#all I'm doing now is just rp
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Man I miss when my mutuals and I would interact
#not a reblog#personal#all I'm doing now is just rp#and now whenever someone tries to interact with me outside of it I get all awkward bc I feel like they didn't mean to talk to me#I feel like a ghost#anyway if you're a mutual and you're reading this. no you're not. don't percieve me#I'm self aware and I know I could easily solve this problem by bejng more active#but alas#the demons (BPD + chronic fatigue) say otherwise#disregard this posthaste#I am but a simple man being melodramatic
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Bingqiu is so funny to me like,,, you have sexy man turned into an idea of a tumblr sexyman and uh, some guy that watches instagram reels bc “he could never be a TikTok user”
Asdfghjkl that's exactly what they are. No wonder they're so popular on tumblr XD. Sqq is that one reddit user who swears every week that he's leaving this toxic hole for good and you know you'll find him mere hours later arguing pedantry on some incredibly niche sub reddit.
And he's somehow gay married to a guy who underwent an irl sans verse swap with his evil version. Who is his 'I can fix him' blorbo. His poor little meow meow. Lbh would have an aesthetic tradwife account, you know the ones where there's some scandal about them actually being insanely rich and in some weird marriage? That's him. His recording room that looks like an offshoot of a small cosy traditional cottage is actually a renovated spare room in his palace quarters.
They're that one meme about their braincells cancelling each other out. They're so stupid I love them.
Thanks for the ask :D!
#Ngl bingqiu is one of those ships that had to grow on me but they did and now I'm here lol#Imagining an au where nothing changes but the world has socmed the whole time. Modern xianxia??#Like they have more modern governments and wildlife reserves and restaurant personality accounts and w/e but it's still swords n stuff#Cultivators are discouraged from socmed as part of the general jianghu separation thing but all the big fish have at least one as a#Matter of PR. Like Yqy and opm trying not to have twitter beef. Lmy is a booktok influencer on the side#This changes nothing about the plot to be clear. This is explicitly so the average mortal can experience the scandal of that one cooking#Channel turning out to be the WHOLE ENTIRE DEMON EMPEROR doing some weird rp (he's not he just genuinely likes cooking)#Sqq's scandals and deaths would be even hotter gossip lmao. Incredibly divisive.#svsss#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#bingqiu#I don't know if I got sidetracked or not lol#ask#answered#answered asks
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terminal.find(WASP-132d) terminal established connection.find(omni_net) connection established omni.id.vericode(Y/N) (Y) {vericode entered} connection verified - lancer 910372
⋆𖦹 Hello!
Uh hi there! I'm new to all this omni-net thing but Kanmi says i've gotta introduce myself so hello omni-net!
My name is Coryander (or Cory but Thebe's the only one who calls me that)! she/her only please and thank you! oh ya my callsign is Ouroboros (or Oro for short) and I currently pilot a swallowtail chassis named Wallcreeper (like Tichodroma muraria)!! uuh i'm pretty new to this whole piloting thing too, well like piloting a big mech i've "piloted" my old ship a bit.. but anyways Wallcreeper's been a nice experience so far!
Kanmi says to tell you all who we are (whoops) uh i'm a part of a little lancer squad unofficially called Dido's Divers (after our leader, the Dido), it'll mostly be me on this but i might talk about my other crew-members too!
um okay let’s seee we got
myself Coryander! (callsign: Ouroboros) -
I get to pilot Wallcreeper! and now with ATHENA Ambulia!
Thebe! my best friend! (callsign: Neutron) -
Thebe pilots her Togukawa (Hemera), it seems pretty scary to me but she likes the heat of the battle!
Kanmi (who’s here helping me do this, thanks kanmi) (callsign: Rosy)-
Kanmi's our resident Drake pilot, and the talker of the group!
Liza, my mentor (callsign: Sour Patch) -
Liza's a Tortuga pilot, and she's our pilot pilot! she's pretty badass!
Dido, the leader of our little crew (that’s her callsign, i haven’t asked her name and she hasn’t given it soooo Dido it is) -
Dido pilots a rather scary Blackbeard!
uuh Kanmi says i gotta say that both mine and Thebe’s mechs were salvaged legally, they were? i’m not sure why he put that in bold? oh also we’re not affiliated with any manufacturer or any other independent company and we follow the pillars and all that good stuff
uuum i’m not sure what i’m gonna do on here but hi i guess! this is Ouroboros signing out!
