • Is because Daehwi is a perfect student in your ‘lessons’,  • He does everything perfectly with grace and composure,  • And the odd cheeky smile or teasing comment towards you,  • But generally soft,  • But forgets everything when you’re not around,  • And you wouldn’t mind if he wasn’t so good with you,  • Like you knew from the begging there was going to be no hope for Jaehwan let’s be real,  • (lmao it sounds like i’m picking on him but Jaehwan a fave DW),  • But you’re constantly deceived by Daehwi,

• But the truth?

 • While it’s frustrating, you find the prince purely adorable and love him for his moments with no composure,

 • Like when he flat out fell asleep in your 'class room’  • You’d be offended but you don’t really blame him,  • You just think maybe he shouldn’t be the next king,  • And you love how genuine and real he is and that, yeah maybe he doesn’t put on the perfect etiquette persona the princes are expected to have,  • But he has his own way of manners and an original charm and a way to show people respect and his royal nature without obvious actions or language,  • I mean boy he’s charmed you to death,  • Daehwi doesn’t have a lot of duties as a prince as he’s still young, in fact he’s the second youngest,  • So as you’re around the same age as him and have some spare time in the palace,  • (as an employee of royalty you live in the west wing of the palace with the other employees),  • You spend a moderate amount of time together, a time with strictly no talk of acting 'proper’  • So when Daehwi has no meetings or public services or any duties, you just do the things normal teens do, but love it even more because it’s a rarity,  • He comes and sits on your bed with you as you listen to music or chat about one of the new maids hairstyle,  • He shows you the music he makes,  • Because being royalty isn’t going to stand in the way of Daehwi and music,  • And you show him your art or dances or whatever you’ve recently taken interest in,  • You joke about stupid stuff and sit in silence contemplating your lives,  • You sneak snacks, share and decode homework together,  • (because both of you still get homework, which drives you mad but you get it),  • In the long run you and Daehwi actually get really close despite the fact he’s a prince and you’re hired to teach him about manners despite your young age,  • And who can’t fall for such a soft, genuine and fun dude?  • You can, that’s for sure,  • And boy do you fall,  • But you’re a professional, so you manage to ignore it the best you can,  • But one thing about him is a huge mystery,  • Whether he actually forgets his etiquette or whether he does it on purpose,  • Because sometimes in royal events you’re present,  • In parades you’ll be in a certain area, in dinners you’ll be a fill in waiter, in speeches you’ll always stand to one side in a special area,  • And sometimes you swear he looks at you whilst 'forgetting’ some of your teachings,  • so you’re left questioning him constantly,  • So you finally decide to go and ask him because you’ve forever been unsure,  • So you’re sat on your bed with Daehwi watching a dance cover video,  • Because they’re cool as shit I mean have y'all seen k-tigers or East2West??? Damn cool,  • And you just sit up all of a sudden and stare at Daehwi for a second,  • Can’t blame you,  • “Daehwi, do you really forget all the proper stuff I tell you about or do you just ignore it?”  • His eyes snap to you and his soft lips display a slightly sheepish but mischievous smile,  • “Took you a couple of years, but you caught me y/n”  • You raise your eyebrows and fall back, letting out a little laugh,  • You’d be mad but this is Daehwi, and you simply cannot be mad at him, you never find a good enough reason,  • “Why’d you do that you idiot”  • You sit up quickly and tap his head playfully, needing answers,  • You were definitely gunna scold Daehwi for at least a month and steal all his comfy non public clothes,  • Ultimate pay back,  • “ Well, I don’t really know. I guess I just wanted catch your eye,”  • His cheeks redden as you laugh in time with the butterflies in your stomach, your own face gaining a darker shade,  •"Well that’s stupid, you always catch my eyes. You’re so cute,“  • Words flow out of your mouth and although you didn’t exactly plan on saying what you do, you keep your composure,  • As always,  • "I do?”  • The way Daehwi splutters in surprise is adorable and makes you laugh a little,  • A dork, honestly,  • But then you think over what he said for a split second and something in his words confuse you,  • “Of course, but why would you want to catch my eye?”  • You’re interested in the answer, honestly perplexed by how Daehwi’s mind works and determined to figure it out,  • Daehwi turns the phone off, the dance that used to illuminate the screen now dark and plain,  • “Why wouldn’t I want to catch the eye of the person that holds my heart,”  • So he finally remembers to talk in a formal charming way but it has BacK FIrED,  • You’re dead,  • He’s cheesy,  • And your soul has departed from your body,  • “Your what now?”  • When he laughs at your response, cheery and young and hopeful, you know what he means,  • “Heart, y/n, the one that keeps you alive. You hold my life line,”  • He laughs at you, falling back in giggle and an oversized fluffy jumper that you definitely approve of,  • You fall back next to him, lying side by side with your heart floating,  • “Ah that thing. What if I wanted to use it for the wrong reasons, though, Daehwi?”  • You ponder teasingly, moving your head to look at his soft profile, smiling slightly in content,  • “I know you, y/n, you wouldn’t, it’s not proper,”  • He teased back, unwilling to lose this battle,  • “You’re right there,”  • You sigh, fully happy and feeling high as the sky,  • And the feeling doesn’t go away.