#i realized binabantayan ko yung sarili ko pag masaya ako tapos on some level tinatago ko pag masaya ako | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

grvntld · 6 months ago

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every time i look at these photos, i remember the feelings i was having right in this moment—i remember feeling like my most radiant self, which then makes me feel like i am my most radiant self now as well, even when im not really feeling like that at all 🥹🤍

i dont know, i guess these photos remind me to let moments be what they are instead of what i think they should be 🧚‍♀️💐 i mean, look at me in these photos; i look so at ease, happy, and even carefree, and i guess thats good enough for me—to know that ive experienced such bliss means i can and i will experience it again 💌✨️

#ive been keeping photos and videos of this day so close to my heart #i dont even know why hehe i guess i just feel vulnerable for a reason din whenever insee these photos of mine #i realized binabantayan ko yung sarili ko pag masaya ako tapos on some level tinatago ko pag masaya ako #kasi alam kong posibleng may nagagalit pag masaya ako #which is so messed up in itself like why may mga pipol na galit pag may nakikitang ibang taong masaya #like ano ba dapat ba lahat tayo living in despair?¿¿?¿?¿??¿ ehck #pero ayOrn nga sharing these photos now kasi parang nagbloom yung puso ko nung nakita ko 'to ulit #parang ang gaan and i look rlly rlly rlly happy here which i rlly rlly rlly was naman #like kaya nga ako umiiyak ngayon kasi naremind nanaman ako na keri at pwede ko naman hayaan yung sarili ko talaga sumaya #like di ko need iadjust or itago life ko or happiness ko ykwim #basta yun yOn okiE bbye mwAps #share ko rin to sa ig soon hehe panggap na lang kayo na first time niyo rin makita kung ig moots din tayo ha nyahahahhahahahahhaahhaha #cottoncandy #icecream

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