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Wymack and Abby stood in the adoption agency office, holding hands as they waited. The door opened, and the social worker stepped in with Neil. He was small for his age, with wide, mistrustful eyes and a backpack slung over one thin shoulder. His clothes were too big, his hair was messy, and his face carried a wariness that no child should have. Even though they have already been informed by neil's past family, they couldn't believe about all that this kid had been through.
âThis is Neilâ the social worker said softly.
âHi, Neilâ Abby greeted warmly, her voice gentle as honey. She crouched to his level, smiling. âIâm Abby, and this is my husband, Wymack. Weâre so excited to meet you.â
Neil didnât say anything. He gripped the strap of his backpack tightly and stared at the floor.
Wymack cleared his throat. âHey, kid. Weâve got a house, a big backyard, and plenty of space for you to settle in. Kevin, our son, is already excited to meet you.â
Neil still didnât respond, but he gave the tiniest of nods. It was enough for Wymack and Abby to exchange a look-hopeful and determined.
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When they arrived home, Kevin practically bounced out the front door to greet them. He was holding a exy stick and grinning ear to ear.
âHi, Neil! Iâm Kevin! Iâm your brother now. Do you like exy? I can teach you if you want. Let's go play!
Neil looked overwhelmed. He clutched his backpack tighter and stepped back.
âKevinâ Wymack warned, firm.
âSorryâ Kevin said, deflating a little. âBut I am really happy youâre here.â
Abby placed a hand on Neilâs shoulder, guiding him inside. âLetâs show you your room, sweetheart.â
Neilâs room was simple but cozyâa soft bed, shelves for books and toys, and a desk by the window. Neil walked in hesitantly, his eyes scanning the room as if expecting something bad to happen.
âItâs all yours,â Abby said. âYou can decorate it however you like.â
Neil didnât say anything, but he sat on the edge of the bed, his fingers brushing the soft blanket. Abby and Wymack gave him space.
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The first few days were tough. Neil was quiet, withdrawn, and avoided physical contact. He ate little at meals, flinching if someone accidentally dropped a plate, raised their voice, or hand by mistake.
Kevin tried his best to include Neil, showing him his exy stick and talking about school. Neil would listen quietly but never joined in.
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One evening, while Abby ironed clothes, Neilâs past caught up with him.
Abby stood in the laundry room, smoothing wrinkles out of a shirt with a hot iron. Neil, sitting on the couch nearby, suddenly froze when he saw the iron in her hand. His chest tightened, his breathing quickened, and he bolted without a word.
âNeil?â Abby called, alarmed. She set the iron down and followed him.
Wymack, hearing the commotion, joined her. They found the bathroom door shut, but there was no sound inside.
âNeil?â Wymack knocked softly. No answer.
They exchanged a worried glance before Wymack gently opened the door. The sight made Abbyâs heart break. Neil was curled up inside the cabinet under the sink, his arms wrapped tightly around his knees, tears streaming silently down his face.
Wymack crouched down, keeping his voice soft and steady. âHey kid Itâs okay. Youâre safe here. No oneâs going to hurt you.â
Neil didnât move, but his sobs quieted. Abby knelt beside Wymack, her eyes glistening with unshed tears.
âItâs just us, sweetheart,â Abby said gently. âYou donât have to be scared. Weâre here for you.â
Neil hesitated before slowly crawling out. Abby wrapped her arms around him carefully, and Wymack placed a reassuring hand on his back.
Kevin peeked in, looking confused and worried. âNeil? Are you okay?â
Neil didnât respond, but he let Abby hold him. For a moment, the family just stayed there, offering quiet comfort.
Later that night, Wymack and Abby sat together, their hearts heavy.
âWe knew it would be hard,â Abby said softly, âbut seeing him like that⊠itâs so much worse than I imagined.â
Wymack nodded, his jaw tight. âWeâll get through to him. We have to.â
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Days turned into weeks, and Neil slowly began to settle in. He still avoided touch and rarely spoke, but he started to join Kevin during his exy drills, even if just to watch. Kevin, ever patient, didnât push him, instead letting Neil come to him on his own terms.
Small breakthroughs happened - a quiet thank you, a hesitant smile, sitting closer during family movie nights. But there were still moments when Neilâs past would resurface, like when someone raised their voice too quickly or moved their hand too fast.
Each time, Abby and Wymack handled it with care, reassuring Neil that he was safe and loved.
