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deansraspberrypie · 4 months ago

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❤️‍🔥🎶 Jensen Ackles - All My Livin Time 🤘🔥

Radio Company Live Concert | Austin, August 20, 2024

🍰 Tag list: @undisputedchick2 @jranutter @kazsrm67 🥧

#jensen ackles #rockstar!jensen #radio company #radio company live in austin 2024 #all my livin time #jensen ackles edit #jensen ackles gifs #deansraspberrypie gifs #he's so talented #i love him so much #drp #Spotify

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bonefall · 1 year ago

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where’s that little horror piece about kits never growing up in Starclan? because I remember it so vividly but I can’t find it.

The one about Bright Stream?

Weird that it's so hard to find! It's probably because it's got such heavy tags lmao.

I really mean it though like, canon's permakitten system and the idea that Bright Stream is up there, forever taking care of fetus children who were filled by sudden knowledge and yet never grow past that point absolutely horrifies me. Jesus Christ. I don't know how anyone reads that final scene in Path of Stars and isn't filled with itching, white-hot existential dread, man.

Sometimes you just gotta write horror about it. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#partner and i were joking the other day about how like #they are the one known as The Horror Blogger and im the funny cat guy #because it's literally the opposite irl. you have NO idea #They are the one who is squeamish and I am the one that is like #only scared if there's 17 different kinds of existential horror #Which tbf is important in my line of work #But let me tell YOU. One thing that gets me every time? Fucked up afterlives #Probably from all the religious trauma but. Still.#''turns out your whole life is actually teetering on the precipice of a steep drop into the jaws of unknowable gods--#and their concept of omnibenevolent and omnimalevolent are self-defined''#''in death your life only has meaning to those still living and yet you're conscious to experience it''#''you will helplessly watch people you thought loved YOU reduce your memory into how you SERVED them''#''Powerless to stop it you will find that you were only valued as a tool in someone else's life''#''There is no peace in death just being tired and uncomfortable forever''#EURGH #It's why my most feared monsters are actually ghosts and vampires and certain zombies #Because it's not really about the monster it's more about what that monster implies for the afterlife #Certain zombies especially. ngl. Night of the livin dead 2 has the scariest ones ever #Intelligent. Violent. Able to FEEL themselves rotting and the only relief is to consume everything you ever loved #BRR #they did eat a bunch of cops tho so... at least they have that going for them #BONES MCRAMBLES IN THE TAGS #bone babble

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sbnkalny · 1 year ago

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I like how you doin? Hopfully your Havin a great time. YOU know, like livin life to the fullest. Amiright?? anyway get back At this lil guy if you feel like shooting the talky talky. Amirighr or amirigjt baby!! ?? well totes magotes baby chilli flake.. Lates magnates .

#TEXT #DAY 10 #Can I still give words to you or any kinda spectral form Oh I'll be DAMNED if i don't drop all my horehound Candy these days? you know #like how YOU doin? hopfully your havin a great time.. All my horehound candy these days? you know #like livin life to the fullest. Amiright?? anyway get back to where I found the way back what You said. You know #these hamburgers are quite peculiar in that they draw from surrounding life to the fullest. Amiright?? anyway get back at this lil guy if Y

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fionnaskyborn · 2 months ago

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wish i could stop losing stuff irretrievably. some hardware error emptied out my recycle bin a couple days earlier. just to shit on a day i'd spent being genuinely happy about the art i create. i guess. i'm tired of compromises, sick of lying that "it wasn't that important anyway", and throwing up at "oh well, can't be helped".

and yet. and yet. despite every pain, both major and minor, the love is there. the love is still there. guess i've just somehow miraculously hit that point (or gone past it a long time ago) where every grievance beyond a certain amount hurts an unspeakable amount more than it should. and it stacks. probably went overboard a while back. don't know when.

still, i adore my project. still got someone in whose arms i feel safe. hope i'll get out someday. hope i'll get a win.

