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I've had Telephone by Lady Gaga stuck in my head all day....juniper beam
#i would love to do something similar to that walten files animation with him to that song lmao#also my friend saw me draw it and she said 'youre starting to draw like that ieytd artist'#and gene if you're reading this. you are that artist IM SO SORRY#sobbs into my hands. im impressionable#alas. mb#ughhh no main tags...not too happy with the pose i was feeling it then i stopped#[words words words]#[agent moose's art]
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One guy. Er, I mean two, no, no! Four, four completely different guys, no correlation between them, no sir! Started this around same time as this KID one. It should be same style proportion-wise. As I was messing around for fun/on purpose of finding something that more cartoony? simpler in flow? Anyways, the design/style notes/thoughts under the cut, I did put lots of my exhausted braincells into Kaito/KID difference
Overall style inspos: 1) "I need to think of Sonic but like more human-y" 2) Miho Shimogasa (PPGZ/Kaito Joker/BatuSpi Toppa Bashin) 3) PSWG and SPvsW lol kinda, just from my head how I remembered em though
>Cone and Shin: Originally wasn't planning on putting shadows in his eyes, but without em he's straight up "People with blue eyes" meme. Creepy too much. Neat and sharp a bit. Cone is a pain to size correctly. I think I kinda got it right? But maybe he should had been just tad taller? You never know if he's like 95cm or 1m and something Side note, but Cone's shoes really make me think of Sonic's- >Shin and Kaito: Neat and bit sharp vs more laid back and messy. Also more puffy/round on corners? I basically want him to have puffy sleeves/sleeves that got some volume to em because it fits the magician in my eyes. Adds to hands/arm movement Also Shin's eyes of more your blue/dark blue shades, while Kaito's of blue-ish purple That's to say, I imagine/think Shinichi is the one who hunches more, while Kaito is the one who tends to lean back a bit/keep posture mostly straight (if he ain't sleeping in class lol) >Kaito and KID: Kinda pathetic and messy vs your perfect phantom thief. More shadowy/half-closed eyes vs "oh he's bright awake and ready to go stupid go crazy". Some guy vs the charisma itself. That's to say, shadows cover Kid's visible eye most of the time. And he also has that grin...or his mouth hidden at all. His hair appears bit more fluffier and neater, too. I also tried to keep that juxtaposition with Shinichi of "more sharps vs more round" with him as well. Overall, I like the thought of what if Kaito was more loser in canon, as in less people in school liking him, pitying for his family situation, etc, no entirely of course, because it's simply him, but feel it be more fun in contrast with Kid (and Shinichi) Also, for Kid's cape...just didn't felt like drawing it here, you can excuse me, right?
I think that's all I have to say, but if there's anything ya wanna point out/hear, please ask away!~
#dcmk#detective conan#magic kaito#kaitou kid#kaito kuroba#kudo shinichi#edogawa conan#mecha's shitty doodles#anyway uh if anyone wants to ref those either for style or just to color pick the palette go ahead#also my friend said this style made her think of those old vns from saturn/psx/pc engine of that time and it makes me happy#i'd love to try and mb do some fakescreenshots in that style...if i know how </3 and also what plot to put there#alas i am not good of a writer
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wanted to draw Berry's parents, figure out which features he took from who X)
his dad is some captain and mom works in grain distribution or something idk trading and stuff. Mother is defenetely taking more leading role in family buisness and politics, while father prefers to just do what she says or escape into his field of work. Berry usually didn't have enough balls to rebel much against his family
around 9 years ago when Blueberry(who didn't even have this nickname yet) was afraid to come out to his parents and was already having hard times after breaking up with his girlfriend(mb someday ill write more about it lol), and then his parent's decided to arrange marrige of him and some older dude, who Berry couldn't care less about, and THAT was a breaking point when Berry decided to hit da bricks <:v
he never contacted his parents or ex after that - first he was afraid to be tracked down and caught... but later on as years go by he is never sure that either of them would like to hear anything from him at all, after his run away. He thinks they rightfully hate him
but he still would like to know how are they doing and to know they are still alive...
