#ahhh i hope it works out well for you bb!!!!

[stxrmylxve]

Hi baby congrats on 150 lovey. Here's hoping you get more followers at a speedy pace. Can I get a Mikey x female reader with the phrase prompt help me out here... will ya. With a please and thank you. And congrats again baby

ahhh thank you bb! you deserve more than me tho <33 ofc I can do that!!

NOTES: Mikey x fem!reader, begging, you catch him jerking off

You had to work from home today, due to the weather, and you have been hearing unrecognizable sounds from near mikey’s office all day. You figured he was on a zoom, it was muffled afterall, so you thought nothing of it.

But when you heard your name, things changed.

Your name came out in a desperate moan, as if mikey, or whomever it was, was calling out for you.

Confused, you left your cleaning in the kitchen, due to being done with your work for the day, and patted over to the door of his office. You leaned your ear to the door, being careful not to make any noise, as you listened to the rustling inside.

There wasn’t very much any more, just a few groans here and there and a lot of heavy breathing. This slightly worried you, and being as oblivious as you were, thought maybe he was sick or injured. You opened the door, and obviously what you saw was not what you had invisioned.

There sat Mikey in his chair, head thrown back as he hair framed his wide eyes which stared at you, with his pants down to his ankles, along with his boxers, and a mess on his hand and the tissues near it.

“y-y/n!” he says, wipping his hands off as you stood there baffled. He tidied himself up and brushed it off, asking how your day went, but you could still feel the energy left in him with the aura of the room. It was still tense, and desperate.

“and-“

“do you need me so much you use your hand?” you question, eyeing his pile of tissues and messy desk.

“huh? oooo” he asks, avoiding the question as he brushes through your hair with his fingers.

”manjiro.” you say sternly, reverting his attention to the question as a blush forms on his cheeks.

“no.” he mumbles, looking away and tracing the wall with his eyes.

“mikey.” you say, lifting your tone, making him feel a little guilty.

“maybe.” he adds on, giving you the benefit of the doubt to look back at you, but when he did, you weren’t in front of him; you had left.

He saw you running towards the bedroom, returning moments later with no shoes on and a bright smile.

“sit down!” you call, averting off to the kitchen for something as he curiously sits down in his coated chair again.

You return with a small hand towel, setting it on the floor as you sit down on it infront of him. You lookup through your lashes in the process, the man leaned back as he avoids your gaze.

“get these off… geez.” you say, false annoyance coating your tongue as he stares down at you with a frown as he rests his head on his hand.

“why don’t you?” he repents.

“fine. then don’t.” you say, beginning to palm him through his pants with a frown.

Though it wss never spoken of, he had taught you well. All of the days sitting in bonten’s cramped offices for hours built up need, something he needed relieved there instead of waiting. This skill was something you learned quickly, and when you did it, he always saw stars.

You palmed him for a while, edging him just enough and then releasing the pressure, making him whine and protest every time. Eventually, you get “bored” and get up, walking out the door with a secret smile plastered on your face as his puppy-eyes watched you leave.

“Wait! Help me out here… will ya? I’m so close…” he pleads, making you turn on your heels to stare him down.

“Are you.. begging?” you ask as you crack a smile.

[solarwynd]

https://www.tumblr.com/solarwynd/753644440437080064/releasing-the-same-day-as-a-bp-members-new-single?source=share

Can't lie, armys are kinda useless right now. They love the idea of members continuously releasing but they don't have any fucks to give in actuality after week 1 even if they're competing with other fandoms especially now that they're all enlisted and we have such limited promo. The only hope one has is that Jimin has a great track record of making songs armys vibe to - they will not usually stream beyond a day unless they actually like it. If they end up loving the album though, that could fuel their competitive spirit.

Also to the anon that's worried about opps linking up, tbh it's not easy work to spend money or stream music even for fans. I doubt these people are doing anything extra for someone they don't even care about just because it harms Jimin. All they love doing is running their mouth on twitter and that's probably the extent of it. For skz, their endless variants are the only threat and for Lisa, the autoplay and playlisting she'll get. Unless they get some truly viral moment, based on history it seems unlikely we'll have to worry about them long term.

If skz decide to go the let's pollute the earth path and release a lot of versions, then a bb200 #1 will unfortunately be difficult. I can only hope BB might suddenly apply their anti-kpop bias with some handy filtering. They haven't so far but hope springs eternal (for me).

Also regarding 2 versions versus 3 - extra tools are handy and I desperately need Hybe to do their job but I'll always appreciate if an artist, when he has to choose between artistic sensibility and charts goes for the former. At least I know Jimin will never embarrass me as a fan with some transparent cash grab album or some empty music. Long term I think it's more valuable to build that kind of relationship with your audience and have that kind of reputation.

Lastly while I'm really hoping for some great debut numbers, the real lynchpin of Faces success was twofold - it's artistic merit that's acknowledged by almost all and it's lasting power. While Jimin is responsible for the former, I hope that longevity is our goal for Muse as well. The way Face and LC pulls streams more than a year after release with it's (comparatively) limited covers and remixes is actually amazing.

More than anything I'm excited to see what Jimins planned for his sophomore attempt. Will his pre-release be something experimental (for him) like last time? What kind of sound will he be going for? Can he live upto my frankly massive expectations built up after face? Are we all dead on about the 70s theming and how might that influence the tracks? Ahhh it's hard to wait for answers. New music in 10 days. That's crazy 😭

Very much agreed on pretty much all of this.

I’ve been thinking it to myself that armys have silently been waiting on some quality music from somebody, somewhere, to drop. They’re still churning out hit tweets about Like Crazy till this day. You’d be hard pressed to see an army wax on about prior releases the way they have about LC. You wouldn’t have even though Hobi dropped anything this year the way they don’t mention it. I have faith in my man that he’ll deliver, I do. Even if it doesn’t exceed Like Crazy I still believe it’ll be a good song.

Like I remember the estimates for FACE when they came out were like 105k-110k and we managed to bring it up to 164k by the end of tracking week when our competition at the time was Morgan Wallen and we had an almost 100k gap to bridge. I know we still didn���t beat him (atp it was an after thought cause Jimin got #1 on hot100 with LC 😭) but the work everybody put in back then? On level with a BTS comeback and although it was stressful it was still fun.

The #JIMINJIMIN and #MUSE hashtags on twitter have been trending for nearly 2 days now with 2M and 1.5M respectively, the interest is absolutely there. I also want longevity with MUSE cause to think LC will still be charting by the time the pre release come around is amazing. I don’t want MUSE to fall off quickly and I want it to be impactful just like FACE was.

If we could get more digital album versions (cause that’s really what it’s gonna take), I think we have a shot We’ll just have to see what MUSE’s estimates puts it at to gauge the effort we have to expend. I’m still first and for most here to enjoy the music cause I’ve been begging for it forever I don’t want charts to take up too much space. I think Jimin’s gonna be pulling from the people who inspires him in sound potentially. So not necessarily 70s but MJ, (and he’d actually do that man justice unlike the sorry attempts Hybe pulled last year 🥴) Neyo etc . and just genre hopping in general. But considering those two do a lot of RNB and pop, I’m really excited for it.

[gojonanami]

saaaab 🥹❤️‍🩹

just checking if you’re well in first place <3 how are you doing?

and also asking you if you can tell us some anecdotes of your writing :) like how your started with jjk fics, your first smut scene, your struggles, and everything around it! i really like your writing style and that’s why i love learn from those i admire and take as a model, hihi!

don't forget to drink water! (it's getting hot in paris btw 😮‍💨🫠 olympics games coming and nothing is ready 😭 government gonna pass on left-wing party so i can keep my hijab!! basically, macron dissolved national assembly so the right-wing party wanted to suppress some muslim rights like hijab wearing and other things but in the second round of vote THEY LOST! MWAHAHAHAHA! I’M SO HAPPY 😫💕 — sorry i start to talk too much 😭)

love uuuuu 💖

hi bb 🥹 this is so sweet - I’m doing well! Just tired lol. Looking forward to going to bed later 😭 but that’s sweet that you’re interested to even know about me 🥹😭

ok well I actually wrote my first jjk fic when s1 aired — it was the nanami fic I posted “no regrets’ but I didn’t post that until a while later haha. I didn’t start writing for this blog until around 236 came out and I had taken up writing to kinda escape my real life.

I had another fanfic blog and was considering just pivoting fandoms but my blog was in such a different fandom space I thought it was better to just use the side blog I made for jjk when s1 came out haha. my first smut fic was for a different fandom (star wars actually haha). that was interesting because I had never really written one before — well I had but never like what I consider actual smut since it was always super brief or just ‘fade to black’ style.

but my first one was for gojo. it was difficult to write because I have such imposter syndrome but I was happy with how it came out!! I love writing snarmy gojo :).

eh I always struggle with writing because I never ever think my work is good enough lol. I have a tendency to get too far into my head. It’s funny because it’s just writing fanfiction but like I love writing so much and it’s so much of a craft to me that it means the world when you all resonate with my work 💕🥹

ahhh you’re in Paris!! That’s so cool 🥹 oof it must be super packed because of the Olympics!! especially with all the river cleaning going on. ahhh I’m so glad babe!! That’s incredible news!! I’m so glad you were able to keep yours. also a very belated Eid Mubarak!! I hope you’re staying safe and having fun this summer — I love you 🥹💕

[kedsandtubesocks]

Erika!!! Happy birthday!!!! 💕

Can I join your bday party? I'll bring booze and/or hot chocolate! ☕🍾

I wanna play with stickers 💖 and take a good swing at the piñata🍬! (honestly any chara/dialogue works, but if you prefer my input, let's do bkg with "fuck off" (affectionate) lol)

Once again, happy birthday!!! I hope you have a blast!!! 🌷

SWEET LADY TIPH THE PARTY JUST GOT SO MUCH BRIGHTER CAUSE YOU CAME IN AHHH 🥹💕

Thank you so much for the well wishes and oh my goodness booze and hot chocolate you know me so well lol

✨I am so excited to play some party games with you✨

💖let’s get you a Pedro boyfriend babe

Before I could even try and picture any other Pedro boy with you dear Tiph this cowboy stepped right up and WOULDN’T LEAVE ME ALONE LOL but that’s Jack Daniels for ya, he knows what he wants and is confident enough to pursue. He’s a bit extravagant and seems cocky and flirty but it really is just a mask because underneath it all he’s actually earnestly sincere and loyal! You’re so kind and sweet and wonderfully funny that I know for a FACT he would be calling you his honeybee!! He’s playful and would keep you on your toes but also would fight all your battles in a heartbeat. This cowboy is gonna love you till the end of time Tiph!

