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Why, then, did the killings go on for so long? The same irrationality lies at the heart of many other mass murders. In the Soviet Union, for example, shooting or jailing political opponents at first helped the Communist Party and then Josef Stalin gain absolute power. But after there were no visible opponents left, seven million more people were executed, and many millions more died in the far-flung camps of the gulag. So many engineers were seized that factories came to a halt; so many railway men died that some trains did not run; so many colonels and generals were shot that the almost leaderless Red Army was nearly crushed by the German invasion of 1941.
In the Congo, as in Russia, mass murder had a momentum of its own. Power is tempting, and in a sense no power is greater than the ability to take someone's life. Once under way, mass killing is hard to stop; it becomes a kind of sport, like hunting. Congo annals abound in cases like that of René de Permentier, an officer in the Equator district in the late 1890s. The Africans nicknamed him Bajunu (for bas genoux, on your knees), because he always made people kneel before him. He had all the bushes and trees cut down around his house at Bokatola so that from his porch he could use passersby for target practice. If he found a leaf in a courtyard that women prisoners had swept, he ordered a dozen of them beheaded. If he found a path in the forest not well-maintained, he ordered a child killed in the nearest village.
Two Force Publique officers, Clément Brasseur and Léon Cerckel, once ordered a man hung from a palm tree by his feet while a fire was lit beneath him and he was cooked to death. Two missionaries found one post where prisoners were killed by having resin poured over their heads, then set on fire. The list is much longer.
Michael Herr, the most brilliant reporter of the Vietnam War, captures the same frenzy in the voice of one American soldier he met: "We'd rip out the hedges and burn the hooches and blow all the wells and kill every chicken, pig and cow in the whole fucking ville. I mean, if we can't shoot these people, what the fuck are we doing here?" When another American, Francis Ford Coppola, tried to put the blood lust of that war on film, where did he turn for the plot of his Apocalypse Now? To Joseph Conrad, who had seen it all, a century earlier, in the Congo.
—King Leopold’s Ghost: A Story of Greed, Terror, & Heroism in Colonial Africa
Reading this due to current events (Congo, Palestine, Ukraine, Myanmar, Azerbaijan, Xinjiang, Tigray, Manipur… nothing ever changes, does it)
#can’t tag it as genocide when it wasn’t meant as one#but worth mentioning#for blacklist sensitivity#since mass terror and mass torture aren’t exactly common tags#history#congo#belgium#russia#vietnam#america#king leopold's ghost#imperialism#communism#colonialism#capitalism#all the big -isms#torture tw#murder tw#child death tw
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Interesting phenomenon about Nemesis and her fandom reception is that people are going all over her for being a hot mean woman but few acknowledge how much of a loser she is
And I don't necessarily mean it in a tsundere sort of way but in the way that she is completed and utterly constipated in how she engages her relationships. Trying to admit to liking someone is like pulling teeth. She has no rizz. Her flirtation attempts suck ass yet she asks Melinoe to hit her and audibly moans when she does (in contrast, when she hits Mel it's small damage compared to what Nem asks of her)
Melinoe asks her how she and Artemis are handling things, and Nemesis postures, a lot (which is what she does) only to admit under the smallest bit of pressure that "it's fine" in the weeniest voice that in fact, tell you it's not fine. She says it's "not fair" that her mom's weapons, the Nocturnal arms, don't respond to her and even when Melinoe points out how she has Stygius, Nem insists in an equally weenie voice. She gets defensive when Melinoe does anything that could be seen as coddling (like arguing with Hecate about her).
Nemesis hadesgame, big muscle mommy (which she would absolutely hate being called that actually), is a Weenie Hut Loser.
