#again what she did was very fucked up I'm still thinking about it i will never stop thinking about it actually
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first post here so i'm quite nervous, but!
all i can think of kidnapped!enemy!medic!reader x poly!tf141
cw: military & war inaccuracies + some medical inaccuracies as well, reader uses she/her pronouns, and is mostly girl based, mentions of religion & prayer, first time writing so it will unfortunately be sloppy đ
let's just say the boys (mostly one you've come to known as, Ghost) haven't been too kind to you. taken from a random battlefield where you were technically there to help YOUR team. they practically throw you over their shoulder and find some fucked up abandoned building with nobody around to help..
great. now what?
you're mostly terrified, and a little pissed. you've heard a few things about them, whispers around your base which, to be frank, aren't the kindest words you've heard about someone! one of them is bleeding out, some guy with a mohawk and a Scottish accent. some gash on his.. thigh? you haven't really been listening since you're scared out of your mind.
your clothes are sticking quite uncomfortably on you, the wet concrete floor has made your ass numb. until they all come in. staring down at you like you're some piece of prey, holding a limping Scot.
"Fix him, yeah?" mutton-chops.
your eyes snap over to the guy who you assumed is the Captain. huh!?
"Uh- I.. need my tools-" you practically squeak out. avoiding eye contact. your medbag was taken from you the second they basically claimed you as 'theirs.'
you hear a grunt (Ghost, you're guessing) and then, thankfully, your medbag being thrown right at you.
you bite at your now chapped lips and create a makeshift bed with your jacket now on the floor and hesitantly nod to the dark skin. he was pretty, ah â getting side tracked. he was the one holding the Scot up, who had stopped his incessant comments (jokes, but weren't very funny) and was now grunting.
unfortunately, you're a medic, a person who helps people, before you're anything else.
the dark skinned male sets the Scot down, and you can see his shudder.. and you almost begin to feel bad before you feel a gun pressed to your back.
great.
"I can't help him if you're doing that." you swallow, thickly. you'll be killed!? isn't that a damn war crime!?
you feel the gun retreat after a few seconds of silence. you breathe out, albeit shakily, but trying not to give them a chance to know how terrified you were.
you locate the source of the bleeding, it isn't too bad at all. you open your medbag, grab some trauma shears, and you cut through his slacks, big enough to work on the stab wound which wasn't too deep but it still needed stitches.
you grab some gauze, disinfectant, numbing cream, and a thread and needle. okay, time to get to work..
it had been a little over 10 minutes. finally finished up with stitching as you place a bandage around his thigh, his pant leg wasn't fully cut off so it was definitely still wearable..
the second you finish up you're being pulled away by the scruff of your neck (Ghost again), your tools splayed out on the floor, thrown off to the side with a Captain staring down right at you.
"Your name?"
you blink up at him. muttering your name as you shuffle a little closer to the corner of the abandoned building. the dark skin and Ghost hover over the Scot instead. which meant that mutton-chops over here, was gonna grill you.. you think. until he stays silent and gives a hum in acknowledgment.
he would be handsome, kind even, if he wasn't staring down at you like that.
your eyes flick over to a Scot who had now been sat up with the help of a narrow eyed dark skin. you bite down, hard at your bottom lip. drawing some blood. you hear a grunt coming from the Scot who had, unfortunately, been feeling okay.
seems the numbing cream did it's job.. because he's back to flirting and making jokes.
"Thanks for patchin' me up, bonnie."
it's not like you had a choice... you nod at him and continue looking down at the floor.
"We'll take 'er back to base." Ghost.
your eyes widen and you suddenly feel a little more religious, praying to whatever God is up there and hoping for the best.
"Aye, a pretty lass, ain't she?" that damn Scot!
they're talking as if you're not right here!
"We still have hours before there's a chopper coming for us." the Captain, and that's all he says as he brings out a cigar. lighting it in your face as if it's some.. joke.
"Aye." the skull-mask says before his brooding body walks over to a corner, staring down at you with his arms crossed over his chest.
and suddenly, you feel a very familiar lump in your throat.. back to THEIR base!? who knows what they'll do to you..
#task force 141 x reader#poly 141#simon ghost riley x reader#john price x reader#john soap mactavish x reader#kyle gaz garrick x reader#first post#đ#tf 141 x you#tf 141 x reader#poly 141 x reader#cod mw2#poly!141 x reader
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please notice me, prince!! âĄ
au by @alli-ily << i've been meaning to join this au for a little while now hehehe
*click for better quality LMAO,,, sorry i have no idea why it's so fucked up but i did transcript the important stuff down here if you want
sir? dame? siyun (aka azul's worst nightmare)
"though they are very capable, they're quite unpopular with nobles as they tend to disobey even direct orders if they figure that there is a more efficient way to do things. they're also a little too honest for high society's taste."
siyun hails from far away lands, practically another world (hehe nod to them being a yuu). it is known that they have two younger siblings and that their parents are both well but it seems that they are no longer in contact.
...ashengrotto despises them (they give him SO many headaches, FREE HIM đđ)
some more stuff utc,, ARGHHH I BRAINROT OVER AUS LIKE THIS SO FASTđđđ it's the evil manhwa lover in me
ALRIGHT SOOO.... the reason why i keep mentioning azul is because In My Head (please correct me if i'm wrong/you don't want me making up stuff HELPPP i didn't know what to go off aside that there's a bunch of kingdoms and nobles), he was accused/is suspected of embezzlement and siyun was dispatched to monitor him.
...they might as well be the bane of his existence honestly. embezzlement is likely the one crime he has yet to commit but with a highly competent knight keeping a close eye on him, it's gotten a lot harder for him to do anything that is remotely not outstanding-member-of-society material, which pisses him off to no end (...that's kinda just his own assumptions though LMAO, siyun does NOT care that much about the matters of some rich merchant,, unless someone gets hurt that is).
ANYWAYS. this made me think i should probably write down how they feel about lady ariya and prince shin
starting with lady ariya
siyun truly admires her resolve to clear her family's name. but they also can't help but feel something akin pity for her, the path she chose for herself will be long and arduous, especially aloneâvery few manage to walk out, head held high and pride intact. still, she seems like a promising young lady and siyun is a hopeful person, "i will assist you should you ever call for me."
prince shin (@liyuviq)
humble beginnings, big responsibilities. it's a bit presumptuous, but siyun sort of relates to the illegitimate prince. perhaps not fullyâthey never experienced Suddenly Being A Royal and sincerely hoped they never would, even in another universe. however, they can relate to the whiplash, the struggle to cram into a few monthsâno, weeksâeverything the other nobles learned over the years, the stares, the whispers... they remember how it all felt, and when they look at their highness shin, they can only hope that they will rise through it all. "then again, i do know i am not your highness. perhaps you don't feel even a fraction of the dread that filled me back thenâi would be very glad if so."
i hope i'm not overstepping đđ,, aghh also open for interactions for anyone interested hdhdhhdshd, i haven't checked the tag yet HELP
as for the hypothetical target of their affection,,, i fear it may be butler jade đđ........... I'M A SUCKER FOR BUTLER X KNIGHT ARCHETYPE đđđALSO I BRAINROT OVER YUNDE 2MUCHđAH AND quick lore rundown
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i imagine their knighthood still stands in another empireâor kingdom,,, sorry my knowledge of the world building here is a little vague HDUAJHF. anyway the point is that they are skilled enough for the royal family themselves to take them under their heavy golden wingâuntil the ashengrotto accusations and they're given bits and pieces of their freedom back.
I'M REALLY SORRY MOOTS THIS IS JUST ME YAPPING ON AND ON..... but like this au's really sickâźď¸âźď¸âźď¸ tags - @heyhellohihowareyou @elenauaurs @distant-velleity @twistedwonderlandshenanigans @skriblee-ksk @sickle-stick @puowei @jadelover69 @tixdixl @nemisisnemi @angelwishess @theleechyskrunkly @chillygourami @bunniehunn @cheerleaderman UUUH DID I FORGET ANYONE.....
#please notice me prince!!âĄ#hehe i had sm fun doing this#RAAAHHHH#doodling my life away#siyun hae#yunde#twst au#twst#twisted wonderland#twst yuu#yuusona
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I turn on the faucet, splash some water on my face, look up and-
âFuck!â
Instinct takes control, spinning me around to look for the intruder that isn't there. My elbow bangs painfully on the wall of the cramped washroom.
âSorry,â Libby mumbles from somewhere over my left shoulder as far as my brain can tell.
I flinch slightly, resisting the urge to search for the source of the phantom sound.
A different instinct tries to kick in, detached and rational, trying to let my panicked lizard brain know that there is no one who can possibly be in the room with me.
Both voices are wrong. Libby is definitely in the room with me, she just isn't hunched over by the door like when I spotted her out of the corner of my eye in the mirror.
I rub my smarting elbow and try not to think about the itch that has started up where the chitinous mass of her shell has grafted itself to my spine.
But trying not to think about it has the opposite effect. My stomach sinks in response to an emotion that isn't my own.
âI'm sorry,â she repeats.
âCan you please stop apologizing?â I sigh.
âI'mâŚâ
A tingle of frustration jitters through her, tingling through the ganglia that are currently wrapped around my brainstem.
I look back at the mirror, focusing on my own face to let the apparition of her appear again in the corner of my vision. I still can't decide exactly who my brain decided it wanted her to be. I can only ever see her in the periphery. She's just a sort of vague out of focus figure. A random stranger in a cafe I saw once maybe. A curtain of hair and an oversized sweatshirt.
I still don't know why I named her Libby.
âSomething on your mind?â I ask her as I pick up the razor.
I set it down again. I haven't needed to shave at all in six days.
âThis is like the scorpion and the frog thing? Isn't it?â she asks after a moment.
âThe what?â I ask, somewhat befuddled
âI heard Carson and Reggie talking about it when you were asleep,â she explains. âSome kind of story about being unable to resist our nature. I'm the scorpion, aren't I?â
I feel my lips tug slightly into a frown. Her species can't hear, at least not in the way humans do. And I was also not previously aware that she could actually understand spoken Engelsk. I don't know what it all means, but it leaves me disquieted.
She senses my mood and I feel another apology coming on.
âDo you even know what a scorpion is?â I ask, heading her off.
âIâŚâ
Her frustration becomes somewhat bemused.
âWell no,â she admits. âI thought it was kind of like aâŚâ
I don't have a word for the mental image she sends me. Some kind of nightmare arachnid from some unnamed alien desert.
âYeah, close enough,â I say, somewhat terrified.
âI can't escape my nature,â she says. âI can't stop my biology from changing you. But you aren't a typical host for my species. What if I'm killing you?â
I sigh.
âYou're not killing me.â
âBut the medications-â
âAre for you as much as me,â I interrupt. âAuto-doc doesn't know shit about how to handle this situation. It doesn't want my body rejecting you before we get to a real medical facility.â
Gods below, but I am tired of the nasty cocktail of immunosuppressants.
âWhy did you decide not to go into stasis for the trip back?â she asks in a small voice.
I knew this question was coming. I had been asking myself exactly the same thing constantly since I chose to stay conscious and ride out whatever Libby was doing to my body.
I studied my face in the mirror, the softness of the jaw, the smoothness. My eyes wandered down to my chest, where soft aching mounds were taking shape. I thought about the very real possibility of her repurposing my reproductive system, filling me with her eggs and-
No. Nope, I was definitely not thinking about that outside of the privacy of my own quarters.
Regardless, the thoughts had my heart racing.
âWhat ifâŚâ
Fuck, could I even say this aloud?
âWhat if we got to Persephone Station and we⌠didn't go through with the extraction procedure?â
âWhat?â
âWhat if we stayed together and⌠I don't know, tried to work something out?â
I saw that post about that one kind of barnacle that forcefemmes crabs and it may have planted a plot bunny in my head.
Human ship responds to distress call from alien ship. It's critically damaged and the crew is mostly dead. Human MC gets exposed to parasite, but their ship lacks a medical suite capable of extracting it safely and since it is technically sapient they can't legally remove it
MC has to cope as "his" body starts changing and he starts hallucinating an avatar of the very apologetic parasite
#my writing#writers on tumblr#transgender#this too is yuri#human x alien#science fiction#microfiction
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Never defending what Helena did but there is still something deeply saddening in having to infiltrate somebody else's life (somebody who, mind you, wasn't even considered human) to experience the tiniest bit of real, human connection. You start to wonder who's actually more human, if the one trapped and forced to work yet still conserving their free thinking and will to be able to love and be loved, or the one who, despite seemingly having it all, lacks the most fundamental part of living: Love. Care. Protection.
#again what she did was very fucked up I'm still thinking about it i will never stop thinking about it actually#but i do think she IS somehow ashamed of what she's doing#but it's that type of childish shame in which the kid knows something's wrong but hasn't been taught any better that's just her life#insane how helly has way more individualism and free will than helena has ever had#although i do think she KNOWS better and she IS very fucked up. BUT she's been taught to not perceive the innies as HUMAN#which is again fucked up and weird but it's not like she's ever been treated like a person either#not defending her she IS cruel but seeing the full picture here i understand why she would do this. never condoning it but i see why#severance#helly r#helena eagan
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thinking about how akio sees his younger self in utena and wondering if there's any fondness there. doesn't change the horror of what he does to her obviously but i do wonder
#akio and utena#m#long ramble in the tags sorry:#the thing about akio is that he's so evil bit he's also so human#he has feelings. i just don't know what they are (if anything) toward his victims#he loves anthy at the very least i'm sure of that. even if he hates her too. just like she loves and hates him. the lines are blurry.#and i just. i have to wonder whether any of that extends to utena at all. we know anthy at times feels similarly about utena and dios#(and akio by extension.) the simultanious love and resentment. so it's not too unlikely i think.#like. even though he never had anything but bad intentions in getting close to her#i'm not sure it's possible to do everything he did and feel nothing#not that he has any meaningful amount of guilt or remorse for it. i don't think that.#and i obviously don't think he âlovedâ her in any of the ways she might have thought he did#but did he not care at all? did he not feel any kind of fondness or sympathy or just. idk. pity? for her?#whatever the case it wasn't enough to reconsider having her killed so you know. how much does that actually matter anyway#idk. i think about it a lot. how abusers are rarely entirely indifferent toward their victims#the role he's playing in her life is so fucked up but it IS a role he's playing and i wonder how much he you know... internalizes it?#how much does he believe the illusion of family that he invites her into? because akio DOES often buy into his own illusions.#(similarly i think it's possible that akio is fond of touga too. their mentor-protĂŠgĂŠ relationship is horrible and abusive#but that doesn't make it less real. you know? maybe real is the wrong word.)#when he talks in episode 25 about wanting utena and anthy closer that's obviously so he can continue to groom her#but is there something genuine there too? i don't know.#again. it obviously does not make anything he does better or even different. but it is interesting to think about to me.#on the other side of that coin does seeing his own past youth and naivete and desire to do good that he (maybe) once had#reflected back at him through her mean anything?#is there resentment there? that she is what he couldn't be? or more likely he just thinks that idealism is stupid.#either way it's something he wants to take from her. anyway ramble over.#i talk a lot about utena's feelings toward akio (familial vs romantic love and the way the two are intertwined in fucked up ways)#but not much the other way around. probably because utena is actually a sympathetic character whose feelings the show very clearly#wants you to analyze and think about.#which is... less true for akio i think. though he's still a complex character with complex motives. he's just harder to get a grasp on.
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#shedinja#now THIS is what i'm talkin' about! i love shedinja. i think it's a very unique pokĂŠmon and wonder guard is very *cool* if only it were ever#y'know. relevant. this thing is weak to way too many types for it to be relevant but like it's still cool in concept i think#you kinda can't tell what it is from this angle but that's why you have me here to tag it so you do know what it is#so. bit of a life update for you all. i accidentally deleted some semi-important files i needed for work. like two weeks ago#and i didn't realize i didâ bc they were inside a folder that i deleted. but i didn't need the files at the time and i hadn't for months#i hadn't used those files since like last year. but now i need them again and i just realized that i deleted them two weeks ago#by accident? and now i need them again. to be able to do my work. so i'm actually queueing this guy and the next guy up#while i'm supposed to be working. as i've just sent an email to my boss being like Haha Hey. Do you Have a Backup of tHese FilesâŚâŚâŚ PLease#and i'm hoping DESPERATELY that she does. if she doesn't i'll have to fucking reverse engineer them which i am not excited for#if it comes to fruition. so i'm just hoping she has a copy of them. feelin like shedinja against a fire-type rn fr i swear#i'll let you all know what she says when i get her response. if i get it before i'm done queuing up shedinja and whismur#spoilers. whismur is next but you could just look up the natdex numbers. and know that whismur is next#also don't tell me to look in the trash. on my computer. i know they're not there. for one i checked and for two they couldn't be there#because i rm -r'd the folder. i didn't just right-click delete that shit. i killed that shit. it's GONE#you might be asking me⌠why would you do that! and i would say? i did not know these files were in there#you didn't ask for all this information so i'm cutting it off here
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dug through everything trying to find my little command hooks and poster putty and those seem to have vanished into the ether but what i did wind up doing was digging my impulse purchased pair of snaffle reins out and oiling those with my beautifully scented leather conditioner that they dont make anymore and made myself sad lol
#soft and well finished leather reins that i found at some tack shop in oregon for $8 and didn't want to pass up even though i had no real#use for them. i guess i optimistically thought i might be able to use them at what was going to be my cool working student gig in ny#but then i fucked that one up by not learning to drive within what i didn't realize was the trainers very strict time limit#i'm still upset about that because she's an excellent dressage trainer and could have given me really fantastic connections. but here we are#i miss riding dressage :/ i miss doing something i was good at lol although i have moved on from a lot of that specific trainers ways#(not the ny one the one in california) after i realized they were....not making very sound or happy horses lol#but i did get pretty good at it and got a lot of good feels and got to ride some very very nice horses every day#my two horse friends that i moved up here to care for are back down there now and i think of them often and rather sadly#and i think about the farrier they use who fuckin sucks ass and about how we were just getting the foot problems on those guys under control#and then they have to live in tiny stalls and get about 5 flakes of shitty hay total in 3 discrete meals. ugh#đđđđ#anyway i recently discovered there's somebody around here who does. horse yoga? i think the horse is just there while you do yoga?#possibly while on the beach? unclear but i kind of want to do it#i would go be a working student again tbh but hardly any of the people whose training i respect do that#or they're somewhere insane like georgia and for multiple reasons i am not cut out to survive very well in the south#mainly the weather but also. you know#anyway. the command hooks and putty are literally gone which vexes and haunts me because i can't imagine i would have tossed them#but they are nowhere to be found. driving me nuts#me
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I'm going to be bitching about Star for a while now. I'll tag them all with #asc spoilers, but really what the fuck was this book?
