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bratshaws · 2 years ago

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goodness gracious 50. brb x oc

im sorry this scene is one of my favorites ;-;

a/n: *pops champagne* WE HIT 50 CHAPTER MY GOOD PEOPLE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO idK HOW THAT HAPPENED BUT WOOOOOO ALSO FROM WHAT I'VE SEEN THE NAVY DOESN'T HAVE BALLS BUT I CAN BE WRONG IDK

ref for the tattoo because its so pretty but ofc without the rose and the sunset BUT YOU GUYS GET IT

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pairing: plus size!oc x rooster

warnings: FLUFF, mav knowing his nephew like the back of his hand

chapters:

1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9/10/11/12/13/14/15/16/17/18/19/20/21/22/23/24/25/26/27/28/29/30/31/32/33/34/35/36/37/38/39/40/41/42/43/44

45/46/47/48/49

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The back and forth of them spending the weekend in each of their places was working, the second weekend of December it was Bea’s time to stay at Rooster’s. Jolene was used to his apartment already but she didn’t feel like going with Beatrice after their morning walk, so she just lied on the brunette’s floor and there she stayed.

Beatrice was fine with that, she knew Shells could come by soon and check on her dog for her like she always did. The past week was uneventful, besides her and Rooster spending time together at the Hard Deck or him just showing up for them to have dinner together, maybe make out in his car before they went their separate ways until the weekend arrived.

Until they finally moved in together they could handle this. It wasn’t awful, they’ve done something similar before. They had many ways to pass the time, especially when it came to Rooster being absolutely relentless when it came to the two of them. The lady at the clinic told her to wait at least twelve days before she had any type of relation without another common type of contraceptive, meaning they still had to use condoms for a little bit more which was fine by her.

Her math was right, they wouldn’t need it by the time she planned everything. She was very excited about it, so was Shells who was her strongest supporter, even going out with her to buy the je ne sais quoi she talked about. Not to mention suggest other things Beatrice hasn’t thought of before.

“Are you excited?” she asks, smiling, holding his hand when they walk out of the Bronco. Today was also the day he’d finally get his tattoo, the second weekend of December just like Taboo asked them to.

“I am and kinda nervous too.” he chuckles softly, looking up at the two story building down the street, a medieval knight’s helmet painted on the side had a banner with the words ‘Pigment of Ink’ in bold Medieval esque letters floating behind it. “It is my first tattoo.” he knows he shouldn’t feel worried, it’s not like he couldn’t handle a bit of pain, but there was something really exciting inside of him about getting his very first one.

Beatrice smiles, leading them towards the building and avoiding the people that walked on the sidewalk,”Once you get one you’ll be addicted.” she grins, “Believe me, it’s really cool.'' The building itself had large windows on the first and second floors, showing a bit of the inside for the passerby. Rooster could see a group of tattoo artists in different sectioned areas, all of them working on someone already and a pair of spiral staircases that led to the second floor.

His girlfriend opens the glass doors for them to step inside and Rooster looks around in amazement at how big that place was. You’d never get it seeing only from the window that it was a larger area than it appeared. In the middle of the tattoo artists working was a dark gray receptionist counter where a woman with rainbow colored micro braids was fidgeting about, looking up with a smile when she noticed who it was, “Bea!Hi!”

“Hi, Rachel.” she grins, bringing Rooster closer while doing a bit of small talk with the other girl. “It’s been a while, huh?”

“A few months.” she laughs as she puts some paper aside, “What brings you here today?”

Beatrice tilts her head towards Bradley still grinning then returns her gaze to Rachel, “Taboo is going to tattoo my boyfriend.” Rachel’s hazel eyes move from Beatrice to Rooster, slowly tilting her head up since he was so tall, blinking in surprise but then offering him a greeting that he reciprocated with a smile of his own.

Rachel gave Beatrice a knowing look and a smile, “She’s upstairs already waiting.” she gestures with her hand to the spiral staircases, “You know her section, don’t you?” Bea nods, thanking Rachel and bringing Rooster along with her. He’s still looking around, the parlor resembled a Medieval styled pub with fake animal heads - some of them wearing monocles - and ancient looking paintings mixed in with the red and brown animal wallpaper on the walls.

He has to walk behind Beatrice when they go up the stairs since the space is minimal, stopping once they reach the upper floor. This area is even bigger, albeit with less sections than downstairs. There are at least four he could see, only two of them were being used: one by a guy who looked like he could probably sing in a Mötley Crüe cover band and the other by a woman who had her back to them, but he could see her arms were covered with tattoos and she had a choppy black bob “Taboo?”

The woman in question turns, smiling brightly at the visitors, “Well, well,” she laughs, putting the box of pigments down on the side table next to the dark blue tattoo chair already set up for him, “Look who came back.” Beatrice let go of Rooster’s hand to hug her tattoo artist, who patted her back, leaning back to take a good look at her face, “You look great.” Taboo says, her icy blue eyes running up and down Beatrice’s figure, almost proudly, “You really do.”

“Thank you, you look great too!” the brunette replies, stepping back from the hug to gesture towards Rooster, “This is my boyfriend, Bradley.” Taboo holds up her hand and Rooster tries not to look at the tattoo she had inside her palm, a giant black widow whose legs were tattooed on her fingers. He didn’t even know people got palm tattoos.

“Ah, the one whose virginity we are going to take.” Taboo teases, shaking his hand in a greeting, “Nervous?”

“A little I guess.” he chuckles, digging his hands in his pockets as the tattoo artist goes back to the side table where he could see Beatrice’s design on a transfer paper. It just had lines, but it already looked beautiful. After he explained where exactly he wanted the tattoo, on his calf, more specifically on the side of his right calf - which he was thankful his jeans weren’t tight that he could pull the fabric and show the area for her, nor it’d hold the circulation back when he was getting the tattoo done. - Taboo crouched down to have a better look, with both him and Beatrice following her eyes.

After she shaved the area he wanted,she pressed the transfer to his skin and told him to check on the mirror to see if the position was good enough for him. He angled his leg this way and that, smiling as he saw the linework, telling Taboo it was great, sending Beatrice a look for approval. His girlfriend just smiled brightly, nodding her head in agreement over the positioning.

Once he got himself settled, Beatrice sitting on a stool right on his left side, he only watched with interest as the tattoo artist gave him a smile after slapping the gloves on and grabbing the machine, “Alright, I’ll give you a little scratch, you tell me if it’s too bad or not, check your pain tolerance.” he nods, following with his eyes as she lowers the vibrating needle to his skin. He feels it, a little bit, it’s strange but not painful so he tells her that. “Okay, hang on tight then.”

He had to admit that every once in a while his eyebrows would furl and his eyes would clench at a sudden jolt of pain coming from his leg but he could handle it. It wasn’t unbearable yet. He’s holding Beatrice’s hand, rubbing her knuckles as she leans forward, watching Taboo work with a smile, “How’s it going?” she asks, swiping her finger over the scar on his jawline affectionately.

“Good,” he says, tilting his head as he tries to get a better look at the process, “It’s not so bad.” Rooster grins,squeezing her fingers sweetly as Beatrice rubs the side of his face with her thumb, “I’ve been through worse.”

Beatrice tries not to think about the worse that he’s been through, choosing to instead just smile more and keep caressing his face with their eyes on Taboo’s work. She was very fast, one of the fastest Beatrice had ever seen and seeing she finished the outline already they’d probably be out of there sooner than they thought.

Taboo would casually start conversation, sometimes to distract him, some other times just genuine curiosity since it’s been a while she saw Beatrice…and she was single at that time too. “I mean, how sweet is it that you got a tattoo your girlfriend drew?” she comments, not seeing the brunette’s cheeks turn red and her smile go shy, “Not a lot of guys do that.”

“Their girlfriends probably aren’t talented as Bea is.” he says fondly, turning to face her and wink, grinning at her extremely red cheeks.

“I mean, facts.” Taboo laughs, “Beatrice is very talented, I told her once before. But it’s also so cute you guys are doing this, how long have you been together?”

They shared a look, to which Beatrice smiled before saying, “Well, we’ll make it five months on Christmas week.” she says dreamily, still having butterflies saying it outloud. Five months, she still couldn’t believe it, they’re still strong and loving each other nonstop, Bradley was the best boyfriend a girl could ask for and she couldn’t see herself with anyone but him. Well, she was a long term type of gal, she isn’t one that backs away like that.

Bradley’s smile only widened, interlacing their fingers together when she spoke, her eyes softening as they met his own and her cheeks were still red, “It’s been really great.” he says sweetly, loving how sheepish she looked when he voiced his own happiness, “She’s just amazing, you know?”

“Brad…”

“You are, you really are.” he reinforced, making his girlfriend move her gaze away from him, biting her lower lip with a smile. Taboo only saw the whole interaction with her own smile widening, her heart turning to mush because of these two.

“I thought you guys were together longer,” she says, dipping the needles on the black ink before returning to the tattoo, “You two act like you’ve known each other for ages.”

That wouldn’t be the first time someone says it too, a lot of people commented on that fact, which to them was a compliment. It meant that what they had was genuine, it was real and honestly it’s what they wanted. They would be moving together soon after the New Year goes by, and start something completely new for them.

The tattoo goes along nicely, sometimes Bradley noises out a complaint, or a sigh, but Beatrice rubs his bicep comfortingly, telling him he was going so great and he should be proud of himself. For a first tattoo it was pretty big, with lots of details that would take a bit longer - or not, Taboo was fast after all - and some people couldn’t handle it.

But Bradley was holding it like a champ, barely making noise and if he did he just assured the two women he was fine and he could take it. That is until the color part began Taboo let him know they were ready to go to the gradient of colors then the details on the goose itself, which Rooster nodded not expecting much.

That is until he felt the multiple tiny needles scraping his skin, filling it with color. He couldn’t help the wince followed by the quiet curse under his breath, his face scrunching in pain. Beatrice rubbed his bicep again when he pressed the back of his interlace hands in front of his eyes, sighing heavily while his free leg bent up by the knee in hopes to ease some of the tension.

“You okay?” she asks with a small smile, watching him nod with his lips curled into his mouth and a quiet groan vibrating in his throat, “You’re doing fine. This is usually the worst part, it’ll be over soon.”

Bradley just nodded again, everytime Taboo stopped to gather more ink he’d ease out a breath of relief for a second only for her to continue. It went like that for a few minutes, him trying his best to control his pain tolerance and soft grunting every time he felt a sharp pain on the side of his muscular calf. Beatrice leans forward to kiss his temple, making Rooster open his eyes with a pained little smile, “Am I still doin’ fine?” he asks softly, seeing his girlfriend’s lips curve in a grin.

“You sure are.” she says, running her fingers through his hair, watching the waves bounce from in between her digits back to its usual style before folding her arms next to his on the armrest, “Almost done, okay?”

“Okay, ow.” he winces again, clenching his eyes with a hiss through his teeth, “Oh that one– that one sucks.”

Taboo laughs, moving the machine over the tattoo then wiping the excess off, “The tiny details in white always suck, almost done big guy. Hang in there.”

Bradley hums positively, opening his eyes to focus on Beatrice who was already looking at him. Just looking at her helped ease the pain, even if he did flinch every once in a while at a sudden stab of pain on his leg. Beatrice smiles, pressing a kiss to his forehead while holding his hand, both of her thumbs caressing his fingers, trying to distract him.

When Taboo announces she’s done, he lets out a sigh of relief, feeling her wiping his leg and saying he did a great job. Bradley just sighs again, slowly pushing himself to a better sitting position and tilting his head to see the finalized product, “...Woah…” he stands up when Taboo tells him to so he could have a better look in the mirror. He was speechless, the drawing looked incredible on his skin, it was so…real and nice to look at, the gradient of colors and the rose looked incredible, “Holy shit.” he laughs in disbelief, still looking down at his very first tattoo, “It looks incredible.”