It had been a month since Neil came to live with them, and Wymack and Abby had started noticing small changes. Neil still spoke very little, but he no longer flinched every time someone entered the room. Heâd even started sitting next to Kevin during family movie nights, though he kept a cautious distance.
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One Saturday afternoon, Abby suggested something new.
âHow about we go to the toy store today?â she said, her voice bright and warm as they all sat around the breakfast table.
Neil paused mid-bite of his toast, his wide eyes darting to her, unsure if she was serious.
âYou can pick out anything you want,â Wymack added. âA game, a toy, whatever catches your eye.â
Kevin, ever the excitable big brother, chimed in. âYou should totally get something cool! Like an action figure or a Nerf gun. I can help you pick!â
Neil hesitated, looking down at his plate. âI donât need anythingâ he said softly, his voice barely audible.
Abby leaned forward, her hand resting lightly on his. âItâs not about needing, sweetheart. Itâs about what *you* want. You deserve something special, and we want to give it to you.â
At the toy store, Neil stayed close to Abby, his small hand clutching hers as they walked through the aisles. The colorful displays seemed to overwhelm him, and he shrank back slightly, his eyes flitting from one shelf to the next.
Kevin bounded ahead, holding up various toys. âWhat about this? Or this? Look, Neil, this one talks when you press a button!â
Neil didnât respond, his gaze lingering on a shelf filled with stuffed animals. Slowly, he let go of Abbyâs hand and approached.
Wymack and Abby exchanged a glance, their hearts warming as they watched Neil study the plush toys.
Then, Neil stopped in front of a small orange fox with soft, fluffy fur and big, shiny eyes, kind of reminding them of neil. He reached out hesitantly, as if afraid someone would tell him no.
âDo you like that one?â Abby asked gently, stepping beside him.
Neil nodded, clutching the fox to his chest. âCan I⊠have this one?â
It was the first time Neil had ever asked for anything, and Abby felt her throat tighten with emotion.
âOf course you can,â she said, her voice soft but full of love.
Wymack ruffled Neilâs hair, his usual gruffness replaced with a rare smile. âGood choice, kid. That fox looks like itâll be a great friend.â
Kevin grinned. âYou gotta name it! What are you gonna call him?â
Neil looked down at the plush fox in his arms, thinking for a moment before whispering, âking fluffkins"
âking fluffkins it is,â Kevin said through laughter and enthusiasm.
That night, Neil went to bed, clutching king fluffkins tightly. Abby peeked into his room before she turned in for the night and saw him fast asleep, the fox tucked securely in his arms.
She quietly closed the door and joined Wymack in the living room.
âHe asked for something,â Abby said, her eyes shining with happy tears.
Wymack nodded, his voice gruff but full of pride. âYeah. Heâs starting to trust us.â
And from that night on, king fluffkins, the fox became Neilâs constant companion, a small but powerful symbol of the love and safety he was beginning to feel.
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One sunny afternoon, Kevin suggested a pool day. Wymack agreed, thinking it would be good for Neil to relax.
Abby packed snacks and towels while Wymack set up inflatables. Neil stood by the poolâs edge, fidgeting with the hem of his shirt.
âYou donât have to swim if you donât want to,â Abby said gently.
Neil hesitated before slowly pulling off his shirt.
The sight made Abby gasp softly. Neilâs back and shoulders were littered with scarsâfaint lines and faded bruises, already healing but it showed the force of the cause behind them, and a large burn on his shoulder shaped unmistakably like the flat end of an iron.
Abby turned away, tears streaming down her face. Wymack quickly followed her, his hand on her shoulder.
Meanwhile, Kevin approached Neil, his face full of concern. âDoes it hurt?â
âNoâ Neil mumbled, looking down.
Kevin hesitated before saying, âIâm glad youâre here, Neil. And I promise, no one will ever hurt you again.â
Abby returned, wiping her tears, and smiled at Neil. âHow about we teach you to swim, sweetheart?â
By the end of the day, Neil was splashing in the shallow end with Kevin, his laughter filling the air. For the first time, Neil began to feel safe.
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One quiet evening, Neil hesitated before asking, âCan I call you Mom and Dad?â
Abby and Wymackâs hearts melted.
âOf course, sweetheart,â Abby said, pulling him into a hug.
Wymack grinned and ruffled Neilâs hair. âYeah, kid. Weâd love that.â
For the first time, Neil felt like he had a familyâa home, a real one.
