#almost a full year ago now
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god I'm so sick of practically every game I play making my eyes strained... what am I supposed to do :(
#believe me I have already addressed this with an eye doctor#almost a full year ago now#my conclusion was basically that this is a mystery and there is no solution#reading glasses did NOT work and actually made me very woozy and sick#lol. lmao even#my original post
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"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie
#liv in the replies#if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect#THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i#went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO#regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me#as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's#james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he#will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who#love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs#hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic#next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the#elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost#tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on#tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for#the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc#so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many#photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate#and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets#okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o#i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul#u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh#start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last#blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee#& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost#joel farabee#philadelphia flyers#calgary flames
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I MADE THE MTR CURRY FOR SENSEIS BDAY!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAKURAI!!!!!!!!🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶🩶
#this is vee speaking#I WOKE UP SUPER LATE TODAY LMAO THIS ACTUALLY MY FIRST MEAL OF THE DAY 😭😭😭😭#*FALLS TO KNEES* BUT ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I MADE FOR THIS CHARACTERS OMG#I BOUGHT THESE INGREDIENTS LIKE ALMOST HALF A YEAR AGO AND HAVE ONLY NOW GOTTEN TO MAKE THE MTR CURRY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#IM HAPPY IT WAS FOR JAKURAI HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY OLD OBSESSION CAN YOU TELL I USED TO HAVE A THING FOR HIM LOL#IN HYPDREAM HE GOT CAUGHT BY AN EMERGENCY AND IT WAS LIKELY HE WASNT GOING TO BE ABLE TO MAKE HIS PLANS TO CELEBRATE WITH HIFUMI AND DOPPO#BUT HE DID IN ARB SO IMMA SAY HE DID LOL#I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE FOOD!!!!!!!!!!! APPRECIATED HIFUMI FULL HOST MODE AND LOVING JUST FOR YOU!!!!!!!#DOPPO STRUGGLED TO FIND A GIFT BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOYED WHAT HE GAVE YOU!!!!!!!#MAY THE STORY LET YOU FIND YOUR ANSWERS THATLL FINALLY WAKE YOTSUTSUJI#AND THAT YOU CONTINUE REPAIRING THOSE RELATIONSHIPS OF YOURS LOL#HAVE MORE ‘NO YOU HANG UP 💜🩶’ PHONE CALLS WITH HITOYA AND CONTINUE TO SHOW YOUR SINCERITY TOWARDS RAMUDA TO BE AS CLOSE AS HE CAN ALLOW#AND CHILLING OUT ON THE SACRIFICIAL MENTALITY LOL#HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶🥳🩶
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the veilguard curse.....i just want to play older bioware games; ALSO small rant where i really started losing hope in the story
I HATE GAMES....that make you go through a dialogue tree only to leave you with only ONE option to choose. i am thinking of one conversation with solas where rook's final and only option of dialogue is "I will do whatever it takes" or whatever and UGHHHH
I HATE THAT especially when i'm trying to run a character that would NEVER say that???
ugh i love roleplay games that make you play a character you didn't at all make /sarcasm
this is just an excuse to make a post about how rambert would never "do whatever it takes", he won't lie even to save face or earn trust.
#OOC.#thinking of ME...the loyalty missions that actually had choices in them!!!! AAAAAA#datv spoilers#dav spoilers#anyway im pushing myself to finish it; and i THINK? im almost to the 3/4 or halfway point idk its hard to tell with this game#but i already am struggling to see what replay stuff i could do if i chose to go back through the game.#the only time so far a choice has felt like...impactful is the the treviso and minrathos choice and that was like 10+ hours ago for me#AND I WANT TO EXPLODE#i hate games that are like 'here's an option for what your character will say' and you pick it and its not what the option was at all (:#anyway veilguard makes me thankful for the cheaper games out there and i pray for EAs downfall#tbd#veilguard critical#dragon age critical#UGHHH i dread opening up veilguard just to finish it cause#yippe ill have one quest then get 10 new quests from my companions and do them and have shallow conversations with no effect to the story a#AAAAAAAA#i just struggle with this cause this is the first game i bought at the full $70 price#and it REALLY feels like such a waste of my money that should have been saved and spent on bills but thats on me#i shouldve vetted the game more but the combat looked fun and people were seemingly only hating on the diversity of characters#but now playing it i feel like i'm beta testing a game that'll be ready in another year#and damn is it a good game in beta! the combat isn't too bad. it removed a part of how dragon age combat used to function though so#thankfully i enjoy Mass effect's style of combat or this would be different.
