#alexander mcdonald/stephen stanley

[sailon-ishmael]

I’ve never written a fic before and it’s been a good long while since I’ve written any narrative prose but insomnia and brainrot are a helluva combo, so here’s 1.5k words of disgustingly fluffy-slight hurt/comfort-McDonald/Stanley-survive AU for anyone interested. Maybe I’ll post on ao3 eventually but I’ve never done that before so I’m not sure yet.

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Be the Blanket for My Bones

(CW: slightly suggestive but nothing explicit. Nudity? Discusses past injuries, past canonical suicide attempt, scars, some internalized ableism)

Stephen slips out of sleep and into a hazy awareness. The sunlight shining through the window pricks at his eyelids, the curtains left open in their haste the previous night. He shivers slightly, his skin bared without even a sheet to cover him. But a familiar warmth emanates from the other side of the bed.

He senses the weight and heat of Alexander’s body, motionless save for the slight rise and fall of the mattress as he breathes.

Stephen chances a cracking open of one eye, too tempted by the promise of the sight of his love mussed in sleep. He is not disappointed.

With one arm tossed above his head and naked as the day he was born his lover resembles a sculpture of a Greek youth, like one might see scattered throughout one of the museums that Alexander often insists on dragging him to. (He would never say this aloud though, it’s far too sentimental and besides Alexander would scoff at the idea that he could still resemble anything close to a youth. And yet, he does).

And draped over his torso and legs is the evasive sheet they’re meant to be sharing. Since the very first time they shared a bed, Alexander has made it his habit to assert sole custody over any blanket, sheet, or covering they might have begun the night wrapped up in together. But Stephen doesn’t mind. While his partner still struggles to shake the cold of those long years in the ice, Stephen finds he prefers a slight chill to the possibility of being engulfed in a heat that reminds him of— well.

He is warmed now though. The sunlight that bathes his skin is gentle, caressing his skin with a heat so unlike the flames that had burned his skin that night when he fell headlong into the pit of his own despair.

The scarred patches of his skin feel tight as always, but there is no pain today.

He studies his lover for a moment, opening his other eye, but he doesn’t move yet. He doesn’t want to jostle the bed and disturb his slumbering Adonis.

Alexander’s thick hair is egregiously tousled as always, bits and pieces flopping over his forehead in a way that makes him look painfully young, despite the fact that both of them are closer to sixty now than they are to fifty. The sun glints off the edges of his hair, giving it a coppery sheen. A small purple bruise is illuminated on his shoulder, further evidence of the previous night’s passions.

The sheet hangs low enough that Stephen can see the rough line of scarring left by Mr. Hickey’s one act of heroism. It’s not a pretty scar; the stitches were hastily done by Mister— no, Doctor Goodsir (Stephen had promised he would at least try, for Alexander’s sake he will always try), who had done his best considering the circumstances.

But Stephen can’t even bring himself to criticize the amateurish stitching like he usually would. It’s existence means that Alexander had survived, that Alexander is still here beside him, and that they had escaped their frozen hell together.

Before he even realizes what he’s doing, Stephen brushes the top of the scar lightly with just the back of his hand. He holds his breath as Alexander shifts slightly, curling in towards the touch. But his eyes remain closed, still asleep. Stephen slowly follows the raised line down with the tip of his index finger, tracing this lifeline that tethers the soul he holds most dear to this wretched earth, to his own wretched soul.

Suddenly the back his neck prickles with the feeling that he is being watched. He shifts his gaze up and meets Alex’s open eyes, hazy with sleep but sparkling slightly with amusement.

“Reminiscing?”

Stephen masks his embarrassment at having been caught with a slight shrug, going to withdraw his hand. But before he can make his retreat, Alex catches his wrist with a gentle but firm grasp. He lays Stephen’s whole hand back on the scar, his flat palm spanning almost the whole length of the mark.

“I didn’t say that I minded,” he murmurs.

Alex doesn’t remove his hand entirely, but he loosens his grip as he begins his own exploration where his fingers circle Stephen’s wrist.

The flames had licked up almost the whole of his right arm, as well as the right side of his neck and face. The skin there is shiny pink and twisted, healed now forever marred. It was only the quick thinking and action of Mister Collins and Mister Bridgens that had saved him. (In tackling him to the ground and dousing him completely with snow, the second master and steward had come away with scorched fingers and singed hair for their troubles. Stephen considers that a fair price all things considered. Stephen has chosen to be thankful rather than resentful. He has found gratitude to be an easier pill to swallow than forgiveness).

Their actions, along with Hickey’s, had miraculously spared the rest of the crew of any serious casualties, except of course, for Alexander. (That is one area where Stephen may never be able to forgive himself, even though Alexander has never said a word to condemn him).

