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WHO DID WHAT FOR GOJO?!?
I See it.. Itās GOJO I would to/j (WHY?!?)
basically what i got from it is that (allegedly) a guy broke up with his fiancƩe, cancelled the wedding and all, over a tattoo she got of gojo
apparently itās not even one of those crazy realistic ones but basically a meme panel of him; when he did not react positively she even was like āyou could get a geto one and weād matchā (which is basically a second marriage proposal)
but (allegedly) heās been saying some really nasty stuff like how āheās been tolerating her anime hobby beforeā (she isnāt one of those crazy fans but like a normal one, like you and me, just enjoying the shows, reading fics etc) and how āsheās branded by another man nowā girl ciaoā
yeah so this situation is crazy enough but the internet wouldnāt be the internet if other people werenāt coming out with their own stories now, like iāve seen one girl who said a guy literally broke down over her crush on kuroo tetsurou
gojoās not even real and heās ruining real life relationships, the hidden power of the six eyesā
#āā©å½” divine correspondence ā”#āā©å½” unsigned letter ā”#allegedly though#i need any future partner of mine to be a little stronger than these specimen#bc if you canāt handle me liking a guy thatās not even real#who i couldnāt leave you for if i wanted to#youāre not ready to hear about kpop#these people actually exists on the same plane as us
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I don't usually promote stuff but goddddd Sarah Z's vid on narcissism is an absolute banger untangling the web of ableism and moral panic around "narcissistic abuse" and how narcissists are everywhere to get YOU. I didn't think I'd ever have a vid to recommend about my disorder coming from someone with a big platform but I'm happy to do it here
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#allegedly mine#narcissism#npd safe#actually narcissistic#narcissistic personality disorder#wahoo yippe wahoohoo#this vid didn't teach me much because most of what she said was already conclusions I had on my own#though she did had more information on abuse than I had so I def learnt something there#Youtube
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literally no one is ever nice in these books tawnypelt
#her chapter was irritating okay shadowclan youth allegedly hates the elders again whatās new#i liked leafstarās just for the drama itās been so long since a bad sickness#could noy care less abt leafstar though#*not#changing skies spoilers
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Today I learned that the Pope has the right to appoint secret cardinals, and even the cardinals themselves may not realize that they now have a new position. Popes have the right to make the name public at any time, but if the Pope dies before the Cardinal's name is made public, the individual ceases to be a Cardinal.
Yes, Catholicism is weird.
But more importantly, there is only one person in the world who can prove that I am not a cardinal.
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#I've heard of those#stuff is complicated as is and the rules and canon have varied a lot throughout history#don't quote me on this but I believe in order to be eligible to become a cardinal these days you have to be an unmarried catholic man#between the ages of 30 and 75#and an ordained priest at minimum even though in practice all cardinals are bishops or archbishops#but I also think the pope as the sovereign leader has the power to appoint anyone at least in theory#and historically the requirements have been a lot looser popes would create cardinals pretty haphazardly#nepotism was exceedingly common every pope would want to surround himself with relatives friends and allies#at least a few popes allegedly made their lovers into (largely incompetent) cardinals back in the day#answered#anonymous#not that I know anything but everything I've read about the renaissance holy see has immense chaotic energy
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Keepinā it PG (Read left-to-right)
Sketch // Original (from the manga Devilman, text in the last panel edited by this person)
#art#mcyt#life series#double life smp#bigsbt4tz2#rendog#box boys#sorry ppl that followed me from the hikaru drawing i have The Curse (mcyt hyperfixation)#this was ALMOST ranchers. but i wanted to spread box boys propaganda#i liked the ranchers design ideas i had though so ill draw them aswell soon#cw smoking#(allegedly)#edit this exported so poorly oh my god. whatever .. it adds to it
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Kinda in regards to the Empress & BodyGuard 2-
Is Zaphira (sorry if I spelled her name wrong) an elf or do humans have pointed ears in your universe? If no elves, how do the pointed ears happen? Are there different length of ears and if so do they mean somethin?
Love your art & use of colours!
Thank you! and thank you for asking! (this sketch took me way too long .. and the colors still look washed out on my desktop screen but im not editing a third time ..)