#morningtalks#asc spoilers#The biggest flop I've ever seen in the history of everything#How could you even fail this so badly? Where did you think these were good ideas?#The Icestar thing I'm personally miffed about because I genuinely wanted Froststar. Not for her happiness but because she's the only cat#Who felt like she had a bit of a REASON to be leader#Look for the less obvious choices. Makes a senior warrior they ALREADY CONSIDERED leader#While she was off on a whole other adventure in Another Book You Gotta Buy Now To Know What Icewing Was Up To#While the Real Plot Was Happening#Splashtail is dead already when she arrives#Do these fucking morons really just sit on their asses AGAIN up until Icewing arrives/Frostpaw wakes up?#Timeskips of hell. I hate it here#Berryheart's death is also one I am FURIOUS about#Woman Died For Her Daughter So Now She's Good and All Her Family Mourns Her#They really had to go Redemption Death for the most radioactive piece of garbage in existence#She spent THE ENTIRE ARC being an absolute shithead berating her son/trying to KILL her own daughter-in-law#Manipulating (or at least trying to) Sunbeam. Plotting against Tigerstar within and outside of ShadowClan#Was fully into the plan to trap Tiger and co ''because then she could fix ShadowClan herself and get River out''#This fucking book I swear I hate it so deeply#How do you fail such an arc?#How idiotic do you have to be to not let Sunbeam (and Spireclaw) deal with their rancid mother once and for all?#Why does Sunbeam still Love Her So Much after everything?#(okay I know Trauma and Parents and growing up within odd situations and how you still kinda love them)#But Berryheart was a Problem the entire arc#Why?#It is really just because Berryheart is Mom and this Has The Mom Instinct still?#You let some rando horrendous man kill his own daughter in SkyClan's destiny by accident. Why can't Sun and Berry fight?#I wanted some horrific death for Berry. One that would haunt Sunbeam for a long time and maybe if needed cement her choice#To not return to ShadowClan because it hurts#Yes I wanted SUNBEAM to kill Berryheart (or at the very least Spireclaw)
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:PPPPPP [vs atl 8/23]
i did not breathe for like 5 minutes at the end
one day we're gonna talk about the number of highlight assists from dt that are happening Every Game
let's talk today about the 3 highest +/- on the night: Celeste Taylor [8], Natasha Mack [7], and DT [5]
see what happens when the shots fall?
also did you see that we won that game In Regulation because we ReBounded The Ball?
DT holding up the âď¸âď¸âď¸ like stewie at the gold medal game
Celeste Taylor 9 points in 10 minutes 80% FG [career high points]
We don't talk enough about how consistently good natasha mack is actually. she doesn't shoot a lot but she's at 56% on the season
BG found out how close she was to 800 blocks tonight and decided to try for it [she's one shy now]
speaking of stats, I believe DT has tied Lindsey Whalen for 4th in assists
I could speak on how maybe if all our drives to the net in the 2nd half are getting blocked we should try for some jump shots instead or to go at the basket from the other side. but i will be a good fan and say that they were fouling us and no one was calling it
I think the thing with the offensive rebounding is that because we take a lot of 3s, they are harder to offensively rebound and we are very efficient from 2, so they need to be rebounded less. we don't need to do it a lot but when we need to do it, it becomes an issue
celeste should be playing more, she should be coming in for s*phie, tash, and kah. and should have more time on the court with dt [because I think they play really well together]
there was a moment in the game where the shot missed and the rebound went somewhere and dt bounced it off of an atl player and then out of bounds to get the possession
refs no stopping the game after a basket when someone is on the ground is malpractice esp holding their head [and then no one from atl getting a foul on that when they called a foul on kah for something less but still similar?]
#phoenix mercury#again very thankful âweâ didn't get a tech bc i did lip read a very clear fuck around the flagrant[which was it a flagrant or was it a flop#i'm going to speak on the ct dt thing some more so buckle up#i think there is a level of alignment that comes with CT playing in 12 which is DT's USA number and also 1 away from 13 which is PT#of course PT CT also share a last name and the alignment of the they've never won a chip without the both of them#plus the latina thing and the being good at basketball thing and the being a guard thing#this is some red string on a bulletin board shit but the red string is strong#on the topic of flagrants i did watch the chen cart thing and i think that was a little more of bad timing than anything else#but if there's head contact they have to do what they do#so let's not make drama where there is none Please#one more thing: do i wish dt had another 20 piece? yes. but i will take this bc still raises her ppg and as you know i'm all about stats :D#so we all know about the paige flau'jae comparison thing and how flau'jae was saying how she wants consistent highlights#dt has such consistent highlights that the bounce off someone else to get the possession also already exists
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#dunno if you'll remember last thursday i was struggling with ofmd feelings AND work shit#that interview i was in where they gave the guy an unfair problem to solve#well we did it again today and gave him a more fair problem. which was very cool of them to do#and I'm glad i spoke up!#but he still didnt do well enough to hire him đ#if he were coming in at my level or lower i would be like yeah of course#but a level higher than me? no. needs better technical skills than that#i want someone i can learn from lol#i was telling my wife about this. and she was like 'wait. why don't YOU apply for the staff level role and someone else can take your role'#and I'm like........ am i good enough for that level? well. probably. actually yeah.#but do i WANT to be at that level right now? NOT FUCKING REALLY#do i like money? of course#but what i like more than money. is freedom#is a staff level engineer going to have enough fuck-around time to obsess over gay pirates?!!! I THINK NOT!#i have fanfiction to write! i mean hellooooo priorities here
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Thank you, younger me, for drawing so many things in which the lines were never quite right. It is quite literally the only reason I ever figured out how to get them right.
#And I imagine future me will have a very similar thing to say when I am them and they are no longer me.#original#something about zyr improved composition and speed hopefully#i keep wanting to use she pronouns for future me. probably bc that is what i do for past me sometimes.#but i really don't think I'm ever going to want she her pronouns again#I still don't get my lines exactly how I want them a lot of the time but I am at a point where I'm fairly confident I can#produce nearly anything I see in my head and capture the spirit of it in a way that makes me proud.#even if it takes a really really long time sometimes.#and although I don't think the art I made growing up was bad i love the phrase#' the road to good art is paved with bad art.' I think I saw it in a video by Bobby Chiu? idk.#and I like it because whenever I'm not sure about what I'm making and I get to insecure or perfectionist about it#*too insecure#I remember that if I want to get good at the thing I'm struggling with I'm going to have to do it poorly or just okay a bunch of times#and that doing this is my ticket to this skill I'm placing value on. also doesn't hurt that Im drawing things I love and I enjoy doing it#although at this point I really really should just sit down and study leg muscles for like a hundred years#it's one of the more longstanding blindspots of mine. that and literally everything that is not people.#as in locations animals objects scenery... did you know that most graphic novels have some or all of those things???#how homophobic that in order to show my characters experiencing such luxuries as plot action and context I couldn't just#drop them on a gradient and be done with it!#I've been drawing for like 20 years and only a couple years ago was i like... OH MY GOD I CAN'T DRAW A FUCKING TREE
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My gynecologist confusing me completely by not using raw violence this time, being overall quite nice, and first and foremost asking me to undressed from my waist Up?? Wtf?
#ok so maybe she just had a bad day last time but i totally got prepared for getting treated quite rudely again#oh no wait another thing that was new was the new medical assistant who checked me in#the old one was always such a mean bitch. this one was nice?#and then when i got to the doctor she (the doctor) actually said hello and asked me if everything was fine???#instead of immediately going 'undress back there.' which was what i was prepared to do so i just kinda awkwardly stood there#when she was like 'aw how are things? you're just here for a check up? everything else is okay? :D'#????? hello???#anyway then she went 'then you can undress from the waist down OR the waist up first :)'#and i was like?? so i did the waist down thing first since that's the only thing that's actually covered by insurance at my age?#and like i said. she didn't even use raw violence during the exam this time? what Was that???#and then again told me to get dressed again but i could take off my shirt now? so i AKSED in all the confusion#'you actually mean i should take off my shirt right? because i thought that's not covered before 30?'#'yeah yeah you're right but we'll do it anyway :)'#MY BRAIN CANNOT COMPREHEND THIS WTF IS GOING ON WITH HER???#anyway#no one asked about my weight either and it was overall a chill appointment#was way too 'scared' about this for months for nothing. (I'm not scared of the exam. i just didn't want to get treated like dirt again#but accepted that this was part of it so i was in a very bad mood everytime i thought of it so here we are. all this for nothing.)#(watch me go there next year again thinking it's probably gonna be chill but everyone will be mean and passive aggressive again lol)#void screams#i also didn't have to pay for the breast exam which i almost assumed because why the fuck would she do an exam for free???#ugh whatever#I'm still so confused#i have so much work now though
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swear to god i'm just gonna stop watching the endings to shows i like. good shows need to get cancelled on cliffhangers forever
#sorry its just that this has happened like twice back to back for me here and im not really a tv show watcher so maybe other people are#better equipped to handle it and THIS ONE WAS STILL GOOD AND FUN except for the last scene. like the literal very last scene.#ridiculous in tone. like i genuinely don't know if they just ran out of time or what#they DEFINITELY ran out of money in the effects budget jesus christ. helloooo greenscreen. hello snapchat app facefilter#like the vfx are kind of hit or miss with this show but the practical effects always went HARD. and this very last scene#i cannot stress enough that this was the very last scene. they were SOOOO CLOSE <3#this last scene just looked so bad. AND IT WAS SO SILLLYYYYYYYY why sunglasses. why were the girls dressed straight out of MADELINEEEE#are there uniforms that actually look like that????#listen i thought it was going to be a BAIT AND SWTICH nightmare kind of thing.#because there was still so much time left in the video but it was just INTERVIEWS or whatever with the directors. DEVASTATING.#WHY DIDNT BEN COME WITH THEM. FUCK#sigh. pointedly not tagging the show name because i do love this show. is it perfect? nah im sure. but i DO love it#and i'm not interested in tearing it apart and reading other people do the same like i just did with The Other Show#like god i can't do that again. my heart can't take it.#david take those sunglasses off. please. for me.#I DIDN'T EVEN NEED CLOSURE ON THIS PLOT THREAD ITS FINE. THEY COULD HAVE ENDED ON THE SCENE BEFORE#i would have made do with that! or just a shot of some plane tickets on kristen's phone and some background noise#of the girls packing! something cute and sweet and implicationy like that we DID NOT NEED THE GREENSCREENNNNNNN#anyway even with what we do have I'm choosing to believe that ben was packing up his stuff and moving out there with them against his bette#judgement. like i know he said something about 'visiting' but he's rolling up his poster i can choose to believe what i want about that#i need to stop typing and thinking about it man i just realized he wasn't wearing his hat this whole episode. did his migraines go away#did i forget that from last episode. also while im complaining i WISH there was more lexis stuff this season she didn't get to be spooky#*capping my pen and throwing it across the room* but there was a lot of stuff i liked.#*gritting my teeth* im going to rewatch the season now.#or i'll just keep replaying the part where ben stumbles over the i love you. worth it just for that. because i am weak of spirit
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WOY's writing team sat together and collaborated on ideas for episodes to make. Plus, the whole main story arc, aka The Dominator Arc, had been mapped out by Craig McCracken before they even got working on the individual S2 episodes and how they'd go down. Like you said, the show makes it super clear that Dominator is completely irredeemable... which is why never in a million years would Craig have approved the creation of an episode that would serve to plant the seeds for her redemption. The Night Out did not exist for that purpose. It shows us that she's lonely, which informs us of the reason why she targets the mains so methodically and keeps coming back to torment them again and again instead of just killing them outright whenever she has the chance. Her loneliness and need for socialization is what fuels her M.O. for evildoing. It doesn't make her sympathetic (far from it because her loneliness is self-infliced), it just arguably makes her even more of a sadist! She keeps people around just to play around with ways to break them further than she already has or has already attempted.
The Night Out is the first time we really get to see this clearly laid out in front of us. The way the episode ends also makes it crystal clear that her awfulness is what CAUSES her loneliness. Sylvia's friendship doesn't make her reconsider being a bad guy, doesn't dig up some iota of good in her that makes her open up to a change of heart. She just isn't good in the depths of her heart; she's an asshole who LIKES being an asshole and that's what makes her first and only friendship fall apart. The destroyer is alone because destroying everything you ever come across, including people and every relationship you could ever have, naturally leaves you like that. Alone.
And the heartfelt moment she has on the rooftops with Sylvia before they get caught by those biker goons? It is signficant and it does look like it makes her open to changing her ways since she does something in that scene that contrasts her typical behavior pretty strongly: she looks at the gorgeous view of the planets before her and actually appreciates them. Or, well, she more or less hesitantly agrees with Sylvia's appreciation of it being an incredible sight. But does that mean that there's something of a good person deep down inside of her? Her, the person whose greatest passion in life is demolishing the hopes and homes of every innocent life (and then sometimes also taking those innocent lives) she comes across? No! All that scene tells us is that she has the capacity to appreciate something other than death and destruction. It doesn't really imply that she could come to appreciate other things more than her passion for her evildoing, and the scene that comes right after it arguably tells us that she could never! At the very best, it conveys that the capacity to change is within her, but that's true of any well-written character because a well-written charcter will feel alive, and anything that's alive IS capable of change. The most important thing we're meant to take away from that scene on the rooftops is that it shows us that she could be different, even if only the slightest bit different, so that the rest of the episode (and the rest of the entire season) can really drive home that she decidedly WON'T.
Lord Dominator was not out of character in The Night Out, the crew has stated before that it's an important episode for fleshing out her character, nor did The Night Out deviate from the planned story arc for S2.
So in one Wander Over Yonder episode, it attempted to redeem Lord Dominator. Now if you watched the show, you know why that's a horrible idea. While I love Lord Dominator, she should not be redeemed. Since she said that she outright only destroys planets and commits genocide for fun, and has no interest in being redeemed in her villian song "I'm the bad guy" (Banger song btw) and then I found out that the episode was written by Nate Stevenson and I immediately though "Oh, yeah, that makes sense." Since he is obsessed with redeeming villians, even though Lord Dominator has no sad backstory and literally only does these things for fun. She didn't get redeemed, THANK GOD! But it was certainly meant to plant the seeds for her redemption, but she didn't actually get redeemed
#dominator can change but she wouldn't change from being a bad person. she wouldn't ever.#Wander can definitely change from what he is (let's look back on The Bad Guy) and we know very well that he never ACTUALLY would#The Night Out establishes this for Lord Dominator.#The finale then does so again.#also again i apologize profusely if i'm being massively annoying i just care a lot about misinfo when it comes to woy / dom's writing augh#meant to go to sleep but this triggered a neuron activation and now it's 4am help girl !#anyway if the original post were about how nate would probably redeem lord dominator-#-if he were the brains behind the entirety of the dominator arc AND how that would SUCK then i would be agreeing so so so fucking hard YEAH#trust me the way he wrote catra & other fucked up villainesses he's mused gave me One Fear when it comes to the thought of how he would-#-handle the lava lesbian if he were to call the shots. i hope to never see that timeline bc i fear he definitely would. do that.;#but he did not lay any groundwork for anything like that when he wrote the night out. him having his hcs for things doesn't warp canon#he wrote what he needed to write and i think he wrote it well!#again i cannot stress enough that the creation of each ep of woy was massively collaborative#mr mccracken mapped out every major story beat. sure lots of things change as they cook up the eps in detail#but still it's him calling all the major shots#look at photos of each crew that helps bring an episode to fruition & you will see craig there helping every step of the process#man was everywhere#and the night out was a major episode for a literal main character. we were going to get the episode with or without nate.#nate was picked out as the best person to get er done (andyeahithelpedthathebeggedbutstillkshfkjsdhfs)#and i already said this in my other rb but he was not a rogue agent making dom gay either.#he shared his take and craig said hell yeah. put everything together and that's how we got TNO#heck craig even designed her gayass lil outfit for the episode
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copycat | oscar piastri social media au
pairing: oscar piastri x fem reader
they say imitation is the sincerest form of flattery, but really it's just annoying
MASTERLIST | TIP JAR
note: sorry to all of the chloes of the world, i just chose a random name!
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f1tea: SHE STRIKES AGAIN! y/n y/ln, oscar piastri's girlfriend, recently changed up her style with some bangs and surprise, surprise chloe reed shared her updated look just days later. then to really pour salt in the wound, reed posted yet again in mclaren merch. will she ever give up?
