#allow me my self indulgence.
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Soooo badly want to combine twin!au with the “chuck has been mindcontrolling luci for years and it’s only just now stopped working so he’s back in s5 character” because can you imagine how distressing that would be for everyone involved?
Like Lucifer’s in full control of himself for the first time in years, after all the shit that went down post-s5, dealing with the repercussions of actions he performed but now honestly can’t tell which ones were things he would have actually done of his own volition and which were God yanking on his strings. And ALSO during that time he had sex in order to have a kid, but instead ended up with twins who no one wants him near! Because everyone hates him! And Heaven’s gone to shit, most of the angels are dead, the only archangel left alive is Michael and he’s still caged and Luci’s got no way of getting him out if he even wants to. (Which. Presumably he does. If only because at least he knows Michael and Michael hasn’t been on the receiving end of the shit he did the past few years and yeah, might still think of him as a monster but at least that was an image Lucifer was almost in control of.)
And then of course when he finally gets to see the twins, he gets to have a horrible moment of going “oh. Oh no. Oh no they’re me and Michael. God’s replaying the story again and with my kids.” Which is! Horrifying! For someone who has only just gotten free of having his entire character rewritten for the sake of being villainized easier by his own father!
#(smashes my two most self-indulgent AUs together) aw yeah now we’re cooking with gas#endgame of this au is probably a) They Need To Kill God. and b) queerplatonic samifer raises angel babies#while struggling with the fact that Sam & Dean have been through the same rewrites over the years but since they came less drastically.#neither of them noticed#it’s just whump all around tbh#marieposting#neither s5 or late seasons lucifer would be good with kids is the thing but it’s like. in vastly different ways#s5 Lucifer is mostly like. why would he have experience doing this. why would he have any knowledge on it#besides what he took from nick’s memories when Nick had a Baby but per spn canon.#Jack & Marie aren’t babies long enough for that to help#and angels just aren’t children like that. they don’t grow the same way humans do.#Lucifer has been an older brother. but that’s about where his expertise ends in terms of ‘beings younger than him looking for guidance’#well. and also demons. but. I don’t. think. that will. help. much.#although. it would be very sweet/strange to me in particular#if Lucifer referenced Lilith around them and the twins were like ‘??? who that’#(because it’s been years since Sam & Dean thought about Lilith. they’ve never mentioned her)#and without thinking Lucifer goes ‘your older sister.’#HELP THINKING ABOUT MARIE HEARING ‘older sister’ AND GOING AH. SOMEONE TO EMULATE. NOOOO DONT DO THAT ALJFKFLSJF#sorry I’m rambling again#allow me my self indulgence.
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#ultimate imposter#Hajime hinata#Twohina#An art#Sdr2#sdr2 nagito#danganronpa 2#Okay long tag rant incoming#I got into a comment thread on ig because I was mouthing off. Dumb of me I know I keep doing this#And it woke up a nasty side in myself that I don't like. Not that I said anything undeserved#but I was getting a little too into the satisfaction of it. And if you let yourself gloat in being nasty#You're more likely to allow yourself that in other situations and imo you just shouldn't indulge yourself in that#At least I shouldn't. Its not about being self satisfied. Anyway. SUCH A TANGENT#I had a little self reflection moment when I woke up and decided to stop being angry at people in my head. Even shitty people are just peop#And idk maybe that makes sense to someone. If this comic is super nonsensical to you dwbi lol#Okay that's it. Tap mic. Thanks you. Tip your waitress.#twogami
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levihan family au that nobody asked for 🫶
#allow me to be self indulgent for a moment#I'm also bad at drawing babies my apologies#levihan#levi ackerman#hange zoe#attack on titan#aot#shingeki no kyoujin#shingeki no kyojin#snk#art#fanart
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made myself a grumbotsona so i can celebrate w my faves thnk yuo
#Ichikarume Art#self indulgent#grumbo#mumbo jumbo#mumbo jumbo fanart#grian fanart#grian#bdoubleo100 if you squint#grumbot#but its me??#waffle duo#its nov 22 in my time so i am allowed to do this
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late night taz posting on main?? and in 2024???
