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I just think it'd be funny (and devastating) if they hyped everyone up for mcr5 only to find out surprise! conventional weapons IS mcr5 it's just gonna officially be released as an album now
Woah Gerard way is that you
#vampy asks#guys gerard is in my inbox#i just want a convention weapons cd#Gerard please#also I need tissues
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Pyramid Steve's favourite treat is pre-1982 pennies
(Ford slooooowly starting to realize his muse of infinite knowledge might, in fact, be a dumbass.)
#non euclidean geometry au#billford#pyramid steve#bill cipher#ford pines#lore dump#gravity falls#pre1982 pennies are 95% or more copper#post1982 pennies are 97% zinc 3% copper#which is not bad but it's just not the same is it#spec bio below#I think Euclideans benefit from the occasional transitional metal nom-nom#it's good for strengthening their exoskeletons through a kind of biomineralization process#Bill eats the odd gold bar#he's not entirely sure why#Humans also need copper to function#it helps maintain the nervous system-immune system- brain development-#and make connective tissue and red blood cells#too much copper is still bad for you#it's a sometimes food for little baby hybrid creatures#my art#they should not be parents#parent au
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More boob under readmore, would you believe it (nsfw)
My nose was already tickly after waking up but I didn't need to sneeze again by the time I felt like recording, so teased these out with a hair pin
(yes I sleep naked with a billion blankets piled on top of me in the winter lol)
#leaving reblogs open and accepting this vid may end up being posted elsewhere. which would still fucking suck btw#not like anyone who reposts vids without consent cares about hurting my feelings anyway but. yeah#for those of you who can actually behave: please enjoy!#also excuse the toilet roll/used tissues I had already been in need of them and hadn't cleaned them up yet 😵💫
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Art vs Artist (thats me brain) 2024
this year was a lot of murky yellows and ... distress?, it seems. But I am extremely happy with the amount I drew these past 12 months, last year I couldn't find enough to fill this thing, and this year I have too much :^D!!!
#also unfortunately i dont have a massive skull and giant scary eyes it only shows certain tissue and is weird slice perspective lmao#i'm going to come back to this with a big sappy essay either tomorrow or on Jan 1st because i need to thank you#i was gonna write it today but i actually took my sleep meds last night so im kind of zonked out#but would like to pour my heart out when my brain wakes up
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we talk all the time about how those characters would NOT be having well negotiated kinky sex, but i think of all the mxtx couples moshang would really benefit from a beginners course in bdsm or at the very least they should read a manuel and draw up a contract, like given their history, their communication styles, and their dynamic at the end of the novel, it would be a net positive for them
#im not say thing that they ARE i am saying that they SHOULD#i also this were they to do this#there is a high likelihood that they’d actually stick to it#like i think clearly stating boundaries and establishing safe words would obvs help#but also like i think sqh is genuinely fine with mbj roughing him up they just need it in writing that it’s like#fine now and that they’re both on board#so yeah i think they’d try it and they’d never go back they’re basically already in a D/s relationship in canon it’s just not negotiated#for the record i also think bingqiu would benefit greatly from the same classes + contract#but there’s no way sqq would sit thru the embarrassing process (it’s not embarrassing he just has a face of tissue paper)#and afterwards it wouldn’t matter bc they wouldn’t stick to it anyway (sqq’s fault mostly…)#anyways#svsss#moshang#shang qinghua#mobei jun
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It’s been some time and Dustin and Steve go to see Wayne. Maybe he is moving out of Hawkins and they go to help with packing or maybe they just wanna check on him and he is reminiscing Eddie. Either way he has punch of old photos out. School photos, birthdays, first concerts, various different types from different ages.
One photo really catches Steve’s eye tho. It’s a group photo from the early 70s, taken in the summer. Steve asks Wayne “Why do you have this?”, seemingly little shocked and bewildered by the photo. Wayne looks at the photo and smiles telling it was taken in a summer camp Eddie once went. “That’s my boy” Wayne tells pointing one kid among the others. Dustin also looks at the photo and smiles. It seems like a good and happy memory.