OOC: hiiii so um im trying out this whole thing, we’ll see how it goes but ya! meet Coryander (spelled the phoenician way)!! she’s pretty cool i think! a bit green but i think she’s neat! she’s got her nice little crew right now and her best friend and all will be well!!
this is the sideblog of @moons-among-distant-stars, so i’ll follow anyone from there!!
uh if you’ve somehow found me not from that account then hi i’m very new to lancer and even newer to lancer rp (or any online rp for that matter) but i think lancer’s very cool and i really like the story y’all’re telling on here!!
so please enjoy the story of my little transfem pilot and her silly crew!!
#Kanmi's gotta show me how to do that little swirl thing he did that's cute#K: ⋆𖦹 you mean this??#yeah!!!#K: you.. you can look it up#and there are just symbols??#K: yes???? coryander you grew up on a station??? did you not use the omni-net??? what did you do????#uuuuh#K: *sigh* okay i gotta sit you down at some point#ooc: hi!!!#um so i'm trying this out!!! we'll see how it goes and how brave i actually am!! but yay for new things and maybe new community?#aaa kinda scared to actually post this#i have been writing this little thing and making this character like straight up all day#also because this is like the first time i've done smt like this ever (like i've never done an online rp thing really)#y'all're gonna have to forgive my own greeness about this and how it all works#i don't really have plans for Coryander right now other than some minor things#unrequited crush (hmm i wonder on who....) first kill. origin of callsigns. stuff like that#anyways thanks to the lancer rp community for being awesome and kind and really inspiring#i feel like im just using fangirl buzzwords here but i do mean these things /gen#also like a lot of this is subject to change cause ya#lancer rp#lancer oc#lancer ttrpg#lancer pilot#lancer rpg#lancer oc rp#aaa im scared
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#[Now I wonder if yall consider Me elite#I always feel like I'm tricking people with a p decent first couple replies and then the wheels all fall off#And everyone just realizes I don't actually know anything and I don't know what I'm doing. But I sure do use smalltext#And have icons/an icon PSD#The current RP climate has gotten so much less elitist it's very heartwarming tbh. Everyone's p chill. Yall are Enough#(Besides all that weird ass drama that just happened with blogs I barely interacted with)#ooc
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I feel like such a hater for blocking all the new antօn.blαst rp blogs but I'm soooooo sorry I don't really wanna see all that when I'm going into the tags looking for art. Also I'm a little bit deranged about making sure characters are accurate even if I myself don't really follow those rules. You're all just playing toys and it's FINE bc I'm ALSO playing toys I'm just weird about it.
#I don't wanna see you rping as my husband sorry 💔#unless you're doing it in my inbox via f/o letters etc. bc those are Different#that's specifically for me and written by someone who has my interpretation of him in mind#but like even just all the other characters I still have blocked. sorryyyyy.#rp blogs aren't my thing when it's something I'm autistic about. it is hard to explain 💔💔💔#I went to check a couple of them just now to see what I'm missing and the danton one is so wild#why are you making him act like that :(((#he loves his wife and baking for her and riding kiddie toys at the mall. why is he fatphobic.#roz posts
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//ooc posting: I NEED to find more fun/silly things to do with my two they are Not meant to be all agony all the time I swear- I just have a penchant for the dramatic and they're a little in the torment nexus o(-< but on god they will Have Fun too
#//ooc#even in the torment nexus there's spots of brightness!! I need to start playing with them too I'm not a grimdark writer I swear!!#I have ideas for softer bits and pieces. sibling stuff. cute things. I will get to it somehow hell or high water o7#T-E purrs!! they can do that!! it's part of their genetic alterations and I want to play with that too as well as the horrors!!#now don't get me wrong either The Horrors are one of my fav things to write but it's chiaroscuro y'know you need the contrast#it can't be a fight for personal autonomy all the time sometimes it needs to be T-E's huge kitty eyes or Helios being a dork#all this might be unnecessary I just get a little self conscious sometimes about how full-grit my writing can be wehh#holding my creatures in my hands. they are capable of such a beautiful joy. it's actually vital that they are#since I'm rambling anyways: huge part of what I want to do with T-E's pre campaign rp is start pulling them out of their shell#they start the planned game still stuck on their rules but it's talking to people that's gonna put them in a place where like#they know there's something else out there. they want it. they feel so much guilt for wanting it but it's the WANTING that's important!!#helios can't do that on his own because he doesn't know either. neither of them know jack about what exists beyond their narrow purview#making a HA clone to me is in part an examination of how miitary as industry will always result in steadily increasing dehumanisation#it's the commodification of a human body to ever increasing heights. soldiers to products to nothing but parts to be scrapped#military as an endless churn less for the sake of any kind of protection and more for the sake of resources. capital. money#it's part of what makes HA so fascinating to me y'know? the way it takes that concept to a far flung conclusion. how bad can it get#the other part is playing someone realising for the first time it's possible to break from what's expected of them#the wonder. the guilt. the disbelief. all of it carefully hidden. it's a huge part of what's so compelling about writing them to me#three huge cornerstones of T-E are: masking - military - the horror of having to exist in a body.#that last one is my taking the weird sensory relationship I have to Flesh/mind and doing horror with it dw too much about that njbkhjv#okay okay I think I'm done this got a little out of hand I'm just like#there's so MUCH about thirteen/T-E that makes me insane. alas I'm tired and it takes me like 4 hours to write a simple post sobs#anywaysss that's my ramble. I like them#helios too I like him. guy absolutely dead set on finding reasons to smile amidst the Horror
