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crying all day today because i am yet again in trouble at work for taking too many unscheduled absences and may not be eligible for the yearly bonus for a second year in a row despite that bonus being something i could buy more fucking treatment with so now they're making me apply for all the fucking leave and accommodations again even though THEY DENIED ME last time and i'll probably be on corrective action again which means i won't be able to take any time off and im so sick but i cant not work or my husband and cat and i won't survive and i feel useless and pathetic and tired. im so fucking tired. im so tired of being tired, and im sick of being sick. im a burden and everybody knows it but nobody who has the ability to actually help me has any desire to do so. i can't get in touch with my doctor. the portal to send in my fucking claim for the goddamn leave and accommodations broke as soon as i submitted the completed application. ive done nothing but cry today. i cant deal with this shit anymore but its not like i'm not gonna get on federal disability if i can't even get approved for the shit my job and state offer and if i quit im not eligible for unemployment so my options are endure the continual humiliation of being punished for daring to be fucking sick or die i fucking guess and its like. i would! i would die. but unfortunately my husband and cat need me to not die for at least a few more months, and my parents would cry at my funeral anyway and i dont wanna make them cry, and my brother would probably kill himself next and i can't let my baby brother die. so all i can do is just keep taking it and taking it and taking it and eventually someday maybe giving up wont be an option anymore because my body and mind will simply be too degraded to do anything but stop. like what do i have to do, take myself to the psych ward? hurt myself badly enough for a long inpatient hospital stay? not like getting sick enough to warrant a short hospital stay was enough for them, cause that already happened. why are my only ways out always institutionalization- which i am rightfully scared to death of- and dying- which i cant do without other people suffering for it. im so tired. im so tired. someone please help me. or at least just make it stop for a while.
#why is it that the people- or more accurately companies and institutions- most capable of helping me are the ones who have#the least desire to do so#why is it so hard to get help#i had to e-beg for groceries already this month i cant afford a therapist i cant afford more weed i cant afford shit that would even help#theres only so much i can do as a singular person at the bottom of a corporate ladder in the second most expensive fucking place in#the entire goddamned country#i cant wait to move so we at least have more money to work with#seriously tho the constant humiliations and punishments for trying my best are the thing thats killing me most#being broke im used to and my fat ass can afford to skip a few meals anyway#but the humiliation and punishing and constant invalidation and disbelief and condescension and patronization#it makes me want to actually fucking hurt myself#if only so people will believe how much fucking pain im in#if only so i can point to my wounds and say i may have made the mark but *you* are the ones who drove me to this#but that's the kind of behavior that gets a person institutionalized and i cant afford that in way more ways than one so!!!#admin tags >>>#textpost#vent#venting#ventpost#suicide#suicidal ideation#chronic illness#mental illness#disability
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look at this idiot not aware that his body is warm and his touch comforting everyone point and laugh
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#dirk strider#jake english#dirkjake#admin draws#fanart#i got sick of looking for a ref so i doodled this real quick yesterday#ive been in a 'need hug' mood especially after the exam and sleeplessness preceding it#and thinking stuff#so what better way to process all of this than you guessed it. shoving it onto dirk#short tags this time cos im doing something else but i have lots of things i want to make.... its a shame im not feeling it again#if someone wants to give me excuses to talk about them the ask box is open for more than just rqs
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Hoenn crossing, or something
#Yes this trend is long dead but it lives . to ME#ORAS#hoenn#do i tag all these guys. oh my god.#pokemon trainer may#rival wally#pokemon trainer brendan#contest star lisia#gym leader wallace#lore keeper zinnia#champion steven stone#aqua leader archie#magma leader maxie#aqua admin matt#magma admin tabitha#aqua admin shelly#magma admin courtney#how do ppl tag the cahracters even i never know#quick thing inbetween other things cus im putting off BACKGROUNDS Like a true artist#everyones meant to be a different species but i hope that shows#may monkey (based on the npc from happy home designer though) wally mouse brendan dog#lisia duck wallace ostrich zinnia chameleon ((also based on npc)) steven tiger#archie bear maxie goat matt eagle tabitha hamster shelly wolf courtney cat
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who does the gang think is the most stupid person and why
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i got told i should post these so people can see them. i hope you like these designs i did, they're for a pokemon AU where the trainers are pokemon and their teams are members of the facility they work at/their friends :D im still unsure if i should keep charon an abomasnow or not
#dreadllustration#dreadconcept#dreadmon#pokemon#pokemon au#ghetsis#colress#team plasma#team galactic#magma leader maxie#magma admin tabitha#grimsley#looker pokemon#galactic boss cyrus#uhhhhh just. pretend i tagged all those galactic admins. thank you
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Dono: I'm using my extra speaking time for a thank you. You've made work something I looked forward to, so thank you Phil from the bottom of my heart. Sincerely, your former QsmpEN update admin.