#Nemesis#Hades 2#hades II#hades II spoilers#feel free to add more Nem weenie-isms#Anyways big takeaway is that Melinoe is the “she asked for no pickles” girlfriend but it's that in all her relationships
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Sorry (not) but I find anyone who acts like Blue is making something out of nothing when she’s mad Adam’s first question is about the kissing to be like. Deeply suspicious. Of course she is mad that’s the first thing he asked her! They’ve been walking on eggshells around each other and not really communicating since the last aborted kiss attempt which is on both of them to some degree, but when he comes around to her it’s only for this and when she has so many fears and insecurities about not properly belonging in the gang because she’s a girl (which is founded based on the fact aside from Noah they’ve all been misogynistic towards her at some point even if it was passive) and not being respected, when she’s also an outsider at home because of a different thing she can’t control. And you can not say that her feeling Adam is treating her like a thing to have and not a person he connects with is unfounded he again literally “I got Blue without you!” screamed at Gansey, consistently going to her after they fight (he did it end of TRB after repugnant too) to validate himself or just generally when he’s falling apart looking for validation from her like in the apartment scene. It’s not a bad thing to seek validation from your partner and in TRB before I’d say the last quarter I think Blue and Adam were genuinely connecting and developing a friendship while also exploring their feelings/attractions to each other, which did always have elements of seeking escape or validation for both of them in different ways, but it’s dissolved into that so much now. And I do think Blue is to some degree mad at Adam because he’s here and available to be mad at when she’s also mad at Gansey for it (I don’t think they’re *in the wrong * for not inviting her but they are in the wrong for not even considering she could want to go or at least want to be in the loop, also even though it’s Gansey’s party if Adam is trying to be her *boyfriend* it was kind of his place to ask her) so she’s conveying anger at Adam when the anger is for both of them, and also more general factors she’s frustrated by, but also Adam has the exact same response of channeling emotions that aren’t solely about Blue through their fights (and to his credit he is self aware that he does this) so again crucifying Blue for it is whack imo. Also to check myself on shipper-brain for the Adam-Gansey aspect of it, well obviously I read that here as a factor because I’m me, but for arguments sake on the premise Adam has No feelings about Gansey that are anything other than platonic Blue would still have a right to be mad about him prioritizing his platonic male friends over her and treating them with more respect, obviously, because misogyny exists (also these are not two contradictory readings in that I think they’re both factors. Signed an Adam Stan).
#Also the fact we learn here he hasn’t ever been to her room when they’ve been sort of dating for a bit..#like yes Adam has much more going on at all times so you could say it’s only about practicality but. Practicality does Not stop Adam when i#comes to spending time with Gansey and even in a sense Ronan in the same way and she’s right to call that out#and she’s also right he wouldn’t talk to Ronan in this way. just wrong about the reason because he does also want to kiss Ronan#just they have a different dynamic. you could read social class and gender as factors I think for sure#(just in case I get annoying anons for saying that I’m not talking in terms of Adam’s sexuality in that obviously he’s bi and into men and#women. but he does relate to them differently and I think analysis of Bluedam that doesn’t acknowledge that is a bit unserious)#and I don’t think Gansey is better about respecting women than Adam to be clear he’s really not.#but much in the way that Ronan and Gansey both have classist moments but Ronan’s seems to be more .. tolerable is the wrong word. But it#doesn’t manifest in ways that hurt Adam in the same ways it does when it’s Gansey. I think Gansey’s treatment isn’t harmful to Blue the way#Adam’s is. For reasons that are more about Adam and Blue and what relationships and treatment work for them rather than objectively tallyin#who is better or worse in terms of isms#but I would need separate posts to talk about that#s speaks#s rereads the dream thieves#trc reread notes#trc#hmm how do I tag these. I think I’ll just go for char tags and leave everything else#blue sargent#adam parrish#my meta#social class / internalized classism is obviously a big factor for both Adam and Blue and how they see each other and the other boys but#that feels more obvious and less like something anyone would take issue with me saying so I focused on it less although it’s very much ther
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lance x pierre. thoughts?
they would have an incredible friends with benefits relationship and pierre would grow feelings for lance but ultimately pierre could not match lance’s long term freak so it wouldn’t work out
#pierre would only start sleeping with lance to get back at este#but then he falls for those big brown eyes#meanwhile lance is like. shrug. I guess you can fuck me y’know. I’m easy#but pierre doesn’t fulfil any of lance’s three ideal categories (spanish-speaking/old man/taller man)#whereas most of his other ships fulfil two#also pierre is all bark and no bite and would be intimidated by lance’s pure insane freak-ism#asks
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HOW DOES YOUR MUSE HANDLE EMOTIONS?
bold what usually or often applies & italicise what sometimes applies.
anger. jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going nonverbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts.
joy. easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savours joy.
sadness. crying, bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates & processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalizes it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better.
embarrassment / shame. blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self deprecating humour, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate.
guilt. avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalizes, apologizes, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, over-active guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt / conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others. (Applies mainly to good friends.- seconding the notion)
fear / anxiety. trembling, crying, sarcasm / sass (humor) to cope, rambles, goes silent, gets angry, fidgeting, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewelry / clothing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, overreacts, underreacts, calm, logical, panicked, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyzes, talks to themselves, breathing exercises, flight, fight, freezes , withdraw.