Zaphira is human, there are no elves, as such, in this world, though humans tend to live longer than IRL and have differently shaped ears-
the shapes are rather diverse (example above) and culturally (so far) they have no significance, they are merely a trait just like different nose shapes or fantasy hair colors
the worldbuilding reason is that these are extremely diluted demonic influences- in the past demons were frequently in the human world, though largely in secret/disguised, and long time exposure to demonic presences can have varying effects, the most immediate and common being a longer life or wounds healing faster than normal; there might have been other long time effects but the only trait that stayed even after their disappearance is the ear shapes
(there was a mass extinction event of demons that wiped out all above a certain age, since demons generally dont die of natural causes their life neither depends nor revolves around reproduction so there were extremely few left and those were too young to keep most of their knowledge and culture alive, as they rarely wrote anything down; Shargon is of the current oldest generation and witnessed it happen, just like most now adult demons, Thor and Eadrya are both a bit older than him and thus the oldest living demons, which doesnt mean much considering the technically endless lifespans of them)
and to explain me including Shargon in a human appearance- hes the only demon that spends as much time in the human world as at home, largely to escape the others since they are not interested in going there and would otherwise attack him any chance they get (the human world is rather uncomfortable for demons to be in and they have better things to do than to chase him that far), while hes generally very weak compared to them, something he is very good at is shape shifting, mainly the speed of which, being able to shift between full demon and the smaller more humanoid form extremely quickly, or even mid forms that are a mix of both - even in motion! while for the others it takes them quite a bit and forces them to stop which is the main reason he keeps escaping them not able to keep up with his rapid shape shifting (though it does take its toll .. also a reason hes so skinny)
he is the first (only?) one that at some point will learn how to shift into a much more human looking one (depicted in the sketch) too, but its rather dangerous since it involves supressing and compressing his demon heart and system... which is what keeps demons alive (its somewhat like holding your breath for way too long) so the only time he would make use of it is in extreme situations, like avoiding detection by maschines that can pick up demonic energy or escaping shackles made of celestial silver (which drains their energy and can scar/hurt them permanently, like silver to vampires(?werewolfs?) in a way)
....the point is that if he shifts into a human form he has very long ears, meaning that is basically the extreme form that doesnt occur in humans and hints at the origins for those ear shapes being demonic exposure in the past
#ganondoodles#art#original characters#original art#oc#ocs#oc lore#man i cant ever keep it short can i#its 1am again ............#welll i hope that answers your question njdflndflnjlsd#also as a sidenote- zaphira and midas are siblings but not biologically#she was adopted into the royal family and is good chunk older than midas as he was born a while after shes been there#he was supposed to take the throne after their parents died in an allegedly accidental fire but he was like ... 6 at the time#and begged her to take up the throne instead despite the people not being very fond of her due to her agressive nature#.... which was proven correct in a way given she waged war for many years after taking up the crown#(.. bc she found out their parents were killed by a neighbouring country and the fire placed to get rid of traces)#(no one but her and a few officials knew of that being the real reason she attacked that country and not just a lust for power)#(midas still doesnt know -even now)#( though it got out of control and she ended up taking over multiple countries .. hence her title)#(after her wife died she swore to never engage in war again and been spending the last .. 20?30? years trying to repair the damage she did)#just adding that again bc its kinda central to her entire problem of everyone and their grandmother wanting her dead#and her being determined to do as much as she can before midas has to take over and pick up the pieces#..............though none of it goes as planned of course#ANYWAY i need sleep#sorry for the long text spam#i cant help but yap about my special lil guys
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my reality hc for why totty's eyes look bigger than everyone's else is that he tapes his eyelids which makes his eyes look bigger
#png#6#makes me happy when i see ppl learning bt this for the first time lol#i feel like taping/gluing double eyelids is such a big personality indicator for but ya if ure not eastasian u probably never thot about it#the matsus all definitely have monolids btw. tangential to this. Bro just trustment on this one.#my life experience of walking in on my sister poking her eyes in and being like wtf#and then the continued horror of realizing she did it every morning i was ljke... girl is it that serious#does it even make you cuter#very totty core to me#a makeup thing that's allegedly trendy but probably actually slightly old fashioned#is meant to seem effortless or natural even though it's a pain#has to do it tediously#consciously#purposefully every single morning#and all this for your brothers to not even understand it#āit's supposed to make your eyes look bigger?? does it???? why is that a good thing?? stop hogging the bathroomā#very totty core. to me
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What chengyao need to be perfectly happy is a shared enemy they can direct their ''trying to work out childhood and personal issues by subliminating it into child rearing'' energy towards. They are so itching for chance to play overly concerned parents whose kid got hurt.
