#ality-re

[facts-i-just-made-up]

Do you have any fun facts about music?

Sia's movie from 2021? I hear from tumblr that it's wholly unproblematic with no flaws, errors, distasteful or harmful stereotypes whatsoever. Everyone loves it here.

[salemlunaa]

ONLY YOU CAN BE THE PROOF OF SUCCESS

since you are the projector of reality.

If you can’t see it in yourself you won’t be able to see it at all. No reality is “real”, so you can not use your outer world, which i is just a mirror as a reference point for “proof”

Let’s break down the words “personality” and “reality”

˚∘personality˚∘

• Person → from Latin persona, meaning “mask” or “character” (often in a play). [aka, who you are being]

• -ality → the state, quality, or condition of.

∘˚reality˚∘

• Re- → again, repetition, reflection, mirror.

• -ality → the state or quality of.

can you see how your PERSONality comes first, your reality is just a projection, a RErun of what you already know to be true.

This is why who you are being is SO important, you are the projector and your thoughts and your personal facts are what show up on the screen. So, YOU have to be the living proof, YOU ARE proof of your manifestations, If you exist and you are aware of the existence of that reality, You are the proof.

ꨄꨄꨄ

Since everything is an illusionistic projection of you, or in other words, not real, so why would you use something that’s not real an indicator to whether you have what you want. The fact that you even “desired” it is proof enough. The fact that you knew there was more out there for you IS ALL THE PROOF YOU NEED

Now evaluate who you’re being. Ask yourself “Am i being living proof?” and this isn’t about doing, i am the biggest preacher of the fact that you don’t have to lift a finger or do anything in the physical as creation is finished, im taking about your thinking. “AM I proof of my shift?”

Looking for “proof” in places “outside of you” shows that you have fallen for the illusion of separation and that you don’t truly know who you are. You are not separate from anything, all you have to do is perceive your “desired” reality as your normal everyday. And that starts with YOU, are YOU proof of that?

How are you carrying yourself mentally? what are your personal facts about yourself? Who are you being?

If you don’t see it within yourself now, you will never see it at all, because you are all that is.

The good news is, time isn’t real, all you have is now so you can choose now and never look back.

If someone took a look inside of your brain, would they be able to find proof that you have your manifestations? Ask yourself that, “If someone could pick my brain, would they know that I have what i want? would they be able to tell?” If the answer is no, i think you’ve found your problem.

When the Ego tries to get in your head and ask where it is tell yourself, “I AM living proof, and my reality reflects that”, not “will reflect”, not “will reflect if i persist”, not “could reflect, but we’ll see after i complete this challenge” IT IS REFLECTING NOW

YOU ARE THE ONLY OPTION FOR PROOF SO BE IT.

BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO “SEE”

©salemlunaa

[limustg]

music re: ality

[i-scan-your-poems]

Full scansion:

– ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – kidnapping / stalking in/sanity / sleepwalking / canniba/lism and / teeth, ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – gas/lighting gun / violence pipe / murder and / silence and / medical / trauma and / meat. – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – bugs in your / body and / poisoned black / coffee and / self-muti/lation and / lies, – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – police bru/tality / breaks from re/ality / suicide / spiders and / eyes. ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – paaaaara/noia de/gloving the / uncanny / valley and / running like / prey to sur/vive, – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – ◡ ◡ / – agonies / torture and / drowning and / falling and / then being / buried a/live.

Metrical form: dactylic heptameter catalectic; lines 2 and 5 have anacrusis

Rhyme scheme: AABBCC

"the magnus archives sounds cool! what are the content warnings?"

[alexei-shirogane]

BOO

I hath put something on this blog:

[n3v3r3v3rrr]

un singu posat

credema ca am scpat de psiica aia.. da s-a itnos al wc aici e egual ei de wc pe capu meu !!

toat viat ea.. am fost un clovn..a u as atat de mutl si atre de mine .. mia- distus toat viat cua utoriattea de tata . a abuizat de mine '...ea re idenittate si familei .. o isnela o batea .. si a peefrat sa se jaoce de a mami pe ien cu el .. n-a vrut sa ma jute pe ien sa scap de el sa am o viata ..a refeat sa paletasca pt altii decat sa ma sprijine in viata !!!!!! emila r ein al telfoins a nu fei accesat toata ziua e ind rum cu tlefonu,s e uita la vcuve !!!!!

o sinela si ebtea.. ea re idntiatte si familei esseparata eu nu ..canda buza de mine ..a eu nua m dientiatte, familie..a sta e catsigul uli imptoiva ema .. toat viata a bzuat de ine si n-ana vtu udne drc sa fug. ca eu nu pto avea viata identitate... el apote abuza de mine .. e arnajat de tati .. ca sa auze de copru euc at eva el . e arnajat de tati spucarie pt mine !!! sunt obliuagta al relati cue l fiind tati .. eu nu am dientitate !!!!!!

acu nu ma alsa delco sa avd emsajele daca nu pun mrotii asii de pin ???? toat viat ma- teorizta emil cu jocurile de a seful.. ma-a bzuats exual si a ras de ien ina s ahal toat viata ema.. ca eu de ce nu rpismc dpreutri de ce sunt obligata la sa situatie ?? ca nu e niemni obligat sa imi faca psoiubilitattile elgale . !!!! la zfasta ..baeabtul catsiag situtai legala itmpovia ema.. el apote abuza d emienc cat rva ca el catsiag situatai legala imtpovia mea !!!!!!!!

