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don't look back
#heheeh#drew tanners death again (guilty as charged)#i love u tbosas pack#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#tanner#treech#coral#mizzen#my art#thg#tthey really got his ass#knowing tumblr this will quality crunch hard#already sad abt it
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Do you ever do requests? If so, do you ever plan on drawing some Yandere with the Hantengu clones? :D hope you have a good day/night!!!
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yes!! I love yanderes.. and these guys.. these guys are such good material...... nods nods..
I'm not sure about requests..I assume you mean drawing requests? I suppose if it REALLY catches my interest enough, I'd do it, but it'd probably just be line art/sketches.
#null rot#yandere kny#yandere demon slayer#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#midori306#YOU ALREADY KNOW THE ANSWER TO THE YANDERE QUESTION MY BELOVED CULT MEMBER#uwaa and i recently checked back on their designs.. THEY HAVE LONG SLANTED EARS DUDE WHAT THE FUCKKK THATS LIKE THE CUTEST EVER#i tend to shitpost and focus on the dere than the yan but thats my mistake!! im sorry cult members.. I'll need scarousal#when calling sekdio. he pretends to ignore you but you can tell he heard you when his ear twitches#He's flabbergasted that you met someone else to begin with. who let you go out without one of them?!#hes too shocked and angry to even properly get upset!!#Karaku loves everything you have to say. less so if its positive abt someone else. still listens tho. listening carefully for details..#he doesnt mind others eyeing you. youre perfect in his eyes. who wouldnt? still.. thats not gonna fly well.#Urogi loves when you seek him out but mentioning someone else... is bc you want to feed him right? ofc! you want to benefit him!#its cause hes your favorite! yeah! youre so sweet!!! ofc he'll get rid of someone for you both!!#Aizetsu's bashful. he feels put on the spot when calling him but hes always hoping you give him affection of some kind. always ready for yo#mentioning someone else was NOT what he wanted and now hes sad.. youre making him sad.. whats so important you had to bring that up?#The thought of anyone else makes him feel so exhausted already.. wont you comfort him instead? he needs you now.. atone for your mistakes#uwaa expressions.. uwaaa aizetsu releasing some of the tension in his brows when hes feeling upset towards you uWAA#i CANT RAMBLE ENOUGH IN THE TAGS SO WAIT FOR THE POST I HAVE IN THE BACK BURNER FROM SOMEONE ELSE WHO ASKED FOR SOMETHING SIMILAR!!!!!!!
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i love buggggsss i wanna pick him upp
#art#my art#kamen rider#kamen rider kuuga#he wont get out of my head#ive gotten back into watching kuuga and im on ep 30 :(#im like 60% done already and im so sad abt it#after i finish it tho imma try to watch kr ooo again#stupid BUGS in my BRAIN
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You know it's actually sick and twisted that Rick ended the trials of apollo series
Clearly he wasn't thinking of the needs of others (me)
#what will i fill my time with now#do i just start reading hidden oracle again#i'm too tired to think abt this#toa#trials of apollo#the trials of apollo#lester papadopoulos#oh how i adore you lester#you are my special guy#i love you lester#ily lester#i miss you already#i am filled with deep melancholy#soap is very sad :(
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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wakes up in a cold sweat. since the wolves are pavia's arcanum, imagine how they looked like when he was a kid. the scariest, biggest looking wolves that could make him feel safe and keep him company. so massive and fluffy to fill in the empty space of the basement and keep him warm. but also round, foggy and vague shadows, because hes just a child learning how to use his unique arcanum. and then imagine their shapes turning sharper, more solid, with wicked grins and a confident trot as the years go by, changing along their master
#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 pavia#stop putting pavia in found families. he already has one!!!!#the friends he found in the dark!!!!!#i care abt the wolfpack so much im so sad they never write their names properly in the game
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man. subz saying hes Confident minute wont do anything to interfere w his plans, whether its /clearing anything w console or even temp banning subz for exploiting and rule breaking, bc he knows subz is leaving made me 110% more miserable :')))
#lifesteal spoilers#it is sad seeing how badly people just want him to Stay#while knowing how much he hates it here and wants nothing more than to leave#its interesting to see how he falters when talking abt the other people in the server when he isnt making it a joke#like he makes so much of what he says into a joke or unserious but the moment he does he seems#idek#ill stop yapping im just Thinking Thoughts#realizing how attached ive gotten and how sad i will be when its over#honestly im already getting sad#LOL
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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY
#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK#ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK#my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3#so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first#which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go#but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it#from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN#about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change#the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even#and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop#to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel#and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember#reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not#the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often#misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#playthru#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#change god#WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK
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the devil couldn't reach me so he made it impossible for me to find friends who like one of my favourite games of all time :(
#vee's rambles 🩷#the game is fe3h btw#and i HAVE gotten one of my friends into it but it's just so sad that almost everyone i've met has never even heard kd fire emblem prior#to me mentioning it#and as much as i love being the reason someone gets into something i just wanna have someone who already likes it#yeah i know its kinda stupid to be so attached to a silly anime strategy rpg#but i genuinely love it and i could talk abt it for HOURS#anywho if any of y'all (moots/followers) DO play three houses#PLEASE lmk#i just want friends who like it as much as i do#fire emblem#fire emblem three houses#fe3h
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ummm uhhhhh xillia 2 but i've turned it into isat. does anyone out there see my vision. can anyone hear me
(the last pic is below a cut because it's just, by nature, a spoiler for both games djkhdksjfhkds)
#tales#tales of xillia 2#in stars and time#i was tempted to redraw just the whole sif-evicerates-a-sadness sequence with ludger bc the recontextualization makes me go >:)#but also i couldn't decide to do just that first pic + the party (uneasy and readying their weapons)#OR -- just draw him looking up and smiling. at julius :)#see i've already been thinking abt putting ludger in a time loop anyway because i want him to suffer more#wouldn't it be funny if he'd have to fight julius over and over...... wouldn't that be so hilarious..........#me talking abt julius in the tags despite not drawing him fdskjfhs it's bc i dunno WHAT i'd do with him here. maybe hes dead ALREADY idk!#anyway i uhhhh i don't think many people in the world have played both of these games. but i think the redraws themselves just look nice :>#the void given form
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I drew him being miserable (bcuz he’s a wet cat of a man) but felt bad. Gave him lollipop.
#tw blood#cw blood#it’s not blood it’s givanium but just in case#garten of banban#Garten of banban fanart#gobb#gobb fanart#he was born in a wet cardboard box all alone#and I adore him for that#he’s just Such a guy#am I the only one who’s actually kinda really sad about him#I’m listening to my sad playlist and thinking ‘omg this is Literally him’#he’s so ‘I bet on losing dogs’ by Mitski to me#do u think banban would like mitski. I think he would#idc if this is cringe#he’s SO sad. I have to make him worse#how to convey that I have to make him feel the Worst. even tho he’s my fav#love this creature. the bong bong#<- was gonna type something like that last tag but ig I’ve already made that joke.?#sorry for so many tags I just Love the tagging function#I can convey so many emotions in just one post with both Text and TAGS it’s the BEST#it’s late an I’m tired. need to sleep before I write more tags abt how I want banban to be sad
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I was afraid I’d lose him. So I got there late. And… as I entered, I saw him about to take pictures by himself. The first thing that I felt was… I wanted to hug him. No matter how bad I was to him, he’s still there for me. Every time that I’ve fallen or torn apart, he always runs up to me. He’ll come running and hug me. The same goes for this time, where he shows up. Am I happy? I’m really delighted. I really am. I’d like to thank Save for always being by my side till this very day.
DMD Friendship the Reality: It Takes Two EP. 5
#auausave#auau thanaphum#save worapong#dmd friendship the reality#dmd friendship the reality it takes two#b.txt#esmetracks#visualtaehyun#uservid#the way i dont wanna tag a lot of ppl bc this set is So Long and so For Me#making self indulgent gifs is kinda fun af guys like yes I would like to see this moment in 20 gifs!#waiter waiter! more auausave! (im literally the waiter and brother. dinner is served!)#ok time for me to ramble abt this whole moment in the following tags#auau really loves save so much… like it's so serious y'all what the fuck……#his facial journey fucking kills me every time (and i have lost track how much i've rewatched this)#the way he really thinks he lost save and then BOOM save enters and auau opens his mouth to say Something but he's SPEECHLESS.#auau tries to play up his cool guy act but ugh u r down bad <3 u get shy <3 u gaf <3#save really has him wrapped around his finger like it's just so so so crazy#you can see in the first few gifs how he really did look so sad/disappointed!! processing it in real time and trying to accept it!!#it's the way save enters too. beaming addictive smile... ok i really. they really got me bad. u ever get self aware suddenly. thats me rn#AGH BUT LIKE ALL HIS WORRIES R GONE BC SAVE IS HERE!!! SAVE CHOSE HIM!!!! AUAU WHO KEPT WORRYING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE SHOW BC HE KEPT#GETTING SO CLOSE TO FIRST PLACE BUT STILL NOT GETTING IT... BUT AUAU!! SAVE CHOSE U AS FIRST IN HIS HEART!!!!!