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#// depression and anxiety and adhd and being on the spectrum is so much fun#// because right now not only do i feel like a shitty person but like a shitty rp partner as well#// and like i'm alienated from the whole fandom#// the little social outcast from highschool everybody bullies and those are not fun memories#// because there's people having such wonderful things going and conversations and all and i want that too but social anxiety is a bitch#// and i know that there's nobody out to get me or has anything against me but my mind's just in the gutter#// not to mention that it feels like everything i write is so damn out of character and that peoiple lose interest because of it#// which is why i've been taking a break from tumblr with the occasional attempt to spark the muse but nothing works#// and i don't know what to do anymore#𝐫𝐡𝐞𝐚'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ― out of character
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#not my place to say because i have no clue what's happening and don't involve myself in any of this but like.#it really does make the fandom experience worse when the only thing people are absorbed in is drama.#i feel very isolated from everyone rn and it's making it very hard to be online#no matter where you stand it's isolating and it sucks. feels like everyone is bonding over gossip that i truly Do Not Care About#and i'm just. sadtoad.jpeg#(not that i don't care about my friends getting bullied or anything!!!)#(this isn't even a vague this is about fandom issues that have Always Existed)#(it just feels like i stay in my lane and anytime i veer out of it i'm bombarded with crazy bullshit LOL)#i miss my friends and my rp partners and i just asfdajdgfasvjd i'm having a hard time being here rn#anyway if you made it to the end of this vent this is all to say: SORRY I'M NOT WRITING AND SORRY I'M NOT ON DISCORD LMAO#tua s4 ruined my life and now i'm trying to get away from vagueposts and bullshit and i just. I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT i'm sorry#*【 ❛I'm not the spirit of any age. ❜ 】 ➤ OOC
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can i just be emotional on main for a sec & thank y'all again for sticking with me & supporting my weird little brand here these last few months while i've been like. worse than ever about getting any writing done? just like. hhh. all of u putting up with my shitposts & liking the hcs and whatever else i shove out onto the dash while i'm struggling with energy for replies, and everyone who still wants to plot & develop our dynamics despite me being the WORST at keeping up with dms (& being somehow even worse at being the one to actually initiate dms), and!!!! those of you who continue to indulge me by sending me asks despite the fact that you've been waiting 5 years for me to reply to our thread!!! i appreciate u guys sm, like i don't think u actually understand just how much. i mean this so sincerely: thank you
#writing & chatting with u guys and just shoving our characters together is one of the few things in my life rn that still brings me joy#so it's been really infuriating to be having such a hard time doing it#and that fear of people losing interest or getting bored or annoyed w me because of that struggle doesn't exactly help#it's something i'm working to overcome bc i KNOW those of u who matter are the ones who'll continue to stick around but ajshkfds#idk i've been wading through the existential dread these last few days trying to avoid succumbing to it again & dumb little rp things are#part of what help keep me going. so just like. yeah. thank u sm ;A;#a special shoutout to my newer mutuals too for joining me at a weird time & still sticking around to engage w me despite my slowness#i'm v excited about all of the new dynamics we're building or will eventually build ;u; ♡#anyway. i'll shut up now. sorry for all the blabbering i'm just emotional today and wanted to express my gratitude to all of u ♡♡♡#wanna try to write at some point today but idk if it'll happen or not. we'll see ;~;#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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( waking up one morning after 18 months of hiatus and finally getting the spark™ to freshen up ur rp blog )
#( war is oveeeer )#( time passes but my love for rp is like a little gremlin that randomly shows up and beats me with its lil bat )#( I'm still stuggling with art block for my other creative outlets for months now but I want to warm up my writing fingers )#FOR ALL ( ooc. )#FOR ALL ( tbd. )#( pretty sure I've been going through the worst burn out of my life and im just now seeing the end of the tunnel )#( had to face and address basically everything in my life ever so my brain just decided to go into low battery mode for awhile )#( it's odd cause not much about my life is significantly different from when I left -unfortunately-#but I have also developed and changed so much as a person. ppl around me say that and it's so reassuring to hear <3 )#( also lmao apparently I was pretty Vitamin D deficient esp in Canadian winters and APPARENTLY have a genetic calcium deficiency so UHHHHH#I love being medically neglected and gaslit into believing I just had anxiety and depression with no physical contributors <33#that's being taken care of now tho. but yeah ugh that was something to process too.)#That aside I've been doing well!! I'm in such a different place now it's kind of wild. Always a work in progress but im happy <3#Have some goals I'd like to meet for the end of the year so I'm hoping to close out these two years on a good note!