erma erue sclava itnre aliti..ermautila si ardau de mine..sclava umilti amerue .. viata era numai pt ei.. eram abatie de jco pt ei !!!!

la fzasta toti ati catsiats ituatia legala .. ca sta nu mi-am eprmsi..a sta ati ptutu avea imtpoiva mea !!!!!! eu erma extarteerstu, virgin. slclava faraidentitate ..in custodia la sa dsmani ..ca la za sta e drpetu lro sa iabs a fericire !!!!!

ma avea de sclava pe mien..fiisa statea f bien altundeva sie l zciea ca eus utn fiica luica e "sta bine" ..isia beta joc de ine !!!!!!

dar al fza sta ei vorbeau itrneadevar cu miend espre mine ?? cu cien despre cine ?? eram aici in locu ei pusa .. am dienficam eu eprosnal "Ea" dar eram ?? da la ce se referau cand vorbeasu ?? .. ei erua dulti aveua banis ex casa libertate acte ..eua mr ams copilu fara asa ceva-uri . copilu icnhis aici .. !!! la afza sta eu sutn itnrusa aflaat in locu ei aici .. si ei isi bateau jco de mine !!! erma psua ion locu eia ici..ma dienficam ficia dar nuer ma fiica ..e rma o rpoastaun clvon o sclava de ace isi abteua jcos ia bzuau cat vriau ei cu abtaia si jcoruile de kkt !!!!!

deci afza cu homosexualii si prostituatel e bataid e jcos erios .. ei aud reptu sas-i afc retaba .. problema ea nua toe fire zolvata deloc ca e limiatta al faptu ca lesbaince;le au dreptu sa a bzue sis a md declae lesbianca .. paia tucni aici. ele jaoca rold e fmailei si sta in juru eu .. ca ele aud rpeutri de elsbience sa am hrutiasca sa-nic ontroleze iamgeina cahir asa ???? ..la fza sta ele ca lesbeicne trbeui sa-si afc retab sa prienasca respect .. E"xprimarE" .. ba .. eu tot sunt limiatta la rpoblema ca sunt csonderat elsbianca ...cand nur evaus a fiu elsbainca ..dar ele au voei sa-si bata jco de ien cu leega ..ca leega e pt ele .. inca zu meus utn singua in cercu lor .. nu-mie prnti viata ..isi eprmti ele sa stea peste mine !!!!! ..drepturi tp atsfel de oameni .. eu sunt limitat al faptu ca sunt cosndeirata .. deci oe slbaicna re ovie sa a bata sa ma vieolze incircu cum ca pretinde ca eu sunt cea care o atac sis e da al ea ???? pt ca e fata are drepturi ?? ea e dreptu sa fie langa mien sa isi faac circul !!!!!! eu nu a voei viat fara ea..ca sunt olbigata al relatai cue a.. !!!!! eu nu ptoa vea ivat ..viat ema e limiatat .. ea isi afce treburile !!!!! ina ustria ai voei sa atreiosti ca hosmoexual.. in roamnais utn ina utomatr elatie cu fet acre em declara elsbainca enbuna.si viat mea e liioatt al fatu ca nu-mi permti sa am sa fac nimci ca om pe eluam sta .. ca-s bagata intr-o idneittatea itnetionata .. cuc icula sta de lesbaicna nebuan rposttiuata .. ati tintu usulmaniid eparet de mien ca ma-r fis cos vreunu din tar voastra de micninosi ???

[caninegrove]

𓆩✧`〖 Virtue Pronouns 〗´✧𓆪

︶⊹︶︶ᗢ︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶ᗢ︶︶⊹︶

➢ virtue/virtue/virtues/virtueself ➢ vir/virtue/virtues/virtueself ➢ vir/tue/virtue/virtueself

➢ moral/moral/morals/moralself ➢ mor/moral/morals/moralself ➢ mor/al/moral/moralself

➢ morality/morality/moralities/moralityself ➢ mor/morality/moralities/moralityself ➢ mor/ality/morality/moralityself ➢ mor/al/ity/moralityself ➢ mor/al/ity/morality/moralityself

➢ righteous/righteous/righteous'/righteousself ➢ right/righteous/righteous'/righteousself ➢ right/eous/righteous/righteousself

➢ honour/honour/honours/honourself ➢ hon/honour/honours/honourself ➢ hon/our/honour/honourself

➢ dignity/dignity/dignities/dignityself ➢ dig/dignity/dignities/dignityself ➢ dig/nity/dignity/dignityself

➢ honesty/honesty/honesties/honestyself ➢ hon/honesty/honesties/honestyself ➢ hon/esty/honesty/honestyself

➢ ethic/ethic/ethics/ethicself ➢ eth/ethic/ethics/ethicself ➢ eth/ic/ethic/ethicself

➢ principles/principles/principles'/principlesself ➢ prin/principles/principles'/principlesself ➢ prin/ciples/principles/principlesself ➢ prin/ci/ples/principlesself ➢ prin/ci/ples/principles/principlesself

➢ purity/purity/purities/purityself ➢ pur/purity/purities/purityself ➢ pur/ity/purity/purityself

