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Having some more Stobotnik + child thoughts. Thanks, fandom!!
Also how should I tag this stuff? X child reader feels a bit wrong, but is technically correct? I've seen x platonic. Idk. Currently tagging with x child reader & simply "Stobotnik child", so follow that for more thoughts ig. Anyways.
Robotnik *can* cook, but he's a busy man. And Stone likes having you in the kitchen as a helper + taste tester.
Very experimental; even tho Ivo's very particular, he wants you to have a broad pallet.
Sometimes, Robotnik bakes. Pastries, even, because it's about precision. And he likes showing off. Also likes having you taste test, even if it's just for his ego. (And maybe he likes knowing he can make you happy idk)
Stone would 100% be a house husband if he wasn't contracted as a personal assistant. Man is 100% DEVOTED to Robotnik, and you by proxy. He doesn't mind cleaning, cooking, taking care of y'all, as long as he can stay close.
Meanwhile, Robotnik would be a house husband just so he could stay in the garage and invent. IF he wasn't already so devoted to fieldwork.
Neither is great with bedtime stories, but they both try. Stone wants you to have a normal-ish childhood, and Robotnik wants what's best for you. They review anything before they buy it, so it ends up being, like
Stone - "This one looks cute! Talking animals, life lessons."
Robotnik, flipping through it - "Childhood language development comes from hearing a wide, complex vocabulary. This is.. quite lacking."
Stone - "It says 'for beginner readers."
Robotnik - "Fine. We'll need something more complex just to read to them."
They can spend legit HOURS looking for something they both approve of. Not because anything's inappropriate, or because they disagree.
Robotnik's taking those parenting books and mommy blogs to HEART when it comes to your education.
Stone is there to ensure everything is still fun.
All I have for now. If y'all have requests lmk!!
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~ Doctor's Plan ~
Agent Stone x (f) reader
Part five {the masterlist}
Warnings: none
Word count: 16.2k
* 1 night ago *
Stone was so busy getting the cafe ready for the next day that he hadn't even noticed his phone ringing for minutes. The phone hung up after a few rings and then voicemail kicked in. That's what caught Stone's attention.
His phone automatically started playing the voicemail left by the caller.
"Agent Stone. This is Commander Walters. I want to inform you about a few issues. Come to the address I left you tomorrow night."
When the voicemail ended, Stone had a confused expression on his face. Why was Walters calling him? Was it about to the botniks he had taken back? But there was no way he could know that he was behind this. The only way to find out what it was all about was to go to that address tomorrow night.
Stone was very formally prepared that evening; a classy suit that he hadn't worn in a long time. He had all sorts of scenarios in mind, but he managed to put them all aside in a professional manner.
After looking in all the rooms, he finally found Y/N. She was sitting in the living room, seemingly absorbed in the book in her hands while stroking Sylvester's fur on her lap.
Stone cleared his throat slightly as he entered the room so as not to scare her. Y/N looked up from her book and looked at Stone with hidden surprise, who looked so classy and attractive. She didn't remember seeing this suit before. It must be new or for a special occasion.
"Uh, can I take your car?" asked Stone without waiting any longer.
"For what?" Y/N asked in response, her eyebrows furrowed slightly as she asked the question.
"I have a meeting out of town. I don't wanna be late." he explained shortly.
Y/N was curious but didn't think much of it. It was obvious that it was a special occasion. "Okay... It's inside the bowl on the coat rack."
"Thanks! I'll tell you the details when I'm back." he said and took the car keys from where they were.
Y/N shrugged. "You don't have to."
However, Stone felt otherwise and decided to tell her about the meeting when he returned. After putting on his shoes and coat, he was ready to walk out the door.
"Uh, one more thing, please don't open the door to anyone."
Y/N rolled her eyes exaggeratedly. "I'm not a child."
Stone's expression was as serious as his voice. He had to take every precaution he could to make sure his mind wasn't left behind. "I'm not joking. I'm serious." he explained.
Y/N realized that he was genuinely worried about her safety. Again. But she made a joke of it to show that he had nothing to worry about. "Okay, mom!"
"Ha-ha! Too funny!" he said with a fake laugh. There was no need to worry unnecessarily, Y/N could take care of herself just fine. He let out a loud, deep breath. "Anyways, take care!"
"Drive safe! I don't want even a little scratch on my car." Y/N warned. Deep down they both felt that her car wasn't the reason for this warning.
"Roger." he said, and he saluted and closed the door behind him, a faint smile on his face.
When he arrived at the mentioned address, there were still 30 minutes left until the meeting time. This place reminded him of where he used to work. It had the same gloom.
The moment he entered GUN's new but temporary control center, several agents around him looked at him and started whispering things to each other. He hadn't been in this kind of environment much since he left to work with Doctor Robotnik. He passed through security and entered the meeting room where another agent directed him. Commander Walters was sitting in the chair at the head of the table.
"Here you are, Agent Stone!" he said and showed him a place to sit with one hand.
"Good evening, sir." Stone said formally and sat down in the seat indicated to him.
"Are you hungry?"
"No, sir."
"Oh, well. You must be wondering why I called you here."
"Yes, sir."
Walters leaned his elbows on the table, clasped his hands together, and began to speak. "You know, Robotnik has been gone a while... And I couldn't turn a blind eye to let a skilled agent like you mourn that maniac's death and ruin your life."
He opened his hands and raised them as if to show the place. "As you may have noticed, this is a new organization with old roots. So, in short, an agent like you could be very useful to us."
Stone waited silently for him to finish before speaking. He had no intention of going back to being a field agent or joining GUN. Also, unlike Walters or the rest of the world, he didn't think Robotnik was dead. He didn't want to think about it or accept it.
However, he decided to put all that aside and come up with an excuse that would work.
"First of all, thank you, sir. But I have no plans to devote my life to being an agent again."
"Why not?" Walters asked.
"Because... There's someone I've been living with for a while. I can't risk her." he explained. What he said had to sound as convincing as possible. And besides, it couldn’t be considered a lie, he couldn’t risk Y/N’s safety by going back to being an agent.
Just as Stone wanted, Walters believed he was in a serious relationship. After all, after working for Robotnik for a long time, it wasn't surprising that he chose to build a normal life for himself. Considering this, he decided to give him some time.
"Well... But I suggest you think about it for a while. Don't make a decision right away."
"Understood, sir." said Stone. He rose from his chair and gave Walters a formal salute before leaving the meeting room.
It was nearly midnight when he left the building. After getting in the car and driving away, he decided to pull over and rest for a while before reaching the highway. It wouldn't be good for him to drive when he was tired, sleepy, and had millions of thoughts in his head.
Picking up his phone, he thought about texting Y/N, but decided not. She must've been asleep long ago. Leaning the seat back, he laid down and closed his eyes. He took a deep breath before falling asleep as usual, the inside of the car smelled like Y/N. Her perfume and her own scent... To be honest, he hadn't realized before that he was familiar with this scent from his own home. While his mind was filled with complicated thoughts on every subject, he fell asleep after a few breathing exercises.
Y/N had eaten alone that evening and made her own coffee. Why did she feel weird even though she had been following this routine for almost her entire life? This feeling increased after her cat fell asleep. She must've quickly gotten used to having Stone around. She had really gotten used to them eating dinner together and Stone making coffee for her every night. She was used to feeling the presence of someone other than herself and her cat in the house.
She was about to grab her phone and text him, but changed her mind at the last minute. "Whatever... He said he would tell me what happened when he got back. Even if he didn't, it wouldn't be any of my business. Right?" she said to herself. But it was obvious that she was curious, she just didn't want to accept it.
She threw her phone aside and turned on a movie to distract herself, falling asleep in front of the TV while watching it.
After a few hours of napping, Stone felt much better. He started the car and drove off, turning on the radio to keep himself company. If he drove non-stop, he could get home by sunrise.
Along the way, he weighed what Walters had said in his mind. There were pros and cons to both options. If he accepted, would Robotnik think he had betrayed him when he returned? Or would he be okay with it? Even after all these years, it was almost impossible to answer this with certainty.
After the hours and the road passed quickly, he arrived in Green Hills at sunrise, just as he planned. After parking the car, he went home to change and get something to eat.
When he entered the house, he found Y/N asleep on the couch in front of the TV. He turned off the TV, covered her with a blanket and quietly went to the bedroom. He found Sylvester standing on top of the headboard, trying to reach something behind it.
"Hi there, buddy!" Stone said in a low voice. "What are you doing there?"
Sylvester ignored him and continued his work. Stone picked him up and looked at the mysterious object behind the headboard. It was the cord from the lampshade on the side table. He laughed quietly to himself and petted the cat.
"Come on, you must be hungry."
He went to the kitchen with the cat in his arms, prepared his food and water and waited for him to eat for a while. As he watched the cat, his eyes were about to close from lack of sleep. So he decided to get up and make some coffee and changed his clothes while it was getting ready.
When he returned to the kitchen, his coffee was ready. He felt more refreshed after finishing his double shot of espresso. As he started to prepare breakfast for himself and Y/N, Sylvester was pacing around at his feet, trying to scratch him. Now he was agreeing with Y/N, it was quite a chore to do something with a cat at his feet.
"So you're back." Y/N said in a sleepy tone. Her whole body ached from her sleeping position. She tried to relax her neck by tilting it left and right a few times. But she scrunched up her face in pain.
Stone had suddenly turned around with the knife in his hand. "You have to stop doing that." he said, looking at the exhausted Y/N.
"Doing what?"
"Appearing silently behind me. I'm an agent trained to kill, I guess you're forgetting that."
"Huh, so I'm not even safe around you?"
"You know very well that's not what I meant..."
"Just messing around. Relax.." she said with a chuckle. "So, need some help?"
"Thanks, but I'm handling it. Take a seat, you look exhausted."
"I fell asleep while watching TV on the couch. My whole body is stiff." she said as she tried to stretch a little more.
"I see." he just said. He was sure a good massage would help. Should he offer to do so? He shook his head, dispelling the thought.
"By the way, thanks again for the car. I left the keys where I got them." Stone said while they were eating breakfast.
Y/N shook her head slightly as she tried to finish the bite in her mouth. Her face was scrunched up again from the pain. "No problem." she managed to say after she finished her bite.
Stone couldn't stand her situation anymore and asked after taking a sip of his coffee. "Um... Don't take it the wrong way, but... it looks like you need a massage. And... I can give you a massage if you want..."
You could tell by his tone that he was nervous. And he was nervous. He just wanted to help.
Y/N looked at him as if a superhero had come to save her from the edge of a cliff. "You know what... I'd love to. Thank you."
Smiling slightly, Stone nodded and stood up, taking his position behind Y/N's chair. So why were those hands that could kill someone without even blinking, trembling now?
Without thinking much about it, he placed his hands on Y/N's shoulders and started massaging them slowly and gently.
Y/N felt nervous, but also starting to relax. She closed her eyes and let herself be held in Stone's capable hands.
"I was in a meeting with Commander Walters last night." he began. He was trying to keep the fact that he was touching her as far from his mind as possible.
"Who's that?"
"My old boss. While I was in the Military Force. I can say that I met with the Doctor, thanks to him. And..."
Y/N let out a quiet moan of relief, sending his thoughts flying around. "Ugh! Don't worry, keep goin'." Y/N said quickly.
"And he wants me to take part in the new unit they've established. He said he ' couldn't turn a blind eye ' to ruining my life." he said. Even the quotation marks in the sentence were obvious from his tone of voice.
"So, what do you plan to do?"
"Honestly... At first I used you as an excuse and said I hadn't thought about it. But he's extremely persistent."
"Does he know who I am?" Y/N asked in surprise.
"Oh, no. Uhm... I kept up the lie I told your friends, just in case he wouldn't insist any further." he replied. Why was it so difficult to talk to her in this state?
"Oh, okay..." said Y/N. She was relieved, both ways.
"But lastly, he gave me a week to think about it. I don't know if I'm ready to get back involved with those jerks. It's been a long time... I'll probably decline."
"Do you want my opinion?" Y/N asked, tilting her head towards him. Stone paused for a moment, then nodded in agreement. "I think you should accept it. It would be beneficial for both the flow of information and money. After all, the cafe's expenses are higher than its income. And you need money to make new badniks..."
Both of them had a major distraction factor, but despite this, both of them managed to focus on the conversation. Almost…
"You are right." Stone agreed thoughtfully.
"I'm always right. It's kind of genetic." she said with a grin. Stone was grinning too, fully aware that it was genetic.
After the massage, which didn't last long, they both chose to act like it had never happened. It was better that way. After all, they didn't have feelings for each other. Right?
Stone had gotten ready and gone to work. Brayden had opened the cafe before him and started cleaning.
"Good morning, boss."
"Good morning." replied Stone. He touched Brayden’s shoulder lightly with one hand. For some reason, he felt less nervous today.
"You seem to be in a good mood. I think Ms. Y/N is on her way here." he guessed. He knew there was some attraction between them.
"Get back to work, Brayden!"
Even though it was only noon, the sky was starting to get cloudy and it was about to rain. Y/N was on her way to the cafe to return the comics and books she had borrowed from Brayden.
She no longer spent the whole day inside the house like she used to, and this was good for her. She had the opportunity to meet new people -Brayden and Crazy Carl- and Sonic. Stone had no idea she had met Sonic, of course. And Sonic seemed like a funny little brat to her. She knew he had played a role in her father's death, and that Stone hated him... But it couldn't hurt him if he didn't know, right?
When she arrived at the cafe, only Brayden was behind the counter. "Hey, Brayden! What's up?"
"Y/N! I'm counting the minutes for break." Brayden replied with exasperation.
"I brought your book and comics." she said, placing them on the counter and pushing them towards him. "Thanks."
Brayden placed the books somewhere under the counter. "As usual?"
"Yeah." she agreed. She looked around. "I haven't seen Stone."
"He hasn't come out of the back since he got here. He was on the phone and said he didn't want to be disturbed."
"Hmm..."
Y/N could more or less guess what the subject of that phone call was and who it was with. While she was lost in thought, Brayden had her coffee ready.
"Oh, thanks." she said, pulling her coffee in front of her. Brayden stopped her as she pulled out her wallet to pay.
"I can't take payment from you, boss's orders."
"Oh, don't be ridiculous, take this." Y/N insisted.
"I can't."
"Yes, he can't. It's on the house. Don't worry." Stone came to them.
"Why?"
"Because you don't have to pay for anything when you're with me. Including this place."
Y/N opened her mouth to say something sarcastic when Stone cut her off. "Keep your sarcastic words to yourself, please. Like I said, you don't have to pay for anything when you're with me or here. You can pay if you're not. Did I make myself clear?" he whispered. He leaned over the counter slightly, speaking in a voice only she could hear.
Y/N rolled her eyes. Apparently it would go on like this until Stone accepted that Robotnik was dead and let her go. But Y/N secretly liked it. "Alright."
At the time, Stone had to attend to another customer, but they both had grins on their faces that they didn’t show to each other as they left the counter.
