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Meant4SumthyngMore
Not a noodle
Love a Ramen
Raw mein
So I veined
In my body from hear to brain
Meant
Synapses
For
Connecting
Sumthyng
Together
More
Synapses connecting together
Meant for sumthyng more
Suicidal For Life
The street ST
Was written upon!
Let cool before tha bite
We gather and you say nothing for the sakes of all in much so smooch Mac more
Bring the ammo too kill for fall
Heat energy dividing plans
M E under our noses felt tectonics brought in by the boned syneregized weather
All feelings caught or without
None moving with gun shots
Absurdities
Let cool before tha bite
Play it it was it is safe
No backer’s kept his back safe
They never ever really moved
Like directed
Watch again
Posers
JFK
Imposter poser rumpt trumpty
My universe loves suicidal tendencies
Sue a cycle of tender loves
Deep fried
Let cool before tha bite
No yellow and black
Bee colors or hive
Geometric
Shape up your skin
Before diabetes
Lost ear folds
Give U S close up for an examination
So former ducked head
So former ducked head
Dunce liked balance took over
My men on top of me
Rally tall with fist
Sucka’s
Approved
S A
Obliged obligations obligatory
Sitting Ass’s
Under direct gunfire
Staged hoaxed dump a rumpt y and the trunks
Political wharf and snares
This is my golf course!
Summed up to all worthless others!
You must be a Republican
And your toucan is still supposed stoopid
In my head & opinion
Racked up bored out pinions
Haven’t had a something since 2020
Covid dropped out my loves
The country fell closed
My loves torn away
So former ducked head
Let cool before tha bite
Meant4SumthyngMore
Hitwindrolltohole
Aim son’s
Play some more
Golf rival impact clash battle
My fore look up to not hit on head
My scores beyond compare
Easy for the
Sousing elegantly
Soldiers never took you, anywhere
Not allowed to charge the
Military
After Covid deaths
Play son, disregard a country
Other feasibly devised grabbed that money
They took that message
Vocals grabbing all sorry asses
Elephant ized against
Chuckle me up some
Duck ex former
Ear bits
No ear worm controlling the me
Over played hip hop add some
Scratching replaying to dubstep
To fornication and simple sinking
That whole boat down under
Lest attached in surrounding waters
Can you intake it without
A filter
The glitter was sitting shooting in the time frame
All others
Gasped!
“Let Trump take it”
The four leafed we hold
All funny by the bystanders
Easy sitting on asses
Elephants directing
E D
Add a special episode
Watch closely!
Meant four some thing more
Meant fore sum things momentum
Keep running, after the time spent
It’s not a relay
You be in on your own
Blood orange
#wordsbymm#watch closely#mmybsdrow#vent#so it lands on self#art called#wordsbymm|mmybsdrow#deaths of Covid#from a shut down#beyond the military#of those lost lives#after shutdown#some gained but in mostly#doing accepting just payments#from college paid from#i#art with pulse#democrats looking out#in the arms of you#that money saved you#my President#he’s a Democrat#from Ukraine too strike Russia#hiding accepting Putin#same fronts#.|.#Prunts
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Me when my autism is an actual disability and not just quirky and weird sometimes disorder
#im so overstimulated rn for no reason#this close to either a meltdown or a shutdown#hopefully I feel better after a bath#autism
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A Channie big hug would be great rn tbh
#I’m in shutdown after work#was nonverbal for a good couple of hours#a deep pressure comforting reassuring Channie big hug#I need it#his cute little chuckle#I love him sm#i think my friends was right#she said I need a bit of the minghao anti delusional in my life#I need to touch grass#anyway#bang chan#bang chan stray kids#stray kids#skz#skz channie#big hug
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#undertale yellow#starlo#north star#poll#i've gotten as far as the emergency shutdown in the steamworks#on a pacifist run#i'm kinda hoping we'll see star again#like after he makes up with his friends and everything#i hope so i actually like him
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Thinking about Jonny and the Aurora getting along in there own way again
Jonny calling Aurora names like hunk of junk
Aurora shutting Jonny in doors
Jonny shooting at weak points like cameras
Aurora simply responding with the closes noise a starship can to a laugh
#the fact the Aurora can override anything that’s happening#the fact they both are responsible for Carmila and the airlock#the fact they both had to let nastya out#the fact they both shutdown after it the only show the Aurora was still sentient the fact she kept everyone away from Jonny like he wanted#the mechanisms#the mechs#the mechanisms fandom#jonny d’ville#the aurora#starship Aurora
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DIE BRU DIE thank u jean ilysm
#art for me#aini#who is that. man.#i said surprise me this wasn’t planned out so I basically kms when i got the results#i like to pretend this was a photoshoot#then the both of them mentally shutdown after they stopped bc what is going on ? lol !