➢ trust/trust/trusts/trustself ➢ hope/hope/hopes/hopeself

➢ noble/noble/nobles/nobleself ➢ no/noble/nobles/nobleself ➢ no/ble/noble/nobleself

➢ nobility/nobility/nobilities/nobilityself ➢ nobi/nobility/nobilities/nobilityself ➢ nobi/lity/nobility/nobilityself ➢ nobi/li/ty/nobilityself ➢ nobi/li/ty/nobility/nobilityself

➢ benevolent/benevolent/benevolents/benevolentself ➢ benev/benevolent/benevolents/benevolentself ➢ benev/olent/benevolent/benevolentself ➢ be/nev/olent/benevolentself ➢ be/nev/olent/benevolent/benevolentself

➢ charity/charity/charities/charityself ➢ cha/charity/charities/charityself ➢ cha/rity/charity/charityself

➢ devotion/devotion/devotions/devotionself ➢ de/devotion/devotions/devotionself ➢ de/votion/devotion/devotionself ➢ de/vo/tion/devotionself ➢ de/vo/tion/devotion/devotionself

➢ respect/respect/respects/respectself ➢ re/respect/respects/respectself ➢ re/spect/respect/respectself

➢ justice/justice/justices/justiceself ➢ jus/justice/justices/justiceself ➢ jus/tice/justice/justiceself

➢ 🎓/🎓/🎓's/🎓self ➢ 💼/💼/💼's/💼self ➢ ⚖️/⚖️/⚖️'s/⚖️self ➢ 📖/📖/📖's/📖self ➢ 🔒/🔒/🔒's/🔒self ➢ 🏛️/🏛️/🏛️'s/🏛️self ➢ 📜/📜/📜's/📜self ➢ 🖋️/🖋️/🖋️'s/🖋️self ➢ 🖊️/🖊️/🖊️'s/🖊️self ➢ ♟️/♟️/♟️'s/♟️self

⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊ᗢ₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊ᗢ₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹

[paviaquill]

idk if anyone really gafs but I think it'd really strange how the 3 houses lost from the clash have are named after errm ancient greek/roman im not sure how to classify it please get what I'm saying T_T

Ultio-Ultio ("Vengeance") was an ancient Roman goddess, a divine personification of vengeance,l

Clementia-Clementia is the goddess of clemency, leniency, mercy, forgiveness, penance, redemption, absolution, acquittal and salvation.

Dionysia- Was a festival for Dionysius, God of wine and some other sduff..

the central events of which were the theatrical performances of dramatic tragedies and comedies.

ACRUALLT DONT LISTEN TO ME ITS 1O 36PM AND I AM AUP I ED TO BE SLEEPIGN DONT LISTEN TO MT YAPPING INJUST THKUHHT IT WAS STRANGE THAT HE 3 HOUSES FROM RHE CLADH HAD LIKE IHMM ACTUAL CONRNCRIONS O HEIR NAMES TO RE ALITY SND NT SOME FUCKADS NAME LIKE MORTKRANKEN

[scenariopubblico]

Qual è la vetta più alta della vostra vita?

Inizio Immaginate tre alpinisti durante il loro cammino iniziatico verso la fine di una scalata. Ci ritroviamo lì, in una tempesta di neve nella vetta più alta di una montagna. Difficoltà, delusione e angoscia.

È così che il coreografo/interprete Piergiorgio Milano avvia White Out, uno spettacolo pieno di turbolenze emotive dove la danza contemporanea e il circo di creazione sono perfettamente amalgamati. L’alpinismo è il pretesto grazie al quale Milano - insieme a Javier Varela Carrera e Luca Torrenzieri - espone il suo linguaggio tecnico e virtuoso con leggerezza e semplicità inverosimili.

Primo giorno di spedizione Durante lo spettacolo ascoltiamo una voce esterna narrante che scandisce l’evoluzione della missione accompagnata anche dalla presenza di effetti sonori (curati da Federico Dal Pozzo) come il fruscio del vento o gli aliti dei brividi di freddo in continuo aumento, rendendo la visione ancora più tangibile.

La successione temporale non lineare – con l’inizio in medias res - fa perdere la cognizione dello spazio e del tempo. È proprio questo che White Out significa in termini di alpinismo: l’incertezza di andare avanti o indietro. Ogni cosa si dissolve nell’ignoto.

La scenografia dal forte carattere cinematografico è caratterizzata dalla presenza di oggetti come funi, imbragature, torce e caschi oltre che da un lavoro di luci millimetrico (curato da Bruno Teusch). Tutti elementi che generano una narrazione chiara ma mai prettamente didascalica. L’utilizzo degli oggetti viene alterato rispetto alla loro funzione reale, al servizio di una danza che sfida le leggi della verticalità esposta continuamente al rischio, cercando tanti “altrove”.

Un esempio è la danza fatta con i piedi fissati sugli sci, volteggiante e virtuosa, dove viene stimolata l’immaginazione dello spettatore, libero di poter osservare una partitura coreografica poetica. Viene altresì evocato il continuo oscillare dell’umano che non si accontenta mai di quello che ha, sempre alla ricerca dell’inutile. 

Sulle note di I Will Always love you proveniente dalla radio portatile presente in scena, lo spettatore viene immerso all’interno di uno scenario “pop” ironico. Gli alpinisti escono dalla loro tenda con una danza ipnotizzante. Il loro umorismo gestuale ed espressivo fa vivere brevi momenti di leggerezza e spensieratezza della notte prima della partenza, in contrasto ai momenti di paura e ansia che seguono. 