Stone had spoken to Walters that day. He had accepted the position at GUN on the condition that he keep his job at the cafe. He would use it as a cover so that, as far as Walters knew, his relationship wouldn't be damaged. According to Walters, Stone had changed a lot since Robotnik and had gotten into a relationship and changed his priorities. Although he had thought that they had lost Stone a while ago because of Robotnik's crazy ideas and plans, he had approved all of this without any problems because of the positive change he had seen in him.
Of course, Stone and Y/N were the only ones who knew what was really going on. Or... were they?
{New chapter is finally here! I've been struggling with my personal life and didn't get time for writing. Thank you for your patience! 🤍 Hope you like it! Part six will come as soon as I write!}
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One of the best Sonic movies🫢
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fandom#sonic movie 3#shadow the hedgehog#knuckles the echidna#tom wachowski#miles tails prower#jim carrey#maddie wachowski#ben schwartz#agent stone#jinx x reader
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I see a resurgence of interest about my Robotnik fanfictions since the Sonic 3 trailer. Thanx you everyone. ❤️❤️❤️ Glad to see Robotnik fandom is not dead.
#doctor robotnik#dr ivo robotnik#dr. robotnik#dr robotnik#robotnik#jimbotnik#jim carrey#sonic the hedghog movie#sonic fanfiction#sonic movie#agent stone#stobotnik#robotnik x reader
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I'm trying to raise funds for an adventure*, anyone want to commision a fic?
I promise in the last 3 years my writing got way better.
* I do have a day job but bruh our economy is baaaaad these days
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All I'm saying is that Agent Stone is Starline’s skinsona
#dr starline#agent stone#the movies are Starline’s tragic reader insert x eggman fanfic hurt no comfort bad ending
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BIG REVEAL Gift art - After All, He Deserves It - A Tickle Kink Fic
So incase you were not aware, I am in the middle of writing this fanfic right here:
Title: After All, He Deserves It - A Tickle Kink fic Pairings: Stobotnik Link: AO3
I was very kindly gifted a fanart, and it is currently in the making.
Earlier on today, I promised you that when I got home at 23:30 I would show you the sketch done so far for the above fanfic.
So here it is!
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I also ran three polls on Twitter with hints as to what it would be. It was hilarious how many people just wanted to see Robotnik getting shirtless with Stone doing the lap scene and kissing.
There's been so much better fanart in the fandom that I'm amazed people even want to see that at all, hype for the new film or not?
I mean.. literally the whole point of fanart and fanfiction is to improve what's been in / going to be in the films by leaps and bounds, so... :/ by the time you get to the third film, you'll be disappointed by how bad the exact same takes are compared to people's fanart?
Kind of ruins it. But anyway.
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As some people voted Do not spoil it for meee! I will post a link to the picture, rather than an image immediately down below, so that you can choose whether to view it or not.
The due date for the complete fanart is Wednesday Sep 25th, so not that long to go!!
Please remember - this is just a very, very rough sketch for poses / body shape etc, and the actual fanart this individual does is extremely high quality with gorgeous colouring, so be excited!
It is going to be as sexy as hell!
THE BIG REVEAL SKETCH LINK
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So apparently there’s people out there that are asking for this.
No one is obligated.
I’ll still be doing my writing and when I get out of my mental health funk Im do my requests.
The fact that there are people who follow me who believe that my work is good enough to for them to want to *tip* me is actually crazy to me because I’m so self-conscious of what I write.
Just letting you guys know how much I love, adore and appreciate every single follower.
Especially the ones who message me and get all Gambit crazy with me 😆😆
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I'm doing IMAGINES / ONESHOTS!! I ALLOW: {NSFW, fluff, angst, LGBTQ(mxm fxf ect.} I DO NOT ALLOW: {Underage shipping, r@pe, pro shipping, SUPER SUPER specific requests, things like that-} HERE'S MY LIST!<33
TF2 (teamfortess2)
Sonic movie (1 & 2)
Legends of oz
A Series Of unfortunate events (Only Netflix show)
Strange magic
Avatar (1 & 2)
Puss in boots (All movies)
Undertale (Most AU's)
Slashers (I might not know some of them sorry :( )
The Stanley Parable
Welcome Home (Website lost puppet show ARG)
And thats all! Please please be incouraged to ask for me to do anything!
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A Question Unasked
Written with season 1 Spencer in mind
Summary: In which your ambitious, workaholic nature makes Spencer wonder if you've got a crush on Hotch. This slight hitch in his plan causes him to miss a few signs.
[A/N]: Can be seen as a filler from Spencer's perspective of certain scenarios from "Mixed Messages" and a prequel to "As Cool As I Think I Am", but can also just be a standalone
Pairing: Spencer Reid x fem! (mentored by Hotch!) reader | cw: slight spoilers for s1e04, allusion to inappropriate workplace dynamics (it's not true, relax lol), slight description of canon-typical violence, mildly inaccurate timeframe | word count: 4k
Spencer looks up from his endless stacks of files on his desk to look at the girl on the other side of his desk. Only a single carpeted walkway really separating them.
He could easily just get up and walk right to her. Ask the burning question that's been on his mind since the Arizona case, but he can't.
Why is that?
He's been your friend for a while, and he's known you for a while longer.
With his eidetic memory, he remembers so clearly when you first started working together. He remembers your starched blazer and pressed blouse, a stark contrast to his swimming-in-sweaters look, and how that alone let anyone know that you were serious about uniform and protocol.
You were, without a shadow of a doubt, one of the prettiest girls he had ever seen, and a fresh graduate just like him.
You were smart, beautiful, and started working at the BAU as early as he did.
And because you were new and young, one of the senior agents had been assigned to supervise your progress. So much like how he was mentored by Gideon, you had been mentored by the unit chief himself; Aaron Hotchner.
He'd like to think that he learned a lot from Gideon. He wasn't the type to hold his hand throughout a case, which he is thankful for, but he had been there to encourage him to think more outside the box. To let his mind be more flexible and creative. To see things from every conceivable angle. Leaving no stone unturned.
He supposed you learned a lot from Hotch as well. With your calm exterior, polite demeanor, and calculating mind that occasionally colored your less polite vocabulary-- He didn't know what Aaron must've been like in his junior years, but he supposed that having you as his colleague was essentially the same experience.
What he does know, however, is how close you are to your boss. Or is it your work?
Either way, you being glued to your work almost always meant that you were glued to him by proxy. You two being the first ones in and the last ones out showed that you spent three-percent more of your time with each other than the rest of the team, and two-percent more than with him.
Granted that had changed as of late, but still!
That didn't leave him a lot of time to ask you if---
"Dr. Reid, if you keep staring at me, I don't think you'll be able to finish your action reports on time." You had said without lifting your eyes from your folder.
Having been caught, he cleared his throat with a small 'sorry,' and directed his head back down to his still endless stack of files. The action earning a couple of chuckles from the bullpen where the rest of your colleagues had certainly seen, or at least heard, the exchange.
Not long after however, he saw Hotch from the corner of his eye lean over the railing outside his office. Calling for you both to meet him inside with his usual stern expression.
Spencer noticed how you got up, eyes still zeroed in on one of your files, and continued on your way up and into the unit chief's open door.
A clear sign that you had been invited there often enough that you didn't need to see where you were going.
You expected it.
He sighs and makes his way into the office as well. Dreading what the meeting could even be for, though he's confident he hasn't done anything wrong.
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"As you might have noticed in our previous cases, I've paired you two to work on the more analytical aspects of it together. With these changes, we've been able to work twice as fast, and we’re thankful for the help."
Whatever Spencer had been expecting, it was not this. His raised eyebrows evidently agreed with him.
It wasn't everyday that Hotch complimented someone like this, much less in the proper environment. And if your respectful posture, but shining eyes in slight pride were anything to go off of, this was something new for you too.
As he was about to voice his thoughts, you had spoken up.
"Sir, Dr. Reid's knowledge in a wide array of subjects has certainly helped with our investigations. Though I'm afraid I haven't done much aside from ensuring it's accuracy and-"
"No! I mean--," He looked to see you already looking at him in slight confusion before continuing.
"She's been a huge help so far and has allowed me to exchange ideas with her to build a more accurate profile. Not to mention that her ability to mediate between departments has been beneficial to gaining access to pertinent information! So I think she's done plenty for the investigations as well." His voice dwindles as he realizes he's rambling on praises and he suddenly feels warm under the scrutiny of both his boss and his colleague.
He just didn't want anyone thinking you weren't doing anything by being humble. Especially since you're both so young.
Thankfully, it's Hotch who speaks up again after a beat.
"So what I'm hearing is that you're both satisfied with this arrangement?"
You both nod carefully and he smiles a small smile at that.
"Then we'll be carrying on with this pairing into the foreseeable future. Should there be any concerns about this arrangement, see to it that it goes through me. We can't afford to lose either of you." He says it with a finality that prompts both Spencer and you to leave with a nod, but the thought is instantly corrected when he speaks again.
"Oh and agent?" He looks only at you, but Spencer looks back as well out of instinct. "A private word, if you please."
Spencer sees you nod without a second thought and he takes it as his cue to hurriedly leave.
***
It hasn't been that long, Spencer argues with himself, since he left the unit chief's office. The blinds aren't drawn, he would know since he'd been looking at them periodically, so he also knows that nothing untoward is happening.
Yet something is bothering him about it.
From his position on his desk, he can see you and Hotch discussing something on his table very seriously, but he also sees how your eyes rarely leave the face of your superior. He can't quite see your expression due to the distance and the light, but he has this sinking feeling that it's a lot like the one from earlier.
He scoffs at the thought. If he wasn't thinking so rationally, he would've thought-
"Does she like Hotch?"
"Who likes Hotch?"
The new voice makes him whip his head back so fast to see Morgan with a confused face. Upon further examination, he sees him holding something that was definitely supposed to be flicked at him if he hadn't been caught so off guard.
He internally debates to voice his opinion, but he does anyway.
"Do you think that she likes Hotch?" He gestures with his eyes to their supervisor's office.
"You're asking me if I think 'little miss perfect' has a crush on a man that's hitched?" Derek echoes back with the use of your nickname. One that he coined as a playful jab at your no-frills behavior.
Spencer cringes when he hears it back though. He didn't ask this to get you in trouble, but it might come across that way now.
"Who has a crush on married man?" Elle joins in, and he only shrinks into his seat more.
"I'm not asking if she has a crush on him! I just want to know if she might like him and--what it is that she likes about him..."
The two exchange looks before looking back at him. Fully knowing that that's not the reason why he's asking, but they humor him anyway.
"Reid, what makes you think she likes him and not literally anyone else?"
"Well. there's her preference for prolonged eye-contact, a common indicator of interest for one. Her being in constant proximity to him, a sign that shows comfort in certain contexts, and then there's the amount of time they spend together."
The last one might be a bit of a reach, considering how you all work in the same area, but at this point he just wanted someone to tell him that he was either absolutely right, or crazy.
"Kid, that's crazy."
Duly noted.
"I'll say.” Elle chuckles out her response. “I haven't thought about it all, but those signs don't really mean anything. It just sounds like she has a habit of looking at whoever's talking to her." She notes, sharing her experience of being on the receiving end of your rather intense gaze.
His other friend adds onto that.
"And the whole closeness thing? You've seen her, she's like a computer with the way she works. She's a workaholic. And Hotch is another. It's just math, Reid."
Spencer furrows his eyes at the man's statement but before he can ask further, he sees you coming out of the office and staring at the small crowd that has now formed at his desk.
"Is something going on here?" You ask with tense brows. Eyes flickering to and fro.
He couldn't really think of something on the spot, but thankfully Derek had one at the ready. "Was just caught trying add my stack on to pretty boy's plate."
He sees you let out a small 'hm,' and you eventually turn your back to them to reach your desk.
He sighs in relief as he feels a firm pat on his back from Morgan.
"Next time, try looking at what she does when you're the one talking." He says before leaving to go to his own desk as well.
Spencer doesn't know what good that would do, especially now that he's worried one of his colleagues have caught wind of him liking you, but he at least takes note of it.
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He does not, in fact, take note of it until very later.
The team had been called to San Diego to deal with someone they had been calling, "The Tommy Killer." An unsub that had a preference for gluing his victims' eyes open.
As they were reviewing the scene in the jet, they had noticed a few stanzas of a literary work had been left behind at the scene.
"It's a ballad from the late 1600s. A Dialogue Betwixt Death and a Lady." Spencer had mentioned from where he stood.
"A 17th Century ballad?" Morgan had asked him incredulously from his seat, but it’s you who answers.
"One where a woman tries to bribe Death with all that she has in exchange for a little more time to live. Naturally, he doesn't allow it. Claiming that she was undeserving of an exception that even kings were denied of."
Spencer looks up from his own copy to see you still looking at your own from beside Hotch. With your brows furrowing in thought, he almost sees the actual gears in your brain turning.
"So what, are we looking at a literature professor of some kind?" Elle asks which immediately perks him right up.
"Well, actually anyone with access to the internet today. You should see what comes up when you type in the word, "Death" into a search engine." He laughed absentmindedly.
"Reid, no wonder you can't get a date."
Morgan's words made him frown, but he brushes it off.
Hotch, as previously discussed, then called on for the both of you to look deeper into the messages. To see if there was anything new that could be inferred.
He nods at him, and looks up. Expecting you to still be looking at Hotch as well.
Instead, your eyes meet his, but you quickly look back onto your file.
Reid thinks it's just a coincidence.
***
"Creepy, huh?" JJ had asked you two as she approached where transcripts of the written messages were tacked onto a board.
Spencer had been focusing so hard that he was caught off gaurd by her sudden appearance. Fully expecting the area to just be for you and him so he told her what first came to mind.
"Actually, conversations between Death and his victims was a fairly popular literary and artistic theme throughout the Renaissance."
Though perhaps the delivery wasn't as as good as he thought it was as JJ only stared back at him with an unreadable expression.
He thought it was interesting, really, but he supposed his slight stutter and breathy laugh at the end must have distracted her from his point.
He turned to look at you for help, but you too had been focusing on the messages and wouldn't be available to do that. So he just agreed with JJ’s sentiment, which seemed to be enough for her to leave.
He sighed out in relief.
"The lady never answers. Have you noticed it yet, Dr. Reid?" You turn to him as you ask.
He immediately refocuses on to the case and tries his best to reply after his prior blunder. "Oh uh-- Right, the dialogue in the ballad seems to be fractured. Well, it's more of a monologue than a dialogue seeing that there is no exchange of information."
A small smile graces your lips at that, and you gesture with a nod to go report your findings.
"So it is. Let's get going."
He follows you to where Hotch and Elle were discussing the sexual aspect of the crime and sees you take your place next to your mentor. The same position you were in when he was blowing out his birthday candles, as he also inserts himself into the discussion.
"Sir, we believe what the unsub has written at the scenes are most of the first three verses of the same ballad." You deliver, prompting your mentor to raise his brow at that.
"Most of?"
"Yeah, it's only one side of the conversation." Spencer adds. "There's no betwixt." He takes pride in your shared effort, which makes itself known by the smile that adorns his face.
Unfortunately, his satisfaction, isn't met with a positive reaction either as he sees Elle desperately trying not to make eye-contact, and your supervisor staring at him very pointedly.
