#against our own

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Cover for the Silva Family Hospital Angst

Against Our Own

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[kalolasfantasyworld]

Against our own

The first out of three chapters is finally ready, checked and approved by my friend so I will post it tomorrow.

Let me finally reveal the summary of my Silva siblings secret angst project.

Noelle is diagnosed with leukemia so Nozel’s therapist Dorothy convinces him to start a journal to better deal with his feelings.  Just that Nozel is not very good with feelings… Nebra and Solid are not much better.  Silva siblings hospital angst inspired by one of my favorite fics In another life.

warning: MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH

This fic is written in a form of Nozel's journal logs and follows the present moment. A new writing style which was interesting to explore.

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

getting older can be so amazing? you get more familiar with yourself. learn tips & tricks for troubleshooting your own brain. trial & error helps you build routines that minimize discomfort, maximize reward. your preferences/interests don't get set in stone, but you do find out which ones are going to stay with you in the long-term, and which ones are fun but transient joys to appreciate in the moment.

you learn that the world is so much more complex than you were taught, and that that's okay, and that there's an endless supply of things you can learn or watch or experience or think about if you want to. if you're lucky, you loosen up, stop putting so much pressure on yourself. if you're lucky, you learn to recognize that negative inner voice, and whack it with a baseball bat until it hushes up. if you're lucky, you learn to treat yourself gently, not because you are fragile but because you are worthy of gentleness. (i hope you are lucky.)

and some things will change. some things will get better. some things will get good. and maybe you start to recover from the dehumanizing stress of childhood/education. maybe you learn the power of your own autonomy. maybe you learn how to walk away from bad situations (which is a superpower even if you don't realize it yet). and you get to choose your own clothes. and your own food. and which relationships to pursue! and what you do with your free time. and with your life (but don't worry you get to choose that gradually). and that's crazy! and sometimes scary. and extraordinarily, indescribably precious.

[ao3-crack]

(x)

[reality-detective]

Illegal immigrants are able to buy firearms now.  The illegitimate fake administration made an exception to allow these illegal immigrants to purchase firearms. 

Are you beginning to see the writing on the wall? 🤔

[constantly-deactivated]

One hundred children murdered to produce a litre of Adrenochrome which they sell for $2.2 Billion USD.

There is NO MORE sitting on the fence, you either STAND UP and PROTECT GOD's Children or you DON'T.

JUSTICE FOR OUR CHILDREN

Never forget why we started. It always was, and still is about the children.

Crimes Against Our Children

Military is the only way No Deals

We all have a responsibility to protect our global children.

[shugthedug]

Insane to me that people, including other film makers, are so ready to throw down against Scorsese. If the trolley problem was the entirety of marvels output on one track and one more Scorsese film on the other, I’d ram that bitch through the mcu so hard it would obliterate every trace of iron man from time and space. God bless ‘em but I would 💖

[hilacopter]

sometimes I think "how tf do hamasniks still believe they're not being antisemitic when we jews have explicitly told them over the past eight months that they're denying our history and supporting a terrorist organisation that wants to wipe us out" but then I remember uneducated token jews exist, along with fakers like jvp and unhinged cults like the neutrei karta.

[druidonity2]

If Shalamayne were a Legion artifact weapon...

[kalolasfantasyworld]

Against our own

Noelle is diagnosed with leukemia so Nozel’s therapist Dorothy convinces him to start a journal to better deal with his feelings. Just that Nozel is not very good with feelings… Nebra and Solid are not much better.

Silva siblings hospital angst inspired by one of my favorite fics In another life.

Major character death

[dxxtruction]

Louis' "You're boring!" Could mean so many things, but I think what's most apparent about that line is that Armand takes no initiative just for himself. He's not really anybody, because he never goes out and finds himself or gets attached to anyone but Louis. Without Louis as his guide he's literally just sitting on a couch picking lint! That's the thing.

He orbits constantly around what would make Louis happy, and never really fully going what would make me happy? Ultimately that drive to please Louis is what drives him to torturing Daniel, not so much that he'd care to just do it. Ultimately, not giving proper care to Louis is just a way to make sure Louis knows he has to orbit around him as well, with shoving Lestat onto him just that other nail on the coffin. So, even if he fails to figure out how to make Louis happy with him, he still knows what Armand is good for, and better than.