So Wayne and Dustin get little puzzled when they hear choked sob coming from Steve. He is trying to hold it together but not really succeeding, his hands in his hair pulling so hard it can’t be comfortable. Just walking away from them now, fighting the tears. Rather weird and strong reaction for a mere summer camp photo, especially coming from Steve… Till you take a little closer look at the photo.
Because yes, with his buzz cut hair and thousand watt smile there’s little Eddie. Little Eddie who has his arm over another kid’s shoulder, pulling closer a little boy with a sweet smile, chestnut hair and tiny moles dotted on his face.
#steve harrington#dustin henderson#eddie munson#wayne munson#stranger things#steddie#it’s Steddie cuz they my star crossed lovers#used all the tissues while crying over this hc sorry about that#feel free to end me 💖✨#sad headcanon#I have something sweeter too guys don’t worry I’ve just been lazy and need to write it down#it’s just all in my brain atm#also if you don’t understand this one : Steve was in the photo with Eddie#childhood friends AU#kinda#Steve owns the same photo#remembers the summer camp and the boy he had so much fun with but didn’t realize it was Eddie until now#angst
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mobius + the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day LOKI 2x06 - Glorious Purpose
#lokiedit#mobiusedit#mcuedit#mobius m mobius#lokius#loki#loki season 2#loki disney+#how do you live with it?#scar tissue#the way his fists are clenched in that last gif.........#mobius loves loki so much#mobius needs a hug#i will never be normal about this#i have so many feelings#anyway i love mobius so much wow#also i'm just trying to get back into practice#it's been a few years since i've made a gif#i'm still playing around with coloring#mine: gifs
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for the record I'm keeping my #arcane and #arcane critical tags separate because 1) it's rude to go into a show's main tag to complain about it and 2) this way I can still go into the arcane tag on my own blog to enjoy season 1 stuff without being perpetually disappointed by season 2
#there were only two things that I actually got hyped for in season 2 (as opposed to The Entirety Of Season 1)#1. the vi and jinx fight scene with that awesome song#2. vander recognising powder#the whole family thing after that made me cry but the circumstances leading up to it were weird. wdym there's no jinx going back to sevika#and isha after losing track of vander. and isha just THROWS herself at her and sevika's like what happened to you and jinx is like I saw#vander. and sevika's like girl vander's dead are you on the crazy pills again but jinx is INSISTENT so sevika's like fine. maybe you should#call your sister. and jinx is like HA! and I'M the crazy one?! and it's a whole thing where you see her decide to reach out and that she's#been keeping tabs on vi because she 'likes keeping an eye on people who have betrayed her' but she just really needs to find vander and#make sure he was real. and despite it all vi is the one she trusts most with this. also sevika should branch off to continue the rebellion#storyline bc that's what she originally betrayed vander for and jinx is probably crazy anyway. *someone* needs#to keep their head on straight and let's face it that's been sevika since day one.#I guess this post is#arcane critical#now#oops#I could fix it though#I don't think a lot of the story works because past act 1 it isn't shaped by character choices#but at least make them TALK like themselves#and create the connective tissue required for it to be believable that they'd choose to fulfill these plot points#because let's be real jinx would try to find vander on her own and fuck something up before she ever admits that she needs vi#jinx doesn't like NEEDING anyone. she doesn't like being weak. that's her whole damage#powder was weak and jinx doesn't want to be weak#because weakness breeds suffering#not saying she'd NEVER reach out to vi if she really truly needed it. she kidnapped her that one time. it just wouldn't happen that fast
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if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently
#anti rtd#oomfs ur so right#s14 is the kinda mid that people think his era was#and yet#you throw in that razzle dazzle written by rtd and all of a sudden there's no criticisms!#or worse somehow#is how its a polite and gentle reframing of chibs criticism#like with him it was hey he ate this singular one thing But I KNOW CHIBS IS BAD HE'S TERRIBLE DONT WORRY I KNOW IT#and with rtd its oh i disliked this nonsensical and objectively bad writing but ummm guys i lOVED LOVED everything else i swear#its soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOO#it must be studied#but i knew yous were a lost cause when we had 14/15 running around calling men hot bc yes totally something the doctor just does#not ooc at allllll#bc this is how we know the doctor is queer now guys#dont you know it#i have like a million other complaints i miss being like oh hey that was mid/bad and moved on with my life 😭😭#god i think 13 era killed me bc now i do care about u hypocritical losers#rip 15ruby i wish i cared and that you had any development#ncuti millie i would like to hang out with you though#15 maybe you'll cry less next season so that the emotional scenes have impact perhaps 🙏🏾🙏🏾#ramblings of an insomniac#god i just remembered the whole real mum antics#fuck i need to go i gotta go!!!!#ps the ncuti conundrum where he's the most charismatic dr in nuwho whilst also being the worst actor is driving me nuts#idk if its the characterisation or his lack of ability in creating that inner psychology that connective tissue between his louder acting#which he's great at btw!#idk maybe that one monologue in boom made me go yes okay here we goooo#but then every other moment has been like hmmmnnnmtgodhd okay whateve#i think he needed more acting prep before he got this role bc he's got Something he could be Great but the subtle stuff is lacking#sooo hoping he can grow into that but it's giving perfect actor wrong time.... and if ur white ur not allowed to agree with me shush go away
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There's a deep irony in Berserk being so admired by people who really really hate what Berserk is about on an emotional level, but especially when writers want to take influence from it. Because Berserk is very strong thematically, and someone who can't acknowledge subtext is going to whiff on emulating anything good.
#And by that I mean that like many of its influences and descendants the plot is fundamentally driven by toxic gay shit lol#Listen there's just no beating around the bush here: you either understand this type of story is super emotional#That the softness and hope and love for humanity is vital connective tissue between the edgy violent dark setting#And that at its core the queerness is *central*#Or you will just end up creating something toothless and cynical with tokenizing bullshit at best#You cannot make that lightning strike twice if you're too scared to even write that shit as ACTUALLY core to the plot#You don’t have to make your shit gay to be good you just have to understand if your major influence was gay and why#So that you respect subtext and thematic writing and emotional resonance in writing in general#And maybe understand that if you also want credit for pushing the envelope you get where the real standard is#This is one of those things I see in equal measure in dudebro homophobes and supposedly progressive queers#No that wasn't “bait/delusion” it was barely subtext and if you go into writing with that attitude you're going to write shallow shit lol#I genuinely believe when people lament about reading comprehension they're actually talking about willful ignorance#Because willfull ignorance *does* cause a need to deny reality to a point where it warps your ability to understand information#Having difficulty comprehending text from a learning disability or improper teaching#Has fucking nothing on someone whose deliberately trained themselves to rationalize away anything uncomfortable#Tag rant over but this shit really is a plague and you can see it so starkly when it comes to Berserk#An undeniably respectable work from a place many envious little goblins that covet it do not actually respect
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day 6 of being sick (i'm starting to realize this may be a problem)
#the first two days were not that bad#it was just a little sore throat that i was able to get rid of with just water#but on the 3rd day it all came in full swing and i was struggling#but i still had to go to school because priorities qwq#it's not that bad right now#mainly just dealing with my nose constantly feeling blocked and me needing a bunch of tissues#and also my ears feeling weird when i swallow#but other than that it's at least better than what i had last friday#jay bleu post
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The Heart Killers hasn't even started shooting yet but I'm already thinking how Bison will be so heartbroken by Kant's betrayal and First Khaotung will make us all crying messes with their phenomenal acting. Yey can't wait 🥲
#I'm having some thoughts#they'll bring the angst for sure#I want to believe it's a romcom but also my tissues are ready#I can't enjoy nice things without thinking the worst first y'all...#I need to be prepared then I can enjoy the fluff#the heart killers#kantbison#kant x bison#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#khaofirst#khaotungfirst#khaotung thanawat#first kanaphan
