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I currently have 5 long form fics thought up in my brain. If you sent in requests, I'm thinking about them always! If you send in more requests, I'll get to them as inspiration strikes. I work full time and have the brain of a baby so I don't take demands lol <3 but song fic ideas, starter lines, other ideas, anything really!
All I've Ever Known, my Luke's little sister fic, has four more chapters left to be posted, including an epilogue.
Cross The Line, my toxic!ballet Jordan Li fic, has 17 more chapters left to be posted. It's so slow burn lmao but it is fully outlined. ive been taking it slow because its a bit harder to write.
Next to Normal, my punk band/normal college au, is going to be another high effort slow burn fic. I have over 30 chapters outlined, and I plan to do third person following both of them in each chapter (so each chapter will have a Jordan bit and a Marie bit). I've been focusing more heavily on this recently because I feel as though I need to work on conveying characterization through voice in my writing (fjdsaklfsajklaj i am not a real writer lol but like -- characters are hard and so i wanted to work on a story without an oc for a bit). If you have any fun, fluffy college moments that you personally enjoyed or that you want to see in this fic, please please please send them to me! Part of the challenge I gave myself for this fic was to try to incorporate a balance of fun and angst in each chapter. Forcing myself to actually write scenes lol.
Out of the Woods, my throuple fic, is on the backburner at the moment, mainly because I don't feel like I'm quite equipped to write it at the moment. My OCs powers are weird, and the plot is a bit... all over the place. It's doable, I just need to massage the story bits in my brain for awhile.
The Spy Who Loved Me, is the heist/spy limoreau fic that I dreamed up awhile back. It is really more of a vibe than an outlined story, so it's definitely at the bottom of my priorities.
If you were following back when I posted the other throuple fic, no you weren't. dfjskaldfjkal i honestly do not like that fic and probably wont go back to fix it. i like barely even tried.
Each of the long form fics is posted chapter by chapter as I get the energy to write - its posted here, AO3, and Wattpad. I did have someone editing some of my stuff, but they've been busy so I've been on my own for this stuff.
#gen v fic#jordan li#limoreau#angst#gen v smut#gen v prime#gen v#jordan x marie#toxic!ballet jordan#gen v fanfic#gen v fanfiction#gen v amazon#marie moreau#gen v jordan#luke riordan#lukes little sister x jordan li#next to normal#all ive ever known#cross the line#the spy who loved me#out of the woods#fanfiction#fanfic#ao3 fanfic#wattpad#archive of our own#ao3 writer
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My Spotify wrapped is really just a mental health analysis.








65 genres. 3,065 songs. 75 replays of Backroad Therapy. 64,940 minutes of listening time (I let it play in the background all day working at my office job). 45 days nonstop, apparently. 1,502 artists. 1,850 minutes of Alexandra Kay.
Alexandra Kay and her song Backroad Therapy, along with her All I've Ever Known album, singlehandedly got me through my breakup. So....you know....mental health analysis.