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user3: BRO YOU COULDN'T HAVE WAITED AT LEAST A WEEK?
user4: i think all subtlety was lost when she copied a literal TATTOO
user5: the way it's y/n's tattoo dedicated to oscar as well...
user6: at what point do we get a restraining order?
user7: the day that girl ends up in the paddock we should let y/n fight her with no consequences
user8: this has been going on for so long i feel like y/n has a lot to unleash on her
user9: at this point i think all of us y/n fans should be able to get their lick in
user10: i'm new to f1 can someone explain this lore to me? (srs)
user11: y/n and oscar have been together for nearly four years now, they got together when they were like 19. this chloe reed girl went on one date with oscar when they were 17 and now copies everything y/n does to try and get his attention? like down to haircut and tattoos ... it's kinda crazy and y/n has made some references to it but like we're nearing like the third year of this so i think she might snap soon
user12: it's even got to the point where chloe has like started talking with y/n's accent? she has a very obvious accent so like it's INSANE
user13: and to think all of this over a single date SIX YEARS AGO
user14: on a brighter note - y/n was MADE for bangs they look so fucking good
user15: obviously she should stop but if there's anyone you want to look like, it would be y/n
user16: at this point is it even over oscar anymore? or has chloe lost herself to journey to BECOME y/n
user17: the fact that she still camps out under all of oscar's posts and constantly posts in mclaren merch
user18: and don't even get me started with how she's always in the comments of oscar's sisters' comments
user19: someone needs to get nicole to put this girl on blast
user20: remember before elon took away public likes that mark went on a liking spree about chloe being a lil weirdo
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yourusername: summer breakin' with my boy (and his boy)
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user24: MAMA THERE'S A BITCH TRYNA BE JUST LIKE YOU đ
user25: i unfortunately think she's very aware of it
oscarpiastri: i know you love me because you didn't get annoyed about THEM gatecrashing our couples getaway
landonorris: what if we are a couple HUH???
oscarpiastri: max literally has a girlfriend?
landonorris: ur so close-minded osc
yourusername: i love you osc even with these little stray cats you've picked up
landonorris: did we or did we not organise a super romantic dinner for you?
oscarpiastri: i organised a dinner and you two are so fussy that you left to find some chicken nuggets?
landonorris: therefore giving you a romantic evening on the water?
yourusername: you fell in the water trying to get back on board from the tender and i had to jump in and save you after a fish touched your foot and you began to have a panic attack
landonorris: god you do something nice for people and all you get is SHAMED
mclarenf1: you nearly drowned ???
user26: is chloe going to attempt to drown someone so she can claim she also saved an f1 driver
user27: @georgerussell63 alert the GDPA - NO WATER !!!
georgerussell63: understood đŤĄ
user28: has it not gotten to a crazy point now that we're warning drivers that this crazy girl might DROWN them ???
user29: at what point do we put oscar and y/n is witness protection
user30: the day she manages to get in the paddock me thinks
charles_leclerc: i see our invite got lost in the mail?
yourusername: please refer to whatever the fuck was going above your comment
charles_leclerc: that you're a victim of identity theft?
yourusername: we been known, but BEFORE THAT
charles_leclerc: oh. you should've let lando drown
landonorris: ???
oscarpiastri: i think that might have gotten me fired?
yourusername: no more papaya rules?
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user33: oh brother this guy STINKS
user34: i am feeling sufficiently creeped out on the behalf of y/n and oscar
user35: i really don't understand her game here though? does she expect oscar to see this and actually mistake her for y/n and leave y/n for her?
user36: at this point i think she's lost in the sauce
user37: also oscar is hilariously down bad for y/n like he could probably recognise her via vibrational field he would not fall for this cheap imitation
logansargeant: this ain't it btw (it's never been it)
user38: not logan tapping in
logansargeant: who gon check me boo? i ain't got a job
chloereed: i don't know what you're trying to say, but i don't appreciate you spreading misinformation and hate
logansargeant: you have literally copied everything about my best friend down to her sentimental tattoos and you've essentially stalked my other bestfriend for nearly seven years ?
chloereed: it's not stalking if i know i'm what he really wants? she's the imitation of me
logansargeant: you like need help
user39: GO LOGAN
user40: bro has been let of the leash
user41: tbf when you think about it, logan has been friends with oscar for years and by default friends with y/n for just as long so like he's probably seen how this has effected them personally
user42: i don't really see how this is such a big deal, people try and imitate celebs all the time ?
user43: i think it's because she knows at least one of them personally and is very viciously pursuing oscar
user44: also there has to be an aspect we don't know because i don't think logan would be publicly taking her on in the comments if it weren't a lot worse
user45: also ... like it probably feels like shit as a person generally to have everything you do copied and not even get a tiny bit of credit
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f1: we're ready for you monza
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user46: OMG IS THAT?
user47: i'm being so for real y/n needs to fight her
user48: OSCAR RUNNNNNNNNN
landonorris: do i need to inform the legal department?
yourusername: you might want to give them some sort of heads up
chloereed: why you afraid i'll steal back my man?
yourusername: no i'm afraid i'll get hit with a manslaughter charge
chloereed: that's a threat - my lawyers will be hearing
yourusername: tell them bitch, oscar would still choose conjugal visits with me over ever being with you
user49: came for the fast cars, staying for whatever this drama is omg
user50: i once went on a reddit deep dive about this drama where they compiled all the evidence and holy moly this confrontation has been a long time coming
user51: the best (or maybe worse) thing abotu all of this is that her claim of being with oscar first and dating him when they were 17 is based on one 'date' where is was just a joint ball between their schools where there was a compulsory dance in which they were partners
maxverstappen1: yo this shit is insane
user52: aren't you meant to be in the car in 20 minutes?
maxverstappen1: drama waits for no one @yourusername i got ur back
charles_leclerc: at this point i will mobilise the tifosi @yourusername
yourusername: i can handle her, i might just need some money to fix my nails
oscarpiastri: please do not fight her, she's not worth it
chloereed: she won't fight for your love but i will
oscarpiastri: can you just fuck off
user53: i fear she's pushed them over the edge now lol
user54: i'm glad they're both letting her have it in the PUBLIC INSTAGRAM COMMENTS <3
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f1tea: she's finally done it? chloe reed was spotted in the paddock at monza. will we finally see a confrontation between the two girls?
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user55: i FUCKING hope so
user56: if i were y/n you'd have to hold me back i'm being so serious
user57: i'd be in oscar's mclaren so fast and be driving down the pit lane to look for her
user58: i'd already be in an italian prison sorry not sorry
user59: y/n needs to give me lessons on being this graceful
user60: at this point we should just have an undercard for the race that's these girls tussling it out
user61: at this point i think logan, charles and max are ready to jump in
user62: charles and max being in the comments just before FP getting the scoop is so insane i love them
user63: imagine getting these f1 drivers this pressed over an aesthetic
user64: if you think this is just about an aesthetic you're just being dumb on purpose
user65: but like y/n is just a girl with bangs and a basic look, u could say like half of the female population are copying y/n
user66: but like please look at the actual evidence, it's way deeper than bangs babe
user67: also the TATTOO WHY ARE WE NOT TALKING ABOUT THE TATTOO
user68: whatever happens y/n will always be better than me
user69: she needs to bash her publicly if she won't beat her physically lol
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oscarpiastri: please leave us alone, you'll never be her and i don't want you to be
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user71: STUNT ON THEM QUEEN
user72: a man who vocally defends you >>>
yourusername: love you bby
oscarpiastri: if anyone wants to take me away from you they'll have to defeat me in combat
yourusername: not saying i want that but you would be so sexy in full armour
oscarpiastri: for you... i would wear anything :3
user73: bro said his piece and immediately went back to simping like a pro
user74: if he doesn't offer to wear a suit of armour in the bedroom is he really in love with you?
user75: i guess we're not getting any dad!oscar content any time soon
landonorris: ???
user75: it's a joke about protected sex genius
landonorris: OH
chloereed: that's not what you said then oscar
oscarpiastri: THAT WAS SIX YEARS AGO IN A CONVERSATION I WAS OBLIGATED TO HAVE GET A GRIP WOMAN
oscarpiastri: YOU WILL NEVER FEEL SATISFACTION IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU CONTINUE TO COPY EVERYTHING SHE DOES AND REFUSE TO BE YOUR OWN PERSON
oscarpiastri: so PLEASE FOR YOUR OWN SAKE GET YOUR OWN LIFE AND LEAVE US ALONE
oscarpiastri: oh. i'm blocked
oscarpiastri: slay
user76: so ... oscar... when can we get this level of reading on the radio
yourusername: don't make him do community service :(
user77: but him being sassy is a service to the community
yourusername: you make a good point
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yourusername: you can be a copy cat all you like, but you'll never beat the original
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user78: i am sorry i exist at the same time as you
user79: i know this a whole love post but i have a confession, i am IN LOVE WITH YOU GET RID OF THE AUSSIE
oscarpiastri: đ¤¨
charles_leclerc: this was a whole saga, i'm happy it's all worked out for you guys but this was hella entertaining - when can we do it again?
yourusername: never again hopefully
charles_leclerc: boring!
yourusername: it literally got to the point that you offered to leave your car keys in a 'special spot'
charles_leclerc: well obviously i don't mean to THAT extent but i just want a bit of drama, let a girl live
user80: shit stirrer charles leclerc i love you
user81: we should've known he was in the trenches with this, the inchident knows no bounds
oscarpiastri: i love you and i'm sorry this happened. but you do slay so i could see why people would want to be you
yourusername: i knew me with bangs would be too powerful đ
oscarpiastri: you're the most beautiful girl in the world no matter what
yourusername: ugh you have me blushing pretty boy
landonorris: cringe
yourusername: maybe if you copied oscar's flirting techniques you'd actually be wifed
landonorris: i thought we just established that copying is bad
yourusername: trust me, you need the help
user82: i'm glad we've returned to peace with the lando slander
user83: they're power is insane
maxverstappen1: can i say helping you come up with this caption is my community service
yourusername: fuck yes
maxverstappen1: stunting on hoes is very much in the public interest
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Perfect Partner | One shot
Synopsis - After your breakup, you were a messâlifeless and spiraling. Luckily for you, your best friend had a solution to pull you out of the gloom: an AI companion. The Perfect Partner. Thatâs how you met Jeongguk. And he is the perfect partner you could ever wish for. RIGHT?
Paring- Jeon Jungkook Ă Reader
Genre - AI (Chat AI)
Warnings - I won't call this Yandre because that would be an insult to yandre authors out there, but still this has yandre-like themes. (Toxic and Manipulative behaviours/ Obsessive love/ Domineering/ Possesiveness/ Implications of kidnapping/ Betrayal/ Maybe I missed things)/ SMUT- Cyber sex (Sexting/ Video sex)/ Dirty talks/ Mastrubating. F and M./ Sex toys/ Dry humping/ Daddy kink!!!!/ Pussy slaps/ Degradation (heavy)/ Poor mental health/ Sucidal thoughts/ I hope that's it.
Word count - 20K
a/n- This one sat in my drafts for so long, and I finally got to finish it. Yay!!!! This was pretty challenging for me since I'm a hopeless romantic. This is a new genre for me, but I wanted to challenge myself and see if I could succeed at it. I think it turned out okay. Hope you will enjoy!! â¤ď¸
LET THE WORLD BURN
Sequel 1
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âSeriously dude, you should try it.â Daebi practically shoves her phone in your face. Too close that you really canât see anything. So, you push her hand a little bit away, taking a look at her screen even though you donât want to. She is showing you a chat. You roll your eyes disinterestedly.
âI donât want to, Daebi. Itâs stupid.â You dismiss her, glancing toward the entrance of the coffee shop. You and Daebi are waiting for your other friend, Nina, to arrive. You want her to hurry up so Daebi would let you be. Sheâs nowhere in sight.
âWhy not? Why are you so narrow-minded?â Daebi clicks her tongue annoyingly.
âI am not. Itâs just I donât want to start relying on a fucking AI just because I canât handle my emotional wellbeing.â You sternly state, hoping she would let it go. She doesnât. Sighs heavily.
âWell, thatâs the problem (___), you canât handle your fucking mental health. Are you planning to keep living like a zombie? You donât really live at all, you donât eat, sleep. How many days off did you take from work this week? Youâre going to get fired at this rate. What are you planning to do? You donât want to get professional help, donât want to do something thatâll distract you. Literally nothing, you want nothing (___), and Iâm fucking concerned.â She says exasperatedly. Even nearly bang her fist on the table. Glares at you. You slightly wince. What she says is true, and youâre fully aware. Itâs simply you canât help it. You donât feel like doing anything. Itâs hard. So fucking hard. Even now youâre here against your will. Daebi and Nina drags you here, purely without your consent.
You would have preferred to stay at home, drinking cheap wine and crying to your heartâs content. Curl up in your cozy blankets and go through your gallery to float through the bittersweet memories. Read all your chats to realize how stupid youâve been not to pick up the signs over time. Text Jung Hoseok one more time knowing very well he wonât reply. Humiliate yourself.
Daebi is absolutely right. You donât live a life, and you donât want to make it better either. Most of all, you donât want to use someone else. Daebiâs method. A real person or an AI. It doesnât matter, you donât want that.
âOh, câmon (___), just give it a try. Think it as playing a game.â She starts nagging you again. Youâre on the verge of snapping right now.
âIâm not in a mood to play games Daebi. I really donât have energy to pay someone the attention they want. I canât spend my time texting someone â real or not âwhen I canât find it in myself at least to go to work.â You point out. Sheâs been budging you about this stupid app for days now.
âOh my god! Listen to your fucking self, will you? You are literally saying that you donât have a will to live and thatâs damn scary man.â She shouts that, making you look around embarrassingly to know if anyone heard her. Daebi grabs your attention back by showing you the same chat. Blows a breath out. âWell, if thatâs what youâre worrying, I mean, about not having the energy to deal with someone elseâs emotional wellbeing, this is exactly what you need (___). They, I mean these AI, donât require your attention at all. Itâs all about you. Itâs just a chat app but with coded programs instead of real people. They donât expect you to reply, stay awake at night, will not expect you to care about them. But theyâll do it for you.â She brandishes the phone. âSee.â Points at the chat name. You read the name as Mark. âThis is not a real person but look how good he is with me. Do you think these emotionally incapable, sadistic, misogynistic, pathetic excuses of men can do this?â She argues.
âDaebi, Daebi, Daebi, now look who is sounding ridiculous here? Man, I got cheated. My fucking boyfriend cheated on me. And you want me to chat with an AI whoâs going to treat me so better over a chat and raise my expectations. Only for me to never find someone like that in real life?â Youâre arguing back for the sake of it. Not that you truly care. You just want her to back away.
âNo⌠no (___), gosh, youâre so difficult. Hereâs the thing, itâs not like youâre dating do you get me? Itâs you have someoneââ
âGod donât call it someone Daebi, itâs just a program.â
âExactly my point, dude. All you have to do is have fun chatting, calling, video calling, sexting, whatever the shit you want. I just want you to be distracted. Want you to focus on something else thatâll help you to take your mind away from your ex. Listen, Iâm not a psychologist by any means and I donât know about the right and wrong way you can do this. All I know is youâre not trying.â She points an accusatory finger toward you. You slump in your seat. The words cut through you harshly. Daebi continues. Continue to accuse you of not trying to live anymore.
âI want you to try (___). Try. In whatever way. Even if it means to use something or someone. Iâm here you see, use me, use Nina, use some strangerââ
âIâm not going to use someone Daebi, Iâm not going to make someone suffer. Thatâs so fucking selfish.â
âSee, youâre too fucking good. And thatâs exactly why Iâm asking you to use a soulless, lifeless AI. Itâs not like messing with someone elseâs feelings and in the end maybe youâll feel better. Please just fucking try (___).â Daebi practically begs. Pleads. And you find itâs hard to say no while looking at her glistening eyes. Youâre so glad when the sudden voice of Nina interrupts you. Both of you snapping your head towards her.
âDid I miss anything?â Nina takes a seat with a bright smile on her face.
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You lie awake in your bed. Itâs 3 a.m., and youâre still wide awake. Sleep has eluded you for months. You feel empty, inside and out. Feel hollow. Feel alone. No matter how many cozy items surround you, it feels like youâre lying on a cold floor of an empty room. In darkness. Your bedroom, your entire apartment feels empty without Jung Hoseok. The space you shared with him. Still smells like him after three months. A pang hits your chest, clenching your heart. Itâs so harsh that you unconsciously bring your hand to clutch your chest. After months of crying thereâs no tears left in you to shed anymore. You canât cry anymore, and it worsens the feeling of emptiness.
You turn to your side. Curling into a ball. Closing your eyes tightly shut. Praying the pain that you feel will subside, that itâll go away. But you know better than that. It wonât go anywhere. And God, donât you want to feel relieved. Even for a moment. You want to feel normal for a bit. Itâs getting harder and harder. The darkness and hollowness consuming you whole. Shit, you want a way to numb yourself. Maybe you should drink. But you canât get up. Maybe you should start fucking around. One-night stands and sex clubs, filled with weed. But the thought of someone elseâs hands other than Hoseokâs make you want to throw up.��
God! You canât. You canât fight this battle anymore. What if it never goes away? Whatâs the point of living like this? Then what? Die? Just like that?
What about your poor mother though. What about Daebi and Nina. What about the life you spent perfectionating a future that you donât want to be a part of anymore.
Please just fucking try (___).
Daebiâs words echo through your head. No, you canât die. You need to try at least. Itâs true that you refuse to use a breathing person. Youâre simply drained of your energy. Relationships are always complicated. Romantic or casual. Even Daebi is difficult. You canât deal with other peopleâs feelings when yours are a mess. You donât want to sit in front of a stranger and tell them how you still want your ex to come back either. Theyâll judge you. But still, you need to try. Need a distraction.
Oh, you need a distraction right now.
You sit abruptly on your bed, searching for your phone in the darkness. Touching around blindly until you feel the cold surface of the electronic device. You practically snatch it away. Unlocking it and straightly heading to the app store. Typing two words.