#and when he asks save if hes happy bc he knows they didnt spend as much time together as they wanted... but ofc theyre both happy to choose#each other 🥹🥹😭🥹 when i watched it i knew theyd end up together so ofc this wasnt a surprise. but it also felt like of course... theyre#already meant to be realhia in your sky. and they clearly get along so why wouldnt they choose each other. BUT THEN I REMEMBERED SEASON ONE#and the auausaveryujin trio thing going on couldve turned out like a tlelattefirstone moment. just cuz theyre supposed to act in a show#together doesnt mean theyll stick together... which i actually love bc its really based on who wants to act together as a koojin(g) waaaah#(but also lbr ryujin honestly wasnt even doing that much like he literally chose himself DKSFJHGD)#'i got a bit heartbroken' is so. it's so much. auau. do u hear urself. GOD#dmd friendship is just so awesome i love schrödinger's dating show so much
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OH NO RAIN'S EYES ARE GREEN???? FUCKKKKK
#warrior cats#wc#rain wc#rain warrior cats#I ALREADY MADE THE WHOLE AMV DUDE IM NOT GOIN BACK TO CHANGE HIS EYE COLOUR#BUT GODDAMMIT LMAOOO#comeon hes waaayyy better with blue eyes he doesnt deserve green eyes right right#orz#how did i not check the wiki even once when designing him or throughout the wholeee video making process...#i just imagined him so strongly with blue eyes i didnt even think it was wrong lmaooo#i worked for so long on this video i hope the comments wont all be abt his eye colour orz blease..#anyway hows this post for a weird teaser. afdsjklgh#workin on some final edits and thumbnail C:#yep im in like the v final stages and Now is when i find out abt his eye cllr. Big sad#needletail amv#ppmpost#bts#rain
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knowing there are people out there who only keep up w ls watching fuckass roshambo's videos is so damn funny. like seeing people who Only watch ro's videos cry abt how him and mapicc are enemies bc of ro's new video, while knowing that mapicc ASKED ro to blow up his castle and he genuinely just hasnt killed ro even once this season, is so funny.
#lifesteal spoilers#i keep getting sad duality shit on my tiktok fyp bc of ro's video#crying abt how dead they are#the most dead thing abt them is ro's activity on the server ToT#like half of ro's monthly lifesteal s6 logins have been w or doing smt for mapicc#he unironically has just spent more time w mapicc and derap of all people then he has rek and jumper#so yeah like im actually certain theyd be friends if ro Actually Played The Game#bc zam and mape are like ro's favourite people to be around on the server from what ive seen#“duality duo is DEAD” and mapicc (and derap LOL) was the only one who knew abt ro's invis video plans#and ro already Knew mapicc told ro abt his wardens in spawn thing
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guy who only asks questions if they feel insightful enough to be worth asking and only hangs out if there is smth to do together <- deeply uncomfortable of the idea of wasting someones time
#yes i was constantly accused of not paying attention for asking questions i didnt know someone already asked why do you ask#maybe it does sound a little sad when i put it as 'i feel most comfortable when i feel like im not wasting the other persons time'#but its more like i want the other person to feel like im putting thought or at least care into it even if i dont express it very well#its weird feeling like im not giving back enough in the conversation but not knowing why or being confused by the idea#of someone who just likes to listen to me talk and not waiting for their turn to speak like i do like. arent you tired of it yet>?#how are you not thinking of ways to get out of this conversation yet??? it fascinates me bc ill never understand it#i like how we are now talking abt not letting yourself feel like a burden for asking for help and letting people help you#but i am on the other side of the spectrum where i want to feel needed when we hang out or else i wont know how to let u know me#yapping#diary#I hate feeling like this cuz it feels like im coming up with new and creative ways to defend myself instead of being myself
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the need to only post finished art im 100% proud off and fits the aesthetic of my account vs the fact I have no time or energy to finish anything and I scribble 793834293748349734 ideas that just never see the light of day and I'd like to share actually
#text#delete later#also rlly feeling weird abt coping w ai like i Know its been an issue for a while but its the one art theft thing that rlly like I cant dea#I am generally VERY lenient TOO lenient with my posted art#but thats way over the line#like i wanna share more ocs but these r harder to deal with art theft of? Fanart is a shared thing already but ocs hmmm#and yea fandom ideaz.. scribbly.. ugly.. but the world must know#also i wanna post weirder things like gore n blood and my monster ocs weirdos freaks#I dont rlly wanna have wholesome expectations for my art#i like angst#maybe i should use sebek side account for the scribbles hm#also in general im sad i cant rlly find energy to complete a PROJECT its just one or 2 illusts and im Out#rambles rambles#i hate talking sagyudagsyugsdyds
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