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heartorbit · 7 months ago

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searching for a star that's still unknown to anyone!

#for finncakes.arts dtiys on instagram... i missed you wxs #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #proseka #emu otori #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #wonderlands x showtime #wxs #polysho #my ipad did not survive this one its at 3% after like 5 procreate crashes #and sending me visions of it being put down like a dog. Not happening #kirapipi album release im FREE #wxs getting 1 another wanopo comm and 2 a traditional japanese style song. ive been saying they need it. emu deep voice can save the world #I drew emus recent card the untrained but i dont KNOW HOW TO RENDER SNYMORE IDK HOW TO DO IT. SO SHES TRAPPED #in my wip art timeloop for eternity.#tsukasa is pissing me off so bad in this no matter how many times i drew and redrew his head imhe just completely breaks the illusion of #depth i think i actually did alright on rui and emu. i love how theynlook. Went hard rendering tsukasas outfit i guess which.#pisses me off MORE. its NOT THE FOCAL POINT. TSUKASA INHOPE YOUR NEXT LIM HAIRCUT IS EVEN MORE STUPID. YOURE RUINING MY LIFE.#whats supposed to be his hand is so fucked up with the perspective too helppp me just pretend its nenes.#the tonal difference from my ladt post is so funny. fuck you siffrin you stupud cat

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ricky-mortis · 8 months ago

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Hatchetfield @femslashfortnight Day 2: Retro

#would you look at that- it’s another hfff drawing #incredible #some Hollowebby for the soul #I just really think they’re neat yknow #This isn't one of my favorite drawings but hey thats alright #that's cool #they can't all be bangers but for what it's worth it isn't horrible #anyways yeah #now i'm going to go work on Art Fight stuff #very exciting #I don't know how much I'm going to be able to do for it but I guess we'll find out #so much drawing this summer #it's crazy i've been out of school for two weeks and i've drawn like 10 things already #these hands cant stop wont stop #Anyways I love the idea of them skating #I'm a roller blader myself but the skates are cute #did some fun textures and reflections in this one too #I love roller blading tho #wish I could do it more often #fun fact: despite it's portrayal in minecraft- obsidian ranks at a 5-6 on the mohs hardness scale- being the same hardness as opal or glass #idk that's what i came up with for todays fact- i feel like most people know that one but idk #hatchetfield femslash fortnight #hollowebby #miss holloway #webby #hatchetfield #nightmare time #starkid #team starkid #kim whalen

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greyedian · 3 months ago

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MAN I'm seriously so sad about season 2. Bc I wish act 2 had the same emotional impact on me as it appears to have on so many others. But rn I'm just somewhere between unable to care and actively annoyed by some of those writing decisions. Seriously the more I think about it the less I like it.

#act 3 come through please 🙏#I don't think it can salvage some of the things I have contentions with but still... please...#don't ask me about the silco vander flashback with jinxs + vis mom #or the bizzare choice to do so much of the storytelling through this weird music video format they've got going on #completely stripping it of the weight these plot beats could've had if they were... normal scenes #and also missing the point of how the music was used in season 1 and what made it so effective #bc it was complementary to instead of replacing the storytelling #seriously don't ask me about these things I will spontaneously implode on the spot #whyyyyy would they recontextualize season 1 like this with that flashback #to me it kind of ruins the character dynamics and themes in s1. it just makes me so sad you have no idea #also what even are they doing with Jinx rn for real #aaarghhhh just... so many things that are making me scratch my head #also I'm so terribly sorry but I could not care less about Isha sorry lol #like i get that its sad conceptually but she was such a non-character that i struggle to feel impacted at all #same with sky tbh. i thought her role in s1 was alright but there is so much emotional weight put on her now #in terms of her relationship to Viktor but that was barely established so it's weird to have her around #and clearly you're supposed to care but they haven't given me much reason to #isha and sky were non-characters just there to die to further the development of other characters #they didn't really have anything going on on their own and that's just a type of character and plot device that does nothing for me #also i thought the war between zaun and piltover + internal struggles in zaun bc silcos gone would be the main focus #but that stuff seems so sidetracked rn #also sorry i dont like what they did with vander and warwick either. that man should've stayed dead lol #it honestly just makes his death feel less impactful and i dont know what this is supposed to do for the story or the themes???#that just feels like a pointless plotline that is taking up time that could've been spent on other things #i just... i could go on like this for a while like there are so many things that just puzzle me #it's so weird considering how tight and thematically consistent season 1 was #let's see where act 3 goes but... i kinda have a bad feeling about it ngl #obv im glad others are enjoying it and this is just my opinion! also a lot of this are probs just my personal tastes anyway #arcane spoilers