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say your goodbyes to this year
#(and to all you've ever known)#ace attorney#almost christmas#<- last years art is in there if u want to compare#i feel like ive improved a lot !!!#i was still very new to aa back then. i'm very appreciative of all the support you all have given me in the last year 🙇 thank you!#hope everyone has a good holiday season~#and happy almost christmas means it wasnt christmas. for all those who celebrate#it is midnight here. so it COUNTS
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young solas freshly hatched from the titan he emerged from forgetting he has a corporeal form and frequently running into walls
#thank you for your time#solas dragon age#veilguard spoilers#how do u think the architecture of elvhenan reflected the needs of former spirits?#having a body is so exhausting and ive never known a life without one#i imagine it took a long time for him to adjust. if he ever fully did#solas is so *gets my neurodivergent grabby hands all over him*
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"Jason was the happy robin" this, "jason was the angry robin" that. Let's all be fully honest here Jason was the lonely robin
#It gets worse the more i think about it aiguaoughhh#they pretty much retconned the people he was close to before the crisis. he only interacts with dick like once or twice#ive never seen him with barbara#he had no team#in terms of school he had rena(?) and then 3 friends that show up in an annual and never again#and obviously with the whole secret identity it hardly can be a close friendship. esp with how little theyre shown#in terms of super friends he had Danny and Kid Devil. which. one is mentioned off hand and theyre never seen together#and the other is from a short story and never brought up again#alfred has his praises sung but we never really see him connect with jay#all he had was BRUCE. and the only way to ever be with bruce is to be robin#is it really any wonder he chased after his mother? is it any wonder who chose to trust someone he hardly knew?#dc liveblog#jason todd#i feel so bad for him all the time for forever#ive just started reading comics after his death but before his resurrection. the hallucination jason era#and its seems to be shaping up to be with him written as the angry robin who never listened#which i Know is because of the writers. but in universe? it just feels like jason wasnt understood or known at all#doylist vs watsonian moment as they say#dc comics#batman comics#and he became a symbol of failure to batman So Quickly. not a memory but a reminder#and every trophy from his time as robin was taken out of the batcave. and every moment as jason was removed from (at least) bruces room#he was on call/on a list as a backup titan if they needed help but he wasnt With them. they teamed up twice#i cant remember if he meant it towards blood specifically or in general rn but he fully admitted to not being good/experienced enough#they didn't really know him and he didn't really know them#wait fuck was rena all pre-crisis. devastating. he stopped going on patrols n being robin for awhile when she was his gf#of course by then he was already A Hero who cant fully ignore how he can help so he eventually was like yeah we should stop a little#obviously there was that catwoman arc going on and i feel writers just liked keeping him away alot. but ough. he was so quick to stop when#there was someone There. and robin didn't have ti feel like all he had#anyway crisis got rid of her im sure. like harvey. when does 'pre and post crisis' actually start bc its not at the crisis its issues after
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stupid men my beloved
#snart#disventure camp#tom disventure camp#jake disventure camp#all i know how to draw is yaoi... its all ive ever known#tomjake
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the neurologist i shadow is so funny bc she has a valley girl accent and yet she's the smartest person in the room. this woman was casually doing case consenus ab a man w frontotemporal dementia in the highest girliest voice imaginable. i want to be her i think
#case consensus is basically where several neurologists/doctors meet to decide what the patient's case actually is#im genuinely not sure why this medical center does it this way but they write down data on paper THEN input it into the digital system#which i have qualms w bc i feel like it wastes so much time#but literally my whole role at this internship is inputting this data into the system so i should probably be grateful they do it this way#but in that one meeting everyone was all over the place so this at the ending of the meeting this woman goes#“that... was frantic.”#in the most valley girl accent known to man#and ever since ive integrated this as my response to everything#youre right. that WAS frantic#she also was like “sorry im unfocused. need lunch rly bad” at one point during the meeting#this neurologist is just like the rest of us fr
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viktor prev 🤖
#i forgot 2 flip the canvas back but his mole is on the correct side i prommy .. first time ive ever kept it accurate lol#im chipping away at ths sooo slowly …#unimaginable number of drafts and im just opting 4 the most simplistic one instead#umm fav viktor moments . his im from the undercity remark & slapping jayces hand away. lets gooooooooo#or that scene of him mel and jayce at the table where hes fiddling w jinxs bomb i like tht whole exchange#when he transforms into the machine herald#when he transforms in2 the machine herald (2)#ans when he transforms into the machine herald😁 THE FACE SPLIT IS JUST SOOO FRWAKING COOL#wht else . guys can i be honest can i be brave and honest w u all. hated the sky plot . hated#the scene of him crying over her i was like scratching my neck n pulling at my collar like u guys seein this … 🧍#the story never developed sky enough to make her death impactful#she only exists in the context of viktor and how she can further his story or personify his emotions ykwim . boringg#i think the timeline is such a