#all of that taking into account that i only do sketches... slow...
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solarsa1nt · 1 year ago
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𐚁֙࿐ I SEE YOU
gojo satoru x fem!reader
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Tags — fluff , teenager gojo , cursed spirit gojo , he’s either a cursed spirit or a ghost but it’s up to you , forehead kisses :3
Notes — this is inspired off of a manga called “i see you aizawa-san”! it’s a really cute gl and i recommend it if you enjoy this, it’s available to read on mangadex!
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"Just the other day, Gojo Satoru left us all. I know he may have not been able to join us at school often, but nevertheless, he was every bit a student of this class. So please remember him as..." The teacher continues droning on and on but the rest of her words were lost on Y/N, whose mind was occupied with other things.
Like the ghost of said boy that 'left them all'.
Y/N sweatdrops as she watches through her eyelashes as the familiar face of Gojo Satoru reaches his hand up and pokes the teachers face over and over again, the action having no affect on the woman.
Though as crystal blue eyes shift towards the group of students, Y/N subtly moves her gaze downwards again, continuing to sketch the half-finished drawing of her cat.
The pencil scratching against the paper was silent, drowned out by the sound of passing cars along with her teachers seemingly endless speech.
Y/N does her best to remain undisturbed as footsteps circle around the classroom, the sound falling deaf on everyone's ears but hers.
Eventually, the steps slow to a halt dangerously close to her, doing her best to not tense as a familiar head tilts down into view in the corner of her eye, white and blue taking up the corner of her vision.
Unreadable blue eyes peer at her silently, Y/N doing her best not to tense as Satoru walks around to kneel infront of the desk, crossing his arms atop it as he looks up at her, resting his head against his arms with a playful smile dancing on his lips.
There was something giddy to his smile— as though he was finally granted permission to do something he'd been longing to.
Does he know? There's no way. Y/N thinks anxiously, doing her best to ignore the intense stare drilling holes into her head.
But why else... Her thoughts trail off as Satoru stands up again, restraining from flinching as a hand cups her cheek, the boy leaning up and—
Mwah.
Blinking incredulously, Y/N was grateful that Satoru was unable to see her face— knowing well that shock would be written over it.
The lips leave her forehead after a few seconds, quickly focusing on the drawing as her face falls back to normal— casual expression contrasting the disaster that was her brain.
What the hell, what the hell, what the hell— Y/N thinks to herself, trying desperately to understand what just happened.
She does her best to ignore the grinning face of Satoru, his expression akin to that of a smug cat that finally caught the canary.
They aren't— he isn't—! Y/N panics further, mind spiraling. They aren't meant to act like that! Why the hell does he—!
"L/N?" The teacher calls, startling Y/N as she looks up. "Are you alright, you're looking rather—"
"I-I'm fine!" Y/N replies too quickly than what would be considered normal, a notable fluster decorating her face.
The teacher gives her a dubious look, clearly not entirely believing her but nonetheless nods. "All right, feel free to go to the nurse if you need to."
"Okay..." Y/N nods in acceptance, eyes staying trained on the paper below her as she does her before to ignore the boy who was looking over her shoulder.
But as arms loosely curl around her neck and a head buries itself in the crook of her neck, she knew ignoring Satoru would be no easy task.
God, what did she get herself into...
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WIP Weekend
So, the inimitable @idlenight tagged me in this a few days ago, but I've got some slightly different things to present today.
For one, I've put aside my other fics to work on what I've called the Bespoke FHR collection - a sprawling edit/rewrite of my Sidestep routes, written specifically to account for all their little quirks and behaviours. I do a reading of them in a server with some friends biweekly and right now we're at the end of Cass' Retri run. So here's a little snippet of that:
"Do you have your masks?" you whisper. "Yeah. Got a spare in my jacket, if you want it. Inside pocket," Pelayo mutters back. Rosie shifts the jacket in her lap. "Why? It's not like the Boss is setting anything off anytime soon." You take the mask from Rosie, stuffing it in your own jacket pocket. "Never know when you might need to throw together something, and hospitals have some mean, heavy grade shit." Pelayo gives you a weird look, but doesn't argue. It's technically a break in character - Ace is the facilitator, the social butterfly, the pretty face, and definitely shouldn't know how to rig a chemical weapon. The slip in behaviour is too low on your priority list right now to bother salvaging. You can only hope that they assume Ace has hidden depths or just let it slide. They slow down to let your take the lead and your mind wanders while you head for a storage closet that looks promising. The mask rests against your palm in your pocket and you realize this will be the first time Ace has ever worn one. You've never been on a job with the group as Ace. Sidestep is the frontman — Ace, the hand in the shadows. It almost feels wrong to change that but, at the same time, it's almost like a right of passage. When this is all over, you'll have to share a round with the gang to celebrate.
And then, because I've been trying to learn how to draw, have some sketches and other strange drawings:
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I'm now tagging...... @disastersteps, @autistic-sidestep, @nebuluxx, @gonesoft-ish, @reapersmarch, and @kidhellion (hope y'all don't mind the ping)
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luhverrie · 3 days ago
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i adore everything that u post omg!! im on my second account so i have to send this anonymously 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
i neeeeeeeeeeeed more wes hcs. DO SOME OF WES ON YOUR WEDDING DAY. can be cute. can be nsfw. i just need more wes in my life thank uuuuu 😇
hi, hello, yes. this is for all my dearest wes borland freaks. i see u, i love u all. enjoy <3
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★ ⋮ WES BORLAND HEADCANNONS PT2 ⸝⸝
SFW
WEDDING DAY!!
• he proposed with no theatrics. no cameras. no stunts.
just you two, post-show, backstage.
you were helping him take his face paint off and he was watching you like you’d just hung the moon.
and he goes:
“I was gonna wait. But I don’t want to anymore. Do you wanna marry me?”
• you blinked.
he was holding a ring in one hand and fidgeting with the other.
didn’t even get on one knee. just stared at you, totally still.
like if you said no, he’d just melt into the floor.
• your wedding was small.
moody lighting. dark flowers. 40 people max.
no matching tuxes. no big announcements.
but the love was loud. so loud.
he kissed you like it was a prayer.
and whispered, “You’re my favorite thing I’ve ever done.”
• he didn’t cry.
but his hands shook when he touched your face.
you cried.
he kissed your tears and said, “You’re stuck with me now.”
• the photographer says “act natural” and he immediately grabs your waist and whispers something filthy in your ear that makes you blush in the photo.
that photo becomes your favorite.
because only you know why your eyes are wide and your smile is crooked.
• your first dance?
it’s not rehearsed.
it’s soft. quiet.
he holds you like you’re a secret and a miracle at the same time.
tucks his face into your neck and says:
“I love you so much it makes me dizzy. If I pass out, keep dancing.”
• hand on your thigh under the dinner table.
always. no exceptions.
just that warm, firm weight. thumb rubbing back and forth.
it’s possessive but comforting.
like “you’re mine” and “you’re safe” rolled into one touch.
• he looks at you every five minutes like he forgot you existed and is falling in love all over again.
like, you’re literally married now.
and he still glances at you mid-convo like
“oh my god. they’re real. they’re mine. what the fuck.”
• steals you away halfway through the party to be alone.
tugs you into a corner, a hallway, a dark little nook somewhere.
pushes you up against a wall and kisses you like the world just ended and you’re what’s left.
whispers
“you’re my spouse now. i’m gonna say that so many times tonight you’re gonna beg me to shut up.”
• he definitely custom-designed your rings.
didn’t buy them. made them. or sketched the idea and had a jeweler bring it to life.
there’s a hidden engraving inside yours.
• he kisses your hand during the ceremony.
like halfway through. out of nowhere.
the officiant’s mid-sentence and Wes just—lifts your hand to his lips.
presses a kiss to your knuckles like it’s instinct.
and keeps his eyes on you the whole time.
• his vows??
oh god.
poetic. a little weird. full of love that sounds like music notes if they could speak.
• he can’t stop smiling.
not like grinning—but that soft little smile that just won’t leave his face.
he looks at you like he’s never seen anything better in his entire life.
like he’s in the front row of his favorite show and you are the performance.
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NSFW
THE NIGHT AFTER THE CEREMONY . . .