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 12 days ago

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Hi urgent question, what does it mean when the friend that left you five years ago remakes the playlist she made you for your eighteenth birthday with the description, "For all that which I needed to leave behind. Tall tales (which was the name of the playlist she made for your birthday), great mistakes, and the time of my life." And another playlist with the description, "My life as it is! Taller tales than ever before." And posts them both to the Spotify she knows you can see? What does it mean? Hello what does this mean??!? I need someone to please present the correct answer because I don't know what to think or feel but I can't stop looking at the playlists and crying, and I'm at work so that's not great, so I just need an answer please.

#i cant ask her because we are no contact and have been for most of those five years #i dont know if its a way to broach breaking no contact or if its just her eay of coping #with the situation st hand #but then she couldve posted them privately if she didnt want me to see them #so did she want me to see them? it seems so because she referenced the playlist she made me and one of them is a remake #so it seems like a message for me. ehats the message?#that she wants to come back? that she never wants to come back and i need to get used to that?#that shes just fucking with me? but shes not cruel like that #she was never cruel like that. she wouldn't post them just to hurt me #and the description of the second playlist makes it seem like an attempt at connection. right?#like a view into her life #but the description on the first one sends a different message #i feel like im standing in front of an imaginary conspiracy board and wuickly letting it consume me #in a way that if i was a detective i would be taken off the case for getting too close #ive been trying to analyze the lyrics of the song choices and what they could mean #some of them on the playlist thats a remake of my birthday playlist are from the original birthday playlist #but when she sent me that birthday playlist she said the order mattered #and now the order is different and there are some different songs so does the order still matter?#if it does. which im sure it does because i knew her. then what does it mean?#im the meme 'what does it mean? what does it all mean??#this time of year and also every day is hard with missing her and such #but i thought i was doing a little better. getting iver losing her. internalizing that shes not coming back #and then i checked her spotify and found the damn fucking playlists and now im spiraling #and i just wish i could talk to ger about it but i cant break no contact #i feel like the guy in paper towns. but in that one the girl didnt want to be found. she left the clues to show she was alright #but didnt want to be found by the guy that cared enough to put the clues together #i am at work and spiraling and trying not to cry in front of coworkers but i cant stop going iver the playlists and #trying to analyze them #can someone please tell me what they mean beyond a shadow of a doubt so i can breathe again?

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hauntingblue · 6 months ago

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Oh now the villagers know..... and arlong burned the town to punish her..... for some reason

#WHY DID THEY PUT THE VILLAGE GOING AFTER ARLONG AFTER NAMI HURTS HERSELF???? HUH???#also the concept of money being important is lost... arlong wants money too thats why he does certain things... and it contrasts #with namis want for money which is for survival.... but alas...#i wont let you do that 🥺🥺 AHDKAHSKSJKQ #nami doesnt decide what people do thats why she was stabbing herself... and why she controls herself... literally let herself be taken....#also nami just being there to do fuck all cause she isn't fighting..... and that is alright do they know that.....#johnny and josuke....... miss you.... also luffy not wanting a cook on his crew ever since they ran out of food akdjsksj #why did they focus on the fishman racism is what i dont understand. whats the point. this story is not about that.... we get that later lmao #'everyone should be free to live as they choose' SHUT UUUUUUUP!!!!#like he didnt get nami as a slave bc shes a human.... and hes not playing by human rules he found a loophole in their pact ajdhaksjs #and the could you use her so effectively doesnt hit without luffy saying he doesnt know how to do anything and all that....#luffy should be saying like 50% of what he says.... he says fuck all all the time #and why does sanji care about luffy literally what did he do for him....#usopp gets fuck all.... he literally cries and throws up on this fight... why did they skip thag #'zeff was mean to you... boohoo' TELL HIM ZORO!!!!#sanji fueled by love for nami yeah.... but he looks so ridiculous fighting with that suit ajdhakshsjs #also such a shame he hasnt been crushed dramatically.... how would usopp now if he is alright or not #no sun shining behind luffy as he comes out of the rubble like he is the second comong of jesus christ.... 0 stars #the fact that it took them nothing to beat them is kinda shit. like zoro gets wrecked and sanji nearly drowns... luffy gets also wrecked...#and no usopp songs back to back til sunrise.... tragic #usopp getting rewarded for what... he wasnt even scared #YEAH GARP PUNCH HIM!!!! COME ON!!! WHO DARES DISOBEY YOU???!!!#'i dont want to fight you grandpa' BOOOOOO TOMATO TOMATOOOOO #'you're on your own now....' HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THATS THE POINT!! AND YOU DIDNT FUCKING HELP WITH THAT!!!! we are just saying things now....#'i know what it means to fight for your family' whejdja??? whats that supposed to mean??? did bellemere not fight?? she literally did???#*melania trump hello???* whats this about... namis story is not about fighting for your family her mother literally dies for that ajdhajab #and why did they put a tattoo on top of the other in the manga she gets a scar from removing the arlong one and then gets the other one.....#luffy hugging koby.... he didnt hug nami then for what???#do you guys think they will cast someone really ugly as dragon...#watching opla