He's thankful though at the little chuckle that you quickly try to hide behind a cough and a cover of your mouth to appear more professional. Quickly looking down at the ground.
He's happy that at least someone thought his joke was well-placed.
He continues to explain your theory about how the Lady in the narrative never answers, and that's enough for both Hotch and Elle to at least think about it.
Their attention is quickly stolen away however at an incoming call about a failed attempt nearby the precinct.
Quickly excusing themselves to get onto the scene as soon as possible, you see them call Gideon on their way out. Watching them as they leave the department doors.
But Spencer keeps his eyes on you as the thought just dawns on him.
You were the first one on the team to laugh at his jokes.
***
The more cases he works for the BAU, the more he realizes how much of his work isn't theoretical anymore. He feels it in the weariness in his eyes, the weight on his chest, and the shake of his hands.
Or maybe the shake is from the cold.
After all, he had dressed for the warm, California air. So now that he was in the cool, air-conditioned jet, he was seriously regretting not packing a sweater, at the very least.
He makes his way to the back of the aircraft after another successful investigation, and that's where sees you.
You had opted to shed your typically structured blazer on the seat beside you, leaving you in a softer blouse, both in color and form, that made everyone around you know that you were officially off duty.
It's a nice look on you, he thinks. A slight departure from your usually stern and hardened exterior. He wouldn't mind seeing a more relaxed version of you every once in a while.
A version of you that looked more your age and not constantly under the pressure of doing well.
He momentarily wonders if that's part of your mentor's influence as well.
He freezes a bit, as if catching himself in some depraved daydream, and takes a few steps back to return to the more vacant areas of the craft.
Before he can get any further though, you see him and beckon for him to come over with a tired wave of your hand.
"How's the flight treating you, Dr. Reid?" You ask, drowsiness lacing your tone as he sits on the seat opposite of you.
"Oh, it's the same as always, I guess. A little colder than usual, but that's to be expected. By the way, we’re actually lucky that we haven't experienced some semblance of turbulence yet on our flights, considering that the likelihood of it has increased by seventeen-percent in the last decade."
You laugh at that. "You really know just what to say, huh?"
He doesn't see it as funny as you do, so it seems. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you or--" "There's no need to apologize, sir. I find everything you have to say interesting, whether you mean it to or not."
He stays silent at that, suddenly nervous, and tries to make himself comfortable. He does so in the hopes that he can finally steel himself to ask you that question.
He talked to Elle earlier when they were waiting for the unsub's call. Asked her if she thought it was weird that he knew what he knew, and if it had anything to do with his inability to get a date. She had reasoned with him that it was because he didn't ask, but it couldn't be that simple, could it?
He mulls it over in his head before sighing. Opting to give up and just wait for a more opportune time.
Besides, jury’s still out that you could very well be pining over his boss.
The action, however, seems to remind you of something.
"Before I forget," You look into your baggage, rummaging around before finally finding what it was you were looking for.
You ask him to close his eyes, which he obediently does, and you place a thick rectangular box into his awaiting lap.
The sudden shift in weight causes his eyes to open, and he is certainly surprised to see what was on there.
"What is this?"
"It's your birthday. There wasn't a good time to give it to you, so might as well."
He takes the box into his hands and shakes it a little.
From the sound alone, or near lack thereof, there could be a multitude of things inside it. He looks at you questioningly and you only smile and gesture for him to open it.
He takes his time in doing so, and he doesn't know how or why, but he finds your reactions to his movements much more amusing than whatever could be in the box. As if you were more excited for him.
He finally peers into the now open box to see some sort of purple cloth. A ribbon of geometric designs cutting through its middle and he stares at it in wonder.
"It's a scarf!"
You smile at him, and he was thankful that the rest of the team were either asleep or just not paying attention as it allowed the both of you to savor the moment with at least some semblance of privacy.
"I've noticed that you had a tendency to wear a lot of layers. I wasn't sure if it was because you were cold, or you just liked dressing that way, so I made an educated guess and got you something practical."
And just like that, he's over the moon.
He immediately goes to put it on with a wide smile, paying no mind that it paired so badly with the short sleeves of his button up.
Not that he would know, nor care.
And just when he had been feeling cold earlier too! "Thank you so much. This means a lot to me, especially since you don't usually give gifts."
You shake your head. "I don't, but it's not everyday one spends their twenty-fourth at the BAU."
He continues to observe the cloth that now hung around him. Smoothing his hands over it as he does with an expression unreadable to you.
You worry a bit and hurriedly mention, "I'm sorry if it isn't your color. I see purple show up on your mismatched socks more than any other color, so I just assumed. If it's any consolation, purple is a great color to contrast the warmer hues in brown eyes?"
He flushes at your admission, but matches your urgency to set you straight. "No! Please, I actually really like it-- It's beautiful."
You breathe out a sigh in relief and nod slowly at that.
"Speaking of the color, did you know the origin of purple dye is actually quite fascinating?" His voice filled with enthusiasm. With his eyes, bright, and filled with a child-like fascination that makes your chest feel warm at the sight.
"Historically, purple dye was incredibly rare and valuable, which is why it became associated with royalty and nobility. The earliest known purple dye, known as Tyrian purple, was produced by the ancient Phoenicians around 1200 BC. It was derived from the secretions of a particular type of sea snail, the bolinus brandaris, found in the Mediterranean Sea."
He paused for a moment, wondering if he was boring you, but sees that you're still very much paying attention to him.
"The process to obtain this dye was incredibly labor-intensive and complex. It required thousands of these sea snails to produce just a small amount of dye. The snails would then be collected and left to decompose in large vats. After several days, a gland from the snail was extracted and crushed to produce a purple mucus. This mucus would then be exposed to sunlight, undergoing a chemical reaction that transformed it into the deep, rich purple dye we commonly associate with our modern day equivalent."
As he kept going, he suddenly remembered what Morgan had told him all those weeks ago.
"Next time, try looking at what she does when you're the one talking."
So he does just that.
He observes the way that your shoulders are more relaxed, how your eyes never stray from him, and how the small upturned curve of your lip makes itself known as you rest your cheek onto your propped up fist.
How he has your undivided attention and yet you don't even look the least bit bored of what he has to say. Only silently appreciating and subtly nodding along with the slow blink of your eyelids.
All clear signs of unguarded comfort, and or interest, in his presence.
Had you really been looking at him like that all this time?
Now the idea of you liking your boss seems silly. Especially when you’re looking at him the way he imagines himself looking at you.
"I did know that, actually, Dr. Reid. At the time, Tyrian purple wasn't only desirable for its rarity, people said it was also incredibly lightfast. That it was resistant to fading under the sun and the weather. Not to mention all that hard work that just to get a single gram of it. Then again, modern studies do claim that its lightfastness was, in fact, not an accurate feature as it's color diminished when it was exposed to light and UV radiation."
You laughed a little again, as if remembering some anecdote, and that sound was steadily becoming one of his favorite sounds. Following only after your speaking voice.
"Fortunately for you, doctor, I could only afford a synthetically purple-dyed scarf. Though that means that you won't ever have to worry about it fading under the sun."
Hands up in faux surrender, you give him a tired smile that he returns with one of his own.
A calming silence enveloped the both of you as you continue to bask in each other's presence.
At some point you doze off, draping your blazer on top of yourself to shield yourself from the cold, and that's when he starts considering Elle's words again.
"Do you ever ask anyone out?"
"No,"
"That's why you can't get a date."
He nods to himself, and reclines a little more into his seat. Snuggling into his new scarf that still has the faintest smell of you.
Maybe he will ask you out on a a date later.
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holding on.
the six times that spencer squeezed your hand, and the six times you fell for him even deeper.
pairing :: spencer x fem bau!reader
warnings :: mentions of bioweapons, undercover missions, injuries, blood, angst, fluff
word count :: 1.6k
author’s note :: my one brain cell has been occupied by protective!spencer as of late, so this is what we’re dealing with
accompanying song :: ugotme by omar apollo
the first time he squeezed your hand, it was during a handshake.
you had just joined the bau, and as is customary in introductions, you held your hand out for a round of handshakes. with a tight-lipped smile, you looked into his face as you introduced yourself.
“f/n l/n.”
his eyes — a charming shade of brown — stared right back at you.
“i’m doctor spencer reid.”
he grasped your hand for only a fleeting second, but still gave it a gentle squeeze.
---
the second time he squeezed your hand, you were talking behind erin strauss’ back.
if it were hotch or any other member of the bau, spencer would’ve let everything play out and watched your panicked reaction with an amused smile. but it was erin strauss, and spencer could see that she was visibly agitated.
“a good section chief should have faith in the team’s decisions,” you pouted and looked up at spencer, who was chewing on a cookie and humming in agreement.
“she’s been telling me to call her every hour for an update on the case. last time, i was a minute late — a minute late, spence — and she just had to rub it in my face!”
you angrily rubbed the bridge of your nose, sighing as you vented to your colleague. his brows perked up, but you didn’t take note of it; in fact, you started to speak even louder as the rage continued to pile at the back of your throat.
spencer cleared his throat once, but you thought he was just trying to swallow his food.
“honestly, spencer, do you think i should tell her?”
he blinked rapidly this time, hoping you would get the signal. but when you were still rambling by the time strauss was only a few feet away from your desk, spencer reached for your hand and squeezed it once.
you looked up in surprise, eyes widening as you waited for him to explain his gesture.
but the voice that spoke up was strauss’.
“agent l/n, i would like to speak with you in private. now.”
you stood frozen for a few seconds, exchanging a panicked glance with spencer.
he gave you an apologetic grimace, but squeezed your hand once again, as if to wish you good luck.
---
the third time he squeezed your hand, it was during your first undercover mission.
earlier that morning, swat had silently raided the home of two unsubs – a couple that went by the names of mr. and ms. stone – that were covertly collecting harmful biological agents.
after uncovering the news that they were planning to trade their bioweapons with a team of buyers, you and your team decided that the exchange would not fall through. the team revised the plan and decided that you and spencer would pose as the couple and intercept the trade.
so here you were, dressed in a dark green dress, the hem of the fabric flowing in the cool wind of the air-conditioned hotel lobby. spencer stood next to you in a black suit, hair falling in front of his eyes in the form of slick, wavy strands.
time seemed to still when he reached behind you and squeezed your right hand four times – each to let you know how many possible targets were standing to your three o’clock.
that was all the signal you needed to get into character.
the two of you were a couple only for the night, but you put on a show that would’ve convinced any onlooker otherwise.
you snaked your hands around spencer’s neck before rising on your tiptoes and whispering, “are you ready, mister stone?”
he moved his hands to rest them around your hips, and ran his fingers through the smooth texture of your dress.
he dipped his lips near your ears, so close that his breath tickled your skin.
“i am. are you, miss stone?”
---
the fourth time he squeezed your hand, it was because you asked him to.
glass had struck your sides during the explosion, leaving a deep and dark gash in your flesh and surrounding it with a sticky stream of crimson red.
you tried to muster the strength to push yourself up, but it was too much. with a heavy sigh, you crashed back onto the ground.
thankfully, spencer was next to you in seconds.
he softly brushed over your cut skin, and when you flinched at the pain, he tried to console you by saying that the medics were almost here.
“almost?” you wheezed, struggling to keep your eyes open but still able to see that spencer had ripped a part of his dress shirt to wrap your split skin.
when he circled the fabric around your torso and started to apply pressure, you had to bite back a scream. you bit down on your bottom lip so hard that blood seeped through and filled your mouth with its metallic taste.
“spencer- spence,” you gasped, and wrapped your hands around his.
“it’s okay, it’s okay,” he repeated, trying to reassure you as he continued to apply pressure to your sides.
“squeeze my hand.”
when he didn’t move his hand, you tried again. “please. i need a distraction.”
he furrowed his brows and gave you a hesitant look, but when he noticed the desperation flashing in your eyes, he complied. lifting his hands that were now stained with your blood, he gripped your hand and squeezed.
it felt like electricity coursing through your arm, but it didn’t hurt.
it felt oddly serene to have your blood sandwiched between your skin and his, to feel warmth amidst the draining cold.
---
the fifth time he squeezed your hand, you were on the verge of tears.
you and spencer were just about to regroup with the rest of the team to deliver the profile, but as the two of you were walking across the hallway, the victim’s mother leapt in front of you and yelled in a fit of rage.
“my daughter’s been gone for more than two days, and you haven’t done anything to find him!”
she pushed against your shoulders and you flailed your arms in an attempt to regain balance.
“you just sit around and pretend to work, but you don’t actually care. if anything happens to my monica, i’ll make sure you’ll never work this job ever again.”
that was the last strike that tipped spencer over the edge.
you didn’t even get an attempt to reason with her, because spencer grasped the fabric of her shirt around her shoulders and pushed her into the waiting room.
it wouldn’t be another five minutes before he stepped out, but you could see his face was flush with anger and disbelief.
yours was hot with shame.
approaching you with a concerned expression, spencer put his hand on top of your palm and squeezed. “that was completely inexcusable on her part-”
“it’s okay. i know.” you moved your hand away and forced a smile.
you could see the words written all over his face — it’s not your fault, you did nothing wrong. yet you still couldn’t shake the feeling of guilt, of the terrible pain that comes with knowing that you’re doing everything you can but still failing miserably.
you walked as fast as you could to the nearest bathroom before spencer could stop you, tears already streaming down your face as you locked yourself up in the stall.
---
the sixth time he squeezed your hand, spencer showed a different side that you’d never seen before.
you and spencer were dating now, so showing affectionate gestures in public wasn’t a foreign concept to the two of you. however, the workplace was a different story.
both of you did your best to adhere to professional conduct, as it was fundamental to being a federal agent. and although it took some willpower, you refrained from your usual hugs and playful nudges with spencer.
but the detective at the local p.d. was on your tail, unrelenting with his attempts to flirt with you.
“how does dinner at seven sound?”
he flashed his teeth at you and smiled, and it took everything you had within to not retch in front of him.
“can we please focus on the case here?”
“can’t we talk about both at the same time?”
you sighed, your fingers itching to grab him by the collar and subdue him to a deathly hush.
“no, we cannot, and i’d appreciate it if you would stop-” you waved your hand in an annoyed gesture, “-stop whatever you’re trying to do.”
“you know you could’ve just said no.”
“i don’t think it would take any extra deductions to figure that she’s turning you down, detective.”
your shoulders lifted ever so slightly at the familiar voice, and you had to suppress a smile from surfacing on your lips when spencer took a seat beside you and squeezed your hand.
“it’s just friendly banter, agent. one that you’re not concerned with,” the detective spat back, his stare still fixed on you.
“doctor. it’s doctor,” spencer retaliated, “and i believe that i do have the right to be concerned when you’re making my team member uncomfortable.”
you were so fed up with listening to the detective ramble on and on, choosing to ignore your and spencer’s words. you stood up, braced spencer’s hand, and nodded your head towards a closed-off room.