• takes off your wedding clothes like they’re made of glass.
kisses every exposed inch like he’s been waiting years.
doesn’t even say much—just breathes you in and stares like he’s trying to remember this for eternity.
• when you’re breathless and dazed under him, he grabs your jaw, smirks and goes:
“guess you really meant ’til death do us part.’”
• he’s the kind of husband who takes his time.
not because he’s slow—because he enjoys it.
wants to see your face change.
wants to feel you clench his wrist when he hits the spot.
wants to hear you say his name like it’s the only word you remember.
• his favorite place to be is between your thighs.
his hands gripping, dragging your hips forward.
your legs over his shoulders.
his voice low, muttering “that’s it. yeah. just like that.”
and looking up at you with eyes like a promise.
• he switches effortlessly.
will whimper for it if he’s desperate.
literally grind against you and beg if he’s needy.
“Please, please—I’ll be so good. I need it, baby.”
But the second you give in?
he flips it.
pins you. grabs your jaw.
“Good. Now you beg.”
• the way he touches you when you got stressed?
slow. grounding.
like he’s trying to pull all the pain out through your skin.
kisses your neck, your stomach, your knees.
breathes “I’ve got you. I’ve got you.”
until you fall apart quietly.
• aftercare is everything.
he wipes you down gently. kisses your temple.
then pulls you on top of him and goes
“You wrecked me. I love being wrecked by you.”
• you stir in the middle of the night and he’s already hard—quietly grinding against your back like he’s trying not to wake you.
but you stir and his hand goes straight to your waist.
“You up, baby?”
you don’t answer.
he doesn’t wait.
he’s just a bit too excited.
• after, he won’t stop touching you.
fingers dragging down your sides. tracing the new ring on your hand.
forehead pressed to your chest.
“i’ve never wanted anything more than i want forever with you.”
• you fall asleep with his hand on your waist and his nose tucked into your neck.
your whole body aches in the best way.
he whispers one last thing before you doze off:
“we did it. now you’re stuck with me.”
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fanfenomenon · 9 months ago
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fern's intro post and masterlist! ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
hey all, thanks for stopping by! actually, i've been using tumblr since its heyday, around 2014-2017(?), and i rlly missed it so i made a new account (☆10.15.24)! here's all you need to know about me:
⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢ ﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉୨♡୧﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉ ╰─ ♡ about me: ୨୧┇name: fern ୨୧┇pronouns: she/her ୨୧┇ao3: @/fanfenomenon ﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍ ╰─ ♡ general interests: ୨୧┇history & culture ୨୧┇musical theater ୨୧┇video games ୨୧┇period dramas ﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍ ╰─ ♡ current fandoms: ୨୧┇assassin's creed (mainly) ୨୧┇transformers ୨୧┇conclave ୨୧┇turn washington's spies ୨୧┇wicked ୨୧┇hamilton ୨୧┇amrev & frev ୨୧┇mouthwashing ୨୧┇epic the musical ﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍ ╰─ ♡ more important stuff: ୨୧┇DNI MINORS. ୨୧┇i'm a proshipper, so if ur uncomfy with that, block me. ୨୧┇i post some of my own content (art/prose/edits), mostly fan content of my fave media ﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍ ⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣
keep reading for masterlist! (may contain nsft content)
updated masterlist! ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
started: 11/10/2024 (mm/dd/yyyy) last updated: 05/02/2025
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୨୧┇ac fanfics/oneshots/drabbles ☆ can i just say how much i enjoy long distance relationship fanfics of shaytham ☆ i think shaytham should get married ☆ i just know haytham would be the type to keep a locket with a picture of shay on it ☆ there's just something so incredibly beautiful about growing old with the one you love. ☆ i just know that if haytham ever knew that his own son was named after his enemy’s deceased child he’d be absolutely enraged. ☆ A Dinner and a Dance ☆ (NSFT) Forgive Me ☆ Haul Away Your Anchor ☆ (NSFT) Sweet Nothings
୨୧┇ac fanart ☾ father and son bonding time ☾ haytham and baby connor ☾ templar!connor's portrait ☾ haytham during his service with the coldstreams ☾ the grandmaster's best wingman: ...his own son ☾ "please don't cry, master kenway..." ☾ shaytham sketches i made at 2am ☾ shay comes home; good old banter ensues ☾ messy sketch of shaytham kissing ☾ a day off. ☾ haytham day 2024! with ziio and connor :D ☾ (NSFT) took the 'hunting dog' title too seriously.. ☾ my blorbo... ☾ connor personalizing his robes ☾ sketches of ratonhnhaké:ton's family ☾ jenny spilling kenway family drama at afternoon tea ☾ they're defo flirting ☾ STOP FLIRTING!!! ☾ slow dancing with shaytham ☾ managing the homestead’s accounts ☾ drew the husbands! ☾ what if connor met jenny at queen anne’s square after haytham’s death? ☾ at the captain’s cabin ☾ the benefits of taking an older woman as a lover ☾ what a charming man! ☾ him <3 ☾ altair and his big, beautiful hazelnut eyes ☾ “let someone else take care of you for once, haytham.” ☾ haytham after sending shay away to find the precursor box
୨୧┇ac fanart (cont.) ☾ "leave this place and never return." ☾ a well-furnished "chest" ☾ smol haytham :3 ☾ connor and shay do the hear me out cake challenge ☾ a glitch in the animus ☾ modern au shaytham (circa 1995) ☾ connor and edward teach haytham how to rig a sail ☾ desecrating making tea with ratonhnhaké:ton ☾ “oh no, he’s hot…” ☾ been playing black flag again and i drew my favorite templar from the game ☾ they obviously have a very professional relationship and definitely don’t fuck in the office- ☾ this was funnier in my head ☾ very old ac fanart ☾ fem! shaytham designs ☾ the desmond files in ac black flag made me so emo ☾ *gasp* haytham being vulnerable?!?!? i can’t believe my eyes!!!! ☾ they’re love rivals ☾ something about connor with green eyes and freckles…. ☾ there. haytham in a maid outfit. ☾ the kenway siblings <3 ☾ ziio and jenny projecting their period cramps onto haytham ☾ just wanted to draw lafayette spoiling connor with gifts lol ☾ belated happy birthday edward kenway ☾ who done transported him into hamilton ☾ beautiful women be upon ye ☾ templar shay growing out his pornstache ☾ pov: your grandmistress is suddenly pregnant and your order’s hunting dog keeps looking at her like she wants that cookie so effing bad ☾ saw this stupid meme on instagram and i had to redraw it ☾ what has achilles been feeding this boy… ☾ go templars go ☾ (NSFT) drops this and fucking dies ☾ ohh he wants him so bad… ☾ headcanon: haytham had sketches of ziio in his journal ﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍ ⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣ ⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢ ﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉୨♡୧﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉ ╰─ ♡ 𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙝 𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙤𝙡𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 (𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙫) *this includes the napoleonic era btw ୨୧┇frev fanart ☾ more old art with napoleon and josephine ﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍ ⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣
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brothrbear · 5 months ago
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Monsters in the Park - 1
Behr leans her back against a lamp post. She sticks her tongue out, mind wandering as her skin absorbs the light. She'd texted Carter about her location while she could still focus, he'd brought her some tea and a waterproof pillow. The two would meet back up in the morning after she got finished absorbing nutrients. Her ankles rest in loosely packed dirt.
She hugs the pillow tightly, nuzzling into it a little. Her claws wrap around the carafe they had jury rigged into a thermos for her. The lid twists off and she starts to sip at four liters of tea. Two pots of soursop tea flow down her throat. A swirl of steam leaves her mouth as she sighs happily. “He knows me so well.”
With a warm belly and a soft pillow to hug, Behr pops her bluetooth speaker into her ear, letting it rest against her soft round lobe. Quiet music streams out of it as she fumbles with her pants pockets. A thick sketchbook falls out along with a few mechanical pencils. Without much to do but soak in the incandescent light and nutrient rich dirt, she starts to sketch her surroundings on the large paper pad.
She’d gotten better at idly drawing the panoramic views she was becoming more and more accustomed to. The entirety of her body used the surrounding light to see, it was still dizzying sometimes, forcing her to focus on a small patch of her vision to keep herself upright, yet, while sitting it felt even more natural than breathing to soak it all in. Her pencil scribbles across the page fluffing out every frond and leaf around her with as much accuracy as her clumsy paws could account for.
