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stabbingandorbeingstabbed · 2 years ago

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i need to run away from home i need to move to a city and meet people who get it and i need to get my tits cut off for realsies this time like i've had enough actually. for the love of god

#my parents are being kind enough to pay for sessions with a life coach bc im very stuck and not at all sure what to do #and the bad news is that it's a woman from my old church #but the good news is that i've always liked her and she's the most normal person there re: non-christians #like we have a relationship that goes back 15 years and i've never once felt judged by her like i love her #and had NO IDEA she did the whole life coach thing #so im hoping that once we start this it'll be the active hand holding i need to like. pull me out of the rut i've been stuck in for like #almost a decade now #gonna have to wait on even thinking abt top surg tho bc i cannot see my family being super supportive of THAT and like #idk how to go about looking into how to do that like my insurance covered my breast reduction #bc i was still on my moms really good insurance and it was deemed medically necessary for my quality of life or whatever #and im SO GLAD i did it but u know what would be even better ?? never feeling the need to put on a bra ever again in my life #anyways. right now at this moment nothing has like materially changed but i think i can feel Something shifting #but that might just be me having a little bit of hope for the first time in a while lmaoo. bleak !!

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batsandbirdsandothers · 3 months ago

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... and that's why I stick to fanfics and fanarts these days.

#jason todd #red hood #batman #dc comics #my art #ive been disappointed in dc for almost half a decade now #come back dextor soy #give us sexy cute jason

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catmask · 1 year ago

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with that said there are characters that a fat maybe not canonically but they are spiritually. to me. they may not be drawn that way but i know whats true. ive seen it like a sort of prophet

#serizawa. send post #he did NOT live his life as a shut in for almost a whole decade to be drawn SKINNY! not by me at least #also like so many characters over the age of 30. no more fit moms and dads GIVE them that divorce body fat NOW!#*strikes you down with the force of god*#but honestly alternative for serizawa that ive always liked is that he gains weight when he starts working for reigen #because he can now go out and eat new foods :D he has actually gained an appetite because he's moving around more #and isnt just eating like instant ramen or whatever his mom brings him #see how easy it is you can just believe it with your heart. you just have to find the ways to make true waht u know #scratchpost #txt

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hallowshumour · 2 months ago

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RAD BEAST //ft @rascalteeth 🎵🌀

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bleuarbre · 2 years ago

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sorry not sorry I couldn’t resist this clown make me feel feelings :0

#my art #one piece #buggy #for some reason I always think his name is burry and not buggy wtf..#the one piece live action awoke my almost a decade long ago hyperfixation #but now ..now I can draw👀

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bruhstation · 20 days ago

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happy 4/4 to the greatest baddies that’s ever hit children’s television

#thomas the tank engine #thomas and friends #ttte gordon #tugs top hat #senjart #casa tidmouth #fortezza bigg city #top hat will be displayed to the public after decades of silence tomorrow! hope you guys overseas can tune in #hope they treat her well over there. or else #I’m still on vacation btw and I had to draw these as quickly as possible #like I said it’s obvious that I have a type . lol #theyre almost similar in personality AND associated with the number 4? it truly is a small world #(though it goes without saying that cstm gordon is more docile compared to his canon counterpart but is messed up in other aspects)#most developed character in bruhstation history vs most developed character in bruhstation now #(half joke)#💙💙💙💙💛💛💛💛🚂🚂🚂🚂⚓️⚓️⚓️⚓️

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starscream-is-my-wife · 1 month ago

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A bit more of the thunderfire story ‘post canon’, I think this should be around mid 2010s?

Jetfire and Thundercracker would be the duel income uncles with only fur babies, Skywarp is the actual breadwinner, Megatron is… there

Since the ex Decepticons no longer have to find energon and are no longer in war, they have so much free time.

(Rough outline here)

Text in the picture underneath the cut because it’s a bit small + Starscream

Jetfire

- changed his name in 2005 and is the only non neutral in the household

- the one who owns the house (used to be a lab) everyone lives in

- infamous in the science community for dropping a technological revelation every couple of years and then disappearing

- he and Megatron are the ones mostly taking care of the pets

- is the least online in the household, and goes outside the most

- has only gotten more unhinged ever since he was melted

Thundercracker

- likes to create all sorts of art, experiments a lot, currently into sewing, but who knows what’s next? Felting? Glass art?

- well liked with netizens because of his redemption story and loves the internet

- the bigger simp in the relationship, they got human married for fun in 2016 when gay marriage was legalized

- in charge of PR for everyone, including the Autobots sometimes

Skywarp

- Lives in Jetfire and TCs basement and is messy and loud

- twitch streamer, problematic due to him being kind of dumb (gets tricked by chat a lot)

- tricked Megatron into signing marriage papers because he felt left out when TC got married (and then forgot about this)

- used to live in the attic but was so loud during streaming he was forced to swap with Megatron in the basement

- is actually filthy rich, paid the entire mortgage

- the pets least favorite bot :((

Megatron

- misses fighting in the war but living in the attic is… ok

- edits for Thundercracker when he writes

- all of the pets favorite, no one is happy about this (except Megatron)

- is mostly unknown to the public, is under house arrest because of his war crimes for now. Does not feel too guilty about his crimes