-THE END-
#adopted neil josten#aftg trilogy#all for the game#aftg fandom#dad wymack#brother kevin day#trauma recovery#mother abby#neil josten#aftg fanfic#kid neil josten
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Nora said that she knows who dies first between Neil and Andrew and I am BEGGING her never to release that information for my own mental health
#they donât die actually#they live forever an adopt cats and love each other and drink hot chocolate#andrewminyardsaidsskibidi2025#all for the game#the foxhole court#aftg#andrew minyard#kevin day#jean moreau#neil josten#andreil#domestic Andreil I love you#you will always be famous#betsy dobson#all the foxes live forever
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My favourite headcannon right now is that when he graduates and joins a pro team, andrew spends a good chunk of his signing bonus buying a car for Robin, after spending a few months painstakingly teaching her to drive
He tells them it's a shared car for her and neil because they "don't have him to be their personal chauffeur anymore" but they both know it's to give Robin a bit more independence
#back on my andriel informally adopting robin shit#gonna nuclear family your fav#try and stop me#just andrew doing shit for his ppl#robin cross#andrew minyard#neil josten#aftg#all for the game#aftg headcannon#andriel
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my biggest aftg head canon is that andrew is just a silly little guyâlike his meds didnât change his personality he was just more easily distractable and had less of a filter so all the stupid little jokes he made are his own
#let andrew minyard be silly 2k24#and just to be clear i donât think he would do it with people he wasnât comfortable with but like w kevin and neil heâs a silly/corny guy#maybe with aaron and nicky too as he gets older too#and eventually him and neil adopt kids and the foxes find out how corny he is cause the kids rat him out#or he says something silly to his kid to make them laugh and didnât realize the foxes could hear#also heâs a silly little guy around wymack cause thatâs Dad tm#anyways#aftg#andrew minyard#neil josten#kevin day#aftg headcanon#original overanalyzing
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Iâm thinking of a Neil with a kid fic but the kid is one that Neil found abandoned somewhere as an infant and decided to raise them. Maybe after he buried his mom on his way to Arizona?
#aftg#all for the game#aftg fanfic#neil josten#I love teen dad Neil fics#whether the kid is his sibling or child or adopted somehow#actually I just love any fox has a kid fic#post grad Dan and Matt? love it#Neil and Andrew adopt a child?#Iâll read the heck out of that#Neil comes to the foxes with a child?#Iâm all over that like flies to rotting meat#anyway Iâm going to stew over this idea#maybe start writing it#but a runaways journal is still my main project
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Some fic with andreil kids, i need that to survive
Our most recent ask for this has all of our previous recs. Enjoy! -A
latest ask:
Andreil & kids here
Kevin and his dads by Monsterputt03 [Not Rated, 646 Words, Complete, 2023]
Kevin's life with Andreil as his parents.Â
Want by TheBreadWinner [Rated G, 19938 Words, Incomplete, Updated May 2024]
Andrew and Neil are finally in a position without worries. They have a nice home, money, and dream jobs. What more could they want? Their closest friends and family are raising kids and experiencing something Andrew never pictured wanting. Now, in his thirties, he sees families everywhere: in the stands during games, at the park during his runs with Neil, and in the lobby of New York Presbyterian. Andrew knows what he wants, and he wants it with Neil.
tw: implied/referenced child abuse and neglect, tw: implied/referenced torture
you got the heart without the ache. by PatientIsTheNight [Rated G, 2483 Words, Complete, 2024]
[Andrew] cannot kill every abuser in the world, though it would be nice. More importantly, he knows that he cannot allow himself to be visibly angry, or upset - it would give the wrong idea. He isnât angry at Kylie, after all, and refuses to give her even half of an inkling of that idea. But he is still angry, in the way a wounded animal is. It takes more than he thought it would to keep himself from hiding in corners and lashing out. - Andrew and Neil foster their first kid, and face how hard it is. Itâs a kidfic, you know what youâre getting.
tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced child abuse
Whose Your Daddy Series by chaoticas_hell [Not Rated, Collection, Incomplete, Updated June 2024]
Part 1: Whose Your Daddy [47865 Words, Complete] Andrew Joseph Minyard didn't do regrets. But letting Neil in, allowing himself to want, for letting Neil slip through his fingertips- it was the closest he would get to feeling regret. It had been fourteen years since he last saw Neil, since Neil was taken right from under his grasp by his psycho-killer father and lost forever and Andrew had to make peace with that, had to stop expecting Neil to walk through his front door like he had never left. Except, one day, it all but happened. One day, a small kid with horribly cut short platinum blonde hair, striking blue eyes that plagued Andrew's dreams and nightmares, freckles and an achingly familiar horrible fashion sense showed up at his office door with the strangest question. "Are you Andrew Joseph Minyard, yes or no?" The kid asked in a British accent. Andrew could only nod. "Oh good." The kid said, suddenly unsure of themself. "Cause I think you're my dad." What the fuck?