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Gearbox going out of business before releasing Borderlands 4 honestly Would be pretty funny. Like wow, how are they gonna tie up all these huge plot threads about Lilith’s disappearance, Maya’s prophecy about new types of siren powers manifesting, the Guardians gaining sentience, the mysterious War from TPS, Ava leading the Crimson Raiders, and the fact that there’s a sentient space rock with the power to both create and destroy all life in the universe according to its whims floating around? Well, you see- [the smoke clears to reveal Randy Pitchfork lying completely dead on the pavement]
#borderlands#the only saving grace would be not having to deal with Moze inevitably getting killed off lol#I don’t think they’re actually gonna out of business ftr but these layoffs right after the Volition shutdown are moderately concerning
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I dont think i ever posted my feelings on the new rvb season here. This will be kinda ramble-y because its been a few days. So I thought it was ok while watching but i feel like thinking about it for any amount of time kinda makes it seem worse and worse. Short review is: i wish they didnt just rehash the recollection arc but worse. I know why they decided to do it because in theory tucker getting meta-fied is kinda compelling but in practice it really did just turn into the recollection arc but somehow everyone was even less competent than they were then? (simmons and grif did NOT suck this much ass at fighting during the recollection arc. them getting beat up over and over in the same way wasted SO much time where story could have gone). Wash also kinda didnt do anything besides jump off a cliff for comedic effect? lmao? Theres a lot more i could say about how all the characters besides caboose were utilized in extremely inefficient ways but ill just leave it at that. If you go in "no thoughts, head empty" the season was fun to watch, especially the very beginning but it kinda went nowhere and everyone was kinda wasted because of the lack of time both for production and the short runtime. A very "you tried". I respect the effort but am sad that it didnt turn out to be a miraculous hit. Oh well we still have all the past seasons to rewatch so i guess its not the end of the world. PS before i forget: Caboose was very good he carried the season 100% he's always the mvp. love him.
#i have a feeling they didnt have time to rewatch anything before writing and compressing the shit out of this season#i think a different less ambitious premise would have worked better but they probably only got news of the shutdown once production started#rvb#rvb restoration#rvb spoilers#surprised i have very little opinion of hte grimmons jossing#i guess i kinda am just assuming simmons will follow grif soon after so them splitting up feels kinda temporary?
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We can help each other, I think!
#my art#roblox pressure#p.ai.nter pressure#;; more art swag#;; this is my au where p.ai.nter goes crazy after the blacksite is about to be shutdown but due to the new update ermm#;; decided he pulls a glados and takes over the blacksite because he realizes sebastian isn't coming back for him#;; and that he needs to start worrying about himself more (which is why he goes kinda haywire)#;; i might write a story about a team of inmates going through it together au wise#;; it'll be funny methinks#;; or i end up writing it from the p.ai.nter's perspective... i guess if people have a preference lemme know
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Anyone else hate when people say if you didn’t do it you wouldn’t act guilty
like no I just feel very surrounded and trapped in this situation and that nothing I say will be right
or is this just me
#Making this post made me realize the root of what my family refers to as my “shutdowns”#Where I physically cannot bring myself to say anything at all and I know two ways that people handle it and the response I have to each typ#My mom after the first couple of times put together that I actually couldn’t respond and will give me five-ish minutes to gather my thought#And then come back and continue the discussion#My dad and stepmom however do not#They will continue to press for an answer(this is not helpful at all and has been a cause for them to become more frequent)#My stepmom is prone to mock me when I’m like this and make snide comments about how she thought we were past this#And how I should be more mature#This route will eventually lead to a full blown panic attack#autism#adhd#audhd#if you act like I’m guilty so will I
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And there she stood. It seems the stars had been kind enough to at least give her the decency of a normal appearance. She stood there, her tail gently swaying as he walked in her direction. She smiled, the stars in her form glowing a little brighter at the sight of him. He never realized how much he had missed seeing it. Seeing her. If not for the current state of things, it was as though the incident had never happened at all. It had though, and her eyes were the proof.