why couldn't literally anyone else* have kidnapped jin ling and sent him up zombie mountain we could have had it aaaallll. unless they got into a fight about how to do sieges. but i really think they could have gotten their shit together for the joint stomp down.
* Wei Wuxian excluded because Jiang Cheng cannot focus on other people when he's in a Wei Wuxian spiral and Jin Guangyao would be unable to resist publicly implying it was Jiang Cheng's fault for not finishing the job properly. This is not the way to Jin Ling's happiness.
#did jiang cheng help jgy wipe out the clan that allegedly killed rusong is a question i have not answered satisfactorily for myself#i lean towards no he was busy guarding jin ling and hyperventilating#but it's definitely possible he decided he needed to wipe out everyone who though assassinating jin heirs was a good idea#also haunted by the possibility that LXC helped#like he's jgy's sworn brother. he should have#right? it was basically his duty#things to haunt er-ge in the night#the uncertainty!
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i have GOT to find another place to get adderall in brooklyn omfg every time ive gone to my insane pharmacist since he found out i get my other pills at a different store and gave me an ultimatum that i should get all of my pills with him or he won't sell me adderall is like the spanish fucking inquisition. it's wild that this toxic sludge of emotional and financial extortion is legal and he thinks it's like a matter of neighborly loyalty akalalakaksdnfjfns. it's like if my mom was a beautiful haitian man in his 70s
#getting a random refill of sertaline i allegedly have at this pharmacy to appease him even though i don't need it yet#alright old man
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not a new observation by any means but damn there wasn't a single trans woman in she-ra huh
#juney.txt#okay like maybe half a trans woman.#if you accept word of god about perfuma being designed as a trans woman#except no one told the casting director or whatever#allegedly designed with transness in mind though there is not a single thing in the show to suggest it#like not to be any more terminally. lethally online than i am already.#by revealing i'm a stunted womanchild who cares too much about children's cartoons#but idk sure is a thing. that every single Revolutionary Queer Work Of Art i see become a darling of online fandom spaces#is just kinda EXTREMELY tme. literally always
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okkk ok oh my god videoranch is back up
#i figured iād check lolā¦ itās been a long time#at least this website with like CD and merch offerings exists now#not sure if itās the original cite or if they just made a whole new one cause i know there melodie allegedly took the passwords and i#checked the āmichaelnesmith.comā cite that the original videoranch website connected to and that still says weāll be back soon#idk#the original maybe was just videoranch.com?? i do not remember#guess it doesnāt matter though#just interesting#wait site not cite wtf sorry#yes the youtube channel is still down btw but i think thats just how its gonna stay since again i think they had to make a whole new website#and idk how much of the original youtube content exists or people have access too or if someone just wiped it
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hello! i hope it's alright to ask you this but i was wondering if you have any recommendations for books to read or media in general about the history of judaism and jewish communities in egypt, particularly in ottoman and modern egypt?
have a nice day!
it's fine to ask me this! Unfortunately I have to preface this with a disclaimer that a lot of books on Egyptian Jewish history have a Zionist bias. There are antizionist Egyptian Jews, and at the very least ones who have enough national pride that AFAIK they do not publicly hold Zionist beliefs, like those who spoke in the documentary the Jews of Egypt (avaliable on YouTube for free with English subtitles). Others have an anti Egyptian bias- there is a geopolitical tension with Egypt from Antiquity that unfortunately some Jewish people have carried through history even when it was completely irrelevant, so in trying to research interactions between "ancient" Egyptian Jews and Native Egyptians (from the Ptolemaic era into the proto-Coptic and fully Coptic eras) I've unfortunately come across stuff that for me, as an Egyptian, reads like anti miscegenationist ideology, and it is difficult to tell whether this is a view of history being pushed on the past or not. The phrase "Erev Rav" (meaning mixed multitude), which in part refers to Egyptians who left Egypt with Moses and converted to Judaism, is even used as an insult by some.
