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THE TERROR ▸ 1.10 we are gone
crozier finds a seal hole and sits before it. he binds his thighs with cord to keep his legs still, settles his breathing, and begins to wait in perfect silence with his harpoon. in no time, the boy is sleeping against his leg. crozier watches and waits. he may be here a long while. but he has learned these last years to be more still. more patient. and quieter. quieter even than the snow. END.
#theterroredit#franciscrozieredit#the terror#francis crozier#cnomadedits#dailytvfilmgifs#tvedit#filmtv#userbbelcher#cinematv#dailyshowbiz#the last gifset!!! i can't believe i've been posting a gifset a day since nov 2022#almost 2 full years#i hope you all have enjoyed the ride!!
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Why, hello there, Virgil. Long time no see!
#drawing#art#digital#comic#sanders sides#roman sanders#virgil sanders#janus sanders#remus sanders#creativitwins#platonic dukeceit#platonic prinxiety#ts roman#ts remus#ts janus#ts virgil#lbau#okay now that this is done RAMBLE TIME. THIS IS FROM MY HUMAN AU AGAIN :D#long story short‚ the dark sides were friends from ages 7 to 14-15 until virgil up and left without a word and pretended not to know them#i posted a relationship chart a while back with a before and an after. welcome to the before part!#they haven't seen each other in about 4-5 years‚ virgil is terrified of them‚ and roman is about to be very confused.#ignore how bad this looks i started it on MS Paint before i realised i actually wanted to do something good#also: thats more personal but im actually kinda proud of myself for posting something that even i see as a bit cringe#it's a college AU with a very cliché and dramatic re-meeting‚ it's almost embarrassing to post? but oh well#my head's been full of that AU in particular and i do want it to stay a daydream thing only but consider this a little treat for myself#also 1) remus' outfit is a bitch to color so cloak it is; 2) im giving roman Thomas' fashion style; 3) i really like how janus looks here
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When do you think Aradia’s birthday err…wriggling day is? I think it’s somewhere in Aries season (March 21-April 19)
well if we go by the same rules as everyone else.... (ie: date of their introductory page)
Aradia's bday would be July 1st! Which would actually make her a Cancer. Which is okay, because Karkat is actually a Gemini. The 4/13 kids ARE Aries though. The rest of the humans are Sagittarius.
And in case you're curious, the rest of the trolls would be:
Tavros: June 27th (Cancer) Sollux: June 22nd (Cancer) Karkat: June 12th (Gemini) Nepeta: July 4th (Cancer) Kanaya: July 31st (Leo) Terezi: June 16th (Gemini) Vriska: July 9th (Cancer) Equius: July 12th (Cancer) Gamzee: June 15th (Gemini) Eridan: August 15th (Leo) Feferi: August 16th (Leo)
Much in the same way that most of the human kids have Early December bdays, in this system all the trolls just kinda have summer bdays (or the troll calendar equivalent.)
#ask#not art#not dailies#homestuck#in order:#karkat terezi gamzee sollux tavros aradia nepeta vriska equius kanaya eridan feferi#tho assuming it follows the kids' pattern and karkats the youngest. hed be almost a full year younger than the others#so maybe he should be listed last#hmmm much 2 consider
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one major let down from the trc fandom is that trk (pre-epilogue) ended in november, and yet most post-trk fics take place during the next summer. the potential for spring semester henrietta adventures is well and truly untapped
#trc#pynch#I get the need to write about pynch's domestic solitary summer#but the almost full school year that preceeds it haunts my dreams#gansey will recover from being dead and latch onto a new magical obsession and drag his friends along#meanwhile two (2) developing relationships occur in the b-plot and zero (0) life threatening situations arise#how can you just skip past that!!!
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I made this back in july but I had to hype myself up to post it. the knuckles rap saga continues. knuckles party is back
thumbnail close-up below. because it's making me insane
#wait it's been almost a year since I made the other one?? how is that even possible. wow#music closet#hell itself#corpse party#sonic the hedgehog#sonic adventure 2#knuckles#audio#I think I still like the other knuckles party more. like that one was an ost mashup at full power
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organs are hilarious
alternative title: yo who took his lid off…
other things
also this fucking thing I drew for a friend, context uneeded
he cannot reach the pedals
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#bill cipher#mabel pines#stanford pines#young edition#drawing#my art#fanart#fountain pen#puts (character) in jar and shakes violently#ohhhh I don’t want to do work#is it obvious#this sketchbook is almost full… breaking my habit of extending them through 2+ years perchance?#body horror#?#triangle horror#???#organs and stuff#there are already too many tags on this huh
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i wrote a heartbreak high fic lmao!! it's called daisy's drop (do you think you feel the same?) and wouldn't you know it it's a cash/darren fic
featuring:
cash and darren communication power hour
lots and lots and lots of unpacking consent issues that come with miscommunication in an allo/sex averse ace relationship (clue: it's communication. there is so much communication happening here)
carpool karaoke
darren discovers emotional vulnerability TM
cash discovers that being in love doesn't have to be miserable if you can love yourself enough to communicate your boundaries TM
darude the duck
i get to use aussie slang in a fic for once
#I GOT THIS DONE BEFORE SEASON 2 THREE CHEERS FOR ME !!#heartbreak high#heartbreak high 2022#darren rivers#ca$h piggott#guys i prommy the wips are still wiping i just wanted to get this done before s2#bc ive been sitting on it for like. a while. lemme check my notes#SINCE MAY 13 2023. ALMOST A FULL ASS YEAR#anyway! for unpacking the complexities of sex averse/validates self thru sex please proceed on to aisle 3#my fics#cash x darren
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Woke up in tears (of laughter because this is all too trashy to properly cry over) i mean can you imagine that phone call of victoria to robert in prison "Hey Rob, how are ya? Did you know I met another brother of ours? His name is John and he is the son of dad and Barbara. Also John is gay, can you believe that? Who would have thought, after all you went through, right? Maybe when you get out you two might bond over it? Except he is bonking off with Aaron now and that might become a problem. Yeah, your ex-husband, love of your life. Yeah, I told him how messed up it was and Aaron felt bad about it for a while. It was tough on him! Well, yes, not as tough as you being in prison so he could have a life, obvs. Still no word from Andy though, I'm thinking about sending him a carrier pigeon, do you think that might work? I just must tell him about John!"