“come on, babe, i’m tired of this. let’s talk about the case in private and grab dinner together later.”
spencer nodded, a proud gleam shining in his eyes as he stood and placed a hand behind your back.
you felt your body warm up with fuzzy excitement when the detective tore his gaze away from you defeatedly and clamped his lips shut, and you smiled as spencer followed you out of the room with his grip lying on your hips.
---
every time spencer squeezes your hand, it’s a heartfelt reminder of how much he cares about you.
you don’t ever have to question it.
he knew he would care about you from the beginning, a fate decided by the stars when he locked hands with you for the very first time.
and he’ll prove it to you time and time again, all six reminders a testament to his dedication.
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Stobotnik + reader who just got their wisdom teeth out because I'm suffering.
Please help, my face hurts 🥲
Can be read as romantic, platonic, or familial. Because there aren't any indicators attached to the relationships.
Stone is 100% nurturing dude™, don't @ me.
While Robotnik probably has a list of necessities in priority order, Stone knows how to put everything into action.
Ice on 20 mins, off 10 mins, feed you whenever you're hungry + willing to work around the pain.
I'm currently living off split pea soup. Robotnik's just happy is you're eating something high with protein, because it helps promote healing.
Has a long ass list of potential foods, as well as a timeline of when you can eat what. Like, soft foods ONLY the first few days, nothing with small chunks, then working your way up.
Also has a timer for when you can take your pain meds
Stone is more on the comfort-nurturing side, while Robotnik is focused on optimizing healing
If you say anything while loopy, they'll either ignore it, or question you if it sounds important
Both will be mildly disgusted if you ask to have your teeth returned. May ask "why" once, then drop it because - do they *really* want to know?
I imagine that Stone will set out some nice comfy outfits for the next few days - stuff with big enough necks so you don't bump your face, or things that zip or button
Fluffy bathrobe. Necessity, ngl
Robotnik makes sure you have someplace you can sleep propped up, even if it's just the couch + a pillow nest
Idk man. I'm gonna look at more fanart now. Send reqs if you want.
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~ Doctor's Plan ~
Agent Stone x (f) reader
Part three {the masterlist}
Warnings: none
Word count: 14.8k
The agent woke up early that morning and went for a run. There was no one around except some stray animals. A gentle cold wind was hitting his face. Meanwhile, in the back of his mind, he was still thinking about how to put Robotnik's plan into action. It wasn't easy and he had to keep a low profile while doing all this.
While he was running in his usual direction, he noticed a detail that he had not paid much attention before.
'Employee wanted for Karen's Coffee '
At that moment, it was as if everything fell into place like a puzzle piece. He hadn't realized before that this was exactly what he had been looking for for days.
When he completed his run and returned home, he took a quick shower and got dressed. Y/N was asleep on the couch. Out of spite, she turned down Stone's offer to sleep in his bedroom. She could very well sleep on the couch and as she said she was already used to. But eventually they came to an agreement; one week, one would sleep on the couch while the other would sleep in the bedroom. This way, both of them would have equal conditions. They decided who would sleep on the couch the first week by tossing a coin.
While Stone was placing the portafilter in his hand into the coffee machine, was also making a bacon omelette.
"I don't like bacon." Y/N said as she stepped into the kitchen.
Stone was startled by the voice, but quickly regained his composure and looked over his shoulder at Y/N. "Okay... How would you like your omelette then?"
"Umm... I'm not in the mood for an omelette today." Y/N said and yawned. She went to the refrigerator and started looking inside.
"Okay, what would you like to eat then?" Stone asked as he turned off the stove.
Y/N didn't answer. At that moment, she didn't want to eat anything she saw in the refrigerator. She closed the refrigerator's door, sat on one of the chairs, and started drinking the coffee Stone had made for himself. "Thanks." she said just before taking the first sip.
Y/N was already drank half the coffee before Stone told her he made that coffee for himself. He left the plate in his hand on the table and started making himself another coffee.
"Bagels. I want bagels. Is there a place around here that sells them?"
"Uh... I don't know. It has to be." said Stone. He took his new coffee and sat on one of the chairs. “Do you want me to go get it from the store?”
"Nah..." she objected. When she looked around, she got curious when she couldn't see her cat. "Where's Sylvester?"
Stone looked around, the last time he saw him was before Y/N woke up. "He's around here somewhere. Can't be far away."
Y/N gulped down her coffee and got up to look out for her cat. She searched everywhere -even the bathroom- but the only place she didn't look was Stone's bedroom. The room's door was half-open. As soon as Y/N walked in, she found her cat napping on the bed.
She had never been in this room before. There was nothing in the room other than a large wardrobe, a double-size bed and two nightstands. Something on one of the nightstands caught her attention: Stone's wallet.
She check through the door and quietly approached the wallet. Her purpose was just to look at Mr. Mysterious's ID and learn his name. After another check, she took the wallet, opened it and found his ID among the cards.
Aban Stone
She hummed silently in her head. She put the wallet back in its place and left the room. When she came back to the kitchen, Stone looked at her questioningly.
"Did you find him?"
"Oh, yeah. He's taking a nap, in your room." she said and then added. "You have no idea how grumpy he gets when he's disturbed."
She sat down again and watched the agent, who was finishing his breakfast. She wasn't sure if the name suited him. You could easily guess some people's names by looking at their faces, but Stone wasn't one of them.
"So, what's the plan today?" Y/N asked, breaking the long, deep silence.
"Actually, I was planning to go to a job interview today. At Karen's Coffee. This morning, while I was running, I saw an ad saying they were looking for employees."
"I thought you were an agent..."
"I am. But I need something to provide a monthly cash flow." he said, getting up to refill his and Y/N's coffee. "Besides, I need to get a job so I don't attract too much attention."
"Do you think you can do it? Alright, you make better coffee way above average, but are you talented enough to be stable in this job?" Y/N asked, turning around in her chair, looking at Stone.
"I have a diploma and degrees on this." Stone replied with a proud grin on his face.
Y/N was wide-eyed in surprise, but luckily Stone still had his back turned and didn't see her expression.
"Wow, I didn't know that." she said in a surprised tone.
The grin on his face still hadn't disappeared when Stone turned towards her with two cups in his hands. "There's a lot you don't know yet."
"Because you don't tell!" Y/N snapped at him.
"Everything has its time."
Y/N just made a face at that cliché. While they were sipping their coffee, Sylvester came into the kitchen. She left her coffee cup on the table and took her cat in her arms.
"Heyy, sweet boy!"
Her voice had changed, it always changed when she was talking to her cat. It would become more childish. And Stone noticed this from day one.
While Y/N was playing with her cat, Stone quietly got up and went to his room to get ready. He was ready when he put on his suit jacket and grabbed his wallet and phone. He called out to Y/N one last time before putting on his shoes and leaving the house.
"I'm going out. If you need anything, call me."
"I don't have your number!" Y/N yelled back. She repeated the sentence in a more normal tone as she came to the kitchen door and leaned on the beam. She was looking at the agent who was putting on his shoes on the floor.
Stone stood up, straightened his jacket, took his phone out of his pocket and made a transaction. "Now you have." he said, at the same time as the notification sound on Y/N's phone. Then he put a slight smile on his face and left the house.
Less than half an hour after Stone left, the doorbell rang. Y/N got up from where she was sitting and went to the door. When she looked through the door hole, she saw that the person coming was a courier. She hesitantly opened the door and looked at the courier with frowning and questioning eyes.
"Are you Y/N Y/LN?" said the courier, taking a brief look at the note in their hand.
"Yes?"
"This order is for you." said the courier, holding out the package in their hand. "Bon appetit, ma'am." they added, and instead of taking the elevator, they took the stairs and walked away.
Y/N closed the door and walked back into the kitchen with the package in hand. There were two bagels in the package. She jumped slightly with joy when she saw it.
While taking a bite of one of the bagels, she texted Stone.
"Thanks for the bagels!"
At that moment, Stone quickly put on the apron in his hand and looked at the notification on his smart watch. Y/N must've liked the bagels he sent. He quickly replied to her and returned to his work. He was hired right away and now all he had to do was lay low and make money.
"Enjoy it. :)"
Y/N had spent the rest of the day cleaning and working on projects she still hadn't finished. She didn't have much to do at home, she had her phone with her but she couldn't talk to her friends. It's been almost a week since she came here and she hasn't even stepped out. She had to stay away from everything and everyone for a while, for her own safety. Although this seemed relaxing at first, she was starting to get bored.
While her cat was taking his umpteenth nap of the day, she went into Stone's home office and sat down in front of the little robot she had been working on for months. While she was dealing with this, she had her father in the back of her mind, she knew that her interest in mechanics came from blood.
She had designed little things since she was little, and little Y/N had kept them all in hopes of showing them to her father one day. All of them were currently in a box in the attic of her house in New York, waiting to be resurfaced.
When she absentmindedly plugged in her robot, which she thought she had finished, she tripped the house's electrical switch. She returned to the moment with surprise and unplugged the robot. She knew from the beginning that building a cable-powered robot was a mistake, but she tried anyway. She left the room and looked for the little container where the house's electrical switch was located. When she found it, she came out with the help of a chair and looked. Yes, just as she thought, her little robot had tripped the electrical switch. She returned the keys to their original state and got down from the chair. Her whole mood was disappear.
She closed the office's door before her cat woke up, returned to the living room, and sat down on the sofa exhausted. She wanted time to pass as quickly as possible.
Stone adapted easily to his new job. Even though his boss was rude and his co-workers were people he wasn't used to and they tested his patience, there wasn't much he could do. He had completed his first whirlwind day at work and was back home; even if not his body, his nerves were worn out and overwhelmed.
When he opened the door and walked in, Sylvester was at his feet. "Hello, little one." he said before leaning down and picking him up.
He took off his shoes and walked towards the living room with the cat in his arms. Y/N had fallen asleep in front of the TV, sitting on the couch, a very uncomfortable position to sleep.
She woke up startled as Stone gently grabbed the remote control, which was about to fall from her hand.
"I'm sorry, I just wanted to turn off the TV..." Stone quickly explained.
"No problem." Y/N replied in her sleepy voice. She turned off the television and sat up, feeling stiff all over. As she tilted her neck left and right to relax, she grimaced in pain.
"It's been a tiring day?" Stone asked, while stroking the fur of the cat that lay calmly on his lap.
"No. Not at all. On the contrary, it's been boring." She exhaled loudly. "I feel like Rapunzel."
Stone raised an eyebrow and looked at her. "Why?"
"Because I'm stuck in here and can't go out. Just like her." she replied. Her tone of voice was as if she were telling a truth known by everyone.
"You can't go out yet ." he corrected her. "As soon as I can figure all the things out you're able to can. But for now, you have to be out of sights." he said and added before Y/N could open her mouth. "For your own safety."
"There are coffee stains on your shirt." Y/N said, changing the subject.
Stone looked down at his shirt and grimaced. "Uh... Yeah."
"What happened?"
Stone took a deep, tired sigh and began to explain. "Karen, my new boss, didn't like the coffee I made and sprayed it in my face with the first sip she took."
There was anger hidden in his voice and Y/N noticed it immediately.
"What?! But you make great coffee!"
This sentence brought relief to Stone's face and inside him, he was glad to be understood. "Thanks! But well... not everyone realizes that."
Y/N sat down with one leg under her and turned towards him. "How about you make me the same coffee? Huh?"
"Are you sure?" he asked, raising one eyebrow.
"Absolutely." Y/N answered him without hesitation.
"Alright then..."
He left the cat on his lap, quickly went to his room, changed his clothes, and then immediately went into the kitchen. Without wasting any time, he started making the coffee he had been making for years.
Y/N was still sitting in the same spot when Stone came back into the living room with coffee in hand. "Here you go." he said as he carefully handed the cup to Y/N. "Latte with steamed Austrian goat milk."
Y/N said thank you and lifted the coffee cup to her lips, smelled before drinking. "Smells good." she said and took a big sip and let the taste of the coffee delight her mouth.
"This... is really good." she said and took another sip. It was obvious from her face that she liked it. Stone's lips turned slightly upward.
"It's definitely in the top three coffees I've drank so far. I'm not exaggerating."
The smile on Stone's face grew wider. "Thanks! That's the Doctor's favourite."
Y/N had slightly pursed her lips at this information, but thanks to the coffee cup, Stone hadn't seen it. "That woman, Karen, must be an ignoramus. Who wouldn't like that?"
"I know, right?!" Stone reacted. There was no trace of his despondency from an hour ago, and he owed that entirely to Y/N.
With an idea coming to her mind, she left the study and started looking for Stone at home. She should have shared the idea in her mind immediately. Stone was sitting at the kitchen table and looking at his phone.
"Stone! Stone!! Ah, there you are!"
Stone's eyebrows were furrowed and he put down the phone in his hand and looked at her with questioning eyes. "Is there a problem?"
"Problem? No, no problem. Listen to me, I have a plan." she said in a very confident manner.
Thereupon, Stone relaxed and his facial expression was replaced by curiosity. "About what?"
Y/N placed both of her hands on the table and leaned forward slightly. "What if I told you that Karen's Coffee is the perfect place for putting Robotnik's Manifesto to work?"
"How?"
"Simple. But not exactly that simple. That place would be a secret base but first, you have manage to do -somehow- all employees quit their job. For example, you're free to sell my father's machines to get money to buy that place. No need to pay back. Don't worry." she explained.
"I'm not gonna sell anything belongs to the Doctor. Forget about it, will you?"
She shrugged. "Okay... Maybe you have hidden money somewhere and you can use it? What do you say?"
"Unfortunately I don't have any hidden money, Y/N."
"Ugh! You don't help. But whatever! I think you able to can find a way to buy that place. And after a few modifications there will be still a lovely coffee shop except one thing: there's no employees but you. You'll be running the coffee shop by your own."
"And with a few little touch, the shop can turn into a total secret base..." Stone concluded her words. He thought about it for a second or two. "It might be work."
"No. It will work." she corrected him, grinning proudly.
Y/N's eyes lit up as she explained her plan and of course Stone noticed. She is a Robotnik, and just like the Doctor, she unconsciously wore the same pride when talking about her plans. Stone looked at the intelligent and beautiful woman in front of him, who didn't want to accept that she still had traces of her father, and smiled at her. It was a very genuine and sincere smile.
When Y/N stopped being proud of herself and looked at Stone, she felt something go on alert in her brain. She knew that what she said affected Stone, but she didn't realize that his reaction would affect her. She decided to do what she always did: change the subject and act like didn't care at all.
"I want pizza! Let's order pizza!" she said, straightened up.
Stone was still smiling as he picked up his phone. "I'm on it."
{New chapter is here guys! Finally I wrote and translated this chapter. I hope you like it! Part four will come but I don't know when. And I wanna thank you all for your patience!}
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The Quiet One
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem! Reader
Genre: fluff
Content warnings: Reader gets taken during a case and starts isolating herself
Word count: 11.1K (It's long, I know)
Spencer’s POV
Spencer Reid didn’t need to be an expert in psychology to know that Y/N was hiding something. It wasn’t a dark secret—at least, he didn’t think so—but it was a part of herself she kept locked away.