🍬 Look! The piñata dropped a surprise!

Oh you picked such a good combo thank you 🥺

Bakugo + ‘fuck off’

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This is the time of the year when your and your pro hero boyfriend’s schedules begin to drift further and further apart. Some days you want to make the joke that you and Katsuki are the ships just pasting in the night.

He barely just crawled into bed as you began getting ready for work. You give him a soft kiss on his soft blonde hair peeking out from the mountain of pillows he’s burrowed into.

As you head into the kitchen to grab your things for the day, there on the counter sits a small collection of treats.

Your favorite warm drink along with a bowl of fruit and a pastry from that bakery you and Katsuki adore all wait to greet you.

Your heart melts.

“Ya heading out?” As if on cue, the gruff sleepy voice from Katsuki himself floats out from behind.

“Go back to bed.” You croak back softly.

“M’fine.” He mutters back. “Wanted to see you off.”

Your Katsuki is not one to write love in the sky or shout it from the rooftops. His love instead shines brightest in the quiet. You and him melt into each other’s embrace.

You warmly thank him for the treats.

“You better be careful,” you affectionately tease. “I might start falling more in love with you.”

“Fuck off.” He scoffs but you don’t miss the way he squeezes you tighter in his arms.

Yes, he truly does love in the undertones, in the unspoken and you cherish it all.

Sweet Tiph thank you again bb I’m wishing you a lovely rest of your day 🩷✨

[celestie0]

hey ellie! i hope you're doing well :). i saw your recent post and i just wanted to offer some support. your writing is truly exceptional; the way your words flow is incredibly smooth, and i'm consistently impressed with each new upload you share. your fics have this unique and captivating touch that keeps drawing me and many others back to your blog. i know you’re probably handling a lot with school, and i genuinely appreciate the time and effort you put into your writing. your dedication is shown in the quality of your work, and i want to thank you for sharing your talent with us!

i’m also incredibly sorry you had to deal with that rude anon’s ask. it's completely unfair and uncalled for. rude anons are so frustrating, and i know it must be tiring to deal with that all the time. they’re nothing but a bunch of touch-starved, horny freaks who probably smell like rotting fish. it’s literally your work, and nobody else should be telling you what to do with it. but the point of this whole message was to remind you that you are such a kind and wonderful person who deserves every single speck of support you get. i hope this finds you well!! sending lots of love and support your way 🩷🩷

hi my dear thanks u sm 😭❤️ it means sm to me, esp after yesterday n the kind of thoughts i was having ab my writing. i feel so energized n encouraged reading your words of support and it’s really my honor to share my works w u guys

ahhh yea i think it was just a combination of sooo many rude asks i’ve received like that. it was easier to deal w at the beginning, but i feel like w every fuckin time it happens i lose a piece of my author soul i swear lol idk if i just need to get thicker skin or sumn…im kinda fragile tho 😂😂

“it’s your work and no one should be telling you what to do with it.”

im sorry im just gonna highlight your words so my horny ask senders see that and weep 💀💀 bc you’re fucking right and honestly this is just the SIMPLE concept i wish they would understand lol

thanks so muchh bb you’re too kind to take time out of your day to send me this :”) i am accept all your love n support n i will use it in helpful ways 🤲🏼❤️ much loveee aaaaa

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

aww bby i’m doing well thank u sm for asking. my day’s been a lil busy cs i was finishing off some uni assignments (total bore if you ask me 🥱) nd i got a unexpected call from work bc they had an available shift but it’s a sunday so extra pay yay!! 😍😍 how’s ur day been lovely? hope you’ve had a great day so far. remember to take care of urself bb! 💞

BUT OMG ARI UR SO RIGHT ABT TOJI PULLING OFF READING GLASSES HSJSJSJ. i also feel like he’d pull off sunnies REALLY well especially in the summer. god i miss summer sm!! :(

AND AWWW UR SO INCREDIBLY SWEET BBY 🫶🏻🫶🏻 kid you not, i was shooting heart eyes at ur picrew of u nd geto cs it was soo adorable ahhh. AND OMG SUGU W GLASSES IN A NON CURSE AU WLD BE A DREAM 😻 hshshsh i love geto’s style so so much like hello?? got me droolin nd everything w those piercings nd tattoos n allat 🤤 AND OMIGOSH I CANT WAIT TO READ UR GETO DRABBLE AHH. i ❤️ tooth rotting fluff sm esp w sugu. cult leader geto is such a dream gahshsjs.

also can i just say that i LOVE interacting with you?? like ur so sweet and i always look forward to hearing ur responses. AHHH YOU JS MAKE MY HEART SWELL 🥹🥹 ++ to answer ur question btw, it changes from time to time and it’s never consistent but my current favourite is toji 😍 gojo’s a VEEERY close second tho but toji’s just so 😻😻😻 hsjsj i have no words. he’s so pretty boy coded rahhh like dilf! toji come my way 🙏 like ik he ain’t good f’me but i keep running back to him every time 😭 it’s a never ending cycle :’)

HI THERE MY BELOVED UKI <3333 aaaa the uni assignments….. Felt 😞😞 WHAT DO U STUDY IF U DON’T MIND ME ASKING i’m a lit major hehe :333

ANDDD I HOPE WORK WENT SUPER WELL!! i’ve been writing all day so i’m answering this late 💔 BUT PLS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF TOO don’t let uni and work burn you out !! make sure to drink water n eat and rest properly !!! <333

AND YOU’RE SO REALLL toji w the sunnies 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 in the middle of summer….. wearing a tank top….. sweating and it’s sticking to his skin……… our dilf of all time you’re so real for having him as ur fave uki!!! toji is so good he was my absolute favorite for a longgg time when i started reading the manga (and he’s still in my top five !! >:3) HE COULD BE GOOD FOR YOU i think you could fix him <333 he just needs some good ol tlc and he’ll go back to being a teddy bear…. i’m rooting for u!!!

aaa and i’m so happy that you see the sugu vision too.. i’m constantly thinking abt college/uni bf sugu w glasses and piercings and cozy turtlenecks 😵‍💫😵‍💫 and a tattoo or two.. (he’ll get a lot more later in life dw >:3 ever since i read ur hcs i haven’t been able to stop thinking abt tattoo artist sugu either…) he’s the most bf coded jjk man imo but ofc i love them all <33 toru will always be my favorite along w sugu… the loves of our lives fr!!

AND PLS UKI you’re the sweetest ever… 🥺🥺😥 I LOVE INTERACTING W YOU SM TOO <333 you’re just sooo sweet and funny and lovely !!! here’s a silly lil gojo meme for u as a treat <333 i hope your day or night is going great, whenever you see this :3

[astraystayyh]

hi!!

just wanted to compliment you on your beautiful writing! the wedding vows has me in tears every time i read it. all of them are beautiful but i really love how you wrote the ending for each member. i think chan and seungmin’s got to me the most.

and the song series 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾 so amazing. the only exception is my fav. am i biased cause i’ve loved that song since it came out…maybe BUT you wrote it so well and i think it fits minho perfectly and listening to it while reading was *chefs kiss*

really enjoyed reading volcano too. it was cutthroat for a sec there and i didn’t know how it’d end but the gradual shift in the relationship was just right. not rushed but not too slow. excited for the other members parts. (no pressure, take your time ofc!)

your writing is just really warm for lack of a better word. like a really good hug. i saw someone else mention it too and i agree with them. the way you write the boys is so human and relatable and the way you write them throughout each story fits each of them so well.

mini skz rant incoming— i just adore all 8 of them so much. the way they helped you is the same they helped me. came out of nowhere and gave me the support i needed when i felt my worst. i feel like only stays can relate when i say that. but i seriously wish for their happiness most of all. my chaotic, funny, talented, hard working faves.

i say all that to say you do them justice.

i hope you have an amazing day!