#ed wank#emmerdale#if/when rob comes back he is entitled to at least 2 full years of deranged blond bisexual evil shit#jonron will be settled and things start slowing crashing down around them#their businesses#they lose the house#adoption attempts fail every time#accidents happen and people close to them almost die#then they find out robert is out early and aaron figures it all out#john tells him he is being paranoid#but aaron knows better#“you dont know what he is like this is exactly the kind of stuff robert would pull”#and then all will be right in the world again#aaron miserable about robert and robert miserable about aaron#like god intended
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I am obsessed that Jedi: Survivor explores Cal more or less slipping into the dark side/dark behaviors and patterns and how leaning into emotion as a Jedi can make you significantly more powerful though also extremely reckless and aggressive - however a balance could perhaps be reached by Jedi with the patience and support to understand their darker emotions and how it could be beneficial or harmful given the situation. But they fr don’t. Every time something within that vein happens to Cal everyone is like damn… crazy. Anyway
#that being said I am… so sad they didn’t further flesh out Dagan and Santari#like that was a really big part of the genuine first 1/2 or even 3/4 of the game and then… like#I understand it was mostly symbolic and that Cal and Merton saw the foil of their own relationship (kind of) and that love is not a good#enough excuse to be a monster but also like… that parallel did not come in almost at all#the whole game Merrin was based as fuck and pretty emotionally centered#SIGNIFICANTLY more than cal - and - if it was to be a true parallel then wouldn’t Cal have genuinely scared her in some way?#didn’t it seem like maybe when he embraced darkness he should’ve gone TOO far and Merrin would’ve needed to actually fight him to bring him#back to both himself and her?? they… almost… got there on nova garrun or whatever but.?#Dagan and Santari like that was an interesting as fuck relationship and I really REALLY wish they’d come full circle in the end but. didn’t#I felt like there was a bit of allusion maybe Santari had found a way to preserve herself too but. dude. they were so interesting as doomed#narrative antagonists or like whatever. I genuinely thought maybe Bode’s betrayal would be revealed like Dagan bodyswapped him#and that accounted for his seemingly bizarre switch up like. idk. grasping. and I loved the game do not get me wrong#but like. a lot of potential in a foil always and that did not see it through to the sequel#jedi survivor#jedi fallen order#cal kestis#jedi suvivor spoilers#I know it came out last year but. obviously I have just played it now
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Let's all celebrate a happy one year anniversary for Sonic the Hedgehog 2, as well to this glorious scene, and how it made all of us silently scream with joy and love when we watched it.