Phil: OHHH- yeah, I heard about the admins get- like-
Dono: I saw everything. I loved making you all insane, KEKW.
Phil: [Laughs] Nahh, fck off, it was you? It was fckin' you? Makin' everyone lose their sht? [Pointing at the camera] Good job. Good job. Good job. [Laughs] Fckin' hell... fckin' hell... I would just see chat compl- like, they- not complaining, but like, stressing out just saying "It's Crowver, the update account is taking in poems again."
#QSMP#Philza#Phil#QSMP Admins#March 22 2024#He's not playing QSMP right now but it's related to QSMP hence the tag
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IT'S FINISHED!
Left to Right ->
Spikangelo, & Raph(Here)
Ghost In The Shell, Ghost & Ghostlets by @amevello-blue / @bluepeachstudios
Two Souls, Aoi & his little lion by @virgilisspidey
Shellshocked, Raph & his gremlins kids by @lieutenantbiscute
Cass Apocalypse, Uncle Tello & Casey Junior by @somerandomdudelmao
The Last Ronin Becomes A Discord Admin, Slonkangelo & The Little Ones by @melonpalooza
And finally, Snapper Lou Au, feat. Snapper Lou from @kittynomore, Nini from @amevello-blue, and The Eldest Brother AU from @debb987
PLEASE check out everyone here! Their works are amazing, and I bet you'll find something that'll stick with you for a while!
I noticed the quality gets screwed up when you zoom in, so I decided to export it myself so yall can see them better. Hope it helped!
Have a wonderful day, everyone!
Oh, and I added little easter eggs, too.
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#crossover#tmnt crossover#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2003#spikeangelo au#spikangelo au#ghost in the shell fanart#ghost in the shell#two souls au#two souls fanart#shellshocked au#shellshocked fanart#cas fanart tag#tlrbada fanart#the last ronin becomes a discord admin#the last ronin becomes a discord admin fanart#snapper lou au#snapper lou fanart#tmnt fanart#fanart#the last ronin#tmnt the last ronin#tmnt last ronin
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i also just want to point out the qsmp members' commitment to like never letting the inactive members die. like dantdm logged on twice and is canonically dead and everyone continues to blame mysterious happenstance on him. spreen is canonically dead and yet people are still like namedropping him even tho the house façade he built has been demolished and also probably consumed by a mountain. they meme on kameto who's barely been on except that time he was a fed spy that was iconic as hell. they just immortalize their members and they're always so happy to see old faces come back and it lowkey makes me emotional lmfaoo like missa barely logged on for a while but goddamn nobody forgot his name bc philza can't go one day without mentioning him and mariana barely logs on but every time fit saw the homeless mariana in roier's city no matter what he'd stop dead and tell it "come home" and when slime came back to the server for elections after having logged off for the last like two months everyone was still excited to meet him bc the others had kept his memories on the server fresh and alive, maxo died canonically in the nuke and pierre pasted his face all over the server, luzu vanished for months and we never forgot him either thanks to the computers and foolish's wack ass family tree. like when purgatory teams were chosen and team red constantly joked about how it would be so over for the other teams once germán logged on despite the fact that germán had only ever logged on ONCE, the way they cheered when they snatched rubius in the split of green despite the fact that rubius hadn't logged on more than twice since march. they just keep the names alive all the time and it's like
it just makes me really happy to see. like it makes me really happy. like the admin team and the members alike are like 'no way in HELL are we letting your memory go' like damn once ur on isla quesadilla you really are stuck as an islander forever :D
#qsmp#shut up vic#block game brainrot#not gonna put this in the main body because 🤢 but also#filler tag filler tag ravioli ravioli you must hit read more to see this#the hatsune miku jokes to keep a member's memory alive during a long hiatus are also an example of this effect#anyway i really hope the server can continue and the issues are resolved#bc i'd really love to see pol back on the server like genuinely#there's more examples obviously and not all of them are ones i can remember#but just. i mean even the dead eggs whose admins aren't even on the team anymore#every month bad and dapper made a point to visit their graves and remember them (sometimes with company)#it's like holy shit fucking goddamn it hits me in the chest seriously#sorry for the massive unbroken paragraph that's how the thought looks in my head too so i opted not to break it up