- J💕

hiii bb,,, ahhh thank u for liking the vows 🥹 i really had fun trying to think of each specific boy and how they'd do it :")

and u read the song series ☹️☹️☹️☹️ i love minho's too i actually can't pick a favorite omg it switches aisksksjsbjs bUT i love the only exception too im so happy i got to write smtg out of it heheheheh

and thank u for enjoying volcano as well <333 can't believe u read all of these works whatttt IT'S INSANE TO ME

🥹🥹🥹🥹 thank u honey this specific compliment means a lot to me, because i try as best as i can to make their lovely personalities shine through:"))) and u are right!!! skz finds u when u need them the most and they make u stay, i find that very heartwarming ☹️ they deserve the world they really do

[hannie-dul-set]

👰:Hey honey! I haven't sent a message in a while😐. I've been so busy with my move, but I finally managed to finish the renovations in my new house!It's a totally strange feeling to arrive and see that you are alone,I feel so alone sometimes. But I like to have my home

So now I'm 18 (I turned it in September )AND I decided to go to college, but I don't know what to do!🤗🔪 I didn't think it would be so complicated to choose. But here where I live it's so absurdly expensive, like...😭😩 I only have one school and if I don't like it, that's my problem.So I guess you go to college too? Could you give me some tips? Like what colleges are cool? If you're older, I think you'll know better.🙃😗

EAnd this I also saw your reblog posts, I admit I don't usually reblog maybe I will do that now. Good night or good morning to you. I hope you are doing well too

ahhh congrats on moving bb!!! hope u get cozied up in ur new home<33

and as for college tips, i'm not rlly sure if ur asking for just genera advice upon entering college or majors that i'd like to recommend, but i'm just gonna roll with both!!

first, there's absolutely no problem with still being confused at this point in time!! i'm currently in my third year of political science, and it took me the last moment to actually reach this decision LOL. there were times where i second guessed my choice (currently am because finals are kicking my ass rn 😭😭) but i'm still committing because i do have some love for this discipline. HOWEVER, there is no problem with switching courses or transferring!! your first year of uni will mostly just be adjusting and seeing if it works for you. i have friends who transferred and shifted in their first year, second year, some even in their third year. so for now, just pick the school or major you see yourself loving the most and if it doesn't work out, there's no harm in shifting!

hope you find a field that you love and will continue to love though. as for general advice, my #1 rule of thumb to the freshies asking me for advice is to simply not do overdo it like i did 😭😭 balancing time and responsibilities is key if you don't want to get burnt out (#real.....look at me now HAHHAHAH) but nevertheless don't forget to enjoy this moment in ur life<33

[sanshine]

this is a half vent half "what should i do" ask so sorry for the length,, you dont have to read it all hhh ---

one of my irls is being rly shitty rn. im so angry at her to the point where im considering ignoring her/not being her friend anymore.

basically what happened was she was making some jokes abt my triggers (which ive told her makes me uncomfy quite a few times) and then when i was like "hey what you said made me uncomfy" and "its tiring constantly bringing up how x makes me uncomfy and you always forgetting" later, she got rly defensive, saying things like "you know i have a shit memory" and "i still care but...". and gave a shit ass apology (she said "sorry it bothered u so much" like its my fault?). so when i said that her apology didnt seem genuine, she got rly defensive again and said stuff like "i dont want to walk on eggshells" and "i like to laugh at things that bother me". like 1) im not asking her to walk on eggshells and 2) its hard for me to laugh at things that bother me bc of my trauma, which im pretty sure ive told her abt. AND THEN she fucking played victim ("maybe just once can i please not be given shit for making one mistake").

and to top it off, shes giving me the silent treatment and said "ive just been trying to take a break from talking to my friends as much bc its depressing" when i told her giving me the silent treatment is gna piss me off even more. like?? no??? thats super fucking shitty????

anyways: i dont know what to do anymore. im so so angry at her and im just. tempted to not be her friend anymore. she also usually only talks to me to vent so. im tired of her. should i just? cut her off? shes one of my only three irls and shes the one ive hung out with the longest... shes said im her only friend at our school too so ill feel horrible if i do cut her off... sooo any advice? hhhh im just,,, rly angry and upset im sorry - ian

lmao i dont want to be that person but if she’s pissing you off this much, not respecting your boundaries, only comes to you with her own issues why are you still even talking to her hfjvdnkc

absolutely do not feel horrible if you do cut her off, does she feel horrible about saying those things to you?? does she feel horrible about bothering you all the time? doesn’t seem so to me. if you want to try and save the friendship i think maybe having one serious talk with her could help, but only if you make it clear that you’ve had enough of her behavior and either she realises she’s been acting like a bitch or she’s not worth your time, imo. if you’ee really her only friend and has a few functioning braincells, she’ll realise that she’s about to lose you and if she cares one bit, she’ll try to make a change. 

i actually helped 2 of my friends with a very similar situation, friend A was acting super shitty and moody towards friend B, she’s really been treating the other like shit and friend B always complained to me about it and asked for advice. i basically told her the same thing i just told you and eventually they talked it out because they’ve been friends for a long ass time and still cared for each other, so once friend B told friend A that her actions have been hurtful and annoying and made her not want to talk to her anymore, friend A got kinda... scared? of losing friend B, sincerely apologised for everything, said that she knows she’s a bit too much at times but that she genuinely cares about friend B and that she’ll try to be a better friend from then on. im not exactly sure what happened afterwards or how they’re doing now, but i know talking it out helped them both a lot. 

i also dont want to generalise at all and i dont know your friend, but maybe she’s having some kinda issues herself? thats the only way i can explain her being defensive, maybe she does feel bad about it but doesn’t know how to deal with it and gets defensive as a response? i dont know. my suggestion really is to talk it out with her and see where that goes 💕 and if you do please let me know! <3

[ladyvesuvia]

🛣🛣🛣 OMF FOR JAMES OR SIRIUS (bc stars astronomy yk iTS UP TO U) INSPIRED BY HALLEYS COMET BY BILLIE EILISH AHHH SUCH A GOOD SONG I WAS THINKING ABT HOW U WOULD BE THE BEST PERSON TO WRITE IT OMGalso congrats on 600!!!<333

Halley’s Comet

PAIRING: Sirius Black x Fem!Reader

SUMMARY: Halley’s Comet comes around more often than Sirius Black does. Shame you didn’t get to see it in your lifetime when he finally did. [Based on Halley’s Comet by Billie Eilish]

WORDS: 3.4k

WARNING(S): angst, promises, kinda half-assed writing because i rushed hanxbdjwa bold and italicized text are the lyrics. not proofread so might have a couple of errors. || SECOND PERSON

A/N: thank u babe i’m honored <333 i hope i captured the vibe and the aesthetic of it bb!!! agh the song’s so good especially with earphones smxnejej

NAVIGATION || MAIN MASTERLIST || HP MASTERLIST

I don't want it

“If you were really a star among the other stars, what would you do?” you had asked him one late night as you two sat with your backs against the rock hard wall of Hogwarts, your legs spread out before you.

“I’m already a star,” he told you with a smug grin, reveling at the fact that he’d just made you laugh. Friends is what he’d say if asked what the two of you were. A friend is what he’d tell his other friends about what he saw whenever he looked at you. “But if I really did become the actual star, there wouldn’t be much to do but guess I’d like to hold hands with the other stars then I’d still rock a good outfit.”

“A good outfit? How does that even work?”

“Eh, well, you know, the usual stuff like my belt, my sword, and my shield.”

“That doesn’t even — oh, right, because your name’s Orion? You know, I hate to break it to you, but that’s your father’s name.”

“Either way, I wouldn’t care because I’d still be the brightest star in the sky.”

And I don't want to want you

You laughed at this, and he once again felt a smile tug at his lips. What a drag, he thought, pertaining to the stupid glint he felt at this stupid thing he refused to admit. Not your laugh, no. Never in a lifetime would he think of anything that came out of your mouth was anything worth of a mockery.

He shifted in his seat, not tearing his eyes off the sky just like you still hadn’t. Clearly you were both far too mesmerized by the brilliance of the dark yet twinkling sky, amused by the beauty that always felt chasing after the light, its demise no more than a rising sun.

“Everyone’s the brightest star to someone whose eyes they’re made for,” you said, finally facing him, “and I guess you just happen to be your own.”

Not really, he thought as he faced you as well. It’s actually you. But he shook this thought aside as soon as it came and just laughed along with you, the sense of comfort lingering longer than often. “That’s true.” It isn’t.

He turned to you, his eyes filled with more than what the night sky could ever carry. “I like the way your eyes always seem to be so full when it’s watching the night sky pass by, I like the way you laugh at everything I say, I like the way you roll your eyes during History of Magic, I like you,” is what he would say if he had the guts to do so. Instead, he only smiled, half hoping you’d get the words out of it.

Sirius Black is a courageous man through and through, he knew that. He could do what some cannot, but one of those skills does not include telling the truth even at least to himself.

“Sirius, tell me something,” you breathed, your eyes once again fixed on the brilliance of the night sky. He raised a brow, forgetting you couldn’t see him. “Why are we here?”

He froze. Yeah, why? “Because,” he started, gathering as much as he could from millions and millions of his thoughts, “I like it.” I like being out here with you.

“Really? You don’t think we should’ve done this up at the Astronomy Tower?”

Well this is embarrassing, thought Sirius, realizing just now that you were referring to something else.

“We were having two different conversations,” he murmured.

“What?”

“Nothing,” he added. “I mean, sure, the Astronomy Tower’s great but I think it’s lovely watching it from afar.”

“We’d still be watching it from afar if we were up there and it would be a lot better view. Merlin, Pads, do you ever think?”

I do; about you. He shook his head. One might say that the moment has passed. It hasn’t. He doesn’t think it ever will, not when he’s watching you throwing your head back in laughter again. Oh, if only he could live in this moment forever. What a luxury that would be.

“What do you want to do after Hogwarts?” he asked all of a sudden, catching you off guard. You’d been friends with Sirius for a long time now, and the still far away thought of graduating now being so disturbingly near felt more like an impending doom than a relief.

You felt as if your answer needed more thought: To answer with what job you want to take afterwards. But you had something else in mind. “I’ll wait for 1986.”