tw: assumed major character death, tw: implied/referenced torture
Part 2: The Before [11385 Words, Incomplete, Updated June 2024] basically a sequel to my fic Whose Your Daddy taking a look at how Neil dealt with single parenthood, how Andrew faired after Neil's faked death, Jo's abysmal childhood, and judgmental family members
tw: assumed major character death, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: violence, tw: choking, tw: unplanned pregnancy, tw: transphobia, tw: gender dysphoriaÂ
Fragments of Light series by DarkD [Rated G/T, Collection, 2 complete works, Updated Jan 2023]
Part 1: Baby mine [T, 18609 Words, Complete, 2022] Andrew could practically see the image of Neil sleeping on his chest, one of the pairs of shoes he'd bought still lying there in bed with them. Neil looked so peaceful, Andrew couldn't stop looking at him. His hand was right on Neil's belly, he could almost imagine what the girls' heartbeats were like there. Neil had sung a song that night, and Andrew memorized every note because, someday, he would also sing that same song for Neil and his daughters. (They couldn't) be more wanted, they've probably never wanted anything more in their life. âYou won't touch any of them again.â Andrew said. His voice was low and his throat hurt. âYou're not getting anywhere near my fucking family.â
tw: gun violence, tw: attempted murder, tw: major character injury, tw: blood, tw: unplanned pregnancy, tw: transphobia, tw: self harm, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: destructive thoughts, tw: vomit
Part 2: My dear Nebula [G, 10086 Words, Complete, 2023] âAndrew, Andrew.â Neil whispered in his ear, the warm air against his skin making him shiver. âIt's time for our nebula.â ... Neil then asked what a nebula was and he replied: Nebulae were nurseries for stars. Birth of stars. Birth⊠âFuckâ
tw: unplanned pregnancy, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced murder
Retired by IKnowWhoYouAre_Damianos [Rated G, 1855 Words, Complete, AFTG Summer Exchange 2022]
Neil turned 35 two months ago and was finally ready to retire. A vacay will be just the right thing for his restless mind.
Neil Loves Dinosaurs series by infernalstars [Rated G/T, 32616 words, 17 Complete Works, Updated 2020]
Part 1 recced here
Part 4: Asking For Help [1501 Words] In which Kevin Day has to shift his perspective on things and he seeks out Neil for help.
tw: ableism, tw: implied/referenced abuse
Part 5: Babysitting and the Conditions of Love [1492 Words] Neil and Andrew babysit for Matt and Dan
tw: transphobia, tw: self harm
Part 6: To Live in Peace [908 Words] Meet Henry!
tw: homophobia, tw: implied/referenced child abuse
Part 7: Nightmare [2149 Words] Andrew bonds with his foster kid.Â
tw: graphic nightmares, tw: implied/referenced murder
Part 8: Family [1491 Words] Henry comes home to Neil having a breakdown.
tw: homophobia, tw: ableism
Part 9: Again (Family pt. 2) [2034 Words] in which Neil has a chance to bond with his kid
tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: nonconsensual kissing
Part 10: Again (Family pt. 3) [1604 Words] The Resolution
tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: implied/referenced nonconsensual kissing, tw: implied/referenced nonconsensual drug use
Part 11: Ruby Red [1910 Words] Adopting one kid was always apart of the plan, but another kid...? Unplanned.
Part 12: Second Chances [3329 Words] in which Neil tells Ruby how him and Andrew met
Part 13: Roses and Thorns [1943 Words] Andrew is happy ft. some twinyards, catching up with Kevin and his daughter and a lil snippet of Liam!!
tw: implied/referenced self harm
Part 14: Something Real [3140 Words] How Andrew finds out Neil's Autistic.Â
tw: nonconsensual drug use, tw: nonconsensual kissing, tw: implied/referenced child abuse
Part 15: Conditions of Love [2104 Words] A mini series that explores Liam Wilds (Matt and Dans kid), his life and his relationship with Henry Josten-Minyard.
tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: transphobia
Part 16: Anniversary [1180 Words]Â The anniversary of the death of Neil's mom brings up some unpleasant memories and Andrew bring him to the museum to comfort him.
