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All the Jaxes should also get tipsy. Please.
I put all of my remaining energy into this, I’m so sorry sdgjg
By the way, og Jax would be the stupid drunk who makes a fool of himself-
#my stuff#cw alcohol#non sentient looks so cute QvQ#I redrew sad truck (freakshow) so many damn times I couldn’t settle on how he should look#poor sad truck 🛻#all my remaining effort#into the boys having a drink -v-#there ya go 💚#scp!jax#noodle toon#carnival au#carnival!jax#non sentient professor boi#the amazing digital carnival#freakshow au#tadc freakshow#freakshow jax#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc jax#jax#shitpost
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my mother, when the child she had to bribe with Barnes and Noble visits just to shop for new clothes every fall becomes a clothing history specialist and amateur dressmaker
#personal#clothing#clothing history#fashion#in my defense! it was all BORING clothing!#jeans and t-shirts to wear when I wasn't in my school uniform!#the few times I was allowed to dress even remotely in a way I liked I DID make an effort#...except she didn't like what I liked and it wasn't fashionable so it wasn't often in stores#so. clothing shopping remained a battle
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redid my Scarlet cousin lineup
#my art#oc art#my oc#digital art#artists on tumblr#illustration#scarlet hollow#scarlet hollow mc#Bellamy Scarlet OC#Petra Scarlet OC#Dorathy Scarlet OC#i drew the first one like 3 days ago. and then i looked back on it and thought man i really didnt put much effort into their outfits huh#so i redid it with a bit more detail. also more facts about their runs#petra my lil wayne kisser. she sees him in the distance and goes 'rotting all by urself handsome? ;)'#other than her very questionable taste in men i made her to have big legally blonde vibes#and rat remains the only cousin to have packed appropriate clothes for late october weather#shes the only sane and normal one here#black tabby games
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Yanqing and Yunli Appreciation Post
Keep Reading cut due to 2.4 spoilers~ (also relatively long-ish post)
These two bounce off each other so well! As a writer, it feels so satisfying to see their characters shine through the quest and the event in the way their interactions highlight them. So I'm gonna use this space to ramble about it!
My previous post pretty much talked about it already, but Yanqing!!! My son!!! I was quite worried that any potential arc for him would be shoved down the road or to the side due to the scale HSR has, but the game's been actually holding up to his ongoing arc. As a result, at least to me, he's come through as one of the best written/developed characters on the Xianzhou so far.
The nature of the length of the updates lets what we get in previous quests settle in for a long while, and considering the mentioned of flow of time in-game, Yanqing's had the time to think and develop as a person. The fact that so many players have had their view and opinion of him finally turn around in this quest is a testament to that. We get to see more facets of him, as in, doing his job and the responsibilities of doing so, and how his insecurities are mentioned in a main quest for all to see. He's constantly referencing others and his past encounters. You can tell that Jing Yuan raised him with his manner and approach to things, which is highlighted by the contrast to Yunli (will get to that soon).
His position as a child soldier has made him mature faster, be quiet even when he's been wronged (filial piety/saving face (aka thank you person on Reddit who makes the banger character Yanqing (and other characters in general) appreciation posts)), take a step back and have to be able to read the room (though, reasonably, he doesn't catch on all the time), and much, much more. The fact that other official content has described him as being more worried about diplomacy and all that. He doesn't have the luxury to be as carefree or brash for someone his age.
There's a lot to unpack there still, even with the development he's had now and that's good! If the Hoyo writing team was wild enough, it'd be cool to see them address the grayness of his role and Jing Yuan's mindset in raising him as he did (We love Dad-Yuan and he loves his son dearly no question, but it'd be so interesting to explore his flaws/mistakes in this perspective!).
Now onto Yunli.
I'm saying straight off the bat, I'm irritated by her!
And that's a good thing!
Her being annoying or bratty or irritating doesn't automatically make her a badly written character! She only would become one if they don't do anything with her, and HSR most probably will, and she should be given the same room to develop in her own arc.
She acts like her age, and she doesn't have the same pressures as Yanqing does. Just like how you can see Jing Yuan in Yanqing, you can see Huaiyan in Yunli, if anything he says is to go by. She's tempremental and outspoken to a fault, and based on the way how quickly Huaiyan relented when she talked back, you can tell that Huaiyan isn't as strict/stern with her to give her a sense of being humble.