#the yearly taz:b hyperfixation.. i can feel it on the horizon#cr and d20 followers please allow me like 2 weeks to be incredibly self indulgent and appeal to no one. i deserve it#digital art#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#lineless art#taz taako#the adventure zone balance#the adventure zone#taz balance#the adventure zone taako#the adventure zone fanart#taz fanart#id in alt text#using my lesbian mind powers to get people to interact with this piece instead of the 9 month old one that sucks and is bad
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Commission for @the-skyler-stuff
Xiaolin Showdown is so slept on, man I miss that show ;w; such a fun concept and characters, it's kind of a shame it didn't get the same enduring fandom like Danny Phantom did 9w9
I was a Jack splicer guy, but hey I can't fault Skyler for Chase Young, love me a spicy evil dragon man
Edit: Yeah I forgot a whole page, I didn't learn how to draw a panther for nothing dangit!
#xiaolin showdown#xiaolin showdown fanart#Chase Young#chase young xiaolin showdown#self shipping#self ship#commission#sketch page commission#REAL TALK MAN I LOVE THESE KINDS OF COMMISSIONS#I too ship myself with my favourite characters#starting as a wee child with Sonic the Hedgehog (I drew us getting married)#My sisters found it and teased me mercilessly so by god was it a relief when I found the internet and saw I wasn't alone in my affections#WE'RE ALLOWED TO INDULGE THE WORLD IS CRUEL
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rainy mornings are meant to be spent in bed 😤
#stardew valley#fanart#stardew sam#sdv sam#stardew oc#sdv oc#stardew farmer#farmer lucina#my art#allow me to be self indulgent pls <3#as a little treat#(it will happen again)#(when is my art ever NOT self indulgent)#(also yes Dodo is fed before they go back to bed)
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i have a thought about stede liking bugs. i'm imagining him growing up and often going out of his way to give kindness to these creatures thought of as gross or creepy or just generally undesirable. because he feels that way, too, and he sort of subconsciously hopes that in doing so maybe he'll set some cosmic precedent to someday receive the same kindness himself.
#ofmd#our flag means death#marine blogs#this is much farther in headcanon territory than most of my other posts but that's okay. allow me a moment of self indulgence :)
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Re-design of my un-named Beetlejuice OC from back when I was thirteen
Original Reference under the cut:
#my art#beetlejuice#toonjuice#beetlejuice cartoon#beetlejuice fanart#beetlejuice movie#procreate#I don’t really make OC’s for fanwork anymore… but the ones I had when I was younger almost never got named 🥲#When I first made her I really really liked her- and her story was very self indulgent#Looking at it now is almost way too weird for me… (and honestly a little unintentionally homophobic???)#Basically she was one of the girls from Dante’s inferno… except she got kicked out because she only had attraction to girls#(This was BEFORE I suspected that I was a lesbian— mind you.)#Yeah but anyway she went to the Deetz/Maitland house looking for a place to stay but drove everybody crazy#She was super flamboyant- loved everything pink n fluffy- and was well meaning but did more harm than good trying to do nice things for the#She had this one sided crush on Delia??? Like musical Beej and Adam except less perverted and more flirty/sappy? I was an odd kid- okay? 🥲#Anyway… the old design didn’t really do much to show off her personality… so I ended up upheaving the whole thing#It was okay for what I knew at the time- but I know what I was trying to say then and now I have the knowledge to say it better#Also— the reason I gave her horns here is so silly.#When I was younger I was in a Christian school where I wasn’t allowed to draw witches-ghosts-demons-etc.#So even though I based her on the Dante girls… I refused to give her horns because I thought that was ‘too sinful’#I even remember having so much guilt while looking for references of the Dante workers#I couldn’t even look for more than five seconds!#Anyways… she really pushed the boundaries for me at the time and it’s fun to see how I’ve changed and grown since then.
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Andraž Drobnič aka Karlo Kirri appreciation post ✨️
#karlo kirri#joker out#going in the tag i guess#💀#here i am now#because that first one from the crew account killed me#he should not be allowed to be that hot#also pls join them for more gigs if it means they'll post photos like these!!#honestly this is just a self indulgent post because I want all of these photos on my blog#feel free to ignore
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I think it would be funny if in season 2 it becomes a running gag of Vox sending spies to the hotel who just end up captured into the net of found family and friendship and become part of the clientele and Vox doesn’t get why he keeps losing contact with them (and assumes Alastor probably killed them) until one day Charlie comes to personally thank him for bringing her so many souls for rehabilitation and for believing in her cause and Vox just. Doesn’t know what is happening. And short circuits.