“I just followed the artwork.” Taboo smiles, crouching next to his leg to wrap the protective film around it, making sure it wasn’t too tight. She tells him to drop his pant leg over it carefully and lets him know the instructions on how to take care of it, mentioning that Beatrice would help him with that too. “Either way, you did really well, be proud of yourself.”

He wanted to look at it again, he couldn’t help it. He was so enthralled by it he almost didn’t hear Beatrice say goodbye to Taboo and thank her for receiving the money earlier. Wait, she already paid? Bradley turns his head to face his girlfriend, who takes his hand to lead him back downstairs, him too tossing a goodbye and a thank you towards the grinning tattoo artist. “You already paid?” he asks softly as they go down, seeing that Beatrice was still smiling from ear to ear, “When?”

“Oh I,” she waves to Rachel who was now with a client on her own section, the woman waves back with a little grin, “Back when we scheduled it, you know?” They step out of the tattoo parlor and Rooster holds her hand, stopping her immediately. Beatrice looks back at him with a confused expression, but her boyfriend just stares.

He looks so surprised, almost as if he doesn’t understand what she just told him, “Baby…” he begins, stepping closer to her and away from the tattoo studio’s windows, placing his hands on her waist, “You didn’t have to, really.”

She shrugs, playing with the buttons on his shirt as a shy smile spreads over her lips, “I wanted to, it’s…one of my gifts to you.” she says sweetly, which in turn makes Bradley’s heart feel like it’s about to pop out of his chest. His muttered ‘aw baby,’ before he wraps his arms around her in a bear hug is enough to make her cheeks warm up one more time. Bea laughs, hugging him back with one of her hands gently rubbing his nape when he places his face on the crook of her neck.

“Why do you have to be so sweet?” he asks against her throat, his question followed by a gentle kiss underneath her jawline, enough to make her squirm. He was being honest, he couldn’t understand how someone as sweet as Beatrice existed, it was almost like this was all a dream and he hasn’t woken up yet. God, he wished…he wished she could’ve met his mother, she would’ve loved Beatrice as he loves her.

Bradley pulls his head back, his huge hand cupping her chin so he could press a sweet kiss to her lips, “I love you.”

“I love you too.” she says back in a whisper, cheeks flexing in a smile before she grasps his hand again, “Come on, I’m buying us lunch.”

The first thing he did when he got to the Hard Deck was show his tattoo off, everyone loved it, loving even more when they found out that it was Beatrice who drew the picture. The poor girl couldn’t stop blushing at the flurry of compliments from the other officers, followed by the requests of her drawing something for them too. Rooster was quick to add they’d all have to pay because he got that as a gift and Beatrice deserved to get money for her talent.

When he walked up to Pete who was leaning on the counter, he tried to hold back his grin without success, the older pilot just giving him a weird look when Bradley tugged his pant leg up, exposing the tattoo for his godfather’s eyes to see. It takes a minute, but Pete eventually lowers the glass to the wooden counter with a thump, his eyes never moving from the freshly done ink.

He looks from the tattoo to Bradley, his lips parting in surprise and there’s a bit of a glaze that his godson shared, the young Bradshaw looking like he was trying hard not to cry, “Brad,” he begins, waiting for him to sit on the stool so he could have a better look, “This is amazing.”

Bradley chuckles softly, clearing his throat before he got too emotional inside the bar, “Yeah,” he turns the calf his way so he could look at it again, “Bea did this for me, the drawing.” he explains, meeting Pete’s shocked expression as the man support his slack jaw on a hand, shaking it in disbelief. “I know…”

“Brad,” Mav looks back to where Beatrice currently is gathering empty glasses from a group of patrons, not paying attention to the two men “...I’m speechless, did you ask her to?” Bradley nods still smiling, “I…wow, I don’t even know what to say.”

His godson turns his face to where his girlfriend was, if Pete hadn’t known Bradley for so long you’d think he was looking at Goose himself. The way he looked at Beatrice was identical to how his father looked at Carole, if not even more, that was pure raw adoration coming from him. “She’s amazing,Mav.” he whispers, thankful of the jukebox playing so he doesn’t have to worry about keeping his voice down so much, “God, I mean…who would’ve ever done something like this for me?”

Pete chuckles, looking back at the brunette with a fond smile. She made his godson so happy, he couldn’t help but care about the girl too, she was sweet and smart, she loved Bradley so much it was rotting sweet “You know,” Bradley begins after a while, “I think that after the holidays pass and if I’m not deployed, I might take her to see mom.”

Mav inhales sharply, but nods, that means he’d take her to Virginia, “Yeah?”

“Yeah,” Bradley says sweetly, “My mom’s birthday is in January, I can…take her with me, to see mom and dad.” he smiles wider when Bea notices him, but doesn’t get closer yet, she’s still gathering glasses from the tables, “I might show her some snow, it doesn’t snow enough here.” or at all, no snow unless you go to the mountains. “Even if she hates the cold.”

They laugh together quietly and Pete knows, he knows exactly what’s going on in Bradley’s head because he’s seen that very same look on Goose after just a few months of dating Carole.

“I’m going to marry that woman, Pete.” he had said then, “I’m going to marry her, I swear.”

He also knew that Bradley wasn’t going to voice it without thinking about it, even if he felt like he should, it doesn't mean he would do it now. He’d hate to disturb Beatrice by being so quick to jump the gun so to speak. But Pete knew it just by seeing the way Bradley had the puppy dog eyes as he followed her around the bar that there was no going back now, it probably never was from the very first date.

“Hi Pete,” Beatrice says sweetly when she gets to the bar, standing right on Rooster’s left, ‘Hi Roos.”

“Hi gorgeous.” he says quietly, his smile dopey and enamored “Was showing Mav the tatoo,” he turns his head to his godfather who just grinned to Beatrice, the girl holding the tray with both hands in front of her chest and blushing cherry red, “He thinks it’s amazing.”

“Oh…I-I’m glad.” she blushes even more, placing the tray down to wipe her hands on her pants getting rid of the moisture from holding wet glasses all night after telling Penny what the last table ordered and waiting for the woman to place it on the tray again, “I…really liked doing it and Taboo does a great job.”

“Well, sure, but the drawing was yours first.” Maverick grins, gesturing to the girl with a finger, to which Beatrice only blushes harder, muttering a quiet ‘thank you Mav.’ “And I really think that they would’ve loved it too.” she knew who they were, and she tried to hold back her gasp of surprise and emotion, biting her lip hard with another nod, choosing to simply do that instead of speaking, fearing she’d break down during her shift.

She excused herself once Penny was done, Rooster briefly squeezing her hand before anyone could notice it, dropping his hand on top of his thigh as she walked away,”...God I love her so much.” the young pilot shuckles, his cheeks flushing just a bit, warming the golden skin, “She’s just great, isn’t she?” his godfather nods, choosing to be silent and yet very amused by all this instead of voicing it.

“She is Roos.” he agrees, then he pauses, “You do know there’s going to be a ball during Christmas week, right?” Rooster’s enamored expression turns confused, facing Pete who just laughs as if he couldn’t believe it either, “Something about the success of our mission and…a celebration.”

Oh.

Rooster notices how Mav’s eyes lowered when he says it. Admiral Kazansky. His death was still pretty fresh in everyone’s minds - it has only been a few months after all - it made sense people would want to celebrate him even more, “Right. When is it happening?”

“According to Cyclone it’ll be on the 23rd.” Mav says, sipping his beer with a small frown, “Tom’s family will attend, it’ll be important.” he says softly, looking down at his glass. Bradley knew how much that affected him, he knew how much it hurt Pete when Admiral Kazansky died…and his attitude back then didn’t help at all.

He scratches the side of his face, looking up at Beatrice’s retreating form with his eyes dropping down her curvy frame…she’d look amazing in a ballgown. Not only that, but he’d like to go and it’s one day before the Schiavoni’s Christmas celebration. He just had to talk to her about it but he had a feeling she’d accept, “I’ll talk to Bea, then I’ll let you know?”

Maverick nods, giving him a thankful smile and patting his shoulder, “Sounds great, Brad.” he says, “I’d appreciate that.”

#bradley rooster bradshaw #rooster bradshaw #bradley bradshaw x oc #top gun maverick #bradley bradshaw x reader

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literaphobe · 3 years ago

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as fellow mcc enthusiast and dream enjoyer, i'd love to hear your thoughts on the new scoring for mcc. i think spreading the team bonuses for tgttos and adding individual bonuses addresses a lot of dream's concerns about the game. i also think that closing the gap in the differential for sg will really make a difference and could even incentivize taking out other teams earlier in pursuit of higher placements instead of leaving it for the free for all in the end -tumblr user cyancoyotes

hello!! i almost forgot to do this because ciara @dwtakgae summoned me to explain everything to her in the discord first. but i’m here now ❤️ let’s get into it:

tgttosawaf:

new map round! looks cute n seems to be mostly just about bridging still, but ig w the added risk of having to restart if u fall into the lava and fail to bridge up/not die?

i quite like the points update, it rewards individual performance n team performance but like more proportionately! top 4 individuals get a bonus every round, n top 4 teams to finish also get a bonus every round that scales down the lower u finish :) this means dream can relax knowing performing high individually Will pay off for his team (he is p consistent n i think he could get 1-4th for about 2-4 maps if everything goes okay), n they won’t get so screwed by the ‘first team to finish’ bonus, so long as their team finishes top 4 :) i think cyan coyotes has a bigger chance to farm more points this way! n im excited to see how tommy will do if he Doesn’t punch, since dream prob pointed out to him and ponk how detrimental that is, n im p sure tommy really Really wants to try hard n play sweaty this mcc

survival games:

they’re going back to forest! where dream did a lot better bc this was the mcc15 map too!

im REALLY glad kill points were nerfed, 100 points(?) was just ridiculous and scaling it down to 35 is so much better bc now dream won’t worry as much about not getting kills/other teams getting more kills

this combined w the ‘final survival position’ buff where all the teams are ranked in terms of when their last member died and given team bonus points for it (650 unmultiplied for first place!!) makes it so that SURVIVING is prioritized as the main focus of the game, and we all know how good dream is at that teehee (manhunt)

battle box:

the new map REALLY interests me. theres no water or lava to slow you down or insta kill you, and they have LEAF BLOCKS meaning AERIAL PLAYS, bridging, towering, etc. really adds a new element n changes things for battle box + the possible plays to be executed!! which is so cool!! ofc it all depends on how many leaf blocks they get, im sure dream has already started strategizing if he knows :)

ace race:

python’s crypt isn’t historically dream’s best ace race map, but the good thing about getting python’s crypt over a new map is that dream’s PLAYED it before meaning he has a vod of his own to study, he can def review n see what he has to take note of, what shortcuts to do/avoid, and tips he can give his team right before the event :)

parkour tag:

new map!! it looks cool, and imo getting a new parkour tag is a slight disadvantage, but it could wind up being an advantage for Dream specifically, since his parkour mechanics outshine that of most people—he could wind up catching people faster and surviving better! the only point of contention is how tommy n ponk adjust to it, my guess is tommy is hunting 4 times n ponk 1 time, or depending on how well ponk does, tommy 3 n ponk 2

#ask #dreamwastaken #mcyt #tommyinnit #dropsbyponk #is that everything?#idk if i missed anything important

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rinstars · 3 years ago

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risa im so sad :(

so i like this guy right (when i eventually reveal myself i’ll show you the texts) but he’s so hard to read and idk if i have a chance with him… he doesn’t like ldr’s and i’m in a different state than him (and rn i’m in a completely different continent) but the way he talks to me makes me feel so <333

we’ve been friends for a while now like almost 3 years and he’s been so supportive of me through surgery and also one of our mutual friends was being really disrespectful (and when i unfriended her and she tried talking shit about me to him, he shut her down immediately)