“That’s oddly specific,” he remarked. “Isn’t that still ten years away, give or take?”

“Yeah, it is.”

“Why that year?”

“Well,” you started, facing him for real with your knees pressed against your chest, your arms wrapped around them, “there’s this once to twice in a lifetime thing that I want to see not just in pictures.”

“What?”

“Are you familiar with an ice cream truck?”

“Hardly, but go on.”

“See, there’s this comet that only comes around every seventy-five to seventy-six years. It was last seen in 1910, and it just seems like a shame not to see it at least one in your lifetime.”

“What does an ice truck have to do with any of that?” laughed Sirius. You didn’t.

“It comes and it goes,” you told him matter-of-factly.

Sirius bursted into a laugh. “That sounds pretty great,” started Sirius, a smile forming on his lips, “I’ll be there when you watch it even though I don’t approve of its name.”

“Shame,” you commented. “Why not?”

“Black’s Comet sounds a lot better, don’t you think?”

It was your turn to laugh this time, and he had to keep himself from beaming. “Hm, I prefer [Y/L/N]’s comet.”

“[Y/L/N]-Black’s Comet it is then.”

“Alright, deal,” you answered with a smile that could have possibly sent Sirius orbiting around every planet in the universe all at once and back. “Promise you’ll watch it with me?”

“My answer’s always the first word, of course I do.”

A moment of silence again, and you were both in the same place you’ve been since the night started: Backs against Hogwarts’s walls and untrue of what you felt for each other, always just waiting and waiting and waiting.

But in my dreams, I seem to be more honest

The very next day, he distanced himself, not even daring to meet your gaze. He doesn’t want to want you, but what played before his eyes during his sleep said something else: You stood up during class and everybody else froze, but not out of shock. They were just . . . still and unmoving as if they were simply carved that way.

The classroom then descended into nothingness and soon the dark was engulfed by the treacherous stars whose intentions are misaligned if not for their mesmerizing glow.

But he didn’t care for them. He only cared for you. You whose body was made of something else far more precious than the stars. You whose hands were reaching out to him. You whose presence takes up most of the infinite space in his mind, filling even the corners no thought of his could ever reach. . .

When he awoke, he spent the time he tossed around in bed hoping the drowsiness would disappear and hopefully with it the dream.

And I must admit you've been in quite a few

I’ve forgotten it already, he told himself over and over, a pathetic attempt at assuring himself it was nothing more than an idiotic idea. It’s gone in my head now.

Friends.

We’re friends, he’d say. We’re great friends. It’s hard to look at someone who’s only looking straight ahead from afar, knowing all too well there’d never be more than what there is today.

Maybe it was just you; maybe only you saw the spark.

Maybe it was just him; maybe only he saw the spark.

Either way, neither saw much less got the hint that both would give up all the stars in the world if it meant not losing each other.

Halley's Comet

Comes around more than I do

Friends, right? Sharing a knowing look over an inside joke only you knew is some friend thing, isn’t it? Playing with the other’s hair out of boredom during History of Magic or whenever convenient are habits friends have, right?

“So where are you with [Y/N]?” said another voice. For a moment Sirius thought it was only his mind but then a flash of red from beside him told him it was Lily.

“Oh, whatever do you mean?” asked Sirius, his voice sounding dismissive.

“I mean you’re being stupid.”

“Did I hear that right from you, Evans?”

Lily scoffed. “You did. So where?”

“In Canis Major,” he replied in the least encouraging way one could do so before standing up and fetching himself another glass of water.

Sirius never tried to get you alone after that night and it was just beyond frustrating for you. What’d I do wrong? you’d think for the most of the days that followed until it was just easy to talk to him again. But he always made it hard whenever it was: Days would come by when you two would be laughing and everything you loved doing and ice cold tension the next.

But you're all it takes for me to break a promise

He knew that there was something so much bigger than what you two had and could have. Once again, Sirius Black is a courageous man; a brilliant one, even.

But just like every brave man to exist, he had his weaknesses, and you just simply happened to be his, however tragic that fact may be.

Silly me to fall in love with you

Even when he watched his best friend marry his best friend — and happy as he may have been for them — it was hard not to imagine that he was only watching you and himself from afar as he watched Lily walk down the aisle. You stood at the opposite side, only smiling as you watched your best friend get to what all of you blindly assumed would be a happy ending.

Time had passed by too quickly, but there was always the same question in your head: Would he still see the comet with you years from now?

Hopefully. Maybe. Maybe not. Hopefully not. You didn’t know what to think. Risking all you could risk, you glanced his way only to find his eyes stuck to Lily, unbeknownst to you he had a thought he wishes you had.

For a split second, Sirius wasn’t seeing James and Lily. For a split second, it was you in the wedding gown, your beauty impossible to summarize by a photo as you walked the length of the aisle, getting closer and closer . For a split second, he wore the highly fine tux.

For a split second, he saw a future he longed to have as his present.

I haven't slept since Sunday

On the ninth of February, 1986, Sirius found himself in a muddily grassy scenery; the gray blocks standing tall as substitute of those who lay underneath the surface of the soil. He sat down next to his best friend’s grave, the headstone hazy through his eyes.

Midnight for me is 3AM for you

“Funny seeing you here, Prongs,” he said to the headstone, “been a long time, yeah?”

He fidgeted with a twig he picked up from the park nearby, busying himself with the different paths of which it grew. “You know how you married Lily? I wish I did that, too. I mean, not with Lily but. . .”

Even today, the thought of admitting it seemed far too comical, unreal. “She’s great, you know. [Y/N], I mean.” Sirius let out a long sigh before looking back to the headstone. “Man that feels good to get out of my chest.”

A wind blew his hair away from his face. Was that an answer? Sirius chuckled, the smile staying even long after the wind stilled.

But my sleepless nights are better

With you than nights could ever be alone, ooh-ooh

He then thought back to the times you’d spent together not limited to that one night you swore to watch the comet. Each and every one of those became his favorite but most of all the first time you’d snuck out together.

As friends.

Even so, it was a worthy possession of his, and he treasured it dearly: The night breeze was welcoming and sweet.

Sirius tore his eyes away from the headstone, keeping himself from seeing gray. He repeated the name on the headstone in his mind. James Fleamont Potter, James Fleamont Potter, James Fleamont Potter, not A-Z. . . .

“I’m getting kinda drowsy, mate,” said Sirius, letting out a light laugh as if it would help.

I was good at feeling nothin', now I'm hopeless

What a drag to love you like I do

“I can’t believe I’m saying this but I actually envy you, you know that?” scoffed Sirius. The wind gushed again. “Sorry, just had to get it all out. I’m good now, I hope you are, too.”

He stared too hard at the headstone that he could’ve sworn he glimpsed something wispy walk by. Shaking his head, he sighed.

“Why am I still here, you ask?” he said as if he were in a play. “I have a promise to keep. Kind of hard to fulfill it when I’m still in shackles.”

He looked up at the glowing night sky. It brought him back to every single night you’d spent together once more, and something tugged at his heart, clenching it and if he didn’t move he had the feeling that it would explode.

After all, stars tend to explode, too. Eventually, the sun will explode as well, he thought, glad he could still remember some of the things you taught to him. Would be a shame if my star exploded now when I’m this close to reaching you.

A supernova; a beautiful tragedy. Shining so bright one minute only to explode at the end of its prime. But he wouldn’t let himself explode just yet.

I've been loved before, but right now, in this moment

He continued on to toy with the twig. Once again, his eyes went up to the night sky, badly drawn. Soon, [Y/L/N]-Black’s Comet would appear like a brilliant smear on the dark canvas that is the night.

Weirdly enough, he could also hear the distant crashing of waves. He focused on the rustling of the tree.

I feel more and more like I was madе for you

For you

He was excited nonetheless. He’d finally get to watch it with you. Dreams aren’t folly at all. If anything, they’re the only things that tell us the stories we want to hear.

I'm sitting in my brother's room

“I haven’t slept in a week or two,” he told the headstone again, resting his hand restlessly on the curve of the stone, “I think I might have fallen in love, what am I to do?”

He sat still, waiting for the gush of wind to answer again. Only a couple of leaves danced along and the rustling of the trees’ green strands sounded through the deserted graveyard.

“Anyway, you dropped your antlers,” he said with an assuring laugh before setting the twig he was fiddling with down in front of his best friend’s headstone. “Take better care of them or something. Until then.”

Sirius stood up, but not without one last glance at his brother née friend’s headstone. He brought heavy steps forward as he approached another headstone, and this time it was the wind that asked him a question.

“If you were really a star among the other stars, what would you do?”

The wind away from his face, his hair making his nose itch. Well, [Y/N], before I answer that, I must first fulfill a promise to someone special.

Sirius could see the headstone he was heading for from where he stood, its curve done well. As soon as he made it, he kneeled. I have a different answer now, he thought as he moved and sunk down on the muddied surface beside your headstone.

Engraved across the dusty stone was your own full name in a font he never thought he’d read it on.

He’d lost all that he had now, and so he decided crying wouldn’t be much of something that would tear away points from him (not that he had any more to lose).

If he had a champagne glass, he’d raise a toast.

A toast to the bodies of those who were never at least found — the soldiers who never came home; to the heroes whose cause got lost in the blur; to the martyrs and their words, drowning in the travesty of deadly rivalry. A toast to you. A toast to Prongs and Lily. A toast to Moony. A toast to losses whose deaths should not go to vain. A toast to himself.

For the first time in a long time, he let the water trickle down his eyes, the salty tang of it overstaying its welcome.