Since I mentioned that documentary, I'll start by going over more modern sources. Mapping Jewish San Francisco has a playlist of videos of interviews with Egyptian Jews, including both Karaites and Rabbinic Jews iirc (I reblogged some of these awhile ago in my "actually Egyptian tag" tag). This book, the Dispersion of Egyptian Jewry, is avaliable for free online, it promises to be a more indepth look at Egyptian Jews in the lead up to modern explusion. I have only read a few sections of it, so I cannot give a full judgment on it. There's this video I watched about preserving Karaite historical sites in Egypt that I remember being interesting. "On the Mediterranian and the Nile edited by Harvey E. Goldman and Matthis Lehmann" is a collection of memiors iirc, as is "the Man in the Sharkskin Suit" (which I've started but not completed), both moreso from a Rabbinic perspective. Karaites also have a few websites discussing themselves in their terms, such as this one.
For the pre-modern but post-Islamic era, the Cairo Geniza is a great resource but in my opinion as a hobby researcher, hard to navigate. It is a large cache of documents from a Cairo synagogue mostly from around the Fatimid era. A significant portion of it is digitized and they occasionally crowd source translation help on their Twitter, and a lot of books and papers use it as a primary source. "The Jews in Medieval Egypt, edited by: Miriam Frenkel" is one in my to read pile. "Benjamin H. Hary - Multiglossia in Judeio-Arabic. With an Edition, Translation, and Grammatical Study of the Cairene Purim Scroll" is a paper I've read discussing the Jewish record of the events commemorated by the Cairo Purim, I got it off either Anna's Archive or libgen. "Mamluks of Jewish Origin in the Mamluk Sultanate by Koby Yosef" is a paper in my to read pile. "Jewish pietism of the Sufi type A particular trend of mysticisme in Medieval Egypt by Mireille Loubet" and "Paul B Fenton- Judaism and Sufism" both discuss the medieval Egyptian Jewish pietist movement.
For "ancient" Egyptian Jews, I find the first chapter of "The Story of the Jews: Finding the Words 1000 BC-1492 ADā by Simon Schama, which covers Elephantine, very interesting (it also flies in the face of claims that Jews did not marry Native Egyptians, though it is from centuries before the era researchers often cover). If you'd like to read don't click this link to a Google doc, that would be VERY naughty. There's very little on the Therapeutae, but for the paper theorizing they may have been influenced by Buddhism (possibly making them an example of Judeo-Buddhist syncretism) look here (their Wikipedia page also has some sources that could be interesting but are not specifically about them). "Taylor, Joan E. - Jewish women philosophers of first-century Alexandria: Philoās Therapeutae reconsidered" is also a to read.
I haven't found much on the temple of Onias/Tell el Yahudia/Leontopolis in depth, but I have the paper "Meron M. Piotrkowski - Priests in Exile: The History of the Temple of Onias and Its Community in the Hellenistic Period" in my to be read pile (which I got off Anna's Archive). I also have some supplemental info from a lecture I attended that I'm willing to privately share.
I also have a document compiling links about the Exodus of Jews from Egypt in the modern era, but I'm cautious about sharing it now because I made it in high school and I've realized it needs better fact checking, because it had some misinfo in it from Zionist publications (specifically about the names of Nazis who fled to Egypt- that did happen, but a bunch of names I saw reported had no evidence of that being the case, and one name was the name of a murdered resistance fighter???)