AND TODAY HE MESSAGED ME and he was teasing me about my spam acc’s username (because it’s related to suna) and then he replied to my message about not adding him on the switch and he was like “i was so excited when i got a friend request but then i saw it wasn’t you” and then he was like “but no it’s ok me and my switch can wait” and it was so cute :(

AND WHENEVER I HAVE DRAMA WITH SOMEONE, or someone disrespects me and i tell him he’s like “i don’t like them” or like “i will join you in not liking them” and he’s just so :((((( and he brought up the idea of us playing uno in the club together because we both don’t drink but we’d still wanna go to the club with our friends. and when i had a falling out with our ex mutual friend and his best friend, i asked if he could still come visit me someday so i can show him around where i live and the stores and THEN he can cut me off forever and then he was like “IM NOT GONNA CUT YOU OFF AFTER YOU SHOW ME STORES IN ___” AND I WAS JUST SO 😔😔😔😩😩😩

AND WHEN I WAS HAVING A HUGE DILEMMA I WAS LIKE “SOS I NEED HELP ASAP” and usually he takes weeks to reply but whenever i say like sos or i need help he replies straight away and he was like “hello (my name) i am here to help as requested” AND THEN HE GAVE ME SUCH GOOD ADVICE AND HE ALWAYS MATCHES MY ENERGY AND HAS THE SAME OVER-EMOJI-USAGE TENDENCY THAT I HAVE. but i’m literally convinced he does not like me back and that he’s just really friendly and only sees me platonically 🙁

also he’s pulling a cfm! suna rn because he had this on and off thing with this girl in 2020 and it kind of continued into 2021 (they’d always go into the talking stage and then something would happen and he’d leave but then she’d convince him to come back blah blah blah) and my friends are saying stuff like that never lasts and it’s better to just confess and get it over with and if he doesn’t like me i can move on. BUT I DONT WANNA DEAL WITH THE REJECTION ABD I ALREADY KNOW HE DOESNT LIKE ME BACK, I DONT GET THE “i have feelings for you” VIBES FROM HIM🙃🙃

- so sorry for the long rant and pls let me know if i made you uncomfy, a very distressed AYC anon. 😔😔🫂🫂

YOU DIDNT MAKE ME UNCOMFY AT ALL BUT I TOOK FOREVER TO REPLY TO THIS IM SORRY 😭😭😭 how do i say this.. i've had kindaaa similar experiences with someone (not on my current bf but someone else from 2 years(?) back i think) and literally i just confessed HSJSHWKHWJW idk he def didn't like me then and he rejected me too so i was like ok but we should still be friends and he was like yea ofc but the thing is, since he alr knew how i felt about him, it was much easier for me to just playfully flirt and joke around with him and like a month later he was like I LIKE YOU TOO 😭😭😭 GDIWHKWHEKE he said he liked the confidence and hes weak against someone confessing bc then it makes him see them in a different light??? so idk you think about it. WHAT IF THIS HAPPENS TO U RIGHT honestly, if you believe just keeping it in would make u happier then dont do it but if something in u keeps nagging about the what-ifs then DO IT BABE 🙏 if hes as sweet as you make him out then hes not gonna cut u off bc of it ITS GONNA BE OK AND U GOT ME SO DONT WORRY ilysm dont be sad 😡

#cry for me ; series #♡ anon / ayc anon

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heyitsyn · 4 years ago

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The Past It Will Remain

Side Story!Oikawa Angst - Before ‘Enough’/ Before Making Up

a/n: dklsfjsldfkjsd yes we have a mona x seijoh manager really short story right now and uwuwuwu dont get confused you guys!!! this is an x reader so youre still y/n so im just going to give the current seijoh first year manager a name to avoid confusion :’)

so yall remember that oc @animesportboys made right? so im using her for today so manager-chan’s name is naoki :’)

okay? okay

and lets pretend nao joined before the practice match bc i mentioned in kuws ep 2 she joined later but in this one, she joined earlier on

and kunimi!sister!reader doesnt exist in this one

YALL IM UNKNOWINGLY CREATING A UNIVERSE WAIT A MINUTE I NEED TO FIGURE THIS OUT

request:

- WAIT OMG i need a side story to the oikawa angst,,, set after the practice match,, the reader getting jealous of seijoh's manager because everyone can tell that the team is in love with their manager,,, and reader feels so down especially with how oikawa and iwa seem to be all over seijoh manager-chan -- chi ☆

for the “jealous of oikawa and manager chan” request with y/n (mona) it’s set before they get back together!! — chi ☆

okayokayokay lets start

so as seen in the top this is a side story so this is kinda a filler of what happened during that big gap before they made up

so lets bring a bit of background into this

oikawa’s knee was perfectly fine earlier that day

like the mans was able to do serves and sets and jump no problem

but buckle to the knee and he came crashing down to the ground

ofc nao, our lovely babie manager, was worried as hell so she sent him to the infirmary to get checked out

‘eieiei~~ nao-chan, oikawa-san is fine-’

‘i swear to god oikawa-san if i hear ‘fine’ out of your mouth again i will show this cotton ball in your nose’

dksljfdlks chile what

‘oikawa-san is okay then-’

*cue nao shoving two cotton balls in his nostrils*

and as much as she wanted to stay and make sure he stays resting, the team needed her so she went back to the gym

poor oikawa was now in the empty nurse room and he finally was able to freely cry

it hurt like an actual biatch and he was even amazed he was able to hold the pain in for so long

our mans is so strong like what the heck :’(

and the pain only added when he saw you

oikawa wanted to go back to the gym so he ventured out of the room and into the hallway only to see you and some gray-haired guy

your hair was tucked behind your ear as you filled the bottle so he was able to see the side of your face clearly

god you are so beautiful

and he cant believe he let you go

his shock came out of his mouth as a breathless call for your name made you turn around and notice his presence

but the real pain settled in when you claimed to not know him anymore

was that it?

nearly 15 years of friendship gone?

‘not anymore’

bullshit

oikawa’s eyes shook and his hands trembled as the all-familiar feeling of intense fear appeared

as if that sentence was the last confirmation that you no longer wanted him

you no longer needed him

you were saying your farewells

he didnt even notice you leave with the karasuno player as his feet stayed planted on the floor and refusing to move

his breathing started to get heavy and he tried to take a step but a dull aching pain sent him falling to the ground

a silent cry of pain was the only thing that came out of him not from his knee,

but from a broken heart

when you found him down that hallway later, he was already dried up with tears

shrivelled and curled up into a ball of loneliness only to intensify the pain at your last goodbye

as you walked away, you clenched your fist at his quiet whimpers, pleads for you not to leave

but you knew you deserved better

you knew your worth and he was not it

DKSLFJDKJSFLDKF BRO I DONT REALLY KNOW EITHER BC HE HIT ME BUT THEN HES OIKAWA YANNO? LIKE IM SO CONFLICTED I HATE IT HERE

yet why did it hurt so much when you saw him and that girl interacting

you were in the gym, tending to the players, when you saw him walk in with an unknown girl by his arm

were his cries all a lie?

an act?

his desperate actions of wanting you back only to turn around and hold another girl?

you watched as the girl glared at him and scolded him while he laughed and ruffled her hair

you should look away and not care

maybe he was right

but he was also wrong

it wasnt him just being unfair

it was you too

the entire match, you watched as the entire seijoh team, even kunimi and kindaichi, smother this girl with affection and love

‘aww~~~ y/n-chan is so sweet to makki-san~!’

‘our little wifey~!’

SKLDFJSKDLFJSDMATTSUN PLEASE STOP IT

hell even iwa was practically giving this girl heart eyes!

kageyama noticed your stare and he sighed, knowing you were probably sad and grovelling over her

‘y/n-san, that’s nao. koga naoki. she transferred over to kitaiichi in my second year. shes really nice and i guess she continued being a manager-’

you nodded, watching her

so she was your successor

your failure of finding one made you feel guilty for years but knowing this unnervingly nice and charming girl taking over settled it down

AND MY GOD WAS SHE SWEET

you struggled to hate her as she audibly chided oikawa over his knee

‘youre already hurt yet you continue to play! youre going to get hurt more! do you want to hurt more? bc i can hurt you more by kicking your knee! maybe that would make you sit down and rest then?!’

it was a spunk you saw in yourself from way back in the day

and the way she ran around to give everyone towels to wipe their sweat off and even doing it herself to other players

and she even cheered on karasuno!

DEAR ASAHI SHE WAS JUST PERFECT

there was no way you could hate her

even after the match, you watched as the girl approached takeda and your team

‘hello, i forgot to introduce myself. im koga naoki, first year manager of aoba johsai volleyball team. you played really well today and you guys are so talented and i hope-’

as she continued to talk, your eyes moved from her to the blue-shirted boys who were watching her with such pride and love

as if she was the most beautiful thing in the world

but that didnt matter to you

what really mattered was what he was doing

and with the way oikawa would look at her, watch her with love-filled eyes, there is definitely no hope anymore

the .5 percent of hope you didnt know you clung on finally slipped and you knew he loves her

maybe it should be time he and you moved on

it was all in the past and the past it will remain

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evanpetersplschokeme · 4 years ago

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You can’t leave

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

This is a toxic relationship with Kai Anderson

I will be adding warnings

A/n: this is my first fanfic type thing so ofc it’s not going to be the best! Please no hate :)

Warning (s): blood, knifes and abuse

Word count: 1k

It was 2:11 a.m I woke up to the sounds of screaming. It sounded like it was coming from the basement, Kai always told me I should never go down there I didn’t know why but I wouldn’t dare to go. I laid there in Kai’s bed crying for a while wondering where/what Kai was doing. This time I felt like this was my only chance to go, at least get a little peak. I quickly jumped out of bed and tried to not to make any noise. Soon as I made it out of the door I ran for the basement stairs. Before I could put one foot down I felt something grab me hard, my heart dropped. I was so nervous to turn around but when I did it was Kai’s sister Winter.

“What the fuck are you doing y/n”

she slowly let go of my arm

“I- I was going to see what that noise wa-“

Winter quickly interrupted me “y/n you know you’re not allowed to go down to there...Kai will hurt you, now go back to bed”

“I’m so sorry Winter please don’t tell Kai” I whispered.

She rolled her eyes and went to the basement herself while locking the door behind her. I ran back to Kai’s bed and cried praying Winter didn’t say a word to Kai

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

It was morning I woke to Kai stroking my cheek “wake up princess go brush your hair or whatever you have to do, Winter is making breakfast”

He planted a kiss on my forehead, smiling back before Kai walked out. Wondering why he was in such a good mood I just ignored. I brush my teeth, put my clothes on and walked to the kitchen.

Winter greeted me with a fake smile I knew something was wrong I could feel it. Kai looked over at my arm and noticed there was a bruise.

“What happened to you arm?”

“Um I’m not sure” I replied, I looked over at Winter noticing her face turning red.

“Don’t you fucking lie to me y/n”

“wha- what are you talking about Kai”

“don’t be fucking stupid, I’m going to ask again, where did you get the bruise” Kai shouted

I flinched but I knew I couldn’t lie...

Quickly Winter spoke up, ”me kai I pulled her arm a little too hard last night I’m sorry”

Winter quickly ran out the room, and I was so scared my stomach dropped. Feeling Kai’s dark eyes staring at me, I got so nervous avoiding to look up, he grabbed my face forcing me to look at him which led with a slapped to my face. I felt my face burning as I let out a soft whimper.

“Y/n I know what you did last night a little birdie told me all about it... so tell me again what your plan was.” I didn’t respond

“So you’re not talking?” Kai laughed right in my face “you’re pathetic you know that? How about you go to Winters room while I go think of a punishment. Shake you head if you understand”

He was still grabbing my face pretty hard. I couldn’t really move, Kai knew this so he let go of me and walked out the door.