- due to him being unemployed he is the household maid

- on the internet the most, cyberbullies Optimus Prime with alt accounts

- doesn’t know he’s legally married

#I love Starscream but I kinda wanna play with these four without him in the picture for a bit #aw damn I forgot to draw his clothes #I don’t know how serious megatrons war crimes are in the cartoons compared to the mtmte but this Megatron doesn’t feel that much guilt #almost dying in the vaccum of space changed him (aka he’s still get brain damage lol but not as much)#finally after 30 years thunderfire can finally be together… and also TCs homeless friends have to be there too #the Autobots are like ugh fine Megatron hasn’t caused any trouble in a decade we’ll worry about that when the war is over #skywarp is also monitored heavily. by prowl. who does so by watching his streams. Skywarp found it hilarious and now he’s his twitch mod #i should draw plot I say as I continue to draw silly #jetfires design was based on his toy prototype which is also similar to the idw version (but easier to draw haha)#maccadams #transformers au #transformers #skyfire #jetfire #Thundercracker #megatron #skywarp #skyfire x thundercracker #thunderfire #tf g1 #transformers g1 #transformers fanart #the outline has changed a little cause I want Thundercracker to pursue too #thunderfire 4 decades au

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skunkes · 9 months ago

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#a doodley #i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash #anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago #im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up #and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad #like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to #quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen #and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be #and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die #and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago #and your brothers that passed away #recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7 #the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad #said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then #i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was #like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry #im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible #i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad

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the-kipsabian · 1 year ago

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saw a take so fucking rancid on twitter i almost deleted the entire app from my phone jesus fucking christ

first of all ao3 is an archive site. this is like going to the library and saying "oh i dont like this" on every piece of media you find that you dislike and thinking they should be stamped with some sort of a marker just cause you didnt like it

you can always click back and leave. fic writers owe you nothing to explain themselves and their creations. if they have mistagged or miscategorized fics, then i understand, however there are report tools for that instead of yelling at the artist tbh

im not saying free works arent necessarily above criticism. but this is just. fucking wild. its common courtesy to just enjoy stuff (or fucking leave if you dont, the back button is free) and if the artist specifically asks for critiques, then give one - constructive that is, shitting all over someones work is not proper criticism, mind you

i just find it fucking wild people are treating art and archive sites as social media these days like this and everything needs to be policed and ~catered to the algorithm~ like. no. ao3 doesnt have an algorithm. you should be able to fucking tell what you like and what you dont like and steer away from that kind of content and let people fucking be with their art. they dont owe you anything (except trigger warnings i'd argue, but i know some people disagree with that as well for some reason), and imagine how much more energy you'd have if you only engaged with things you liked and spent time looking at instead of going to places where you dont enjoy yourself. let alone spending time telling other people you dont enjoy what they enjoy. what a fucking life

#like what the fuck #where is the common courtesy of fandoms these days im just fucking asking. its ridiculous #the back button is free. shutting your fucking mouth is free. constructive criticism when people ask for it is nice but only then #these are fucking basic level fandom engagement things #am i old or are people just this fucking awful now that these guidelines dont exist anymore #im just. ough #sorry i had to get this out. idk as someone who has never left unsolicited advice for anyone and never gotten it back it just #it fucking grinds me that people are like this now. like fucking wow #ive been here for almost two decades soon and i still know how to behave. yall better fucking learn #im gonna go back to video game sorry i really needed to yell for a hot fucking second #if you choose to reblog this dont fucking clown on it okay. god #night is an absolute mess on main

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uncanny-tranny · 9 months ago

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Cracking open a cold one (new vial of T) with the boys (all my tboy friends) 💪

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #nonbinary #trans meme #i don't care that this meme is like... almost a decade old now #i am parading this dead horse through the streets of belarus

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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happy to report that after 8 years i can finally do him justice in this goddamn tank top

#hina.txt #for how much mental real estate free took up back in the day i rly didnt draw the characters much at all #i drew makoto here and there but it literally took almost a full decade before i decided to draw rin again thats crazy talk to me #but it means i get a nice long time window fr a before and after yay yippee #tbh i have such a love-hate rls with old art bc on one hand i deeply dislike who i was as a kid/teen #and i dont like to give her credit by extention #but on the other hand i know she'd FLIP to see me now i know that seeing how far ive come wld blow her goddamn mind #it's like. simultaneously a gift to past hina but also a flex on past hina. if tht makes sense #i said this to my friends but it rly is crazy that my blog gained the traction it did back in 2016-17 when i was drawing shit like this #right fandom right time for real gdhjkgf like it's /fine/ its not /awful/ but my skills did not warrant th reception i got

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lightningbig · 4 months ago

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sorry twilight princess will always be eating holes in my brain. constantly and forever. I cannot ever be normal about it.

it's such a haunted game. you are a dead thing going through a dead world. you are something in between. you can go back but it will never be the same. you will never be the same. you are walking, constantly, through ghosts of what came before. you are exploring places long forgotten. you are the only one on this path because there is no one else that can walk it. you were just a farm boy. you were in the wrong place at the wrong time. right place at the wrong time? wrong place at the right time? you were just supposed to deliver a sword.

#twilight princess #loz #gnawing on how isolating it feels. how othering #its one of my favorite threads of all the games tbh i LOVE the different ways each explore loneliness #like im thinking about areas like the lost woods and the temple of time and the city in the sky and arbiter's grounds #all these places that are so empty or have been forgotten by the world around them #and then even places like castle town that were so full of life but you walk through it first when it's only populated by ghosts #you know the bones of every place before you ever know it's heart #sorry for yapping in the tags again i just have a lot of feelings about tp and tp link in general #this game has been consuming my thoughts for almost two decades now

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nyarlylicious · 7 months ago

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"I know who you are!"

Context: This is about several months old I just forgot to ever post it. During my cousin's blind playthrough of Mother 3, he kept uttering "I know who you are" every time the Masked Man was mentioned/seen. I made this because biting my tongue over the reveal was killing me.

#mother 3 #lucas mother 3 #the masked man #nyarly's art #this is also the first ever video meme I did for mother 3 shockingly enough #Been a fan of this game for almost 2 decades and I only just now started making stuff like this for it beginning of June...#anyway im on vacation now. Slow posting for awhile

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kentjohnson91 · 7 months ago

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