“To be fair, I did promise you so here I am.”

And just like he did a decade ago, he sat down, his legs in front of him as he craned his neck to look up at the night sky, waiting for the telltale sign of an approaching comet hurtling away, on its way to leave as soon as it could.

If Sirius squinted his eyes straight up above and not looked down, it was easy to pretend he was in Hogwarts with you beside him as you two looked up at the stars. For once in a lengthy time, he was genuinely happy: He was with you, waiting for your comet to arrive.

But it never did.

Not because it didn’t want to nor can’t, because it really can. Right now, it was speeding away across the very planet everyone resided in.

Sirius could not at all see this comet. Again, not because he didn’t want to. He just can’t. How would he if he was surrounded my gray walls, loneliness the only furniture as hooded figures trailed past?

His self-proclaimed utopia left just as soon as it came, the rustling of the trees gone, overpowered by the crashing of the waves just right outside Azkaban.

He couldn’t even visit your grave to do at least that. He wanted his fist to collide with the gray stone walls so bad in wants of feeling something else other than the familiar sinking dread of having what was remaining of his soul be taken away.

From then on, he came up with a different promise: If not in this lifetime, I’ll see it with you in another one. Twice, even — to make up for this lifetime.

As he sunk down to the corner of the room, he stared at his dusty fingers, longing to feel the mud in his dream.

If I were a star, you ask? My, what a question worth devouring. You’ve long awaited an answer, so here it is, he thought to himself as if you could hear him wherever you were. If I were a star, I’d shine as stupidly bright as I can just for you. But aside from that, just know that I’d look for you, too.

“We’ll make up for it all in another lifetime,” he murmured before he let himself sink against the hard wall, the closest thing he could get to a sleep. “We’ll see our comet another time. . .”

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feliz navidad | frederik andersen

a/n: i wanted to add a little culture into the series but it turned out kinda shite! but hazjajkskas enjoy

warnings: mexican!reader, like one bad word, translations are in the italic brackets

word count: 2.03k

taglist: @bb-nhlqueen7 , @sebbyaho , @swedishprince88 , @nilspettersson @boqvistsbabe , @oliviapangburn118 , @brandtsclarke , @stars-canucks

inspired by: feliz navidad by josé feliciano

series masterpost: 10 days of christmas

this year, freddie and i were going to spend christmas eve at my childhood home. it was only fair as he took me to denmark last christmas and i spent such a great time with his lovely family. my mom was so excited that she started getting some of the food ready last night. i'm excited as well, as freddie will be able to get a glimpse of how special christmas was growing up for me.

i smiled as he locked the door and jogged back to the car. he only rushed like that when he was nervous. as he got into his seat and turned on the engine, i grabbed his hand as we waited for the car to heat up.

“don't be nervous, they love you already” i said, rubbing my thumb against his knuckles.

he gave me a small smile, as he began rubbing my hand instead. “im sorry, im sorry, i'm just overthinking.” i gave the same small smile.

freddie had met my father once after he picked me up for a date, and he warmed up to him so easily. normally that's not the case, as my dad definitely has the ‘protective father’ characteristics.

after leaving the city and going into the more suburban neighbourhood, it wasn’t too long before we pulled into the driveway of the brown and beige house that i love so dearly.

“se muchos agradecidos de verte, is that good? is it right?” he asked as he ran his hand through his hair and eagerly waited for my feedback.

“estoy muy agradecido de conocerte finalmente!” (im very grateful to finally meet you!) i said, as i grabbed his hand and we walked up to the door. i knocked on the door, after freddie took the gift bags i had in my other hand.

in a minute, the door opened and my small mother instantly had a huge smile on her face at the sight of freddie and i. “ayyyy mi amor!!!! que bonita te miras!!!!!!” (ahhh my love! look how beautiful you look!) she said ecstatic as she let us come in.

i hugged her hard, giving her a kiss on the cheek. “hola mama!!!! te extrañe muchísimo!!!” (hi mom! i missed you so much).

as i let her go, her eyes looked up to my 6’3 tall boyfriend - she was almost half his size. “que hermoso, wow!!” (how handsome, wow!) “hola.. aaaa frederik” she says, her accent thick when she says his name.

“hola mrs. sanchez,” he said, as he paused before his next words “estoy muy agradecido de conocerte finalmente!!”

she smiled yet again and she pulled him in for a hug and a kiss on the cheek “y usted tambien!” (and you too!) he smiled as well, happy she understood him.

spanish christmas music played as she led us to the living room. only like the best and catchiest christmas song played - feliz navidad by jose fernandez. the nostalgia started itching back.

my father sat on the chair, with some of my aunts and uncles already here. “mi princesa, hola!!!” (my princess, hello!) he said while getting up and greeted me with a tight hug, in which i returned.

“hola frederik! i hope you have been well” my father said, a less harsher accent rolling out. he was the only one in the family (aside from me and the youngsters) that understood and spoke english the best. considering he's been working at many different places here, he picked up on it well. my mother on the other hand had a hard time, but she does understand some.

“hola mr. sanchez! i’ve been well, gracias. y tu?” he asked, “call me juan, it’s okay! y bien, bien, muchacho!” (call me juan, it’s okay! and good, good, man) they exchanged smiles as we went around to say hello to the others.

as we sat down, i could tell freddie was still nervous. especially when my aunt tana came with her husband roberto and her two kids francisco and gabriela. he recognized them from some family photos and knows that i’ve mentioned she likes to critique others.

i stood up as freddie did the same behind me, “hola tia tana! ha sido un tiempito” (hey aunt tana! its been a while)

“si si, pero que linda te ves y/n” (definitely, but look how pretty you look) she said before hugging me and kissing my cheek. i smiled and parted to the side so she could have a better view of freddie. “this is my boyfriend freddie!”

“santa mierda es alto!” (holy fuck, he’s tall!) she says looking up at him, he leaned in for a hug which she returned “hola im freddie! estoy encantado de verte” (hi, i’m freddie! happy to meet you) he says smiling. “hola, im sebastiana”

“tiene el pelo muy anaranjado, ¿eh?” (he has really orange hair, huh?)

“si! él es de denmark” (yeah! he's from denmark)

“ahh, okay. fingiré que sé dónde está eso” (oh, okay. i'll pretend i know where that is) i let out a small laugh as freddie looked at me to tia tana. “gringo y hombros anchos. suena como lo que te gusta” (white boys with wide shoulders. sounds like your type) she laughed before she walked away.

“what did she say?” he quietly asked as we sat down. “shes just not used to tall and large redheads like you” i said smiling, giving him a peck on the lips.

“so what’s in stock?” freddie asked as he started to become comfortable with the atmosphere. looking around and admiring the handmade decorations.

“to follow christmas tradition if we were in mexico, we would have been part of a posada. its almost like a parade, lots of people singing and walking down the streets with statued jesus and many other virgins and saints. but cause we can't really do that here, we skip to the next part, a buffet of food!”

the large table was full with food. from mole and green chile tamales, to turkey, to atole, ham, tacos de pastor and beef tongue and even pozole. as everyone was here, we gathered around the table and grabbed whatever you’d like.

“this looks delicious, oh my god” freddie said as he grabbed a bit of everything. i laughed, it really looked good and i've been waiting for this for so long! the best comfort food ever.

as we found seats in a smaller table, freddie sat intently eating his food. my mother came to us ��is good?” she asks, watching freddie mostly. “its really good, um delicioso!!” he replied after finishing his second tamale.

she giggled, pleased that he was enjoying it all. “ce delicioso como siempre mama!! gracias por ser tan buena cocinera!!” (it’s delicious as always, mom! thank you for being such a good cook!) she blushed a bit as she gave my head a kiss.

“sientate y comer, amor” (go sit down and eat, love) my father said as he guided her to the other table.

—

i went around and talked with some of my other family members who were excited to hear how it’s going with freddie and i. as i talked to them in spanish i could feel freddie’s eyes on me, his touch a bit more- intimate. he loved it when i would talk to him in spanish, whether it be small words when he’s teasing me all night, or sweet talking him after a lustful night. he admired me so much and he loved the fact that i never let go of my culture. so to see me in my native atmosphere and the way i shined, he was so happy.

soon after, my uncle carlos gave the adults a glass of rompope and the kids a cup of ponche (fruit drink). “it looks like eggnog” freddie says before he takes a sip

“yeah it's practically the same, but it has its own mexican flare” i said, referring to the bottles of mexican tequila sitting on the shelf beside us.

“oh wait, come with me!” i said taking his hand and leading him to the stairs. i then passed my parent’s room and stopped by the entrance of mine. i looked into it, the walls still painted a soft pink, most of the stuff i hung on the wall were gone but my bed and my shelves remained the same. “i’m feeling so nostalgic right now.” i said smiling.

“its so cute,” freddie mentioned as he walked around and looked at the photo frames and ornaments on the book shelf. “look at baby you” he said smiling at a photo of a 5 year old me on my stomach eating a popsicle.

i grinned, as freddie sat down on the bed. “wow your bed feels comfier than mine”

“it really was” i said as i sat down beside him, feeling the mattress hug me perfectly. we stayed there for a little longer as he asked me more questions about my childhood. at one point, i looked over to him and his loving brown eyes. i scooted to him and kissed him softly, his large hands pulling me closer. i rest my hand on his cheek with the tips of my fingers buried in his hair.