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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finally reading ivypool's heart and omg

WARRIORCLAN REFERENCE!!!!!! MY HEART IS HEALED
#thank CHRIST the erins didn't forget about my beloved monkeystar#warriorclan#ivypools heart#warrior cats#ivypools heart spoilers#i'm still 1000% writing my 'asc but frostpaw finds warrior clan instead of the park cats and monkeystar is riverclan's new leader' au#bc warriorclan is the best thing that has ever happened to the series#it's just kittypets doing waca rp at recess like we all did and it's iconic#op never shuts the fuck up about warriorclan#now i just need them to make an appearance in IPH and my heart will be whole again
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My brain: I wanna RP!
Me: I don't, I'm tired as fuck
Brain: So why are we on the RP account??
Me: ...
Me: Good question
#listen#you guys are my only stimulation right now#IT AIN'T MUCH BUT IT'S ALL I GOT-#but i love you guys#even if i'm just creepin and watchin you do stuff#sorry i'm not super active with actual RPs
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Approval + Never visiting her fragment in the Crossroads (Mythal)
approval + (prompt) // selectively accepting // @theharellan
This fate is one worse than death.
A state of undying where her hands cannot affect anything. Not her own being, not the ground beneath her, not the beautiful cliffs that had become her prison. She looks upon these same cliffs and she can hear the ocean but even that feels distant and dulled. Like being cut off from all that had made her, she was left with only the knowledge that she was broken and that all that remained was bitterness.
The bitterness in knowing that she was part of a whole that would never be. A part that could only be measured in loss for all that had been and could have ever been and knowledge of deep betrayal from both her heart and hands.
He who she had called one of her hands, had left her when she had needed him most, left to fend for herself and to hold the ire of Evanuris who grew unruly. And her heart who had always been a wild horse without a hope to be chained.
And now this, a final betrayal: To be pulled from the same weapon that she had died by and be left there; have be called a mercy.
This was not living, this was punishment for not having followed him when he had asked it. Punishment for not having understood the demand for what it was, and thought it to be a request from a friend.
This was torture of the highest cruelty. To look upon a sky that was made to mirror a life she had once known and to know each position of the stars without the possibility of ever being different, random, alive. This dead world that did not sing, did not shine made her often wonder if she had ever truly returned - but the pain was too great, the sadness too fraught, her heart too broken and yet still beating despite no strings attached to it. An anger too great for this shell to contain and a mouth too well contained and crafted to scream.
Hers and yet not quite, twisted and turned by the hands of who she had once called her most trusted friend. What a fool she had been, what a fool she was.
Why should a dead heart be cursed to continue beating only to weep for grief impossible to shake?
mythal greatly approves
#theharellan#( only rp partners can reblog this )#mythal ( muses )#raven received ( meme replies )#( hi hello I'm the problem it's me )#( I don't think she could handle it lmao )#veilguard spoilers#( I might have deleted it but I wrote somewhere that it's impossible that this shard wouldn't have been impacted by solas' mental state whe#he pulled her from the dagger. like all spirits are ought to do when coming in contact with strong emotions )#( and I stand by that )#( I can\t find the post now so I can only assume I just deleted it I'll just g rab my clown makeup )
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The embarrassment I get from noticing I've had a typo in a response is so fucking real, just sat here for ten minutes laughing to myself with my face in my hands because I wrote 'sausagers' rather than sausages in a previous response.
#ooc || the birb speaks#Just knowing my rp partner saw that? Crime#And yes I know I'm now showing it to all of you but that'd different because I'm doing it willingly idk brains be weird
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ehhh might as well make a post. i don't really about the cc anymore, i only care about the rp characters of the dsmp. won't stop posting that, but. honestly might start posting more empires and such (i've got a few e1 gem fics i might post soon, since currently i only shared to friends and as part of a zine app) but. yea. still into mcyt, but honestly i've given up really caring about primarily being in one fandom, and i'm switching gears a bit cause i'm just sick of bad shit happening.
#void echos#tbh i. honestly do not want to support that guy anymore currently. unless it comes out as he's innocent or some shit which idk if i'll be#comfy even then?? idk this stuff just. fucks with me.#assume i'm talking about the rp character. all these characters are my lil guys now
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