A little lost in thought she loses track of her immediate surroundings. Just as she’s about to put the finishing touches onto the piece a tall, tan man interrupts her. Wearing what looks like a bike cop’s uniform the man snaps his fingers in front of Behr’s face. The plant slowly comes out of her trance and looks up at him. “O-Oh! Excuse me officer.”
“You are excused… The park is closed ma’am, please find your way home.” The man speaks with authority but Behr can smell something off with him. She stares him up and down, getting a bit distracted by a source of blue light she hadn’t noticed before. He seems to sense her hesitation. “Ma’am, the park is unsafe and due to new city ordina-”
“New city ordinance?” Behr blurts out before being able to stop herself. “We’re pretty good at reading up on the parks… there were only a few things that sa-”
“Miss, if you do not leave in the next few minutes I will have to remove you myself.” The man takes a more confident pose, still stinking of something other than authority.
Behr very quickly stands up, stretching a little bit. “You’re really going to throw a plant out of the park?”
“Ma’am, if you have an issue, you may take it up with the city’s park district.” The man points towards the nearest exit, where Carter had come from a few hours earlier. She smiles at that thought, the smell of the officer getting stronger as she does. “But for now you need to leave.”
“and if we dont leave” Behr swallows, forcing her tone back to normal, pushing down on the influence of her other passengers. She then lets her focus wane just enough for her to get the entire officer into focus. The blue light comes more into focus as she does.
The man speaks, but Behr isn't paying attention. She approaches the man, there was something about him drawing her in. The man's expression breaks from annoyance into confusion and then fear as Behr stands only a few inches from him. She crouches down, pushing her nose up against the man’s.
“You're glowing.” She says plainly, taking a slow sniff.
He takes a step back, the massive plant following in lockstep. “Wh-What?!”
“you     are     glowing” Her voice becomes monotone as she tips her head to the side. “how intriguing you dont smell like bacon either”
“You're speaking nonsense! Leave before I make y-you.” He puts up a hand, pressing it against Behr's chest.
“and you like it when i think about my st-”
“S-Ssssstop! Don't you ssssay that!”
“what    my stardust” Behr smirks a bit as she says it, her thoughts flooding with the warmth of Carter. Memory fills the plant, the glow from the police officer intensifies.
The man hisses, the glow intensifying as it envelopes Behr. A long shining horn breaks through the disguise. The hat and skin fade away revealing dark features shrouded by moonlight and an eerie blue glow.
“my intriguing   youre a therian” Behr smiles and chuckles a bit. “May I ask what exactly you're doing? It's tickling.”
The strange creature recoils a little at the reaction. “I'm feeding…”
Behr snorts in surprise. “Feeding? Are you an herbivore? Not many Therians are lining up to eat me.”
“No, I'm an emotivore… I… feed on love.” She hisses again. “But… once I start I can't stop.”
“You know, this is kinda like what I imagine a Remora would feel like.” Behr muses a bit, their voice a bit high pitched.
“R-Remora?” The glow continues to reverberate through the pair as they stand just off of the path.
“These cute lil fish that swim with sharks and clean them. They have this consent based relationship where they could easily be eaten but aren't because they keep the sharks happy and hea...” Behr clears her throat again, rolling back onto her butt. “Scuse me, I can get a bit into explaining things.”
The equine creature sits down as well, looking at Behr. They sit there, not moving an inch as the glow continues to shift between them. “Um… I'm Kalla by the way.”
“Behr! It's very nice to meet you, Miss Kalla.” Behr sticks her tongue out, grinning widely. She stretches and yawns. “Mmmm… mind if we go sit by the street lamp?”
“Oh… um, why?” Kalla asks, watching the bear take a rather intense feeding with just a small yawn.
“I uh yaaaaawwwwnnnn need to get into the light or I might fall asleep.” She scoots herself back into her original spot, digging her feet into the ground. She closes her eyes and sighs. “Goodness, this is cozy.”
Kalla and Behr sit next to the light, the two talking idly as Kalla finally got one of the fullest meals she'd gotten since her transformation. Unluckily for the changeling, the light bulb above them pops and Behr eventually passes out, slumping over and snoring.
By the next morning Behr wakes up more refreshed than she'd been in a long time. She stretches, thinking about last night. With very little memory of the events she starts to head home, paging through her evening sketches.
“Carter is gonna love that dream, a creature that can eat emotion.” She chuckles a bit to herself. “I think he'd enjoy how much his latest story is affecting me.”
Her chuckling finally stops as she reaches the last filled page of her book. The panorama. She traces the back of her paw against the graphite. She stops with her paw on a pile of foliage. A figure, horned and hoover, peaking out of it.
“Hmm…” She thinks for a few moments. “I think I'll have to ask around T.H.E.M.S. about Kalla. Maybe someone knows something.”
Behr makes her way home, closing her thick sketch book with a thud. Her mind was running far smoother than before, like someone had finally rebooted her after the kerfuffle with her meds. It finally ticks through and lands on one single thought, finding the woman and thanking her.
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Kalla is owned by the lovely @vy-canis-melodis
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myreia · 10 months ago
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Sketches of Times Lost
Day 16: Third-rate
lyse has quiet, but difficult, evening. lyse & fordola. lyse POV & character study. early endwalker spoilers. written for ffxivwrite2024. rated: general 1864 words. ao3 link
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Since the liberation it has become her custom to walk the walls—and tonight she needs it more than ever.
Lyse tugs at the sleeves of her fleece sweater, thankful for the extra warmth. It was a gift from Cirina sent among the most recent shipment from their allies in Othard, knitted from thick wool and embroidered and dyed with traditional Mol decorations and colours. She appreciates the thoughtfulness. Gyr Abania may have a different climate from the Steppe, but mountains are chilly at night regardless of where they are.  
She slows to a halt and leans against the battlements, resting her folded arms against the roughhewn red stone. The city stretches out before her, calm and peaceful, its spires and towers a subdued reddish purple against a sea of stars. The windows glow warm with the light of candles and lanterns, the streets rumble with the sound of night duty officers preparing for the next day, and vendors have long since closed shop, leaving the market an empty shadow of itself. Some Alliance soldiers have, like her, taken to wandering the city, taking it in for once last time. The bulk of the Ilsabard Contingent takes flight tomorrow—of course many of them, regardless of which city-state they hail from—are sensing more than a little trepidation.
She wonders how many will get a good night’s sleep tonight.
Oh, Papalymo. If only you could see us now.  
“Didn’t expect to see you up here,” a voice drawls behind her.
Lyse pauses, her jaw clenched, her heart clenching painfully in that all too familiar way. A sickened ache that cannot be relieved. “What are you doing up here, Fordola?” she says, glancing over her shoulder. “I thought you would be…”
“Out of the way?” Fordola spits on the ground and comes to join her, leaning against the battlements with a catlike grace. She towers over her, tall like a true Highlander. “Wouldn’t you wish?” She snorts and stretches, raising her hands high above her, her neckline tugged with her movements, revealing the collar glinting at her throat. “I have to do something with my time outside of keeping Arenvald company.”
“Maybe you can go back to that,” Lyse says flatly. “I’m not in the mood for this.”
“This? What’s this? Simple conversation?”
“Simple conversation with you.”
Fordola shrugs. “Get your own piece of wall, then, if my presence is so unbearable,” she retorts. “I was here first and there’s plenty of wall to go around.”
Anger twists deep in the pit of her stomach. Lyse opens her mouth, a retort on the tip of her tongue—and then movement catches her eye. Below, the Scions of the Seventh Dawn are gathering, preparing for the next stages. Perhaps it’s a briefing, or perhaps they are about to head to their airship. Either way, it’s important.
They are already dressed in the winter gear she knows was sourced and lovingly crafted for them by Tataru.
She presses a hand to her cheek. Her eyes are stinging and it’s not the wind’s fault.
It has been a year and a half since she resigned from the organization. Much has happened since then—war, politics, more war, a restoration effort she has yet to fully understand and constantly fears is about to slip out from under her. For her, time has gone slowly, every month, every week, every day passing by to the beat of a slow, constant drum. It has not been so for them. Timed raced forwards—literally so, and accounting for years in some cases, like Thancred’s. She knew what she was letting go of when she left, and she knew it was for the best.
