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gonna make today a productive day
#after i sleep ofc lol#but yeah im gonna make sure my next job provider appointment is scheduled#& then spend some time sending out applications to anything im eligible for#and if i have time maybe check the post office like i planned to yesterday lol#my mental state is. an interesting one rn#but i gotta push myself and start having more productive days than otherwise#especially since when i Do get a job i won't be able to just do my own pace lol
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headcanon that people of the islands sleep schedule is like, four hours later than average.
they wake up at mid day, and sleep well past midnight. kids begging their parents on weekends to pleeaaase please let them step up just a little longer to watch the sun rise. early-riser visitors / tourists having to adapt to their horrid schedule because stars forbid theyre up and about at 10:30.
#radio rambles#isat#in stars and time#the island north of vaugarde#is that a tag? idk#anyway.#random thoughts go!#im imagining like. streets full of people and string lights at markets even though it is waay way dark#pretty imagery yknow??#i imagine as well they might utilize down-turned lanterns / lights to minimize light pollution#stars are important after allā¦..#uhmuhm uhm if new years is still a thing in universe#it would most likely be celebrated by feasting! since it would take place around their dinnertime anyway#(im thinking that their schedules are still. the same just. shifted lol)#(also yea i know people feast for new years anyway but. but. whatever whatever hfjdd)#uuuhh#mmmmm#bit of a stretch but might also explain siffrins sleeping habitsā¦#ofc they have been Off the island for a while but. travelling on their own for so longā¦ it would be silly. if his body just. never adapted#uhuhuh#ok i think thats all#ask me question if u want š theres no real substance to this hc i just think it would be neat#or!! add on!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTEST WIDDLE SNAKEY WAKEY.
I can't believe my son is 18!! I estimated a birth date for him to be about a month before I got him in fall of 2006, since he was such a widdle month-old baby sneky. I always try to get a good birthday pic of him - especially after he eats and gets the good yawns in.
Pretty soon, he'll be off to snake college, for snakes. Dunno how we're gonna afford those ssssnudent loans.
Image description below the cut:
First photo is an albino corn snake (species name: Pantherophis guttatus) peeking out from behind a fake flower on a rocky hide (a house inside the tank where reptiles can feel secure and hidden). The snake is flicking his tongue out. Only his head is visible in the photo. Caption on the photo reads: Demo's 18th birthday. August 9, 2024.
Next photo is the same snake, but in a clear, close-up, detail photo. Each scale is clearly defined. He has red eyes and pink cheeks, and pale white patterns on an off-white body. The scales on his head are shaped to follow the different planes of his face. The scales on his neck (and body, not shown) are uniform and scallop-shaped.
The next three photos are sequential. The same snake appears with his mouth barely open. Then, his mouth is wide open in a yawn. His cheeks look so smooshy. His head is shaped the way a snap hairclip opens, curved upwards, and it's funny and cute. His mouth has ridges inside, but no teeth or fangs are visible (because his teeth are too tiny to be photographed politely, and he does not have any fangs). The last photo in the sequence has the snake with his mouth still open, but the top of his head is a normal shape again as he begins to end the yawn.
#snake#snakes#corn snake#snow corn#snek#sneks#snekblr#reptile#reptiles#Pantherophis guttatus#Elaphe guttata#cute#pets#pet birthday#18#tank is bare in the pics bc i ran out of spoons while washing everything#i forgot i have to wash decor outside and it got dark and i didnt wanna get bug bites so i had to...#...do a whole sink of heavy dirty dishes (not mine) AND wash the decor around the thawing meal for him#...and then disinfect the sink ofc bc i was at my limit after only getting the hide and water bowl washed#was gonna do it earlier in the day but ppl were moody downstairs#hes gonna sleep off that meal and sippy sip rn anyway (was already in his hide by the time i refilled my water and went back to my room)#i got a drinking vid but he was facing away from my vantage point and it makes him look like a hognose bc of refraction lol#anyway i gotta get ready for bed myself today was busy and i didnt even finish the one thing i planned to do bc im too tired#Cori.exe#Image.exe#i would do a silly edit like i usually do for demos bday but again i have no spoons rn#hhh added image description and now its almost midnight aa gotta post fast#*now its midnight lmao#ughhh i couldve been ready for bed in the amount of time it takes me to proofread an unacceptable number of times#anxiety is a mf 'what if i misspelled a word' 'what if this phrasing is awkward' mf im the only one that cares shut up
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tagged by @southernreaches thank you fray!!! š«¶
rules: put your music library on shuffle, then list the first five songs that come up in a poll to let people vote for their favorite!
tagging (if you wanna do this, no pressure!!)