She was new, sure, but most new agents took Garcia’s boisterous affection or Morgan’s teasing in stride after a week or two. Y/N, however, stayed remarkably quiet unless the conversation turned to a case. Then she was brilliant—her analyses sharp and concise, her physical prowess undeniable in the field. Even Hotch had complimented her work ethic within the first month, which was rare.
But socially? She was an enigma, answering questions with one-word responses or polite nods. Garcia had deemed it her “personal mission” to get Y/N to loosen up.
And now, Spencer found himself curious too.
Reader’s POV
The BAU bullpen was oddly calm for once. Cases were lighter this week, leaving the team to catch up on paperwork. You didn’t mind it—it gave you time to settle into the rhythm of things.
Sitting at your desk during lunch, you pulled a battered paperback from your bag. It was a comfort read, one you returned to when the world felt overwhelming. The words on the page blurred slightly as you chewed on the inside of your cheek, trying to ignore the faint hum of conversation between Morgan and JJ.
Then came the voice.
“That’s Jane Eyre, right?”
You glanced up to find Dr. Spencer Reid standing by your desk. His hands were shoved awkwardly into his pockets, a rare flicker of nervousness in his expression.
“Uh… yeah,” you said, holding up the book. “It is.”
“You know, Charlotte Brontë originally published it under the pseudonym Currer Bell because women authors weren’t taken seriously in the 19th century,” Spencer said, his voice gaining confidence as he dove into familiar territory. “It was actually one of the first novels to really explore the concept of the ‘modern woman.’”
You blinked at him, unsure whether to be impressed or amused. “I didn’t know that.”
His eyes lit up, and you instantly regretted not saying something more engaging.
“Well, there’s actually a lot of debate about whether Jane Eyre is autobiographical. Brontë infuses so many elements of her own life into the story, especially Jane’s resilience and independence—”
“Reid!” Morgan called from across the room, grinning. “Are you giving another one of your literary lectures?”
Spencer flushed, pushing a strand of hair behind his ear. “I, uh… I was just—”
You shut the book and offered a small smile. “It’s fine. I didn’t mind.”
That placated him, and he nodded quickly before retreating to his desk.
You couldn’t help but replay the interaction in your head for the rest of the day. Spencer had an undeniable passion for knowledge, and for the first time since joining the team, you found yourself wondering if you’d like to hear more of what he had to say.
Spencer’s POV
It started as a casual observation: Y/N always ate lunch alone.
After their brief interaction earlier that day, Spencer couldn’t help but notice her more often. She stayed on the periphery of conversations, her focus always sharp, but there was an unshakable air of… loneliness about her.
Garcia was determined to change that.
“I swear, my magic isn’t working on her!” Garcia huffed as she leaned against his desk later that afternoon. “But mark my words, Reid, I will crack that shell.”
Spencer raised an eyebrow. “You’re treating her like a puzzle.”
“Because she is a puzzle! She’s this brilliant, badass, stone-cold agent who also reads classics on her lunch break? She’s practically you in a different font.”
Spencer opened his mouth to respond but shut it again. The comparison caught him off guard. Was that why he was so fascinated by Y/N?
Reader’s POV
Over the following weeks, Spencer became a surprising constant. It started with the occasional factoid about the books you were reading, but it soon extended to case-related conversations. You found his intelligence refreshing, and his quiet, thoughtful presence felt like something you could trust.
Garcia, on the other hand, was a force of nature.
“Okay, Miss Mysterious, you are coming to Rossi’s this weekend, and I will not take no for an answer,” she declared one Friday afternoon, her hands on her hips.
You tried to protest, but Garcia had a way of steamrolling right over you. Before you knew it, you were at Rossi’s house that Saturday evening, surrounded by your team.
Spencer’s POV
He watched from across the room as Y/N sat next to Garcia, a soft laugh escaping her lips as the tech analyst recounted some over-the-top story. It was the first time he’d seen Y/N genuinely relaxed, her quiet demeanor giving way to something brighter.
She caught his gaze and smiled hesitantly.
Spencer felt his heart skip a beat.
Reader’s POV
Rossi’s house felt warm in a way you hadn’t expected. The deep wood tones, the glowing fire in the hearth, and the hum of your team’s laughter filled the space with an almost familial intimacy. You’d arrived tense, unsure of how to handle this uncharted territory, but Garcia had stuck by you like glue, coaxing you into conversations with her sunny enthusiasm.
To your surprise, you didn’t mind.
“You’re not allergic to wine, are you?” Garcia asked, pressing a glass into your hand before you could protest. “This is Rossi’s best stuff. Don’t embarrass me by turning it down.”
You gave her a faint smirk and took a small sip, letting the rich flavor spread across your tongue. “It’s good.”
“Good?” Rossi barked from across the room. “That’s a $300 bottle! Show some respect!”
You startled, but Morgan waved him off. “Don’t let him scare you, Y/N. Rossi says that about every bottle he pulls out of his cellar.”
The group laughed, and you felt yourself relax by a fraction. You didn’t belong here, not fully—not yet—but it was nice to pretend for a little while.
It wasn’t until later in the evening, when the group had spread out into smaller clusters, that you found yourself wandering onto Rossi’s back patio. The cool night air was a relief after the heat of the crowded living room, and you leaned against the railing, gazing out at the sprawling yard.
The sound of the door opening behind you made you glance back. Spencer stepped outside, a mug in hand.
“Coffee?” you asked, eyebrows raised.
He nodded sheepishly. “I don’t drink, so… this is my go-to.”
You turned back to the yard. “Makes sense.”
Spencer hesitated before moving to stand beside you. For a moment, the two of you stood in silence, the faint hum of conversation from inside fading into the background.
“You handled yourself well tonight,” he said finally.
You frowned. “What do you mean?”
“With the team,” he clarified, his gaze flicking to yours. “I know how overwhelming it can be. They’re… intense.”
A small laugh escaped you. “That’s one way to put it.”
He smiled at that, his face softening in a way that made your chest ache.
“I’m not great at these things either,” he admitted, his voice quieter now. “Social gatherings, I mean. But… it gets easier.”
“Does it?” you asked, surprising even yourself with the vulnerability in your tone.
He nodded, his expression thoughtful. “They’re good people. It just takes time to feel like you belong.”
You studied him for a moment, his profile outlined by the soft glow of the patio lights. It was strange, how he seemed to understand you in a way that no one else had tried to.
“Thanks, Spencer,” you said, your voice barely above a whisper.
He turned to you fully, his eyes searching yours. “For what?”
“For… being you, I guess.”
His brow furrowed, but before he could respond, Garcia’s voice rang out from the doorway.
“There you are, lovebirds! C’mon, it’s picture time!”
You flushed, stepping back instinctively, but Spencer’s soft chuckle eased your embarrassment.
“Let’s not keep her waiting,” he said, gesturing toward the door.
As the two of you returned to the chaos inside, you couldn’t help but feel that maybe, just maybe, you were starting to belong after all.
Spencer’s POV
The next few weeks were… different.
Y/N was still reserved, but something had shifted. She smiled more, lingered a little longer when the team joked around, and even initiated conversations once or twice.
Spencer found himself drawn to her even more. He wasn’t sure when his interest had crossed into something deeper—maybe it was the way her eyes lit up when she talked about a case, or how she always seemed to carry herself with quiet determination.
What he did know was that he wanted to spend more time with her.
Reader’s POV
It was late when you returned to the office after a long day in the field. Most of the team had gone home, but the glow from Spencer’s desk lamp caught your eye as you passed by.
“You’re still here?” you asked, leaning against the doorway.
He looked up, startled. “Oh, yeah. Just… catching up on paperwork.”
You hesitated before stepping into the room. “Do you want some company?”
Spencer blinked at you, clearly surprised, but he nodded. “Sure.”
You pulled a chair up beside him, glancing at the neat stacks of files on his desk. “You’re ridiculously organized, you know that?”
He chuckled. “Comes with the territory.”
For a while, the two of you worked in companionable silence, the quiet hum of the office almost soothing. It wasn’t until you reached for a file at the same time that your hands brushed, and you both froze.
“Sorry,” you muttered, pulling back quickly.
“No, it’s—” He cleared his throat. “It’s fine.”
Your eyes met, and for a brief moment, the air between you felt charged with something unspoken. But then the moment passed, and you both returned to your work, your hearts beating just a little faster.
Reader’s POV
The call came in at 3 a.m., pulling you out of a restless sleep. By the time you arrived at the BAU office, coffee in hand and exhaustion tugging at your limbs, the rest of the team was already gathered in the briefing room.
“Morning, sunshine,” Garcia greeted with mock cheerfulness as you slid into your seat.
“Morning,” you mumbled back, earning a sympathetic smile from her.
Hotch wasted no time launching into the details. “We’ve got three bodies in the last week, all women in their early twenties. Each victim was abducted, kept for approximately 48 hours, and then left in a public location. The cause of death is strangulation. The local PD in Richmond has requested our assistance.”
As the photos of the victims flashed across the screen, your stomach tightened. Young, bright faces extinguished too soon.
“Are we looking at someone who knew them?” you asked, your voice steady despite the knot forming in your gut.
JJ shook her head. “The victims don’t seem to have any connections to each other. Different neighborhoods, different jobs, no shared social circles.”
“So we’re dealing with an unsub who’s opportunistic,” Rossi said, leaning back in his chair.
“Most likely,” Spencer chimed in. “The cooling-off period is short, which could indicate a lack of control or a growing compulsion.”
As the team delved into theories and assigned tasks, you felt Spencer’s gaze linger on you for a moment. When you glanced his way, he offered a faint nod, as if to say, We’ve got this.
Spencer’s POV
Something about this case felt different.
It wasn’t the pattern—he’d seen similar cases before—but the look in Y/N’s eyes as she examined the crime scene photos. She was usually composed, but there was a flicker of something raw beneath her quiet exterior.
“Spence?” JJ’s voice pulled him out of his thoughts. “You ready to head to the ME’s office?”
He nodded quickly, grabbing his bag. As they left, he caught sight of Y/N slipping into the SUV with Morgan and Rossi, her expression unreadable.
Reader’s POV
The first day in Richmond was grueling. You’d interviewed families of the victims, combed through hours of CCTV footage, and spent far too long staring at a map of potential dump sites. By the time the team regrouped at the precinct that evening, the weight of the case was pressing down on you like a vice.
“Y/N,” Spencer said softly as you sat down at a desk in the corner, your head in your hands.
You looked up to find him holding out a bottle of water.
“Thanks,” you murmured, taking it from him.
He hesitated before sitting beside you. “You okay?”
You nodded, though the lump in your throat betrayed you. “It’s just… hard. They’re so young.”
Spencer’s expression softened. “It’s okay to feel that way. It means you care.”
You glanced at him, surprised by the sincerity in his tone. “How do you deal with it? Knowing that… we can’t save them all?”
“I remind myself that we can save the next one,” he said quietly. “That’s what keeps me going.”
His words settled over you like a balm, easing some of the tension in your chest.
“Thanks, Spencer,” you said after a moment.
He offered a small smile. “Anytime.”
The break came on the second day. Spencer had been poring over geographical profiles when he noticed a pattern in the unsub’s movements—a cluster of locations that centered around a local park.
“It’s a comfort zone,” he explained as the team gathered around. “The unsub likely lives or works nearby.”
With Garcia’s help, you narrowed down a list of potential suspects. One name stood out: Michael Devlin, a maintenance worker with a history of domestic violence.
“We’ve got enough for a warrant,” Hotch said, his voice clipped. “Morgan, Rossi, Y/N—head to his residence. Reid, JJ, and I will coordinate with SWAT in case he runs.”
Your heart pounded as you pulled on your vest and climbed into the SUV. The tension was palpable as Morgan briefed the team on the way to Devlin’s house.
“He’s dangerous, but he’s not expecting us,” Morgan said. “Stay sharp.”
The house was eerily quiet when you arrived. Morgan motioned for you to take the back while he and Rossi approached the front.
Gun drawn, you moved silently around the perimeter, your pulse thrumming in your ears. A faint noise from inside made you freeze—a muffled cry.
You signaled to Morgan, who nodded and motioned for you to breach the back door.
The next moments were a blur. The door splintered under your weight, and you swept through the darkened hallway, your flashlight cutting through the gloom.
“FBI!” you shouted. “Hands in the air!”
In the basement, you found Devlin with his latest victim—a young woman, bound and gagged but alive. Devlin lunged toward her, but you didn’t hesitate. One precise shot to his leg sent him crumpling to the ground.
“Suspect down!” you called, rushing to the woman’s side.
Morgan and Rossi were there seconds later, securing Devlin while you freed the woman.
“It’s okay,” you murmured, your hands steady despite the adrenaline coursing through you. “You’re safe now.”
The team returned to the hotel late that night, exhausted but victorious. You’d saved someone.
As you sat on the edge of your bed, the weight of the day finally caught up to you. A knock at the door startled you, and when you opened it, you found Spencer standing there.
“I thought you might want some company,” he said, holding up a bag of takeout.
You stepped aside, letting him in.
The two of you sat in companionable silence, the unspoken bond between you stronger than ever.
“You did good today,” Spencer said softly, breaking the silence.
“So did you,” you replied, meeting his gaze.
For a moment, neither of you looked away. The air felt charged again, but this time, you didn’t retreat.
“Thank you,” you said finally, your voice barely above a whisper.
Spencer’s lips curved into a faint smile. “Anytime.”
The weeks following the Richmond case brought you and Spencer closer in ways you hadn’t anticipated. It wasn’t anything dramatic—no sweeping gestures or long, soul-baring conversations. Instead, it was the little moments that built a quiet, steady foundation.
You started spending more time at his desk between cases, initially just to borrow books or bounce ideas off him, but it became something more. A shared cup of coffee here, a late-night brainstorming session there. The rest of the team noticed, of course, but they didn’t say much—except for Garcia, who gave you a sly wink whenever she caught you lingering near Spencer.
It wasn’t just Spencer, though. You were starting to feel more connected to the entire team. Rossi’s dry humor, Morgan’s teasing camaraderie, JJ’s quiet support, and Garcia’s unrelenting cheerfulness—all of it felt like pieces of a puzzle finally snapping into place.
But Spencer… he was different.
Spencer’s POV
It had become second nature to seek out Y/N when he needed a fresh perspective. Her sharp mind complemented his own, and her methodical approach often helped him piece together details he might have overlooked.
But it wasn’t just her intelligence that drew him in—it was the way she listened. Spencer wasn’t used to people really listening when he rambled about obscure facts or spiraled into tangents. Y/N didn’t just tolerate it; she seemed genuinely interested, even when he went off-topic.
He found himself looking for excuses to talk to her, whether it was about a case, a book, or even something as mundane as coffee preferences.
“You’re spending a lot of time with our newbie,” Morgan teased one afternoon as Spencer returned to his desk.
Spencer bristled. “We’re just… working well together.”
Morgan’s grin widened. “Sure you are, kid. Sure you are.”
Spencer tried to ignore him, but the comment stuck in his mind for the rest of the day. Was it really so obvious?
Reader’s POV
The next case was in Chicago—three bodies were found in abandoned buildings, each with eerily similar staging. The unsub was methodical, leaving almost no evidence behind. It wasn’t until the fourth victim was found that a pattern began to emerge.