big issue 4 arcane writing in general bc#they try to pass off their quasifriendship as something genuine bc theyre partners or have known each other for years#supposedly but they dont show it let alone say it . like i cant tell u the amt of times i saw something after watching that was like#oh this timeskip was a year or seven years or idk and aside from the obvious timeskip we see w charas aging up in s1#or the montage once cait takes power its just not . discussed . rmbr after the arcane anomaly ambessa was like theyve been missing for 6#months or something and if you didnt hear that one throwaway comment u would just be like wht is going on#all that to say they want you to believe they have a strong foundation 2 make her death and later reunion meaningful but they dont give you#anything to actually Feel it#so . MY TWO CENTS !!!!!!!!!!!ok#sorry im blowing up the tags in ths random post that never asked for this 💔#lg doodles#arcane#viktor#well ok bc im going on and on i will say . i thought singed was pretty interesting in the show but never rly cared for him#until i played him in aram n im like oh so ths guy is awesome actually#HAHHAAH#dude and b4 they got rid of the hectech chests i pulled his arcane skin . bsooo much fun#i also played jinx for the first time and now i understand why ppl like her gameplay so much . soo smooth w it like she feels soo polished
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#biting my own hand over this one fuck this stupid gay baka earth#ALL IVE EVER KNOWN IS HOW TO HOLD MY OWN 😭😭😭😭😭 AND NOW I WANNA HOLD YOU TOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#anderperry orphydice tether WELL EXACTLY#dead poets society#dps#neil perry#todd anderson#anderperry
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for literally my entire life since i've been using a computer i've been a part of a community of some kind and that kind of camaraderie hits different. forums, tumblr, facebook groups, twitter friends, friends from everywhere! traces of past lives and the pieces of them we keep inside of us! we may not talk every day like we used to but you have graciously allowed me to stay a part of your life for all this time even if it's just following you on insta or staying friends on fb!!!!
#ive told you guys this story but julia chrollotheestallion and i met on tumblr and have known each other for literally like 15 years LMFAO#a good friend of mine from tumblr went to college where im from and we used to meet up all the time#like it's so insane#one of the first friends i ever met online does zodiac shit with me sometimes#one of the others introduced me to his daughter when she was born
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PLAY BALL!
Art of my sonic-sona that I made but never posted! Was some motion practice (and this piece helped me get in to college, wowie.)
#art#digital art#fanart#sonic#sonic oc#sonic fanart#sonic the hedgehog#I love fleetway so much#And baseball#Little known fact about me#Even though that's a metal bat but you win you lose#Thank you all so much for the encouragement that ive been getting#Doing a lot better now and actually got me the motivation to work on Zealotry 3#Quarter of the way through with it!#I also have my own separate sonic oc if yall are interested#Ive been riding a sonic high ever since I bought sa2 again#(And I bought a 60 dollar Shadow plush from buyee but grief makes us do things)
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my setup right now. writing my ice au fic whilst watching the terror, reading the terror, and referencing my journal notes. am i fucking cooked?
#guess please send help#all i see is terror#every breath i take is terror#all ive ever known is those white guys dying horrible hamster like deaths#ashtray struggles#ashtray writes#🌌
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I know I don't often post about the musical but. dear god. Jesus fuck. tusla '67. my god. hey. Jesus christ. holy hell. know that every time I listen to that song i look like this.

#can i say somethin controversial?#best fuckin expo song ive ever heard in my life#'ive never known anybody to leave. most people get stuck here for life'#'we got no parents we fend for ourselves. nobody to show us the way.'#my brothers are tryin but theyre always out. just workin their poor lives away'#'i know theres so much more to life then whats in front of me so i sneak into the movies just to glimpse the other side'#GOD THE WAY HE SINGS WHEN I AM LOOKIN UP AT NEWMANS ON THE SCREEN AOUGHABAHA#'WE HAD PLACES TO GO WE HAD THINGS TO DO SO THEY TOOK ONE TOWN N THEY SPLIT IT IN TWO'#GRAOUGHAAHSBSAAAAHHGH#DOG#brody eats the shit up so fuckin crazy jesus hell#jesus fuck dont make me talk about every fuckin line from like. the third verse. jesus#'IF YOURE NOT BORN INTO MONEY THEN YOURE BORN INTK DESPAIR N THEYLL DO ALL THEY CAN TO KEEP YOUR POOR ASS THERE'#not to like.#dump in these notes#but as someone who grew up on the bad side of town poor as shit#yeah#the ache?? in my heart??#yeah no#thats cool#im real real normal about that harmony#god so normal#the outsiders#the outsiders musical#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#darry curtis#johnny cade#none of yall better act stupid n bring up runs in the family or throwin in the towel#cause youd see me crash out to levels no human bein has ever crashed out before
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I really, really wish people who don't have the capacity to properly take care of animals would simply accept and acknowledge that about themselves. This isn't even a post of me trying to be mean or judge anyone, I'm sure most people go into getting an animal with good intentions, but intentions and actions are different. If you don't have the time and the space and the care an animal needs, the animal will suffer. The fleeting joy of having a kitten or puppy or anything else doesn't last forever and they aren't toys to be put down and forgotten once you've moved past the inital excitement. If you don't have the ability to properly care for an animal, just accept that and simply admire them from a distance.
