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I can't post this on main bc she follows me there. But I invited my friend and her bf on vacation to a cabin with me when I was drunk but now I regret it. Her and her bf always fight, and she's gotten into multiple physical altercations w bfs in my place in the past. I'm just worried, I think. We're going to be on an island, and if something gets out of hand... well, the cops can't get there easily (not that I'd want the cops there). I just can't deal with anger myself. I shut down even when it's not directed at me, and I wouldn't be able to deescalate the situation. Plus they always break shit :/
Idk what to do it feels too rude to uninvite them
#my shit#tw domestic violence#obviously domestic violence is bad#Its just not black and white when they're both the ones dishing it out#this is the best bf shes had and its still a shit show#ugh idk what to do#like she always swings first and then he just defends himself#and that doesn't make it okay#for either of them#ahhhh ughhhh#I just feel powerless to help because theres nothing I can do#and I dont want a situation on an island when everyone is drunk/high
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in all seriousness.. the things i’d let him do to me.. OMGG
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Screaming, crying, throwing up, pulling my hair-
#AHHHHHHHHHHHHH#HHHGGGHHH WHYYYYY#ARE PEOPLE PRETTYYYYYYYY#AHHHH PRETYY PEOPLEEEEEEEEE#SJHDJSBDH#AHHH#AKAHDFCUCF#UGHHHH >:l#JAGSISHS BROOOOO PEOPLE ARE SO GORGEOUSSSSS
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I shouldn't have looked at the news today. Honestly, I never felt second hand embarrassment so hard
They need to put Bidn in a home for the elderly and Tump into prison
#ahhhh imagine your ally calling you the name of your worst enemy and vise versa#ughhhh aahhhh#dying from second hand embarrassment here#on international tv no less#HOW IS THIS MAN STILL ALIVE#VENT#RANT#geopolitical nonsense#ugggghhhhhhhh
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#hhhhhh reread the flashback chapter i wrote w d/dirk and just hooh boy i love it so much ugh#im tempted to post it on its own but i want to save that bomb of a scene for the middle of the larger fic its in#just ughhhhhhh i love everything about how i wrote d#im going nuts bc i have been working on it since like december? ish? but the past couple months have been hell for me personally#fuck like i remember going thru an entire calendar of movie release dates for that historical year and found the perfect spot#to where it accounts for historical events and events in canon and has its own special date and how the release of the movie...#...effects how d managed to make it a success and just#fuck man i researched the hell out of that and only had to put one anachronism to grease a moment in it#like#this fic is so big for me and i am so scared that i wont finish it bc i have so many things planned out for it and so many ...#...annotations i keep adding to modify things i wrote earlier in it (which is why im not publishing any of it yet)#i want to share it w the world so fucking badly but i keep getting amazing ideas to weave in from an earlier point i already wrote#cries lol#ughhh this is why im so tempted to post the flashback as a standalone chapter/separate posting#but#i wrote it to match a scene from both the previous and next chapter so i dont wanna ruin that either#fucking writers block man ahhhh wish my life wasnt shit rn bc i need to finish it#tag edit: i used the wrong spelling of affects earlier lol#but yeah ughhhh so frustrated w life rn i have such bigger problems going on rn but#rereading my fave chapter kinda just made my day at least lmao#personal#vent#kinda i guess#delete later / /#maybe idk lol#ShitPost.exe#like this wip is over 33k words and its probably not even halfway done in terms of event points i want to happen in it lmao fml#all bc i wanted to make one punchline happen which happened a long time ago before i wanted to write all that backstory into the fic
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ugh really toying with the idea of running my own social media service but i wish i understood php or javascript or whatever better, i dont think im smart enough to do it ;-; its so cool though and the idea of continuing to use private companies products drives me nuts
#need#ahhhh >:(#i also like dont have friends who would really care to join :/#i dont understand modern web deisgn!!! there is too much happenin#and they arent built from a file like they were ughhhh#its so complicated#too complicated 4 me
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yukariiii yukari yukariiiiiiii
#i did 7/20#my god this sceneeee. the way mitsuru is like 'she wouldnt listen to me' WHEN 😭😭😭 AHHHH (STARTS RIPPING MY HAIR OUT)#they made lesbians reallllllllll#i love yukari so much this was the scene that cinched it the first time i saw it i think#the way you're trying to comfort her and she starts yelling at you like ughhhh best character of all time
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Everytime I think it's impossible to hate Joe Goldberg more he proves me wrong ajskdksmkgm I'm SO MAD