And yet her decision still hurts. Still aches. She has what she wants now, so why can’t she be happy?
Her life has been spent waiting in the wings, looking into something that could never be hers. In Sharlayan, she looked up to her sister—smart, clever, beautiful, capable of going toe-to-toe with the nation’s best and brightest and earning her Archon’s marks fair and square. After, she still idolized Yda, to the point that she became her in order to make something of her life. She wasn’t an Archon, she wasn’t even clever enough to apply to the Studium. She was just a girl who was good at punching things, and Sharlayan doesn’t have much use for that.  
She was given a place with the Scions of the Seventh Dawn, but she never felt she earned it on her own merits. She could become her sister, or be compared to her sister. Lyse, on her own, was never good enough. Except with Papalymo.
And so she left. She chased her dream, as herself—an Ala Mhigo liberated, a Gyr Abania freed. And yet even now she feels uncertain of herself and the position she has claimed. Many doubt her, for her youth and her inexperience. Others compare to her to the likes of Aymeric and Hien, saying she lacks the political acumen to lead a restoration the way Ishgard and Doma have. Others still pass over her and look to Raubahn, the general, the warrior, the man who commands a presence she can only dream of. They listen to him. He may have escaped to Ul’dah, but he is Ala Mhigan in his heart and soul. He looks Ala Mhigan. His was a true homecoming.
Whereas she has her father’s name and not much else. Some say she has more Sharlayan in her than Ala Mhigo.
She is in too far now to return to the Scions, though she knows they would welcome her. She made her choice, she must commit to it. And yet she still feels the longing for company, that feeling of being among close friend that she so sorely misses. Who does she have? Raubahn? Arenvald? Fordola? Gods, no. At least Cirina writes her often, from half a world away. Alisaie, too, though her letters have become more and more infrequent of late.
Lyse exhales a long breath, staring dully down at the road below. Y’shtola, Urianger and G’raha conversing in a corner. Estinien shadowing Alphinaud and Alisaie as they walk the length of the street, arguing loudly, pausing only to speak with an Alliance officer here and there. Even Krile and Tataru are here, fussing over their friends. Thancred and Aureia are huddled down together a little ways away, his hand in hers, her head on his shoulder. They’re married now, it’s hard to believe, their lives taking a wild and unexpected turn while they were on the First.
Alisaie said the ceremony was beautiful. A small affair, organized quickly as they were concerned for Thancred’s failing health and soul. Perhaps they will have another one now they’ve returned to Eorzea, but there simply hasn’t been time.  
So strange. Lyse can’t quite wrap her head around it. Only a few months ago she was still under the impression that Aureia and Thancred hated each other. Which, she supposes, highlights the point: it’s not that the Scions haven’t given her any  
It’s not that the Scions haven’t given her any thought. Nor is it that they don’t care.
It’s simply that they have moved on to a place that no longer includes her.
She grips her sweater, twisting it into a fist over her heart. She knows it’s foolish, but it hurts seeing them gathered all together like this. Perhaps if it was just Aureia and Thancred, Urianger and Y’shtola, the twins… It’s ridiculous, but knowing how quickly G’raha was brought into their fold stings. It stings to know that his failed attempts to summon Aureia to the First were behind their vanishing souls some time ago. That his mistake pulled away those closest to Aureia by accident.
Lyse thought she was close to Aureia. Perhaps that was not so. She was furious with her at the time for reasons she cannot explain, but that does not mean she did not still think of her as a friend. It does not replace the years of friendship they had in the Waking Sands and the Rising Stones all those years ago, nor throughout their time in Othard.
Does it?
She wets her low lip. Even Estinien’s presence stings, though she has nothing against the dragoon. He has been swept into events whether he likes it or not; and she suspects that if he were to say no and leave, Krile and Tataru would simply track him down once more. Even so, he fits in a way she never did, his bond with Alphinaud plain to see.  
She’s missed so much. Some of it because of her own decisions, yes, but it hurts to witness firsthand how easily she has been replaced. No matter how hard she works, no matter how much she cares, her fate is always to be second or third-rate.  
“…should I leave you be?” Fordola says quietly.
Lyse blinks, tears blurring her vision. She wipes them away with the back of her hand, shivering as a wave of cold wind rushes over her. “I… don’t know,” she replies, trailing off awkwardly. She can’t allow herself to be emotional in front of Fordola of all people. To distract herself, she disentangles her hand from her sweater and smooths down the front. She shouldn’t pull the thread when she doesn’t know how to fix it. Cirina made it for her.
“Then please say something,” Fordola continues, blunter this time. “Shout at me. Curse at me. Punch a wall. You are far too quiet and it’s making my insides crawl.”
Lyse snorts quietly. Damn it. Fordola has no right to make her smile. “Good to know I have such a dreadful effect on you.”
“Lyse—”
She meets her gaze.
“You going with them?” Fordola’s eyes are dark and quiet.
“I will. At the head of the Contignent’s Ala Mhigan forces.”
“I meant with the Scions, not with bloody Ala Mhigo.”
She swallows the lump in her throat. “Then, no. I will be serving my country, not my friends.”
Silence. Wind howls in her ears, turning the tips raw and red. Perhaps she should write to Cirina and ask for a hat.
“A bit of advice—” Fordola begins.
“No, thank you.”
She sighs, irritation flickering across her face. “Look, you don’t have to like to me in order to listen to me,” she says firmly. “But I know something about looking for something in all the wrong places. Maybe you belonged to that group down there once, but you don’t anymore. Stop looking for what you want with people who barely acknowledge you, and look for it with those who do.”
Her stomach drops. She’s not sure what’s worse—that she knows it is true, or that Fordola was the one to say it. “I’m going to tell you this once,” Lyse hisses. “That’s the last time you’re going to give me advice, all right?”
Fordola shrugs in that irritating ambivalent way of hers. “If you say so.”
Lyse lets out an aggravated sigh. Pushing away from the wall, she grips Cirina’s sweater around herself and stalks down the stairs and out of sight.
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sketch-guardian · 11 months ago
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Never again trying to request or ask something on another tumblr account that isn’t this one 😞
I was looking at this one account and this character was honestly so cool and I was like “woah, I want him to be my dad” so I like asked if they did child reader stuff but then I looked at their request rules one more time. THEY DIDNT DO UNDERAGE STUFF, IM SO EMBARRASSED. I SEJT ANOTHER ASK FRANTICALLY APOLOGISING AND I DONT THINK I CAN LIVE IT DOWN.
BUT YEAH THIS ACCOUNT MAKES ME FEEL VERY SAFE WITH THE REQUESTS, YOURE VERY NICE!!