@yahgrondu @yharnams @pawnguild @volkihar @nokstella
@gurathins @alexheart @pinkfey @gortash @merdruid
@qingyii @ehlnofaey @tarasahl @katsigian @vilnan
#tag games#ok i know cmx r pretty much unknown outside of finland but i cant watch them go unvoted against tumblr faves lord huron and tamino#gonna vote for them myself š«µ#even if u dont understand the lyrics please check punainen komentaja out it goes so hard i promise!!!#also revealing my kpoppie past with this one š#no but like late 2nd gen kpop is where its at. infinite will always be special to me#also sorry i haven't rly responded to uhhh anything i've mostly been focused on recovering from the hospital stint !#strangely it fixed my sleep schedule and my messy meal schedule and like#idk if this is just a phase lol but i've been motivated to live healthier after i got home#which means less time for idle scrolling here lmao#ofc i dont wanna abandon this blog but. i gotta find the right balance. anyway consider this a semi hiatus while i figure it out#i've also been spending lots of time on the fields of mistria.....#working on my little farm and befriending the villagers is paramount to my recovery. the doctor said so
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lister bird the type of guy to self sabotage when a relationship is going too well because he has a chronic fear of commitment and and abandonment issues š«¶
#lister bpd rambling in tags okok so.#stems from the childhood neglect and adults being generally Strange with him#hes like okay so do you actually like me kr do u just want to sleep with me lol#and then when he gets the answer he wants hes like okay well thats funny bcus ur lying to me rn and want me dead#i think jimmy would eventually pick up on the pattern after they go through like. A good few breakups and be like haha heyyy so mayb we ++#shuld go talk ur psychiatrist abt this bcus it has a name lol#and listers like well fuck me (not literally) and gets some well deserved dbt#n at this point hopefully their smart enough to knowthey shouldnt try again until lister sorta understand what this all means for him#and gets some hashtag health coping mechanisms going#but ofc theyre still bros so jimmy + rowan b supporting him in the bg too i lobe them their so silly#iwbft#lister bird#bicci
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Another birthday, another year older, which means itās another year Iāve got to make my coffee stronger than last year lmao š
#canāt believe itās 2024 itās kinda unreal#feels like yesterday it was 2014 fr#And now Iām 24 and Iām like jesus christ where did time go?#eat cake and sleep in are my goals for today but maybe Iāll try and be productive lol#hazel tysm for popping into dms ten minutes after midnight last night to wish me a happy birthday š ty bestie!#I hope everyone has a wonderful and productive day today. I think Iām gonna reblog several old fics of mine to refresh my dash#and then Iām gonna get to work on a couple fics from the āhands (tomorrow & forever)ā masterlist lmao#and ofc spend resin aha~
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wellbutrin my beloved āĖā¹ā”
#this is so funny today i learned how to misuse bupropion cause i couldn't sleep n yesterday this nurse tried to be coy!!!!#but i can't read the room over the phone!! n she left me wondering y she sounded so weird and um bad at her job i thought she was new lol#*shakes ass* it's f i n e my old pharmacy came thru tho i got my drugs and a car to drive around after speckle got put in a coma ayyyyyyyyy#OH I FORGOT TO SAY SPECKLE'S NOT DEAD!!!#i mean he's still in a coma but apparently he's gonna live... we... we have mixed feelings abt it but i'm not telling him that ofc
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gon be a birthday boy in just two hours,,,,,,,
#its kinda sad to think about idk#i wanna sleep till 2 pm eat some ice cream and then go to sleep again#also wee took some cool pics of my reita cosp today they turned out cooler than i expected kdfghjdfg#theyre on my ig if anyone wants to look idc#but the kicker is#the wig and that stupid bandana gives me a headache just after an hour of wearing it ughh#if he's going on my con lineup i might die ngl KJHDFGK#cant wait for the con tho#its the same as last year except im probs gonna go all three days#planning to cosplay tori ofc#squall or yoru#and jade from hnk :D#hope its gonna be fun weeee#DONT MIND THE TAG SPAM LOL
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loki season two has me screaming crying throwing up trying not to get dragged back into the mcu trenches