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oh also. in case anyone is curious for some reason. i got my final grades back for that anatomy class and:
idk how it happened but it did
#not a tag#from saph#wish me luck as i embark on my next semester of physiology#though theres a good chance i cant take the class because im getting smited to hell and back once again by admin#11 semesters of college and ive gotten smited every single time smh
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#submission#brblr#kamala harris#eu amei esse TikTok e tive que compartilhar. admin pode editar as tags ❤️#< los dejo porque son marvillosos y que caiga el bardo que tiene que caer no me importa nada#videos
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happy four year anniversary to the antarctic empire!
#antarctic empire#technoblade#philza#smpearth#smp earth#smpe#emerald duo#emeraldduo#(god i hate the duo names no one tags them consistently)#technoblade & philza#smpe screenies#admin posts
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two guys enter a closet
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#john egbert#dave strider#johndave#davejohn#pepsicola#admin draws#fanart#somethign really fun about . john being the tune and dave being the beat. free melody plus rhythm. breath and time.#that was my thought behind the 1st one at least#this post? texan in oregon. next post? oregonian in texas.#sighs. ive been influenced. theyve been on my mind#see this is what happens when i listen to people who passionately argue a case for a ship i jump on board#its not like i wasnt a johndave girlie before but the emptiness of my tag prior to this phase of homestucking speaks volumes#now tho? theyre good. theyre real good. and my palate cleanser between fkn. alpha morons that shall not be named#i like them ogk. egbertcrockers with many moles and striders with pizza faces. is something i should draw more#i need to get better at drawing acne and acne scarring
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Been thinking about his camerupt obsession as I play. Also charms that don’t exist
#Maxie’s low self esteem camerupt is back who else cheered#I have a camerupt obsession too I have a camerupt plush cause I liked my camerupt from my AS playthru so much#pokemon oras#magma leader maxie#magma admin courtney#magma admin tabitha#these barely deserve tags that’s more for my own blog#i do like team magma quite a bit yes. they’re so stupid. why are you wearing polyester bodysuits and hoodies in the middle of summer#anyways I keep looking at my art of them from like 2 years ago and I just can’t get it back something doesn’t look quite right idk what I#was doing different but also I. kind of haven’t drawn anything in a fewwwww monnnnthhhhhssssssssss so that might be it too#but yeah I’m at my pyre now but I just got my BARBOACH 😁 now a whiscash so now I actually have a water type it’s so over for these guys#myart
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[ SURROUNDED BY YOUR FEARS ]
( + the background in better detail! )
(song is F.E.A.R by joywave!!)
#mcsm#minecraft story mode#jesse mcsm#wither storm#hadrien mcsm#mevia mcsm#aiden mcsm#the admin mcsm#romeo mcsm#cassie mcsm#white pumpkin mcsm#pama mcsm#petra mcsm#lukas mcsm#THATS A LOTTA TAGS <3#14 hours later fucking hell#I LOVE SONG LYRIC DRAWINGS!!!#help me i've had this song on loop for DAYS STRAIGHT UGGGHHH#fruut salad#fox favourites
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Courtney Sketchess
#my hand it hurt#pokemon oras#magma admin courtney#no other tags for this one#literally just trying to get my poses more dynamic. i can do it in pixel art i want to be able to do it regular style RAHHHH#also rare moment of me using the official colors#had a jumpscare by how white and also pink her skin was#like my usual bg color is a very pale yellowish . nice n easy on the eyes#but it made her skin look like neon whitepink#girl was GLOWING
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