Alex’s fingers trace the swirls of scar tissue that spider up from Stephen’s wrist. The sensation is slightly dulled but pleasant. Like the man himself, Alexander’s hands are always perfectly warm, everything about him designed to put people at ease.

Stephen’s eyes slip shut under his lover’s ministrations. He feels the thump of Alex’s beating heart under his palm, the gentle rhythm combined with the sun’s warmth lulling him back into a daze of near-sleep.

His reverie is broken suddenly when Alex speaks., “You are so beautiful.”

Stephen's eyes snap open. He tries to mask the despair by letting out a scoff he hopes comes across as disbelieving. He curls the hand on Alexander’s chest into a fist, attempting to push himself away but his lover refuses to release him.

“I mean it, Stephen. I wish I could draw you like this, show you how you look through my eyes. Then you would see all that I see.”

“I can see my scars well enough in the looking glass, Alexander. I know full well what I look like.” Stephen sighs, but there is no bite to his words as the only feeling he can muster is tired resignation.

Alex moves suddenly towards the middle of the bed, rolling over onto his front so that the line of his body is pressed against Stephen’s. The sheet twisted about his legs is only barrier between their skin. He runs his left hand over the cratered landscape of Stephen’s right side, insistent and soothing in equal measure.

Despite himself, Stephen feels the tension go out of him as his body can’t help but relax under Alex’s loving touch.

“Beautiful. You look beautiful. How could this body be anything but perfect to me? Yes, even— no, especially, these scars. They show me that you survived, my darling, that you’ve healed.”

Stephen shudders out an exhale, unsteadied by his love’s words. No tears come to his eyes, of course, he probably couldn’t cry even if he tried. But the strength of Alex’s devotion still surprises him even after years of relentless affection.

Stephen unfurls his hand and slides it up Alex’s chest, over the bite mark on his shoulder, up his neck, and into the thick warmth of his lover’s hair, leaning in to kiss lips still soft with sleep. It is a chaste kiss, but he pours as much affection and burning gratitude into it as he can. Even if he still can’t quite accept the words to be true for himself, he wants Alex to know that he treasures them. He pulls back slightly to look at his love, finding all his feelings reflected back in warm hazel eyes, so unlike his own icy blue ones.

He glances down between them at Alexander’s scar and before he can hesitate, dips his head down to press a kiss there too. Alexander inhales sharply, a small gasp escaping his lips. It is not one of pain, though, so Stephen does not pull away, pressing a line of kisses along this closed seam.

Alexander’s hand comes to rest on the nape of Stephen’s neck, his fingers gently carding through the sparse hair at the back of his head. With each small kiss he tries to pour out the thoughts in his mind: This scar is beautiful to me too. You are beautiful to me. I’m so happy you are here with me. I’m so happy you’re alive.

When Stephen pulls back and looks at Alexander’s face again, there is a slight sheen in his eyes and a dimpled grin spreading across his mouth. Crow’s feet crinkling in the way that he adores.

“I do love you so, Doctor Stanley.”

Stephen leans in and folds himself into Alexander’s arms, their bodies wrapping around each other until they’re as close as two people can be without climbing totally inside one another.

He feels Alexander’s breath blow across the side of his neck and burrows his face deeper into the sweet sleep touched smell of his skin, resting his head in the divot of his shoulder.

“And I you, Doctor McDonald.”

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Endnotes:

If you read this far, thank you! I’d love to hear your thoughts :)

Title is from “Slip Into Your Skin” by Patrick Watson

[cinematicnomad]

THE TERROR ▸ mr. goodsir // dr. goodsir

[tsarjozinzbazin]

a wonderful family photo <3

[djdolleyes]

part 2/?

[littleguy-pi]

no I won’t elaborate

[hacash]

‘Being at the club would fix me’: the Terror version

Fitzjames: Knows going to the club would fix him, goes to the club and immediately comes to the conclusion that yes, this has fixed him. (It’s usually some sort of gay club but let’s not read too much into that.)

Franklin: Knows going to the club won’t fix him, doesn’t want to go to the club, goes to the club anyway when his men invite him (and they always do).

Crozier: No amount of money could persuade him to go to the club.

Goodsir: Knows going to the club won’t fix him; everyone else knows going to the club won’t fix him so they don’t bother to ask. Attempts to be fixed by a long refreshing nature are so far going well.

Little: Thinks going to the club would fix him, is in the club for all of ten seconds before realising nope, this isn’t working either.

Dundy: Thinks there’s nothing about him that needs fixing by the club, is at the club most nights anyway.

Hodgson: Well, he’d rather be at a cool little cocktail bar, but if his lads want to be at the club he’ll happily join them. His is a Mai Thai please, heavy on the Mai.