bonus:
#blueberry#lumeris#sci-fi#scifi#he mostly regrets about loosing contact with his ex bc despite everything they broke up on more or less good terms#and he wants to know how is she#and he knows he made her worry#but alas#mb they'll meet someday... maybe#my art#my oc#SCUM AND VILLAINY
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I like it here a lot - mikalbridges, March 12, 2023 Brooklyn - Yasiin Bey A Burst of Light - Audre Lorde
#baby weave lmao#all i wanted was some damn night photos of the bridges FACING BROOKLYN#and google was just i KNOW all you want is that dumbo shot. and i was like no thanks#alas#happy regular szn day#mikal bridges#mb
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its really stupid how many atla gifs I can't share bc of tumblr's file size limit 😔
#i make them in premiere pro instead of photoshop (the most common method i think)#they come out looking rly good but the file size is massive#and even compressing them a fuck ton doesnt get all of them down to tumblrs 10 mb size limit#theres a rly cute one of aang that i've been trying all morning to to size... alas
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did she specifically make 34 versions of TTPD because shes 34 years old
#barry.txt#taylor swift#also to make money and keep her char position long term obviously but she can never just make money it has to be some numerology bullshit#what a swiftian concept#her relationship to capital and product as an aspect to her art is endlessly interesting to me#also how she sells every album like its gonna be the last one before everyone gets sick of her and her career ends forever#she sells like its the end of the world. mulling. whatever#if she drops another fucking varant then this post means nothing#this is maybe the most interesting headspace that taylor has ever been in during an album cycle and i hope it gets less interesting soon bc#honestly i am a little worried for her#and also a little sick of her shit. She needs to get out of the eras tour/career second wind bubble that shes been in for like 3 years now#im glad that leaving bmr means shes not trapped in the strict 2 year album to tour cycle that she was in technically until rep#but actually until the pandemic forced her to stop bc rep was 2017 tour was 2018 and lover was 2019 w loverfest being 2020#but i hope she knows that that doesnt just mean dropping multiple projects a year but also...not dropping anything for a bit#chilling...taking a breath...mb honing her directing skills on other artists MVs or short films before diving into a full feature projects#working on stuff and not releasing it. writing for other people. Enjoying a beautiful sunset etc#i just want her to enjoy life when she isnt charting#i always make a very simple post and then go crazy in the tags like this could just also be a post. alas
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btw I'm working on like a 20k kathony fic lmao
#are you wondering where this came from?#me too dude#its sitting at 18k rn but i think with finishing touches#and an actual finish#itll be like 20k#i wrote 18k yesterday because im sick#why is it always when i'm sick?#like just a absolute chunk#been a bit i know#and bridgerton fic is not what i expected to write nor what people probably expected from me......#alas#dunno where this came from but expect it soon ig#kate and anthony the only fictional heterosexuals (mb we cant say for sure) i care about rn for some reason#anyway its like a marriage of convenience au ish#i hope u will like it#xoxo#my first time writing regency??? fascinating#my jane austen class from college coming in clutch 🩷
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Appeasing the higher entity that wants me to suffer by reverting back to old unhealthy habits. Ofc. You’re right. My bad. My bad for ever gaining hope ahaha you’re right. I’ll just, go back into stagnation, right where you want me.
Or I guess where you can’t get to me. If I don’t have anything then you can’t take it.