tagged by @valorxdrive mwah mwah thanks pookie
#dash games.#isms.#musings.#( this is hard because it's so.... varied... )#( honey experiences very big; melodramatic emotions... on the SURFACE )#( but when it comes to real sadness? serious things? well I bolded and bigged that one for a reason- )#( she stuffs down almost all of her negative emotions because she doesn't want to make them anyone else's problem. )#( avoids them. )#( she is genuinely difficult to make angry. it usually just rolls off her back. )#( but if something REALLY upsets her? well she'll shout some sense into a friend. but if it's not a friend? silent. expressionless. )#( oooooogh it's complicated aaaaaagh she makes me crazy )#( queue. )
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Finally found the little handheld gaming console music thingy for Desmond, got jumpscared by Agent Fuckboy, got some new dialogue from him and Tonia (though Tonia was much more helpful), updated some of my notes, yada yada, had fun.
Also, new theory, (mild spoiler?) do you think Max was so angry about the divorce and Alice taking away Maddison, partially because he has experience with abusive stepparents and doesn’t want her to ever go through that if Alice does remarry? Because it’s real now, I declare it.
Also also, (more spoilers) do you think that Mayer/the CIB mentioned Desmond in the meeting that Lucas mentioned in his message? It makes sense that Desmond would be the first one he’d call, but he also mentioned that they might be coming for Desmond now. Maybe Rosemary was able to send the message that he was a target before you-know-what? Or maybe I’m just looking too deep into things whatever.
And Max has a mild cat allergy. Totally.
#in sound mind#ism#indie games#ism desmond#ism max#ism lucas#so many notes man. so much to write down#max needs a big ol hug fr fr#everyone does honestly#finally figured out how to screenshot now I just gotta figure out how to get the photos here#agent rainbow is a prick and we all love him for it#except for when he scares the shit outta you. then we hate him for a bit#Max’s dialogue before you talk to him at the end is so sad man#the living tombstone#fanfic#ism agent rainbow#spoilers
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yeah i love vtm lore*
*the vtm lore my friends and i have personally scooped out, added to, and cobbled back together meticulously like a frankenstein that hardly resembles its original self
#when i remember all the various -isms found in the original source material *vine boom* *cat staring with big eyes*#when i remember the cool stuff on our pbp server that isnt technically canon *vine boom* *cat staring with big eyes*
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what is venture bros
it's an adult swim cartoon about the shitty son of a super scientist his two sons and their bodyguard. it's inspired by/is satirizing 60s cartoons (specifically jonny quest) but it becomes its own thing pretty quickly while still maintaining the aesthetics. excellent character writing really funny episode concepts and it manages to improve upon itself with every season like I was consistently impressed by the quality increase both visually and with the storytelling. the show initially aired in 2003 and the last official season was in 2018 but they released a movie this year but the humor during the early seasons is fucking rough to say the least like I honestly suggest skipping the first episode it's such a bad pilot even on my rewatch I skipped it lmao
#when the humor is bad it's BAD but when it's good it's great like really fuckin funny show#heroes and villains kind of thing going on but none of the villains are like The Big Bad they're all so comical#but I'd look for warnings on early season episodes if that might bother you because it has every ism and istic it can have#I'd recommend it though the people I've recommended it to thus far have loved it
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i’m not rly an avid tumblr user but u are seriously my fav blog and writer like……. ever... like i just love everything u post whether its writing or not, and u also have the Aki Disease just like me and i just resonate with u and ur posts sm. i would love to be ur friend too idk if that’s weird LOL but i just love ur work and ur blog so much ur so awesome thank u for all of ur posts and love for aki 🫶🏻🫶🏻
I appreciate it... thank you so much for saying so... I'm proud to be your favorite writer and blog, thank you for enjoying my fics and my little aki space 💪 you are always welcome here!
#I appreciate that you enjoy my posts... even if most of them are my silly ramblings lolol#you are too kind to me!!!#the aki-ism unites us. we are already friends 🤝#giving you a big warm hug and a pat on the back right now#thank you for all of your kind words#I appreciate it more than you know#ask mags
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~~~~DO NOT REBLOG~~~~
Not to be that person but I've been reading some critiques of totk and how it handles imperialism (and perpetuates pro-imperialist sentiment), and it makes me feel like I'm standing on the sidelines tapping my foot anxiously cause while I agree with the general argument cause yes it does in fact have pro-imperialist sentiment it fails to point out that it comes from Japan. Japan with its own history of imperialism and imperialism apologism specifically. So it's very close to but slightly off mark and makes me frustrated. Especially since this is not the only time Nintendo has inserted pro-imperialist sentiment (looking at you Po/kemon legends:arce/us) and How You Are Not Immune to Propaganda (@ Nintendo devs).