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girls-and-honey · 10 months ago

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#okay so random tag post even though it's been ages #me thinks the current place i work is actually decent a la accepting-queer-ppl so?? miiiiight. consider actually putting my #pronouns in my email signature (which hardly gets used but shh) but like. the actual ones not the society/people assume anyway ones #idk i attended a virtual tech focused event for trans dov (yes early but they didn't want to put the event on sun) and you know when #everyone is just sharing their stories and experiences and it's just like... an overwhelming sense of community? anyway that #and since it was hosted by a professional org the topics were all workplace focused and mayhaps that's something i'm thinking abt for #this year. at least within our pride group I might be ready? wild bc for a long time tumblr has been the only place I feel comfy being 100%#myself. but hearing real people's stories makes me feel like that kind of community would be nice to have elsewhere too #and the whole looking to others also turns around into the leading by example thing bc then we had some breakout groups at the end for #networking which is not my favorite but! i did my intro and said I use she/her for work but will use she/they for this group and #then the next person said he/him at work but for this group he/they so that made me wonder if it was bc of me saying so first?#which if it was is kind of like oh. the way I'm looking for those people for me.. I can also be that for someone else #anyway this sounds dumb typed out but irl/professional me has always separated out queer identity so it's new to me #i'm allowed to be giddy okay. just a little. as a treat (is tumblr still using 'as a treat' i really hope so)#oh shit is this what gender euphoria feels like #alright that's it for now i think #gah emotions and whatnot #missed you all btw i'll start actually being online again soon #personal

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little-paper-ghost-child · 9 months ago

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Hi uh for some reason a bunch of not nice memories and emotions just hit me like a semi truck so here’s a poem (not really mostly just writing garbage) I will most likely delete when I wake up after I sleep after posting this (that probably makes sense)

Tw for all kinds of not nice things toned to be extremely vague👍👍

I hate to see you sad

I hate to see you sad it’s so upsetting because then

Then you get angry

That’s okay

Blow of some steam, I don’t mind

Hurt me.

I like this cage

You told me I’m on the outside so it must be true

I don’t get a choice though

Or I hate myself, but that’s okay

Kiss me.

I feel disgusting for it.

I really do but that’s fine right?

As long as it makes you happy to make me feel rotten

Twisted gnarled broken

It’s fine, I’m fine

Break me

When you destroy everything that’s left

Ruin, rot,

use your stupid hands to take me apart

Like a child and a toy

I think, I made it all up

That has to be it right? You wouldn’t do this to me

Right?

You are my best friend

Right?

It’s all fine, boundaries are privilege not right

Ruin me.

#gosh I’m not alright #and guess what guys??#I just found out he was starting to do the same thing to one of my other friends!!#the one who already has an ass ton of trauma!!#who is also LITTERALLY NOT EVEN TWELVE YET #sometimes I miss him isn’t that silly #we had good times as well as bad #that’s how it works #sometimes i suddenly remember bad things he did #sometimes I can only remember the good #and I miss that #but I’m also missing majority of the past few years of my life #because of him #so #yeah I’m not super swell at the moment #poetry #ugly poetry #vent post #vent poetry

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100-gar · 4 months ago

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Controversial take but i watched all of jjk, in subbed, so it had my full attention 100% of the time, and i am of the opinion that it just fucking sucks.