Irving: Does he have to go to the club? Please don’t make him go to the club. He doesn’t see why he - oh, is this the club? It’s not quite as good as that drag brunch last week, everyone there was awfully friendly, but he can manage the club, thanks.

Jopson: What would fix him is being Crozier’s designated driver home from the club.

Blanky: Somehow knows every bartender at the club and always gets served first. No one knows how.

McDonald: First at the club, always.

Stanley: When he discovers who got him to the club someone is going to suffer for it.

Gibson: As long as the club has a drink strong enough to make him forget his ex, he’s there.

Tozer: No, he’s not going to the club, he’s damn well going to stay here watching sports at the pub like a normal person, thank you. Somehow winds up at the club with the rest of the Marines having the most fun out of any one of the crew.

Hartnell: Has absolutely nothing about him that the club needs to fix, but will still be there if his mates are. Usually the person fetching water for everyone to avoid hangovers in the morning.

Hickey: Has been banned from the club.

[earthshine-moon]

Can we just take a moment to appreciate that the marines and doctors coordinated their costumes for the carnivale

The Kings and The Clowns

I feel like there’s a deeper meaning to the costume choices but I’m too tired to think of one rn

I can’t find a clear shot of Tozer wearing the crown but he is in the Heather scene (top right). And there is another guy wearing the king costume as well but it wouldn’t have been symmetrical if I’d put him on here too

[mxdzin]

CALLING ALL TERRORHEADS AND SURGEONS ENJOYERS IN PARTICULAR ‼️‼️

@iwantoseeafrigatebird & i are planning on running an event dedicated to our beloved doctors but we wanna know what people would be interested in first

pls share this with anyone who could be interested!! mwah <3

[asparklethatisblue]

McStan attempts at romance

[iwantoseeafrigatebird]

so.. the terror & erebus surgeons, but as birds! (ok if u've ever had a conversation with me for more than 5 sentences u know bringing birds to the function is abt the only thing i do.

goodsir: crested myna

stanley: northern gannet

peddie: lava heron

mcdonald: great horned owl

[hmstartnell]

Rating the cold boys on their likelihood of believing the olive theory

If you don’t know, the olive theory is that in every pair of soulmates, one hates olives and the other loves them

Fitzjames: 10/10. He’ll never admit it out loud but he secretly believes it solely because he hates olives and Crozier loves them

Crozier: 2/10. He tells James it’s a load of crap. He tries not to believe it but he can’t quite get it out of his head that if it’s true, it’d mean that him and James are definitely soulmates (which he already knew but still)

Tozer: 1/10. Gives the judgiest side eye ever to anyone who admits to believing it. The one is because I think there’s a tiny possibility he would believe it if he had a reason to (*cough* Heather *cough* Irving *cough* what? who said that?)

Little: 4.5/10. Deep down, he’s a hopeless romantic. He wants to believe it. He really does

Goodsir: 193764892938/10. Not so deep down, he’s a hopeless romantic. He believes it with every hair on his fuzzy little cheeks

Stanley: 0/10. Doesn’t know what it is and doesn’t want to

Gibson: 48/10. As soon as he learnt what it was, he asked Hickey if he liked olives. He said he did and Gibson forced himself to stop liking olives so they could be soulmates

Hartnell: 8.5/10. Another hopeless romantic. He has no evidence to go off so he doesn’t fully believe it. But in the safest, warmest place of his heart, he knows… he knows… it’s true

McDonald: 0/10. Knows that scientifically it can’t be possible and will explain why to literally everyone except Goodsir (and Little but that was only after he tried once and it almost made him cry)

Hickey: -1864749207363/10. Does not. At all. Bullies anyone who does (except his Billy)

[sailon-ishmael]

First fic for my @theterrorbingo card! To fulfill the prompt “Come Eating”. Rated E as you can imagine lol and ofc it’s McDonald/Stanley

[theterrorpinup]

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[tsarjozinzbazin]

FINALLY i found someone who loves doctors your art is amazing THANK YOU SM for drawing these sillies

I really love how you draw mcdonald and goodsir they're my favourites and you get their appearances and characters so right omfg

HII IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKE THEM

I wish more people loved them, they are pookies!

[brainyraccoons]

NEW TERROR STICKERS DROP!!

🌟 cathedral Macca

🌟 pudding Stanley

🌟 pinup JCR (trans if u squint...)

get them while they're hot!!

[erulasse23]

I am halfway through The Terror (yes I’m watching it for charles edwards shut up) and i do enjoy it a lot. My questions are:

1. what are everyone’s favorite ships

2. what are your must-read fic recs

thank youuuu 🙏