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

(winters room about an hour after kai left)

“You can talk y/n it’s ok i promise I won’t tell Kai”

“You literally told Kai about what happened yesterday Winter I can’t really trust you anymore.”

“Y/n he fucking heard you he heard the door what the fuck do you want me to do?..lie to him? I can’t do that”

“Whatever winter” I replied giving a small attitude

“Give me you pinky I want to ask you something”

I hesitated a bit but we locked pinkies anyway.

“Are you scared of Kai?”

I laughed at her thinking that was the most obvious question. “yes”

“good, Now meet me at the at the basement stairs tonight I’ll sneak you in”

right when Winter said that the front door opened. She got back on her laptop as I just sat there. Kai pulled me by my hair forcing me up

he pulled me close and kissed me.

“Did you behave for me today doll? If you did I’ll give you something special”

I smiled “yes sir”

he laughed “good. Now winter, was she good?”

“Get out”

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

Now that Kai and I are alone in his room he pulled me on top of him.

“Show me how much of a dirty little slut you are”

I got off of him and said no, his jaw clenched as he left out a soft laugh.

He slowly unbuttoned his shirt, never taking his eyes off me. “Please y/n just a kiss”

“Kai i said no”

“Fine what else do you want”

“You to love me” tearing up I instantly regret what I said.

“Y/n what do you mean? Do I not love you enough?” He mocked

“Forget it” I cried

“Go to sleep it’s 11 o’clock, I’ll tuck you in”

Kai gives a kiss on the forehead after he tucks you in his bed whispering “now listen to me. Do not leave this bed no matter what you hear...now good night my lovely”

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

It was 2:57 am when I woke up to more screaming I remember what winter said, Kai was gone again I knew he was there, I just knew he was doing something horrible but I had to see for myself. It stopped...I tiptoed to Winters room.

“Winter..Winter..Winter” she wouldn’t move so I shook her.

“Oh my god I’m sorry y/n I forgot about that thing come on”

“wait Winter have you been waking up to screaming lately?”

“Stop being dramatic y/n I bet it’s just Kai watching tv downstairs”

“you never know Winter it just makes me worried”

Winter opens the door and pushes me in, I see a group of people all standing in a circle looking at me in clown outfits. I backup slowly to the steps noticing winter isn’t there anymore she set me up..

I’m so fucking stupid why did I believe her

I cried yelling out for Kai as loud as I could. I tried beating on the door trying to get out but something was blocking it, I should’ve listened to Kai about the basement. One clown started coming to me I wanted to pass out but I screamed..nobody came. A clown was reaching for their mask as if they were talking it off.

It was Kai how could he do such a thing to me.

“WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME KAI”

“WINTER PLEASE”

“she can’t help you she’s the one who set you up. God y/n you’re so stupid” Kai said.

“N-no please don’t hurt me” I backed up in the corner putting my knees to my chest.

“We’re not here to hurt you.. we’re here to hurt him” A female voice spoke up, she was wearing an elephant outfit

“hi-him?” I stuttered

“the man in the chair, his name is RJ he didn’t listen so now we’re killing him” Kai laughed

“this is a cult doll, this is my big secret.”

“Kai can I just go to the room please I promise I won’t bother you anymore” my voice shaking

“no. you’re going to kill him with this”

my heart dropped, I screamed, I got up from the corner I was backed up in and walked to Kai slapping him in the face.

“You shouldn’t of done that you bitch” Kai punched me. I fell to the ground crying while everyone just stood and watched, my nose was bleeding

I begged for forgiveness

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

***TW: knives, cutting and blood*** “get the fuck up and take this or it’s you instead of him”

Kai waved the nail gun in my face I tried to get up but I just couldn’t, the blonde girl that was in the elephant outfit ran to help me but Kai yelled at her telling to get out, he grabbed me by the arm pulling me up pushing me onto the man.

“DO IT” Kai shouted

I pressed the nail gun the man in the chair. Crying so hard I could barely breathe anymore

“Y/N IM NOT GOING TO TELL YOU AGAIN”

“I’m so sorry” I whispered

the nail shot through his head. The guy in the chair RJ and I both screamed at the same time. I fell to the ground dropping the gun with me I felt Kai touch my back, he squatted down next to me

“see baby that wasn’t bad was it”

“fuck you Kai” I yelled out,

he laughed “well then now it’s your punishment you brat” Kai made everyone leave.

It was just us

Now scared I felt like throwing up we were alone..me, Kai, and RJ’s lifeless body. I didn’t know what Kai was going to do with me

“baby I’m so sorry don’t hurt me...please” I cuffed Kai’s cheek

“i want you to suffer” Kai said with a big smile he pulled out his knife

“K-Kai baby..what are you doing”

“pull up your shirt” he said forcefully trailing his knife down my body from my throat.

Gasping as he started carving letters on my stomach I kicked and screamed wanting him to stop

“shh shh it’ll be over soon I promise”

I threw my head back jerking and moaning in pain. Kai placed one hand over my mouth making sarcastic jokes asking if it hurts when he knows it obviously does.

“This is what you get for being a bad girl, I told you to not come down”

I started to hyperventilate, I stopped making noise because I knew it wasn’t going to help any.

Feeling Kai’s fingers trace over the cuts he made. Blood was everywhere he removed his hand from my mouth I didn’t dare to make a sound.

He laughed and put his bloody fingers in my mouth

“do you wanna see”

I shook my head no violently, Kai didn’t like that so he kicked me and dragged me out the basement. I felt paralyzed wondering where he was taking me

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

We got up the stairs, he was dragging me into the bathroom.

“W-what are we-“ I couldn’t finish my sentence it felt like I was dying.

Kai ripped all my clothes off “I’m cleaning you up baby” he said as he while stroking my hair.

He stood me up and told me to look in the mirror “you’re so pretty y/n look at your tummy”

I couldn’t move my head at all I didn’t even want to look but I did. The statement ‘did you learn’ was written across my body

“WINTER” I yelled as loud as I could Kai shut me up real quick by putting a knife to my throat.

“Get in the bath I need to clean you”

“w-will you hurt me?”

He didn’t say anything. Just stared waiting for me to get in I slowly limped grinding my teeth together from the pain of the hot water. I looked over at Kai and he was crying...he fell to his knees putting his face in my arms

“I’m so sorry- I’m so fucking sorry” he sounded like he actually meant it, he was upset but I didn’t care. I watched him cry as I was on the verge of passing out.

“Y-y/n hey wake up” Kai violently shook my head.

I don’t know what’s happening to me I keep going in and out of reality kai grabbed the washcloth gently going over my body acting like he just didn’t do this horrible thing.

“Stop Kai please”

“s-stop what I- I love you”

“n-no you don’t” i uttered in a very low weak voice

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

I woke up with Kai by my side in his bed I couldn’t remember a lot from the night before other than what happened in the basement. I was wearing his clothes but I don’t know how I got into them but it didn’t really matter. I tried waking Kai up by rubbing his forehead, his eyes began to slowing open. He pulls my head towards him and kisses my nose. The first thing he asked was if my stomach was ok I pulled up my shirt noticing someone wrapped me up.

“No Kai”

“look y/n I’m sorry I really am but..you know now”

“what are you talking about? Know about wh-“

“the cult y/n I’m sorry but I don’t trust you”

“Trust me with what Kai?”

“The secret...I have to kill you”

“are you serious” i gave a fake laugh but kai didn’t.

“K-Kai” this was wrong he’s never joked like this. “stop with the joke it’s not fucking funny”

Kai gets closer to me as I get off his bed trying to reach the door. When I try to run he pulled me and threw me on the bed.

“KAI STOP GET OFF OF ME”

Trying my best to fight back he got on top of me with his hands wrapped around my throat. All I could think about was why is he doing this. Kai mumbles words as I struggle for air.

“I love you, I’m sorry, forgive me” Kai kept repeating those words.

I was losing my hearing, breath, and vision. Everything was distorted but I could still see figures

Winter.. Winter walked in

my weak arm tried to grab her in hopes she would stop him.

She didn’t

She just looked

I took my final breath as I watched him kill me with Winter by his side.

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

A/n: Hi guys I’m glad you make it this far I hope you enjoyed it just know this is my first so sorry if my grammar and sentences were off!

please no hate :)

#american horror story #kai anderson x reader #ahs cult #ahsfx #kai anderson #evan peters #evan peters x reader #x reader

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littlegiantposts · 4 years ago

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pilot (~revised~)

Kageyama x f!reader

may contain spoilers!

description: In which Y/n is a new addition to Karasuno’s Girl’s Volleyball Club

warning: I’m sure there are some curse words in there.

A/N: yeah so there is another version of this on my blog, but that was really like a test run/rough draft, so here is the revised one that I like better and I added more scenes. ALSO, just ask if you wanna be added to like a taglist. I already stated this in the previous pilot post i will state it again to make sure.

This started off as just as a nice story to play in my head, but I really wanted to see if I could write it down. First things first, I am raised in California. Thus, I am quite incompetent in knowledge about Japan schooling. All my knowledge is really from me googling stuff and ofc, watching haikyuu. With that said, if I made a mistake on the take of Japan schooling, I do not mean to cause any offense. This is solely for entertainment purposes. With that said, I do not own the characters of haikyuu. However, there are some characters I made up with my own imagination. In addition, this is an “x reader” sort of story but I will be defining some of her characteristics so I am sorry if it hinders you from imagining its you. Finally, I am not that good at writing stories lol but im trying. I hope you enjoy.

I hate introductions. Y/n thought to herself as she sat back down in her seat after standing in front of the class, stating her name and her previous school. Her gaze shifted towards the window. The sun was out and shining and she had the perfect view of the gymnasium. Oh how she just wanted to get up from her uncomfy chair and leave the boring lecture and head towards the gym.

It was the first day of school for Y/n at Karasuno High. It’s not like she started in the middle of the semester, no, she was just about a month late into the school year. With her work ethic, she didn’t feel any pressure in order to catch up with everyone else. She knew she would get it done.

It’s not really her fault she came a bit late into the school year either. Her dad’s job required a small move, not that she was complaining. She didn’t really feel tied down at her old high school because: she wasn’t there for that long and she didn’t really make any friends, despite joining a sport.

It’s not that she didn’t want to make friends. It seems that her track record, or the lack thereof, from junior high with meeting new people has left an imprint on her.

Y/n looks down at the worksheet that was passed out in the beginning of class. The assignment was already completed due to Y/n’s eagerness to finish any homework that would take away time from her main passion.

Some people would say she was obsessed. Some would say dedicated. She simply sees volleyball as an opportunity. The class bell rings, signaling for lunch. Before she realizes it, she is walking towards the gym, in which she would meet the girl’s volleyball captain. As she is switching shoes, she can hear screaming from inside.

“-What did I tell you about touching my onigiri! You are going to pay for that!” “I really didn’t mean it this time, I promise! I didn’t know it was yours!” The voices were muffled, yet she was still able to hear the sincerity in both of the voices. Y/n was about to open the gymnasium’s door when the door swung open by a tall pink-haired girl. She was being chased by another tall girl with long blonde hair, but she was a bit shorter than the pink one. Before Y/n could process stepping aside because it seemed the pink-haired girl had no inclination in stopping, she was tumbled to the ground by the girl who she can only guess took an onigiri without permission. As well, the blonde clumsily tripped and fell on top of the two.

“You idiots! Will you stop it! We already told you, we got a guest coming today and we want to make a good first impression!” A stern voice called out inside the gym.

“Um, Moa-san, I think our wishes are already soiled.” Another voice chimed in from the gym.

“Wha- You dumbasses! Hey, are you okay?” A girl with dirty blonde hair came out from the entrance and offered a hand towards Y/n as the two perpetrators started to get up with apologies towards Y/n.

“Yeah, I am good.” Despite just being tackled to the ground, Y/n remains as neutral as ever.

“Aren’t you going to ask if we are okay?” The energetic, pink haired spoke.