Though it sure is such a carefully balanced tightrope that you force me to walk on!! Can never guess just how much good I can allow myself before you strip it away
Maybe you can’t get to me if I hide in the night. Maybe if I sleep through most of the day like I did before you won’t hurt me
#screaming into the void#screaming into the tumblr void#my only way of coping atp mb#sorry for being mentally ill ahaha#might delete these might not#probably wont#feel free to rb#ok to rb#if you want#relate to false quote idgaf#im aware I get poetic when i vent so#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#tw depression#tw depressive#tw delusion#delusion of persecution#persecutory delusions#tagging the last two just to be safe ik they dont quite fit what im yapping about but alas#asher's ramblings
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man i never even finished fullmetal alchemist but it for sure was part of my trans awakening
#mb ill get back to it sometime...could be fun#<- guy who doesn't watch shows voice#.txt#completely tangential but i have to accept myself and someone who doesn't watch shows. i would LIKE to be but alas#games and comics r so much easier for me to get into
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i need to draw themb.....all my f/os..... NOW

#but alas i have other drawing ideas n i haven't got alot of motivation to draw themmmm GRAAGHHH#fool rambles#and by no motivation i mean just drawing my f/os dhdjdh#i haaave some ideas though.... mb after i draw the other stuff i can try to draw smthn hrrrmmm
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If I could actually write my links meet au I would be unstoppable
#alas.#i have so many cool ideas that ive not seen before#and i would be writing feather in a way that matches his in game personality unlike all those “sky (because i cant think of a name)” people#mb's two am rambling
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i'll be your valentine's if you'll... 💘
#happy valentine's day#i tried my best#but i have had a very struggling disappointed and self-depricated 3 weeks or so now#that being said#i kept my word and it is what is#you're looking at someone who just recently started getting active again and is slowly motivating themselves to be productive#please don't be mean and body shame#it wouldn't let me add the gifs naturally because apparently the mb was bigger than 10mb so oof#this was the best i could do#i was like 70% hard. i couldn't get myself super hard my apologies. i really really made an effort to do so but alas#anyways#i feel like shit but whatever life goes on and this feeling won't last forever. getting back on track 👍🏽#i am going to be a-fucking-okay 👊🏽#😊😊😊#a rose colored tease#personal#🥀🖤#stay sexy y'all
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BOOk SIX GOOD!!!!!
#something something about mb gaining a collection of bots to help got me Crying#seriously how this author sets up what mb is gunna discover is SO WELL DONE#and always fuckin guts me#if i could draw robots.... that finale Moment I'd draw#maybe I'll try anyways#but alas now i have to wait until November :(((((#at least i get to dream more things about my fanbot while i wait :0
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I wish I felt better after the meeting I had tonight but I don’t. I was relying on it to reignite my motivation but I feel as shitty as ever.
I wish I’d been able to hire a PSW a few months ago as planned because I need the help so bad right now. But I can’t add a single extra stressful thing to my plate right now so it unfortunately needs to wait, ironically, til things are calmer and I’m functioning slightly better again. Which sucks. And defeats the purpose. I needed one most this winter.
#I had an interview lined up#she bailed last minute in a callous way#I had a major meltdown#I’ve never felt able to seek one out again since#fun times when someone is ‘trained and experienced’ in autism#cancels plans at the last moment with no kind of bridging or clarification or understanding#like if you understood how autism work you’d understand that what you did would dysregulate someone right into a meltdown#alas#I’m too afraid of people to try again#so instead I suffer#and have meltdowns that I cause myself instead#mb#aia
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Jensen Ackles' homophobia → Swedish-American lesbian Britta Lundin gets to reconnect with her heritage
#yes she's the 'im weird im a weirdo' riverdale scriptwriter if you don't remember how jackles got her on riverdale rewatch sarah z tjlc vid#HOWEVER. from there a swedish riverdale fan noticed her Very Swedish name in the credits and asked her abt it#and that fan then recommended her to apply to allt för sverige aka the great swedish adventure#which is a reality show in which swedish-americans learn abt their family histories and swedish culture and compete for a family reunion#alas Britta was eliminated in episode 4 but she said she was determined to return to Sweden in the future. love that for her#correction: I think it was the Destiel vid actually. mb#triple d.txt
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this is far from the most important thing to complain about but the illustrations are such a massive downgrade. why do they look so sterile and corporate. why are their faces so tiny.
#sorry to all mbs superfans. really.#the first book is probably my favorite book ever. i wanted this to be good so badly.#alas i am constitutionally a hater
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