#I love how the vees are like#so bad at being antagonists that they loop around to actually helping the plot#then charlie offers vox a spot at the hotel if he ever feels he needs#and it takes all of his self-control not to laugh in her face#but#this is an opening#maybe he can see for himself what alastor is up to#(and then my self-indulgent unrealistic brain goes to and then he also gets sucked into the clientele without realizing)#he would die without access to his gamer room of screens tho#and alastor keeps trying to ban his technology from the hotel#but vox just sends charlie one of his pathetic expressions#‘but it reminds me of home’#and charlie folds immediately#allows him some installation of his screens in his own room#yeah I know this is unrealistic but shh#hazbin hotel#hazbin vox
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Been so busy at work I only had time for one small thing so I did what my personal idea of the pry/ncess looks like! Plus bonus what they look like at the end of the summer after actually enjoying some sun instead of being stuck in foggy constantly the overcast porphyal capital
#bethroned#bethroned art#pry/ncess#I call her dahlia in my head when I’m not thinking of them as a y/n#this is the first y/n I’ve allowed to self indulgently look more like#me when I give them a true design hsdgs
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loving reminder as someone who struggles with food: you are allowed to add joy to your food. you are allowed to add a little joy even if it’s a tiny thing, something silly or something weird. you are allowed to do it whenever you want, as many times as you want. anything that makes food easier and more enjoyable for you is worth it!! it’s your food, you can decide what to do with it!! you can add rainbow sprinkles to your ice cream. you can cut your food into little heart shapes. you can pack your snacks into cute little bento boxes. it is not pointless or childish, it is an effective and active coping tool that you are allowed to use.
give yourself a little joy. the little things add up.
#even if it’s just a teeny tiny thing it’s sooo helpful to get just a little bit of excitement out of ur meal!!#you are allowed to do it!! if it’s ’pointless’ then what’s the point in denying yourself from it??#I’m being so serious like. put stickers on your air fryer. put your meals into cute containers even if you don’t need them.#cut your food up into little cute pieces if you have the spoons for it. buy yourself Dino nuggies.#try to have at least one thing to look forward to in every meal even if it’s just a little piece of candy#just!! change things up!! be self indulgent!!! you are worth it and anything that helps you be healthy is worth it!!!#there are no rules!!!! you are allowed to be kind to yourself!!#anyways. don’t mind my rambling. I’m just trying to romanticize my own struggles rn#and it’s genuinely been very interesting to learn what helps and how my brain works!!!#idk I just think about it a lot. it means a lot to me rn.#also before anyone tells me I piss on the poor. obviously my experiences are not universal and will not apply to everyone#things that work for me might not work for you and that’s ok!! I wish you luck I love u!!!#tw ed#just a teensy implication#gem don’t look#arfid
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I'm one year older today, so I figured I gotta wrap a present or two~
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... Wait...
... I got it backwards, didn't I...
... I'm supposed to be... uhh... the one opening gifts today...
... Oh, how incredibly silly of me...
Welp, I'm sure Ramattra doesn't mind~
#Borb's Scribbles#Overwatch#Ramattra#Unholy Abomination#rest in pepperonis my blog's rating#fr tho my bday is the time of year when i allow myself to be completely unhinged and self indulgent in art#bc may as well treat myself right?#my victim this year is our poor ramram#and i just so happened to be in the mood for something more... extreme... this time#i doodle sin every once in a while#tho it's been YEARS since i made sin that i would deem “finished art”#this is the first one of those i'm actually proud of#and HOT DAMN I did not realize just how much power i have in my hands-#shit i may just have to draw polished sin more often#because if i don't draw what i wanna see who will???#i have been disrespectfully staring at the other variants for way too long now-#...oh yeah did i mention there are rated e variants of this?#because OF COURSE there are#kinda wanna post them but tumblr would probably crucify me for showing robot schlong#welp ya'll just gonna have to live with that i guess lol#jk jk bear with me while i wrap my head around a website that allows this stuff to be posted-
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Bitter old man Bumblebee from early exRID was such a genius characterization choice especially when later he goes back to act like his chipper self when he's not being crushed under the weight of post-war leadership, trying to keep everyone in the planet from killing each other while trying (and failing) to stick to his values and also no one listens to him. He was so out of his element he withered.
#also i know the reason mtmte roddy is a completely different character from his phase 1 self#is because jro was doing his own thing#but i love indulging in my rodibee parallels so if you allow me#there's something to be said about how rodimus at this disappointment and lack of purpose started projecting a more immature personality#while bee under all that responsibility turned like that#quetzal rambles tf
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They should do a doctor who episode about the Franklin expedition. For me.
#the terror#well terror-adjacent#franklin expedition#doctor who#allow me my supremely self indulgent thoughts please
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