#i am stronger than this. i am better than this!!#by the trenches i mean consuming fanfiction at an unhealthy rate. fourteen year old me was insane i think i was on ao3 more than i slept#thatās not exaggeration. i was getting four hours of sleep on school nights and frequently went to bed at 5am on weekends#it is ONE good story. one. literally not worth it. i donāt even care about ninety percent of the mcu characters#i will ignore the little voice in my head reminding of the sheer amount of fanfiction. this was my pre-tumblr days#so my fandom interaction was like. youtube and ao3. maybe instagram posts sometimes. it was so much fun like. zero drama zero discourse#i was honestly living my best life. got less interested when i joined tumblr and went full doctor who mode#and after endgame i watched i think wandavision and loki and that was it. just didnt care anymore lol#i know exactly why this is happening tho. currently the thing i am insane about is my own damn project. which i am in the process of writin#for obvious reasons no fandom there. bc it lives in my mind twenty four fucking seven#i do wonder if iām kind of growing away from fandom anyway? the closest iāve got since toh ended was homestuck tbh#i want to feel obsessed with something again!! everything iām into now - tma tlt and the like - i love them#but it doesnt hit like it used to. i donāt know itās hard to explain#like video essays that i would have loved a few years ago!! the hour long ones about representation and queer media#they just irritate me now! i got halfway through one last week and had to bail i just could not care less#how did 2020 social media have me convinced that x character being gay was super important politically economically socially etc#ofc the answer is that i was a baby lesbian getting even less social interaction than normal#like representation is important obviously but also. sometimes it was not that deep#i donāt know if iām making sense tbh but you get my drift#morganposting
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ffs why did she tell me that now. i have to get up in 3 hours but i cant fall asleep now cause im too busy crying hysterically. this is Not Ideal.
#this is not how i fucking planned this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was gonna get 7 hours of sleep and do so many things in the morning im gonna kms#obv its not her fault but i wish she waited to tell me this till AFTER the defense#now all ill be able to think about will be my mother and how unfair her life is and how i dont know what to do to help#and ofc how im letting her down and only adding to her worries#and while we're at it#im letting my dad down too :)#i can just never fucking win can i#goddddddd im the worst person ever lol
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i have reached approx 80k words for a/b fic, which is the same length as the completed sebis fic i have on ao3, so i feel like that's an achievement, so hooray
#so not sure about the latest section yet. but anyway there can be drafts ofc#i've just been kinda dozy for the past two days despite getting ample sleep. perhaps too much sleep lol#but yeah. 80k words and not even to the end of arc 2 (out of 4) :O#anyway. so like i feel like the first couple of paragraphs of the latest section might not be right yet#but yeahhh. it's okay. tomorrow is a day off from writing so maybe i'll work it out on saturday or something#oooh i have 100200 words in the doc atm. so the last 20k is trash ofc#anyway violet is about to set berbrooke up with benedict lmao and benedict is gonna have to dance with him#but she's also on the lookout for the mystery gentleman benedict danced with at the prev ball#so :3 skjfngk#i love that in this AU benedict has to deal with berbrooke and his very unwanted advances#a/b fic#fic talk#80k by the end of ch16 section 1 or like a lil bit after that into section 2
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Our future selves are free
Your future self will love me
Had fun seeing Faded Paper Figures at the Bowery Electric with a friend, nice little intimate show š¶
#ore no kao#openers were local artists Gian Perez and Su$hi and Red Racecar#former was a fun jam time latter was really good#[also red racecar's drummer was really cute... i feel like we made eye contact a few times lol]#RR also did a neat Blondie cover#with FPF it was nice hearing a couple fave Dynamo songs#no North by North but fun set#faded paper figures#red racecar#downside now is ofc having to get into the office on >5hrs sleep after about as much last night š©#also tickets for this were $12 and i couldnt remember the last time i spent so little on a show#meanwhile i've bought bloc party and matt and kim tickets for $50-ish each lol but should be fun
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it sure has been quite a week