I had this thought that she's technically what the general fandom viewed Yanqing as initially, and I'm not saying that as a 100% thing, by the way. But like by some traits and the vibes. She, of course, has a lot more nuance that will be explored at one point or another.
But back on topic, she's a foil. They represent two different approaches and lifestyles and can clearly learn from each other. Her inconsideration of the fact that she's on the Luofu but enforcing Zhuming practices (which I noticed people were upset by, and same; which I imagine is the point), her bluntness to no matter who she's talking to—there's a lot to work with here.
Just like with their swordplay, Yanqing could learn from her mental strength while Yunli can learn from his focused speed and defense. He can learn to regain a more firm grasp of his recently found purpose while she can learn to mature and take in her surroundings and be more thoughtful in that front.
Another interesting note is that where we are with Yanqing currently is in the middle of his arc, we've had the time to see him take a long route of struggle to get to this point, exacerbated by irl players views of him. He's in the middle of his growth and we've had since 1.0 to get to know him. But with Yunli, she was introduced very recently, so we're technically at the "beginning" of her character arc. In a way, Yunli now highlights how far Yanqing has come and changed, and in a way Yanqing now is a potential show for the arc that Yunli can have (not being the exact same as him of course).
I think the idea with these two is that they develop to be more balanced. Balance is such an important thing, especially in Chinese culture (Daoism (Yin-Yang), etc.), and 2.4 has shown how much potential they have to make for amazing character arcs.
It's cool that while they have such similar base traits, they're so different from each other. Calling Yunli a female Yanqing or Yanqing a male Yunli is simply outright incorrect. Their backgrounds, upbringings, ideals, swordstyles, perspectives, and positions in life are so distinct. I'm looking forward to their futures!
#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr yanqing#hsr yunli#character appreciation#character analysis#despite writing all of that i still feel like i haven't encapsualted fully what i wanted to say esp about yanqing#for yunli i want more time with her character to see where they take her character#i'd assume that they'd give her the same amount of effort as they did yanqing cause it'd be a shame if she remained static which might be#fine superficially since it'd be a cool contrast to yanqing's constant directly visible changing but on a deeper level#yunli a year from now shouldn't be the exact same as she is currently and if she somehow is#that'd be the worst case scenario writing-wise and I trust Hoyo enough to not do that#but if they somehow do then you know what essay I'm writing that day lol#not liking yunli is fine as is not liking yanqing is fine too but I hope she doesn't get treated like Yanqing til her development arc#tho she probably won't which also says a lot if that turns out to be the case#but i'm already making these tags way too long and my brain is very small LOL#struggling jpg thinks
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when in doubt, meme your blorbos
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#character art#illustration#wizard#gnome#rogue#my hot witch wife#'are you sure you're comfortable with this?' 'I trust you 😌' 'well I question your judgement but we can talk about that later'#I have no idea what they're up to lol#in other news I remain clinically incapable of not putting too much effort into a shitpost#but I've barely drawn anything all summer so I'm not complaining#my OCs#melliwyk#felix#noncanon shenanigans#dungeons and doodles
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I was tagged by @justapieceintheirgames to do this piccrew thank you!!!!!!
I always end up with two "versions" of me when I di picrews lol one with impossible to maintain red hair because somehow that is the vision of me in not only my mind but also my friends' lmao and one more "realistic" me lol
(Sisebar: picrew are SO hit or miss when it comes to curly hair 😭)
I tag: @mysterygrl20 @skynapple @bittrbuttr @theslayerscakes @sweetprincesspeach @angelaches @kakashi-fangirl-ita-blog @denjidomination @faraway-there @nneefa no pressure of course!
#I've dyed my hair red before and it remains my favorite look on me#if i could permanently grow in copper or fire engine red i WOULD#thus all my picrew efforts are largely a fictional refhaired version of me and occasionally a more realistic me#i want to be a person who dresses up! i hust rarely am!#this is def not one of the best picrews out there unfortunately so uhhh.... do your best 😭
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I am SO curious about West Facing!!!!! Tell me all about it!!!