WHEN YOURE NOT BUSY IS IT OKAY IF I ASK FOR ALL THE RAD CLASSMATES WHOS NOT FULLY HUMAN (YOU CAN CHOOSE WHAT THE OTHER HALF IS BUT IF MC WAS HALF ANGEL IT WOULD GO CRAZYYY FOR REMIEL. I FEEL LIKE THEYD FEEL SO SAFE, THEY DESERVE IT. REMIEL NEEDS MORE LOVE)
sorry for caps lock btw!! It’s very fun 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
You know, at first since Tumblr notifications only show me the start of asks, I read "never again trying to request-" and I was already thinking the worst😳like oh god, what did I do to mess up so badly?🙈Then I read the rest and breathed a sigh of relief🤣Anyway, I'm sure you'll be able to get through such moment eventually!✨Those are small oversights that can happen and I doubt the author of that account will take it out on you for so little, trust me☺I've made a fool of myself before several times, I'm very awkward both online and in reality, but over time I learned to laugh about such mishaps😂Still, I'm happy you feel comfortable sending asks here💕you flatter me and thank you again for your kindness💜I'm sorry if I'm taking a day or two to reply to asks🙈but I'm still trying to finish the New exchange students' true celestial forms sketch, I apologize for being slow😭I promise I'll reply though😥since I just need to start shading the drawing🤞🏻Now, to vary the headcanons a bit, I chose a different race for each OC, inserting half-angel MC for Remiel as you requested😌(I'm glad you like Remiel by the way and don't worry about your writing✨). Also considering you mentioned child reader stuff earlier, I assumed you meant platonic headcanons with child MC, I hope I didn't misinterpret🙈:
"RAD CLASSMATES+NEW EXCHANGE STUDENTS WITH A HALF-BREED CHILD MC"
DEMYA (HALF-ORC)
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Demya would be curious at the sight of half-orc child MC, having never seen an orc in her entire life, however she would feel admiration towards their race as they are prone to fighting, they would remind her in a certain sense of her own race (fauxsaeva) and she would like to discover more curiosities through half-orc child MC. Demya would coo over half-orc child MC's tusks, finding them adorable and would compare them with her thicker and pointer fangs, perfect for tearing meat, she would also be curious to see how half-orc child MC eats, so Demya would often share her snacks with them, only treats though, because her main and perhaps sometimes bloody meals could be too much for half-orc child MC. Furthermore, Demya would love to play fight with half-orc child MC, as they are quite powerful and resistant for their age, that way she wouldn't necessarily have to worry about risking harming them accidentally
DOMNRA/MOBIM (CAMBION)
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Domnra wouldn't be too surprised by a cambion child MC, it's not that rare for a demon and a human to fall in love, hell he's seen it happen several times, both in Devildom and on Earth despite himself, so it would be logical to finally see, at least once, a demon half-breed appear. Domnra would feel some kind of connection to cambion child MC, both for their demonic side, a trait they would have in common, and in a certain sense for their feeling in half, given that his soul was literally split in half and then shared by two beings, i.e. Domnra and Mobim, while child MC is half-human and half-demon. Therefore Domnra would defend cambion child MC if someone bothered them regarding their lineage and would help cambion child MC to get more in tune with their demonic side, in short to control it. Mobim would sense cambion child MC's nature, but honestly for the little curse child MC could be anything and it would accept them either way, because that's what true family is supposed to do. In the end Mobim and cambion child MC would become good friends/sibilings
AZUL (HALF-FAE)
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Azul would be genuinely surprised at the sight of a half-fae child MC, with features and appearance similar to those of a nymph or a fairy, aware that it's a rather rare and difficult race to come across, therefore he would show enthusiasm at the sight of them and probably he would ask half-fae child MC some questions, especially to check if some of their powers are similar or not. Considering that half-fae child MC would probably be very attached to nature, Azul would take them to lie down in some flowery meadows, a habit of when Azul was still an angel, while his familiars, blue morpho butterflies, would flutter around them, as if they were in a classic Disney movie. Azul would also let half-fae child MC experiment with painting, making nice portraits of each other, after all he would find their fae traits inspiring. Azul would try to find out if half-fae child MC had the ability of imposing their will and controlling other people by obtaining their names, because no matter how convenient and fun it might sound, it would still be a problem if such thing happened, so Azul would use himself as an example of bad influence, meaning that half-fae child MC should't try to mimic the bullshit or pranks he pulls off (but in his heart, Azul would be proud-)
ZURI (HALF-SIREN)
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Zuri would be intrigued from a biological point of view by half-siren child MC, wanting to understand how such a union could have happened, given the significantly different anatomy, however she would do research on her own rather than asking half-siren child MC personally, after all Zuri wouldn't know their family situation or conception, it could be a sensitive topic. Zuri would also note that half-siren child MC would be a sea variant siren and not an air one similar to an harpy. Zuri would make sure to get either a small pool or a large water case in which half-siren child MC could swim to their heart's content and stay hydrated, perhaps also adding decorationd such as algae, pearls, shells and corals, to make ambience more pleasant and aquarium like. Zuri would aid half-siren child MC in taking care of their skin by moisturizing their scattered fish scales and help them use their powers responsibly, such as their siren song ability, similar to Zuri's hypnosis
ODON (HALF-ELDRITCH)
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Odon is an ancient eldritch abomination, so much so that they don't exactly remember the circumstances of their birth or creation, so they have experienced many events during the course of their long life, however Odon would have to admit that it would be the first time they have ever encountered a half-eldritch, especially so young, so it would be a new pleasant experience for Odon to meet half-eldritch child MC and possibly become friends. Odon would find interesting that a human would even consider having a child with a eldritch horror, since they aren't exactly known for their friendliness, helpfulness, or parenting skills, in general it's not recommended for humans to deal with such entities, so Odon would find delightful knowing that there are other eldritch beings tame enough to consider forming such unions, at least they hope. Half-eldritch child MC wouldn't have to fear showing their eldritch side to Odon, because it would have no effect on them, moreover Odon would be able to worry less about their own form being seen, because as a half-eldritch, if child MC were to see Odon's face under their bangs, perhaps they would just get nausea or a headache. Odon would be a good mentor for half-eldritch child MC, teaching them how to control their most abominable side, they would allow half-eldritch child MC to have a friend with whom they can be their true self, after all Odon knows what it means to be alone
REMIEL (HALF-ANGEL)
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Remiel would be aware of how rare it is to find half-angels like herself, since the Celestial Council usually does not approve such sins of creation and depending on whether or not those half-breed children disturb balance, they are mostly simply repudiated or directly abandoned to die to their fate, therefore at the sight of half-angel child MC, Remiel would be a little surprised and at the same time she would feel a certain bond with them on a deeper level, a soft of kinship. At the beginning probably both half-angel child MC and Remiel would analyze each other in silence with a curious gaze, tilting their heads from side to side like a lost puppy, over time though, considering that half-angel child MC has most likely suffered discrimination due to their heritage as well, they would quickly grow attached to Remiel and take shelter under her much larger feathery wings. During her long existence, Remiel has become numb to certain things, such as mocks or taunts, believing them to be true from a logical point of view, however half-angel child MC's case would be different from her situation and the angel of death would like them to feel safe for once, because it would be what they deserve. Being somber yet blunt, Remiel would have no problem softly explaining to upset conservative angels that since balance allowed half-angel child MC to be born, they have the right to exist. Remiel would help half-angel child MC with cleansing and preening their wings, taking care of their feathers with tender and soothing touch, in the meantime half-angel child MC would help Remiel understanding emotions better, perhaps the angel of death could even teach them to fly if they wished to learn, holding half-angel child MC by the hand, to prevent them from falling, Remiel wouldn't let that happen
NATHANIEL (HALF-DRAGON)
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Nathaniel would be aware that there are different races and that crossbreeding can occasionally occur, however he would be surprised and intrigued by the compatibility between a human and a dragon, which would apparently result in draconic bloodline and half-dragon child MC's birth. Nathaniel would find dragons fascinating creatures, thinking of them as wise, honorable and free, therefore he would show interest in half-dragon child MC's dragon traits, such as wings, tail or horns, taking care they do not get hurt during the day, since they could be cumbersome while moving around, Nathaniel would also apply some herbal creams to half-dragon child MC's skin in the areas where their scales begin, such as cheeks or arms, to avoid skin irritation or dryness. One of the times Nathaniel would actually be caught off guard would be if half-dragon child MC, depending on their powers, risked burning, electrifying, or freezing his face off during a sneeze, which would then surprisingly make Nathaniel laugh
URIEL (DEMIGOD)
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Uriel at the beginning, as a warrior angel serving the Celestial Realm, would be skeptical in believing in other deities, given that god (Father) is the only entity who she has always served and praised together with other angels, therefore she might not immediately believe demigod child MC, she would need proof of them being the offspring of a deity and a human, but once obtained, Uriel would be astonished, because it would go against what she was taught to believe. Once she comes to terms with the half-divine nature of child MC, Uriel would like to test demigod child MC's skills, their resilience and would be quite amazed and proud of what they are capable of accomplish. Uriel would then teach demigod child MC that with great power comes great responsibility and that they should only use their powers to seek justice and fight for the innocent. Moreover Uriel wouldn't tell demigod child MC, but due to her strict education and discipline, she might find the relationship between human and deity sacrilegious, still Uriel would try to overcome her prejudices for demigod child MC's sake
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am-i-the-asshole-official · 2 years ago
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AITA of I want art trades to be of equal time/quality?
this is a weird one but I had a spat with someone recently because they wanted to do an art trade, which i was open to do, but we hit a weird impasse. When I do art trades I like to put forth as much effort as my trade partner puts forward first, and would prefer that if i put art first that my partner reciprocates the same amount of time and care.