#i still can't believe it's been a full on year since this came out#it feels like almost a lifetime ago#probably cause so much has happened since then#with Sonic 3 coming out in a year we gotta get ourselves pumped the hell up for it#and this is one of the ways I'm doing that XD#sonic movie 2#sonic movie 2022#sonic the hedgehog movie 2#sonic the hedgehog movie 2022#scu
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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just going about my day idly contemplating how some of the ways hawke can interact with a romanced anders are not at all unlike how they interact with leandra (and a bit of carver too, especially with a purple hawke), and then thought about my hawke in the timeline where he romances anders and was hit straight in the face with 'was he ever actually in love, or was he just desperately trying to renegotiate with his mother's ghost in any way he could' and now i need to lie down. this is the power of dragon age 2
#'you don't know my mother' haunting me through the years#dragon age#dragon age 2#hawke#On second thought let's not go to Kirkwall; it is a silly place#there are of course as many ways to do/read that relationship as there are players to interact with it haha and all valid!#but my personal version of handers is sooo fucked up and bad times for everyone involved and I love it haha.#this is a relationship neither of them should have been in and that made everything worse and everyone unhappy in the end#locked tomb levels of the horrors of love. i ship it but in the way that I want to make it sadder and more gutwrenching each time#to be clear this is a very mutual two-way kind of fucked up but I think varric in his loyalty and love would downplay hawke's side of it#for huge swathes of their relationship anders is not in a mental place to be a good partner and the emotional blackmail is Not Okay#(but it's just like how mother used to make it! hawke's soul cries sadly as it reaches for it hungrily)#which is in some ways fair enough no one could accuse him of not warning you ahead of time fjskda#but hawke is messy about it in a way only available to a covert people pleaser who has never had a millisecond of therapy#with some added stuff that my hawke is always acespec in some form and when he gets together with anders...#is the sex something he doesn't particularly care to have or not have but it 'makes anders happy'/he longs to feel wanted *and* needed#and also a way he gets out of ever being *actually* vulnerable (which I think he'd had to be with varric for example if he Went There )#'you want the hawke who's in your head so badly and I kind of wish I were that hawke too. so let's be collaborateurs with that fantasy'#(and then maybe if I do it right every time you'll finally be happy hawke says in his heart looking at this leandra-anders phantom form)#(and echoing stuff in varric's relationship to hawke but I think the important distinction there is that varric -- is a craftsman haha#he KNOWS when he's lying/making up a story he KNOWS the difference between what is and what he wishes the world was#(I think there's some deep longing there to not know; for it to blend together or have the power to change things. but he always knows)#which ironically leaves him in a better position to actually see and understand hawke the person#even as he is creating hawke the literary figure. almost to protect him in some ways? god da2 is so full of STUFF!!! I adore it)#and of course anders gets so disillusioned with hawke's inertia and lack of action (you all but married this man anders!#you should know this about him he's already carrying the whole family and city on his shoulders if you add a gram more he'll collapse!)#and hawke feels so desperately hurt that the promise anders seemed to make that he'd be enough -- that he could fix things for him --#('I'm the one bright light in kirkwall and that apparently doesn't count for shit so I'm just slowly turning to ash for you')#turned out to be untrue. anyway. sad now. imagine them meeting like twenty years on what the fuck could you even say to each other then#(I can't imagine Hawke ever physically hurting anyone he loves so he just tells Anders to leave at the end of DA2. they COULD meet again
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(Narrator) Casandra took to SimBook to wish her dear husband a happy birthday, they had been travelling and managed to stop in and see their eldest child Adalynn and her 9 children as well as celebrate Easter with them.
Caption: "Happy 58th Birthday to the love of my life! We’ve spent almost 36 birthdays together and I pray that the good Lord gives us 36 more. You are a wonderful provider, protector, and leader, and everyone who knows you can attest to that fact. The children, grandchildren, and I can’t wait to celebrate you today!"
#fundie sims#fundiesims#quiverfull sims#collins family#quiver full sims#modest sims#sims 4 legacy#collins legacy#homeschool sims#gen 2#allan and casandra#post#one thing casandra is gonna do is be all about her man!#her man her man her man#almost 40 years married and shes still got the adoring gaze on LOCK
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#so this year I've been living in a new city with a new job beginning Feb/march#I've been on dates with like 5 people and each one of them ended the same way - we went on one or 2 dates and then the texts fizzled out#but then i met someone with whom i had this instant click - we had so much chemistry and i liked them a lot and i think they liked me back#i remember one of the first times we hung out together i was so full of positive emotions i thought my chest would explode#we spoke almost everyday for 5 weeks#and now i haven't heard from them in almost 2 weeks 🥲#i feel like scratching my face off - aaaaaaaaa#what the fuck and why#i was talking to a friend and they said that maybe if it is a pattern i may have to look inward?#i know they dont mean to blame me but it was a suggestion#but i dont know - i feel so down and disillusioned with dating right now#ugh#a simple “busy this week I'll text you when i can” is all I'm looking for and it takes what? a minute?#okay rant over
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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end
#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask#december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery#and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc#and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh#every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night#oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes#and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester#and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu#oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well#and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also#pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc#so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal#honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know#like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc#but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated#also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm#is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is#incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship#so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year#at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately#i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new#my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper#and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been#like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare#idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling#and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa
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how do u draw so much so fast
well,
#the short answer is autism and ritalin. btw#the long answer is: i wake up anywhere between 730-0900. i draw. if i have work when i come back i go and i draw.#i go to bed anywhere between 0100 and 0230. i wake up the next day and i draw.#i dont draw fast and in fact i get distracted and/or procrastinate quite often#i just have 16 hour days! every day! i am awake for 16 hours! sometimes more depending on the general mood! [cursed emoji here]#and like! wtf do you even do at that point?? how do you fill a 16 hour day? an 110 hour week? an almost 6000 hr year?#i draw! i have been drawing *seriously* since grade 2! and i have *seriously* loved the persona series since like mid/late 2017!#for those of you keeping score at home; i am 19! 2017 was grade 7 for me! ive loved this series for almost a full third of my life!#[continued emotional rant cut for length] but this is my community and my arts been the way i interact with this community since#(looks at my blog archive) 2019 when i posted my first persona art! please dont look at any of that now tho lmao!#so i guess. if the long answer needs to be short too then the long answer is love!!!! its always been love!!!! AND ALSO STILL RITALIN!!!!!!#asks & requests#personal
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