White Out è una performance che affronta temi del rischio, della fiducia e dall’amicizia. Oltre che nella sinossi questi aspetti sono ben visibili in scena quando, ad esempio, i tre performer uniti tra loro da funi danno vita a movimenti all’unisono esprimendo una negoziazione con la propria e altrui forza, una connessione e una interazione reale. 

Salvati o condannati dall’istinto?

Dalla drammaturgia possiamo desumere che sia possibile essere sia salvati che condannati. Possiamo essere condannati dalle nostre fragilità ancorate nella nostra mente o possiamo essere salvati aggrappandoci alla speranza. È proprio questo il senso della sfera di cristallo che gli alpinisti si sono portati con sé. Irradiando punti di luce durante tutta la performance, durante tutta la scalata nonostante le difficoltà, essa è simbolo di forza, coraggio, bellezza. Nel finale Piergiorgio Milano attaccato a una fune porta con sé questa luce. Spoglio e solo scala la vetta. Prima che arrivi in cima quasi collassa, ma la sua anima continua a salire. 

“Noi stessi” si trova qui dentro e non lassù

White Out ci racconta che la montagna siamo noi, sopra di essa non c’è niente ma semplicemente noi, con le nostre insicurezze e fragilità che abbiamo sempre avvinghiate addosso con il bisogno di scalare la “montagna” per Riscoprirci. 

Allora vi auguro cari lettori di scalare le vette più alte.

a cura di: Martina Adelfio

[hemo--havoc]

Trauma? Haha what's that? Who him? Nah you had to be mistaken. Everything was fine, and has always been fine. He's fine. Or at the very least even if they weren't not worth worrying over. Would anyone ask their husktop, or the batteries in a remote what it felt? Same principle. Those things matter when it comes to everyone else, but not for him.

And that's ok. There's nothing out of the norm anyways. All those little things are normal. This, is more abnormal than anything. Still. It's.. kind of nice. This experience. He smiles back at the other troll, eyes bright as he takes another sip of the tea.

P1:\\ < EX-ACTLY..! isn't is gre-At? there could be PL-ACES where the oce-An is pink, or the sky is red. M-AYBE cities formed entirely of spun gl-Ass. there -Are so m-Any DIFFERENT things trolls can do. who knows wh-At OTHER life out there could be c-Ap-Able of? wh-At sounds like fiction might -Actu-Ally be -A re-Ality out there SOMEWHERE we h-Aven't re-Ached. >

Their grin widens a bit as they gesture with one sweeping arm to the sky above them.

The limeblood leans forward, arms crossed over his knees as he listens to Arcayd's response. His face is unreadable, but this was the third time now that the goldblood had fallen distant and quiet. The first few he'd initially written off as them being disoriented from the crash. This most recent one though, seemed to almost be in response to remembering something...

He... wasn't really going to question it further. Far be it from him of all people to pry into another troll's unfortunate "Fleet-Fresh Trauma Scented Plug-in" experience, and he wasn't all too keen on the poor guy being forced to reminisce on hard times in front of a stranger.

Instead, he'd crack a smile, opting to try shifting the conversation toward less potentially triggering topics. Sharpened nails tap against his knees as he responds.

<{ I get what yoU mean. I grew Up hearing grub stories aboUt city planets of pUre gold, with cloUds that showed yoU the fUtUre. It coUld jUst be fiction, bUt we also live in a Universe where ghosts and the Undead exist, and planets that rain glass are just. There. Who's to say sUch a thing doesn't actUally exist somewhere oUt there? |F

[oasis-nadrama]

Alabaster Update: Killing Switch

Sallie: Ge the game.

UP: Ok♠y S♠llie we need to get you into the g♠me quickly! UP: Tell me this b♠d boy is working! UR: i think s-o. UR: installing o-n m-y ≠nd. UR: should soon be load≠d. UP: You're set ♠s the Client, I'm your Ser♥er Pl♠yer. UP: If ♥♠nny is re♠lly de♠d, I m♠y try to connect to Ginneo so he c♠n m♠n♠ge the m♠chines for my tutori♠l... UP: Or m♠ybe I'll do it like ♥♠nny ♠nd Renny! UR: y≠ah you all ar≠ s-o s≠lf-s≠rving. UR: b-y th≠ way. UR: i-f i now refus≠d t-o play.

UR: i-t would put u-s i-n a doom≠d tim≠lin≠, right? UR: a compl≠t≠ d≠ad ≠nd. UP: I... suppose so?

UR: tbh that's alluring. UR: think about i-t. i would not n≠≠d t-o b≠ th≠ fifth play≠r. i'd simply d-o nothing and doom u-s all. UR: i'm th≠ fat≠d play≠r, without m≠ non≠ o-f this can happ≠n. UP: You're joking right? =:(ɸɸɸ

UP: You c♠nnot do th♠t! Ple♠se do not do th♠t! UR: this s≠≠ms t-o hurt you. UR: d≠licious. UR: it is d≠cid≠d. UR: i will doom th≠ ≠ntir≠ world, th≠ univ≠rs≠ ≠v≠n. b-y m-y d≠cision alon≠, this mom≠nt will birth a-n ≠ntir≠ copy o-f our r≠ality, and b-y m-y d≠cision alon≠, i-t will b≠ consum≠d i-n th≠ fir≠s o-f twist≠d d≠stiny. UP: NO!