“y/n?? y/n?” a small voice said, entering the room. i quickly sat up and saw maria standing at the door, looking a little embarrassed knowing she walked in on a moment. “maria!! you finally came” i said as freddie sat up fixing his pants and clothes.

maria was my 7 year old cousin. we’ve been close since she was born so shes like a sister to me. i was excited to introduce her to freddie. “freddie,” i said turning to him “this is maria. maria, this is freddie”

“i've heard a lot about you” they both coincidentally said at the same time. they laughed as she gave him a quick hug. “wow you're like a huge teddy bear,” she said still laughing “that’s definitely a plus”. freddie smiled and looked down, his shy side coming out again.

she came and hugged me too and i pressed a kiss to her head. “well i wanted to say hi, but i also wanted to say that we’re heading to the park for the fireworks!”

i clapped quickly, “ahhh why did i forget about the fireworks oh my god.” freddie wrapped his arm around me as we headed downstairs, “fireworks??” he asked. “fireworks!” i said, snickering.

we quickly finished our rompope and put our jackets and hats on. then headed out with the group. my dad and uncle carlos set up the fireworks as freddie, maria and i mingled together. maria and fred getting along really well.

“disparale” (shoot it)

we stopped talking and next thing you know red, green, yellow and white fireworks began lighting up the night sky! freddie held me by the waist as i stared up at the lights, smiling just how i used to as a kid. i rested my head on his shoulder as everyone was screaming “FELIZ NAVIDAD!!!!” (MERRY CHRISTMAS!)

i looked up to freddie who already had his eyes fixed on me. he moved me to stand in front of him and i laid my arms around his shoulders. “feliz navidad mi hermoso gringo!!” he laughed, though he didn’t exactly know what i said.

“feliz navidad min elskede” feeling the two different languages roll perfectly off his lips sent a little flutter through my body. he grabbed my cheeks and kissed me, harder than before. i practically melted in his touch.

as the light show ended, it was time to head back “time for presents hehe” i said excited to not only receive some but see everyone enjoy theirs as well. “i have another present for you when we head home,” he softly whispers in my ear.

“it’s only fair that i add my touch to your amazing traditional christmas celebrations” freddie pointed out, smirking the whole way back.

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[andpierres]

Ahhh, I'm very sorry that it's not going well for you :( that first guy is such shit. I really hope someday you'll find someone that'll be able to work with you tho. I'm sending all the luck >>

thank u bb. it's hard when you've had... what... five or six interviews so far? and like none of it works out. LOL. and not for any reason that I can actually... change!! there's never going to be a time where I won't need to be working full time, and no place will pay you for being an apprentice, and the one place I found that was hiring front desk so i could get paid was... shit. it's all very discouraging ngl

not giving up tho! just frustrated and unsure of how to proceed for now. i could always self teach myself but that... essentially shoots myself in the foot re: ever working at another shop in the area unless i just. make my own. so

[amaya-chwan]

Takeaways from Therapy Game: Restart Chapter 13 (and some Therapy Game news!)

Hello everyone! I hope you've all been well these past two months and taken care of yourselves! 💜

Before we get into our takeaways for chapter 13, I saw some news from Hinohara-sensei's Official Twitter that I would like to share with you all!

First piece of news: Therapy Game re:start volume 2 will be released on 1st June 2021! 🎉

Second: in conjunction with the release of the second volume, Sensei will have an in-person fan signing event at the Ikebukuro Animate store (animate honten) AND will have a special limited time shop featuring goods of our favourite dorks! This shop will be opened 6th-20th June! 🎉🎉

Image from Sensei's Official Twitter post! ❤️💛💜❤️

Now, what does the second piece of news mean for us not living in Japan (such as myself)? 🤔 Well, one of two things could happen:

We could see the merch on Sensei's Twitter and wish we could buy them one day 😭 OR

Animate could "potentially" release this merch for online order!

I'm not trying to get anyone's hopes up, but when I saw Animate open a special Yuri!!! on Ice shop last year, I didn't think they'd release merch online. But they did, for a very, very short period of time only! So my only hope is that they do that again for Hinohara-sensei! 🤞

Here's the special website from Sensei's twitter that has information about the fan signing event and limited time shop! It seems they'll show what merch will be available in the shop when it's all been finalised.

If I spot anymore updates about that, I'll try to post about it here! ❤️💛

Alright, down to business as usual! Let's get into our takeaways~ Thank you for being so patient with me! Life has been a little busy this year with juggling work and social life! So I really appreciate your patience! 💜

Here are our takeaways for this chapter:

Loving the brotherly love we see in this chapter! Warms my heart to no end! ❤️💛💜❤️

Minato, bb, you are growing up a lot! I am proud of you! 😭

Did I ever tell you guys that I really love Mito-san too? No? Well now I have ahah! He is just amazing and I love the energy he has--cool and lovable, yet smooth and sexy! Loving the domestic vibes I'm getting! 😍😍

AHHH SHIZUMA! Your smile is too pure, it's blinding! 🥰

Just couple goals from Shizuma and Minato, AND from Mito-san and Shouhei! (Why I don't call Mito-san Itsuki, I'll never know ahah I blame Shouhei! XDDD) ❤️💛💜❤️

The younger sibling moments in this chapter are so relatable! (I am that younger sibling ahahah!) 🤣🤣🤣

I honestly don't know what to think of Onodera at this point in time? 🤔

The (supposed) date time with Shizuma and Minato went from adorable anticipation to steamy relations in a split second, but not NSFW! 😲

And that’s it for this chapter’s takeaways! For a more detailed breakdown/summary of this chapter, please continue after the cut! Since it's been a while since the last chapter, I threw in some extra surprises in this summary, so keep reading if you want to see~  😉✨

Our chapter begins with an image of Mito-san and Minato, with Minato's cheek leaning on Mito-san's shoulder. The dialogue reads: When it seems like my overflowing emotions are about to burst from the seams, I really do yearn for this back (i.e. something familiar he can always lean on).

We see Minato spaced out on a sofa, being called by Itsuki. Itsuki tells Minato to go home if he's just going to sit there like that since he is very busy cleaning his entire home for when Shouhei moves in with him! Minato gets up, understands the situation, and helps Itsuki out.

Itsuki, knowing something has happened between Shizuma and Minato, asks Minato directly since he only goes to Itsuki's place when he is troubled, and he must be troubled by something related to Shizuma. He also says that Shizuma is worried about Minato, especially since Itsuki lied to him about Minato's whereabouts.

Minato brushes it off, saying that it's nothing big. He talks about the time when they had to drop by Shizuma's workplace, he saw a woman/Onodera (not knowing she's Shizuma's director) and that Shizuma made an very adorable face while talking to her.

Minato stops talking, so Itsuki asks if that is all to the story. Minato then says yes, so Itsuki deduces that Minato is ignoring Shizuma because he happily spoke with that woman (Onodera) and confirms with Minato, who then agrees. Itsuki blames himself for raising Minato like this and apologises to Shizuma in his inner monologue.

Minato defensively says he's told Shizuma not to do that, yet he still does. Minato's monologue says that this Shizuma--who is talking to someone unknown to him, about a story he doesn't know, in a place he doesn't know about--seems like a distant person to him.

He realises that even though he and Shizuma are together, he cannot monopolise him, and that it annoys him. So rather than tell him not to speak with others, he has chosen not to see Shizuma until he calms down. Suddenly, a handyman appears at Itsuki's home to beginning furniture installations.

Image translated from Sensei’s Twitter post here!

Minato is surprised Itsuki replaced a lot of his furniture, to which Itsuki replies: "I wonder if Shouhei-kun prefers the new ones too."  Minato says Shouhei would freeze from this "surprise" and imagines Shouhei asking how much it cost!

Itsuki, still in his happy bubble, says he wants Shouhei to also select some household furniture and accessories, so they'll go shopping together next time. Minato is happy for them since their house-moving plans are going well. Itsuki goes back to their previous topic of conversation, and says how Shizuma and Shouhei both are very charming. He recounts how Shouhei would handle different kinds of customers, from the difficult to the sad ones, how his charms and personable skills would change their mood completely, and calls him a genius who has a knack for calming customers.

Minato asks if Itsuki dislikes that, since he himself doesn't know what to think of Shizuma showing his charm and friendliness to others and that some misunderstandings would arise eventually.

Itsuki then reminds Minato that out of all the people in the world, Shizuma asked Minato to live with him, and that thought alone must've made him happy.

Minato does agree, yet it doesn't change the fact that he is unaware of what Shizuma does outside of the home. Itsuki is then suspicious that Minato and Shizuma are going to move in together too.

Minato panics, and says he just meant that from Itsuki's point of view since he's moving in with Shouhei. Just as Minato thinks he's almost let the secret slip, he gets a phone call. Itsuki tells Minato that it's Shizuma, but Minato refuses to pick it up as he is "still cleaning"--the real reason is that Minato told Shizuma he wouldn't forgive him if they speak before Minato gave the OK to talk again.

Itsuki, being the older brother, answers the phone and slides it on the desk near Minato and leaves him to talk with Shizuma, even putting it on loud speaker since Minato is preoccupied.

Shizuma is frantically trying to get a response from Minato, to which Minato responds with a simple: “What... I can hear you.” The first thing Shizuma asks is where Minato is at this present moment, fearing that he might be at a suspicious place. Minato says he isn't and is in fact in the neighbourhood doing some errands. Shizuma breathes a sigh of relief and is thankful his call finally reached Minato as no one he asked knew where Minato was, and because Shizuma was overthinking things, he was just about to go searching for him.