THANK YOU AHH I’m gonna reuse this doodle bc its still relevant lol
So since I’ve been thinking non-stop about royalty and stuff (in case you didn’t know) I ended up going back to my old ocs and pulling some out of the freezer and putting crowns on them lol. I don’t have a ton down for a story yet but SO FAR. It is Quinton Bell, prince/highness of a powerful kingdom looking to annex another kingdom that had gotten sovereignty however many (many many) years back; and Bo Church, a prince from said almost-annexed kingdom.
Basically at the moment its a weird kind of “arranged marriage to avoid war” where Bo’s family basically gives him to Quinton’s family as a sort of peace offering, and it’s not specifically to marry him off but there’s a reason he was the one they handed off as the loudest and angriest black sheep of the children. He’ll be whatever the opposing royal family decides him to be. Meanwhile Quinton’s father has some plans or something about adding exactly such a foreign prince to his family line, and Quinton should get married soon anyway. So the peace offering works, technically, and the threat of invasion goes dormant for at least a little while.
Neither Q nor Bo are totally thrilled with this whole marriage thing.
8 nov 2023 ww game
#like not at first obviously#but after a long time maybe q becomes king or monarch or whatever#and maybe he shuts down any remaining war efforts#and maybe he gives Bo and his companions the chance to return home#but by then Bo just looks at him like he’s stupid#go back home? they didn’t want him there in the first place#its not like here isnt home now anyway#idk its a thought#once again. I care little about spoilers at this point 😂#especially considering i have very little to spoil#the plot is still somewhere far in the ether#but here have this intro!#thank you for asking!! 💕#ocs#my art#emry wip Wednesday#asks#gonna reblog this onto my oc blog with all the proper tags and such i think
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#thinking of dinosaurs and troodontids were my favorite dinosaurs as a child#when younger i had a real full troodontid tooth fossil that meant a lot to me#for a time we lived within a few kilometers of hadrosaur sites and troodontid sites#while wider general area had many sites of recovery for the big celebrities like tyrannosaur and multiple dromaeosaurs#at that time troodontids were kinda infamous for i think the depiction in some childrens field guides and dino books#which depicted like a fantasy speculative humanoid troodontid based on 1980s model at Canadian Museum of Nature in ottawa#anyway would visit a small local paleo center a lot and woman in her 70s or 80s ran the counter of their center and rock shop#one day she asked me what my fave dino was and i said troodon so she pulled out the tooth and just gifted it to me#in little black case size of ring box with padding and transparent plastic viewing cover kinda like laminate for displaying a trading card#tooth got stolen from out my vehicle while giving some people a ride while at university before i got too poor for tuition#later during first year of pandemic owner of my storage unit died and new property owners threw away everything i ever owned#i was homeless anyway lost job due to early pandemic closures and had to allocate any money to insulin and other prescrip meds#but wouldve found a way to save my things if the new owners had contacted me#they threw out photoalbums y backpacking gear y books y musical instruments y clothes y artwork y camera y all family keepsakes#and all childhood treasures like souvenirs and gifts and school awards and writing portfolios and all the little memories#which i was always sentimental about as child#from earliest age my room looked like a natural history museum with plants and maps and library of field guides#and rocks and field trip keepsakes and all kinds of little animal figurines and mother had painted room in forest greens and browns#to feel like a forest and among the succulent plants and a globe sat the troodon tooth#parents passed when i was a child#never near any family and were always moving never got to settle into proper stable place then father passed after long sad illness#and mother put in so much effort but she passed few years later and i could not take care of myself or my remaining material possessions#and so im still quite hurt having nothing whatsoever remaining of my childhood or school friends or mother or life generally#and when trying to process grief my thoughts often come back to the troodontid tooth as a focal point a distillation of what was lost#even when young i knew it was advised not to become too connected to material physical possessions#but still there are some small little trinkets in our lives that seem to hold so much meaning and i tortured myself for losing that tooth#thinking about troodon reminds me of childhood
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So I put the power of friendship and impractical outfits into Metroid Dread. No suits, no shields: we die in a giant laser hand cannon fight like true warriors.