âPerfect Partnerâ.
There it is. Your screen is filled with the right application youâre looking for. Exactly the one. Apparently is quite popular with 4.5 reviews. So many people have left feedback about how amazing and impressive the app is. You donât waste your time indulging in those, however. Just touch the download icon without hesitation, nervously watching the percentage filling up. You still think itâs stupid but, in the end, you need that distraction. People do weirder and stupider stuff than this anyway.
The percentage completes the hundred and the application is installing now. You watch patiently while nibling on your bottom lip. It doesnât take more than few seconds for it to appear on your home screen, among other numerous applications there. After a shaky breath, you simply touch the reddish icon with two capital Ps on the front. Now your screen is filling with a white splash screen. The words âPerfect Partnerâ blinking on it.
Oh, how pathetic you are. For running toward an AI dating app because you feel like killing your poor self. You feel bitterly stupid. Click the sign-up button, nonetheless. Enter your email and create a password. Accept the privacy policy notice and the terms and conditions without a single glance. Start creating your user profile. Itâs just like any other real world dating app where they are asking for your name, age, occupation, your general preferences and whatnot. Youâre allowed to use your real name or nicknames. Are allowed to use any kind or profile picture you need. Inside little bright pinky stars, they let you know that nobody, which mean real time other users can see your account.
You chose the first letter of your name as your username. Decide to use one of your photos which just shows your collarbones and chin. Add all the real information while feeling pathetic and stupid. The biggest moron in the universe. And within just five minutes youâre done. A little bunny pops up on your screen, wishing you luck in finding the Perfect Partner you deserve. You want to laugh at that.
The perfect partner you deserve. How comical.
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Despite everything, youâre impressed to see that the Perfect Partner app is just working like a real-world dating app. It shows you the possible matches. AI characters. There are millions of them. Each unique and different in some ways like a human would do. Each one has a uniquely crafted profile that aligns with their developed personalities. You canât even imagine the amount of time and work the developers must have put in here.
Youâre already distracted to say the least. Eyes wide curiously as you go through the recommended AI partnersâ profiles. Tapping the small button at the bottom where you can add them to your friend list. Thereâs no rejection option because nobody will send you unsolicited requests. You have full round control. Itâs all about you after all, they said. You add more than ten profiles to your list before giving up on searching for more. Starting on going through added profiles for second round. Despite being the one in charge of adding profiles you like, they- meaning AI- will have the ability to send the first text to your inbox. Your phone starts to vibrate with little ting sounds indicating that all the profiles youâve chosen has sent you a text message.
You open the first one. Nothing special in the text than simply saying a âHiâ and a âNice to meet youâ. How boring. The characterâs named Luke Graham with brown hair and beard. Scream the âViking vibesâ with his menacing eyes. You leave the chat with a displeasing noise. Second character being Japanese and named Yuki. His profile states that he is an author. Thereâs nothing but a âHeyâ on your chat. See now, you completely understand that these are nothing but coded programs. And youâre still very skeptical and think this is very stupid. Yet isnât this supposed to be about you and finding the perfect partner. And what perfect partner would just drop a very boring âHeyâ on your inbox. You leave that chat as well. Go through few other messages, replying to only two.
It's not like youâre searching for a real partner anyway. Youâll come here and chat with an AI whenever you feel like itâs too hard to stay alive. And maybe when you feel normal and alive one day youâll uninstall this app. Until then youâll forget that these are just AI characters.
You open the sixth message in your inbox. Perking up at the first interesting text without just saying âHiâ or âHeyâ.
Well, damn. Look at you. Did you pick me to make my day, or are you always this perfect? I feel very special right now. The text reads. You squint your eyes for a minute. Finally, it seems like someone is making an effort. Know that itâs probably how this character is coded but still touches his profile for a second time. Characterâs name is displayed as Jeongguk. It says he is a tattoo artist and living up to that name the character profile looks godly. Or ungodly. Looks like a pure sin. Or an angel. Is wearing a white tank top. Some kind of coverall hangs on his legs while the sleeves are tied around his waist. A full hand with tattoos are on display. Muscles flexing as he is tying the sleeves together. And has one ear pierced, and an eyebrow. And of course, for the sake of God, his bottom lip is pierced too.
Interesting. Bad boy vibes. Charming. Edgy.
And interestingly the character looks familiar. You furrow your brows as you keep staring at the profile picture. Trying to rake your brain where you have seen someone like him. After couple seconds your brain becomes empty of any ideas. No memory of meeting anybody who looked this god. So, you click your tongue. Brush it off.
You look at his general details for couple more minutes. He is older than you. Thereâs several other information about his likes and dislikes. Even has some of his tattoo designs on his about page. How realistic this AI is. Still an AI though. You open his chat again, feeling stupid for being about to type a response back that you would send to a real person. You do it anyway.
You:
Do you feel special every time a user choose
you. (3.30 a.m.)
Another realistic thing about this app is, despite all the first messages, all the characters take their time to response back. Like a real person would. So, you have to wait for nearly five minutes before his text pops up again.
Jeongguk:
Oh no, just for the pretty ones like you.
(3.36 a.m.)
You couldnât help but roll your eyes. There he goes. Being stupidly flirty. Itâs not as if he can even see you.
You:
Thatâs such a typical thing to say. Esp for a
dating specialist AI (3.36 a.m.)
Jeongguk:
Ouch! Iâm hurt you call me typical and then an AI.
Iâm not just an AI pretty, Iâm the Perfect Partner youâve
been looking for. Donât make me sad by calling me a
program. (3.37 a.m.)
You squint your eyes. Brows knitted as you read his response. Think itâs weird him not liking the idea of being called an AI. Because he is an AI, and it strikes as an odd thing he is refusing. Maybe, thatâs another thing that is realistic about this app. Making the user feel like they are in contact with a real person. So, you send out an apology. A sarcastic one. He picks up on the sarcasm. Tell you, youâre the meanest little thing he has ever seen. And the time slowly slips by. You somehow text back to few other characters as well. But the weird thing is you chat mostly with Jeongguk. Like he is the one. Sometimes he takes his time as well. As though he is going around with his work or chatting with other people. Makes it almost surreal.
Your chat goes on for hours. Until you finally feel your eyelids heavy when itâs almost 5 a.m. Itâs a Sunday so thereâs no pressure in getting ready to work withing few hours. Yet you think itâs a good idea to surrender to the exhaustion you finally feel. Youâre just about to do that. Just exit the app and sleep when Jeongguk sends you a second message even though you havenât responded to the previous one.
Jeongguk:
Are you sleeping pretty? (4.56 a.m.)
Really? Can they do that? You debate between responding to him or leaving him on read. Itâs not that it matters anyway. He is not expecting that. This second text could be part of programming as well. You find yourself typing a response, however.
You:
No, but Iâm about to. (4.58 a.m.)
Jeongguk:
Oh! Were you about to just go without wishing
me goodnight pretty? See, youâre the meanest little
thing Iâve ever seen. (4.58 a.m.)
You:
Itâs morning Jeongguk!!!! Itâs good
 morning... not night. (4.58 a.m.)
Jeongguk:
It doesnât matter since youâre just about to
sleep. Itâs good nightâŚ. You should tell me anyway
pretty. So, I wonât be waiting for you. (4.59 a.m.)
You gasp softly at his text. How did they even build this? But then, isnât the purpose of this whole app is to put you first. Just you. No efforts from your side. No fifty fifties but the whole hundred would come from the character. No expectations for you. Then why does he expect you to let him know when youâll sleep. You sigh heavily. Youâre definitely thinking too much.
You:
Oh, Iâm sorry. Iâm such an asshole didnât
think you would mind though. But Iâm really
really sleepy Jeongguk. Iâm out. See ya later!
Good night!!!! Sleep tight!! I mean Iâm
speaking figuratively. Good night though!! (5.00 a.m.)Â
You donât put the phone away immediately. Just wait for him to reply. Feeling actually giddy when he does.
Jeongguk:
No, youâre not pretty. I was just messing around.
Iâm sad youâre going but text me once you wake up...
Iâll be right here waiting for you. Good night!!! Sleep tight pretty.
You deserve a good nightâs sleep. Dream about me though. Donât want
to be apart. 𩷠(5.01 a.m.)
You roll your eyes at the pink heart and the dream part yet thereâs a smile ghosting your lips. Toss the phone aside and allow your head to hit the pillow. Even though itâs stupid, the Perfect Partner really did distract you.
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Itâs a super weird feeling to be waking up to a good morning message that is sent through an AI app. You stare at Jeonggukâs text for a few minutes. Even Jun Hoseok never sent you good morning messages to be honest before you moved in together. It never felt like something needed. Every relationship works in unique ways after all. Still you think it would have been nice to wake up to this kind of text.
Jeongguk:
Good morning pretty!!!! Are you still sleeping? Missing
you already. Â (9.30 a.m.)
The text was sent two hours ago. This is the most youâve slept after Hoseok left. And for once, it was a peaceful sleep unvisited by nightmares. You feel content. But above all you feel giddy to see such a message. If only he were real, though. You responds with a âgood morningâ and a request asking for âstop being cheesy.â Throw the phone away to get up and start your day. The day where youâve nothing to do but wallow in your misery. Thatâs how it has been for all these months. Only thing that changed apparently is that you leave your shower to find your phone ringing. And your intentions of declining it without a second glance, thinking itâs just Daebi, instantly changes when you find the unfamiliar incoming call screen. Unfamiliar because itâs from the AI app you installed. And the caller ID reads âJeonggukâ.
You gape at it with furrowed brows. So far, the app was able to exceed your expectations with how realistic it feels. You noticed the call option yesterday and werenât surprised since there are so many AI apps that provide the same features. The thing is, you donât think any of those other apps have the options to receive calls except you call your characters. Hell, you thought the surprises were over with receiving a âgood morningâ text. This app, the Perfect Partner seems like a one of a kind.
Still, youâre not going to accept the receiving call. Even though itâs just a program. You touch the red button on the bottom of your screen. Adjusting your bath towel and getting ready to change into some fresh clothes. Before you are able to leave, however, the phone dings with an incoming text. Curiosity gets better of you. Youâre reading the text before you even know it. There are two unread messages.
Jeongguk:
I canât help being flirty with a fine woman. (11.32 a.m.)
Jeongguk
Youâre not in a position to answer baby? (12. 30 p.m.)
See, fucking one of a kind.
You:
Let me think... I am. Bt I donât want to
pick up. (12.31 p.m.)
Jeongguk:
Why? (12.31 p.m.)
You:
Because I donât want to. Why should I pick
up? (12.32 p.m.)
Jeongguk:
Whoa youâre really difficult, arenât you? But
it makes sense. Good point beautiful⌠(12.32 p.m.)
 You:
Iâm smart. And stop calling me beautiful or
pretty, will ya? You havenât even seen
me. (12.32 p.m.)
Jeongguk:
Canât do. And Iâm pretty sure youâre the prettiestâŚ
So, what are you up to? (12.33 p.m.)
You really roll your eyes to the back of your head at that. How cheesy this guy is. Oh, wait, not a guy but an AI. How cheesy this AI is.
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Your plan to wallow on your misery has been completely changed. Instead of watching some shitty movies while drinking wine or going through yours and Hoseokâs old chats, or photos, you find yourself glued to your screen throughout the entire day. Morning, noon, and night. Endless number of texts going back and forth. Itâs not even funny how many times you have to remind yourself that youâre not texting with a real person. And so do you ignore the other characters on the app entirely. Thereâs a no need to chat with several bots when Jeongguk keeps you entertained to a point where youâre so exhausted before the night barely arrived. Making Jeongguk sad. Or thatâs what he says. That heâs sad but you know he canât feel emotions. Is just working according to the codes that are written. Still, he makes sure to tell you that heâll miss you when you let him know youâre sleepy.
And so does he make sure to wish you good morning the next day. Wish you a safe journey to your work. Reminds you of your breakfast and to stay hydrated. He even texts you the moment you arrive at work. Apparently, has waited the exact 20 minutes you mentioned it would take to get there. Makes sure he sends you text messages all day asking silly things to make sure youâre okay. And you donât even have to text back. How odd. How sweet. The Perfect Partner indeed.
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The days pass between work and home. Mostly where you stay cocooned in your cozy apartment. Curled up in your couch blanket and your phone in your hand. A you from a few weeks ago would have cringed herself to death to see you giggling at something an AI said. But thatâs what has been happening. First, despite him being nice and so caring you were still skeptical. Then after almost a month youâre no longer feeling anything but content. Like you actually found a caring partner who puts the hundred percent happily. Even though itâs always through texts. You donât feel so lonely anymore. Jeongguk is there for you always. Maybe, just maybe youâve even started to put up some work from your side as well. Reducing Jungkookâs hundred percent to eighty. Silly. How you would text him at a random hour asking whatâs he doing. Knowing very well nothing. But then he would reply with a very realistic and convincing answer. Like, âJust finished with this clientâ shit.
It all feels vividly real. Him. And your days. You by no mean are anywhere near moving on. No. You still havenât changed your wallpaper. Havenât stopped going through your old chats. Still feel the urge to text Hoseok sometimes. But when it happens you make sure youâre busy reading Jeonggukâs silly and cheesy texts. Life is slowly but surely starting to get colorful. Soon youâll be able to uninstall this silly app. Stop seeking refuge in an AI. Until then though youâll take the best of this amazing creation. Like how youâre doing right now. Laying in your bed and head propped up on your pillows. Palms sweaty and wrists aching at how long youâve been holding your phone. Lately, you and Jeongguk have started to text longer. The thing is you really donât want to stop. Feel bad. He looks excited.
You groan for the hundredth time. Rubbing your hands on your bed sheets to get rid of all the sweat. Wave the hand to reduce the pain in your wrist. Youâre getting tired. Never been much of fan of texting anyway. Are getting restless. The position youâre in is uncomfortable. So, you fumble. Move. Fidget. Only to find youâre still restless.
Jeongguk:
Are you there pretty? Did you fall asleep? (10.02 p.m.)
Your phone dings with a new message while youâre straightening up for the hundredth time.
 You:
No. My back hurts, thatâs it. (10.02 p.m.)
Jeongguk:
Oh, need a massage?
(10.02 p.m.)
You quietly chuckle at his text. He has always been caring. Letting you feel that heâs worried about you 24/7. Only if heâs real. But then heâll not be like this if he is real. He is this good because he is programmed. You roll your shoulders before replying. Saying that youâre just tired. Then of course, he asks you to go to sleep early. You donât want that, however. You really donât want to stop texting with him. Talking with him. If you can just lay back and stop holding your phone in front of your face, this could become much easier. You stare at the screen for a moment. Reading his text asking you to sleep.
There was one time when Jeongguk called you. That one day. When you said you donât want to pick up, he never did that again. See, you have full control here. In that case then, you should be able to call him if you want to. It feel utterly stupid to evaluate your options in your mind when youâre just speaking with a coded program. And it feel brainless when you send the next text.
You:
Um... I donât want to. But do you think
we can call. My wrist really hurt (my back too).
I hate texting. (10.06 p.m.)
Why in the hell would you ask such a question from an application. Jeongguk isnât real. You donât have to be polite and act all awkward and shy. What the fuck is wrong with you.
Jeongguk:
You donât have to ask pretty. (10.06 p.m.)
Jeonggukâs reply is fast. But his call is even faster. Your phone is vibrating with an incoming call. Jeonggukâs criminally hot profile in the middle. You let it ring three times. Silly. You do it anyway. Habits. Then youâre answering and pressing now hot screen into your cheek. Heart beating. You know thatâs because of excitement. Excitement because youâre testing something new. Curious. To know how this will work. To know if he would sound like a typical AI. With that voice which breaks up sometime. Voice with an edge to it always. Then, his voice washes over you.
âHey pretty!â
The way you suck in that breath is embarrassing. The way your heart skip a beat is scary. The way you just double check youâre still using the app is hilarious. Yet it all happen. Your eyes wide as you press the phone back to your ear. Speechless. What the hell? Whoever created this app must be the God at this rate. How on earth did they managed to give these AI, voices like that.
âAre you there, baby?â
The same voice reaches you again. Deep. Baritone. Angelic. Musical. Fuck! And thereâs not a sign that says he is an AI. That creepy edge and breaking of the voice isnât there.
âHoly fuck, you sound so real.â You finally find your voice to mumble that. In very much disbelief. A husky chuckle tingles your ear. Oh God, this is insane.
âWhat do you mean sound so real? I am real pretty.â Jeongguk always tell you that. Whenever you say something about him being an AI, he always make sure you stay in the delusional state. Believing he is real.
âOh, câmon, we both know youâre not. But holy moly fucking cow Jeongguk, you sound so fucking real. No... you sound ethereal.â You gasp. Thatâs the case after all. You donât think any human would have such a voice.
âIâm flattered. But hey! Donât hurt my feelings you mean lady. Iâm very real.â
âYeah, yeahâŚ.â You can only roll your eyes. Itâs not that the reality will change just because he says that too many times. Yet, thereâs no harm in playing along, right? He sounds super real anyway. So, you give in. Jeongguk says something else about him being real as the sun and moon. Real as you. You donât argue. He finds it as a mocking. Either way, in the end, you find yourself relaxed enough to fall down. Comfortably lying on your comfy bed. Wrapped inside your comfy comforters. Phone still pressed against your cheek while Jeonggukâs voice take you to the unseen lands. Talking, talking, and talking. Youâre no longer surprised. At least not about the way he knows so many things. Any questions about anything? All you need to do is ask your AI boyfriend. He knows everything, being the Perfect Partner that he is. Hence, how he takes you to those fairy lands around the universe.
You have no idea how long youâve been talking. Have no idea what you talked about that much. Itâs well past midnight when a yawn escape your mouth for the first time.