“We’re looking at someone with a background in construction or architecture,” you said during the briefing, pointing to the detailed layout drawn on the whiteboard. “Each site was chosen for its isolation and structural integrity. He’s not just picking random locations; he’s planning this down to the last detail.”
Spencer nodded, adding to your analysis. “It’s possible he sees himself as an artist. The staging suggests a need for control, but also a desire for recognition. He’s leaving a signature.”
Hotch glanced between the two of you. “Work with Garcia to identify anyone with the right skill set and a history of violence. We need to narrow this down before he strikes again.”
You and Spencer were paired up to interview a potential suspect—a reclusive architect with a history of volatile behavior. As you drove through the quiet streets of Chicago, the conversation drifted to more personal topics.
“Do you miss it?” Spencer asked suddenly, his gaze focused on the road ahead.
“Miss what?”
“The academy,” he clarified. “Before the field. Before…” He gestured vaguely.
You considered the question for a moment. “Not really. I mean, it was challenging, but I always knew I wanted to be out here, making a difference. What about you? Do you miss… normalcy?”
Spencer laughed softly. “I’m not sure I’ve ever experienced normalcy. But I think I’ve found something better.”
His words hung in the air, and you felt your chest tighten.
Before you could respond, the GPS announced your arrival, pulling you back to the present.
The interview didn’t yield much—your suspect was uncooperative, but there wasn’t enough evidence to hold him. As you and Spencer left the building, the frustration was palpable.
“He’s hiding something,” you muttered as you walked to the car.
Spencer nodded. “Agreed. But without concrete evidence, we can’t—”
A sharp noise interrupted him—a metallic clang, followed by a figure darting into the alley beside the building.
“Stay here,” you said instinctively, drawing your weapon.
“Wait—” Spencer started to protest, but you were already moving.
The alley was narrow and dimly lit, and the figure was fast, but your training kicked in. You rounded a corner just in time to see the man scaling a fence.
“FBI! Stop!”
He didn’t.
You followed, adrenaline surging as you climbed the fence and hit the ground running. The suspect turned sharply, heading into an abandoned warehouse.
You slowed as you entered, your heart pounding. The faint sound of footsteps echoed through the cavernous space.
“Y/N!” Spencer’s voice called from behind you, and you turned to see him catching up, his own weapon drawn.
“You shouldn’t be here,” you said, your voice tight.
“And let you go in alone? Not a chance.”
Before you could argue, the suspect lunged from the shadows. Spencer reacted instantly, stepping between you and the attacker. The fight was brief but chaotic, and by the time you secured the suspect with cuffs, your hands were trembling.
“Are you okay?” Spencer asked, his eyes scanning you for injuries.
“I’m fine,” you said quickly, though your heart was still racing. “You?”
He nodded, his expression softening. “I’m fine.”
For a moment, you just stood there, the weight of the encounter settling over you. Then, without thinking, you reached out and placed a hand on his arm.
“Thanks,” you said quietly.
Spencer’s lips curved into a faint smile. “Anytime.”
The suspect turned out to be a crucial lead, and the case wrapped up soon after. On the flight home, you found yourself sitting beside Spencer, the two of you poring over a book he’d brought.
“You’re starting to remind me of Reid 2.0,” Morgan teased as he walked by.
You rolled your eyes, but Spencer smiled.
“Is that such a bad thing?” you asked, glancing at Spencer.
He shook his head, his expression unreadable. “Not at all.”
As the plane soared through the clouds, you couldn’t help but feel that your partnership with Spencer was becoming something more—something you weren’t quite ready to name yet, but something that felt right all the same.
(Next Case)
The case had felt off from the start.
You’d arrived in a small Colorado town after two young women disappeared within days of each other. The unsub had a clear pattern—abducting women in their twenties, keeping them for a few days, and leaving their mutilated bodies in remote areas.
You’d all felt the clock ticking with each passing hour. But even as the team worked tirelessly to profile the unsub and narrow down suspects, you couldn’t shake the nagging feeling that something was wrong—something you couldn’t quite put into words.
You were walking back to the SUV alone after canvassing a witness when it happened.
A sharp sting at the base of your neck.
Then, darkness.
Spencer’s POV
“She should have been back by now,” Spencer said, his voice tight with worry.
The team had regrouped at the precinct, but Y/N’s absence was glaring. She’d been checking in regularly all day, but her last update had come nearly an hour ago.
“She probably just got held up with a witness,” Morgan offered, though even he sounded unconvinced.
“No,” Spencer said, his jaw clenched. “Something’s wrong.”
Garcia’s voice crackled through the speakerphone. “I’ve got her GPS! It’s… oh, no. It’s not moving. Her phone’s near a deserted building on the outskirts of town.”
Hotch didn’t hesitate. “Morgan, Reid, let’s go. JJ, Rossi, stay here and coordinate with the local PD. Garcia, keep tracking her phone.”
Spencer’s chest tightened as they raced toward the location, dread clawing at his insides.
Reader’s POV
You woke to blinding pain.
Your arms were wrenched behind you, your wrists bound with coarse rope that cut into your skin. The room was dark, save for the faint glow of a single bulb overhead.
A figure loomed above you, his face obscured.
“Finally awake,” he said, his voice calm, almost casual.
You struggled against the restraints, your breath coming in sharp gasps.
“Don’t bother,” the man said, crouching to meet your gaze. “It’s just you and me now. And I don’t like it when people scream.”
He raised something shiny—a blade—and you froze.
The first cut was shallow, a deliberate line across your arm. Pain bloomed, sharp and hot, and you bit down hard on your lip to keep from crying out.
“Good,” he murmured. “You’re strong. Let’s see how long that lasts.”
Time became a blur after that. The pain was relentless—cuts, bruises, burns. He was methodical, asking questions he didn’t seem to care if you answered. You tried to focus on anything else—your training, the team, Spencer—but the agony kept dragging you back.
At some point, you lose consciousness again.
Spencer’s POV
When they found you, Spencer nearly collapsed with relief—and horror.
You were slumped in the corner of the room, your clothes torn and blood staining your skin. Cuts and bruises covered your body, and your face was pale, almost unrecognizable.
“Y/N!” Spencer was the first to reach you, dropping to his knees beside you.
Your eyes fluttered open, but there was no recognition in them, only fear.
“It’s me,” he said softly, his voice breaking. “It’s Spencer. You’re safe now.”
Your lips moved, but no sound came out.
Hotch and Morgan secured the unsub, who was screaming as they dragged him out of the building. Spencer barely registered it. All he could focus on was you—broken, fragile, and trembling in his arms.
Reader’s POV
The ride to the hospital was a blur. You were dimly aware of Spencer’s hand gripping yours, his voice low and soothing as he spoke to you, though you couldn’t make out the words.
The pain was overwhelming, but worse than that was the fear—the raw, unrelenting terror that you were still there, still in that room.
It wasn’t until you were in the hospital, surrounded by the sterile smell of antiseptic and the soft hum of machines, that you began to feel grounded again.
Spencer stayed by your side the entire time.
You didn’t want to go home.
The thought of returning to the BAU, to the same desks and faces, felt impossible. But Hotch had insisted you needed to recover somewhere familiar, and the team had gently assured you they’d be there every step of the way.
You sat alone on the plane, staring out the window, your arms wrapped tightly around yourself. The team kept their distance, speaking in hushed tones as they gave you space.
You hated how broken you felt. You hated the way the memories of that room kept flashing through your mind, the way your skin still crawled despite the warm blanket Garcia had draped over your shoulders.
And yet, when Spencer moved to sit beside you, you didn’t pull away.
You stayed silent as he settled in, the faint scent of his cologne reaching you. After a long moment, you leaned into him, resting your head on his shoulder.
Spencer stiffened for half a second before relaxing, his arm curling around you protectively. He didn’t say anything—didn’t need to.
The rest of the team exchanged quiet glances but said nothing. They knew better than to interrupt.
For the first time since the ordeal, you felt… safe.
Spencer’s POV
She didn’t say a word the entire flight, but Spencer didn’t mind.
When she’d leaned into him, something in his chest had cracked open. He didn’t know what to say or do, but he knew he’d do anything to protect her from feeling that way again.
As the plane descended toward Quantico, he tightened his arm around her, silently promising her—and himself—that he’d be there for her, no matter what.
Reader’s POV
Recovery wasn’t linear.
You thought it might be—thought you could box up what happened and file it away in some corner of your mind. But the scars on your body weren’t just physical, and no matter how hard you tried, the memories of that room clung to you like smoke, thick and suffocating.
You barely left your apartment in the weeks after the case. The team gave you space but stayed present in small ways: a text from JJ checking in, a phone call from Morgan offering to bring dinner, Rossi dropping off an expensive bottle of wine “for when you’re ready.”
But Spencer and Garcia… they were different.
They didn’t just check-in. They showed up.
It started with the nightmares.
They came like clockwork, dragging you from sleep with a gasp and leaving you trembling in the dark. At first, you tried to handle them on your own. You’d curl up on the couch with a blanket, the TV murmuring softly in the background as you willed yourself to calm down.
But after one particularly bad night, your hands shaking so hard you couldn’t hold the phone steady, you called Spencer.
He answered on the second ring, his voice groggy but alert. “Y/N?”
“I—I’m sorry,” you stammered, immediately regretting the call. “I shouldn’t have—”
“Don’t apologize,” he interrupted gently. “What’s wrong?”
You hesitated, the words catching in your throat. But he waited, his patience endless.
“I had a nightmare,” you admitted finally, your voice barely above a whisper.
There was a pause, then: “I’ll be there in twenty minutes.”
You opened your mouth to protest, but the line had already gone dead.
When Spencer showed up at your door, his hair mussed and his sweater slightly wrinkled, you felt a pang of guilt.
“You didn’t have to—”
“Yes, I did,” he said firmly, stepping inside.
He didn’t press you to talk about the nightmare. Instead, he made tea while you curled up on the couch, his calm presence enough to ground you. He stayed until the sun came up, his hand resting lightly on your arm as you drifted in and out of an uneasy sleep.
That became your new normal. Every time the nightmares came, Spencer would be there, no matter the hour.
Garcia was the first to call you out on your self-imposed isolation.
“Okay, honey, I love you, but you’re starting to worry me,” she said one afternoon, her voice tinged with concern.
“I’m fine,” you insisted, though even you didn’t believe it.
“Uh-huh,” she said, clearly unconvinced. “So fine that you’ve become a hermit. Don’t think I haven’t noticed.”
You sighed, pinching the bridge of your nose. “I’m just… not ready to go out yet.”
Garcia was quiet for a moment, then her tone brightened. “Alright, challenge accepted. If you won’t go to the world, the world will come to you.”
The next day, Spencer and Garcia showed up at your apartment with an armful of books.
“Welcome to the world’s tiniest bookstore,” Garcia announced, sweeping into your living room like a tornado.
“I may have gone a little overboard,” Spencer admitted, setting the books down on your coffee table.
“A little?” Garcia scoffed. “Reid, this isn’t overboard—it’s a full-on invasion.”
You couldn’t help but laugh as you flipped through the stack, your chest tightening at the sight of your favorite titles mixed in with a few new ones.
“You guys didn’t have to do this,” you said, your voice thick with emotion.
Garcia waved you off. “Please. This is nothing compared to the epic coffee shop we’re planning for tomorrow.”
You raised an eyebrow. “Coffee shop?”
“Just wait,” Spencer said with a small smile.
The next morning, your living room was transformed.
Garcia had brought fairy lights, a Bluetooth speaker, and pastries from your favorite bakery. Spencer had set up a coffee station, complete with syrups and a milk frother.
“Order up!” Garcia called, handing you a steaming cup of your favorite drink.
You curled up in your armchair, the faint sound of jazz playing in the background as you sipped your coffee. For the first time in weeks, you felt a flicker of something like peace.
It was Spencer’s idea to bring the theater to you.
He showed up one evening with Garcia in tow, a projector tucked under his arm and a bag of popcorn balanced precariously in Garcia’s hands.
“Movie night!” Garcia declared, dropping the popcorn onto your kitchen counter.
“What’s all this?” you asked, watching as Spencer set up the projector.
“Well, we figured since you’re not quite ready to hit the theaters yet, we’d bring the theaters to you,” he said, his tone casual but his eyes warm.
They went all out, dimming the lights and piling your couch with blankets and pillows. Spencer even gave a little lecture about the history of film before the movie started, earning an affectionate eye-roll from Garcia.
By the time the credits rolled, you were smiling—a real, genuine smile—and for the first time since the case, you felt like yourself again.
You weren’t fully healed. The nightmares still came, and there were moments when the memories felt too heavy to bear. But Spencer and Garcia didn’t let you carry it alone.
With every late-night visit, every carefully planned surprise, they reminded you that you weren’t broken. You were still you, even if it took time to feel whole again.
One night, as you sat on the couch with Spencer beside you, your head resting on his shoulder, you found yourself whispering, “Thank you.”
“For what?” he asked, his voice soft.
“For… everything,” you said, your words faltering but earnest.
He didn’t respond right away, but his arm tightened around you.
“Anytime,” he said, and you knew he meant it.
The turning point came on a quiet Thursday night when the weight of everything finally broke through the walls you’d built around yourself.
It started innocuously enough. Spencer had come over, as he often did, with takeout from your favorite Thai place and a new book he thought you’d enjoy. The two of you had eaten in companionable silence, the TV murmuring in the background as the sky outside darkened.
You hadn’t planned to say anything. You hadn’t planned for any of it.
But then Spencer said something—something small and offhand about how strong you were—and it hit you like a freight train.
The tears came suddenly, unstoppable.
Spencer’s POV
He’d never seen her cry before.
Not during cases, not after the ordeal in Colorado, not even during the nightmares that haunted her nights. She’d always held herself together with an almost unnerving composure, her pain buried so deeply that even Spencer, with all his insight, couldn’t reach it.
But now, as she sat across from him on the couch, her head in her hands and her shoulders shaking with silent sobs, Spencer felt utterly helpless.
“Y/N,” he said softly, setting his food aside and leaning toward her. “What’s wrong?”
She shook her head, her voice muffled. “I—I can’t…”
“Can’t what?” he pressed gently.
“I can’t keep pretending I’m okay,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “I’m not okay, Spencer. I keep telling myself to move on, to be strong, but I—I don’t know how.”
Her admission shattered something in him.
“You don’t have to pretend,” he said, his voice steady despite the ache in his chest. “Not with me. Not with any of us.”
She looked up at him then, her eyes red and shining with tears. “But what if I never feel normal again? What if I’m always this… broken?”
Spencer didn’t hesitate. He reached out, his hands enveloping hers.
“You’re not broken,” he said firmly. “You’re healing. And healing isn’t linear—it’s messy and hard, and sometimes it feels impossible. But you’re not alone in this. I’m here. We’re all here.”
For a long moment, she just stared at him, her breath hitching. Then, slowly, she let herself lean into him, her forehead resting against his shoulder.
Spencer held her carefully, his arms wrapping around her as though she might shatter.