“As if I care when you collide into our guest! You really need to be more cautious, Etsuko!” She barked. “I am Aihara Moa. Pleasure to meet you. You’re the first year that turned that application past the deadline, right?” she states more calmly than her previous statement.

“Pleasure is all mine. And, yes. Sorry for the inconvenience.” Y/n states with quite the unfazed face.

Does this kid crack a smile once in a while? Moa asked in her mind. She seems quite different than the other first years we have. Her thoughts continue.

“I am Oba Yuma and this is Morita Etsuko.” Yuma, who had the pretty, long blonde hair, spoke with a warm smile.

“Why did you introduce me?! I wanted to have a cool introduction!” Etsuko huffed with a small pout.

“Well, it’s not like you can recover your so-called ‘cool introduction’ from that full-body collision.” Yuma smoothly replied. Etsuko’s eyes widened and cheeks heated up as she couldn’t come up with a sly comeback to her logic.

“You guys are just lucky that Rinko isn’t here to scold you.” Moa warned the 2 first years. With the mention of the scary third year that wasn’t even the captain, yet she reigned supreme in the disciplinary department, they shivered at the thought of the punishment.

As Y/n stepped further into the big, bright court, she spotted that she could only assume was the captain as she looked so appalled at what happened.

“Hello, you must be Michimiya Yui.” Y/n knew she had to say something to pull the worried captain from her thoughts.

“Hi! Yes, that’s me! I am so sorry for those two. I would say they aren’t always like that, but I don’t want to lie to a potential teammate.” Yui spoke with an uneasy smile.

Yuma and Etsuko’s interests peaked when they heard “a potential teammate” come out of their captains' mouths. They were the only first years on the team, so the thought of another person in the same boat as them made them excited and wanted to join the conversation. The two first years gave each other a look and started to walk towards Yui, and hopefully their new friend. However, before they could even be in ear-shot, the pair got pulled away by Sasaki Chizuru, another third year.

“Oh, no. Don’t think you will be bombarding her with questions right off the bat.” She bluntly states.

“Oh, c’mon Sasaki, aren’t you curious about her? Like how did she get into volleyball? Or even, is she a beginner? Or maybe she is an absolute monster who dominates the court!” Etsuko proclaimed as her mind went too fast for her mouth to follow.

“As of right now, it’s not our business. All we can do, and are allowed to do”, emphasizing the word ‘allowed’, “is to watch from the sidelines and quietly eat our lunches.” Chizuru instructed the first years and pointed at the far corner of the gym.

Despite her own words, Chizuru couldn’t help but glance at Y/n and wonder the same things that the first year questioned. At face value, Y/n was quite the enigma. The 2 first years gave a pout, but headed towards their desired location.

“So, you came from Niiyama Girls' High? That’s a really good school for volleyball. What made you come to Karasuno?” Yui asked.

“It was the most ideal school in terms of my dad’s work location.” Y/n states plainly. She didn’t technically lie. It was an ideal school in terms to the proximity to her new apartment, but that was not the only reason. She saw videos of their interhigh-prelims last year and to be quite frank, Y/n was not entirely impressed with the state of their team. However, she knew that this meant there was room to grow for them. She knew very well that she could have gone to Shiratorizawa and joined their girls’ volleyball. Objectively, with her skill set, Shiratorizawa made sense. Nonetheless, Y/n didn’t know what compelled her to pick this one. She convinced herself it was because she is a sucker for rooting the underdog.

Does this kid show any emotion? Yui thought in her mind. It’s like nothing affects her.

“How long have you been playing volleyball?” Yui curiously asked.

“Since the 2nd grade.” Y/n quickly states. As much as she wasn’t showing it, she was just itching to show what she can do. The court was right there in front of her, after all.

“That’s impressive, alright, well if you’re comfortable with it, I’d love to see some serves and sets from you. After school, we can hold a three on three since we all aren’t really in the right clothes to play.”

“Sounds good.” To say Y/n was excited would be an understatement. As she removed her cream sweater, she could feel a set of eyes burning a hole on her back. She turned around to put her sweater down and realized that she was wrong. It wasn’t one pair of eyes, it was all of them, curious to see how good she really is. She could feel her heart pounding at the thought of holding everyone’s attention. She knew if she let her mind continue, the nerves would get to her and hinder her performance. She took deep breaths and started to quietly humm a song that was previously playing on her phone from her morning ride to school.

Yui passed a volleyball to her and ran to the other side of the net, and yelled, “Let’s see what ya got!”

Y/n carried herself behind the serve line, taking one deep breath to keep her hands from shaking. With that exhale, she opened her eyes and focused her sights on Yui. The captain wouldn’t admit it, but she could already feel herself sweating under the first year’s gaze.

She looks so intimidating. I’m not even on the court, yet I’m scared. Yuma viewed Y/n’s determined look. For Y/n, it was as if everything crumbled away and the only thing remained was the court. She starts her run up.

A jump serve?! Yuma, Etsuko, and Chizuru incredulously thought simultaneously with eyes basically bugging out of their head. They watch in amazement as she jumps with severe height and reeled her arm back. After that, all that could be sensed was a loud snap and then the ball smacked the ground next to the wide-eyed captain. The impact from the ball gave a small breeze through Yui’s short hair. The deafening silence that followed her serve filled the room in an instant. Those watching from the sidelines had to pick up their jaws from the floor.

“She’s a first year?! Are you sure?!” Etsuko broke the silence with her curiosity getting the best of her.

“Boke Etsuko! That was already clarified, don’t make her repeat herself!” Yuma scolded. While Yui read your capabilities on your application form, it was nothing like actually being on the receiving end in real time.

“That’s quite a serve she got in her arsenal.” A voice startled the three high school students, sitting on the sidelines. Etsuko and Yuma were the most startled, but Chizuru was quite used to her fellow classmate popping in every now and then.

“Seriously, Sudou. We have to put a bell on you or something because I don’t think my heart can take any of your surprise entrances.” Sudou Rinko only slyly chuckles at Etsuko remark. She looks over at Y/n and Yui on the court.

“Did you guys see the precision on that serve?” Rinko posed to the other three sitting on the ground, munching on their lunch.

“Well, not really, but it landed, like, near Michimiya, right?” Etsuko tries to come up with the answer that Rinko was looking for.

“It landed right next to her left foot. I think that pipsqueak is able to aim her serve.”

“What?! That’s insane.”

“Yeah, insane, but not impossible.”

“With her, maybe we can win more games!”

“Don’t get your hopes up, Etsuko, a team is only good if everyone is giving their all.” Yuma reminds. “After all, there’s not only one person on the court, there’s six.”

“I heard she came from Niiyama Girls' High.” Sudou stated as she reverted her gaze back to her fellow teammates. They stared at her after she gave more information on the stranger in their gym.

“Why would she come to Karasuno then?” Yuma asked honestly. She knew that her team had strengths, but she also knew that other teams had strengths that overpowered them.

“How could you diss your own school like that?” Etsuko was almost angry at how her teammate was treating their school. She always was the one to take pride in everything she does.

“No, that’s a valid question. It makes sense that a player with her caliber would be well-suited in a powerhouse school.” Rinko supported Yuma in her question. All four look ahead and see that Y/n is beginning to set for Yui.

“Her precision and accuracy are so on point, it almost makes me sick.” Yuma commented on how your form for setting only held the necessities. Y/n stepped with purpose, and it showed as she passed a nice set for Yui, allowing her to have optimal choices in where she can place her spike.

The bell rang, ending lunch. Etsuko couldn’t wait for practice. She wanted to play against Y/n on the three on three. As for Yuma, she always wanted to learn how to set, but with her grand height, most people would assume she would be great as a spiker. Everyone started to pack their belongings up, heading to their respected classes. Y/n started to head towards class 1-5. Etsuko and Yuma caught up with Y/n, standing on the sides of her.

“Do you guys need something?” Y/n poses the question bluntly, yet she was quite startled. Y/n never expected to have people purposefully come up to her.

“Yeah, where did you learn to serve like that? It’s crazy!” Etsuko praises.

“Don’t you remember what Sasaki said? Don’t crowd her with questions, dumbass!” Yuma scolded, which Etsuko already had an irritated look on her face.

“It’s only one question! It’s not like she’s going to fall apart by it, and I just wanna know because I want be strong as well!” Etsuko’s vain on her forehead looked like it was having a field day.

“Yeah, like that would ever happen.” Yuma remarks.

“What did you just say?! I’m going to make you eat your words!”

“Ooo Frenchie has me shaking in my boots” Yuma taunts with the famous pink haired character from Grease. Etsuko started to jump at Yuma. Because Y/n was between them, she raised an arm.

“Please do not fight, you may cause a ruckus.” Y/n chimed in. The first years returned to their previous spots. Etsuko huffed a little and crossed her arms and slightly turned her head away.

“So, what class are you in? I am in class 1-4. I don’t think I have seen you in the hallways.” Yuma tries to maneuver the conversation to something other than volleyball. Y/n was honestly confused. It’s been awhile when someone her age, someone in her grade asked her a genuine question about herself. She almost felt it was some sort of joke.

“Um, I have class 1-5. And that’s because today’s my first day. Transferred a bit late.” Y/n had pauses in between her words, still not used to people going out of their way to talk to her.

“Woah! You must be pretty smart! That’s a college-prep class, right?” Yuma genuinely comments with a warm smile. Y/n nods, complements on stuff other than volleyball made Y/n short-circuit. The trio walks inside the main school building, the air condition changing the atmosphere. Y/n didn’t notice, but she received some stares from other students as the three walk through hallways. While Y/n remained oblivious, Yuma and Etsuko realized immediately and looked at each other with perplexed looks, not because of the stares that were directed towards you, but the fact that you seemed unfazed by it.

“Woah, who is that? She’s really pretty.” a student spoke to their friend.

“She’s new I’m pretty sure.” another commented.

“I heard she has a famous dad. She’s like loaded.”

“I wonder if she’s taken”

“I heard she came from California.”

“Someone told me she’s snooty.”

“Her looks certainly make up for it”

“Why is she hanging out with those weird volleyball girls?”

Etsuko physically jolted at that last comment, anyone can physically see the irritation on her face. She turned her head towards the voice of the last comment, wanting to immediately put them in their place. On the other hand, Y/n was too much in her head at the moment.

Shoot, I haven’t asked them a question. Well, that’s what I should do, right? That’s what friends do? Wait, we aren’t even friends, I just met them. They probably think I’m weird. Oh great, now I haven’t said anything for the past 3 minutes. They probably think I don’t like them. Y/n felt that this was weird foreign territory.

“So, what’s your favorite subject?” Y/n broke the silence, just wanting to say anything to make sure that her two future teammates knew that she was still invested in this conversation.

Are you serious, Y/n?! No one wants to talk about school, that’s so lame! They probably think you’re a smart ass. Uhg. You’re terrible at this. Y/n wanted to groan and bow her head in shame, but all she could do is hold her head high and follow through with her question.

“I like math, and you won’t get an actual subject out of Etsuko, she will probably say something stupid like lunch.” Yuma answered.

“Hey! Why do you keep answering for me?! I am fully capable of answering!” Etsuko barked at her snarky teammate.

“Yeah, your English grade can clearly vouch for you.” Yuma sarcastically stated. Etsuko looked like all the blood from her face left, looking quite pale due to her not so great English grade. Y/n didn’t realize it, but a small smile was on her face as she saw the two interact.

“Well, this is my stop, And, Etsuko, your stop was awhile ago.” Yuma stated as she didn’t really know if she should just send a wave your way or a handshake because Y/n seemed so formal. She settled with a pat on the back. Etsuko copied Yuma, but her pat was a bit more forceful and it really just turned into a smack. Y/n didn’t say anything, but noted that Etsuko has one hell of an arm on her.