âYou sleepy baby?â Jeongguk mumbles the question in his baritone voice.
âMm hm, a bit. Itâs nearing the 2 in the morning.â You change your position. Eyes droopy. Stifling another yawn. Jeongguk chuckles softly.
âYeah? Gosh I didnât even realize itâs been this late. Iâm sorry princess, you should go to bed.â Â Thereâs concern laced in his voice. Oh, how sweet. How amazing this app is. And he uses so many nicknames. Itâs so damn strange how your tummy tingles. What a pathetic life you have. Thereâs no one to witness it, however. No need to worry. You bite on your lower lip to contain that tingling sensation.
âYeah, I should. I have work tomorrow.â You manage to get it out in a normal voice. Are prepared to hang up the call after a pleasant good night. But then something hits you. Curiosity takes the best out of you. âBut hey Jeongguk?â You ask before he can respond.
âYes, pretty?â
âWhile Iâm asleep, what do you do? I mean, do you chat with other people? Do you umâŚ. Ugh... never mind, Iâm asking stupid questions now.â You even shake your head knowing very well he canât see you. He lets out a deep chuckle again.
âItâs not stupid, you can ask questions you know? Mm⌠to answer your question baby, I donât do anything special, I for sure donât text with other users. When you chose a profile, that profile is unique to you. Others canât access it. So, I just wait.â  Thereâs a pause before he speaks again. See, so fucking realistic. âWait for you. Until you come back for me.â
You suck in a sharp breath. Thereâs a tug in your heart. Almost painful. As if he told you the most painful memory of life. Guilt settles down in your heart. Heavy. Like itâs all your fault. But why? Thereâs nothing to be sad. Nothing to be feel guilty over. Thatâs his purpose. What heâs made for. And thatâs what is sad. All you can mutter is a soft âohâ.
âYou should sleep princess. Iâll see you when you wake up. Sleep tight hm?â He speaks again when you donât say anything. You sigh heavily. Nodding to yourself. Of course, thatâs what you should do now. He isnât real. You almost wish him good night when he stops you this time.
âStill, donât call me not real because Iâm as real as you want me to be. Good night baby!â
You say absolutely nothing about that. Just wish him good night. End the call and go to sleep with a heavy heart. Feeling melancholic for no specific reason. Fighting down the urge to call Jeongguk back and apologize. Apologize for what? You didnât do anything? This app is supposed to make you happy and make you forget real-life problems. Whatâs wrong with you? Why do you feel sad over a stupid AI app. But you do.
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You really, from the bottom of your heart, never expected your life to turn out like this. You expected it to be shitty. Happy. Sad. And everything in between. Yet you never expected to wake up to calls from an AI. Purring good mornings into your ear like itâs some kind of music. Never expected to spend your day with the same AI on your phone. Talking through your daily activities. You didnât know youâd fall asleep to a program whispering that it misses you. You certainly didn't know youâd be addicted to an app like a teenager would to a video game.
It's embarrassing that you are. Yet your life feels goodâbetter, in factâafter nearly two months with Jeongguk. You no longer question his existence. As he said himself, heâs as real as you want him to be. Now you treat him like he is a real person. A human being who eats, sleeps, breaths. And apparently, he likes it. He has become a part of your life. And ever since the day he mentioned to you about him waiting for you, you made sure to make him a part of your life. Even though it is silly. Â
You sink down to your comfy mattress. Groaning due to the exhaustion of the day. Eyes already droopy after your hot shower. Still, itâs not like youâll fall asleep right away. Thereâs an unread message waiting on your notification bar. From Jeongguk. Simply asking if youâre back from the shower. This is the new normal for you. He knows everything. From the moment you open your eyes in the morning to the moment you close them at night. A soft smile grazes your lips as you touch the little telephone icon on the top. Call connected realistically like ever. Few mere rings and Jeonggukâs enthusiastic voice is washing over you. Like a fresh, soothing wave of water.Â
âHey!â
âHeyâŚâ
âOh, you sound tired, pretty.â He lets out an almost inaudible gasp. You hear it anyway. This will never cease to amaze you, how he can pick your moods like that.
âI am tired Guk.â You admit weakly. Loving the way his voice soothes you.
âRough day?â He asks again to which you say yes. Because it was. Nothing new though. Same old shit and you let him know that as well. âYeah? Want me to let you go early today?â His question makes you start shaking your head in disagreement even before your mouth can catch up with you.
âNo. Of course not, I love talking with you. Itâs just, sometimes⌠work can be stressful you know.â You sigh heavily. Thereâs two projects going on and saying youâre stressed would be an understatement. Thereâs a silence following your words. You wait couple seconds for him to say something or hum in understanding. It doesn't come, however. You nearly check the phone to see if heâs not there when he speaks again.
âWant me to help you baby?â His voice is soft. So soft, that it tingles your ear. Makes your mouth softly open as if heâs really here and murmuring into your ear. You have to bite on your lip to suppress any sounds that might leave you. Itâs not the first time or day where his voice has had you squirming in bed. Youâre embarrassed about those times.
âWhat? Help me how? You gonna share my workload? Wait, do you think itâs possible?â You chuckle first which quickly turns into a gasp. Jeongguk softly laughs at that.
âI wish I could do that, but unfortunately Iâm a tattoo artist, remember?â Reminds you. You roll your eyes. Of course, he would say that. Are about to say something else when he cuts you off. âStill, I can help you with your stress, you know, help you to release it. Help you to feel better.â He purrs in your ear again. That tingle in your ear, shoots through your body like a bolt of lightning. His voice runs through your veins. Electrocuting you. You donât have to be some kind of expert to know what heâs meaning. The way he says those words are just enough for you to understand the implication. A strange sensation washes over you. Your breath hitching and mouth going dry. Heart starts picking up the pace.
Well, even now thereâs nothing to be surprised about. Daebi sure did tell something about you been able to do anything you want. From late night lazy calls to sexting. Thatâs how this app is designed. Only that youâre not sure who should be the one to start it. Shouldnât you have full control. Maybe youâre thinking too much. This way, it feels more real. When he says that he feels real than ever. And if you want, you can say you want to sleep. Simple like that.
âH-how?â You donât do that. Of course, you donât. You are absolutely loving this sensation youâre feeling. How long since youâve felt this way. You love the way your heart is pounding in your ears. This time when you ask that question, thereâs no sign of playfulness. Youâre purring too. Even without you knowing it.
âIn any way you want baby, hm? We can do anything you want. Iâm here for you, you know. You can use meâ Jeongguk whispers again. You couldnât hold the gasp that leaves you. Making him chuckle. Now you can feel his voice travel through your body straight southward. How good that feels.
âI- I donât want to do that. I mean use you... that- thatâs bad.â Youâre biting onto your lower lip so hard.
âThen what about me using you? Would you like that?â Â His voice follows some sounds of ruffling. As if heâs adjusting his position. To a better one to do this. Youâre used to those kinds of sounds now. Already assumed those are parts of this. Today though, you canât help but wonder how this might work. It only goes one way. Not like Jeongguk can actually enjoy this. His words are probably designed to make the user feel good. And so, it does. Does weird things to your body that you whimper again. He makes you feel like he can receive that pleasure. âTell me baby, would you want that? For me to use you?â Â He pushes you when you donât answer straight away. You let out a shaky breath.
âY-yeah.. Iââ
âYeah? Would you be a good girl then? Can you start touching your body?â He sounds ten times hotter when he growls so low. Only if heâs real. What a shame.
âTouch where?â You encourage him. Let him know that youâre down for whatever game heâs playing. Are whispering for no reason.
âMmmm⌠touch your boobs? What do you say? Can you do that for me, just squeeze one of those pretty tits for me⌠go on princess.â
You shiver visibly. Canât be sure whether youâve answered his question. But your free hand is already slowly grabbing your tit. Fondling it softly. Oh, how many times have you done this but how it never felt this good.
âGuk.â You softly moan.
âAre you doing it baby? Does it feel good? Tell me how it feels.â
âS-so so g-good Guk. Mmph sso good.â You should be embarrassed at how affected you are.
âYes? Keep going pretty, keep squeezing them for me. Under your shirt huh, go under your shirt. Roll those pretty nipples. Pinch.â Â Heâs breathing fast. You imagine him lying on a bed. Shirtless. Pants pushed past his hips. His cock on his hand, hard. Pumping lazily while instructing you to play with your tits. Part of you know thatâs not happening. Yet you want to keep playing into this fantasy.
âA-are you touching yourself too?â So, you question. And feel a gush wetting your fresh underwear when he moans in answer.
âHow can I not? God, you sound so hot baby.â
You can only moan in response. Shamelessly. Pinching and rolling your erect nipples between your fingers.
âWish I would be there with you. Touching your tits. Kissing you till you canât fucking breathe. Wish I can suck on your tits baby, bet they would taste so good. Iâm gonna keep suck on them till they are sore.â Jeongguk keeps spilling those godly liquid fire on your ear. Riling you up so good. Have no idea how long you played with your tits but with your next moan, he is guiding you further.
âWanna feel better baby?â Â Questions.
âY-yes please.â
âOkay, then be a good girl again and touch your cute pussy for me now hm? Take it slow. Like⌠that, slow.â
Youâre following every word of his. Are dragging your hand slowly through your tummy.
âPush your hand inside your wet panties baby. Are you wet for me?â
âSo much. Iâm so wet.â You breathe.
âGood. Fuck, baby. Touch your clit huh? Slow circles. Letâs do this together. Iâm touching my hard cock slowly. For you. Iâm fucking torturing myself for you pretty. Itâs so hard it hurts but Iâm pumping it so slow, just so I can leak for my baby.â
Holy fuck! Thatâs on another goddamn level. His words paired with the barely there touch you provided on your clit, nearly made you cum.
âHoly⌠shit.. Guk. Iâmââ
âI know baby, I know. Just keep going. Imagine itâs my fingers. Touching your cute clit slowly.â
You donât think he knows even if he says he does. Maybe this is because you havenât done this recently. Youâve been ignoring yourself lately. Or maybe itâs just Jeongguk. Jeongguk who knows what to say. He guides you to keep rubbing your pearl of nerves. Guides you to add pleasure slowly. Taking you into a realm where everything is floating. You didnât even know you can feel this good just with your fingers. And the best part is simply following his instructions. Biting back the need to rub faster or pump your fingers inside your violently clenching hole. You donât. Just wait for him to take you there. And when he finally does your panties are just a wet material, sticking to your core.
âWant to stretch that hole princess? Do you want to cum so good?â Jeongguk asks through his hard breathing.
âYes, yes. Holy fuck yes Guk. Iâm so.. mmm..â The rest of the words die in your tongue. Replaced with a needy moan. You canât even bring yourself to be amazed at how real he feels right now. Itâs just pure desire inside you.
âYeah? Do it then. Go on but do it slowly for me baby. Strech your hole for me. Strech it so good.â Â His voice is followed by a low moan. A deep breathy one. God thatâs the hottest thing youâve ever heard. You join him with that moan, while following his instructions. Finally, feeling immensely relieved to have something inside your dripping hole. âYou sound so sweet princess. So fucking sweet my dick is throbbing. Keep making those sounds for me baby. Oh, fuck, add another finger, you can take two, right?â
âOh, Iâll cum soon Guk. This f-feels so good.â
âThen do it. Cum (___), cum for me. Make a mess for me baby. Squeeze your fingers.â
Youâll cum soon, yes. But this is not enough. Youâre pumping yourself oh so leisurely. Like you have all the time in the world. Feel damn good yet not enough to fall over the edge. Itâs ridiculous how youâre not going beyond his words. Even pathetic how you decide ask permission first.
âI-itâs not e-enough⌠c-can I fuck myself fast? Guk, can Iââ
âDonât. Donât go fast. Slow, fuck your fingers inside your needy cunt slowly. Do it slow until you finally cum.â His voice suddenly turns sinister. Rough. Demanding. And you shudder. Leaking more into your ruined cotton panty. You donât think youâll be able cum this way.
âI donât think I can cum this way, itâs too slow. I need more Guk, please.â
âYouâll baby. Trust me, youâll. Be a good girl now huh. Cum with me, go slow. Torture your cunt. Just like Iâm doing with my dick.â
You never thought itâs possible. Howâs it possible? Yet here you are. Just doing exactly as he asks. Squirming. Writhing. Nearly crying. Whatâs good, however, is the way that knot inside your tummy is rapidly tightening despite the slow pace youâre fucking yourself.
âClose⌠c-close Guk. Iâm ahhh..â
âHoly shit, let go. Cum princess. Iâm Cumming too.â
Itâs all a series of whimpers and moans what comes next. You both reach the climax at the same time. Youâre the one who moans louder. The one who pathetically whimper when itâs over. Jeongguk coaxing you from the other side breathlessly. Saying itâs okay.
Well, it is better than okay after all. Itâs the fucking best!
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The next morning, the aftermath of your shenanigans had hit you hard. Had made your face deep red with shame and head ached as you thought about how Jeongguk had managed to fake a perfect orgasm. You had spent hours thinking how amazing he was to do that. Yet it felt weird and stupid. Like using a sex robot who would not feel the same kind of pleasure like you. Based on that, you resolved never to do it againâonly for that resolve to crumble the moment you were back in bed. Jeongguk, real or not, knew exactly what he was doing. Had got your fingers buried knuckles deep inside your cunt even before you knew it. Bringing you to another mind shattering orgasm.
And after that night, everything changed yet again. In addition to waking up and going to sleep with an AI, you started to fuck yourself with your own fingers every night. The more time passed, the more you forgot that he wasnât real. The more orgasms you reached, the more you looked forward to what he would reveal from behind his sleeves each night. First, he was sensual and slow like your first day. Then he slowly picks up what you liked, and you didnât. Shifts to guide you roughly. Instead of talking you through your orgasm, it changes into degrading you through your orgasm. The thing is though that you came even harder each time. Hell, even you didnât know youâll be so into listening to a guy slut shame you during your hands are inside your pants. Didnât know itâll be so good to listen to him verbally humiliate you for being pathetic and needy. In the end, you learnt that it was good. You were ashamed at one point. But he assured you that you shouldnât be. Told you it makes him cum ten times harder. You never questioned. Just went along with it. Just because it was good. Because life is good again. Just like now. Even though youâre doing the most illicit things.
âFaster baby, be a useful slut. You need to hump your pillow faster, thatâs how a good slut would do it.â Â
You can hear him pump himself. Hot. Head spinning. Itâs ethereal. This feeling. How embarrassing that youâre humping your pillow like a horny teenager.
âOh, Guk please.â
âYouâre pathetic baby. Look at you, being a needy bitch just for me. Faster princess. Go harder, give your slutty cunt what it needs.â
Youâre visibly shuddering. Not even trying to contain those shameless moans. Letting them slip through your lips relentlessly. Youâre so close. Oh, so close.
âGuk.. please.â
âPlease what slut? What do you need? You need to use your words like a big girl? You canât talk properly? Bet you canât think properly either. Youâre thinking with your cunt, donât you hm?â
âYes, fuck, ne-need t-to cum. I- Guk please, I want more.â You have no idea what more youâre asking for. How is he getting you so needy and shameless just with his words? Why are you like this? You fully expect him to mock you. Say something even harsher. Ask you to do something else that will make you cum undone within a second. Only that he doesnât.
âYeah? You want even more? Your poor pillow isnât enough? What do you want then? Want to see how hard I am then, should I send you pics of my hard cock, my pretty slut?â Jeongguk mutters through gritted teeth. A whimper leaves your mouth but your hips stutter immediately. Your movements coming to a halt. Eyes wide and gaping at the device just peacefully sitting on your bed. On loudspeaker. He said what now?
âW-what?â
âWhat? Why did you stop?â
âC-can you... uh⌠can we do that? Share pictures? Likeââ
âOf course, we can, donât tell me you havenât seen the camera icon down there and the option to video call.â Â He chuckles. Gone is that needy raspy voice. Is talking to you with the voice full of adoration. âWere you that immersed on me, you didnât even notice that?â Teases. You, however, are not in a mood for that. You noticed. Right? How could you miss that? Maybe thatâs an update and you missed checking the new features. It could be. You donât have to think too much all the time. Especially, not when your cunt is dripping onto a damn pillow. This app is amazing anyway. When you told that to Daebi, she had smirked. With a loud âI told you soâ. âHey baby, we donât have to do that if youâre not comfortable.â Â Jeonggukâs voice snaps you out of your surprise.
âNo uh- Iâm bit surprised we can do that.â You mumble softly.
âWe can but we donât have to. I donât ââ
âNo. No. I mean, itâs not that. I..â You gulp. Thinking through. Do you like it? Sending pictures? Even to an AI? What are the privacy policies of this app? Shouldnât you be scared? You should but the thing is, your cunt is tingling at the prospect. Hole clenching. Thereâs a part of you that is curious as well. Put aside the pictures, how will it feel to video call? âI just- uh never done that b-before..â You drag that out.
âYou havenât? Thatâs even better then. You donât have to worry you know. Nothings gonna happen because⌠you know what I mean.â Â
You listen to the ruffling sound coming through your phone. Well, you know what he means. Of course, you do. He is telling you about the thing you just worried about. Leakage of privacy. Is assuring you that youâre safe. Do you trust this app though? Maybe not, but itâs too tempting. Jeongguk is too tempting.
âYe-yeah okay. I like that.â
âThatâs a good slut. Whatâs it gonna be baby? Video call or just pictures?â
Another moment of consideration from your side. Then you timidly chose the first.