“You’re going to be okay,” he murmured. “I promise.”
Reader’s POV
It felt like something had shifted that night.
You’d spent so long keeping your pain locked away, afraid that letting it out would make you weak, make you a burden. But Spencer hadn’t turned away. He’d held you, his presence steady and unwavering, and for the first time in weeks, you felt like you could breathe.
Over the next few days, you found yourself opening up to him in ways you hadn’t before. Little things at first—a comment about how much you missed running, a quiet confession about a song that made you cry. And then bigger things, like the fear that still gripped you every time you stepped outside, or the way your scars made you feel like a stranger in your own skin.
Spencer listened to it all, never interrupting, never judging.
And when the words ran out, he simply stayed.
The real turning point came a few weeks later, when you found yourself standing in your kitchen with Spencer, the two of you cooking dinner together.
You’d insisted on making something from scratch, though Spencer had warned you that his cooking skills were questionable at best. He was carefully chopping vegetables under your watchful eye when he suddenly stopped, his brow furrowing.
“What’s wrong?” you asked.
He hesitated, his gaze flicking to you. “I was just… thinking about how different things are now.”
“Different how?”
He set the knife down, leaning against the counter. “When you first joined the team, you were so… reserved. It felt like you were carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders. And after Colorado, I thought…” He trailed off, shaking his head.
“You thought what?” you prompted, your voice soft.
“I thought I might lose you,” he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
The air between you seemed to shift, the unspoken tension that had been building for weeks finally coming to a head.
“You didn’t lose me,” you said quietly.
Spencer met your gaze, his eyes searching yours. “But I almost did. And it made me realize how much you mean to me.”
Your breath caught in your throat.
“I know this might not be the right time,” he continued, his voice steady but laced with vulnerability. “And I don’t want to make you feel pressured. But… I care about you, Y/N. More than I think I even realized until now.”
For a moment, all you could do was stare at him, your heart pounding in your chest.
Then, slowly, you reached out, your fingers brushing against his.
“I care about you too,” you said, your voice trembling. “More than I’ve let myself admit.”
Spencer’s expression softened, a faint smile tugging at his lips.
“We don’t have to rush this,” he said. “Whatever you need—however long it takes—I’ll be here.”
Tears welled in your eyes, but this time, they weren’t from pain.
“Thank you,” you whispered.
Spencer squeezed your hand gently, his presence grounding you once again.
For the first time in what felt like forever, the weight on your chest began to lift.
In the weeks that followed, the fragile threads of your connection with Spencer began to weave into something stronger. There were no grand declarations or dramatic shifts—just quiet, intimate moments that built on the foundation you’d already created.
The nightmares still came, though less frequently now. Spencer was always there when you needed him, showing up at your door with that same gentle determination. But the dynamic had subtly changed.
One night, after a particularly vivid dream, you didn’t wait for him to pull out his phone or suggest tea. Instead, you moved closer on the couch, resting your head against his chest.
His arms came around you instantly, holding you securely as his steady heartbeat anchored you to the present.
“Better?” he murmured after a while, his voice low and soothing.
You nodded against him, your fingers curling lightly into the fabric of his sweater. “Better.”
From then on, it became your unspoken ritual. Spencer would hold you through the worst of it, and when the panic began to fade, you’d sit together in comfortable silence, your breaths syncing as the weight of the dream dissipated.
One evening, as the two of you sat at your kitchen table playing chess—well, he was playing chess, and you were doing your best to keep up—Spencer spoke quietly, his gaze fixed on the board.
“You know,” he said, moving a pawn, “I’ve never been very good at relationships.”
You raised an eyebrow. “Really? I find that hard to believe.”
He gave a self-deprecating smile. “It’s true. My job, my… personality—it doesn’t exactly make things easy. But with you, it feels… different.”
“Different how?” you asked, leaning your chin on your hand as you studied his face.
He hesitated, then met your gaze. “Like I don’t have to try so hard to be understood.”
Your chest tightened at his words. “You don’t,” you said softly.
The corner of his mouth lifted in a faint smile, and you knew you’d said exactly what he needed to hear.
Spencer showed his affection in quiet ways.
He’d slip a bookmark into the pages of your latest read with a handwritten note—a quote he thought you’d like or a simple “this reminded me of you.”
He’d remember your favorite tea and make sure the cupboard was always stocked, even if it meant sneaking a box into your cart during a grocery run.
He’d lend you his scarf on cold mornings, looping it around your neck with an almost reverent care.
You found yourself returning the favor in your own subtle ways. You’d leave post-it notes on his bookshelves with little comments about the titles you borrowed, enjoying the way he’d chuckle when he found them.
You’d teach him how to cook simple meals, laughing as he fumbled with the stove but never letting him give up.
And once, after he’d spent an exhausting day at the BAU, you’d shown up at his apartment with takeout and a copy of his favorite movie, sitting with him on the couch until he finally let himself relax.
The turning point in your growing relationship came during a particularly hard day at work. The case had been brutal, dredging up memories you’d tried to bury, and you’d found yourself withdrawing again.
Spencer noticed immediately.
“Y/N,” he said gently as the two of you worked late in the bullpen, the rest of the team long gone. “Talk to me.”
You hesitated, your hands tightening around the file in front of you. “I’m fine.”
He didn’t press, but his silence spoke volumes.
Finally, you set the file aside and looked at him. “It’s just… this case. It reminds me of Colorado. And I thought I was past that, but…” You trailed off, the words sticking in your throat.
Spencer reached across the desk, his hand brushing against yours. “Healing isn’t a straight line,” he said softly. “You’re allowed to have bad days.”
You swallowed hard, his understanding breaking through your defenses. “I don’t know how you always know exactly what to say.”
He gave a small shrug, his fingers curling around yours. “Maybe it’s because I know what it’s like to feel broken. And I know how much it helps to have someone who understands.”
You held his gaze, something unspoken passing between you. “Thank you,” you whispered.
“Always,” he said, his voice steady.
It happened on a quiet Sunday afternoon, as the two of you sat on your couch reading. The sunlight streamed through the window, casting a golden glow over the room.
You weren’t sure what prompted it—maybe it was the way Spencer had leaned closer to point something out in your book, or the way his hand lingered on yours for a beat too long.
Whatever it was, when you turned to look at him, you found him already watching you.
“Spencer,” you said softly, your voice barely above a whisper.
His gaze flicked to your lips, and for a moment, you thought he might pull back. But then, slowly, hesitantly, he leaned in.
The kiss was gentle at first, tentative and unsure. But as you relaxed into him, his hand came up to cup your cheek, deepening the connection.
When you finally pulled back, your foreheads resting together, you couldn’t help but smile.
“That was…” you began, struggling to find the words.
“Long overdue?” he finished, his lips quirking in a shy smile.
You laughed softly, nodding. “Yeah. Long overdue.”
From that moment on, things felt… lighter.
You still had bad days, and Spencer still had his own struggles, but together, you found a balance. The quiet intimacy you’d built over months became the foundation for something stronger, something unshakable.
And for the first time in a long time, you felt like you could face whatever came next—because you weren’t alone anymore.
Being with Spencer wasn’t like anything you’d experienced before.
It wasn’t a whirlwind romance filled with grand gestures or dramatic declarations. It was quiet, steady, and deeply rooted in trust. Spencer was the kind of person who noticed the small things—when you were fidgeting with your hands because you were nervous when you couldn’t quite meet his eyes because something was weighing on you, when your lips twitched ever so slightly at a joke you pretended not to find funny.
And, in return, you began to notice him.
The way he’d drum his fingers on his desk when he was deep in thought. The way he’d tilt his head slightly when he was about to say something he thought might make him sound awkward. The way his eyes lit up whenever you spoke, as though nothing else in the world mattered.
It was terrifying and comforting all at once, and you wouldn’t trade it for anything.
Spencer’s POV
Spencer wasn’t used to feeling this… settled.
He’d been in relationships before, but none of them felt like this. With Y/N, he didn’t feel the need to explain himself or hold back parts of who he was. She saw him—really saw him—and still chose to stay.
It scared him sometimes, the intensity of his feelings for her. But then she’d laugh at one of his rambling stories, or brush a strand of hair out of his face with a soft smile, and all his fears would melt away.
He didn’t know where this was going, but for the first time in a long time, he wasn’t afraid to find out.
One rare day off, Spencer showed up at your apartment with a grin that immediately set you on edge.
“What?” you asked, narrowing your eyes at him.
“Put your shoes on,” he said, his tone practically vibrating with excitement.
You frowned. “Why? Where are we going?”
“It’s a surprise,” he said cryptically, rocking back on his heels.
You groaned, but his enthusiasm was infectious, and you found yourself grabbing your jacket.
The “surprise” turned out to be a day at a local botanical garden. Spencer’s excitement was almost childlike as he led you through the winding paths, pointing out rare plants and rattling off facts about their origins.
“This one,” he said, stopping in front of a sprawling orchid, “is called Paphiopedilum rothschildianum. It’s one of the rarest orchids in the world and can take up to 15 years to bloom.”
You tilted your head, pretending to be unimpressed. “That’s nice, but can it make coffee?”
Spencer chuckled, his eyes crinkling at the corners. “I’ll add that to my list of criteria for impressive plants.”
Despite your teasing, you found yourself captivated by his passion. Watching him light up over something so simple was a reminder of why you cared for him so deeply.
Later, as you sat together on a bench surrounded by blooming flowers, Spencer reached for your hand.
“Thank you,” he said softly.
“For what?” you asked, genuinely puzzled.
“For letting me share this with you,” he said, his voice earnest.
Your chest tightened, and you squeezed his hand. “Always.”
Dating someone you worked with was tricky, especially at the BAU, where boundaries between personal and professional were already blurry.
You and Spencer had agreed to keep your relationship private—for now, at least. It wasn’t that you didn’t trust the team, but you both valued the quiet intimacy of what you’d built and weren’t ready to share it yet.
Still, there were moments when it was hard to hide.
Like when Spencer brought you coffee in the middle of a particularly stressful day and lingered just a little too long by your desk.
Or when Garcia caught the two of you exchanging a look across the bullpen and immediately raised an eyebrow.
“Spill,” she whispered to you later, cornering you in the break room.
“Spill what?” you asked innocently, though your cheeks betrayed you by turning red.
Garcia narrowed her eyes. “Uh-huh. You’re lucky I love you, or I’d make it my personal mission to find out what you’re hiding.”
You laughed nervously and quickly changed the subject.
The first argument you and Spencer had wasn’t dramatic, but it rattled you nonetheless.
It started over something small—he’d forgotten to text you after a particularly dangerous case, and you’d spent the night worrying.
“I didn’t mean to worry you,” Spencer said, his voice tinged with frustration as you stood in your living room. “I was just… caught up in the aftermath.”
“I get that,” you said, your arms crossed. “But you know how I feel about not knowing if you’re okay.”
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. “I’m not used to this,” he admitted. “Having someone who worries about me.”
The vulnerability in his voice softened your anger, and you stepped closer, your expression gentler.
“I’m not trying to smother you,” you said quietly. “I just… I care about you, and I need to know you’re safe.”
Spencer’s shoulders sagged, and he nodded. “I’ll do better,” he said, his voice soft. “I promise.”
You reached for his hand, squeezing it gently. “That’s all I ask.”
The tension melted, and as Spencer pulled you into his arms, you realized that even your arguments brought you closer.
As the months went on, your relationship deepened in ways you hadn’t thought possible. Spencer became your safe haven, the person you turned to in your darkest moments. And in turn, you became his—a steady presence in a world that often felt overwhelming.
There were still challenges, of course. The job was unforgiving, and your own lingering fears sometimes crept back in. But with Spencer by your side, you felt stronger—more capable of facing whatever came your way.
One night, as you lay in bed together, his fingers tracing absent patterns on your arm, he spoke softly.
“I love you.”
The words were quiet, almost hesitant, but they hit you like a tidal wave.
You turned to face him, your heart pounding. “I love you too,” you said, your voice steady despite the tears welling in your eyes.
Spencer’s lips curved into a small smile, and he pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead.
In that moment, you knew you’d found something rare—something worth holding onto with everything you had.
It wasn’t like you and Spencer were trying to hide your relationship, exactly. You just… hadn’t told anyone yet. There was something comforting about keeping it to yourselves, about having a part of your lives that existed outside the chaos of the BAU.
But the team wasn’t made up of fools.
Between Garcia’s laser focus, Morgan’s teasing intuition, and JJ’s quiet observations, it was only a matter of time before someone put the pieces together.
The unraveling began on a Wednesday afternoon when Garcia came storming into the bullpen, waving her phone like a sword.
“Explain this to me!” she demanded, stopping in front of your desk.
You blinked up at her, confused. “Explain what?”
“This!” she said, thrusting her phone into your face.
On the screen was a photo Spencer had posted to his rarely-used Instagram: a blurry shot of a chessboard and two coffee cups sitting on a familiar coffee table—your coffee table.
“Why is Reid at your place drinking coffee?” Garcia asked, her eyes narrowed suspiciously.
You scrambled for an excuse. “Uh, we were… playing chess. It’s no big deal.”
“No big deal?” Garcia echoed, her tone incredulous. “Reid doesn’t even post pictures of his cat! And now he’s posting pictures from your apartment?”
Before you could respond, Morgan sauntered over, clearly intrigued. “What’s this about Reid and Y/N?”
“Nothing,” you said quickly, your face burning.
Morgan raised an eyebrow, his grin widening. “Sure doesn’t sound like nothing.”
You glared at him, but before the conversation could go any further, Hotch called everyone into the briefing room, saving you from further interrogation.
For now.
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The second slip came a week later when the team was out on a case in Seattle. You and Spencer had ended up sharing a room at the hotel due to a booking error, and you thought nothing of it. After all, you’d spent countless nights together—this was no different.
Except it was.
When Garcia called Spencer for an update, you could hear her voice loud and clear through the phone.
“Wait, what?” she screeched. “You’re sharing a room with Y/N?!”
“It’s not a big deal,” Spencer said, his tone even.
“Not a big deal?” Garcia repeated, her voice rising in pitch. “Are you two—oh my God. You are, aren’t you?!”
Spencer’s eyes darted to you, his face a mix of panic and amusement. “Garcia, can we focus on the case?”
“Oh, we’ll talk about this later,” she said ominously before hanging up.
You groaned, covering your face with your hands. “She knows.”
“She suspects,” Spencer corrected, though he didn’t look particularly convinced.
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It all came to a head during one of Rossi’s famous dinners.
You and Spencer had arrived together, as usual, but this time, you’d carpooled, which immediately caught JJ’s attention.
“Did you two come together?” she asked casually as you handed her your coat.
“Uh, yeah,” you said, trying to sound nonchalant. “It was just easier.”
“Right,” JJ said, her smile a little too knowing.
The evening went smoothly—until it didn’t.
You were helping Spencer carry dishes into the kitchen when Garcia cornered you, her eyes sparkling with mischief.
“You know, you two make a terrible couple,” she said, her tone dripping with faux innocence.
You froze, a plate halfway to the sink. “Excuse me?”