“I already knew that! I wanted to talk to our new friend!” Etsuko looked like she was going to cross her arms and stomp her foot like a small child throwing a tantrum. Y/n stopped her walking when she heard the word “friend” come out of Etsuko’s mouth. Y/n turned to look at Etsuko and Yuma with a surprised look. Etsuko and Yuma instinctively thought they misspoke and perhaps angered you.

“We’re friends?” Y/n held a pause between the two words. Her incredulous face kept switching eye contact between the 2 first years in front of her. “You don’t even know if I will be your teammate yet.” Y/n stated. Etsuko bursted out in laughter and it caused Y/n’s face to turn beet red, embarrassed. Yuma’s face looked like she wanted to backhand Etsuko, but before she could, Etsuko spoke “You don’t have to be our teammate for us to be friends! There isn’t criteria the last time I checked to be friends. Besides, you’re really cool!”

Yuma retracted her arm, despite Etsuko being a dumbass, she somehow always knew what to say in awkward situations. Y/n felt something that spread through her chest. It was a warm, fuzzy feeling. Etsuko and Yuma bid there goodbye’s to Y/n, leaving her to get to her class. The feeling in her chest was not new, it’s just a feeling that she has not felt in a long time.

Y/n sat down in her seat and pulled out her notebook. Everyone started to take their seats. Right before the teacher reached to close the door, a short girl with a small blue hair tie in her short blonde hair just managed to slip through the door. She was out of breath and sweaty, muttering an apology and quickly sat at her desk, which was coincidentally on Y/n’s left side. The teacher began lecturing, instructing to open a page in their textbook.

The end of the school day approached rather quickly. Because of her most recent interaction with Etsuko and Yuma, she couldn’t wait for the three on three. Specifically, who would she be playing against. While thinking of possible offense moves to coordinate, Y/n grabs her volleyball bag from her locker and makes her way to the girl’s gym. The door was already open and she peaked through to make sure there was no way she will be tackled again. She makes eye contact with a girl with short black hair, which she vaguely remembers as Sudou Rinko.

“Hello! I’m sorry I am a bit early, I just wanted to get a head start in warming up because I do take awhile for those.” Y/n quickly explains with a hint of timidness.

“That’s alright! I already setted up the net so you’re welcome to warm up in here or outside, whichever you prefer.” Sudou stated, making sure she didn’t seem to overbearing as others perceive her to be.

“Okay, thank you. I do prefer outside.” As much as Y/n’s face held a deadpan look, she was nervous in front of the third year. She didn’t know if she could just head out or bow. Unfortunately, she went with the latter. Sudou cheeks turned red. She didn’t really expect that, I mean in her eyes, she’s just a third year. But, your formality was appreciated.

“Heh, no need to be so formal. I’ve seen what you can do even without warming up, and we would be lucky to have you on our team.” Sudou reassured.

Now it was Y/n’s turn to turn slightly red. She’s new to accepting genuine compliments. So, all she did was a weird salute with a firm nod of her head, and headed out.

That kid has an interesting way of interacting with people. Sudou thought to herself. Hopefully, she’ll be able to open up more. Sudou busied herself by warming up as well.

In the meantime, Y/n found a spot near the side of the gym where there were no trees and the sun just perfectly drenched the scenery with natural light. It was as if the sun placed a golden film over everything and settled on a calm atmosphere. Here, Y/n began stretching.

After awhile, Y/n was tossing a volleyball up in the air, getting comfortable with how the ball fit perfectly in her hands as she set it in the air. After a couple of sets, she got into the rhythm of bumping, setting, and spiking against a wall. While she was focused on the ball, out of her peripheral vision, she notices someone. After a spike, rather than bumping it, she catches it.

“If you are going to stare any longer, I expect a name out of you.” Y/n stated with a calm yet stern tone while still staring at the wall in front of her.

“I-I’m sorry. You just seem so focused.” The stranger spoke.

Y/n closes her eyes, when she opens them, she turns to look at the stranger. He’s tall, way taller than her. He’s got a beard and his hair is pulled into a tight bun. If Y/n didn’t know any better, she would have assumed he was a teacher, but he was wearing a school uniform after all. With her eyes set on him, it was as if the guy visibly shook in fear and eyes widened.

“Well, you have to be, in an actual game of course.” Y/n responded.

“You play?” The mysterious guy asks. He does have a calming voice for someone who looks like the opposite.

“In order for me to answer, you should give me your name. I’ve been taught to not talk to strangers.”

“Oh r-right. I’m Azumane Asahi.”

There was a beat of silence as Y/n kept staring at him, deciding how she should approach this conversation. In Asahi’s eyes, he thought she was judging him and he started to wonder why didn’t he just mind his own business.

“Yes, I play.” Y/n answered his previous question. Asahi perked up at her answer like a little puppy.

“You seem like you’re really dedicated.” Asahi offered his observation to her. Y/n chuckles. Asahi’s eyes widened once more at the sudden reaction out of the girl.

“I’m guessing you play as well.” Asahi was dumbfounded at your observation. He was scared at how you were able to pick that up quickly.

“H-how did you-”

“Someone who is able to easily recognize the dedication in one person, also finds that same dedication within themselves”

Damn, this girl is wise. Asahi thought.

“However, volleyball was just a guess.” Y/n continued. “And I was lucky enough to be right.”

“Well, I don’t know about that.”

Y/n looked at him again. Y/n wasn’t one to let someone divulge into their personal life. Mainly because no one really came up to her for advice since she was quite the nonchalant person. However, if today is any indication, it seems her social interaction skills has been given a second shot. Y/n analyzed Asahi’s troubled face.

“Are you having an internal battle?”

How unfortunate that you phrased it that way, Y/n. Jeez. You can be so formal sometimes. Y/n scolded herself.

“Yeah, of some sorts.” Asahi responded with a puzzling look at the ground.

“About volleyball?” Y/n specified.

“Uh, yeah.” he reluctantly responded.

“What’s up?” Y/n knew that was more informal and she mentally high-fived herself for talking like a normal teenager.

“Can I ask you a question?”

“Yeah”

“Have you ever not wanted to do something because you failed at it?”

A beat of silence.

“No.” Y/n said confidently. However, she knew what he was trying to ask, so she added, “But, I’ve felt frustrated at it before.”

“Isn’t that the same thing?”

“Well, tell me, can you be frustrated at something yet you want keep trying it?”

Asahi didn’t respond, just thinking of what she said.

“The answer is yes, by the way. Volleyball is a sport where you are constantly improving yourself, just like any other sport really.” Y/n started to blabber on. “Volleyball provides that uncomfortable tension of not being enough. For some people, it discourages them completely, leaving them to quit or be stagnant. But, there are rare cases where the person is strongly encouraged by it. Those are the people who really do succeed.”

Asahi was deep in thought as he processed your words. As Y/n looks at Asahi, he looks like he’s going to hurt himself if he thinks any harder.

“Here, stand over there. Let me set for you.” Y/n commanded. Asahi Looks up, “h-how did you know I spike?” At this point, he thought you were some sort of psychic.

Y/n shrugs, “Only an ace would have that mindset and label a simple mistake as a “failure”. You feel like you’re whole team depends on you, right?” Asahi nods with shame. “Well, I think you need to understand that the other 5 people on your side have their own jobs as well. Sure, they know that you are capable of grabbing a point, but that’s because they are supporting you in the process.”

Asahi is quite overwhelmed at all the truth you are speaking, but it makes sense to him. Asahi obeys and walks where you pointed to.

“Now, run up like you are going to spike. You’re job is to knock,” Y/n grabs an apple from her lunch box, “this off of this trashcan.” Y/n places the apple on the the tin can and positions it in the way where a blocker would be in terms of where Asahi is standing. “Imagine this,” she draws a line in the dirt with her foot, “is the net. And, I don’t doubt that you are able to hit over the net.”

“O-oh I don’t know, you see, I haven’t really-”

“Just do it.” Y/n cuts him off with a sigh. Asahi gulps and catches the ball from Y/n.

He takes a deep breathe in. And a deep breathe out. He tosses the ball to you. Of course, Y/n perfectly sets the ball for him.

She notices after those deep breathes, it seems Asahi is a completely different person. He looks more focused and confident. His eyes are concentrated on the ball.

After the set, Y/n quickly looks over at the tin trashcan. And lo and behold, her apple is now on the dirt floor. Y/n smiles fondly. Asahi carries the most precious smile on his face.

“Now, how did that feel?” Y/n questions him.

“Makes me want to do another.” Asahi was staring at his hand as if the key to life was written on his hand. He then looked over at Y/n with a glint of inspiration in his eyes.

“The boys volleyball team should still be practicing, right? I still have to start my own practice.” Y/n shares a soft smile, which she hasn’t done in awhile. Asahi reverts back to a nervous state. Y/n’s guessing there is some awkward tension between that relationship.

“Just go to them. It never hurts to just try, right?” Y/n tries her best to be encouraging, but not too pushy.

“I-I don’t know I left them so suddenly-”

“Just go! Or else.” Y/n knew she shouldn’t use fear as a tactic to push him, but to be quite frank, it’s useful in these rare occasions. Asahi fervently nods, he didn’t want to hear what came after ‘what else’ so he quickly grabs his bag and starts his jog to the boy’s gym.

“Oh wait! What’s your name?” Asahi was already a bit far, so she had to yell, “Y/n! Good luck!” She cups her mouth as if that will totally help her voice travel to him. “Well, thank you, Y/n!”

Y/n picks up her things and heads towards the gym, where she has her own journey to embark on.

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laheyyisaac · 4 years ago

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Overdue

chapter 2 — bittersweet

SUMMARY: Guinevere Bailey just moved to McKinney, TX in order to figure out her life. She meets Captain Hank Syverson at the local library, and she finds out she might have bitten off more than she can chew. PAIRING: Syverson x OFC WORD COUNT: 1070 A/N: i will only say that i am sorry TAGS: @promptandpros @alyxkbrl @completelybonkersentirelymad @mylifefallingupthestairs @kissthatlifeaway @dangerouslovefanfic @michellemybelles-world @poledancingdinos @speakerforthedead0-blog @omgkatinka @marswritings @misslalaland @oddsnendsfanfics if you want to be added, IM me!

PREVIOUS CHAPTERS: 1

hello. this is gwen bailey. we met at the library?

Gwen had sent the text over an hour ago, no response had come yet. She was partly afraid he forgot about her. She was partly afraid he didn't want to talk to her.

She waited for however long before she decided to relieve some stress through baking. Her apartment was small, and it was made up of her bedroom, a small living area, a kitchenette, and a bathroom. The bathroom was blissfully outfitted with a bathtub, so she could shower or bathe however she wished.

But for now, she baked, content to make cupcakes to bring to the library tomorrow. She often brought baked goods to work. Her co-workers adored her for it.

Except Lacey. But she never ate the sugary sweets. She was attempting to maintain a figure. Gwen had maintained her own figure for quite some time, well rounded and not all that skinny at all. She loved herself, her body. She felt comfortable in her skin. At least, she tried to feel comfortable. It didn't always work.

She was just about to put the cupcakes in the oven when her phone buzzed. She quickly bundled the cakes in the oven and hit the timer faster than she ever had before. She rushed to her phone, picking it up with too much excitement.

Yeah. Hey. Sorry. Had to help my mom with my nieces and nephews. I built them a jungle gym.

Gwen debated on texting back right away. She didn't want to seem desperate, right? She worried over it for a few minutes before she tossed the idea out of the window. Surely he wouldn't think she was just waiting by her phone for a response. Even though… she technically had been.

fun! was it easy? i would assume it wasn't too difficult.

No. It was easy. The directions made it simple. Plus I had my brother helping me set it up. He tried to convince me we could make it without directions. Thankfully I never listen to him anyway.

