#ah. i feel lonely.

[theskyexists]

I can't think of what I want to do. Don't want to do anything. Also nobody ever picks up the phone. And all the people I wanted to be better friends with have dropped away of course

[guardian-angle22]

TK/Carlos + Touch

↳ 3.08 In the Unlikely Event of an Emergency

[suddencolds]

personal //

[double-features]

i could be home watching ahs right now ☹️

[itsbebebrainrotting]

I think my favourite part (in an evil way) about thinking about sunny angst is how isolating she feels.

She only really knows one of her parents, having only properly been around slime for 2 days and lenay for 1. Every other surviving egg has met at least 1 other parent for longer than that. She is closer to fit than any of her other adoptive parents (although that closeness weakens when she hears tubbos paranoia about his relationship with pac and never fully repairs). And, shes so sad about this lack of a "proper" family that she tries to matchmake her pa (at first considering foolish and later going for fred) before giving up and also, more worringly pretends the corpse of lenay is her mother for a while to pretend she has a bigger family.

She also struggles to make friends, spending a long time having complicated relations with some of the eggs, none of which is aided by the parents of said eggs who are very biased to their own children and sometimes fail to be aware of how this is hurting sunny, their own child or both. It takes her a long time to become close to dapper and pomme and eventually chunsik so for a long time she only considers empanada pepito and ramon friends (with the ramon friendship sadly weakening in tandem with fits). She also struggles to trust a lot of the adults, as many of them make jokes about tubbo that sunny doesnt like because shes very defensive of the only parent she really knows.

And the thing is, even the characters she trusts struggle to support her when she needs it. I immediately think to everyone dismissing qtubbos death (and all the signs of poor mental health he had shown and she had told them about beforehand) but the first day of prison is another great example, with how she goes from person to person, as each group spots her alone, says they wont forget her and doesnt keep their promise.

And what this really culminates in is a girl who only really trusts her struggling father and some of her siblings and is struggling herself (because she only has 1 struggling father and some siblings) with no one else to support her. And the loneliness of that hurts my soul

[way2gosuperrstarr]

ok sometimes i like to think of the blorbos/dca seeing me at work when i think i do something cool

[userjiminie]

can y’all believe we got jimin and taemin being besties on main in 2023

[thebirdandhersong]

Hm

[neverendingford]

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[siena-sevenwits]

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[transgender-catboy]

I wish I had friends to draw spiders with, I keep making more ocs but it feels silly to post them

[localcryptideli]

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[skitskatdacat63]

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[hurremsultanns]

[spaciebabie]

i think that anita baker's You Bring Me Joy is one of the best vocal performances i have ever heard. when i first listened ta it my jaw dropped like holy cow. the passion. THE VOCAL TECHNIQUES SHE USED??? WHILE I WAS LISTENING TA IT I WAS LIKE, "SHE SANG IT LIKE THAT?! WHY HAVE I NEVER THOUGHT OF USING THAT TECHNIQUE BEFORE."

[pathfinderswiftpen]

The thing nobody tells you about healing from complex trauma is that once your body and your mind feels safe enough, the feelings you shut out as much as you could Will Return and Demand Attention