[hellmouth-manor]

Scenery of the Doomsday || Hibiki || Trial 1.6 || Re: ality

Break.

[♫♫♫]

Ah, they’ve finally done it!

Ah, the killer may be brought to justice!

Rejoice, young man, your villain is here, ready for the slaying!

‘It’s a really cool thing, y'know. Getting to touch people like that. Even if they just take one bite, or just read one chapter– that’s still changing their life, at least a little bit. You should always be proud of that.’

This man took him by the shoulder and said he wasn’t wrong to worry it wasn’t going to be okay. This man understood what terror lay in his heart.

'to continue being totally honest with you, I would be incredibly embarrassed if someone more than a decade younger than me had to hold my hand through this.’

If he thought about it a bit too long, he might consider that his heart was opened before he had the chance to realize it. In another time, another place, he could have seen Hisashi as an older brother. Maybe it’d already begun. Whether he liked it or not, a bond formed. With so many other people here, a bond formed. This was just the first time one of his had been threatened and thus made itself known.

'Don’t feel bad about that. Being able to cope with something like this is… Ah…I don’t think it, uh… Says great things about anyone who actually can.’

Alou asks a question he’s too afraid to know the answer to.

Don’t say it. Don’t say that.

He feels like such a damned fool. Minutes ago, holding Cedric’s feet to the fire and ready to damn another soul to its fate because he didn’t have to mind the idea of someone dying. Someone who shed tears, showed regret and could not look consequence in the eye. Deplorable, Hibiki found it.

and yet this is somehow so

much

worse .

Who are you, he wants to ask. Who is this person that has proven him right in a way he would never have hoped to be? Who is this, who laughs in the face of atrocity and stares them all down with such dead eyes?

It had only been a week. He knew none of these people. Even the kindest masks could hide monsters.

'If we’re being honest, you’re one step ahead for it. Hard to imagine anything happening to you with a head like that on your shoulders.’

“People like you…exist.”

He’s shaking. Tears pinpricking his eyes, ready to fall. Immediately, he’s sad, afraid, enraged. This is betrayal. This is what he wanted to avoid. And yet beyond all of those petty, childish emotions lies something deeper. Hardwired into his being. The knowledge that he is prey, and a predator has made itself known. And so it all falls away. The steel he laced into his words, the fire in his veins. There are no weapons to fight this monster. He is scared, alone, a child once more learning the way of the world.

“You…you…really…did it…huh…?”

Scarier than anything else, he knows Hisashi is right. This is the first of many. A bloodbath is coming. There’s a good chance none of them make it out of this alive.

“M-Monster. M-Monster…”

[ixiart]

ality-re

benim için gerçeklik çok karmaşıktı. bir benim olan vardı, bir de diğerleri.. herkes birbirininkinde yeterince yer alsaydı, gerektiğinde kavga da edebilirdik. zaten kavgaydı yaşatan onurlu bir biçimde. ellerin ve gözlerin yorulduğunda, kulakların artık duymayacak kadar kirle dolduğunda, derinde sivrisinekler delik açtığında, anlardın. bunca övgü ve fantezinin ardından, az biraz unutmak iyi gelirdi olanları. bile isteye salıvermek. mevcut her şeye isyan ederdin. tanıdığın herkese sarılır, öylece özgürleşirdin.

epey akıllıca he?

[aterabyte]

"Hey Sarge, what gives, man? I thought you hated diamonds!"

"This ain't no dirty blue diamond, son, this is a beautiful, shining red ruby!"

"Uh, no, I'm looking at it and it's uh... looking pretty teal-"

"IT'S AQUA!"

"-to me."

"Nonsense! I'M looking at it and it's clearly the beautiful, gleaming red; of freshly spilled blood!"

"Okay, first of all, blood doesn't gleam."

"Of course it does!"

"No, it uh... it shimmers."

"Shimmers? Hah! Next you're gonna tell me it shines, or maybe it sparkles like Donut's re-ality defying disco balls!"

"Yeah hey isn't it kind of weird that he puts those in every building? And that he can make them? We don't have any mods."

"Don't have any mods? Well now I know you're just trying to play another one of your dastardly blue tricks on me!"

"Man what the hell are you talking about?"

- Cut -

"Yeah, I'm just glad Sarge doesn't understand texture packs are client-side."

"SIMMOOOOONS!"

"..."

"..."

"Well, dude, it was nice knowing you. I'm gonna go join Donut's wine and cheese tasting before Sarge can make me his favorite Red again."

Here's another fun one

What are Red Team and Blue Team's tasks on their Minecraft Server?

[pobopolybius]

Reality shifts into Library of Ruina and Chesed absolutely massacres me by dropping a house on me, killing me in real life

[bannock-freak]

I always kinda wrestle with where I put Saiki's dysphoria. Kid’s ESP makes for some 4D chess like its honestly kinda cool and iiiiiiiii have. Many thoughts.

Even if the metric is waffles (I’m waffling, indecisive).