Gwen smiled and laughed at the last message. He was funny, but she already knew that. When she’d spoken to him at the library, he’d seemed so nice and gentlemanly. She wouldn’t get her hopes up. A man like that? Had to be taken.

smart man. i was super excited when lacey gave me your number!! i was feeling pretty dumb that i didn’t ask for it earlier.

Well, I figured you were at work. Thought I’d make the first move and let you make the second if you wanted to. Speaking of making moves, would you want to go get lunch sometime? Or coffee? I’m not quite sure how people make friends anymore. I’ve fallen out of practice.

sure! i, for one, love eating food. it helps me live.

She hopes Sy laughed at that. She sat her phone down and went to go check on her cupcakes, eager to hear back from him.

She wondered what had been so interesting about her. Perhaps he thought she was funny? Perhaps he thought she was pretty? Perhaps she was just nice, and he was looking for a friend. Either way.

Her cupcakes were coming along nicely, and she left them in the oven a touch longer to check on her phone. One new message from Sy.

You been to that Mexican restaurant that opened up recently? La Olla Roja? If you wanted, we could go there tomorrow around lunch time?

i'm working tomorrow at lunch. how about we make it dinner? 6:30?

Perfect. See you then.

Gwen wanted to scream with joy, but she settled for kicking her feet and laughing. What an awesome turn of events.

She stood and checked on her cupcakes, pulling them out to let them cool down. Gwen went to pick out the outfit she wanted to wear, opting for a cute but casual look. High waisted jeans with no rips, nice boots, and a cropped Grateful Dead t shirt. La Olla Roja, from what she knew, was a casual restaurant. Nothing exceedingly high end. This was a casual hang out. Not a date, right? Gwen threw in a nice leather jacket to add extra niceness to the look.

She was excited. For once, it felt like things were looking up for her.

The next day, work was not so great. Three patrons had yelled at her thus far, and Lacey was being annoying. She hadn't stopped talking since they'd started working, and Gwen was a breath away from socking her in the mouth. She tried to look forward to the date/not date later tonight. She was dressed up already. All she had to do was drive over. She'd given herself a half hour too. The library closed at 6, so she would have a whole half hour. In case traffic was bad. Hopefully it wasn't. Hopefully everything went right. Hopefully.

Work ended, and Gwen was exhausted. But her date kept her going. She was going to have fun, damn it!

She walked out of work and started towards her car, pulling her phone out to check it. She had plenty of time.

She goes to her car, an old beat up Chevy, and she starts it, feeling it rumbling beneath her. She pulls out and starts towards the restaurant. She remembers what Sy said: "being on time is being late." It makes her smile. His habits were already rubbing off on her.

She made it to the restaurant in no time at all, and she spent a few minutes reapplying her make up. When she felt ready, she finally made the trek inside.

"I'm waiting for someone. Real tall? Buzzed hair."

The server shook her head. "You want me to get you a table, and I’ll send him your way?”

Gwen just smiled and nodded. “Sounds great.” She led Gwen to a table near the front, letting her get a good view of the door. She waited until 6:30. Then, she started to worry. Once an hour had passed, she texted him.

hope you’re okay. i’m headed home.

She paid for what she had gotten, a drink and plenty for a tip. She waved to the server who had helped her, and she replied in kind with a sad smile. Then, Gwen walked out the door, and by the time she got into her car, she was crying.

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namingthebadguysismyjam · 5 years ago

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The Big Damn Kiss

Request: hope you take requests for dibny:( bc i had this idea that him and the reader don't really like each other but one of them is in danger and the other one panicks and goes to save him and they kiss or something like that??? kinda like the scene in titanic when rose jumps off the boat to get to jack but also with the same amount of passion like that scene where ralph talks to barry how they are his family etc

A/N: Ofc I do!! I honestly love him so much. I hope you like this!! I don’t really remember the titanic so yeah.

Rating/Warning(s): General Audiences

Pairing: Ralph Dibny x Fem!reader

Words: 894

Summary: You have been developing feelings for him what happens when he get injured?

You were the first to admit that you didn’t like Ralph. At least not at first. He was… annoying. He had the biggest ego and you were sure he only fought for himself. Over time, he grew on you. You would roll your eyes at his comments. Hell, he commented on your suit and you felt your face heat up.

“What? It looks good on you,” Ralph continued as you walked past him. A smile crossed your face when you weren’t facing him. You two kept walking down the hallway. You quickly stopped smiling as he continued going on and on about the details in the suit. You spun around and stopped him from walking further.

“Ralph,” you started, “please stop. It was nice at first but now it feels like you’re covering up for something? So, please stop.”

“I- I’m sorry,” he said.

You two then walked in silence to meet up with Cisco. He then breached the three of you Hastings and 3rd street where there was a monster attacking. But that’s not what was on your mind. Your were still helping fight the monster with your powers but you couldn’t stop thinking about Ralph. So, he did more than just grow on you. You had developed feelings for him. Part of you thought that maybe you always did like him, you just didn’t want to admit it. It was a little hard for you to come to this conclusion. But you did. It felt like a weight had been lifted off your chest. It was relieving, in a sense.

You shot another energy beam at the monster and Ralph got in the way. Luckily, it barely grazed him. A rush of anger and worry flooded your body. Ralph had been knocked to the ground and you rushed over to him.

“You idiot,” you muttered under your breath. He didn’t hear it, though.

“(Y/N)?” He whispered. You looked him over and it turns out the monster got him more than you did.

“Vibe!” You shouted.

Cisco ran over to you and you told him what was going on. He breached you and Ralph back to Star Labs. You and Caitlin got Ralph on the table in the med bay and she started doing her work on him.

About an hour later, Caitlin was done. Or at least it felt like an hour. You weren’t sure. All you knew was that it felt like forever and you somehow felt responsible for this. Caitlin pulled you out of your thoughts and led you to Ralph. He was slowly waking up. You were at his side in seconds. Your hand subconsciously brushed his hair out of his face and you cupped his cheek for a second before letting go. You raised a brow at your actions. He just made you worry, that was all. At least that’s what you told yourself.

Little to your knowledge, Ralph had loved you for quite some time now. It started six months ago for him. He had fallen for you. It was as simple as that. He was very nervous around you. Which is why he couldn’t stop pointing out details about your suit. He also thought you were beautiful, funny, and so very smart. For him, falling for you was the best thing. He loved you and wanted you to know it. He just wasn’t sure about telling you. He thought that you didn’t feel the same. After all, you hadn’t shown much interest in him from day one. So, he loved in silence and hoped one day he could tell you and that you felt the same.

He called out your name. His voice brought you back to reality.

“Hey,” you said with a smile, “you took quite the hit back there. How are you feeling?”

He sat up and groaned in pain, “Sore but I’m good.”

You two gazed into each other’s eyes for a few moments.

“So,” he started snapping out of it, “why did you call me an idiot?”

“Why did you get in my way?” You shot back.

“I was not in your way,” he replied.

“Yes you were! I was going to shoot a beam at it and you just moved in front of it and got yourself hurt!” She argued.

“Why do you care so much?” He asked, genuinely upset and concerned.

“Because, I love you,” you said all too quickly. Your hands shot up and covered your mouth. You dropped your hands and spoke, “I mean of course I care about you but-”

He stopped you by cupping your face and kissing you. Your eyes went shut as you felt the kiss. It was a deep kiss. Your lips moved in sync and your hand rested on his arm. You never wanted it to end. He was such a good kisser and when he pulled away, he left you breathless. Completely breathless.

“I love you too,” he said, “ for a long time.”

“Want to go to dinner tonight?” You asked. He blinked but then smiled.

“I would love too,” he replied.

You two went to dinner. He figured you’d pick some fancy place but you picked Big Belly Burger. He gave you a look but you said that you were craving their fries. That’s when he knew, falling in love with you was the best thing he’s ever done.

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qyu-inactive · 4 years ago

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MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ABOUT OUTTAKES 16-18.5 BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY

We have been blessed with 3.5 glorious new parts to the wonderful Losty Aone/ Mountain Man Series by the wonderful, amazing, awe-inspiring @shhhlikeme and i am emotional and have many many feelings about it all.

Outtake 16

I love that we got to see this from the reeader’s point of view, it was nice to see our losty y/n and see how their feeling. It was a nice break from feeling sad about Aone’s broken heart.

This part made me laugh ahaha

After dating and breaking up with him, Aone had females constantly approaching him. A/N: Not constantly but it felt that way for you ofc lol

the jealously😂, the Author’s note too like “it wasnt like that at all” 😂 this emotional person (y/n) is just blowing up the situation.

and then this:

In other words: They want what you had.

i mean of course they would, Aone is the sweetest boy but only to someone he loves. Aone’s heart is too strong to let waver to someone knew so quick

This whole outtake all i could think about was that Y/n really needs to get back with her mountain man, first they want to break up so Aone finds someone new but then doesnt want him to find someone new. Like cleary y/n is not being honest with herself or Aone.

When they went to the library, ahhh y/n really just imagining the worst scnenarios in their head😂

“Oh,” your stomach flipped. “He looks so cute.” You put on a 🥺 face when you noticed how utterly adorable a standing Takanobu looked

🥺🥺🥺 Aone is always such a cutie, and y/n really broke this man’s heart😭 I know it was insecurites but still. These two are so in love but just wont get back together.

The outfit y/n is wearing😍 you always pick these really cute and sexy outfits and I appreciate y/ns confidence and style but it is not me 😂😂 but Aone thirsting over his girl tho, i would dress up like that if it meant getting looked by Aone like that 😂

I love Aone’s plan, like he is such a sweetheart and he’s making me all soft at all his effort to win his girl back🥺🥺

This outtake really gave up all the feels y/n is feeling with breaking up with Aone and I am enjoing it 😂. At the same time though I just want these to love birds to get back together ahhhhh.

One of the things I really love about this story is how strong the friendship is and how we see the outside characters really show how much they care. A lot of stories (like shojou, oh man you dont know how much shoujo manga ive read haha) just sideline their friends after the start talking to their love interest or they dont even have friends at all in the whole story. I really enjoyed seeing Katana be a voice of reason in our losty’s life. And of course the K_nji’s being our boy Aone’s best friends.

Outtake 17

okay we starting with the real friends the K_nji’s warning our boy Aone about the situation. I love them and how much they care 😂. They can be dumbasses but still, I appreciate their effort.

The University—our University— sent her a uniform that’s a size or two too small.

Does this mean they’re going to the same university? or am I reading too much into it? It might have been mentioned before but I cant remember off the top of my head. Also Aone really living his best life and his worst life rn 😂😂 like he gets to see his girl in a super tight cheer leading uniform and spend one on one time with her but he cant do anything about his desires. His confidence tho haha “I’ve seen Y/N in a cheerleading uniform before” not like this you havent😏

Aone Takanobu can truly say—if he could speak—that he will never even question Futakuchi again.

Again I just really love their friendship, parts like this really get me 😂😂😂

When y/n took out Aone’s jacket automatically🥺🥺 my hearttttt, and how long Aone’s jacket is on them🥺🥺 this whole part made me so softtt. Like imagine wearing his jacket🥺🥺 it would be so comfy and warm.

There are so many golden lines I loved from this part, but Aone’s spank bank is just a phrase I wasnt expectng to read but it is gold. Im sure his bank is full and loaded😂

Then some random gross guy comes up to y/n, like the audacity of this guy.

He had such a disgusting grin on his face

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮 this guy can back offfff.

I really love when Aone comes in to protect the reader🥺🥺 he’s not the iron wall for nothing too.

Your knight has arrived. Your ex-knight. ☹️

and then you go and hurt me again😭😭

I really wanted Aone to just kick a dude in the chest, like step the fuck off 😂😂.

“Take one more step toward her.” Aone growled in the smoothest voice.

“I dare you.” Aone added, for good measure.