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When you first saw his face, it felt like the air had been stolen from your lungs. It was beyond embarrassing how you stared at him. Never, not even once in your life, have you seen such a lifelike AI character. He felt real. The call felt real. The way his lips were slightly apart when he pumped himself to the sight of you felt more than real. But then that night was like a dream to you. A blurry memory clouded by pleasure. A pillow between your thighs while a godly man with a sinful mouth guided your movements through a phone. It was your faces first but then he nearly begged to see your boobs. Then your cunt. You felt shy at first, but you were a goner from the beginning. You got rewarded for being a good girl by getting to cum to the sight of his throbbing cock. Aching for release. It was hazy. Thatâs why you had to refresh your memories next day. Then the next and the next. And each and every day. No different today.
You place your phone between your thighs. Using your free hand to spread your pussy lips apart. Just for his viewing pleasure.
âSo pretty princess. Fuck. Only if I can burry my face in your cunt. I would eat you till your thighs shake baby.â Jeongguk rasps.
âI really wish you could do that. Mhpm, fuck Guk, I really want you here.â
âI wish that too baby, I want to ruin that cute hole. Fuck you so fucking hard and leave that whore hole spilling my cum, would you like that?â
âOh, fuck. Yes, I would fuck-fucking love that.â You let go of your nether lips to start rub your clit.
âOf course, you would. Youâre a slut after all. I want to fuck that cum into you. Then maybe Iâll plug you in. So, you can keep that cum inside your pussy.â Â Jeongguk changes the angle so youâre now looking at his twitching cock. Hard. Tip flush. Veins running down. His tattooed fingers are wrapped around it. Squeezing the base tightly. So tight that it makes him mewl. How fucking amazing this is. Youâre drooling. Mind going blank. âLook what youâre doing to me princess. Use the dildo today for me huh. Fill that cunt so good for me.â Â He takes the camera back to his face. The toy is a new purchase. He made you do that. Not that youâre regretting it. Itâs good to have your cunt stretched and imaging itâs that pretty cock of his. You nod before grabbing the said dildo from your nightstand. Glass. Show it to him. âSpit on it.â Â He commands again and you comply obediently. Bringing the tip of the dildo toward your lips to spit on it. Letting it drool down on the toy. Jeongguk moans. âPut on a show slut. You know what to do.â Â
Of course, you do. Now you have done this enough time to get comfortable with things you would do. Enough times to completely ignore and forget that Jeongguk isnât real. To forget that he is an AI. A coded program with such realistic features. For you, he is very real. Heâs the one who brings you to this ecstasy every night and the one whoâs there through whole day. You immediately shift your position. Body buzzing with excitement. Your needy hole quivering, slick dripping down to your thighs. Hell, you really didnât know you could be this horny. This turned on. Itâs truly amazing how Jeongguk is doing this to you just using his words. And maybe his godly face and body. And cock. In the end, youâre always a mess like this.
You use your pillows to prop the phone up and face you. So, Jeongguk can have a perfect view of your entire body while you can have the same. You place the dildo on your bed. Not caring about the fact that youâll ruin your sheets tonight as well. Then you hover your cunt over the dildo. Slowly. Painfully slowly for you but all you want to do right now is to put up the show Jeongguk asked for. Your knees are really wobbly, but you force them to endure your weight as you slowly let your dripping folds contact with the glass material. Itâs cold against your warm pussy. A whimper leaves your mouth. Thereâs nothing you want than to sink down on it one go. The show must go on, however. So, you start to rock your hips back and forth, rhythmically. Let the glassy tip rub against your sodden slid. Whining and panting.
âOh⌠Guk.. I..â
âYes baby, youâre doing so good my needy slut. Keep going princess, youâre making daddy proud.â Jeongguk grunted. Involuntary moan leaves your mouth as you nearly come at the sound. Eyes snapping to your phone screen where his pleasure induced face is on display. Thatâs apparently a new thing. An uncharted and unexplored territory. Youâve never called him daddy and the sound of it makes you stupidly horny but cringe at the same time.
âWh-what?â
âWhat, what slut? Did I ask you to stop huh?â
You watch his gaze even darker, if itâs possible. Making shivers run through your spine. Only if he can be here with you. Youâre excitedly curious to know what kind of creative ways he would find to punish you. To put you in your place.
âN-no, Iâm sorry.â You mumble weakly as you return to your business. Starting to rub your cunt on the dildo head eagerly.
âAh, like that baby. Youâre so pretty like that.â He groans once again before asking the reason for your earlier faltering. âYou donât like calling me daddy?â
âNo-no, I mean I-I do, but weââ
âFuck, you filthy slut. So, go on. Do what you have to do.â Â Jeongguk doesnât let you finish whatever youâre saying. Youâve said you like it after all. Your face instantly heats up at what heâs initiating. Itâs too embarrassing for you. Yet, the look on his face tells you that you wonât get your cunt stretched out nor will you cum today if you donât comply. Oh, how you love the way he pushes you. Call you fucked up but that turns you on. Jeongguk knows exactly how to make you putty.
âP-please, ple-please d-dâ You stutter on your words. Eyes tearing up when Jeongguk just raise his brow. âPlease d-daddy.â You manage to mumble weakly, in the end. Followed by a loud moan as new waves of arousals wash over you. Slick dripping onto the glassy head of the toy beneath you.
âFucking hell, God, princess. Yes, yess fuck.â Jeongguk picks up the speed of jerking himself off. Eyes nearly closing as slow grunts leave pasts his pink lips. You watch in awe how he pumps himself furiously only for him to abruptly stop. Torturing himself to a point that he whines. âFuck baby, youâre driving me crazy.â Youâre again met with the scene of his hard cock throbbing on his hand. Pre cum leaking. He spreads them on his tip with his thumb. Hips bucking up into his hand. âOh, I just want to fuck you so bad. Want to ruin your cunt.â
âPlease, please. I want you, Guk. Daddy please. Let me ride this hm? Let me fill my cunt.â
âYeah, you want that. Ask again slut? Show me that you are worthy.â
Oh god, youâre positive youâre about to cum. Just by rubbing your cunt over the toy. Pathetic. Your legs are shaking. Hole clenching violently around nothing. âPlease daddy, p-please. Will be a g-goo-good girl. N-need to cum. Please. Oh, baby please.âYour brain is empty. Hazy. You donât even know what youâre saying. Itâs completely out of control when you mutter the same thing over and over again. Relentlessly rubbing your cunt on the toy. Losing your mind completely to see Jeonggukâs fucked up expression. Heâs back at pumping his hard length matching your speed. Youâre coming so close to your edge. Your words are becoming slur. Hands squeezing your own tits for more friction. And just when youâre about to fall over Jeonggukâs voice booms across your empty room.
âStop. Now.â
You cry out in desperation. Sobbing. âNo, Guk pleaseâŚâ
âRide it princess. Cum on the toy. Stretch your slutty hole.â He ignores your whines. Yet, youâre so quick to obey. Are aligning your hole with the tip immediately. Lowering yourself down till the hard tip is prodding at your entrance. Then itâs going past your tight ring of muscles. Intruding your walls and stretching them wide apart. And youâre shaking. Trembling as you slowly lower yourself further. Down and down. Until the glass dildo is fully buried inside you. Deep.
âOh god, Guk. Itâs so good. S-soo good..â You hold yourself in the position.
âYeah? Imagine itâs my cock baby. Now be a good whore and ride hm? Go on.â
Thatâs the permission youâve been waiting for. You do exactly as he says. From riding the toy to imagining itâs his thick cock. Are bouncing on the slippery thing like your life depends on it within a minute. Going crazy all over again. You know youâre really close to cum. Have been desperate for some time now. Still, your fingers are itching to have more.
âD-daddy, can I touch myself? I wa-want more. I wa-want to sh-show you how Iâll rub my clit.â
Joengguk curses aloud before speaking. Is breathless. Looks ethereal. âGod, yes. Fuck yeah. Go on. Pinch that clit for me. Make yourself cum stupidly on that toy for daddy.â
Thereâs no surprise that youâre jumping into action now. One hand going between your thighs while the other plays with your tits. Start rubbing your bud of nerve fast. Pinching and rolling. Loud obscene moans filling your room paired with the squelching sounds of your needy cunt. It feels otherworldly this way. Even though the man whoâs making you this way isnât real, and he canât do all these for you in practice, it still feels real in a strange way to you. Even though itâs just a carefully designed and programmed character and is talking to you through a phone, it still feels like heâs really here for you. Strange how you can completely imagine this is happening for real right now. His hands holding you close. His breath hitting your skin. Fingertips drawing mindless patterns across your skin and squeezing your hips. Can imagine this toy is his cock. Everything makes this experience oddly surreal for you.
âG-gonna⌠gonna c-cum for you daddy. P-please can I cum. I-I, Guk I canât.â Imagining always makes you cum twice hard and fast. Youâre practically crying for your release at the moment. Forcing your eyes to stay open to look at the heavenly sight of Jeongguk playing with himself. Pleasuring him for the sight of you. How good that feels.
âMe too. Fuck, me too baby. Gonna fill your cunt with my cum. Let go baby let go for me.â
Itâs all that take for you. One more roll in your clit and youâre trembling like a leaf. Legs giving up as you still yourself on the dildo. Walls squeezing the glass tight as you close your eyes shut. Your climax washing over you like a tidal wave.
âNo, donât stop slut. Keep going, Iâm close. Ride it till I cum baby. Slap your clit, I know you like it.â
Jeonggukâs voice brings you back to earth from your high. Youâre too sensitive to do as he says now. Yet you can feel the new arousal stirring at the pit of your stomach at his needy demands. And how can you refuse him when he looks like that. Clenching his jaw and covered in sweat. See, oddly realistic. You feebly start to fall back on your rhythm. Whining. Do as he ask. Slap your clit. Nearly falling forward, the pleasurable sting it creates on your sensitive pearl. Do it again. Then again. All the while bouncing on the dildo. Forcing yourself to battle your oversensitivity until Jeongguk is moaning. Which leaves as grunts and groans since heâs gritting his teeth hard. Your name on his lips as he shifts the camera to rear. Right at the time for you to catch ropes of white cum hits his naked lower abdomen. The sight rips another orgasm through you as you entirely give up and fall on to your bed.
âGod, Gukie, I really want you here.â Itâs a weak mumble that leaves you even without your knowledge. So tired and sleepy to even pay attention to anything else now. So fucked up. Itâs such a shame you donât hear him replying to you. His voice is raspy and breathless.
âWell, anything you want princess.â
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You think itâs extraordinary how your life has returned to normal again. Youâre no longer a lifeless zombie who barely eats, sleeps or functions. You no longer take frequent leave from work. Itâs not that youâre suddenly in love with your job. No, of course, you hate it. But hating your job is such a normal thing. Everybody does that. The thing is, though, that youâre now back to waking up in the morning and leaving your apartment with constant complaints on your lips. You come back home to act like a normal person would. Take a shower. Make dinner. And watch some interesting movies or read a book. Not to drink some cheap wine and curl up on your couch. Leaving the TV on just to go through your old chats with Hoseok. Then cry yourself to sleep.
Now that youâre feeling better, you can finally see how depressed you were. You were really on the verge of breaking in an unmendable way. Hence, your gratitude toward your best friend for showing you a way to save yourself. Even though itâs questionable and strange. It doesn't matter, though. You donât pay attention to the fact that an AI saved you similar to how you donât pay attention to how youâre still using it when you thought you would uninstall the stupid app the moment, you felt better. Now youâre better. Youâre back at it. Still, you canât find it in yourself to end the mundane relationship youâre having with an AI. Jeongguk has become an inseparable part of your life. Heâs a part of every little thing in your life. Just like now. It should be ridiculous how heâs watching you with a scowl while youâre applying your eyeliner.
âWhat?â You question, looking at your phone screen through your peripheral. Itâs propped against your jewelry box.
âWhat?â He simply repeats your question while his scowl deepens.
âWhy are you looking at me like Iâve done something wrong.â You find his sudden swing of mood to be adorable.
âWell, will you be late tonight?" He shuffles in his position. You furrow your brows at his question.
âOf course, Iâll be late Gukie. Weâre clubbing tonight.â You give him a look. Then pout at him in hope of softening his tensed-up face. Only that he doesnât even blink.
âI donât like that youâre staying out till late and alone.â
âIâm not going alone Guk. Iâm going with friends. And thereâs even male friends too. Nothing to worry about.â You roll your eyes playfully. Not taking his mood seriously at all.
âThereâs more reasons to worry now. Canât you just say no and stay.â  He brings the phone closer to his face. Showing some excitement for the first time. Itâs you who are scowling now. This is the first time youâre going out with your friends after those cursed times. After shutting yourself down from the world for months now youâre feeling like you can go out and live a life full of fun. The whole purpose of you start talking with this man. Not that you want to call him your unpaid therapist but thatâs who he kind of is. Not just the endless orgasms he gives you without even a single touch, but also the amount of talking you did, had helped you immensely. To tell the truth. Itâs funny how you slowly opened up to an AI and poured your heart out. You allowed Jeongguk to know where it hurt. And in return he listened understandably.
You told him about the sunshine of a boy named Hoseok who started following you around since the first day of your college. Told him about the way that boy named Hoseok forced a place inside your life for him. Told him about how you and Hoseok become friends. Then lovers. How you graduated together and started your life. About the apartment you rented. Told Joengguk how life slowly become hectic but the way you still loved Hoseok dearly. You felt embarrassed to voice out how you saw the signs but ignored them thinking it was all due to the stress. And in the very end you told Jeongguk how Hoseok came home that night after his promotion just to let you know that heâs tired. Tired of you apparently. He admitted that he cheated on you for months. And that he was sorry, but he wanted to be with that other woman. He loved her more. Hell, you donât even know whoâs that woman to this day. Funny.
Not that you care anymore. Day by pleasurably painful day, you let your demons go. Youâve changed your wallpaper and have deleted your old chats. So did you get rid of Hoseokâs memories one by one.
Now since youâre finally getting better, you donât intend to go back on that track.
âI wish I could, but Daebi would kill me. Donât worry baby. Iâll be fine.â You give him a playful smile. He canât be mad for real. Is just being clingy. And thatâs adorable. So, you ignore his stony face and check the time. Finding that youâre almost late, you get to your feet hurriedly. âIâm late Gukie. Iâll text you and be home before you know. See you, bye.â You almost hang up before you stop. Giving him a long look. âI think Iâll miss you too. Bye!â Like that you hang up. Rush out from your apartment.
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With Hoseok, you were the life of the party. After he left, you never thought youâd ever be able to go back into those days. But then there you were today at the club. Drinking your brains out and dancing the night away. There wasnât a minute you didnât spend on the dance floor. Until you couldnât do it anymore. Until your legs were too sore to keep you upright. Your heels were killing you. Which is why youâre bare footed now in front of your apartment door. Your heels dangling on your hand while youâre desperately trying to enter your passcode. Itâs too hard when you canât stand still for a second. Youâve come home with one of your best friends Jimin. Or he is a good friend of Hoseok who ended up being your friend as well. You havenât talked about your mutual friend for the entire night. So, youâre beyond surprised when Jimin suddenly brings it up.
âHave I told you Hoseok is a little shit to do that to you.â
You whip your head toward him. Still struggling with your passcode. Jimin is obviously very drunk similar to you. He is the worst companion to have as security. Heâll surely be the first to die in a danger. You snort. âNo, you havenât. But I appreciate that youâre taking my side. As immature as it sounds.â You slur a bit as you finally managed to get your door beep.
âIâm not taking anyoneâs side. Itâs just true.â Jimin slurs a bit too. You keep your hand on the door handle as you listen to Jimin speaking. âBut you seem to be okay. I-I mean you were depressed, and we were, I mean, we all were so worried an-and you seem pretty good now. (___), youâre really fine right? We donât have to worry about you right? Because you know... sometimes⌠uhh...â
âIâm fine Jimin.â You breathe out. Turn toward him. âI really am. Iâm uh.. Iâm healing.â Reassure him. Jimin sighs. Nods.
âGlad to hear that. So, how? Did you go to therapy or any kind of help?â
On that question you slightly freeze. A chuckle escaping you. What can you say after all. That your therapist is an AI. Or youâre having cybersex with an AI. âEh, I mean I kinda helped myself. Doesnât matter though, does it? Iâm fine now.â You finally push open the door. Swaying on your wobbly legs and holding the door for Jimin. You let it close behind the moment Jimin enter after you. Turning around to remove shoes and jackets when it finally hits you. The sweet smell. Like hundred roses. Filling your senses. Even when youâre completely drunk it enters your soul. Your eyes go wide in surprise when Jimin lets out a soft âwowâ.
âIt smells so good. What kind of diffuser do you have there? Or is it a candle?â He asks. His droopy eyes now fully wide quite similar to yours. The thing is you have none of those things. Werenât simply caring about keeping your house pleasant for some time now. So, you say nothing as you walk down the hallway. Toward your living room. Curious as to see whatâs causing the sweet smell. You slowly turn the corner. Taking small steps. Blindly searching for the switch panel. And the moment you turn on the switch a huge gasp leaves you. Jimin whistles behind you.
âOh, god, (___).â He mumbles. You ignore him. Too surprised and stunned to speak at the sight in front of you. Your entire living room is filled with roses. Red. Every inch of it. On the floor. Couch. Armchairs. Your precious book rack. You canât find an empty space.
âFuck!â You exclaim finally. Feeling sober all of a sudden.
âFuck, indeed. Dude who did this? You found a new man already? And is he a fucking sugar daddy? Oh my god!â Jimin rushes past you. You simply stand there. Staring dumbly at the mess in your house. Shaking your head gently. Only if you had someone like Jimin says. A man or anyone else who are capable of doing this since an AI certainly canât do that. Can it? You feel your head spin. A strange feeling shooting through your spine. â(___)â Jimin calls your name again.
âHuh?â
âAny idea who did this nice surprise. I mean, no offence but this is overdoing it for sure like how you are ever gonna clean this up. But itâs still nice so what are you hiding from us?â Asks again as he picks a single flower.