The Josten-Twinyards hc by @detectivebambam [Tumblr, 2024]
Andreil daughter and the word âpleaseâ by @starrycassi [Tumblr fic, 2024]
the monsters having kids with cool uncles andreil hc by @the-inner-musings-of-a-worm [Tumblr, 2024]
Miles Minyard-Josten age 7 fandom fun post by @andrews-jort-loving-pipe-dream [Tumblr, 2020]
Art
Minyard-Josten siblings also here art by @allfortheslay25
Nicky meeting Asher Minyard-Josten comic by @riceballannie
Andreil with Michael art by @dshr-art, hc here
fanart by @bluetheking for âNoah Minyard-Josten,â fic recced here
#fic#neil josten/andrew minyard#kevin day & neil josten & andrew minyard#au: no exy#au: different first meeting#universe: post canon#universe: canon divergent#theme: parenting#theme: foster care#theme: adoptions#theme: families#theme: pregnancy#theme: childbirth#theme: domesticity#theme: with ocs#theme: deaf character#theme: autistic character#theme: trans character#theme: reunions#aftg exchange#tw: implied/referenced child abuse#tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon#tw: implied/referenced torture#tw: unplanned pregnancy#tw: transphobia#tw: homophobia#tw: gender dysphoria#tw: self harm#tw: ableism#anaidkhere
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Iâd love to participate in your wip wednesdayâšđđ
Oh noo Im so sorry I missed your ask đ that's okay, here you can have something I'm cleaning up, because I promised royal au cats a long time ago
#cat no. 1 acquired#she will be adopting nathaniel other the next couple of days. staking her claim in his room#my writing#neil josten#sir fat cat mccatterson#royal au
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How I imagine Andreil got their cats:
Andrew: *comes home*
Neil: hey how was the-
Andrew: *pulls out a cat from his jacket*
Neil: is that a cat?
Andrew: *pulls out the other cat* two cats.
#they adopted Andrew#do not be mistaken#alternatively:#andrew: what would you do if I came home with 2 stray cats?#neil:.....whats in the box Drew?#andrew: I think you know#aftg#aftg andreil#andreil#all for the game#andrew minyard#neil josten#aftg shitpost#aftg incorrect quotes
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thinking about the fact that if Neil had died in Baltimore, literally none of Andrew's family would even know he was broken as much as he was by it. Like they saw him choke Kevin, but even after Baltimore, Nicky assumed it was just a fling.
#Like Bee and Renee might have the most knowledge#but how likely is it that Andrew would just shut them out anyways after that?#I think Wymack. Kevin and. in fact. Aaron would have SOME idea#but like I'm just saying#most of them had that Baltimore reunion to sorta solidify how important Neil was to Andrew#and if he'd died they wouldn't have that#all they'd have is Andrew choking Kevin out after the riot#I think Aaron had a good idea of it BECAUSE of the Baltimore reunion#which is why he was able to so quickly realize that he could trade Neil for Katelyn#and I think Kevin and obviously wymack knew before that#but still.#without that reunion scene it's just Andrew having adopted another stray that he'd now failed to protect and I'm just#listen..... I read another MC death/canon divergence fic and then just here I am#thinking about the fact that Andrew would be 100% wrecked by that and almost no one would even know exactly how messed up he is about it#it's fine I'm fine#aftg#Andrew Minyard#Neil Josten#Andreil
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Exy Fans after Jean's family gets outed by the trial:
#the sunshine court#aftg#Jean Moreau#Neil Josten#nora sakavic#like neils story was so batshit#theyre gonna be so confused when they learn about Jean#also fact theyre not even the only ones#like Riko was too#and kind of Kevin if u count his adoptive fam
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10 year old kevin: hi dad!
wymack, opening the front door: uh kevin? who is it?