I don’t think Saiki would have a lot of gender dysphoria, first of all. His anxiety seems to come from other places and like. He has transitioned to He already, though he also seems pretty blase’ as a girl even if the time spent in one form over the other could indicate a preference. I think he might start to develop it if he loses the ability to shapeshift long enough to miss it, but as he is with his ESP in my head his dysphoria is pretty near to zero.

Further, he. really honestly doesn’t care about. well. societal rules or what other people think of him too much. Usually, only Kusuo can hurt Kusuo. I think this is shown by how he’ll throw them away whenever it’s convenient and he thinks he can get away with it, such as catching and carrying Teruhashi which would be explicitly against Kokomin guidelines, assaulting police officers, murdering people “only a little” and staring at the coffee jelly long and hard enough that little children start to get all “hey mommy why is that weird person”, and not just saying “oh wow” to Teruhashi just to get her off his back, etc bla bla bla.

However, he hates attention. He hates standing out. He worries about getting checkmated by social convention. he seems to have made a study of the ‘rules’ enough to memorize them even if he has some weird. gaps.

(expectation....)

(re...ality...... ntm all the other stuff!)

By and large, that is because of his powers and that he’s been taught that horrible terrible things happen whenever he dips so much as a toe out of the closet. Such has been taught to him by his family and reinforced by experience, so our Saiki treats that as gospel. However, we’ve seen alternate Saikis where both of those were outweighed by the power of *one* event.

Popular!Saiki is a good example, I think, of how Saiki's natural instinct is to be an independent thinker. All that conditioning put aside in favour of “I want.” “I made up my mind.” “I felt a purpose within ME.” etcetc

(He got Aiurafied)

Saiki values what he considers to be the best decision above the rules of social convention - if they happen to agree, that’s a happy coincidence. He might therefore take others opinions into consideration (his telepathy DOES act as a coffee jelly review aggregator...) but he thinks in the end it’s his decision.

(I doubt he’d like to admit to himself how much of his thinking process is informed by others lol)

He also thinks that keeping his ESP to himself is just ‘the best decision’ to make. how he does that is to blend in. How he does that is to follow the rules. Social conventions are tools for him to use, which is why he’s able to discard them so quickly if they don’t suit him.

In short, he’s chaotic good masquerading as lawful good.

(He terrorizes and threatens to kill them way too much with way too much glee to be true lawful al;dkf it’s like a hobby for him)

So how does that fit into dysphoria? Well by that logic it’d mean gender presentation and sex is just another tool to be used - thus, Kuriko at the sweets promotion - but isn’t something he probably feels very strongly about. 

And while Saiki isn’t above his feelings being hurt,

he’s the most vulnerable to people he loves, and the idea that he’s so Other he damages by just being himself...which comes from the people he loves LOL. If it’s coming from someone he cares less about, he seems to understand it’s their problem, not his, and isn’t overly affected by it. While I’m prone to thinking he cares about people a lot, so much so that he breaks his own rules constantly for perfect strangers but especially people he cares about

Though he will protect the people he cares about from misunderstandings and scammers, and with people vexing him personally he’ll make it his problem and they won’t like it if he gets fed up quick enough. BUT. He’d probably be less affected by their conception or misconceptions of his gender.

Mostly, Saiki just likes things to not be a hassle a;lfkdj

For Saiki, presenting as gender-conforming by that lens would really just be a matter of convenience that’d help him fit in. The internal screaming about not fitting in would be less from needing to be perceived as himself by others in a way that matches his internal identity unless they really make it his problem in which case they’re an annoyance, and more fully due to ‘if I stand out people will pay more attention to me and I’ll be at bigger risk of my ESP being outed which means I and my family and friends will all be endangered and they might hate me for lying to them or what if the shock kills them what if. what if I really am the monster they say I am I need I need a coffee jelly or maybe a coffee liquer -wheezing-’

In short, the anxiety comes from a different place. But I still think it could probably fit into some level of social dysphoria? It’s still anxiety resultant from social consequences that reflect in how he presents. Like I said in my ‘Saiki doesn’t think he’s trans....but he is’ post , Saiki's ESP is such a huge part of his person that it influences all aspects, so it’d make sense to account for that. He’s really not living the average life - his experiences with his gender and sexuality aren’t going to be average either.

TRANSITION SPEEDRUN WOOPWOOP

My HCs of his gender dysphoria in relation to body dysmorphia shift around a lot.

I think it’d make sense if he didn’t have that sense of disconnect to his body because his body’s appearance shifts a lot and he never struggles with that beyond accidentally ruining his dad and one cat.

(He could take over the world with that.)

BUT, I also think it’d make sense that he would have some dysmorphia because the shapeshifting may indicate a fluid internal identity, but he can’t just shift on a whim whenever he likes - he needs to wear the one face the majority of the time. That might cause him to get antsy.

This boy can fit -slaps roof of car- so many interpretations.

But more than gender dysphoria propagating body dysmorphia I feel like he’d have body dysmorphia because he’d be acutely aware his appearance has set him apart.

I don’t think he’d be comfortable wearing revealing clothing in part thanks to that, and he also strikes me as a body-private person. His sense of othering was so acute that he fucked w/the human genome just to fit in better, but how many pink-haired people do we see in Saiki k who aren’t Saiki? How many people do we see whose hair colour doesn’t match their eye colour? Saiki is still in the minority despite his best efforts (#maincharactersyndrome), and the devices he wears to accommodate his special needs make him stick out more, forcing him to rely on a level of mind-control that in turn forces others to believe there’s nothing abnormal about his appearance.