#g o d this week was such a messā¢ļø#i kicked off the week wrong (as always) with ~3h of sleep bc i can never fall asleep on monday nights (sadge)#and ofc i had to do 2 workstationsā worth of work bc lack of manpower lmao#then on tuesday i had yet another family dinner to say goodbye to my bro (lol)#even though heād already been treated to at least 3 other meals by that point (lmao)#i still think my dinner treat from a few weeks back was the best though~~~~~~ a 4 course sky dining meal def tops any restaurant right~~~~~?#and on suiyoubi (my dudes) we boated him off to military training island for his mandatory enlistment. that sure was. an experience.#i still kinda regret finishing my meal at the military cafeteria place thing thoughā¦ i was the only one at the table who finished it :(#even my big eater of a bro couldnāt finish his :(#and my mother has been making fun of me for finishing the (allegedly) huge portioned meal ever since :(#she keeps joking about enlisting me bc army food āØclearlyāØ suits my tastes :( ātruly sadded.#anyways it was back to work on thursday. which sucked. ofc. also bc iād overslept by half an hour and had to rush. lmao.#anddddd on friday. my boss told me that iād missed out on submitting one worksheet thing of results#even though i c l e a r l y remember doing the test it was for (and organising all of the worksheet things for the matter)#so my coworker and i just watched her sift through the stack of worksheetsā¦ only for her to actually find the āmissingā piece of paper#she then said āok found it sorryā so my coworker and i just went ā(ŹāæŹ) okayyyyyyyyyyā p. sarcastically and left her office#and ofccccc there was work on saturday too. yay. went to the pkm centre after that thoughhhh#which was fun yes. but. they didnāt have āØc h a i r d e o x y sāØ on sale :(((((#they stopped selling goomy earrings and that huge plush too :( and the smaller goomy plushies for the matter :((((#i realllyyy shouldāve bought the goomy earrings while they were still availableā¦ even though they were like 8 bucks per stud#my goomy plushie collection remains unexpanded :( my jigglypuff collection grew by 1 though~~~~#so now i have 3 official jigglies of varying sizes and 1 bootleg jiggly that looks. pretty horrifying in bad lighting actually#p. sadded by how my family calls my taste in pkm boring thoughā¦ āitās either jigglypuff or that purple thingā they sayā¦ :((((#aaaaaa i wish i couldāve bought that super cute plush of goodra holding a happily smiling goomy i saw on my tripā¦#itās too bad that the plushies (there were like 2-3 of them) were locked inside a display cabinet :(((( it was so cuteeeeeeeee#though my fam wouldāve made me put it back if iād even managed to get it out back then lol. āthat purple thing again?!ā theyād prolly sayā¦#anyways. this sure was a week. im so tired. help#no clue how i should spend the rest of my night tbhā¦ maybe beach sisters time? hmmmmmm. oh wells.#ādaiāly shitpost of the day
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Ugh my heart š I got the basically unavoidable Astarion confession scene and he was so genuinely grateful š„ŗ how could I turn him down or just be friends? š©š
(Wtf am I gonna do about Gale, I was supposed to romance him instead lol)
I'm a dirty save scummer tho and reloaded to see everything he says (i'm obsessed and need to understand how he thinks) but WE NEED TO TALK about some of the awful ways you can navigate that convo, wtf Larian lol
#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3#dont hug him or make him sleep with you right after that wtf!!!#what kind of awful oc...!! lol#the hug isn't as bad ofc but like... come on. we were just discussing body autonomy?? lol#and consent! he deserves a hug but he's not Karlach who said multiple times she wants one#give the man some space and let him choose!!#Astarion#ugh this ship is gonna be so good i can already tell#i couldn't even watch the sex scene if you go that route - truly gave me the ick#but i'll watch it later after i get there naturally to better understand him & see all potential reactions lol#i do love that you can ask to kiss him when you're locked in - like yes girl work on that consent together š#ugh i am in too deep in Astarion hell#but i love it#pk plays bg3
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quick thang
#rotating her in my mind#also gonna start calling her#rs!colette#(role swap colette)#she'll never be able to sleep well after this...... she'll NEVER forgive herself...... /j#or half... because she seriously hates being mean to people. ofc she wouldnt lose sleep#or think she's a literal monster lol#but she'd think about it (/neg) for sure lmfao#<- who tf asked (me. i asked. you'll listen to me talk about mis oces and you'll like it!!!!!!!!!!! /lhj)#mi oce
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Should we plan an actual Damali amd Cordelia meet up with jamil
I would love too I think it would be priceless
#š! mah's answers#š! addie<3#i might stop responding after a while tho#like i won't sleep now#but in a few minutes i should#so i will answer ofc but if i don't pls know i might've fallen asleep lol
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