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I apparently wrote this on July 4th of last year. It’s almost been a full year since I started playing Twisted Wonderland and that’s wild to me. I just live here now lmao anyway here’s wonderwall—
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It was unusual for her not to leave her last class of the day without at least Deuce by her side but there was some important Heartslabyul meeting that he and Ace had to attend. They couldn’t be late and Chris was understanding of this. Riddle would have their heads if he was in a bad enough mood, and no one wanted to risk anymore of that. Jack had a different class than the trio for their last period, so Chris was walking on her own. The hallway wasn’t complete empty as there were students sprinkled around here and there minding their business, but it was much less crowded than it was throughout the day. Chris hummed a tune as she carried what had been dubbed “the bubble” on her back. It was just a cat carrier for Grim to sit in, but calling it “the bubble” was much funnier. Grim would normally complain about the bubble and just how humiliating it was for a “great mage” to be carried around in such a thing, but today he was quiet. Chris had to keep him awake until the final bell but once he was free to rest he didn’t hesitate. Grim slept peacefully to the muffled sounds of Chris’s tune and the gentle sway of her paces. It was nice for both of them. Chris was slow to walk down a set of stairs so not to disturb the sleepy creature and jostle him awake, but each step made her lag behind most of her schoolmates. Eventually everyone seemed far enough away that she felt safe enough to bring her humming to quiet singing. Someone would have to be fairly close to hear her words.
”Cruel and cold like winds on the sea,
Will you ever return to me?”
Since her latest Crowley-assigned-odd-job regarding the Housewarden of the Octavinelle Dorm, she’d been recalling ocean related songs. Having been in the ocean for a while had really brought out her inner siren… or something. She couldn’t recall how she knew the handful of shanties that she did, but there was really no point in fretting about it. They sounded nice, so why not sing them when given the chance.
“Over waves and deep in the blue,
I will give up my heart for you.”
Chris turned the corner without looking. It had already become muscle memory for her, so she hardly had to check where she was going. She knew her way out of the school and to her dorm. It was almost mindless at this point. So much so that she hardly noticed her own footsteps.
Or anyone else’s.
”Come my love, be one with the sea.
Rule with me for eternity.”
Suddenly the song, along with her steps were briskly put to a halt. She’d bumped into someone when her guard was down but quickly snapped back to reality, stumbling back in the process.
“Sorry! I’m sor—“
She looked up to see an all too familiar figure turn to look at her.
Floyd.
“Was that you, shrimpy?” He mused, a smile spreading across his face. He laughed as his twin, only a few steps ahead of him, turned to see what had just happened.
Jade.
Both of them.
“Are you two alright?” The other boy asked, stepping back to be as uncomfortably close to Chris as his brother. She felt as though she had rapidly shrunk. There was no ill will between them, but Chris couldn’t shake the feeling of danger she felt whenever they approached. This time she was alone. No one could save her.
“Did you hear shrimpy?” Floyd asked, turning to his brother. “He was singing!”
“That was him?” Jade asked, bemused by the idea.
Chris didn’t dare make a sound.
“Yeah! Maybe Azul shoulda had him give his voice as collateral instead of the dorm when they made that contract.” Floyd laughed at his own joke, but this only reinforced the fear that was already brewing inside of Chris. Jade finally turned his attention to her.
Oh no.
“What my brother means to say is: you have a lovely voice.” He began. “Besides, we’d have no practical use for it.”
Not as reassuring as he might have thought, but there wasn’t much that either of them could say that could convince Chris not to run at the first chance she’d get.
“But you heard him right?” Floyd said, getting his brother’s attention again. “He almost sounded like a—“
Somewhere a pair of lightbulbs flickered on, illuminating what was once hidden.
Girl. Chris sounded like a girl.