#i truly do believe that if i get the rest of my work back‚ the important bits #then everything else is gonna be all fine. negligible losses. one more pain on the road to victory.#i learned what digital corpses look like yesterday. zeroes where bs and 4s and Hs should be. it sits badly in my gut. it is difficult to #have hope.#and yet #and yet i will never lose mine until it's all truly over #i'm hoping for a win. it'll be the biggest win of my life at this point. everything else can go to hell at that point.#just give me the news‚ doc. give me the tiebreaker. tell me to live or to despair.#got things to live for beyond that one piece of art i've made. got a few of them‚ in fact.#yet a life without my art seems as bleak as they come. don't know what to look for beyond that. just let me win this one time.#seven years of constant pain is more than enough no matter how you slice it. if i'm not given closure here‚ for this one thing‚ then i'll #give it to myself. will be cruel. will be tough. think it holds less pain still.#but i don't want it. don't wanna think about it. crying as i write this. don't wanna face the music. hate how it hinges on that. are all #artists like this‚ or is it just me who is insane?#i've moved on with the help of my art. without my art‚ i can't move on. can't move on from the lack of moving on‚ either. just loss after #loss after loss. but maybe. maybe not. if i win‚ i'll just cuss out this pain i'm going through right now for the rest of my days and #eventually laugh about it. losses will become scars on living tissue. emphasize on l i v i n g tissue. living‚ as in can create‚ can #continue to love‚ can continue to adore and to help and to play and to smile and all sorts of things. can do all that good stuff that makes #a life worth livin'.#so. dunno if i'm transmitting. dunno if anyone's listening. but i'm hoping for contact.#logs #black blank blah-blah-blah

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echthr0s · 3 months ago

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weird mood of the day: having one (1) cup of coffee and experiencing what you suddenly realise is what it must be like to have a regulated nervous system

#oh my god. it's so quiet in here.#i'm starting to understand why people with ''normal'' nervous systems don't get why we're always so stressed out #if my mind was like this all the time i wouldn't get it either #really puts their ''idk i just get up and do stuff??? it's not hard????'' commentary in perspective #also unpleasantly puts my everyday ''wow everything is Extremely Difficult for some reason'' mode into perspective :/#it's a miracle i ever get anything done at all. living life on dark souls difficulty and other people are livin like... idk... sdv #actually sdv is also stressful to me. video game tasks are only fun when they're not like real-life tasks. then it's just Too Real #(this is also why i don't play animal crossing. a game where roaches invade your house if you neglect it? no thanks.)#unfortunately! anxiety is trying to sneak in the back door with ''better not waste this temporary reprieve! do something useful!''#shut the fuck up. shut up!!!! my GOD

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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harvard a lame school i bet aoki never got woken up at 11PM because his roommates were blasting music cause everyone a square there

#snap chats #hi everyone.#i finished WMA3 :) still couldnt tell yoou what happened but it was still fun..#love the montage moment... theyre my fave in the WMA movies...#oh right. the post. //screams//#I WAS JUS LAYING IN BED THINKIN BOUT HOW IM GNNNA GO IN THE CITY TOMORROW #AND I FALL ASLEEP AND NEXT THING I KNOW I HEAR MY ROOMMATE AND HER FRIEND IN THE LIVIN ROOM #BLASTING MUSIC AND IM JUST. UU 👁️👁️#scariest moment was when her friend rattled my door cause apparently she used to stay in my room last semester #BUT STILL MY GOD i thought someone fell so i go out and shes like Are We Too Loud <:)#and i. like any self respecting adult. said no <3 #honestly i probably could sleep through this. my sister used to have parties all the time in highschool and i slept through those #tho those were in the basement...... and theyre right outside my door ☠️#anyway i hope harvard DID have cool ass parties nd aoki never got invited to any of them and he just kept getting waken up eveyr night #yall think he dormed or did he just live in a house/apartment nearby.... ive always wondered that...#if sawashiro was there with him then i'd imagine a house/apartment #tho would there be a point in getting a dorm if he already lived close by ? prob not #im not thinking about it rn i just wanted to complain LOL

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sisterdivinium · 1 year ago

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In the off chance Tumblr dies for real, what if we got ourselves a WN message board like in the olden times?

Or maybe I'd just set up a Dreamwidth account (again) and talk to myself, idk. There's still so much to analyse about WN and there's no fun in doing it without sharing it.

#i've been here since 2011 and i don't intend on moving. all modern social media sucks and i refuse to join bluefuckingsky. yuck #and it's not like i can celebrate the idea of ever being free from tungle because i'd probably just hang out on reddit more lol #not for wn stuff but for interesting conversations. r/fanfiction had a nice nostalgic post with lots of fun comments a few days ago #i'm joking but seriously the message board sounds so good. i wouldn't be caught dead in a wn or other themed discord #but i would nerd out on a forum all day. it's so much better than the usual social media and should never have gone out of fashion #i only WISH the wn sub were as interesting. sure you can say “but sister why don't you contribute good things there yourself?”#and my answer is that i have been drafting an argumentative text in response to something i've seen there about a month ago #but to post here. because this is my spot. because i can take my time #(or else i suppose my answer would have been a little less civil than it is becoming lol)#anyway. not panicking over tumblr but i also wouldn't be surprised whichever the result #kind of thinking about that dw account though. for backup if nothing else since this blog is the only place all of my analysis is lol #livin la vida loca without backup clearly #silly blabbering