Art style, quality, experience, follower count means nothing to me in the exchange, just the level of effort. It feels unfair to me that I would put in hours/days of work on a painting to only receive something done in less than a few hours, especially since that would basically be doing a free commission. I'm willing to give smaller/newer artists with less experience or cheaper software more effort in my half on the account that I trust they're doing their best with what they have. It's meant to be fun!
This is not an instance of that. I've checked this artist's gallery and they were perfectly capable of producing extensively detailed pieces, so I agreed to do a more detailed piece, as long as they do the same.
This is where things get weird. They were perfectly fine with me doing something bigger and were very excited, and I brought up that in my listed art trade rules, I'd like them to do the same. They agreed, and we both went to work. I'm a slow artist, so it's been taking me some time, and I'm well into working on colors and rendering. in the middle of this time is when I get my half. it's just lineart with some shading. it was very beautiful, and I'm grateful! but it's not necessarily a level of detail that we agreed on. So I kiss my flat colors and rendering goodbye and just quickly rendered the lineart to match.
They get excited and ask when the final of my half will be done. Confused, now assuming what they provided was just a WIP, I say when they finish theirs. They go "oh but this IS my final :)" and I am... still very confused.
I brought up our agreement to do equal effort and they go "but I did that, this took me a long time" to which I point out I've been working for a few days now to produce a fully rendered painting, which wasn't even finished by the time they posted theirs.
They start getting defensive saying that exertion of effort varies from person to person which I fully agree as a chronically fatigued person! but I still feel really scammed that I'm putting in all this work and they can only provide what their commission form claims is a "colored sketch" (and on the cheaper end too.)
They keep getting weird and defensive and I decide to just call the whole thing off, giving them the art I did and that it was final. They get pissy and call me an entitled asshole for wanting to "break their back" over a free art trade.
I would be perfectly happy getting a rendered sketch, if that were what we agreed on in the first place!
I don't think I'm the asshole here, but being called "entitled" really got to me, especially considering we WERE doing work for free. So here I am. Am I the asshole for wanting equal parts effort? Or am I just being entitled? I'd share the art pieces we did here but I won't out of privacy for both me and the other artist.
What are these acronyms?
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rockerscentral · 1 year ago
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ROCKERSCENTRAL MASTERPOST🎸
(A rockers-related Rhythm Heaven ask blog!)
Info can be found under the line break.
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The Basics: (or the General Info)
This blog serves to be a more creative way for me to share all of the ideas that I had planned out for the Rockers, along with some other guys, mainly following a story-esque format that follows their "backstory" and how they had originally met up to become the well known rock duo they are now!
Following up on the text above, just to clarify and put it straight, the blog will not start out with the both of them right away, and will likely follow the perspective of one or the other.
While there will be art for a bunch of the asks, especially for standard posts that are needed to progress the story, I cannot guarantee that there will be something drawn for each ask, though I do wish to try and do so. That applies to whether it's a colored sketch, actual drawing, a simple doodle, etc.
Some characters may have different names than some that may be commonly used as a fan-name from the fandom, the main case of this going to Student (name being Jamie.)
This whole blog's going to be a headcanon fest, considering how a majority of this is me making shit up for the most part, so please keep that in mind if you see different portrayals for one thing or another.
Additional Notes:
If you are running another character-based blog, it is completely alright to interact with this account! Just keep in mind that this is technically taking place in the past, which means that any asks that are sent that mention anything that could be in regards to any present matters /foreshadows anything about the Rockers will likely be ignored.
While it may not be prevalent for the long run start of this blog, I do ship the Rockers together, and would probably come up at some point very later on when the time comes, so be weary of that if you don't like the ship and such.
This blog is only being run by me, myself and I ( @submaskudari ), so things might be a bit slow depending on the situation.
I will also answer asks that are out of character for those who wish to know anything from me specifically ^_^
Unless there is only one character that's available for asks, please specify who you are sending an ask towards, otherwise it may be pushed back out of confusion.
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Blog Rules:
Don't be a weirdo in the asks LOL
NO METAGAMING.. I have no idea how that'd play out anyways, but this still applies :sob:
Try not to spam the ask box, or be repetitive with asks.. I'm just one guy, and sometimes it might take a moment to spot it.
Transphobia, Homophobia, Racism, Proship, and all of the other bad shit is not welcome here, so please see yourself out if you fall under said criteria.
Please be kind!! I am just a little guy, again.
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Tags:
# (insert character name) + ask: Asks that are directed to said character #main art reblog: main blog posts that either feature Rockers/ Blog-related content. #refs: Simply the refs I work off of for the characters I draw here. # (insert tumblr user here): Asks sent by said user/blog. #asks: Ask posts in general. #ooc ask: Asks that are related to the blog, but are directed to the blog owner (me) rather than an ic ask for the characters. #masterpost: what do you think LOL #sillyart: probably gonna be labled under shitposts or verrry bad doodles, just goofing around! #rockerscentral: tag for chrono-order posts, asks or non asks
#djschoolcentral: april fools posts (chrono order, too)
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This will be updated time from time as the blog progresses, rather it'd be for rule additions or something else. If anything, I'm probably going to add a blog Q&A for any additional questions that anyone may have, so feel free to ask!
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apazwtsn · 7 months ago
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Info. (Please read)
⚠️DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE A PEDOPHILE (why the hell aren't you in jail???), TRANSPHOBIC, HOMOPHOBIC, NAZI, RACIST, SEXIST OR IF YOU JUST LIKE SPREADING HATE. Thank you.
Links to some Martin Freeman works.
About me :3
You can call me Apaz or Anto.
I am 16 years old, wich means that i'm a MINOR.
My pronouns are she/her, but you can call me things like man, mate, dude or whatever.
I am from Argentina 🇦🇷, wich means that my mother language is spanish, but I also speak english and a bit of italian (because i'm still learning it).
I'm asexual sex-repulsed/aversed (I know I'm literally the stereotype, i'm sorry), which means that, in addition to not being able to feel sexual attraction, any mention/interaction with sex disgusts me. I don't get to the point of feeling nauseous or having panic attacks (which is totally valid), but it does make me a bit sick when someone tells/shows me something related (So, please don't talk to me about that). DISCLAIMER: This doesn't mean I'm against sexual freedom or anything like that. Take it as a preference of mine.
I have no idea what my romantic orientation is. Maybe pansexual or something like that.
I am an ambivert, which means that depending on the situation or the person I can be more introverted or more extroverted. If we're moots, or we simply have common interests, you can send me a message or a question, although I'm very shy on the internet (I accept recommendations for books/series/movies).
I love animals, but especially felines (my favorite is the panther), dogs (and other canines like foxes), turtles and hedgehogs (Talk to me about animals).
Hobbies (Sort of):
- Reading (Police, sci-fi, light fantasy, psychological horror and poetry being my favorite genres).
- Drawing
- I also like animation and crocheting but I still need to learn some things.
- Sometimes I write too (AO3 account here).
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About the blog :P
In this blog I mostly reblog, although sometimes I post my thoughts or some doodles/sketches. I have an art blog if you want to see my drawings.
I'm a multifandom and multishipper:
DISCLAIMER: I don't ship real people.
(I won't make a list of the ships because I'm very shy, but my OTPs are Johnlock, Ineffable Husbands, Angelbutter, Stantzler and Lawrenítez. Yeah in this blog we love gay people)
And here is the list of fandoms:
Martin Freeman (and anything related)
Sherlock Holmes (Books & adaptations)
Adaptations so far: BBC Sherlock, Sherlock & Co., House MD and The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson AKA Soviet Holmes.