The duo looked back at Chris only to see that she was already darting back around the corner she came from. They could hear Grim’s muffled shouting from his bubble, as he was definitely awake now. She was a good distance away by the time the two wordlessly agreed to go after her. They had so many questions now, and there was always a bit of fun to a chase, right?
“Wait up!”
“Come back!”
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Also for anyone who’s wondering, this is the bubble:
#o👏c👏lore👏o👏c👏lore👏#I would have sworn I wrote this a few months ago but no it’s almost been a full year#also Chris gets actually closer to the tweels later on#there’s just a bit of… turbulence at the beginning of their relationship#by turbulence I mean the boys like sticking their noses where they don’t belong on Chris the skeptic doesn’t trust like that#anyway#my writing#twisted wonderland#twst#yuusona#twst yuu#twisted wonderland yuu#floyd leech#twst floyd#twisted wonderland floyd#jade leech#twst jade#twisted wonderland jade#okay to reblog#also fun fact#I kept forgetting Jade’s name for some reason when I first started out so I kept calling the twins ‘Lloyd and Floyd’ because it was funny#i know better now lmao
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how many times can i cry in a single day before i dehydrate and become one with the sand, broken and bruised and disintegrated, almost unrecognisable from the vibrant and solid form of my past
#own post#it’s surprising how quickly you can loose almost everything you had#i still habe my home and my belongings but when i talked to my therapist last year#i said i had a perfect life and didn’t know why i was doing so badly with the depression#and i wouldn’t say that now. sure i still have an objectively good life#but the glass always seems half emptied when you compare it to being full only few months ago#especially when what you emptied is most of your friendships and connection with family and joy in living#then the glass sure does feel almost entirely empty#and all that’s left is materiality and a single wonderful friend#i guess that friend and i will have to slowly pour new water into the glass#tag chaos#idk if this makes sense to you. but i need to get it out#and it’s hard to get out when you suddenly have no one to listen
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I like comparing my progress and it's the problem of all of you now
Odette's original design & the current one
#now she actually has the clothes she wears in game#its the same jacket whicu well shes not wearing because i finally did the quests with ricky to get the white top so i just fuzed them#ssoblr#star stable online#starstable#star stable tumblr#sso oc#sso#sso art#starshine legacy#odette nobledew#star stable art#also these are less than 2 months apart i think thats lowkey crazy#crazy? i was crazy once#they locked me in a room#a rubber room#a rubber room full of rats#rats make me crazy#crazy.....?#god convincing my parents to get me ibis paint membership was suchba good decision now i can actually use my tablet so yeah since i got the#membership some time ago ive been constantly using it#no more finger art#it sounds very wrong ik shut up but i did digital art with my finger for almost 5 years years
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what i need is a link to admin at the mercury and admin at the wnba. set me up a special account so i can see all the old videos from the old website. and get me a computer with all 19000+ minutes of dt games and a strong video editor. really i'd like all the old footage too.
#it's devastating bc i'm trying to find the full presser from the 2007 finals when dt says is a smack in the face not the same as a punch#but also what i want to do is clip every single dt assist and almost assist into what has to be like a 5 hour video#and then of course all the baskets#but i did the math and if you're watching film for 8 hours a day it would take like 161 days to watch all her wnba games#like i said yesterday i was watching a handful of games and her passes ..really we don't talk about the act of passing the ball enough#i would like to watch other old games too like the comets 97-2000#now my hope is that it doesn't happen this year but when it does happen [and i have a list]#mat should pay her like 1.5 million/year to consult for the org . which might mean doing nothing but show up at occasional games#and i know she doesn't want to coach or gm but i think she would be so good at roster creation recruitment and draft day decisions#like i said i have a list but i'm not going to put it out until it needs to be put out#i want to watch every game that cheryl miller coached#but that you can't watch candace parker's rookie season#or anything from LJ#or any comets games#or postseason prior to 2015#it's so disrespectful to not have them available#you could sell box sets of seasons by team and charge like 20 bucks per each and i'd eat them up#or full seasons of games#it is so concerning from the archival side that so much footage only lives publicly on these old youtube accounts from 12 15 17 years ago#and the best we can do is hope nothing gets deleted
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my life has been so much richer and full of meaning since I was introduced to mad liberation +the psych survivor movement and i am so so so grateful for the people who shared their time and energy and stories with me. can't imagine where i would be today without the people who helped me start dreaming of different ways of living + loving + caring for each other.