#raven beak#chozo#a lot of effort for a bit#i thought back to that one piece i did a few years ago where i put raven beak in bikini armor and i said#'wouldn't it be funny to see him actually fight in something like that?'#because as we all know exposed flesh in combat is very humorous when large guns that shoot beams are involved#and then my train of thought fell to 'wouldn't it be funny if Samus was covered more than Raven Beak is'#'to subvert the sexy outfits thing a little bit but also drive home the 'god-emperor of Chozo Victoria's Secret' look he has going for him'#So the original sketch was created July 21 2023. And I redid it on April 10 2024.#and built Raven Beak bulky like a pro wrestler to really drive home the drama/hamminess of the situation but also to make him look stronger#my outfit design continues to be lacking but my commitment to the bit remains unmatched#... it's also so much easier to draw silly bikini armor that makes no sense than it is to put characters in regular clothes. or armor.#if you want a 'lore justification' for the lack of armor let's just say Raven Beak doesn't need the suit to be powerful.#and Samus is about to demonstrate that he has sorely underestimated her. by a mile. or a kilometer.#anyways the differences in their outfits match their upbringing and general philosophy#Samus opts for the more practical leotard offering her mobility and lightweight motion#Raven Beak guns for the full regalia that shows off as much muscle as possible while not skipping out on symbols of rank#and he NEVER leaves home without a cape#the cape is a must if shoulder-mounted black hole generators aren't available.
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Spent all day figuring out what I want my new Harlan sprites to look like. Got one pose down, plus an alternate for it :D
HOPEFULLY NOW THAT I KNOW WHAT I'M AIMING FOR IT'LL GO FASTER FOR THE [checks file] SEVEN REMAINING POSES! I'm also making sure to have a better workflow this time so I can more easily go in and draw new expressions later
#wip#BUT OK TO RB IF U WANT! idc either way lol#harlan art#i say 7 left. technically there's also the one i drew recently....#since i tried to make that match the old ones i will have to redo it as well. but since it's newer there won't be as many tiny things 2 fix#i spent a long time trying to make his hair look better with the second hand i added#like trying to weave it through the fingers to get rid of tangents#but i kept spending like forever on that and then mucking it up going bsck to fix something else#so i eventually went 'eh. not worth the effort'#i miiiiiight change how i shade/light him.... but for now. this is the plan#luckily all my layers are remaining separate this time >:) so i csn change my mind later
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my job wants me gone so bad , like 1 month in and they have already brought out their no effort in communication and gaslighting full force, and telling me much of the work I am doing is wrong and accusing me of not doing the basic things like stocking, that I try so hard and am sure to keep up with being the only person working at a time? like if they are going to do this at least do it while i am on the clock..
#this morning i kept apologizing for doing what i was told and trained to do and the lady sent so many messages of 'well I don't remember#telling you' over n over like ??? so then i had to apologize for her not remembering which like no one does that#to that extent unless they are trying to affect you negatively and or try to get you to say something they can use against you#like ive been abused enough i know how it goes 🙃 ??#and then they are like 'why would you be stupid and put in so much effort when you work the busiest shifts of the week?'#when like literally ive got a good eye for design and decent with sales so like i will touch a merchandise make it more presentable#and suddenly the next people coming in will be drawn to the item to buy like im their little magical willy wonka like they said they wanted#on their original job listing#and ofc there is no mention of how the floor is no longer just perpetual dirt mud to slather around bc i actually cleaned the floor#instead of doing there method of just mopping by putting a mop back in dirty mop water.. like you can visibly see the floor crusted when it#is like that and i wont even start on the dust#nor any mention to how the backroom hasnt remained cluttered from extra my extra tidying or severely cluttered by all the work i did#the last two days#just how i have consistently done a bad job not even keeping up with the basics apparently this entire time 😐#anyways 3 hours of my day Wasted and unpaid from how much they made me cry like there is so much more bot mentioned i hate itf
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before legends ZA comes out and totally destroys my going hcs i guess i should say my piece, anyway i think X is the "canonical" game bc fairies, BUT, i also think that, while xerneas has historically been kalos' patron deity, yveltal was actually galar's. and much like how deities irl can get telephoned around over time, while yveltal's power over death was always... present, to galar, it wasn't the ruler of death. it represented conquest and victory, to them. it was only after yveltal fell into its cocoon and was slowly forgotten that the kalosian interpretation of it as death became commonplace.