Im absolutely swooning, Aoneeeeee🥺🥺🥺. And the fact that he wanted the reader to come with him so she wouldnt get anyone bothering her😭😭 he’s such a gentlemen. No one bothers Aone’s girl whose not his girl at the moment, especially guys who arent wanted

now onto the fun part of this outtake😏 I wasn’t expecting to see texts but it was definitely a nice addtion!! Our poor Aone soo horny and sweet, I dont know if the dead squirrels worked hahaha.

but he couldn’t help but wonder how he was going to edit all of this together in the time frame he promised he would with only one hand.

this went over my head when i read it the first time omg😂😂😂 Im sure Aone can do it, he’s a very capable man. This whole section had me laughing but also feeling slightly bad for Aone, again his poor horny heart right now is conflicted but very much fed. Im glad he was able to get a break, I dont think his length could wait (im not used to using subtle language hahaha) anyway this whole part was fun to read.

Aone bit his juicy bottom lip,

I legit bit my lip just before reading this part😂

Outtake 18 & 18.5

Now we’re hitting the climax!! (after Aone just hit his climax and is about to hit again😗)

—who imo really should return to their own homes now but would rather not—

I mean do these two even have their own homes anymore😂, theyre basically apart of the Aone family now. Family who also understand when to leave their horny pal alone for time being.

OKAY ONTO THE IMPORTANT PART!!! AHHHHHHHH.

“Aone-senpai, do you even have snapchat?!”

“Obviously not.” Kenji answered for his friend, being snappy.

“WELL HE SHOULD GET IT BECAUSE I SAW—“

Did Kanji see Y/N and Takeru?????? I also cant believe I learnt Takeru was a third year from this series, I always thought he was a second year for some reason. I think cos he was ennoshita’s rival. not important rn lmao

“—because Aone-senpai is jacking off again. It makes you feel lighter, and happier—so that’s why,”

this boy, there are some things you just shouldnt say out loud. Some things can be left unsaid (not like im blunt with my friends sometimes haha but still)

When Kenji had found out about why y/n dumped Aone😭😭😭😭 I’m glad he found out earlier then Aone, I wouldnt have wanted him to yell at the reader again.

Anyone that can do that, be so selfless—is good enough for his best friend.

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

“I can tell its her because that’s your sweater she’s wearing. Right? It says Takanobu on the back, and I remember seeing Y/N steal it out of your bag after practice once.”

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺these parts really just made me soft. like the fact that y/n still had the jacket and wanted to wear it out. and the absolute coincedence that they were in the same cinema as Aone.

“Y/N.—Sh-She-She is wearing my attire. What does that mean?”

Yeah, big guy.

Yeah, you have a chance.

Y/N still has a little….tiny bit of feelings for you

YES YES YES FINALLY , I wanted to cry here😭😭 AND THEN KENJI CONFIRMED IT ALL AND AONE THE MAN WENT AND TRIED TO GET HIS GIRL. THIS REALLY IS THE DRAMATIC PART IN THE MOVIE. AND THEN THIS [redacted] TAKERU CAME AND AHHHHH

(Aone would know that face, he only saw it everyday he’s looked in the mirror for the past 3 years)

Absolutely dead. All hope—gone.

You make me happy and then just rip out my heart like 2 minutes later. I was going from crying happy tears to sad tears in like a heartbeat.

ALSO YOU DONT KNOW HOW UPSET I WAS WHEN I GOT TO THE END OF PART 18 I DIDNT REALISE THERE WAS 18.5 AND WAS AFRAID THAT THIS WAS IT AHHHHHH. I THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING TO PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS THEN JUST LEAVE.

“I’m worried about you.” She finished, looking more serious than you’ve ever seen her.

y/n really has some good friends with her🥺

uhhh then Takeru comes in, I dont really hate him but no one stands in between our losties love, they deserve each other and no one can stand between them.

“But, tonight, if you need a shoulder to cry on, I’m just one theatre over… Okay? I have a pretty comfortable shoulder, so just text me.”

Okay this was pretty nice of Takeru, like cheesy but at least he cares and isnt staring at y/n like a peace of meat he wants to devour...

You sent it. Received a response within seconds saying he was on his way.

This boy, hes got a good heart but this isn’t your story bud, im sorry.

There! Kenji-san and Koganagewa-san, two males who were looking at you and Takeru as if you two were the villains in the movie that just popped out of the screen.

if this doesnt go well these two seem like they’re going to fight y/n outside the cinema😭😂 I couldnt imagine getting death stares from the K_njis especially after hurting Aone basically twice now.

Finding HIM was all that mattered.

OKAY THIS WHOLE PART, LIKE YES GO GET YOUR MAN PLEASE. LIKE Y/N CANT JUST LEAVE THIS RIGHT HERE LIKE THIS.

white hair visible only because his head was down, forehead kissing the steering wheel, his shoulders vibrating slightly because he is crying. It’s him.

I cant take anymore sad Aone😭😭 He needs the biggest hug and his girl to be his girl again. He has gone through so much.

“Kenji-san, please leave me—““Not Justin Bieber look-alike!”

I cant with the Justin Bieber look-alike. 😂😂

Im just going to talk about my feelings for this part, but the whole confesson. I felt like crying, i feel like crying now reading it😭 it was just so beautiful. Like y/n explaing everything and saying Aone is the only man she’ll ever love. Throughout the series we really go to understand Aone’s feelings so deeply and how passionate he is but we didnt really get to see how y/n felt as much so reading this made me happy for Aone for the fact that his girl loves him as much as he loves her. They really were lost for each other, lost with out each other, but together they were

Found.

okay maybe im tearing up now😭😭

One more marathon to go and our happy couple can live happily. The fact that this story is nearly over is a little sad but I’m happy our losties found each other. Im thinking since the next parts will be the last I’ll talk about overall themes I liked and my favourite moments as well.

#shhhlikeme #Losty Aone #Losty mountain man series #this took longer then i expected but i can finally post it!!!!

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ALSO both of them for the nsfw meme bc why not

u asked for it :))

ok these may not be completely accurate bc we havent gotten into the swing of writing them yet bUT IM STILL PUMPED ???

• who kissed who first?

d&j: diana def took one for the team there n kissed jasper first I feel like?? he'd probably be in the middle of yelling at her about how much he loves her and how she betrayed him by leaving n turning into a different person when BAM she just kisses him to shut him up.

d&t: ok I feel like maybe daisy would?? like I imagine they just finished their first date and theo was a Respectful Young Man, but didn't DARE kiss her, so when he walks her up to her door, she’d go inside, but then race back on out to PLANT ONE ON HIM AYOOO

• who made the first move?

d&j: ok lets face it this would also be diana bc jasper would be too much of a pussy to do anything, esp bc he wouldn't ever wanna make di uncomfy or upset with anything he does bc he just loves her too much :’(

d&t: I feel like this would be mutual?? like the two of them would just look at each other and would just know, y’know? like ofc I feel like theo would be the type to ask for consent, but the two of them would just know when the time is right.

• what’s the relationship like?

d&j: I feel like their relationship is very much how it was when they were best friends, except with the perks of kissing and it not being weird when jasper touches her butt yknow lmao?? like it would just kinda be like a friendship, where everything’s back to somewhat normal, and diana’s calling the shots n jasper is just along for the ride :’)

d&t: ok but this would be so soft and innocent I :’( like just them glancing at each other all timidly but lovingly, never letting go of each other, whether its holding hands, or just holding onto each other. like it would very much just be a first love kind of love, if that makes any sense.

• who’s the most possessive?

d&j: dIANA I FEEL LIKE LMAO I FEEL LIKE HOMEGIRL DOES NOT FUCK AROUND WHEN IT COMES TO THE PPL SHE LOVES, so whenever any girl comes towards jasper, she's just got her claws out and she's ready 2 kill omg

d&t: lowkey feel like this could be theo?? bc of the things quinn told him before he died. like, I feel like he takes those words so seriously, so whenever someone would show any sort of interest towards daisy, he would definitely show them who's boss but in his own cute socially awkward way.

• what’s their favourite way to kiss?

d&j: idk about diana, but jasper would just love to nuzzle her neck, shoulder, chest, anYWHERE and kiss her there?? like he'd just love the snuggly aspect of kissing, where they’re holding onto each other n he feels the warmth of her body on his yknow :’)

d&t: I feel like daisy is all about the tenderness of it all? like the tender touches, like she’d def have a hand gently caressing his cheek or jaw as they kiss, and she’d always be up on her tippy toes bc she's so much shorter than him and :’)

• who tops during sex?

d&j: I feel like this is a mix, sort of? like the two of them would just kinda go with the flow of it all, and whoever tops is just like,,, okay with them yknow. just as long as its pleasing the both of them, I don't think they’d care.

d&t: since these babies are both Innocent, I feel like it would be theo who would top at first? and then after talking about it, and daisy worrying about if hes doing all the work, she would try her hand at it? but again, I feel like it would be the same as di and jasper.

• thoughts on sex toys?

d&j: jasper jokes about handcuffs and ropes all the time, but the second its made into a reality, hoMEBOY GETS SO NERVOUS AND FLUSTERED BC HES NEVER ACTUALLY USED THEM BEFORE

d&t: ok I feel like daisy is just genuinely so innocent that she doesn't know what toys are and di would have to teach her?? but omg idk if it would ever come up with she n theo unless theo is Real Kinky or diana throws some toys at him or smth bc I get the vibe that she's into some REAL WEIRD SHIT POOR JASPER WONT KNOW WTF HES GETTIN INTO

• most sensitive areas?

d&j: jasper woud loooove getting his hair played with/pulled, or his inner thighs. mans goes crazy for that shiet, esp when they're driving and di puts her hand on his thigh oOF

d&t: daisy would dIE for neck kisses omg

• do they shower/bathe together? if so, how far does anything go?

d&j: I feel like jasper and diana would do both?? but I don't see them in the bath as much as in the shower. and whOOF THEYD DO SO MANY SINS IN THE SHOWER PLS but also jasper would make it Diana’s personal duty to massage his hair ok hes a sucker for scalp massages

d&t: ok I feel like they'd also shower n bathe together BUT daisy only ever takes baths to help w her muscles bc dancer, or when she's stressed?? so there would be no sexy time there, but I feel like the shower would be full of tender love making oops

• how do they like their sex?

d&j: I feel like di and jasper’s sex could either be rlly fun and they wouldn't take it seriously and its light and full of giggling and laughter, OR it would be super passionate and desperate and needy, where they’re whispering sweet/dirty things in each other’s ear and :’))

d&t: definitely soft and slow and gentle, since they r both Innocent Babies, but I feel like once they get into the swing of things, it could be super passionate and just desperate n AGH

• how rough can the sex get before its taken too far?

d&j: I feel like things could get pretty rough, but jasper would be really scared of hurting Diana, so he wouldn't take it too far. like maybe light choking, pinning down, spanking, a lil bit of biting but he wouldn’t do too much bc he wouldn't wanna hurt or overwhelm her.

d&t: at first, I don't think either of them would even think about being rough with each other, but later on, I can see theo pinning daisy down, and daisy digging her nails into theo’s shoulders n stuff?? but it would still be soft and wholesome bc they r soft n wholesome

• favourite sex position?

d&j: jasper loves just being close to di, so he would love when she's on top in his lap riding him, and he can keep his arms around her and still nuzzle her and make eye contact w her at the same time y’know

d&t: daisy would love missionary, just bc she would wanna look at theo and take him in, and also she would be able to hold his hands and hold onto him??? idk if this makes sense I am: Dumb

• if they would have a threesome, who would their third choice be?

d&j: idk if jasper would ever wanna add a third?? he would just wanna be intimate with di bc he would just love her so much, and he would feel like a third would ruin that maybe??

d&t: oof daisy would be too insecure for a third, she's barely got sex experience down, the last thing shed want is to second guess everything even more by adding someone else oOP

#~ otp: i hope its love. im really trying to make it love #~ otp: you loved me in secret. i wanted you to scream it from your lungs #~ ask memes: answered

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