Ghostbusters (All the franchise: Original, Real GB, Fem GB and New Gen)
Cornetto Trilogy/Three flavors cornetto trilogy/Blood & Ice cream trilogy
Good Omens
The Owl House
Rick and Morty
Conclave (2024)
Arsène Lupin (Only the books)
Laika Studios
Fargo
Los Simuladores (Arg)
Things I like/love but am not a fan of (At least not yet):
Michael Sheen (I love him)
Simon Pegg (I also love him)
Tom Hanks
Dan Aykroyd
House MD (Let me finish the series first please)
Our Flag Means Death (Same as House MD)
Loki (I still have to watch the 2nd season)
My Little Pony & Equestria Girls (I liked the movies but I haven't seen the series)
The Simpsons
Sonic (i enjoy the characters and story but i'm not a fan)
Inside Job (Loved the series but I don't consider myself a fan)
The Amazing Digital Circus (It's a pretty good series, I swear)
Night at the Museum
Zero Calcare's animated series
Black Panther
Things i'm not interested in (This doesn't mean that i'm against/i hate it i'm just not into it):
LOTR & The Hobbit (I've seen all 3 The Hobbit movies but I'm not interested in Tolkien's universe, sorry. I also read the first book but got bored because of how slow it was.)
Harry Potter (I have the books because they were gifted to me but I'm not really interested)
Marvel Cinematic Universe (I'm not into superheroes, and I have seen very few things)
DC Cinematic Universe (Same as Marvel)
FNAF (I have friends who are fans and I know quite a bit but I'm not really interested neither)
Arcane/LOL
Stranger Things
I think that's all. Welcome! :D
If you made it this far, thank you :)
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honeymochibubbletea · 1 year ago
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Yooo I saw that you make headcanons or stories to some sketches of Charlie and Phantasmo so... Here's one made. I hope fluffpillow or jencil aren't after my head right now-
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Also if u want you can follow my tiktok account and I can make more Charlie and Phantasmo sketches (most of them gonna be Charlie bc I can sketch her better-) if u want ofc :3
Omg!! Your drawing is so cute! \ (*´∇`*)\
And don’t worry: I don’t think Jencil nor Fluff will come for your head! It’s just a harmless drawing after all!
And could you tell me what’s your TikTok account? And yes, i do love to see more of your drawings!
And funny that you’ve drawn Charlie with a dress because… Charlie’s latest and final design is her with a dress!
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(Drawing belongs to Jencilthepencil, i’m only showing it here to illustrate what i am saying)
And since you’ve made a drawing so cute, I shall give you some headcanons~ ;3
Charlie actually never minded wearing dresses or wearing “feminine” stuff, she only usually wore more “masculine” stuff because it was easier to fight. Now why is she wearing a dress again even though she knows that it’s more difficult to fight with it?
Because she’s too stubborn for her own good: i think that’s what happened to make her fight with her dress again:
Daisy: you know Charlie? I’m actually glad that you are wearing more APPROPRIATE clothing to fight Phantasmo and other bad guys! Finally after so long i finally knocked some sense into your head…
Charlie: *stares at Daisy with a “are you serious?” face* And do you know what Daisy? I think i’m going to fight with a dress again! *smirks smugly at Daisy*
Daisy: CARTER! Tell your sister to stop being such a stubborn woman!
Phantasmo will never EVER admit this but… he gets worried when Charlie decides to fight with a dress, her opponents could very much take advantage of that to slow her down or… do something “”funny””… and if Phantasmo ever finds out that an opponent ripped her dress and exposed her in any way, even if it was her shoulders or her knees… let’s say Charlie will only have him as her arch nemesis :)
Phantasmo also tried to convince her to change back to her “more appropriate fighting clothing”, but she’s too stubborn… he then refused to fight her if she was going to act like a brat… she then accepted his condition and fought with him with her old “appropriate” fighting clothing…
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yusupunk · 4 months ago
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about commissions
hello there! this is long due but as you’ll see, i’ve been either busy or trying to avoid going insane
i will not publicly open commissions again, unless it’s an emergency. every queued commission will be cancelled (will directly contact everyone soon), and i’ll finish only the ones that are already paid (1 sketch, 1 painted, and a few chibi heads). i work as an accountant for my day job and shit happened now my department is extremely overworked and understaffed. i am so tired i’ve been drinking energy drinks and coffee every day and i still fall asleep on my chair every now and again, plus constantly not taking lunch breaks so i can work on more stuff (n i don’t get paid extra so yay). because of that, i tend to leave the nights after work to do personal stuff and ease my mind. i am very close to having a burnout and it’s not fun at all, i’m so sorry for lack of updates and communication i’m going Insane
day work aside, i also have adhd and i can’t be medicated due health issues that would lead to risk of convulsions if i took any type of adhd med so this is fun
every PAID commission will be delivered until june 15th, no more no less
after that, i’ll only open commissions to close friends or friends i’ve known for years bc i feel very guilty for being this slow. i hope you guys understand and once again i’m so sorry for lack of professionalism in this regard :’) i will try (keyword: try) to work every other saturday afternoon, current priority is the painted commission as it’s the one i’ve been working on the longest.
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pine-niidles · 10 months ago
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2024 August Monthly Updates
It's a very text heavy update this month, I'm... working on getting back into the habit of regular art. My art muscles have grown stiff and it's slow going training them back up. It is going though - I've even been doing some sketching in my physical sketchbook this week.
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Doodling fish makes for a good warm-up
Website/Blog
I've been wanting to set up a proper art blog for a while. Social media has always been hard for me to keep up with, I've never really had fun posting art online ever since deviantart stopped being good. Figuring out what, when, how to post & keeping up with constant changes... it's been said a million times so I won't get into it, and at the end of the day even if it's frustrating it's still worth it for the connections I make and the art I get to see because of it. Still, I don't want to rely on social media to be the only place where my art lives (it's a sad thought!). That's why I've been compiling art pdfs, it's why I've been looking into physical print making, it's why I started these monthly updates in the first place.
So if you're reading this on my new blog welcome! (if not - it's here) I'm planning to eventually move to hosting it myself but so the moment I'm relying on wordpress, I apologize for the banners. I'm still deciding how I want to do monthly updates from now on - I'll be posting all of them on the new blog for sure but I'm still undecided if I want to continue to cross post them on tumblr & kofi. I have a poll just for that running right now if you have an opinion (or if you don't - it's a nice motivator just to see that people are actually reading these).
Other than monthly updates I'll be posting process breakdowns on here, and more in depth looks at individual projects at various stages of their process. Maybe doing some features (or even reviews?) of other artists/projects. We'll see how it goes! I won't be cross-posting those, thought I'll probably post links to them when I write them (you can also sign up to the email newsletter for this blog at the bottom of the page - though you'll have to make a wordpress account). I know a lot of people use patreon for this kind of thing but I like the freedom of not having an expectation of consistency (or quality).
Fanzines
I've started taking part in fanzines again, there's a couple in particular I'm very excited for! Not much more to say on that topic as I'm not allowed to announce my participation yet but that's something I've been working on this month.
All in Good Time
I've done very little (read:none) art for my own projects this month, but I have done some writing for a couple I've yet to introduce publicly.
The first is a short (12-16 page) self-contained comic featuring a friend of mine and my ocs. I've written a rough script for it and will be working on character designs and art for it when I have a little more free time :)
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They Say There is a Monster in These Woods
The second project I was doing writing for is much longer term - I've been toying around with the idea of doing a solo visual novel for some time now and I finally came up with a story idea for one.
The game starts with you in the woods, injured. You stumble across a clear where a lone manor stands and collapse in front of it. When you come to the Lady of the manor greets you, and invites you to stay as her guest for some time while you recover from your injuries and to attend her birthday celebrations in two weeks. You spend this time in the manor getting to know the inhabitants, maybe finding the sparks of romance with one among them, and maybe even figuring out the source of the mysterious rumors that there is a monster in the woods...
\o/ I hope that intro sounds fun to you! I'm certainly excited about it. This will be more of a long term project - both in the fact that it'll be a lot of work to make and because I have other game projects I want to prioritize first, some collab work and some of my own games that are only a couple steps away from completion (Don't Wake the Sleeping Dragon I've not forgotten about you...)
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And that's all for August! I'm looking forward to Summer ending and the start of Fall, maybe I can do some plein air watercolors of the leaves changing color when that time comes :)
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tanejineri · 1 year ago
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no age restriction but we recommend being at least 16 as we are willing to draw blood and slightly gorey things, hell even death and not tag it. if anything goes beyond that, i will label it accordingly
TAGS
#tanejineri - all of my finished art
#misc - wip artwork and text or update posts. reblogs for threads of misc posts also use misc
#reblog - whatcha think?