That dependency is what drives Armand's abuse. It really just comes down to that. Armand doesn't even realize how suffocated he is by his own dependency. This is just how life is to him. (It shouldn't be lost either that dependency is a theme considering this episode also deals with addiction).

Daniel's fascinating because he's just so driven to be somebody. He's largely independent, he seeks things because he wants them. It's his drug to poke and prod at all the things that he shouldn't. Daniel's exciting because he lets Louis in to something different, lets him in to all this potential in another person that he can also do the same with for himself. It's a real connection. A two way street. It's easy to tell how Armand can be smothering then because he's never introducing him to anything really new, and most the ways both of them connect are all painful and traumatic. It's never just fun because there's always that layer of that pain. Fun died with Claudia.

50 years on they've gotten to a lot better place, both of them, but it's still that same shit. No seriously, "How is this any different from last time, Louis?"

Well... Because Armand's going to be, at the very least, making one [1] decision only for himself - and that's to hold power over Daniel's life. Fucking sick foreshadowing.

They aren't driving each other to the brink anymore but "The vampire is bored" STILL. Maybe it's even worse, despite being in better places, because Louis' sort of just been defeated by it. (I mean, can he even really leave this either?). He's accepting the dependancy cause he kind of has to. He'd literally ended up letting all the enjoyment be up where he can't reach [The book shelves]. Armand so desperately wants Louis happiness but what really ends up happening is that Louis ends up having to give Armand all his own. He's got no one or anything else to get it from. But like an iPad and an over the top eating ritual. Two extremes of what's just more lint picking.

This whole relationship is one I find just tragic inside and out. You have to just pity it, really. There's ways in which you can find yourself feeling bad for both of them. But you can only really be mad at Armand for any of it. Armand, who isn't even 'free' in any sense, having so little concept of his own independence, but is at the same time so controlling over other's. It's a tragic cycle. It's an infuriating one.

Louis at least has the mind to know when enough is enough. If just needing that extra push to get there. Armand's too scared of it being over to even try.

[ao3-crack]

(x)

[mentallyinvernation]

S4 but the plot is that Jaskier gets drunk, fucks about with something magical, and wakes up in a different universe where everything is exactly the same except Geralt is a Hemsworth. 

[reality-detective]

The world needs to wake up to the horrific reality of child sexual abuse, trafficking and slavery. This is the real epidemic, this is humanity’s biggest tragedy. 🤔

(Note: It’s CSAM - Child Sexual Abuse Material)

Full interview: 👇

[ao3-shenanigans]

This is as good a time as ever to say:

Y’all, send me your favorite (non-explicit) fic recs and I’ll check them out!

If there not for a fandom I’m in (which is a lot of fandoms actually) I’ll guess what parts are cannon vs fannon and we can make a game of it or something- keep life interesting lol

If it’s for a fandom I know a lot about, I’ll share my favorite parts and we can go feral together :D

Edit/additional note:

general tag: #ao3 shenanigans

fic recs: #ao3 shenanigans’ recommend

Fanfic game: #ao3 shenanigans fanfic game

My doodles: #ao3 shenanigans doodle

Ai stuff: #my vendetta against ai ✌🏻

[whetstonefires]

Underrated thing about The Crow (1994) is that ultimately it's a film about a guy utterly wrecking his shitty landlord.

Like yeah, Top Dollar is a spooky casually homicidal goth mob boss who ordered the brutal murders of the protagonist and his fiancee, and we get the whole classic revenge spree film slaughtering your way through the criminals to get to the top guy formula.

(With in addition to the whole revenant bit the interesting variant that Eric isn't even actually going for the guy at the top, he just interjects himself into the proceedings lmao.)

But also he's a slumlord, and the reason they died was Shelly formed a tenant's union in response to wrongful eviction proceedings. And Top Dollar would rather have his building sitting empty than put up with that shit.

Which will make it very funny if the remake that got greenlit for next year is deep-sixed by the studios' deranged collective refusal to come to terms with the WGA and SAG-AFTRA.