#ako naman

[taongwalangchoice]

Ako naman.

Masayang makihalubilo sa kanila, lalo na 'pag ang panahon ay kakaiba. Walang hinto ang pagsabi ng "oo" kahit pagod na, itutuloy pa rin ang pagtawa kahit may pangamba. Ako naman.

Sa pagsara ng kurtina ng kaganapan, ang langit at lupa ay muli ka na naman pinagsakluban. Ang buhay na parang gulong, hindi ba maaaring magdahan-dahan? Ako naman. Oo.

Ako, ang taong pabaya, ang taong walang ibang hiniling kundi magpasaya. Wala eh, ganun talaga pag hindi mo nakasanayan isipin ang sarili kesa sa iba. Ako o sila, kayo o ako, hindi na dapat tanungin 'yan diba?

Kamusta na ba ko? Ako naman kaya? Wag na. Ganun din naman. Depresyon na pala ang aking natuluyan nang ako'y maligaw sa mga salitang "walang anuman". Ako naman.

Ako naman sana ang kamustahin, ako naman sana ang tanungin. Dahil hindi na alam kung ano pa ang dapat gawin, sa matagal na panahon na aking pasanin.

Ang aking ulo ay aking itutungo, at ang luha at lungkot ay pilit na itatago. Kasabay ng pag ngiti sa harap ng maraming tao.

Iiyak, tatawa, di ko na alam ang dapat na maramdaman pa. Sa kalungkutan na aking nadarama, gustong gusto ko na sumuko talaga. Ipipikit ang mga mata at hihintaying iwanan na ng sariling hininga, katulad ng pang iiwan na ginawa nila.

Sana sa pagkakataon na 'yon ay may makapansin. Na ginawa ko ang ang lahat upang hindi balewalain. Ginawa ang lahat para maging tunay at hindi alisin, ang mga ala-ala at ngit na aking inihain. Upang sa ganon, ako'y hihimlay at sasabay na lang sa hangin.

Salamat sa babaeng manunulat na naging basehan ko ng mga linya. Pasensya na kung may mga linyang saktong sakto sa mga kataga mo, sakto din kasi sa kwentong nais kong ihayag.

[skrimblo]

warmups

[kyonshi-8610]

こっち見んな笑

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[finnesse]

Monty just rushing to greet the parentals. See how Sasha doesn't wanna let him go I would too *sobs into hands*

Ohhh Josh getting smothered in hugs, catmin doing all the stops for my emotional support pookie ooh hugfest between my favs ( imma past out brb i want hugs too >:[ )

[klien2000]

Nvr p akez nagpost ng trad art here, so why naurt post diz 4 a change dba,,, eyy ka muna eyyy🤙🤙🤙

[amebelladonna]

Acheswan nation, hear me out...

So there's this word we have in Filipino called "ligaw" that can mean two things depending on which syllable to pronounce higher:

"LI-gaw" means "courtship"

And "li-GAW" means "lost" (like Acheron's sense of direction)

Anyways, take what will out of it and have a great day <3

[boba-beom]

good lord and the heavens above,,,,, that is where I am not going after the thoughts that are being thunk once looking at these photos and videos 😵‍💫

YEONJUN X FRED JEWELRY

[lost-oasis]

PWEDE AKO MAPAGHINGA??? MY GODS

[hello-ellesworld]

sunsets & me ü

[logan-points-at-sh1t]

🎊Big Time Rush's first Asian tour kicks off today, in Manila!🎊

[grvntld]

every time i look at these photos, i remember the feelings i was having right in this moment—i remember feeling like my most radiant self, which then makes me feel like i am my most radiant self now as well, even when im not really feeling like that at all 🥹🤍

i dont know, i guess these photos remind me to let moments be what they are instead of what i think they should be 🧚‍♀️💐 i mean, look at me in these photos; i look so at ease, happy, and even carefree, and i guess thats good enough for me—to know that ive experienced such bliss means i can and i will experience it again 💌✨️

[sunlit-mess]

hello! just want to say ur art is incredible!! 🫶🫶 i'm not an artist at all, but i really love the expressions, how soft it makes me feel looking at ur artworks, i just rlly cant put into words how i absolutely adore them 🫶

i'd love to buy prints from you if ure selling/decide to sell (i'm from the ph too!) 🥹 once i have stable income, i'll for sure commission you!!

hope you have a great day and take care always!

I'm as broke as you ( maybe even lower ) 👽 Thank u though hehe

[scarlet-rosefinch]

akemi and mizu truthers i need all of u pls BDHSABDHSADAS HOW MANY ARE WE

[klien2000]

Nagchichismisan habang nagwawalwal ang mga bebecakes natin,,, sana walang mag-maoy 🙏🙏🙏

[eumys]

also i cant block him cos hes a friend 👹 good thing is, wala namang pasok. and i rarely go outside. AND IM REALLY UNAPPROACHABLE ON CHAT AT THESE TIMES (i think im a red flag) BC MY NOTIF IS ALWAYS ON DND 😞😞😞 its not that im dry— i just really reply late asf

madadali tayo sa “can’t block him cos he’s a friend,” nak 🤜 kailan pa naging red flag ang self care via not being available sa chat (hala, what if red flag din ako). SINO BA SILA PARA PAGTUUNAN KO NG PANSIN ‘PAG WALANG PASOK (unless super duper important/groupwork sya) 😔

[natutulogpa]

delikado na ko miss ko na agad kalandian ko nakatambay lang ako sa convo namin habang hinihitay siya magreply tf di ko to branding nakakatanggal angas!