#this is the closest i get to hate watching something cause i genuinely enjoy this show#I JUAT WANT JOE TO GO TO JAIL OR STOP GOD WE WERE SO CLOSE#im genuine so upset about nadia and eddie no one talk to me i thought the little ones were safe ughhhh#is there another season then#please just let me get the satsifying conclusion i want ahhhh#netflix you#you netflix
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tagged by the wonderful @softwarmlight! <3333
tagging @breadgrl @mhtyr @sadspicychilli @candlesoul @diospyros and anyone else that would like to participate (only if you would like to)
#and UGHHHH i tried to verify my email here before but it didnt let me#so i have messages i havent replied to and lots of posts that i wanted to post replies on but it didnt let me for the longest argh!#anyway#i have a shit load of work to do but i really should do laundry tonight as im apparently meeting friends tomorrow.#even if those plans fall through i have got to return library books LOL#ok hope you guys are havin a happy april#and ahhhh this tag is so cute i love tag games
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tbh the only way i can describe my gender rn is girl but in a transgender way which makes no sense considering i’m afab lmaooooohelp
#like yes i know that’s wrong but idk#like i’ve said it before but i wish i was born male even tho i probably would consider myself mtf if i was 🤪✌🏻 so idk#would it be wrong to say demigirl if i’m afab?????#like still id as polygender/genderfluid as of now but ahhhh this is so frustrating#genuinely have been considering starting to use she/her pronouns again i’m so confused#like probably he/her/it#idk i’ve never liked they/them on me idk why#otherwise i’d probs say oh all pronouns are cool#ughhhh#😭😭 please no one take this the wrong way i’m just very lost in terms of identity rn#muddi thoughts
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@0blivion , "Save the sympathy. I'll be fine."
the words find ears, a look of incredulity coming across pale features. the demon laughs, unable to help herself. sympathy isn't something found in abundance for finleigh, especially not for the blonde before her. liv morgan was a sworn enemy, once a would-be catalyst for the destruction of her family. though she was young, she still remembers the anguish of her mother. she remembers her aunt's lust for blood ... her blood.
" ye' know, i thought the low point of m' day was going to be libby's overwhelming optimism but this takes the cake! " raucous cackling continues to bellow deep from the within depths of her own personal hell. digits move to pinch bridge of her nose. " ye' honestly believe i have any kind of sympathy ... for you? " voice darkening with demonic intent. it's been so difficult holding her true self back. a chilling expression finds countenance. she's going to kick the proverbial dog while she's down.
like the druids of old, gaelic incantation is whispered beneath breath and without even so much as coming close to touching her, she tosses her into the nearby wall. menacing is the nature of footsteps as she saunters forward, finally letting go only to get in her face. " after everything you've done to my family, you're lucky to be breathing. "
#0blivion#* . . . she is every bit hellfire and heaven alike | kayfabe.#* . . . fastest rising star of the red brand | monday night raw verse.#ahhhh listen I've been dying to get a chance to have finleigh use her power okay#there's so much i want to explore with it too ughhhh i'm so excited
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how did everyone allow 50 shades to have at least one banger per movie?
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June 28th
7/50 days of Productivity
Took a practice test today, score was really really not great. I’m attributing it to me being sleep deprived + not being able to focus fully, along with distractions all over the place and having to interrupt my exam multiple times.
Still, it’s the score I have and I’m still treating it as an *approximation* of my test day score, meaning I have a fire under my ass to really start studying. Im gonna plan to go through this exam + do some corresponding problems, get through my UWorld problems, catch up on Anki, and memorize everything I should have memorized for this exam to prep for next Tuesday. Wish me luck 🤞
#I’m taking a day off as well just not sure when that will be#should plan out my week tomorrow for a better idea#50dop#score really was horrid I’m trying to just accept it#and also keep in mind how awful my test taking conditions were#but still taking it as that push I need#ughhhh#ahhhh#I can do it 💪#need to up my hours per day for sure that’s the only way rn
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#ughhhh not ghost touch making my phone unusable ughh#i cant read ahhhh#i'll try to reset the battery and calibrate the touchscreen#hope it works#time to put my ''old'' technical skills to use XD
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Levi: "moan for me with that pretty lips you smile for the students. Ahh yes, if you want them to hear you, scream."
Thinking about professor reader and Levi rn...sneaking off between classes to bang in empty classrooms, catching glances with each other from across the halls...hell maybe even Dean Levi and Professor reader gjdjdhdbfhdnd
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