“Oh, come on,” Garcia said, waving a hand. “We all know. You and Reid are about as subtle as a neon sign.”
You opened your mouth to protest, but before you could, Morgan walked in with a wide grin.
“What’d I miss?”
“Garcia’s accusing me of dating Spencer,” you said, your voice a little too defensive.
“Accusing?” Morgan repeated, raising an eyebrow. “Nah, sweetheart, we’re just confirming.”
Your face went red, and you glanced at Spencer for backup, but he just sighed and set the dishes down.
“They’re not wrong,” he said simply.
The room went silent for a beat.
“Wait,” JJ said, walking in with Rossi and Hotch close behind. “Are you serious? You two are together?”
You looked at Spencer, your heart racing. He met your gaze, his expression calm, but you could see the faint tension in his shoulders.
“Yes,” he said quietly, his voice steady. “We’re together.”
The silence that followed was deafening.
Garcia’s face lit up like a Christmas tree. “I knew it!” she exclaimed, clapping her hands together. “Oh my gosh, this is so much better than I imagined. You two are like—like a bookish rom-com come to life!”
“Garcia,” you said, your face burning, “can we not make a big deal out of this?”
“Are you kidding?” she replied, her voice high with excitement. “This is the biggest deal! You and Reid? It’s like finding out Clark Kent and Lois Lane are secretly dating!”
“Technically,” Spencer started, “Lois Lane wasn’t actually aware of—”
“Not the time, Reid,” Morgan said, grinning as he leaned against the counter.
JJ folded her arms, her smile soft. “So how long has this been going on?”
“Uh…” You exchanged a glance with Spencer.
“A few months,” he said, his tone even.
“A few months?” Rossi interjected, his eyebrows raised. “You’ve been hiding this from us for months?”
“It’s not like we were trying to hide it,” you said quickly, your hands fidgeting. “We just… wanted to keep it private for a while.”
Hotch, who had been standing silently in the doorway, finally spoke. “And your relationship isn’t interfering with your work?”
“No, sir,” Spencer said immediately. “We’ve been careful to maintain professionalism in the field.”
Hotch studied the two of you for a moment, his expression unreadable. Finally, he nodded. “As long as that remains the case, I have no objections.”
Relief flooded through you, and you gave him a small, grateful smile.
Morgan, however, was clearly enjoying himself. “So, Reid,” he said, clapping Spencer on the shoulder, “you finally made a move, huh? About time.”
Spencer’s face turned pink. “It wasn’t— I mean, we— It wasn’t like that,” he stammered.
“Sure it wasn’t,” Morgan said with a wink. “I’ve been watching you moon over her for months.”
“Morgan!” you protested, your own face heating up.
JJ chuckled. “Don’t let him get to you. We’re happy for you guys. Really.”
Garcia practically bounced on her heels. “Does this mean I can officially call you my favorite BAU couple? Because I’ve been holding back for so long, and—”
“Garcia,” you interrupted, laughing despite yourself, “let’s take it one step at a time, okay?”
Spencer’s POV
The teasing didn’t stop after dinner.
By the time everyone had moved into the living room, Garcia and Morgan were in full swing, grilling the two of you with questions about how you got together.
“Come on, give us something,” Garcia pleaded, her hands clasped dramatically. “Was there a grand romantic confession? A surprise kiss? A late-night stakeout where you realized you couldn’t live without each other?”
“It wasn’t like that,” Spencer said, his face still pink.
“She’s right,” JJ added with a laugh. “If anyone’s earned some privacy, it’s these two.”
Morgan leaned back in his chair, smirking. “Fine, fine. But don’t think this means we’re letting you off the hook completely. I’m keeping an eye on you, Reid.”
“Duly noted,” Spencer said dryly, though his lips twitched in a faint smile.
Reader’s POV
By the end of the night, you were exhausted but relieved. The team’s reactions had been overwhelming at first, but their acceptance and teasing affection had left you feeling lighter than you had in weeks.
As you and Spencer walked to his car, the cool night air brushing against your skin, you glanced at him, your heart full.
“Well, that could’ve gone worse,” you said with a small smile.
Spencer chuckled, unlocking the car. “I think Morgan’s never going to let this go.”
“Probably not,” you agreed, sliding into the passenger seat.
As he started the engine, you reached for his hand, your fingers threading through his.
“Thanks for being honest with them,” you said softly.
Spencer glanced at you, his expression warm. “I wasn’t going to let you handle that alone.”
The drive back to your apartment was quiet but comfortable, the tension of the evening melting away.
When he walked you to your door, you hesitated for a moment before pulling him into a gentle kiss.
“Goodnight, Spencer,” you murmured, your voice soft.
“Goodnight,” he replied, his eyes shining with affection.
As you closed the door behind you, you couldn’t help but smile.
The team knew now, and while things might be different going forward, you felt ready to face it—together.
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The team adjusted to your relationship with Spencer in their own ways, but the teasing never let up. It became a new dynamic, woven into the fabric of your daily lives at the BAU, and while it was occasionally embarrassing, you couldn’t deny that it brought a warmth to the team that hadn’t been there before.
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Garcia
Garcia, predictably, went all in.
She was ecstatic that her two “favorite nerds” were finally together, and she wasn’t shy about expressing it. She’d leave little notes on your desks with messages like “Lovebirds hard at work!” or “OTP: Reid & Y/N forever” scribbled in glittery pen.
One day, you caught her sneaking a photo of you and Spencer sitting close together during a case briefing.
“Garcia,” you hissed, narrowing your eyes. “What are you doing?”
“Nothing,” she said, attempting (poorly) to hide her phone.
“Penelope,” Spencer said, his tone exasperated but fond.
“Fine,” she relented with a dramatic sigh. “But you two are too cute, and it’s practically my duty to document it. What if your hypothetical future kids want to see their parents in their adorable early days?”
You buried your face in your hands as Spencer stammered, his ears turning pink.
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Morgan
Morgan was relentless in his teasing, but you knew it came from a place of affection.
He had a knack for making both you and Spencer squirm in the most public ways possible.
“Reid,” he called out one morning as you all sat in the bullpen, “did you finally teach Y/N the quadratic formula last night? Or was it more of a hands-on tutoring session?”
You groaned, your face heating up. “Morgan, seriously?”
“What?” Morgan said with a grin. “Just trying to keep the workplace educational.”
Spencer rolled his eyes but shot you a small, reassuring smile. You’d both learned that ignoring Morgan was usually the best defense.
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JJ
JJ was quieter about her support but no less kind.
She’d give you subtle smiles when she caught you and Spencer exchanging glances or a soft nudge when the team’s teasing got out of hand.
One day, while you were working on a case together, she leaned in and said, “You’re good for him, you know.”
You blinked, caught off guard. “What do you mean?”
“Spencer’s always been… a little isolated,” she said thoughtfully. “He has us, but he’s never really let someone in the way he’s let you in. It’s good to see him happy.”
Her words stayed with you long after the conversation ended, filling you with a quiet warmth.
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Rossi
Rossi was the least vocal about your relationship, but his approval came through in other ways.
He started inviting the two of you to his dinners more frequently, always seating you next to each other and making subtle comments like, “It’s nice to see Reid eating something other than takeout. You must be a good influence, Y/N.”
Once, when you thanked him for the meal as you were leaving, he gave you a knowing look. “Just take care of each other,” he said simply.
You nodded, the weight of his trust settling over you like a blanket.
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Hotch
Hotch was, as expected, professional about the whole thing. He never made any overt comments about your relationship but made it clear through his actions that he trusted you both to maintain your professionalism in the field.
That trust came to the forefront during a high-stakes case in New Orleans. You and Spencer were paired together to investigate a lead, and when the situation became tense, Hotch’s calm voice came through the comms.
“Reid, Y/N,” he said, his tone even. “I need you both to stay focused. You’re a team first.”
You could hear the unspoken meaning in his words: I trust you to keep your relationship separate from the job.
When the case wrapped successfully, he pulled you aside.
“You handled yourself well out there,” he said, his expression unreadable.
“Thank you, sir,” you said, standing a little straighter.
His gaze softened slightly. “You and Reid are good for each other. Just don’t let it cloud your judgment when it matters.”
“We won’t,” you promised, meaning every word.
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As time went on, your relationship with Spencer became a natural part of the team’s dynamic. The teasing remained, of course—Garcia’s glittery notes, Morgan’s innuendos, and Rossi’s subtle smirks were constants—but there was also an unspoken sense of support that ran deeper than you’d expected.
When cases got tough, the team knew to keep an extra eye on both of you, making sure the weight of the job didn’t pull you down too far. And when things were calm, they celebrated your happiness in their own unique ways, whether it was Garcia baking cupcakes with “R+Y” frosted on top or Morgan giving Spencer a mock toast at Rossi’s next dinner party.
You and Spencer never felt alone in your relationship—not with this group of people who had become your family.
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Months turned into a year, and your relationship with Spencer became a steady, unshakable part of your life. What had started as a quiet connection had grown into something deep and enduring—something that didn’t just survive the pressures of the job but thrived despite them.
It was a rare night off, and you and Spencer were curled up on your couch. The soft glow of a lamp cast long shadows across the room, and the faint scent of coffee lingered in the air. A chessboard sat between you, though neither of you had made a move in over an hour.
Instead, your attention was focused on Spencer as he explained a theory about quantum mechanics with the same enthusiasm he brought to every subject. His hands moved as he spoke, his eyes alight with the passion you adored.
“Am I boring you?” he asked suddenly, noticing your quiet smile.
“Not at all,” you said, leaning forward to rest your hand over his. “I just love listening to you.”
Spencer’s expression softened, and he turned his hand over to intertwine his fingers with yours.
“You’ve changed my life, you know,” he said quietly.
You tilted your head, caught off guard. “I could say the same about you.”
He smiled, his eyes searching yours. “I mean it. Before you, I didn’t think I’d ever find someone who really… understood me. But you do.”
Your chest tightened at the sincerity in his voice, and you reached up to cup his cheek. “You make me feel the same way, Spencer.”
The kiss that followed was soft and unhurried, a quiet affirmation of everything you’d built together.
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Rossi’s house was alive with the sound of laughter and clinking glasses. The entire team had gathered for one of his famous dinners, and you couldn’t help but marvel at how far you’d come.
You stood in the kitchen with Garcia, the two of you laughing as she recounted an over-the-top story about a case from her early days at the BAU. Across the room, Spencer was deep in conversation with Rossi, his hands gesturing animatedly as he explained something.
Garcia nudged you, her grin wide. “He’s crazy about you, you know.”
You smiled, glancing at Spencer. “I’m pretty crazy about him, too.”
“Well, duh,” she said, throwing an arm around your shoulders. “I mean, you’re practically the BAU’s golden couple at this point.”
“You don’t think it’s weird?” you asked, suddenly curious.
Garcia tilted her head, her expression softening. “Honey, weird doesn’t even come close to describing the BAU. But you two? You’re good for each other. And we’re all lucky to have you both.”
Before you could respond, Morgan called out from the dining room. “Come on, you two! Food’s getting cold!”
Garcia grabbed your hand, dragging you toward the table.
As you sat down beside Spencer, his hand found yours under the table, giving it a gentle squeeze. You leaned into him, a quiet smile playing on your lips as the team fell into their usual rhythm of teasing and storytelling.
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Later that night, as you and Spencer walked back to your car under the glow of the streetlights, you felt a sense of peace you hadn’t known was possible.
“Did you have fun?” he asked, his voice soft.
You nodded, your fingers laced with his. “Always.”
He glanced at you, a small smile tugging at his lips. “What are you thinking about?”
You stopped walking, turning to face him. “How lucky I am,” you said simply.
Spencer’s eyes softened, and he stepped closer, his hands resting on your waist. “I’m the lucky one.”
The kiss you shared under the stars was filled with the quiet certainty that no matter what challenges lay ahead, you’d face them together.
You’d found your place—with Spencer, with the team, with the life you’d built. And for the first time in a long time, you felt whole.
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Hi!! If you still take requests could I request Hotch helping a fellow bau member after she tried to hide her ocd from him (like intrusive thoughts, counting and blinking hard etc not cleaning or contamination ocd)
Thanks! xoxo 🧡🧡
Blink twice, tap four times, hold your breath and count to six | [A.H]
Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x bau!gn!Reader | WC: 0.5k | CW: OCD | Summary: Hotch reasures reader when he notices their OCD being a little more frequent than usual |
You were certain you’d been subtle about it, always careful to keep your mind’s demands invisible. Blinking patterns, counting in repetitive loops, moving your fingers until they felt “right” — these things were all in the quiet spaces, hidden behind closed doors and the shuffle of paperwork. Or so you thought.
But Hotch was observant, maybe too observant for your own good. It started with small things: his brow creasing when you tapped your fingers on the table during briefings, his quiet gaze following when you seemed lost in thought, counting silently to bring calm. You brushed it off, certain he was just being his usual analytical self, until the day his concern broke through the usual boundaries he had set for himself.
It was late, everyone else had gone home for the night. You’d been poring over files, a trail of cold coffee cups beside you, trying to distract yourself from the prickling anxiety that had settled in your mind since a particularly tough case. Then it happened again — blink twice, tap four times, hold your breath and count to six, over and over. You weren’t sure how long you’d been repeating it, but when you looked up, Hotch was standing in the doorway to the conference room — You sometimes worked on your files in there to keep your mind on track.
“Can I come in?” he asked gently.
You cleared your throat, swallowing the reflexive answer to brush him off. “Of course.”
He entered, closing the door behind him, the soft click echoing in the quiet room. You half-expected a reprimand, a reminder to go home and rest, but his gaze was unusually soft, something between empathy and understanding.
“I noticed you’ve been… distracted lately,” he began, his words careful. “More than usual.”
The confession sat on the edge of your tongue, bitter and unwelcome. “It’s nothing. I just get… caught up sometimes.”
He nodded slowly as if weighing your answer. “We all have our patterns,” he said, his voice low and calm. “But if they’re weighing on you, you don’t have to hide them. Not from me.”
The words caught you off-guard. Your heart pounded, the intrusive thoughts flaring up in response to his kindness, an immediate discomfort in your chest at the vulnerability.
“Hotch, I don’t want anyone to think… that I can’t handle this.” The admission tumbled out, quieter than you’d intended. “Sometimes, my brain… it gets stuck in loops. It makes me repeat things to feel okay.”
He nodded as though he’d known it all along. “You’re one of the most resilient agents I know. But you don’t have to manage all of this alone.” He took a seat beside you, close enough that you could feel his presence. “If something is weighing on you, I want you to tell me. I can help.”
There was a soothing rhythm to his words, one that almost matched the way you counted, but softer and kinder. You swallowed, fighting the wave of embarrassment that rose at the idea of admitting everything. But his hand, warm and steady, rested on yours.
“I don’t think less of you,” he continued his voice barely a murmur. “In fact, I have more respect for you than you realize. What you’re dealing with doesn’t make you weak — it shows your strength.”
You closed your eyes, letting his words settle in your mind like stones sinking to the bottom of a pond.
“Thank you,” you whispered, the words carrying all the gratitude you hadn’t known you were holding.
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