relatedly, the kalos war that happened 3000ya was a war between it and galar, which ultimately culminated in the firing of the ultimate weapon and the darkest day, which were actually a singular event. and the war was centered on the great crater, and the region around it, which wouldn't become paldea for another thousand years. they were both interested in it bc yveltal and xerneas are both believed to have originated from the crater (see: xerneas' crystal horns) & therefore it's both religiously significant and a source of great physical power—the ultimate weapon was actually built using a scant few fragments of crystal recovered from the crater directly. (though the great crater has always been super impenetrable so they were gathered at great cost from the very upper regions & this is not a feat kalos could probably repeat)
also, it was only after the war ended that zygarde appeared. zygarde's always an enigmatic figure, but in essence it's the crater's cleanup crew. it scavenges divine energy to bring back. this is also why it shows up in alola.
#the nemesis speaks#pla analysis#i'm abridging a lot here. but that's the gist of it.#to make that pla tag relevant beyond just being my general analysis tag: i've said before but i think the kalos war and pla are contemporar#laventon was very nearly involved in the galar side of the war effort and sort of. noped out of there really hard.#so hard he actually can't go back. for the foreseeable future.#also pesselle (and the whole organization she belongs to) is from kalos.#during pla's time the ultimate weapon hasn't yet been fired. that'll be a little while yet#i also havent played the scarvi dlcs so if this has already been contardicted in there uhhhh. nuh uh#depending on what ZA does it may not even address this at all. or i might ignore whatever they say in there and stick with this.#remains to be seen.
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out of context doctor who spoiler
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#beep the meep#character names of all time#my sister has had this thing for years and it has remained unnamed#it sure does have a name now#apologies for how bad this gif is i really could not be bothered to make more effort for this joke
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the thing about jackie is that i LIKE that she's dead
#as horrible a thing as that is to say about my favorite character. but it's what makes her so good!#her story is a tragedy not because it was always meant to be one but because they (shauna & the rest of the yelliwjackets) made it one!#she could've lived if only even just one of them had shown her a shred of kindness that night.#would she have made it long enough to be one of the remaining survivors? probably not but we'll never know for sure!#it's about the wasted potential. it's about the fact she died thinking the only people she had left all hated her.#thinking her best friend (THE LOVE OF HER LIFE) hated her. ultimately freezing to death in your sleep is not the worst way to go#especially compared to the various awful ways a lot of the other characters have suffered before death.#no what makes jackie's death particularly horrific is the WHY behind it.#she died not in a heroic effort to try to save everyone. not in an accident. not for sustenance.#she died frozen and alone and for no good reason at all.#jackie taylor#yellowjackets#yj posting#📺 tag#send tweet
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#it's been a while but god i'm tired#worst of it all is i'm doing all this effort and thinking and planning and looking into future possibilities#when sometimes i feel like nothing's going to work and i'll just never achieve what i want to#i swear one of my biggest fears in life is actually realizing that time has passed and i've remained stuck in the same place#like seeing life pass by and just doing nothing but only realizing this when it's too late and all comes to a stillness#i feel so old already and i'm not even 23#anyways are these real feelings or am i just having an annualy existential crisis because my birthday is coming up#plus all the ridiculous amount of stress law school seems to be putting me through lately#rant
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Ppl can like and ship what they want but i feel like my brain is melting whenever I see sasuke paired up with anyone who isn’t Naruto, especially if it’s like gaara lmfao.
#no shade at all to the fans of it#it’s just…. considering the way that he talked about sasuke to Naruto as if he was some common criminal who was too far gone… like his ass#hadn’t been a whole murder machine in the past but his judgment of sasuke seeking revenge was too harsh imo#like you of all ppl shouldn’t be talking if I’m being honest#it’s like there’s nothing there and my mind can’t move past that to even ‘see’ it#the art is nice in passing tho I won’t even stunt#like everyone turned their backs on him because he fought for himself and didn’t want to remain a cog#like they hated that#rambling#sorry for talking about Naruto#I’m so embarrassing someone should hit me in the head with a heel#sshina makes me laugh so hard the only time he’d ever said anything to her was to tell her to shut up I think in that one movie#it’s been a minute#S type is… N 😭. someone who will put in the effort to show that they care and would dive down into the darkest seas as they sink together#he wouldn’t even ask for all of this but n gave his everything to him willingly… and sasuke was crazy enough to accept it#they’re both so…. 🤪
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