But I refuse to speak of it in detail as I am not Japanese, I am not Asian, and I'm too unqualified (both temporally with relation to my studies and also not in-depth enough) to speak on the subject.
So I'll just sit here. Leg stimming anxiously like I have restless leg syndrome cause yeah I completely agree but I would normally go about explaining why in a slightly different direction but alas I should not and will not.
The only, only thing I will say though, if to make this post relevant to anyone reading this, is that people need to understand that one has to approach Hyrule through the lens that it is created by a Japanese company. The Hyrule religion is based on the Japanese state religion and specifically inspired by the kind that emerged after the Meiji Revolution. This is pertinent to understanding the Hylia lore and Zelda and why the monarchy is Like That, and why it keeps popping up again and again and why they refuse to move away from that model. And this directly ties into the Japanese pro-imperialist sentiment we see in these games.
#I am not tagging this#except maybe#the Discourse#the pro-imperialist sentiment that seeps into this game is part of the reason I cant enjoy this game As Much as bo/tw#not that bo/tw was clean by any means in that department#cause you can feel some problems there but they're not as Relevant to ingame present times excluding the Yiga maybe#but yeah to/tk has some Big problems with that#I can accept that it is flaws with Rauru as a person#but also eugh#anyway I reccomend all of you to study Japan's modern mythos#and how the myth of the Emperor and how the Meiji government revolutionize while cementing the grounds that will become Imperial Japan#and how and why Imperial Japan was like that and what they did#and how just like in the West with its imperialism#Japan seeks to revise history and deny their atrocities and continue to do so#anyways#This is not an anti-Shinto-ism post I am not against its existence#but like many religions it can and has been weaponized by Imperialism#and again I am not attacking anyone#I just think there should be discussion here about these things specifically#edited: for clarity
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#last rb i mean that's kind of why i try my best to not rb memes along the lines of#'when you see a misinterpretation of ur fav character so bad you take psychic damage'#or whatever the fuck it is people say. bc like i don't wanna be the guy who reblogs 'he would not fucking say that' memes#but is also very much guilty of commiting the 'would-not-fucking-say-that-isms' you know?#i'm not even that vocal about my takes on here except in tags sometimes i guess. and i haven't posted art on here in fucking forever#and like IN THEORY i'd like to be more vocal about my interpretations and stuff i usually have a lot of thoughts#but everytime no matter the fandom everyone seems like they studied that shit and I'm just over here like uuuhhhhhhhhhh yea 👍#very daunting tbh ill just chill on the sidelines and leave some annoying tags sometimes for the time being i think 👍#i remember one time i posted d/sco elysium art that like betrayed a fundamental misunderstanding of a character#and ppl like correctly pointed out how wrong it was. that was like years ago and this point but i still think about that sometimes#and take 3d8+2 psychic damage. that was so embarrassing to me it like significantly contributed to this shit ass artblock#that I'm still struggling to get back out of lol. lmao even.#genuinely not that big of a deal all things considered like i just deleted it and reconsidered my interpretation#but that was just my signal that I'm not build to take a more active role in fandom no matter how much I'd like to#if I'm not even capable of reading the text correctly you know?#like people make those memes for a reason and i don't wanna be the guy with the bad character takes contributing to#the whole fanon is surface level and wrong problem lol#like again it's not a big deal if i have a wrong take I'll just reassess. i just can't be too active in fandom spaces bc#bc clearly my ego cannot fucking deal with it lmao. whatever ill go talk to myself in my google docs and notebooks in the corner it's cool#<- above the corner is a sign that reads: perfectionist corner of shame for the weirdo with ego problems around media literacy#oh gosh this seems very dramatic lmao I'm cool dw I'm just collecting my thoughts. Don't mind me 👍
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I AM WHEEZING.
I know some dickheads have now decided that Judaism is the "bad, violent, terrorist religion" and Islam is the "good, peaceful" one, which is only to be expected of white people, but how much of an issue is it currently? Like I've seen some USAmericans sharing how the Islamic faith shapes Gazans values and perseverance (good) except with that distinct white hippie "I'm about to imprint on this like the world's most racist duck" vibe (bad), but I didn't think they're already turning on Judaism in numbers.
Do they realize that Christianity is also the same kind of comfort to Christian minorities in Asia and Africa? That it was Buddhists that genocided the Rohingyas in Myanmar and Tamils in Sri Lanka? That Hindu fundamentalists are even now trying to ethnically cleanse Muslims in India? How Hindus and Christians are terrorized and persecuted in Pakistan? That Muslims have had a long history of persecuting and ethnically cleansing Jews too?