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goblingirlgratitude · 1 year ago

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the sunset while house sitting tonight :-)

#if this picture could have a soundtrack it would be all my days by alexi murdoch <3 #absolutely love that my neighbors have corn despite being in the city lmao #will i pull an all nighter because caveman brain thinks every noise is a murderer coming for me ???????????#we’re already halfway there wo-ah we’re livin on a prayer #one time i had to fight for my life at 1am when a bunch of coyotes showed up and the dog wanted to fight them through this dumb fence #goblingirlgratitude

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limerental · 1 year ago

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frankly I don't feel confident writing thronebreaker fic though because listen I could handle the geography, the nitty gritty war details, the niche political elements, even the vague middle ages anachronisms........ but.

the dialogue

#i'm a stupid redneck american i'm not worldly and brave enough to write northern accents with any kind of confidence #i'm not qualified. i'm ill equipped. i still internally cringe every time i realize i need to write a character saying 'arse' or 'ploughing'#listen my backwoods holler-livin ass cant handle the shame of it all

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thedevotionaltour · 1 year ago

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me when i have a 2 1/2 hour phone call with one of my best friends in the whole world someone who it feels like fate connected us who is everything i have ever wanted in my life and more and i know everything will be ok forever even on the worst days on earth because this is someone i see being in my life for the rest of the time i'm alive

#very very few people in my life like single digits do i feel this way about. and they are one of them :')#static.soundz #also i mean it. this person truly is everything i ever longed for in a lasting relationship of any kind in my life.#like. she is literally the friendship i dreamed of having as a kid. and as a teengager. all i ever wanted. i feel most like myself with him #i will value this friendship until the day i literally very literally die. this is a friend that makes me want to continue living #so that i don't miss out on the time we get to have together while we are alive. no one has ever been there for me as much as them.#truthfully only one or two people are as close to having been or has been there as much. and i love those people quite dearly too.#i will always be grateful for my friends who told me they wanted me to be alive. to anyone who actually told me they wanted me to keep livin #those people mean so much to me. and remind me that people who want to be there will be there. and will make the effort.

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peapod20001 · 2 years ago

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I hate trying to describe like. A characters voice and accent and shit cus I!! Don’t know the words for things!!! 😭 but anyways idk if these are entirely how he sounds but you kinda get the vibes of how Rory sounds with these songs here-

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You get the vibes right?? You get what I’m goin for???? 🥺??

#about my ocs #oc voiceclaim #I’d like to think this fits his character a lot too. he talks of love and death quite a bit. but he feels an equal amount of appreciation #for both. he knows they’re equally important #his way about life is too appreciate moments as you live them. don’t dwell too long on the past and don’t be fearful of the future #it may not seem like it but he’s very passionate about his family and stuff. he seems like he’s livin super slow but he’s just taking the #time to appreciate things lol. he likes trying new things and seeing others experience things for the first time #he didn’t use to live like that tho. like who do you think Carolina and her siblings get their rambunctious nature from? XD #like if he didn’t already know what that personality entailed I don’t think he’d have made it LMAO like he KNOWS all the shit their pulling #cus it’s the same shit HE pulled!! 😭 oh I so badly wanna rambunctious Rory now lmao like. him and his 1st love were the personification of #a raging wildfire and flooding rains. both destructive in their own way #obviously they reeled that shit in eventually. like. look at him. Rory is literally just some short guy that makes the :3 face #he’s a lot more chill now. but he still has hellfire moments (how else would he keep his fire gremlins under control if not by pulling out #the hellfire?) anyways yea. Rory <3 love him lots he’s like love personified for me #ohh I also wanna show his reaper stuffs...gmmmhmhmmhm #Youtube

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deansraspberrypie · 4 months ago

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❤️‍🔥🎶 Jensen Ackles - All My Livin Time 🤘🔥

Radio Company Live Concert | Austin, August 20, 2024

🍰 Tag list: @undisputedchick2 @jranutter @kazsrm67 🥧

#jensen ackles #rockstar!jensen #radio company #radio company live in austin 2024 #all my livin time #jensen ackles edit #jensen ackles gifs #deansraspberrypie gifs #he's so talented #i love him so much #drp #Spotify

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belethlegwen · 2 years ago

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The Rescue - Chp 45 - Formidable Foes

Alternate title: "Chapter 82 - Henry Fights A Bird"

Good evening everyone!

This week has been uh, wildly challenging for me and my attention and no idea what this is going to mean for next week or the week-after's updates, but we're chuggin' along! We're working on it!

