#all ive ever known

[freakshowtwopointoh]

Updates

I currently have 5 long form fics thought up in my brain. If you sent in requests, I'm thinking about them always! If you send in more requests, I'll get to them as inspiration strikes. I work full time and have the brain of a baby so I don't take demands lol <3 but song fic ideas, starter lines, other ideas, anything really!

All I've Ever Known, my Luke's little sister fic, has four more chapters left to be posted, including an epilogue.

Cross The Line, my toxic!ballet Jordan Li fic, has 17 more chapters left to be posted. It's so slow burn lmao but it is fully outlined. ive been taking it slow because its a bit harder to write.

Next to Normal, my punk band/normal college au, is going to be another high effort slow burn fic. I have over 30 chapters outlined, and I plan to do third person following both of them in each chapter (so each chapter will have a Jordan bit and a Marie bit). I've been focusing more heavily on this recently because I feel as though I need to work on conveying characterization through voice in my writing (fjdsaklfsajklaj i am not a real writer lol but like -- characters are hard and so i wanted to work on a story without an oc for a bit). If you have any fun, fluffy college moments that you personally enjoyed or that you want to see in this fic, please please please send them to me! Part of the challenge I gave myself for this fic was to try to incorporate a balance of fun and angst in each chapter. Forcing myself to actually write scenes lol.

Out of the Woods, my throuple fic, is on the backburner at the moment, mainly because I don't feel like I'm quite equipped to write it at the moment. My OCs powers are weird, and the plot is a bit... all over the place. It's doable, I just need to massage the story bits in my brain for awhile.

The Spy Who Loved Me, is the heist/spy limoreau fic that I dreamed up awhile back. It is really more of a vibe than an outlined story, so it's definitely at the bottom of my priorities.

If you were following back when I posted the other throuple fic, no you weren't. dfjskaldfjkal i honestly do not like that fic and probably wont go back to fix it. i like barely even tried.

Each of the long form fics is posted chapter by chapter as I get the energy to write - its posted here, AO3, and Wattpad. I did have someone editing some of my stuff, but they've been busy so I've been on my own for this stuff.

[my-shipping-knows-no-bounds]

Anais Mitchell, the creator of Hadestown, said that the song “All Ive Ever Known” is about COSMIC LOVE! Now all Im thinking is someone should make a Haladriel fanvid of this song 🤣😂

I mean come on this lyrics is so Galadriel —> “I was alone so long, I didnt even know I was lonely.”

Then we have Orpheus singing this which is kinda like Sauron —> “But when I saw you all alone against the sky it’s like Ive known you all along.” That is like what he felt when he saw her on that raft!

Okay maybe those are kinda a reach but forgive me it is Monday! But the song is nice!

Seriously some songs in Hadestown kind of fit the tone of Lord of the Rings/Rings of Power. And I feel like Anais Mitchell can write songs for ROP if there will be some musical episode.

[tenaciousmoneymuffinzine]

My Spotify wrapped is really just a mental health analysis.

65 genres. 3,065 songs. 75 replays of Backroad Therapy. 64,940 minutes of listening time (I let it play in the background all day working at my office job). 45 days nonstop, apparently. 1,502 artists. 1,850 minutes of Alexandra Kay.

Alexandra Kay and her song Backroad Therapy, along with her All I've Ever Known album, singlehandedly got me through my breakup. So....you know....mental health analysis.

[fatestitcherr]

laudna to imogen because of dark!whitestone shenanigans and what if laudna remembers seeing imogen there. and then when they meet for the first time its like a warm comfort floods her chest because its the woman that brought her hope

(song is All I've Ever Known from Hadestown and i luv it so much and the whole song works for imodna)

[harasharaved]

The fact that Judaism is trending because of both the wave of bomb threats on synagogues and Bradley Cooper's Antisemitism Adventure (his huge fake prosthetic nose, and him basically stealing the story from a Jewish man) is so infuriating and so exhaustingly typical.

The fact that I see Judaism trending on Tumblr and immediately think "oh no. Something Bad is happening to us." We're never trending cause it's fucking good. I never get to be excited, it's just cold dread.

The fact that Antisemitism is getting worse everyday and the only ones who ever talk about it are other Jews. The fact that no one else fucking cares. The only ones who support us are other Jews. Even when gentiles talk about Nazis or white supremacists they don't want to help us. We're just their prop, the canary in the coal mine and the perfect victim.

The fact that everyone's uncomfortable with Jews still being here. Reminding them of things they'd rather forget.

The fact that it'd be easier for them if we were all dead. Then they could tell stories about our people, dressed in offensive caricatures, without us making a fuss.

[snnart]

stupid men my beloved

[stuckinapril]

the neurologist i shadow is so funny bc she has a valley girl accent and yet she's the smartest person in the room. this woman was casually doing case consenus ab a man w frontotemporal dementia in the highest girliest voice imaginable. i want to be her i think

[fiendishartist2]

//You were suddenly aware, that the autumn leaves were turning the colour of her hair. Never ending or beginning, on an ever spinning reel, as the images unwind like the circles that you find - in the windmills of your mind//

[jessiesjaded]

I really, really wish people who don't have the capacity to properly take care of animals would simply accept and acknowledge that about themselves. This isn't even a post of me trying to be mean or judge anyone, I'm sure most people go into getting an animal with good intentions, but intentions and actions are different. If you don't have the time and the space and the care an animal needs, the animal will suffer. The fleeting joy of having a kitten or puppy or anything else doesn't last forever and they aren't toys to be put down and forgotten once you've moved past the inital excitement. If you don't have the ability to properly care for an animal, just accept that and simply admire them from a distance.

[sudaca-swag]

"did your parents bestow a sense of economic instability as you were growing up or made money problems too explicit during your childhood" i grew up in latin america bro what do you think

[crescentfool]

the persona 3 protagonist 25th anniversary nui in food appliances!

[missazura]

My family demonizing me for my career path and shit talking about me when I'm literally in the next space as if I'm some sort of criminal when all I do is draw children's books and comics

At least my job makes people happy, even informative now that I'm leaning into work that's educational. What have YOU been doing with your life aside from being absolutely bitter miserable old hags?

[lesbiamano]

i watched all of hadestown last night and i'm still not okay. i listened to the entire track list again as i doodles shuake a billion times. they're so eurydice and orpheus if i tried hard enough

[daisybell-on-a-carousel]

"Jason was the happy robin" this, "jason was the angry robin" that. Let's all be fully honest here Jason was the lonely robin

[love4hobi]

It feels like a dream, to be honest. It’s been two days. Yesterday, I couldn’t believe that it actually happened. It didn’t feel real at all. But when I woke up this morning, my body ached all over. That’s when I realized that I really gave it my all. I finally started eating again after the performance. I can finally eat now. I couldn’t believe it.

j-hope In The Box (2023)