Really tired of asking y'all to be normal about people's religions man. There's no religion that's inherently violent or exceptionally peaceful. It's just like any other ideology that becomes a weapon in the hands of ethnic power. Interrogate power, not religion, and respect people's belief systems insofar as they aren't in your business.
#and this‚ kids‚ is what I mean by ''imprintng like a racist duck''#Othering is racism#benevolent racism is racism#Oriental bullshit is racism#philo-<insert here>ism is racism#DYYYING at the imagine of some sudda interrogating temple-goers on the wheel of aggregates and karma#even the grannies who go to sermons every Sunday would be alarmed#because most religious people are just into the rituals and feeling virtuous about it#the rest of us don't even go to temple on the full moon (that's like our Sabbath)#in fact if I meet anyone who goes to temple weekly I take several steps back because 98% chance they're also on some ethnosupremacist bs#same as super Christian people in the US#honestly most of my generation only goes to accompany the older folks#Jasmine has it on the nose#we only go to sermons when someone dies and there's an alms giving#and we have to awkwardly sit on the floor and try not to fall asleep and hope the priest isn't racist#and look forward to free dinner#lmao western Buddhists are exactly like this#I had a white Jewish friend from New Jersey who was big into Zen Buddhism#and just could not fathom that we had terrorist monks that incited hate mobs#we're just people my dude#with all the insipidity evil and hypocrisy that entails#knee of huss#racism#exoticfication#Buddhism#religion
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paradoxically, though certainly fond of sweets and sugary things, honey does generally prefer tart, bitter, and sour treats.
there's room for flexibility to make those things, as a confectioner—but her main draw toward sweet-making in the first place was less out of her own taste preference and more out of a) enjoying the techniques/processes/complexities of candy-making and pastry craft, and b) she likes making things which other people find indulgent, exciting, and decadent.
#isms.#about.#details.#( inspired by a post I saw. )#( she has a very broad palette honestly. all that really matters to her is that food has good flavor one way or another. )#( big fan of spicy foods as well. )#( anyways. she also just likes the whole aesthetic of it. )
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tag dump eight ft. muse-related tags* for charon greystone !!
*additional tags may show up on here in the future
#( ask the sorting hat | tag dump )#( all those stars were never cold | aes. | greystone )#( among the starcharts | asks | greystone )#( profoundly capable of big things | hcs | greystone )#( wisdom begins in wonder | isms | greystone )#( figuring it all out | likes&wants | greystone )#( study sessions | thread | greystone )#( multitudes of the universe | v. | greystone )
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quick little tag dump! feel free to keep scrolling.
˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ out of cajun seasoning. // ooc. ˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ listen to me very carefully. // psa. ˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ time to leave it to the luck of the draw. // prompts. ˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ live life like it’s one big game…cause it is cherei. // games. ˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ i shot out uh there sayin what’s up doc! // crack. ˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ the ragin cajun. // remy. ˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ after all this time i still manage to impress myself. // isms. ˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ i knew if i wore this trenchcoat long enough…i’d event’ly come in handy. // musing. ˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ did you get my calling card? // wishlist. ˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ i played my card and you play your game. // romy. ˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ leave it up to the chance of the cards. // jambit. (vinterstarn.)
#˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ out of cajun seasoning. // ooc.#˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ listen to me very carefully. // psa.#˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ time to leave it to the luck of the draw. // prompts.#˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ live life like it’s one big game…cause it is cherei. // games.#˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ i shot out uh there sayin what’s up doc! // crack.#˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ the ragin cajun. // remy.#˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ after all this time i still manage to impress myself. // isms.#˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ i knew if i wore this trenchcoat long enough…i’d event’ly come in handy. // musing.#˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ did you get my calling card? // wishlist.#˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ i played my card and you play your game. // romy.#˚. ✦.˳☁︎·˖ leave it up to the chance of the cards. // jambit. (vinterstarn.)
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if i had a sister i imagine it would go a lot like the first half of frozen
#the big sister-isms of it all... believing you'll corrupt your younger siblings just by being yourself...#desperately hiding the parts of yourself youre afraid of in an effort to protect them so they can have a better life than you did#trying your best despite not having any support and then once you finally leave and can truly be yourself#you realize exactly what you left your siblings to and that they do not see your freedom the same way you do#like im sorry for getting older and im sorry you were alone and i let you be and im sorry that i dont know how to fix any of this#sibling feelings tn...#frozen
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