#the amount of people i know who flippantly just. buy a random pet with no prior planning or thought#and like its not always outright neglect#you can technically feed and groom a pet get them flee treatments etc but if you lock it outside 24/7 and spend no actual time#like why do you have that animal?#you should not have that aninal#if you have too much in your life to adequately care for one its vetter for YOU and for the animal to not have one#like this little cat is so sweet#actually the sweetest cat ive ever known and my cat tigs has always been a massive sweety already#so its saying something that shes been even sweeter#i mean i brushed her teeth and got matted fur off her and cleaned her eyes and she NEVER bit or scratched me once#shes so quiet and sweet#but the people across the road clearly just left her outside to her own devices her whole life#seemingly no vet checks. didnt feed her properly and i sometimes wonder if at all bc their next door neighbour was feeding her apparently#and he has no pets!! even he knew that shit was wrong#and now shes so sickly and small and malnourished and her teeth are rotting out of her head#and its just like ????#why have her#you could have realized you werent really the type for pets and given her to a shelter#and she would have been adopted 100%#but they kept her all this time but also not really bc its not like she was kept properly at all#its sad she didnt come over here sooner#i wish id had since she was a baby or even a year ago#bc then maybe i could have helped her more#its just so unnecessary. Animals are a privilege not a right.#and again like. go visit your cousin or uncle or sister or friends pet in that case#you might not have the time or ability but you could still enjoy animals wothout directly having one
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CHIBIS!!!!
#IM SO FUCKIN ANGRY#I DREW FULI AND STARTED KION#AND THEN MY KLEKI CRASHED AND I WAS LEFT WITH MY LAST SAVE#FULI WAS BEAUTIFUL!!#IM SOOOOO PISSED#She took like. 45 minutes. And she was perfection#Her hair her clothes her eyes#She was the best fuli ive ever drawn#AND NOW SHES GONE TO THE FUCKING VOID#the lion guard#tlg#sam’s scribbles#sam’s tlg human au#tlg ono#Tlg bunga#tlg beshte#Baobabfruit#baobabshipping I FUCKING GUESS#IT WASNT GONNA BE#IT WAS GONNA BE THE FULL GUARD#IT WAS THE WHOLE GUARD#BUT MY STUUUUUUUPID FUCKING DEVICE#This was all drawn with a computer mouse on one layer in the most inanely aggravating site known to man#It was so painstaking#and all for NOTHING#SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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hiiiii i got a really cute haircut and also an offer for a full time interior design job :)
#HEALTH INSURANCE. DENTAL INSURANCE. VISIONS INSURANCE. LIFE INSURANCE. 25% IN STORE DISCOUNT IF I EVER WANT TO LIKE REDO MY KITCHEN OR SMTHN#literally got the acceptance email while i was out at dinner with my current coworkers#they were like ‘we are so sad youre leaving us but we are also so proud of you!!#but ive known them since college and we’re really close outside of work so i’ll still see them all the time#and i will still be able to write for fun :) and its good money and seems fun#wow. im like overwhelmed so many eras of my life are ending and new ones are beginning……… wild how that happens
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