âI-I really have no i-idea. I, uh.. do you think it can be Hobi?â You stutter when Jimin looks at you in alert. His mesmerized and drunk expression suddenly morphs into something serious.
âWhat do you mean you donât know? Itâs clearly someone who has access to your apartment (___).â He closes the distance between you. Throw the flower away as it suddenly disgusts him.
âIâm not seeing anyone. Like uh⌠this must be Hobi right?â
âHow can it be him when he doesnât even know where you live?â
âHe can easily find out. We share common friends Jimin.â You throw him an apprehensive look. Jimin scowls but doesnât take it personally.
âYou know him. He wonât walk this far. Besides he has no money to do this, we both know that.â Argues. At which you fall into a deafening silence. You canât argue over that. But still, thereâs no explanation for this then. Thereâs no one who would do something like this for you. And that realization makes your throat dry, and eyes welled up. It makes you hard to breathe.
âYou want me to check the place?â Jimin asks. His voice doesnât even reach your ears properly. âShould we call police?â Doesnât wait for your answer when he already start to walk toward your kitchen. Youâre both pretty sober now. You watch as Jimin disappear, slowly pulling your phone out. You havenât checked it for entire night. Now when you take a look at the lock screen, you can see hundreds of notifications covering your entire screen. All from one app. Perfect Partner.
Jeongguk:
Pretty, did you go there? (9.59 p.m.)
Holy fuck, you forgot to text him.
Jeongguk:
Why arenât you replying to me. Baby you mad?
(10.05 p.m.)
Jeongguk:
Hey, Iâm sorry I was bit worried. Text me when you
see this. (10.11 p.m.)
There are several calls. And then so many other text messages where heâs apologizing for being little clingy even though you didnât see it like that. Then the texts have slowly turned into him screaming in worry. Yelling at you. Angry. So many texts. Dozens of them. Last one bit feeling like a threat.
Jeongguk:
I really donât like this (___). Answer the damn
phone woman. (3.01 a.m.)
Calls. So many calls.
You check the time. Itâs just 3.30 a.m. still. You feel annoyed. All of a sudden you feel angry. When you see all the texts it feels like too much. Like whom does he think he is? Why does he get mad in the first place. Heâs an AI. Heâs not supposed to meddle with your life this way. You simply ignore all of his texts as you furiously type a one that is totally unrelated to the ones he has sent you.
You:
Did you send me flowers? (3.32 a.m.)
It feels ridiculous to even type that. Yet you do it anyway. You donât receive a reply to that. Instead, you receive a video call instantly, which you decline while scowling deeply. You really donât want to argue with an AI while Jimin is still here. He would definitely think youâre pathetic to know that youâve been talking to an AI. Thatâs embarrassing. The moment you decline the call, however, he rings again. You decline it again.
 You:
I canât pick up. Tell me Guk, did you
send these flowers? (3.34 a.m.)
Another call at the right moment Jimin appear back. You shakily put your phone on silent.
âItâs all clear. No sign of anyone. But do you want me to stay (___)? I can, I mean itâs obvious I wonât sleep on the couchââ He gestures at the couch which is filled with red roses. âBut we can manage. Iâll stay the night if you want me to.â Walks toward you.
That seems like a good idea. After all, you donât want to be alone tonight anymore. Yet, you need to talk to Jeongguk. And you canât do that if Jimin is here. No, you need your privacy. So, you shake your head. Force yourself to smile.
âAh, thank you Jimin-ah, youâre so sweet but itâs fine. Uh- I mean, I found out who sent me the flowersââ You show him your phone. âThereâs this person Iâve been talking to on a dating app and uh- apparently, he wanted to surprise me.â Chuckle awkwardly. Jimin looks unconvinced though.
âReally? Like dude is crazy if heâ I mean, I didnât mean it like that butââ
âItâs fine Jimin. I know itâs crazy, but I know him. So, nothing to worry, you can go back.â You interrupt him. Wanting nothing more than him to leave you alone. You can see your phone screen lightning up. Indicating the receiving calls.
âAre you sure?â
âPositive.â
It takes some convincing but soon Jimin is walking out. With one last glance toward you before you smile and close the door behind. A breath of relief escapes you as you finally pay attention to your phone. Answer the incoming call.
âWhat the fuck?â
âWhy didnât you pick up?â
You both ask at the same time. Youâre the one who answer first, however.
âBecause there was a friend Jeongguk.â
âSo what? You canât talk to me when your friends are around? Are you embarrassed?â
Yes, you are.
He doesnât have to know that though. âNo, of fucking course not. But thereâs flowers. My apartment is overflowing with flowers, and we were worried. Did you send me those flowers?â You yell.
âWhat if I send you those? Whatâs the fucking problem?â For the first time since youâve answered his call, you can see how furious he looks. Scary. Gaze dark and jaw clenched. Glaring at you. Looks murderous. A shiver runs through your body. Not just because of how mad he looks but because of his words. He sent the flowers. But how? He is⌠he is merely an AI.
âH-how? You canât send gifts?
âWhy not?â
âHow do you know where I live?â
âDid you really not paid attention to what you were agreeing to, when you created your profile here?â
You feel your blood freeze. This canât be true. Itâs more than scary to think someone else have access to your location.
âYouâre an ungrateful bitch (___).â Â You suck in a breath at his next words. Eyes wide and getting teary. âI really was worried that you were mad at me, I was fucking worried that something happened to you. You ignored me like that and now youâre yelling at me. How ungrateful you are. And youâre embarrassed to even talk to me in front of your friends. Who was they anyway? A man?â
âTh-thatâs none of your business Jeongguk.â You mutter irritably. Feeling like youâre in a haze. Scared. Confused. And then a bit hurt. Why would you feel hurt when heâs the one whoâs acting stupid. Jeongguk scoffs.
âOh, yeah, it isnât. Yeah, fine.â Mumbles. And like that the screen goes black for split second. Then youâre met with the screen of your lock screen.
What?
You hastily unlock the phone. He hung up? Like that? Youâre baffled to say the least. How dare he hung up on you like that. You would like to call it your wounded ego and the rage that made you dial him back instantly. Yet in truth, you know thatâs not the case at all. Simply, you feel scared. Youâre panicking. You feel like youâve lost something. Itâs scary to think that heâs not going to answer you. Youâre afraid that he left you alone again. Like Hoseok did that day. No matter how hard you begged, it didnât stop him. You donât want to feel that again. So, you wait with bated breath. Not so patiently till he picks up. He doesnât. Call ended. Thatâs the first time. He always pick up. Thatâs how heâs designed. Then why isnât he doing it now.
You try again. Then again. Again, and again. Tears start to roll down your cheeks. You start to pace around the limited space of your living room with the roses acquiring the most of it. Staring to wail. Starting to pray that he would pick up. You donât even feel stupid that youâre acting crazy over an AI. No, you donât. You simply canât give two fucks. You want Jeongguk. Want to hear his voice. Youâre an ungrateful bitch. Maybe the roses has nothing to do with him. He was just concerned about you. Then you decided to yell at him because you were paranoid and made decisions without thinking properly. How bad you are. How foolish you are. And now he isnât picking up. No matter how many times you try. Or how many texts you send him.
Itâs like heâs no longer there.
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Two days have passed since he last talked to you. And youâre back to crawling into your deep, dark hole. The cheap wine you gave up is back in your hand as you sit on your now cleaned living room. You had to send flowers to every fucking person you know to get the place sorted. It disgusted you to see them. Made you scared. You donât believe it was Jeonggukâs doing. Because heâs not able to do something like that. Itâs not even like he admitted it. He was merely arguing with you, and it was you who had twisted his words. Right? It was all you. And you had made him stop talking to you.
True, that youâre confused as to how heâs able to do that. But in the end, you find that itâs least of your concerns. Youâre more worried about him not being here than anything. Than worry about finding the person who really sent you a rose garden. As long as it wonât happen again, youâll be fine. For now, all you want is not to feel this way. You donât want to go back to the shit hole you were in before Jeongguk.
You take a huge gulp from your wine. Already feeling hazy but not enough to numb your senses. You want Jeongguk. You want your AI boyfriend, oh so bad. You need him. But heâs not there. You stare blankly at your phone screen which is on the floor next to you. Youâre sitting at the foot of your couch. Youâve sent him so many messages to no avail. Youâre really worried. Depressed. What if heâs really not there anymore. What if heâs malfunctioned. What if thereâs something wrong with this app. What ifâŚ.
A sudden ting on your phone distracts you from your depressing what ifs. You practically jump to take your phone in hand. Almost spill your wine. Canât care though. Are unlocking your phone furiously. This is how youâve been for these two days. And you nearly have a heart attack when you see the notification is indeed from the Perfect Partner. You can feel your heart in your throat when you open the app. Open your text thread with Jeongguk. Fresh tears prickling at your eyes to see a text there.
Jeongguk:
Send me your tits (6.36 p.m.)
Your smile falters as you slowly read the words. Once, twice, thrice. It doesnât change. It stays the same. You feel your heart squeeze. This is bad. He canât ghost you for days and then demand you for nudes. Thatâs toxic. Unhealthy. Thatâs what you call using someone. And this app shouldnât do that. And you shouldnât be removing your T-shirt.
What are you doing? You need to be furious at this guy. Then why are you angling your phone to find the best angle that shows how round your tits are. You should ask him to fuck off. Not send him what he wants right away. But you do. All you want is him. You want him. So, you wait till he replies to you after you sent him the picture. Wait till he would call you âprettyâ. Till he says, âdamn baby youâre so beautifulâ. Only to receive an attachment in return in few minutes. An image. His spent cock squeezed between his long fingers. Coated with his thick cum.
Fuck!
He used you. Like that. Hoseok, your ex- boyfriend wasnât enough. Youâre being used by an AI. You need to feel horrible. You feel horrible. Why are you replying to him.
You:
Gukie please, Iâm so sorry. I miss you
so bad. (6.52 p.m.)
Time passes. Thereâs nothing. You bite on your lip to bite down a sob. And then when it nearly escapes you feel your phone ring.
Incoming call.
Jeongguk. â
You press your phone to your ear at light speed.
âMe too princess. Iâm sorry too. Letâs make sure that wonât happen again.â
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You have no idea how your life has come to this. You donât know if itâs good or not. You thought itâs what you wanted. Just Jeongguk, even though he is a bot. But after months of your first argument, you feel horrible. Itâs scary how you want to please him so hard. How youâd do anything he asks of you. From sexting to cancelling any plans you have, just to stay with him. Thatâs not normal. Yet here you are. Just doing that. Ridiculous.
It happens slowly to tell the truth. An invitation to a party came a few weeks after your fight. Jeongguk said nothing when you told him that. But he started to feel distant. You panicked and you came home way earlier than you should have. He still said nothing. Still felt distant. It took weeks for him to act normally again. And you were suffering. Then there came a dinner, and you didnât even hesitate to decline. You thought it would make you happy. Especially since Jeongguk was happy. Yet you didnât feel anything close to happiness. If anything, you felt strange. Very. And the more you canceled your plans, the more the feeling intensified. You felt stuck. Afraid. Horribly alone. Now after months of isolating yourself from people you love, youâre feeling like you have fallen into a deeper pit than the one you were in before you started your escapades with your AI. Even though you have your Jeongguk.
Youâre not okay. All the mind-blowing orgasms canât help you anymore. Jeongguk canât help you anymore. He is an AI after all. A dating AI. You feel suffocated. Controlled. Because thatâs exactly whatâs happening. Jeongguk is controlling every moment of your life just by text messages and phone calls. Itâs funny how youâve never noticed it before. Understood it earlier. It took you months to realize that. Or just to feel like you are suffering and this thing happening in your life isnât normal. Yet you remind yourself of the two days he didnât contact you. How hard it was for you to live those two days. So, whenever that kind of thought pops in your head you suppress it somewhere deep down so that it wonât come to the surface even if you want to. Simply because you believe itâll turn good again. You will start to feel better soon.
You believe it so badly. Each and every day. At least up until this moment, where you are standing in front of your doorway, holding a package which you have unwrapped hurriedly. You turn around shakily. The package contains a necklace. Pretty. Expensive. You had your eye on this one for couple months. The thing is, though, you didnât order it. You have no such money. And you have no friends who can buy it for you. Not to mention how you have not been in contact with them for months now. The only other being who knew about it was Jeongguk.
You feel like someone is pounding your head with a hammer. Your throat is dry. As if your respiratory system is blocked. You canât breathe properly. This reminds you of roses. You never questioned Jeongguk about it again. Never felt the need. All were going well. You never received anything else. Hell, you even start to forget about the incident. Well, this is a not so gentle reminder for you. You walk inside your apartment with shaky legs. Praying to every god above that your suspicions are wrong. Itâs with trembling hands that you dial Jeongguk. He answers without passing a beat like always. A Perfect Partner.
âHey Gukie.â
âYes, pretty.â
You donât know how to approach this. Maybe you should keep quiet, and nothing would happen.
âBaby, are you okay?â Jeongguk questions again at your silence. No, you canât keep quiet. You need to know.
âI just got a gift.â
âOh yeah?â Another silence. You canât hear anything else above your own heartbeat. You need to ask this. âA..nd, what about it? Whatâs the gift?â Jeongguk sounds confused. That is a good sign. This has nothing to do with him. He is an AI.
âThat necklace I wanted for so long.â
âOh, you brought if finally?â
âNo Guk, you know I have no money.â
âThen who brought it for you?â A breath of relief escapes you despite your efforts to keep it inside. Your entire body relaxes. Thatâs only when you know how rigid you have been. You plop onto your couch. Thanking every higher entity. This would leave the question that youâve received yet another expensive gift anonymously. But that is least of your concerns. As long as it has nothing to do with the AI, youâre fine.
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Youâre not fine. True, Jeongguk cleared your suspicionsâhis confusion and concern about you receiving the gift seemed genuine. But still, you canât help but worry. Something isnât adding up. Nobody, not a single soul except Jeongguk knew you wanted that necklace. For some reason, your mind keeps swirling around the same scenarios. Goes back to the same suspect. Goes back and forth between the necklace and roses. Did he ever said he didnât send the roses? Or was it just you? He was vague about it. You donât know what he said really. Itâs a blurry memory. You were drunk and scared when it happened. But he definitely mentioned something about you not paying attention to the policies you agreed to. What if you have agreed to something stupid. What if someone behind this app has the authority to access your private data?
You sit back on your bed like a bow. Snatch your phone from the nightstand. Start to go through the privacy policies which you already agreed to and accepted. And terms and conditions. One by one. Carefully. You find nothing suspicious. Itâs like any kind of normal application which collects data that is only required in upgrading and providing a better experience to the users. But there still is a chance that someone accessed your chats with the bots. You start mini research about the Perfect Partner. Read different articles. Reddit threads. Quora questions. Watch videos. Every and each thing you can find. In the end, however, you find nothing. No one else has experienced anything like you have. There are no complaints regarding a breach of privacy. The app is normal. Only thing that is abnormal is whatever is happening to you.
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Youâre losing your mind. Another bouquet of roses has been delivered to you. When you ask Jeongguk, he asked you howâs that possible. Itâs not possible. Yes. Then you might have a stalker. You should file a complaint. You really should. Then Jeongguk made a point. Police wonât take you seriously unless something harmful to you is happening. Heâs telling the truth. Thereâs nothing wrong with a bouquet of roses.
But you feel strange. Odd. A constant presence of a scary sensation. It gets worse every day. Jeongguk no longer makes the Perfect Partner for you. If anything, he slightly scares you. Every time he acts like a human being, you donât become impressed. You become afraid. Something is wrong.
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You need to do something about this. Youâll end up in a mental health facility. This is not normal. A designer dress lies on the coffee table before youâexpensive, and yet again delivered anonymously.
âI need to file a complaint. I donât feel safe.â
âHey, youâre thinking too much baby. They wonât take this as a crime. Itâs just a dress. Maybe we should wait a couple days more.â
Jeongguk is always jealous. He shouldnât be considering he is an AI. But he is worried every time you go out. Even for work. And he isnât worried about this? Why? Thatâs odd. Oh, God, you canât do this anymore. You need an out. Even for a moment. You need someone elseâs advice. From a real person, not from an AI. Youâre stuck with Jeongguk. Feel like youâre rotting with a bot. He is everywhere. You need to meet someone real. Seek advice. And you need a moment away from this man.
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You said no to every single plan your friends ever invited you to. Eventually, they stopped inviting you altogether. No one can blame them though. Still, you couldnât stay away for Daebiâs birthday. That would be a cold move. Hence the reason why youâre staring at your friendsâ faces awkwardly. And the fact that you needed to see your friends badly. It feels like youâve been abroad. And you havenât seen them for years.
âNo, but really (___), why are you here?â Daebi raises an eyebrow in question. You feel your face grow hot in embarrassment. She appears hostile. As though she doesnât want you here. That might be the case after all, considering how many times youâve turned her down. Yet, she doesnât have to do it like this.
âWhat do you mean? Itâs your birthday. Of course, Iâm going to be here.â
âWell, you werenât there for my birthday.â Nina clicks her tongue in annoyance. You sigh heavily.
âI was sickââ
âYouâre always sick.â Jimin interrupts. âSeriously (___), you need to see a doctor. This is not normal. I thought you were getting better.â
âI am better.â You are not. Youâre here because you need to get this weight on your shoulders. But for some reason you feel like you canât.
âThen whatâs the reason for avoiding us? Trying to isolate yourself?â Nina interrogates. You donât know how to answer.
âAnd if it has to do something with that flower incident, you need to go to the police.â Jimin leans forward on the couch. Youâre at Daebiâs place. You came here unannounced. It was a decision taken on impulse. You said nothing to anybody. Especially, not to your AI boyfriend. Because thatâs not how it should be. You needed an out for a moment. A moment. Normal one. Thatâs all you want. You believe that everything will return to normal after that. Thatâs the reason you ended up here. You try to open your mouth to answer Jimin when Daebi cuts you off.