Minato tells him that he doesn't need to go to such lengths and make such a big fuss about it, but Shizuma tells him that he will always make a big fuss about it since it's about Minato. To avoid such a thing happening again, Shizuma tells Minato not to make him worry. Then these pages happen:

Just as their talk of their brothers' moving into together comes to an end, Shizuma gets all excited to go apartment hunting with Minato again and reminds him, not knowing that Itsuki is also listening. The Mito brothers freeze in surprise, with Itsuki soon confirming his earlier suspicions with Minato--his eyes and aura going all kira kira (i.e. sparkly). Minato tries to reprimand him for bringing it up now, but Shizuma continues on, saying he's found a few places he likes and they should start inspecting prospective apartments soon before they're overwhelmed by it all.

Minato hastily agrees to it all, and Shizuma smirks on the other end of the phone, asking Minato when they can see each other. Shizuma suggests Friday if he is too busy at the present moment, and just as Minato gives work as an excuse not to see him on that day, Itsuki jumps in and says he can go see Shizuma.

Shizuma, very surprised by the fact Itsuki overheard their conversation, says his name aloud, and Shouhei overhears him. Itsuki thanks Shizuma for letting him overhear such an adorable story featuring Shouhei. And then this happens:

Still very flustered, Minato quickly agrees to seeing Shizuma on Friday and promptly ends the call before Shizuma can even finish saying "Wait!" Itsuki happily approaches Minato and asks to hear more of their apartment hunting adventures, to which Minato replies that nothing is final yet!

We change locations, and Minato is now on the balcony scrubbing the floor. Minato recalls how he wanted to tell Itsuki about his and Shizuma's plans to move in together further down the track. He then is overjoyed at the thought that Shizuma missed him and wanted to see him. While he awaits Friday, he remembers and is embarrassed by how furious he was the last time they saw each other. He plans to start a skin routine to care for his face and to get his hair done.

Just as he thinks this, he is called out by none other than Shizuma, who is on the ground floor outside. Minato, visibly surprised, asks Shizuma why he’s here. Shizuma tells him that the shop is close to his home. Minato knows this, but is more curious as to why he is here since they just agreed to see each other on Friday. Shizuma is taken aback for a moment, before saying: 

While Minato hides away from Shizuma and quickly tries to style his hair, Itsuki overhears a ruckus on his balcony and goes to investigate. We then find out that Shouhei accompanied Shizuma. Shouhei calls out to Itsuki and asks why he didn't tell him that he was cleaning the whole house. The Ikushima brothers offer to help out with the cleaning, with Shizuma joining in because his younger brother will be under Itsuki's care soon. Itsuki happily agrees, saying that he wouldn't be able to fully clean the place if only Minato were there.

As the Ikushima brothers are getting ready to go upstairs to help, Itsuki says the brothers are indeed good, endearing people, and their charming personalities would probably make Minato and Itsuki anxious at times. Minato agrees. Itsuki then continues to say that while Shizuma and Shouhei charm those around them, the only ones who can make them smile the way they do are themselves. Minato is concerned about a possible intruder in their relationship, and Itsuki provides some brotherly advice.

We change scenes to Onodera, smoking on the clinic rooftop and thinking about Shizuma's smiling face.

We change scenes again to Minato, waiting for Shizuma at a predetermined location since it is now Friday. Happy with his new hairdo, Minato reminds himself not to get angry, to sort out the current situation they're in (i.e. Minato's one-sided anger at Shizuma), and to be calm and collected.

Shizuma then gets out of a car across the road, and looks around for Minato. Minato, who can see him very clearly, smiles happily and decides to let Shizuma look for him a little longer. A few more moments pass by, and Shizuma spots Minato and then waves happily to him. However, there is a slight problem.

Minato sees “the woman from last time” (Onodera) driving the car who then passes Shizuma his phone, with him smiling awkwardly at her. He recalls Itsuki's brotherly advice. Minato had actually asked Itsuki a follow-up question: "You say ‘just don't lose,’ but what should I actually do?" Itsuki tells him that it's something he has to figure out for himself.

Shizuma runs to Minato, apologising for making Minato wait. He explains that he was running late due to various issues, and he seemed to have dropped his phone in the car of the person who dropped him off. Before he could even tell Minato that it's his director who dropped him off, Minato says he doesn't need to say anything else and to just go out with him.

We see that Shizuma and Minato are now at a hotel, with Minato quickly pushing Shizuma onto the bed. Shizuma is annoyed at himself for letting Minato see such a scene that would cause a misunderstanding. Before heading over to the bed, Minato closes the door, turns to face Shizuma, and grins. He crawls onto the bed and immediately kisses Shizuma. He calls out Shizuma's name before asking him:

He softly pleads with Shizuma, asking for a quick response. Shizuma wonders if Minato's jealously is making him want to be held right now. He thinks Minato is really, really adorable, but also realises this isn't the right time to be thinking this. So Shizuma does tell Minato he loves him, that it's obvious he loves him very much. He apologises for causing him to worry and that he never once intended to do so. Minato cuts him off, saying that he understands and that it's okay.

Despite saying so, Shizuma notices the atmosphere is a little different than usual. Minato then tells Shizuma that he's been thinking of a way to ensure he doesn't lose Shizuma to anyone or lets anyone take him. The final page shows us this:

Again, THANK YOU FOR READING THIS FAR! 💜 📢  As always, please support Hinohara-sensei by purchasing her books and CDs! 📢

And that’s it for this chapter! 😲 Another cliffhanger here, and ngl that was a little (SFW-ish) steamy? I honestly do not know what to expect in the next chapter!! Dominant Minato?????  But I hope you enjoyed the few extra panels in this summary! 💜 My laptop struggled to keep up, so I will go back to only showing a handful of panels in future summaries. Please also refrain from resharing these translations and images outside of this post! Thank you for understanding! ❤️💛

The next chapter will be in next month's Dear+, so the wait isn't too much longer! So I shall see you all next month for our next set of takeaways to find out what happens next!

As always, stay safe during these turbulent times and look out for each other and for your loved ones! 💜❤️💛

[cotccotc]

Heeyy~~~ Can you write something with the reader admiring how manly and muscular chan is?? Thank youuu 🥺

hi babe :)

if it’s okay with you, i’ve written a headcanon! i’m a bit swamped at the moment (requests, birthday posts, school related things) and i hope you understand. <33

come back soon!

┈┈ ♠︎ “𝒇𝒍𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅”

𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧

☆ summary: how could you not get mesmorized by chan’s build whenever he walks into a room? ♡

❑ 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 (bb anon ♥︎)

☆ headcanon, ~630 words

☆ genre/s: suggestive, friends to lovers (kinda... more like reader simping for chan), chan x neutral!reader

☆ warning/s: minor swearing, use of the word “sexy” all about one (1) time ahhh who have i become

☆ a/n: anon really do b speaking for all stays huh

☆  tags: @magglesx

ok so as the title suggests.... chan makes you all kinds of flustered

the two of you have been pretty close friends for a while as a result of your friendship with felix, who you met before stray kids’ debut

it’s safe to say you and felix are best friends, although you’re well aware the rest of skz are brothers to him. that’s why you felt it only right to befriend them all.

chan has always given you a comforting feeling. you come to him when you’re in need of motivation or when felix isn’t there to distract you from your troubles.

however, because you’ve been hanging out with him so long and tell him practically everything, chan has become more than a friend to you. he’s become a safe space.

but damn, who knew a safe space could be so sexy!?

you didn’t really notice at first, but you have a habit of staring at chan. and, once you did notice, you tried your best (and continue to do so) to stop.

you don’t really know how chan feels about you in a romantic way, so you want to refrain from doing anything that might make you come off as creepy or desperate.

that is,,,, until the muscle shirts came into the picture

you would never have guessed you’d be betrayed by a piece of fabric... but here you are:

sitting across from chan at a cafe where he offered to buy you lunch in between his rehearsals for the day.

you guessed it! rehearsals = chan + sweat + muscle shirt, and chan + sweat + muscle shirt = y/n’s weakness

( disregard the math ok skdjdj )

currently, the two of you are reading the menu, trying to decide what you want. however... if you angle the menu just right, you have a perfect view of chan’s arms from across the table.

you mean... chan. not just his arms...... ok maybe you don’t—

you begin gawking at the prominent curves that jut out on chan’s toned upper arms, accompanied by one or two veins. then your eyes lower to view his forearms, which are riddled with them.

not to mention the hands... oof

in an attempt to not let your mind wander too much (like it has many a time), you switch your focus back to the cafe menu. but how could you focus on choosing a meal when there’s a whole— u know what,, i’m not going to finish that sentence

with your periferal vision, you see chan begin to stretch from across the small wooden table.

you involuntarily dart your eyes upward for a split second (curse your overactive curiosity!)

within the brief moment, you are able to see chan’s arms reach behind his head, flexing ever so slightly to emphasize the muscles you’d been admiring moments before. his broad shoulders are on full display, beckoning your eyes to linger. but you can’t let yourself do it.

“you’re staring again.”

a rush of heat floods into your face as you look at chan’s smiling face with wide eyes. shit, you think to yourself.

“what?” you respond. your attempt to be nonchalant failed the moment you began blushing, but you try anyway.

lowering his arms back down to the table and crossing them to once again reveal the shape of his upper arms, he says, “don’t worry, i’m flattered!”

of course the first thing he tries to do is console you. he is your source of comfort, after all.

“besides...” he tilts his head slightly.

and here’s the kicker, ladies, gents, and non-binary friends...

“now i don’t have to worry if you catch me staring back.”

...

[y/n.exe is not responding]

well then

here you are, sat across from your muscular crush who just openly admitted he shares at least a physical attraction to you...

f l u s t e r e d .