I think that’d really fuck with a person tbh. Not only is Saiki honestly somewhat infringing on people’s free will a bit willingly and knowingly, but I don’t think he likes to lie? He both fears and wants to tell his friends about his ESP, it ties him up in so many knots that we get this expression when he’s readily accepted in an alternate timeline.

It’s hard to say whether or not he even realized that was a source of anxiety for him because Saiki DOES lie. A lot. Including to himself.

Honesty is not a privilege he’s allowed.

But he also values honesty and people who are honest with others. He values it so much that he gives Teruhashi her oh wow when she vows to be true to herself.

He values it so much he’ll justify everything to himself just to maybe not twist himself into an extra knot. He values it because he wants to be a good person. 

Thanks to that conflict of his needs butting up against his values, he probably doesn’t think he’s a good person. More to the point he believes he’s not even human. I’d not hesitate to tie that full circle to body dysmorphia. Saiki is acutely aware that he is Other. He’s learned that Other = Unsafe which = Bad.

Saiki’s natural instincts to chaotic good are stifled by what he thinks is the best decision to be Good, which is to be lawful good, which is to say he’s of the opinion that Same = Safe = Good.

Yknow. Masking. It really drives against his natural inclinations, and he’s honestly not very good at it.

(Now that’s what I call... leaning into it ohohohobut no seriously what is he doing hes like an inch away from her face aa;sdf.)

I do tend to write/draw Saiki gnc often (like, the first opportunity basically) because the dichotomy between his dgaf attitude (natural -> “i’m insulting you. you’re garbage.”), his DO gaf attitude (stifled, buried -> “i guess i actually do like troublesome things”), and his dgaf attitude (NOT natural, forced -> “i only interfere when it affects my directly”) and his DO gaf attitude (not natural, not talented at it either -> “i’ll be checkmated by social convention!”) in combination with the

-gestures- the gender of it all

is just delightful for me and a ton of fun to explore (ntm a great outlet for my own -kicks it- gender stuff. ...what is that is that a hai-).

But Mr. Kusuo “I'll be checkmated by social convention!” Saiki is difficult to inspect in a vacuum, which requires the view of the other and how that may or may not impact, repulse or attract

many of whom I’d say have been socialized that those social conventions are rather more ingrained than his.

SO. EVERYONE ELSE? HCS.

(Ou a rainbow flag)

Saiki abides by them by necessity of safety, but he does engage in them critically and will rewrite them if he’s motivated enough. (Said it before but the HC here is sex-repulsed biromantic asexual and masc-leaning genderfluid)

Kaidou flaunts them because he loves himself more (but not in front of his mama) but doesn’t really *question* things. So where he’d express his gender and gender identity would probably be dependent on the house rules he grew up with. He’d probably find freedom in GNC fashion so he stands out even more, but if he’s brought up with cis and hetnormative values like a lot of people are, it might not even occur to him to think outside of those spheres on account of he does buy into scams pretty easily, and when it does it’d probably happen with a lot of intrigue and possibly fear depending on what his home life is like. (My vote is for demiboy w/Kaidou and I tend to see him as bisexual and VERY FLUSTERED about it al;sdkf)

Kuboyasu tries to learn a new set of them to live the life he’s decided he wants to live, and only questions them from a self-conscious, insecure of himself perspective. That said he seems to strike a balance between both codes with alacrity, so I’d put him down as a socially motivated individualist who’s found a ‘best of both worlds’ approach.

(YEAH HE IS)

As a born and bred delinquent, the social norms in relation to sexuality and gender were probably different than a ‘normie’, as a lot of that culture stems from eschewing those norms in favour of independence, free thought, and aesthetic - but usually, only to a point, he absolutely has definitive values and some of those values are gendered.

“Never going back on your word is what being a man is all about. Keeping your promises...that what it means to be a real man.” in addition to “How can he call himself a man, chasing skirts all day. Thinkin bout nothin but women all day...you wouldn’t catch me doing that shit.“, the latter of which seems to imply that a ‘real man’ should ‘be above’ getting distracted by sexual attraction.

The Espers also didn’t allow female members,

and he seems to believe that women are not to be underestimated. It’d not be unreasonable to assume that in the world of gang wars where mfw attraction is a majority, a woman would use her sexuality as a tool to gain power, kick-ass, etc. He does not hesitate to view Mera as a force to be reckoned with. That said, he gets along well enough with girls and seems to drink his respect women juice, so I’d say he’s been conditioned to view sexuality itself as the issue, not the object of attraction, hence his disdain for people who are. uh. Toritsuka.

However, certain demographics attract certain demographics and gang wars are harder to accomplish in small population centers. I don’t think it’s unlikely Kuboyasu grew up in a city, which would by merit of its population likely have more resources for lgbtq+ folks - something which is correlated with a higher likelihood of coming out in this older paper. My assumption is therefore that he would not only have been taught some method of inclusivity and that his community, while the Espers excluded women, probably didn’t gaf about heteronormativity. His ideals of manhood could trip him up when it comes to gender, but those values seem to be based on internal qualities like ‘keeping your promises’ and not being Toritsuka instead of things like appearance and may even include what a person is packing downstairs. Which is to say I’d like to think he’d probably be on that ‘trans men are men die mad about it’ bus but he might still trip up thanks to his gendered values.