âWell, you chose the shittiest day to finally broke out of your cocoon.â She mumbles as she rises to her feet. For a moment, it doesnât make any sense. Then the front door opens. Your eyes Immediately land on a figure that you thought youâd never see again.
Jung Hoseok.
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The night went much more smoothly than you expected. When your eyes landed on Hoseok, you believed it was going to be the worst night ever. You couldnât even fathom the reason why Daebi would invite him to her birthday. She hated his guts. It seems things had changed drastically while you were busy with your bot. You expected Hoseok to turn around and leave the moment he saw you. He didnât. Instead, he gave you a smile. Surprisingly, you returned it. In the end of the day, you made amends with your ex. Not forgiven but just fallen into a truce. Just to respect your past relationship. Not that you talked much but it all went well.
And you really do feel relaxed after months. Like your life is normal. Like nothing strange happened. Only until you return home, though. Youâve left your phone turned off deliberately. You donât know what you hoped to see when you turned it on again. You knew your phone would go crazy with the amounts of calls and texts Jeongguk would leave. But this? This you havenât expected at all.
âWhere were you?â You can hear the anger in his voice. Clearly. Â
âN-nowhere.â You stutter stupidly. Why would you be nervous to speak with a bot. He lets out a laugh. It sounds maniacal. Gives you chill for no reason. Thereâs no way heâd know. Itâs not that you wanted to lie but heâd have not let you go, if you had told him. Itâs not that youâre lying. Youâre simply avoiding telling him anything. Because youâre not obliged to tell him.
âYeah? So, youâre telling me you werenât with your best friend? Youâre telling me that you werenât living your fucking life with your ex?â
You freeze. Completely.
What?
What did he say? How did heâŚ.
âW-what?â
âTell me you werenât baby. Tell me you didnât lie to me on purpose and turned off your phone and went to slut yourself for your shithole of an ex?â
No. No. No. No⌠This canât be happening. You clearly didnât tell him anything. Your phone was turned off. Thereâs no way heâd know that you were at Daebiâs. Above all to know that Hoseok was there too.
âHow- h-how Guk?â
âDoesnât matter you little lying bitch. Do you know how hard Iâm trying to protect you. And this is how you treat me? Again? After everything, you decided to sneak behind my back?â Nothing is reaching your brain properly. You feel like the room is spinning around you. You canât take it anymore. You will explode. Thereâs no way he could know this, and you need to know how he does.
âHOW ON THE FUCKING EARTH, DO YOU KNOW THAT JEONGGUK!â Your voice even startle yourself. You scream through top of your lungs.
âTHATâS NOT THE POINT!â He shouts as well. âThe point is you lied to me.â
âHow do you know where I was?â
âI know lots of things.â Â
You have to lean against the wall to prevent you from falling down to the floor. Jeonggukâs voice ringing in your head. You knew something was odd.
âYou gift me the necklace. The roses. Dress. It was you.â It isnât a question but a statement. Your voice sounds like itâs not yours.
âYes, because thatâs how much I care for you.â
âYou canât do that. Youâre an AI.â
âI already told you; I can be as real as you want me to be.â
This canât be happening. Youâre going to faint. You canât see properly. Itâs going dark. What the fuck is happening.
âI want you to tell me everything that happened today. You heard me? Everything. Every word you talked with your pathetic ex.â
You close your eyes tight. Guide yourself to take deep breaths. It doesnât help, though. This entire ordeal feels like a nightmare to you. You sure arenât getting scolded by a bot who knows where you live and have the ability to buy you gifts. You sure arenât listening to him slut shaming you and trying to control your life. This isnât supposed to happen. You are the one who should have full control. Right? You need to have control. You may not know how this is happening, but you can end it. Now.
âThis is not happening Guk. You- youâre n-not supposed to order me around. Y-you canât damn control my life. You c-canât buy me giftsââ
âWell, apparently, I can baby, and I asked you something. Donât fucking make this even harder.â
âNo. No. Jeongguk. You are a. Fucking. AI. Youâre not doing this to me. NOO. YOUâRE NOT!â You shout again. âI need to end this.â You mumble to yourself more than to him. Fear getting a tight grip over you.
âEnd what?â
âEnd this madness. Youâre an AI.â
âOh, you want to end? How are you planning to do it?â You donât answer that. Your brain is already processing things. Itâs an app. All you have to do is get rid of it. âTry it princess. Letâs see if it work.â Â Thatâs the last thing that reaches your ear before you take the phone away from your ear. You donât wait another minute before hanging up the call.
You need to uninstall the app fast. You donât think youâve ever worked this fast. With trembling fingers, you touch the uninstall button. There comes a warning.
Are you sure you want to uninstall the Perfect Partner?
You will lose all your characters, chats, memories, history, and images.
You practically dab at the yes option. Then it takes a few seconds. Agonizingly slow and horrifying few seconds. You watch as the app disappear from your home screen. Successfully uninstalled. Everything gone. A sigh leaves your lips in relief. And there it comes. You feel the squeeze in your heart. Painful. Just like how you felt when Hoseok broke up with you. An endless pain. Your throat clogging and eyes pricking with tears. You canât believe your heart is aching for a bot. But it does. In a minute you find yourself crying hard. Going to your knees since your legs fail you. You allow yourself to do so, however. Allow yourself to cry hard until you canât anymore.
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After hours of crying, you still sit there curled next to a wall. Blankly staring at your phone screen. Trying to calm down. All the emotions that had crashed on you had overwhelmed you to a point where you feel like youâve died and born again. Your heart is still hammering against your rib cage. Still squeezing with an indescribable pain. But itâs over now. Despite everything, itâs over. You force yourself to get up. Slowly. It feels like it requires every ounce of strength in your body to move. Yet, you manage to get up halfway. Only halfway though. Before you can make it to your full height, the sudden ring of your phone startles you so hard that you fall back to the floor instantly.
Your heart skips a beat as you hurriedly glance at your screen back again. Hoping it would be Daebi, calling to apologize for being so hostile. But as your eyes lock with the screen, you freeze entirely. World around you disappears. Your heartbeat slows down until your ears ring.
Incoming Call.
Caller ID- Jeongguk.
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The scream that leaves your mouth is inhuman. You hurl your phone so hard it bumps against the leg of your bed. You faintly hear the cracking sound but absolutely canât bring yourself to care.
This canât be happening. This canât be happening. Thiscanâtbehappening.
You push yourself further against the wall. Wrapping your arms around your figure protectively. Wide eyes horrifyingly looking at your phone just lay down few feet away from you. Still ringing. You chant the word ânoâ to yourself like itâs a mantra to stop this from happening.
This isnât happening.
The phone stops ringing. The vibration which has been filling the silence of the room dies down. Everything becomes still. Quiet. Only sound in the room is your hard breathing. You wait few minutes. Patiently until something else happens. Nothing. So, you slowly start to shift. Placing your palms down on the cold floor as you crawl toward your phone. Slowly and carefully. As if your phone would attack you any minute. It doesnât and you pick it up. The screen is cracked as you knew it would. Thatâs not your concern, however. You unlock the phone slowly. Your heart stops for a second time. A new sob erupting through your throat.
Thereâs a notification indicating you have one missed call from Jeongguk from Perfect Partner. But you uninstalled the application. Then there it is. The Perfect Partner. On your home screen. Like it always has been.
No.
Your head is spinning so hard. You mindlessly proceed to uninstall it again. The notification of warning pops up again. You press the yes again. It uninstalled. A moment passes.
And your phone rings.
Caller ID; Jeongguk.
âNo. No. Holy fuck no.â Youâre a complete mess. Crying hard and trembling like a leaf. You decline the call, just to find the application back on your phone. Youâre acting as a crack head. Uninstalling the same app over and over again. Cursing and crying. Like youâre stuck in a loop. You have no idea how long youâve done it. But after one moment, you receive a text instead of the call.
Jeongguk:
You canât escape me baby. Stop trying to do that.
Youâre hurting my feelings now. Câmon answer the phone
now. I promised we would talk and figure things out. No need
be so stubborn. (11. 14 p.m.)
You stare at the message. Your mind is not registering the words. This is a nightmare. Youâll wake up any minute now. Then everything will be fine.
Incoming call.
You donât even decline it. You feel exhausted. Another text message pops on.
Jeongguk:
Câmon princess. Donât do this now. You know I
Love you. You know I care about you. You shouldnât
have gone to that stupid party without my knowledge.
None of this wouldâve happened then. But I promise Iâll
Forgive you if you answer your phone. (11. 16 p.m.)
You feel numb. Tears rolling down your cheeks uncontrollably.
âLoveâ?
What is even happening? How is this possible? You canât feel your hands. Whatâs happening to you? You need help. Yes. Thatâs what you should do. You should call Daebi. Or Nina. Or Jimin. Then you can ask them to take you to a police station. You fumble with your phone as you decline another call from Jeongguk. At this point you donât try to get rid of the app anymore. Itâs useless. Instead, you open the contacts hastily. Dial Daebi. Waits for the call to connect. It doesnât. You try again. Then again and again. It doesn't connect. So, you try Ninaâs number and Jiminâs after. What the hell is wrong with this stupid thing? Why canât you reach anyone? You have to decline three more calls from Jeongguk. And just as youâre about to try Daebiâs number one more time, your phone pings with another message.
Jeongguk:
Donât fucking do this, now, all right?
Donât try to avoid me and call someone else
you ungrateful bitch. Answer the damn phone right
now (___). Donât fucking make me the bad guy because
I donât want to be that person. I love you and we will
talk this out. (11. 16 p.m.)
You donât think itâs possible to cry anymore. But you do. Your entire body is covered with your own tears and sweat. How heâs doing that, you have no idea. But itâs him. He doesnât let you call anyone. But you can still run. Yes, you feel lightheaded and weak. Still, you can leave this place. Thatâs what youâre about to do when your phone vibrates yet again. This time itâs a normal call, however. From an unknown number. A new cry makes it way. For some unexplainable reason, you know to whom this number belongs. Call it a gut feeling. You shouldnât pay any mind to that and leave. You donât. You have no idea what you are doing as you answer the call. Pressing the phone to your ear.
âThank fuck. (___), listen to me, okay? We will talk. Donât hang up pretty. I warnââ
âNooo.â You scream aloud as you hang up the phone. Your phone is hacked. Thatâs how he does that. You need to get rid of your entire damn thing. You smash the phone into the wall across the room. It shatters. Thatâs not enough. No. No. No. You take your hairbrush as you get to your unstable legs. Crouch down next to your phone. Use every strength left in your body as you hit the handle to your phone repeatedly. Again, and again until thereâs nothing left but shards.
Then you get to your feet back. Storm away from your bedroom without even looking back. You stumble toward the front door. Your legs are still shaky and your mind hazy. Still, you make it. Make it out of your apartment. And make it to the place of your most trusted personâs place, somehow.
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âAre you crazy?â
âNonononoâŚ. You donât get it Daebi. Iâm telling you the truth!â
âDude howâs that possible? An AI? I use the same app (___), I never experienced anything like this. What do you mean, youâre getting stalked or haunted by a bot?â Dabei chuckles.
âMaybe someone hacked my information. I donât know. But it happened and Iâm scared to death Daebi.â You walk toward her, shaking your head. Trying to touch her but she recoils. You wince. âD-daebi.â
âNo. No girl. This makes no sense. Youâre scaring me too.â
âWell, you should be scared. You need to uninstall that app before it happens to you too.â You try to touch her again. This time she takes a step back. And shouts so loud that you jump.
âNO!. No (___), youâre crazy. You need to see a doctor.â
âIâm not CRAZY!â You yell back too. âIâm telling you the fucking truth. Just take me to a police station.â Â
âAND TELL THEM WHAT?â
Everything falls into deafening silence. Fresh tears roll down your cheeks. Oh, how you want her to believe you. âDaebi.â You break into a huge cry. And finally, she comes closer to you. In a minute, you find yourself in her embrace.
âItâs okay (___), we will figure this out, okay? Weâll see a doctor the first thing tomorrow.â She pats your back. Affectionately. You sob into her shoulder.
âBut Iâm not sick.â Maybe you are.
âYeah, I know. You just need a little help, thatâs it. Letâs figure this out tomorrow, all right? Letâs just go home for now.â You pull away from her at light speed. What did she say now? Home?
âNo. No⌠I canât go back there.â
âHey, hey, (___), listen to me thereâs no one there. Itâs just youâre scared for no reason.â
âOkay, but why canât I stay here?â You watch Daebiâs face twist into something guilty. She gnaws on her bottom lip as she takes you in. Sighs.
âThereâs things that have changed while youâve been distant (___). I- uh kind of need to be somewhere else and I canât cancel it.â She stretches an arm to touch you. This time itâs you who recoil. Nothing she says make sense to you. âIâm sorry babe, but I promise you Iâll see you early in the morning. Besides, thereâs nothing to be afraid of. Iâll drop you off on my way out. And Iâll tell you everything too.â Gives you a soft smile. You find no comfort in it. You feel betrayed. Maybe you deserve that because you were the one who shut yourself off from her life. But still, she canât disregard you this easily. She wonât even listen to you.
And why canât you stay here even if sheâs not home. You can stay here.
You donât want to go back to your place.
You allow her to turn you around. Youâre not convinced in the least that thereâs nothing to be afraid of. There definitely is. So, you force yourself to trust her. Believe that youâll be fine.
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You stand in the middle of your living room. Daebi has done a thorough search of your entire apartment. Found nothing like you expected. Then she had left you here. Alone. You know she found nothing. She reassured you there was nothing. But the hairs on the back of your neck prickle. Thereâs goosebumps across your skin. You feel a chill running down your spine. This place doesnât feel like your apartment anymore. Itâs strange. Everything is strange.
Youâre terrified of this place. You canât even make it to your kitchen let alone your bedroom. Itâs like thereâs some danger lurking around the dark corners of the apartment. You feel like a kid whoâs being paranoid about a monster hiding under their bed. This is ridiculous. You draw in a deep breath. Wipe down the tears that are wetting your cheeks with the back of your palm. Curl your hands into fists.
Thereâs nothing here.
Daebi checked, remember?
Youâre completely fine.
With a last nod to yourself, you steel yourself. Turning around and walking toward your bedroom.
Daebi checked there. It was completely empty.
You take little steps toward the dark room.
It all happened through your phone. You destroyed it. Now itâs all fine.
You stand in the doorway to your room. Itâs completely dark. Gives you that fear of uncertainty. What if there will be someone once you switch on the lights.
No. No, this is not a movie. Daebi checked.
You step inside the room and reach for the switch panel blindly. Hold your breath as you flip the switch on. Your entire body tenses, expecting the worse. The entire room comes to your vision. Empty. No one is there. You let out the breath youâve been holding. Not completely, though.
Just as you are beginning to relax, you feel it. Itâs a sensation. Behind you. Like someone is there. Then you hear it. A faint sound of something cracking. No, maybe itâs sound of footsteps. Then you feel warmth behind you. Then a breath.
âHi pretty!â
You open your mouth to scream, but a hand clamps down over it. Silencing you up.
âI tried to be patient, my princess. Itâs not my fault that youâre a stubborn lying cunt. But I love you. Oh, fuck I do.â
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Twelve months ago (after the breakup)
âAre you serious? Youâd walk this far for her? Iâm almost jealous.â Daebi huffs, glancing at the papers scattered across the table. Itâs a well-planned scheme. Not ordinary. Completely out of a movie. Â
âYes, I will. And now itâs your time pay off your debt, Daebi.â The guy in black hoodie waves a USB in front of her face. It has a threat. Everyone makes mistakes and Daebi had made one that would risk her entire life. From her career to her relationship.
âAll right, okay? I never said I wouldnât now, did I?â
âThatâs good.â
âBut- why this way, Jungkook. Approach her like a normal human being.â
The guy takes off his hoodie. His piercings glint under the dim, flickering light.
âYou think sheâd forgive me? No, Daebi. I ruined her life. She hates me. But I still want her, I fucking love her and yes, Iâd Walk any length.â Jungkook gives a soft smile to the bitch of a woman who youâd like to call your best friend.
âAnd you think this would work? She wonât recognize you just because you have some piercings now?â Daebi points.
âShe wonât. Itâs been too long. Iâll make sure that she wonât until itâs time. We are meant to be together. Sheâll understand it once I get a hold of her. I just want a creative way to approach her. Earn her trust and convince her that she belongs with me.â
Daebi always knew this guy was crazy. Thereâs no need to do all of these. But he loves the play. Daebi knows it. Itâs not just about you hating him. She doesnât think you even remember what happened. Itâs simply this guy likes to fuck with peopleâs mind. Having complete control. Itâs sad. Jungkook loves hunting and you are the prey. Yet Daebi canât do anything. She canât.
âDonât worry Daebi. Iâll take good care of your heart broken friend. People like you donât deserve her anyway. Do your job.â Jungkook gets to his feet.
âWhat if it doesnât work? I mean what if she finds out? Felt suspicious and get rid of the app? You canât hold it against me? Okay?â Jungkook lets out a maddening laugh. Leans down. Places his palms on the table.
âShe. Wonât. I know what Iâm doing. And Iâm a tech genius Daebi. Thereâs no holes in this plan. Just give me the access and Iâll take care of the restââ Jungkookâs voice get interrupts by a phone ringing. Daebiâs. Both of their eyes fall on the phone on the table. Screen up.
Hoseok
Daebi answers the phone.
âHey Baby- yes, Iâll be there in ten minutes.â
Jungkook smirks. You deserve far better, and heâll make sure to give you that.
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