So me and my wife were talking about it, and we were trying to figure out why people like it and we've come up short. I do not understand what's so appealing about this show for so many people. Can someone PLEASE tell me.

#yes the animation is phenominal and honestly i would have stopped watching after the first episode without it #MAPPA creates some beautiful art like just gorgeous #but the constant force-feeding of every minor character's backstory was hellish for me #had me rolling my eyes every time they did it (every three seconds)#the vast majority of characters are unlikable or bland or dead #often all of the above #choso is the only character i actively liked?? like i understand him i reallu do #i liked mahito? he's a freak so that's a given #i liked that one old guy with the weird still frames power #uhhh i like sukuna's weird obsession with ripoff sasuke #edit i member: i liked megumi he deserved better #oh i also REALLY liked nanamin or whatever his name was (it's been a while)#i think yuuji's suicide mission that he didn't think through is super interesting #alright heres my most controversial take of all #i don't care at ALL abt gojo. he's so mid there's like a million characters exactly like him #and he's UGLY why do people say he's attractive bro is UGLY A HELL #the intros are baller tho i sat through them every episode no skipping that shit #gorgeous animation as i'd expect from this studio #like! there's so many little drops of things that i liked about this show! which is why it pissed me off so much every time they did boring #ass exposition dumps on characters that are gonna die in five seconds. or worse-they are gonna live and continue to bore me to tears #and when i tell you i physically couldn't read the manga because of how fucking BORING it is #i got caught up and was like 'okay ill read the manga i kinda like what's currently happening n ive made it this far might as well keep goi #g' nah man i couldn't even read a whole chapter. jjk is king of exposition dumps #i do think the powers and how if you tell your opponent what it is it gets stronger is rad #and it drives me insane because i know they know how to drip-feed information about a character! and when they do that they do it SO WELL!!#but they just force feed you all this information the rest of the time like BRO ITS TOO MUCH SLOW DOWN AND JUST LET THE CHARACTERS DO THEIR #THING AND IT WILL BE MORE SATISFYING #anyways not tagging this because i don't wanna put hate in the main tags #just like. if you see this please explain to me what im missing PLEASE i want to like this show SO bad

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tsukasalover · 5 months ago

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(credits to ssruis)

This song is the only thing keeping me going I do not play about mr showtime 😞 nothing ruined me (made my life better) the way this song did

(Sendn. Me songs to do this with in my ask box… sniffle…)

#circuses? heh.. yeah.. im familiar… jesters? oh #even better…. rellakinoko? now hold on this is already gonna be good… tsukasa tenma? im sold. the fish has been captured. im followinf the #sirens into the deepest parts of the sea and wont be coming back. Unfortunately i had gotten t1k (t571) on ensekai for phoenix and am still #bitter about it. Emu and nene came home but the ugly blonde didnt. This is why we’re having problems tsukasa #i have a mr showtime themed custom profile that needs to be finished aand i gotta work on my one for #tsukasa4 #ill be more prepared for that one im certain of it #knocking on wood #PRAYING.#t500 would have been nice you know… unfortunately i ran out of resources.#i think the amount of time and love ive poured into making everything abt this event makes up for this though. Also this is gonna sound #obnoxious but i feel like one of the five people who actually. You know. Get the event. Like its importance which ill elaborate on in a #future post. Everybody wants to talk about this event but nobody wants to read the story #and the side stories Guysss ur missing out its so good when youre not forcing urself to think tsukasa has an ed and dont even know a single #thing abt acting yet believe one google search can prove that method acting is Absolutely Totally Going To Ruin His Life #i dont think fasting was alright it was pretty stupid but what he did doesnt make him have an ed or this or that #I do think you should be very. Very careful with method acting by the way. That can mess you up. But i dont think thats where theyll be #taking tsukasa in the future. Yes itd be nice to show the risks and get a You know be careful but its not as dark and This is gonna ruin hi #😞😨My poor baby!! As people think #omg i got sidetracked LET ME TALK ABT THE BINGO???1?1? Easily distracted ass #Uhm. Where do i begin. Nvm i dont wanna write too much more but this song truly does mean the world to me #And rella’s art is so goood my eyes are always glued to it. For some reason i keep having trouble fcing the expert chart for it on ensekai #ut was just fine on jpsekai. Frowny face. I could listen to the song all day though #Those instrumentals are popping offff i tell you #hidden circus #wonderlands x showtime #wxs #wansho #commissioned song #prsk

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aecholapis · 8 months ago

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I MISSED THE TRAILER TO

METROID

PRIME

FOUR?????????

#WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHY DID NOBODY SAY A THING HOW COULD I MISS THIS WHAT WHEN HOW WHY WAUGHHHHHHH #this is THE trailer I've been waiting for since it had been announced in 2017 #and then they drop it during the first and only Direct I didn't watch #:|#anyway. It looks alright and the first battle sequence reminds me a lot of the attack on Norion from MP3C #Sylux is back! Yay! I wonder if they'll finally tell us what he's been up to all this time #the Metroids (Mochtroids?) seem docile. obedient even #I love that Samus' ship from Corruption is back. it's my favorite space ship design. her Varia suit is also the same #let's see how her suit will lose its upgrades and functionality this time. I have a hunch but it's unlikely such a thing will happen #her scan visor is different too but I'm not sure how to feel about that yet #the Space Pirates look cute. murderous little buggers #the title card is. meh. they should have kept the one from the announcement trailer (2017)#the animation is ...strange. at times. it doesn'T carry the weight like it did in the previous titles #the music (or what little of it we could hear) sounds like it should #this is what elevates the Prime trilogy from every other game and I'm glad they didn't go in a different direction #The Metroid Prime 4: Beyond trailer was released - the galaxy is at peace

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loumauve · 8 months ago

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as someone who's gone through some level of sexual assault (and stalking and just gross crossing of personal and physical boundaries) in the past, there's something particularly fucked up about a guy you're somewhat close with telling you about how their group of guys has a running joke about how someone needs to (kindly put bc translation for that fucking sentence.. fucking yikes. I'd rather not think about it) get it on with you to improve your mood. apparently they're now at 125,- as price money for the one who does it.. which jfc. (why did I ask what they were talking about, and for fucks sake why did he feel so comfortable telling me)

like.. for context: work/school has been hell since March bc there's so much hate speech and crossing of even just the most basic of boundaries and all manners of snide comments and loud screaming and yelling and hitting desks and slamming doors and just.. guys escalating any tiny situation into what would usually lead to someone being fucking fired from their job and maybe slapped with a lawsuit, but here there's zero consequence and now I'm being gaslit into believing that I am the problem for being offended. and I just.. I'm at if not way past my limit. so I've had a near constant migraine for the past months. which.. sure I'm a little grumpy but I've still been polite and respectful, so honestly there's nothing for any of them to get annoyed with other than how one of them told me, and yeah... I know, to smile more..

just.. I feel so grossed out and uncomfortable and there's nothing I can do except hope the internship stuff is sorted out next week so I can be away from that place and those people for the next few months at least.

fucking hell tho. I'm literally in hell. this is worse than the 2 years of group bullying and mistreatment at my old work place. talk about draining experiences. this is the last thing I needed on top of all the grieving and anxiety

#sometimes I think I'm gonna throw up. insert the '*chuckles* I'm in danger.' meme #sa mention #every time I think I may make some progress in trusting guys to be around me again this shit happens #and I hate that so much bc there's so many sweet and wonderful guys out there #but all that gets drowned out by the panic I feel from all that bad history being dredged back up to the forefront of my mind #like. there was so much fucked up shit (not just done by guys. just all the stuff that didn't happen in relationships)#anyway. I hate it here. I was making some progress in being more comfortable around intimacy and with my sexuality again #which.. is a big fucking thing for someone who's grey-ace. and most of that progress is now overshadowed by all this grossness #I just want to be alright again. and I miss my therapist now more than I ever did before bc she knew #the full extent of it. of what it did to me. of how to cope and move on. bc there's little to do except try and forget #and now I'm just lost and scared and terrified of something else being added to the pile of dreadful memories #a day in the life of..

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rosemary-bells · 2 years ago

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