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i'll be like "i'm a god of writing" and then an hour passes after i post or submit something and i'll be like "i'm so dumb there's so much i could've done better if only i'd waited a bit and looked at it with fresh eyes i would've noticed how much it sucks & what i could've improved that looks so much like first draft material there's so many revisions i could make why i am i so impulsive and overconfident" and then i'll start writing something else and be like "i'm a god of writing" again
#the woes of having both a superiority and inferiority complex#also i think this might be similar to how i only get performance anxiety AFTER the performance is done. i'm always like this#i'll be super chill before a play & during it but then the play ends and i'm like “fuck they must've hated my acting” or whatever#or i'll be super chill while singing but then it ends and i go “man i sung way too quietly & i think i was out of pitch i suck”#and once again as soon as i go back to doing it again i go “wow im super great at this im amazing”#on related news i applied to a zine with 2 out of 3 snippets being ones i started writing as soon as i decided i was actually gonna apply#& i decided i wanted to apply 5hrs before i sent the application#so uh. i wrote ~2.7k words within 5 hrs & didnt give myself time to edit it bc im a dumbass w/ no concept of time#(“the applications close jan 2nd so i need to get this done asap” dude there's like a week til then why the rush- oh youve already sent it)#tbf they're more like 2nd drafts? one is a scene i'd kind of written b4 but w/ the intent of no one seeing it so i completely rewrote it#& the other is a very VERY loose eng translation of like the first quarter of one of my one-shots. when u compare its more of a rewrite rly#but still i'm looking at them now & im getting 2nd thoughts i shouldve waited eughhh#if you're a mod of that zine pls look away hahahaha.....#unless you liked those last 2 snippets & r impressed with the fact they were rushed. if so then yea im a god of writing ik ik#but to be fr tho i actually think snippet 2 is pretty strong but i think the 3rd one is... very weak. there's not much cohesion#like i def could've added more connective tissue. i was just a bit over half the wc limit so that was def smth i couldve done. ugh
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mario hugo being too scared to ask the wendys cashier for extra napkins
* day 50
#dailyishhugo#digital art#fanart#doodle#31 minutos#mario hugo#full lob disclosure i have never been in a wendys (im polish) . i had to ask my american friends for some pointers#i've also . never needed more napkins at a fast food restaurant .. . i just carry tissues wirh me#anyway win#happy day 50!
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uh oh gamers my airway is itchy and my nose is just starting to ooze 😬 i have tomorrow off to relax and eat soup and stay hydrated but anyone have suggestions on how to not be sick on Christmas Eve? i'm supposed to work and then sing in the church choir
#need to go to the store to actually get soup so if someone has something they swear by you have about an hour to get back to me#uuuggghhh#i cannot BELIEVE that only NOW is when i get sick! i've been around sick people tho. maybe something finally broke down my system...#UGH#AUGH#BLECH#WHY#personal#abbie needs a twitter#hmm i suppose i should also pick up a thermometer. and tissues
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extraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuughhhhh
#hey look it’s sloppy beta designs woah#posting rough doodles like this is hard for my self esteem but it’s fun and a good way to stop constant perfectionism so. here ya go!!#art#pdbc#love this guy SO much. he doesn’t do a whole lot in the plot tbh but he’s just so wonderful#his hair is hell to draw but it’s so fun at the same time. go my static electricity freak#never forget what they took from us (his cheekbones) (he was gonna have more prominent cheekbones but it looked wrong)#when your mom and dad are 6’2 and 6’5 respectively but you’re a mere 5’11 😔#he lost the genetic lottery honestly. like I think he’s aesthetically pleasing but the whole pumpkin head….yeah#I know I’m the one who technically named him but his name is still so weird to me. extra. extraordinary. bizarre#ALSO gestures wildly towards him. he has top surgery scars as you can see#he’s not trans tho he’s intersex!! got top surgery bc he had more chest tissue than he wanted#look at him GO my beloved weatherman <3 someone save him he’s gonna get hit by debris#I usually hate drawing clothes but it’s fun with extra cause he wears a ton of thick sweaters and those are always awesome#his little sun sweater is SO cute I’m gonna die (IM THE ONE WHO DREW IT I NEED TO CALM DOWN)#enough yapping. goodnight sleep tight don’t let pumpkin daddy break into your house to give you banana bread
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