#personal#crazy to me that it was almost three years ago now that i like. first heard about psych incarceration and went Huh. huh. things make sense#antipsychiatry#mad liberation#mad pride#i love my psych survivor friends and loved ones so much#watching one of my best friends who's also a psych survivor get up in front of a room full of professionals and defend her thesis on#carceral structures of psychiatry settler colonialism and her proposal for Indigenous community care for suicidality#and im just so so proud of her and value her wisdom and insight and friendship so much#and knowing where she's come from and where she has lived to now#it has been such a comfort to be able to talk about instituionlization with someone else who has survived it#and only live like two minutes away from her#i
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Don't like the fact some of my posts on here are hurtling toward being a decade old after I started this in my last year of uni
#I started this blog when I was young and full of hope now lookit me#jokes aside wow thats impressive but also CURLS IN ON SELF SCREAMING#I'm wizened - practically a corpse! Soon I shall enter the retirement home#tbh this coupled with the fact my friends keep pinging photos that facebook is showing them from like 12 years ago when we were in -#- high school has me feeling like the fukkin crypt keeper#I have aged and yet continue to not grow up - it's almost impressive
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weird thing about me is that I am so serious about new year's resolutions that the last week of december feels like I'm in one of those "preparing for war" montages (but in a good way)
#mine are always very easy to complete and i dont kick myself if i miss a day#like last year mine was to watch one new movie a week (bc i never ever watch movies despite wanting to) and i did it! mostly#and my one for this year is in three parts. a) read every day bc i fell out of that habit and even one page counts#b) finish my physical TBR shelf (i think its about 70 books? itll be tough but i think i can do it)#and c) read a nonfiction book at least once a month because as much as i love fiction there are a LOT of nonfics piling up#that i really want to read and i sort of neglect them in favor of my constant escapism. so.#ANYWAY i think about that statistic of how many people fail at their new years resolution and it makes me feel like i have rabies#but like. spite rabies#i made a list of interesting nyrs a few months ago and the amount of articles i had to read by smug wealthy men made me sick in the head#and only achieving my goals out of spite will heal me#anyway follow me on storygraph xoxo (ththalassocracy)#you can watch me in real time as i try once again to read a book popular at the library i work at and get disappointed almost every time#ignore the fact that ive been listening to an audiobook for almost a year now. dont look at me#ahh i love new years though. its such a fresh and clean start#2026 im thinking abt having a new resolution for each month so that i can sort of teach myself how to apply that Fresh Start feeling anytim#so that i dont have to wait for new years bc i have fleeting goals and hobbies all the time and its fun to commit to things#without the horror of failing (or consequences)#also next year i wanted to try my Shower Olympics resolution but that one would NOT last a full year lol#so maybe. but i dont actually want to start planning anything until at least june#AND THIS YEAR I HAVE 6 DAYS OFFFF right at new years!!! so i get to deep clean AND rest AND start off my resolution really strongly#im so fucking excited i might do that every year because the joy i feel at having those days off during new years is incredible
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I work at spirit halloween, We have powerpuff girls costumes, Unfortunately it's the reboot design but they're also just....so cursed I sorta love them
Aww, bummer! I guess their grim presence is at least on theme for Halloween times.
I remember when Spirit had a ton of OG PPG stuff the year before they announced they were making Dance Pantsed (at the time I had a feeling they were testing to see if PPG merch would still sell so they could make a new series or do a special… kind of like they’re doing now… ~foreboding~…). I snagged a Mojo candy bag (that I still have!) because I was stunned they were actually selling something with him on it!
#omg now that I think about it was that almost ten years ago???#good lord#we’ve come back full circle in the ppg to (possibly crappy) reboot pipeline
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Greetings! I hope you're doing well. As a big fan of Servamp, I've been enjoying your translations immensely. I was wondering if I could request a translation of the Servamp drama CDs 'A Sunday Full of Vampires' and 'Summer Festival'? I apologize if this is too much to ask."