Please enjoy the latest chapter of The Rescue over on AO3 <3

Also hey if you like charity and hate Multiple Sclerosis and find streamers to be sometimes entertaining, check out www.gamersvsms.ca

Hope you all enjoy, I really hope it reads ok. I didn't have as much time to go over and edit it as I would've liked.

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rurifangirl · 2 years ago

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Had a lil breakdown on phylosophy but I'm back on track babeyy😌😌

#look in my book platos things arent explained in a good way at all ofc i understand nothing 90% of the time #but anywaus im livin laugh loving rn #rurutalks

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dan-crimes · 3 days ago

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In reference to my last post, not to be a DOWNER or anything but the way my brain works is it focuses on bad memories like here and there I'll look back and be like Yeah there were some fun times I had but just KNOW you wouldn't ever wanna go back to THAT because of This and That and That and THIS which I have no issue with cuz it would be impossible for me to go back to that anyway lmao

It works both ways tho my bad memories also get attacked by positive ones we find a balance <3

#I don't see it as a negative thing really #it's very easy to look back at the past with rose tinted glasses when people focus on the good #and it's also very easily to look @ everything as bad when bad things happened #usually I do a bit of a mix #the thoughts usually most clear in my head are my negative once about all the bad that's happened to me #which then I pat down and go Yeah those are valid but there were also some good times ya had #people that you love. fun that you had #and it's just livin in the moment NOW making efforts to prepare for the future #no matter how long it takes just keep going forward until I reach a point where it's livable #these bad things that happened to me shaped me into who I am #but the good things also did too #whatever issues I've got I've been able to deal with a lot of it just by being who I am #so obviously there's just the good and bad in life ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ like we chillin #at this point my anxiety about assuming the worst all the time is laughable with how absurd it is #AND when the worst DOESN'T happen then it's like a reward ^^#expect the worst. lower ur expectations. be pleasantly surprised even tho u already knew it would never be that bad #obviously this is a very personalized experience so expect nothing of value outta what I say #my brain works is ~mysterious ways~#my negative experiences are genuinely valid btw I don't disregard them with positivity #I always keep in mind these bad experiences cuz otherwise if I disregard them then I'd be letting people just walk all over me #or I'd be getting into situations that I know I can't handle anymore #just cuz good things happened doesn't mean the bad stuff suddenly goes away !!!#but also can't let the bad consume you there's gotta be a healthy balance #it's a whole thang LMAO certain mentalities work for dealing with urself vs dealing with others #I could go into more depth about it but I will REFRAIN unless someone wants to egg me on #also ignore any typos I just woke up LMAO

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esotericbird · 2 months ago

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im startin to think i might actually kill myself

#cw sui thoughts #100% of the time when i say im gonna kms i am jokin but it is also a genuine outlet for me like ik youre not supposed to joke or smn but #even when i didnt joke about it i thought about it multiple times a week #but for the past few years i have thought about it so much and life has gotten so much worse sometimes i feel like im joking on it #and just sayin it alleviates it a bit. like the pressure of it. i wanna die so bad but i cant just Say that #but this month. i have seen the end of my life for years but i think i am finally reachin the end #ive missed every opportunity to turn out of this dead end and i think there are none left #i think im outta options. ive been tryin to be positive but i just dont think i can do this for another year. im pretty sure my life is ove #i cant do this. i cant pull myself through this anymore. the support i do have isnt enough and im going to die and theyre going to be sad #and its going to be my fault. everything has always been my fault my whole life has always been all my fault and even after i die #everything will be my fault. im a terrible child a terrible student a terrible citizen and a terrible friend and im a terrible person #and i dont want to be. but i dont have any energy. i dont have the energy to be anything anymore and all i can be is a terrible #terrible disappointment. ive been a livin achin wound for my whole life and now im goin to infect everyone i love with it.#i wish i didnt have to die. i wish id simply never had the nerve to exist at all. i wish i could take back every single breath.#idk how much time ill be able to squeeze outta myself but i have to stretch it 6 months. if i can just stretch it 6 months maybe i can #idk. at least hang out with someone one last time.#i cant forgive myself. no one will be able to forgive me and i dont and wont ever deserve forgiveness.#acceptance weighs heavy on my heart. i will not be forgiven by anyone. i am going to leave and i am going to tear down everyone i care abou #and i can not be forgiven for it ever #i am going to die #im sure ill be fine. i think im lyin but it hurts less if i think that this is just a dark time for me #just temporary and one day itll ease up enough that ill have enough energy to take a step into a nicer life and hold on when the next bad #thing happens #its just temporary its just temporary its just temporary #it HAS to be temporary. everyone always promises its temporary. it has to be temporary.

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