ART REQS - ✓
ART TRADES - ✓
i block people for a number of reasons, but its usually personal (and usually discomfort). if you're blocked, please do not try to evade this through alternative accounts! i already have paranoia issues thanks to the internet :D
wanna use my art? check the reposting policy to learn more about what you can and cannot do :3
if you'd like to know more about me, you can drop down here. id prefer if you read it on the custom site tho, i made it look all pretty after some guy came in and ruined it [snicker]
KNOW YOUR MAKER
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This blog is created and run by @honey-snap (DNF <18) and is in no way affiliated with Nintendo, GameFreak, nor HAL Laboratory.
   ABOUT ME
Name - Rosie-Psi (Psi for this account)
DOB (MM/DD/YYYY) - 06/14/2004
Gender - Male
Level of Education - High School Diploma
Occupation - Sandwich Artist™ for SUBWAY
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   INTERESTS / FAVORITES
Hobbies - Art (Sketching/Drawing, Animation, Writing), Cooking, uhh i dont fucking know
Books - The Notebook Trilogy (The Notebook, The Proof, The Third Lie [only really on an analysis level]), Warriors (Series), im going to get back to reading i swear
Films - Watership Down (1978), The Prince of Egypt, The Lion King (1994), How To Train Your Dragon [1+2], The End of Evangelion, Hereditary, Spider-Man: [Adjective] the Spiderverse (so all of it), The Fox and the Hound
TV Series - Neon Genesis Evangelion (im not one of those fans i swear), Invincible, Devilman Crybaby, TRON: Uprising, Arcane
Music - MUSE, Radiohead, femtanyl, Periphery, Lapfox Trax/HALLEY LABS, RYUWAVE, RedOgre, Terrorfakt, Converter
Video Games - ULTRAKILL, Rain World, The MOTHER Series (1+2+3), LittleBigPlanet (1+2+3), OFF, Fer.al (R.I.P), Animal Jam, Rhythm Heaven, Needy Streamer Overload
Other - Animals (Mammalia, Reptilia, Aves), Fictional Theology, Music Analysis
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   BIO
HI!!! Welcome! I'm quite the nervous wreck sometimes, so I apologize ahead of time if your interactions with me are awkward. I have autism, ADHD, and depression, which can be hard to deal with, and is also often the reason why I am slow on making things. And also why I am so passionate about everything I do. I was also recently diagnosed with OSDD, so if I ever seem off or not myself, then uh. Whoopsies. I am also very jumpy and really suck at reading people I don't feel the vibes with immediately! I apologize for that as well!! AND I APOLOGIZE A LOT-
I got into MOTHER around July of 2019 when I was 15. It has brought out a lot of joy into me and has shaped the way that I am today! I've been creating content for MOTHER since August 2019, but most of it is private and archived. I have gone under multiple aliases, but Tanehineri is the one that has stuck and resonated the most, being the Japanese name for Tanetane island. The 'j' in my name is actually supposed to be pronounced the way you would a 'j' in Spanish, actually!
While MOTHER is no longer a main interest, I am not afraid to say it's my special interest! Whenever I am running out of things to think or create about, the series is there to give me something to occupy my time. I have multiple takes and headcanons, and I'm always open to hear and share my interpretations of these games with other people, so don't be afraid to ask me for my takes on certain aspects!
As an adult, I speak in a manner that wouldn't be very appropriate for a child. So please, if you're speaking with me and you're a minor, let me know! Otherwise I'll be saying vile shit about Pork Trooper or something.
I ran out of things to say, so uh. ENJOY! WELCOME!!! Once again, please don't be afraid to talk with me!
*this is just for flair i dont actually copyright this shit
© 2024 tanejineri*
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my-sun-m00n-and-stars · 2 years ago
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20 Questions for Fic Writers!
I was tagged by @sinisterexaggerator
I'm not very active on tumblr and I don't think I have anyone else to tag who hasn't done this already, but I thought this would be fun.
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
I joined AO3 just over a year ago, so right now I only have two works. They're the first two entries in my Cad Bane series. A third one is in development, and I plan to start updating it around the new year.
2. What's your total A03 word count?
188,065
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Currently I write for Star Wars only, but I have plans in the future to write a series for Skyrim/Elder Scrolls.
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
As I currently only have two, they are:
Sex, Drugs, and Blasters
Credits, Lies, and Betrayal
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I respond to every comment. Any amount of interaction I get is precious to me, especially since this little niche in the fandom is so small.
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Definitely Credits. *Spoilers* OC has an emotional breakup with Jango Fett, succumbs to Bane's seduction, and then gets shot in the chest by said blue bounty hunter.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Sex, Drugs, and Blasters. OC pays off her debt and makes some new bounty hunting friends.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
I did get one particularly persistent hater who used multiple accounts to hate on the way I wrote Jango, eventually saying some homophobic stuff I had to delete from the comment section. It was pretty bizarre, but I did decide to take another look at my writing with Jango and made some small changes. It was a weird experience, but I decided to make the best of it.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Oh yes. I'm a big supporter of slow burn, but when it finally reaches that point, I go all-out. So far I have a couple scenes with Jango and one with Bane (my favorite one).
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
I don't write crossovers and I'm generally not a fan. However, a couple years ago I read this really fun one that was a Marvel/Clone Wars crossover.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Nope.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
No, and I don't think I would be open to it. I wouldn't mind having a beta, though. Sometimes I really need someone else to proof-read.
14. What's your all-time favourite ship?
I think I gotta go with Captain Swan from Once Upon a Time. That show was crazy, but Emma and Hook were just so good together. Not to mention Hook was HOT.
15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
I only have one WIP, and that is my Bane slowburn series. However, I do believe I will finish it given enough time. At first I never thought I would start it, and now I have two novels under my belt.
16. What are your writing strengths?
I'm good at planning plots and making things link together. I'm setting up long-term plotpoints in the series whilst juggling smaller plot threads and subplots. I sketch it all out ahead of time so I always know where I'm going.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Sometimes I struggle with coming up with creative description on the spot. I usually have to open thesauruses. My main goal as a writer is to use more figurative language. Then again, I'm only 19 so I still have plenty of room to grow.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I've written several scenes with Mando'a dialogue, and I usually just write it in English and italicize it. If I want to emphasize certain words, I'll say the direct translation, like "cyar'ika".
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Star Wars!
20. Favourite fic you've ever written?
Sex, Drugs, and Blasters is my firstborn child, but I think I enjoyed writing Credits, Lies, and Betrayal better.
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venacoeurva · 2 years ago
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I currently have 2 commissions left to do (sketch phases atm), there are currently 2 woodcut style ones available still, Ko-Fi IS an option and where more slots are ( https://ko-fi.com/venacoeurva/commissions ), and based on some questions and logistics I thought about here's some changes:
Next week, return clients can order more than one commission at once, they don't have to wait for the next chunk of slots. Max 2, unless all busts or if I'm offering chibis, which can be 3. You don't have to order all of them at once, you can do one each slot cycle, but some people like to do all at once. Those will be treated as one order, but are charged as separate individual commissions within each invoice (unless you order all of them on Ko-Fi, which they handle invoicing, not me)
I will be experimenting with the Saucier ones in the near future. I need to figure out a convenient way to do those if possible, considering I can't use Ko-Fi for that. I may slow reopen on Twitter first as I've done them there before and that site is just generally more successful with taking comms (sans the fact apparently now DMs and posts with the word "commission" (and in my experience, links) sometimes have trouble getting sent and posted due to overly intense anti-spam measures?). Also my account for that is locked and I can vet anyone who ever interacts with it.
Related to the above, when I do open those here, I will initially only be taking that kind of comm from people I've taken commissions from before. Finished pieces will be emailed and posted on my alternatives on Pillowfort/Cohost and maybe Twitter (all accounts for that type of thing have the same name as my side for the uncropped images here, so if you know it already...)
Available Ko-Fi slots is now upped to 10, once those are taken, they'll close until I add more at my own discretion (woodcut is not available there since it's experimental, IM me here about those)
Due to multiple above points, expect longer waiting times if you're further down the order queue.
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