#art#digital art#homestuck#procreate#solnep#nepeta leijon#sollux captor#warriorstuck#as you can clearly see im still very much for warriorstuck#nep ends up dying and sollux was not very great after her death#he still has his eyesight in starclan like jayfeather style#it literally takes him months if not a full sweep before he even thinks about seeing nep again or dealing with the stars at all#he cant tell if he wants to yell or hug her or just shutdown entirely#he misses the only person who gave him any sort of semblance of hope that everything was going to be okay#shes been trying to contact him since day one of her death but sollux kind of goes through a whole bluestar breakdown deal#she finally stopped after a while of realizing he had to choose to reach out to her and when she stopped trying to contact him he got worse#theres so much drama and stuff in warriors au ideas
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gale looking utterly enamoured by tav, food for the soul
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#gale of waterdeep#bg3 gale#my wife#my screenarchery#took these right after a shutdown and when i tell you they helped. KSNFJS
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I wish to stop feeling now. Please.
#emotional shutdown incoming#oh also i'm bleeding in an alleyway after getting jumped.#at least im not stuck in gotham#dc oc rp#dc rp#dc rp blog#dcu#dc#dc comics#dc oc#dc roleplay
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back on my qbad is autistic bullshit
dont think about how crushing this loss of routine is, in an already hellish place that never makes sense, dont think about qbad dealing with the Change and the Loss and not being able to identify the tangle of feelings.
when he does try to talk with people, when he's forced to, its almost instant shutdown. i think qbad is more of a shutdown autist than a meltdown one, doesnt mean he doesnt have meltdowns, shutdowns are just more common. going nonverbal, shaking, rocking, seeking comfort but not having forever there. turning to etoiles or bagi or foolish even.
i think he'd pull on his hair and bite his hand to self soothe and whoever's with him would have to call foolish because he's the only one who can wrench bad's teeth from his skin.
#maybe i need to write a huge hurt/comfort fic about qbad having a meltdown after a few shutdowns after forever is taken away#aaaaa#qsmp#q!badboyhalo#tw self harm#ish#tw meltdown
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I'm just a little guys, why my minds wants me to do anything and I barely slept today.
Tell me, mind? How can I pop in many art ideas in an hour? I get it some are fast but me? Its been 3 days that I haven't sleep.
My mind can't stop even if I'm tired
Like please please let me rest, I'm a walking zombie
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autism is fun when you watch things, start to see patterns and catalogue them on spreadsheets. less fun when you have more frequent meltdowns and you start to speak the way you think and people think you’re rude bc you don’t have the energy to compensate for people’s misinterpretation before saying anything like you’ve always done
#why do you stay in your room more?#why havent you talked a lot lately?#why this?#why that?#maybe because people keep telling me i’m rude and judgemental all day long when i’ve lost the capacity to compensate for misinterpretation#i’ve definitely had more meltdowns and shutdowns when i was in school but they have became more violent since the beginning of the year#i have noticed a temporary loss of adaptation skills i’ve learn over the years to deal with people after each crisis i go through#obviously the losses are a spectrum in time and depth but people acting like i’m suddenly rude without wondering why that might be#and never being companionate when pointing it out to me isn’t going to help anyone in the relationship#actually autistic#autistic#autism#autistic experiences#once again the tags are more important than the actual joke-y post#i dont know if rude is the right word
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