He’s a determined learner, though, so if it means living up to his ideals of what kinda man he’d like to be (honest, hard-working, a mentor, a protector, a lover of motorcycles) he’ll do his homework and get better. He doesn’t tolerate people acting like trash in front of him after all, and he holds himself to those standards.

(This one seems to really like being a guy :D He might not mind? Wearing a skirt? But if someone misgenders him they’ll probably catch a fire extinguisher to the head. No strong HCs on his sexuality just that I prefer him in a pairing w/Saiki uwuw)

Teruhashi is simultaneously rewarded by them and dehumanized by them and obeys them rigidly - to her detriment. she’s so determined to be the perfect pretty girl as the source of her self-worth that she probably won’t let herself question anything like ‘do I have comphet? or. compcis?’ because it’d destabilize not only her entire sense of self but by not being the perfect pretty girl she thinks she’ll let down the entire world. Probably couldn’t gaf about anyone else, though, as long as she’s queen supreme - like if Imu came out to her she’d probably only be relieved because Imu had a ‘crush’ on Saiki once so it’d be less ‘competition’. I expect she’d be openly supportive of inclusion to a somewhat shallow extent because she likes to be seen as nice, but she wouldn’t think about it that hard. (TBH a genderqueer Teruhashi would be >0 so >0 cool AND make so much sense, “I have to be the Perfect Girl!! OR I’LL DIE -surviving based on the validation of others-” yo that sounds like coping w/something....honey whats going on in there...is it compcis......and yeah comphet too)

(..........t4t?)

Yumehara is mischievous but does not question norms much (unless it’s to ask why she hasn’t gotten any screentime lately) and does her best to conform to them. She loves romance, she loves cute things, so if it’s cute and romantic I don’t think she’d care. The only sticking point with her is that she’s a tryhard. She wants attention from her crushes, and to be thought of as cute very very much (which, fair) and has an entire list of methods to get it like she’s...

Hmm...Studied methods? Maybe because they don’t come naturally to her and further given the methods she’s studied and how much she loves romantic things, probably learned them from romcoms, maybe like a person who has no internal measure of what’s considered desirable beyond “I like cute things!”, so had to learn everything from the outside, and whose attraction to boys starts off like it was read from a romance novel (”eyes like a prince” eh) but develops over time into an infatuation based on ‘someone finally thinks I’m cute! I want to be with that validation all the ti-wow he’s. he’s a really sweet person...’ like I like to think an aesthetic and romance-attracted asexual LOL But given she’s soaked up her knowledge of the rules about things she cares about through probably movies and books (where else would smelling a girl’s hanky be desirable I mean that's some Edward/Bella level stuff) which generally feature only sexual attraction between couples that’d be a blind spot. However, since she’s romance obsessed I don’t doubt that she has a massive yaoi and yuri collection to go with the het stuff tbh, and has gained more. uh. ideas from that LOL

She has body dysmorphia. |: It might be Saiki’s fault.

(Sex-positive biromantic asexual!!! Proooobably a girl. -Squints-)

Satou probably wouldn’t even realize aspects of himself are a result of his socioeconomic status and he’d fully take social norms for granted. If he knows about gay stuff he wouldn’t expect it to apply to him (smthn smthn ‘straight’ as default ‘male’ as default ‘cis’ as default smthn smthn) and probably would have a very general understanding. He seems like a really nice guy though so I don’t think he’d be mean about it. (HC - whatever is normal for the story kekekeke)

Saiko’s sexuality and gender are whatever is the best. His social convention is money.

Nendo doesn’t know what the unwritten laws of society are (and is probably the happiest character in Saiki k for it lbr)

Mera would eat them for lunch. (-points- Aroace agender.)

Aiura is an individualist whose moral code, like Saiki's, just so happens to line up with what’s socially accepted as moral for the most part. But like. If this girl isn’t read up on feminist and lgbtq+ literature and if her social circle doesn’t contain queer people I’d. Be really surprised. tbh.

She’s not only open-minded but values the ability to be one's self like. A lot. I really don’t think she’d have any patience for bigotry, even if she does generally have a LOT of patience. NTM she’s shown to be pretty self-actualized and has probably by and large sorted out her own identity, what it means to her, etc, and would want to help others do the same. She’s canonically sexually active, canonically aware of what she wants from a partner, is canonically attracted to boys and Teruhashi, and is proud of all of that and herself. She’s got the self esteem and self love thing down pat and she knows what she wants.

(HC girl, bisexual)

Toritsuka. uhm. well. I don’t know if I’d call him a free thinker when his dick is in the driver's seat and his greed is holding the map, but. I mean. he might develop the ability to think critically, like. eventually. when he stops being like. seventeen in the worst way a;ldkfj

And, ofc, Akechi couldn’t give two shits about that which doesn’t suit him and probably knows more about the above people than they know about themselves. Idk where I’d stack him on the bingo card tbh other than ‘probs not straight’  but thats just my default setting a;lskdf and ‘his mind was literally blown by Teruhashi’

Imu is a lesbian. Canon comphet stronk, no headcanons about it.

Anyways it’s just fun to take that all together I think like

hmmmmm what would they think of each other, their reactions, how would it evv and flow...................................

ok done now.