#cipher talk#I find Leontopolis fascinating because after the first time a bunch of Egyptian Jews built a temple in Egypt a second guy did it#And allegedly had a not terrible scriptural justification! And the temple lasted for THREE EXTRA YEARS after Jerusalem was sacked!#Never let anyone tell you there was only one temple#There's also other stuff but this is what I immediately had#Some books I have I'm pretty sure just aren't good to start with lmao they're about very specific stuff#Modern Middle Eastern Jewish Thought: Writings on Identity politics and culture is interesting and includes Egyptian Jews#But it's definitely got a zionist bias. It's mostly essays#I'd definitely recommend reading up on Joseph Cattaui and MurÄd Farag because they were simply so influential#Even though Farag was a dumbass that wrote the first Arabic defense of Zionism#Yaāqub Sannuā is also fascinating- he spent a lot of his time defending Muslims to European audiences so some people assumed he reverted#He didn't he just took a hard stance on it. Also he got exiled for criticizing the Khedivate#All 3 are in MMEJT iirc
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took advantage of what may apparently be the last quiet qsmp night for a WHILE to watch through some day 1 vods, since i didn't hop on the train until mid april. holy SHIT there is gold in those metaphorical hills. one day i gotta make a compilation fr but it is so tedious the way i get clips.
anyway here's a collection of highlights:
#qsmp#block game brainrot#shut up vic#for those of you who might not have time to watch a million hours of livestreams lol#a few day 1 gems i haven't seen mentioned recently#can MAYBE find time stamps for those if requested#i was watching phil bad and foolish though i jumped around i didn't watch straight through#i have some time but i don't have 'catch up on qsmp' time#OTHERWISE MAYBE I'D WRITE THE GODDAMN SLIMERIANA TIME LOOP AU GRRRRRRRRR#my brain goes nuts over it constantly but grr grrrr grrrr i didn't see flippa live bc she was DEAD WHEN I ARRIVED#AND I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR MANY VODS SCREAMS.#AND!!! I DON'T!!!!! SPEAK SPANISH!!!!!!!!#anyway lol if anybody knows fast convenient ways to clip vods either on youtube or twitch but mostly youtube lmk#(and by clip i mean 'get video files' idk how clipping works on twitch bc literally qsmp is the only reason i'm on twitch)#anyway it's 4 am enjoy these unhinged tags goodnight š“#bbh may have fixed his sleep schedule (allegedly) but balance must be restored to the universe apparently lol#long tags
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Greater Celandine flower drawn with colored pencil and ink I made from the plant itself!!
#please be gentle lol i am not an expert. had fun though and it turned out way better than i was expecting!!!#i can go into more detail about how i made the ink if anyone's interested but HELLO HI BTW this plant IS toxic if eaten#so if you feel like making celandine ink just be careful. allegedly the sap can cause skin irritation too if you touch it#but i didn't have any issues with that. i am not all people though so. again. be careful.#mine
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What if Hopper hated Eddie? He didnāt like him when he was a no-good, trailer-trash drug dealer that he couldnāt quite prove the guilt of. He didnāt like him when he was called to the school to break up fights between Munson and whichever jock he instigated it with. And he certainly didnāt like him now that he was dating Steve.
Hopper didnāt care that heād nearly died trying to protect the kids or that heād spent weeks in the hospital trying to replace the blood heād lost. Whenever he saw Eddie Munson, he just saw the kid that shouldāve been behind bars a long time ago.
It drives a wedge between him and Steve, how could it not? He, very publicly, hated Eddie. It wasnāt because he was homophobic, which Steve knew, but that didnāt seem to help his case. He couldnāt get over his perception of Eddie being a criminal and Steve couldnāt ignore that.
He went from being the father figure that Steve had always dreamed of having to just another disappointment. Instead of going to Hopper for advice and family time, Steve made himself scarce. He started placing Uncle Wayne in Hopperās place and spending all of his free time at the Munson trailer.
Gone were the family game nights and ice cream outings. Will and El stopped looking at Steve as their adoptive brother and more of a friend of their friends. Joyce stopped seeing him as a stepson and more of an acquainted stranger instead. Things were changing and not for the better.
But Hopperās mind couldnāt change and Steve would always choose Eddie.
#I think a lot of people forget that Hopper is a cop#heās definitely arrested Eddie at least once#Thereās no way that heād like Eddie after all the crimes he āallegedlyā committed#after everything they went through though- Steve will always choose Eddie#stranger things#steddie#headcanon#steve harrington#eddie munson#chief jim hopper#uncle wayne
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