neil behind kevin, covered in bruises and cuts: I'm neil
kevin: he's neil. he likes exy! I'm gonna keep him
#wymack: kevin you cant just keep someone#wymack: he's parents would mind#neil: oh i doubt it#neil: but i think dad would be disappointed that im still alive#wymack: fucking hell#wymack: im gonna adopt you kid#aftg#neil josten#aftg neil#aftg shitpost#all for the game#kevin day#aftg kevin#kevin aftg#wymack aftg#david wymack#dadmack
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Headcanon that Neil and Andrew have the sappiest nicknames for each other that started as a joke but eventually spiraled
#they are not above nicknames#junkie?? like come onnnn#what if I told u Neil started calling Andrew sunshine one day and never stopped#I just think itâs funny#andrewminyardsaidsskibidi2025#all for the game#andrew minyard#aftg headcanon#aftg#the foxhole court#all the kings men#neil josten#andreil#they spent the rest of their lives together and adopt cats#ur telling me they donât whip out the occasional babe#be serious
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A Spooky Triad
wymacks guild is full of strange creatures
more of a halfway house really
so its no surprise when yet another joins their group
andrews wolf instincts make him very protective of his and their own which makes him wary around the new kid
especially because hes a kitsune
known for their trickery and increased power as they age
and andrew has no idea how old neil really is
he keeps a close eye on him
only stopping truly when its the full moon or kevin needs to feed
which typically end up in andrew creaming his pants and then blowing the goddamn life out of kevin
his neck is sensitive okay?
unfortunately for andrew
he finds that neil is very attractive
and flirty without even seeming to realize what hes doing
which drives andrew crazy
especially once they start their truth game
and andrew finds out much more about the illusive newcomer
which then makes him more comfortable
and he ends up adopting him into his pack without much argument
which means neil now gets to take a turn being kevins meal for the day
unfortunately andrew cannot be kevins meal all the time
but neil gets to enjoy it
and andrew insists on watching
and he knows neil enjoys it
just the same as he does
and one time
andrew just
stops neil from leaving
says he can help
they both can
and after that its history
the three of them are hardly ever separate from eachother
letting kevin feed off them
cuddling with andrew after a full moon
both are always there
#aftg#all for the game#alternate universe#andrew minyard#neil josten#kevin day#kandreil#neil is a kitsune#andrew is a werewolf#kevin is a vampire#wymack adopts supernatural creatures#the monsters are Andrews pack#alcs aus
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SO I WAS REWATCHING LILO AND STITCH AND
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#but the whole movie really#it was a wake up call#lilo and stitch it's the family friendly version of aftg#THINK ABOUT IT#Lilo adopts this little creature thinking it's a normal dog#BUT#it's actually an alien hiding from his creators bc they want to kill him#it was just a place to hide at first#but he founds a family in Lilo#a small and broken one#but still good#still good#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#neil josten
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Here's a snippet from the Neil with a baby fic I'm writing.
The sun was peeking over the horizon as Neil tiredly woke up to Adrian fussing. Neil picked him up and rocked him back to sleep. It was too late, though, and Neil found himself unable to get back to sleep. Instead, he contemplated the little guy in his arms and thought about his mother.
It was hard to believe that his mother had once held him in her arms like this. There was a picture on the wall in the hallway of his house growing up in Baltimore with her holding him just like he was holding Adrian. Neil had no doubt that it was intended to portray a happy family to outsiders and nothing more but he had liked looking at it when he was growing up there.
She had held him often when they were on the run, almost every night as they slept. She was paranoid, afraid of letting him get too far away from her. He missed her touch, the steady presence he knew would always be there to stitch him back together. It was easy to overlook the times she had beaten him for one thing or another now that she was gone. She had been the only one there for him for most of his life. Now that she was gone, he was determined to be that steady presence for Adrian. He had to be.
#all for the game#aftg fanfic#neil josten#adrian josten#teen dad neil josten#neil adopts a kid#ok he kinda kidnapped him#but to be fair#Adrian's dad did kill his mom and was planning on leaving Adrian in a dumpster while he fled the country#sooo...#also Adrian is about six months old here
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I just started rereading The Foxhole Court and it's so comforting I can feel myself relaxing and my anxiety decreasing I can't believe it took me this long to reread it
#that's probably concerning considering the book#aftg books are currently my biggest comfort books#im reading them even though i havent read in so long because depression sucks and makes fun things into impossible tasks#but im happy#i cant wait to be even more obsessed as i continue to read#i love their interactions#andrew and neil and neil and kevin are so funny#and andrew and kevin#its so much better rereading because i understand and so i just get to enjoy how funny and messed up they are#also i forgot what medicated andrew is like#andrew minyard#neil josten#kevin day#aaron minyard#nicky hemmick#i am not looking forward to more of nicky being creepy though#he gets so much better in the other books#and wymack already adopting neil#he has a new child and we love it#dadmack#david wymack#coach wymack#i always wonder how nora came up with all of this like jesus christ#is she okay#nora sakavic#the foxhole court#all for the game#aftg#wraith has escaped isolation
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