©️ cotccotc 2020 ~ all rights reserved. do not repost my work on tumblr or other platforms.

[haikyuu-appreciation-club]

pls pls pls can I have cuddle sessions h/cs with Kuroo and Bokuto 🥺 gender neutral y/n plssss. Have a wonderful day bb!! Ly no homo <3

ahhh mel, of course you can (ﾉ´ з `)ノ

as soon as I read this I was sooooo excited to write it afdwtgfsdgw

I think we all need some cuddle hcs with these dorks

i don’t really know how i feel about these buuuut i hope you enjoy them none the less

and hehe ilyt  (˘∀˘)/(^‿^)

• Cuddle Sessions w/ Bokuto + Kuroo •

warnings: none

genre: fluff

characters: bokuto + kuroo

•Bokuto•

bokuto had always been a sucker for cuddles

so it didn’t come as a surprise when you felt a hopeful gaze fall upon your resting stature not long after you arrive at his house

you usually came over after school to give your boyfriend some much needed company while he finished his schoolwork

if you weren’t there, something would usually end up destracting him and he would never get his work done

you were basically there to monitor him as well as use this as an excuse to spend time together

you peered up from your cellphone and quirked an eyebrow at bokuto’s puppy eyes,

“What is it ko? Did you need help with a question?”

he shook his head as he took a few steps closer to you

you had to surpress a laugh at his antics, knowing full well he did this same routine everytime he wanted to cuddle with you,

“Oh? Then what do you need?”

“Um, maybe some cuddles?”

you smiled and shook your head

bokuto wasn’t supposed to get any affection from you until he finished his work, that was the plan you and akaashi came up with when you told him you’d take over “babysitting duties” after class

not receiving hugs and kisses from you was the only thing that had him rushing to get the task at hand completed

but it was becoming very hard to deny the pout forming on bo’s sweet face

“Are you done with all of your assignments?”

“Well, no, but this will definitely give me motivation to finish!”

you studied his face for a moment longer before letting out a soft sigh and scooting to the side, signaling for bokuto to join you

his face lit up with joy as he practically bounced over to join you on the bed

bokuto loved to cuddle with you, it didn’t matter where, when, or how

but his favorite cuddle position had to be the one he had placed himself in now

he took refuge laying on top of you, lower body in between your legs as he rested his head on your chest

his arms curled around you as he snuggled into you, gaining more of your warmth

you laugh as you felt his nose tickle your chest, your fingers subconsciously reaching up to run through his soft locks

he sighed in content as you released the tension from his scalp

the two of you stayed like that for quite a while, bokuto often whispering words of love and affection into your chest as you continued the rhythmic movement through his hair

that continued until your ears were filled with soft snores, bokuto’s body falling limp against your own

you knew you would get an earful the next day for letting bo slack on his schoolwork but in that moment you didn’t care

all that mattered was the person right infront of you, and the all love that he gave you every single day

•Kuroo•

your boyfriend rarely got sick but you knew when he did, he always got too ill to properly take care of himself

sure, he would try his best to fufill his daily tasks, even going as far as attempting to attend practice

but he always felt too awful to even leave his bedroom, ultimately flopping back into his bed in defeat

so here you were, standing outside kuroo’s door holding a bag full of soup, tissues, and medicine as you waited patiently to be let inside

after a few moments of what you assumed was kuroo attempting to drag himself out of bed, you heard the rustle of blankets and slow footsteps as a raspy voice met your ears,

“im coming, im coming”

a few seconds later, the lock shifted and the door swung open

kuroo looked absolutely miserable

his cheeks were flushed and the area right under his nose had become raw from the amount of times he had swiped at it with a tissue

his eyes sported dark circles underneath them and he shook every few seconds due to the chills that racked his body

not to mention he looked absolutely exhausted

you placed the back of your hand on his forehead before flipping it around to cup his cheek, the contact causing you to quickly retreat your hand due to the severe heat of his skin on yours

“Hey Tetsu, how’re you feeling?”

kuroo didn’t give you an answer

instead he took the bag you had been carrying from your hand and placed it on the floor next to the door, being careful not to spill anything

you gave him a confused look as he turned back to you with a small grin on his pale face

the next thing you knew you were flipped up and over his shoulder and being hauled off to his bedroom

you let out a string of protests but he ignored them all, plopping you down on his bed as he crawled over to join you

you automatically maneuvered yourself into kuroo’s favorite cuddling position, figuring it was easier to go along with what you knew he wanted rather then argue with the sick man

you flipped over so you were lying towards him, head resting on his chest as you arm draped across his midsection

he wrapped an arm around your shoulders and pulled you closer to him before placing a soft kiss on the top of your head

although you were burning up from the sheer heat of his body and you would probably be a spitting image of your boyfriend within the next few days, you couldn’t care less

the soft rise and fall of his chest, signaling his comfort at last, was enough to bring you peace

besides, whenever his cold passed to you, you knew he would be jumping at the chance to care for you the way you cared for him

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[chateautae]

sammy, sammy, SAMMY!!! I just read act 1 of heart of the flame and im absolutely in love😭😭 i genuinely just love your writing so much and how clever you are with the dialogues and making connections and full circles in them. like at the beginning when tae’s like ‘you’ve known my name for the past nine years’ and then oc says it at the end??? i genuinely love that sht sm and it makes me smile so hard whenever i read those kinds of moments! you’re an absolute genius with how you make things connect throughout your writings. im absolutely terrible with explaining things and im not doing you any justice, but i also hope that im making sense 💀 and also just like in general with shows or any books that i read, i LOVE when things do a full circle like that so to see my favorite author incorporate them into her writing??? like your writing is 1000% my style and right up my alley. im so glad i found you omg😭 it’s like i was meant to read your work 😭

NOW SHALL WE TALK ABOUT THIS FIC???? HELLO!!! first off, absolutely in LOVE with firefighter tae. hes soooo hot, my god😭 i absolutely love his playfulness and smugness. he has so much character and i just love him so much. he’s also so kind?? like he really just offered his place to oc when she had no where to go and is going out of his way to take care of her and make sure that shes safe too??? i want him. i really want him😭 like listen, i absolutely hate driving bc of how much it stresses me out, and my heart did somersaults when tae was like “im picking you up after work” LIKE??? WHERE CAN I GET MYSELF A FIREFIGHTER TAE??? SAMMY YOU’RE REALLY RAISING MY STANDARDS IN MEN WITH EVERY FIC THAT YOU WRITE OML!! ALSO!! i was snickering so hard when tae was saying that he wanted to reveal that he was firefighter in a cool way, only to actually be the person saving oc 💀💀 MY MANS HAS JOKES TOO LIKE HES PERFECT!!

i love their dynamic so much and will be reading act ii as soon as i get off work tomorrow AHHHHH!!!! i am super curious as to why oc pretended not to know tae though. i was thinking in my head like itd be so embarrassing if tae actually does recognize her and knows that she’s putting on an act ONLY FOR IT TO COME TRUE BUT HE HANDLED IT IN THE SEXIEST WAY EVER MY LORD. also!!! my heart melted when he came back an hour later to return pride and prejudice and kept coming by everyday to see oc, not once, but twice a day😭😭 and when he said he used his lunch time to see her despite being super busy and probably not being able to get a solid meal in😭 *slams hand on table* I WANT HIM!! AND WHEN HE GOT HER COFFEE AND REMEMBERED OC’S FAVORITE SANDWICH AND GOT IT FOR HER??? *REPEATEDLY SLAMS HAND ON TABLE* I WANT HIM😤😤 firefighter tae is so dreamy and cute, i just wanna shove my face into his chest and climb hi- *train passes by*

AHHH OKAY THATS THE END OF MY TANGENT HEHEHE!! I genuinely love this series already and wish i had the chance to read it sooner!! my favorite author has done it YET AGAIN and proven YET AGAIN that she never misses, its true!! COME COLLECT YOUR PEONIES BB I HAVE A WHOLE GARDEN PREPARED FOR U 💐💐

p.s. i hope your first day back on campus went well!! i can’t offer much advice bc i only spent a little over 3 semesters on campus before covid hit and have been home ever since, but i hope that you’ll have so much fun on campus and make the most out of your time there!! i just know you’ll make such amazing and fun memories with your bubbly and amazing self :) im sending you all of my good vibes and hope you have an amazing and safe experience back on campus! 💜💜

p.p.s christmas tree was playing right when tae walked into the library and it was so fitting🤧 “in this moment, i see you” and oc’s just gawking at tae. it was so fitting and i just had to share hehe :)

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Saturn anon ik you sent this a few days ago and I just... I've been in complete AWE at your response!!! GOSH THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!! I'm so so happy you adored the way I made connections in this fic hehe, i truly wanted to hit the nail on the head with those and so seeing it pointed out feels way too amazing! AND YES WE WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER BUBS I CAN FEEL IT IN MY VEINS!! NAUR ME TOOOOO idk why i find it super hot when men drive?? like its the most simple, mundane thing in the world that I find hot and especially when a man goes "i'll pick you up" DNEOWIDNE MY P*THY FLUTTERS A LITTLE YOU KNOW? FIREFIGHTER TAE REALLY IS THE PACKAGE DEAL!! YES YES I SHALL COME TO YOU FOR THE PEONIES!! Gosh you're just the sweetest saturn anon, I really appreciate this ask so so much and i truly love you for always being so supportive <33

And yes omg!! uni has been WILD but great so far hehe, i'm only three days in and you're right my annoying ass has already met and made so many great friends, it's a chaotic ride that keeps getting better!!