Hi! Glad you're enjoying them!
As you might've noticed, I've been kinda... Inactive here >.< I don't think I've got the time or energy to translate a full drama CD, I'm afraid :(
#not a translation#I once started doing one of the little thingies that came with the music CDs but even that is A Lot#And that was years ago mind you#I think I started doing these translations when I was almost done studying and had only like a part-time job with 12 hours a week or smth#or 16 maybe. smth like that.#But now I work full time with 38 hours a week which is uh. a lot more.#I kinda miss doing translations but there's just SO much stuff i enjoy doing and so little time for it all 😔
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Why do you stick with old blender, it's literally free? 🫵 👁️👁️
my computer is old as fuck<33333 im working with the limitations of the beautiful windows 8 OS<333333 and blender 2.79 just so happens to be the only latest version that had windows 8 support and runs good and doesnt lag every two seconds<33333333 also im just used 2 it. if you can do everything the same as the newer versions(albiet the newer versions make it a little easier ig besides making all the shortcuts n shit 10x worse :skull:) then why change it lol..... i havent genuinely run into an issue i couldnt find a workaround for or couldnt do w a slightly out-of-date technique. ik our world is all about tech upgrades these days but like if professionals before me haved used the same shit to make better products thats good enough for me! windows 10 isnt better than windows 8 you can just play bigger games and get viruses easier etc<3
#my computer is almost 20 years old......... thats not much 2 ppl obv but for a computer????/ in this day and age????? i love her<3333 i love#my old computer im so tired of tech elitism im so tired of abandonware and nobody being able to upkeep older tech....#sighs. anyways. this is supposed 2 be about blender. JBNJJKBKJYB#IM VERY. PASSIONATE. about dinosaur computers :3 and the likes :33#if i have 2 use windows its old and hogey or else<3#ANYWAYS !!!!#yea :3 even if i can get a computer w a bigger OS ill probs still stick to 2.79 the way you do stuff in later versions is sooo weird n fuck#d up...... evil even :( like we hgad it so good whyd we make everything actually worse. eugh...#im a blender 2.79 truther and defender o7#i might even fuck around in even earlier versions now too who know<33#world so beautiful and full of programs from 20+ years ago<33#asks#lamby#blender 2.79
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an important writing question to ask yourself is "how much time and effort do i want to put into figuring out what this character's legal documents would look like"
#newt has THE MOST BULLSHIT COMPLICATED backstory for this i stg#born out of wedlock in west germany in 1990 when the two germanies were IN THE MIDDLE of reuniting but not done yet#and then almost immediately moved to the united states with his dad because his parents broke up#which seems to imply his dad got full custody?? which seems at least a little weird for the time period#could not figure out if it was even legally plausible because TWO GERMANIES#but both parents wanted his dad to have full custody so like... maybe??#anyway what fucking citizenship does he have. i dont even know#was thinking dual but germany doesnt like dual#so that might only work if his dad transmitted american citizenship to him like a bloodline curse#but i think that only works if his dad was already a citizen when he was born and his dad is german so THAT would mean-#*insert that one gif of charlie day with the pepe sylvia conspiracy board*#so maybe he just has american citizenship???#i dont know how that works either...#and then when im writing him hes trans on top of all that#which makes all this relevant unfortunately! could this man have gotten a legal name change circa 2010?#i THINK so?? im probably just going to handwave it?? but AARGH#i dont LIKE handwaving these things because like#anachronisms with trans characters & the transition process always bug me a bit#im almost 10 years younger than newt but i remember shit was DIFFERENT even back in like. 2014.#this isnt a legal thing but i remember before there was a nonbinary pride flag. we shared the purple-white-green genderqueer one#well. 'we' including me at the time. im a man now#and surgery has changed! no-nip top surgery was really rare to hear about before like... even just a few years ago?#im sure it was happening but it's way more common now than it was in like 2020#and i didnt even know trans people existed until like 2010#the first time i saw a trans character in ANY work of fiction was 2011#personal#unscientific aside#im way off on a tangent now i forget if i was going to say anything else#good enough hit post
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